390 It feels like falling in love


    Christian saw E fold her arms across her chest and looked at her with an annoyed look. “Christian, have you forgotten? Do you remember how cold you used to be to me? When we first met, you told me to jump out of the window!”


    In the past, maybe E would have let Christian do whatever he wanted.


    She would let Christian order her to do whatever he wanted. She would allow Christian to me her for anything that wasn’t her fault.


    But now it’s different.


    E wanted to be free. She wanted to be free to do whatever she wanted.


    Christian doesn’t want to remember that moment. He answered in a low voice, as if he felt guilty. “There used to be so many women who approached me…” and those women weren’t sincere.


    The way he used to torture E before, had now be a burden and guilt in his heart. He could imagine how sad and scared E was at that moment.


    Including when E had to work at the bar to survive. Christian knew how stubborn E was. But E was willing to do whatever it took to stay alive. Even if she had to be a barmaid...


    E’s eyebrows shot up at that. “Am I the most beautiful?”


    .....


    E held Christian’s hand and asked while tilting her head. Her gaze was so innocent that it made Christian want to hug her.


    Christian nodded.


    Actually, no. There are so many beautiful women in this world with their different beauty. But E’s attitude towards him intrigued Christian.


    E looked confident and courageous,pletely unconcerned about what other people thought of her.


    Besides, Christian wanted to know what E’s goal was to approach him. He let E stay with him. When Christian was bored or when E did something that made him ufortable, Christian could leave her at any time.


    However, as it turned out, Christian was trapped now.


    Seeing Christian nod, E nodded as well. She was happy and said cheerfully, “Is it just beautiful? What about my abilities?”


    “You have great skills… in bed.”


    “Christian!” E shouted in annoyance.


    Christianughed once more. He stroked E’s wrinkled forehead and suddenly said, “We’re not in love yet.”


    Their rtionship is like a roller coaster that goes up and down fast. At first, they were just a master and mistress. Suddenly, now they are engaged.


    E nodded and confirmed Christian’s words. She also wants to fall in love slowly, and feel the rtionship between lovers.


    She wanted to know what it was like to fall in love with a man who also loved her.


    Christian thinks for a moment and says, “Yes. Our rtionship is developing much faster.”


    They will be engaged and married after this.


    But thinking about it makes Christian feel satisfied. He didn’t regret it at all, as long as E was by his side.


    In contrast to Christian, E wants their rtionship to grow slowly. She didn’t want their rtionship to develop too quickly.


    “Actually, I want to feel what it’s like to fall in love with you.” E was pensive as she said, “Aren’t I your first love? Don’t you want to know what it’s like to be in love?”


    “What is the point?” Christian raised an eyebrow and looked at E in confusion.


    “When we are old, we can remember the times when we fell in love. We can remember our sweet and nostalgic memories,” said E with longing eyes.


    Christian did not think that E wanted to grow old with him.


    Hearing E’s words, Christian seemed to realize something he had never thought of before. Before, he had never thought of it, but now he wanted it too.


    “In that case, okay. We can start falling in love now. But what should we do when we fall in love?” Christian asked seriously.


    Suddenly, E remembered her painting and said, “We could fall in love another day. I have to paint now.”


    E said it very calmly and immediately went downstairs without any guilt at all.


    Christian narrowed his eyes as he looked toward the door. Why did he feel like he had been tricked by that tiny woman?


    But Christian finally let E go. As long as E is happy.


    In the studio, E immediately took a nk canvas and started painting the idea that was in her mind.


    A teenage girl with a boy several years her senior sat under a big tree. In that spring, the grass swayed and some flowers flew into the sky.


    The girl looked up at the sky, making her long hair flutter in the wind. Her eyes were bright, showing the innocence of a maiden full of dreams. But within that gaze, there was also shyness and a hint of hesitation as she felt what first love felt like.


    Maybe that’s how E feels when dealing with Christian.


    She tried so hard to hold back the feeling in her heart, while the feeling was constantly struggling to jump out of her chest.


    You could say, it was the hardest thing E had ever experienced in her life.


    Meanwhile, the boy beside her was sitting with his head down, as if he was thinking about something. His short hair covered one side of his face.


    It was the image of Christian in E’s mind.


    E will never be able to understand Christian’s attitude towards her and what Christian thinks of her.


    That man is so mysterious.


    The inspiration kept running through E’s mind, making E lose track of time and paint all night.


    It was only 7 in the morning when E yawned and stretched her stiff body.


    She packed her things and turned to see Christian sitting by the door holding his cell phone in his hand. His face looked exhausted.


    Unbeknownst to her, Christian had apanied her all night.


    E didn’t eat dinner yesterday. So Christian probably didn’t have dinner either.


    This small gesture touched E. Her hand holding the brush instantly froze in midair.


    “Christian?”


    After a while, she walked over to Christian and stood across from him. Nobody knew what made her want to smile andugh stupidly, but she couldn’t help herself. She hugged Christian, her face and hands smudged with paint.


    “Christian, I love you. I really really love you.”


    It’s hard to contain her love. It’s hard not to love a man like Christian.


    The sudden movement made Christian automatically trap E in his arms. He could feel the warmth of her body. The feeling of tiredness from not sleeping all night immediately disappeared.


    For some reason, only E has this ability.


    “I love you too.”


    “Christian, let’s fall in love!”


    E held Christian’s hand happily. She really looked cheerful, like a girl who just discovered love for the first time.


    “Okay, let’s learn to fall in love,” Christian replied in a low voice.


    ...


    Meanwhile, Nadia was listening to the report from the phone. A strange smile slowly appeared on her face. E would join the paintingpetition?


    This is a very good opportunity.


    Incidentally, Hartono also arrived at her door at this time.