In the wandering years after the loss of Dong''Er, I met Qiu Tong. She charmed me so much, impressed me so deeply, made me have a wonderful illusion that I never had in my life, and made me forget the pain of Dong''Er''s leaving for a while and get psychedelic comfort.


    However, as long as it''s a dream, one day she will wake up. Qiutong is moving towards her reality, turning my dream into powder step by step, and floating like a dream. She has drawn a red line and wisely placed herself on the other side of the red line, and will never cross it again.


    When my dream is about to collapse, my first love, my winter son, appears in reality! I lost a dream, recovered a reality, is it all God''s arrangement? Are they all inevitable?


    I can''t have Qiutong and floating life like a dream, which makes me sad but helpless. Losing Donger makes me feel heartbroken and angina pectoris. Unconsciously, floating life like a dream and Donger become the women in my life, one in the illusory space, the other in the real world.


    In the illusory world, I will never forget floating life like a dream. In the real world, time has not obliterated my deep-rooted yearning for Dong''Er And Qiu Tong, how I wish I could integrate her with floating life like a dream, but I know that it will never be possible.


    I remember someone said that when fantasy and reality face, it is always very painful. Either you are knocked down by the pain, or you trample on it. But I lack the determination, courage and courage to step on the pain.


    And Haizhu and clouds, they can enter my family world, but can not approach my life. This is not my deliberate arrangement, but my destiny.


    Although the fate of dongtong''er was comforted by the virtual space, I still couldn''t get it in the empty space.


    And in the end, I can''t make the fantasy come true. When the fantasy is about to be disillusioned, Dong''Er appears in front of me again, giving me a chance to retrieve the past and comfort my lonely heart again.


    For a long time, when we calmed down a little, Dong''Er left my arms, took out a tissue from his pocket, lowered his head to wipe his eyes, and then looked up at me again, his expression became calm.


    Under the bright neon lights, I can''t see Dong''Er''s eyes clearly. I suspect my eyes are confused.


    "You''re thin, you''re black, you''re strong." Dong Er looks me up and down.


    "You are thin, but you are still so beautiful." I said with some heartache and boasted about Dong''Er.


    In the past, Dong''Er always asked me a question: am I beautiful? And my answer is always two words: beautiful.


    Listen to me say so, Dong Er chuckled a little, smile some sad, but also some uneasy, I saw the heart and pain.


    "Why are you here?" Donger asked me again.


    "Someone told me." I then asked Dong''Er, "what about you? How did you come here?"


    "In the evening, I received a strange phone call from a girl who asked me to come here," Dong''Er said. "She only said she had something to ask me for an interview, but she didn''t know that she asked me to come here to wait for you..."


    Sure enough, all this was arranged by Haizhu. When I think of Haizhu, I feel guilty again. I not only feel sorry for Haizhu, but also feel sorry for Haifeng.


    "Xiao Ke, who is that girl? You know that, don''t you? " Dong Er looks at me.


    I nodded: "Haifeng''s sister, Haizhu!"


    "Haifeng''s sister?" Dong Er looks at me.


    "Well..." I nodded.


    "Why did she do that?" Donger asked again.


    I looked at Dong''Er: "it''s a long story."


    Dong''Er didn''t ask any more. He looked up at the night sky and breathed softly


    I was silent, too.


    Meet again, a thousand words, but there is no way to speak.


    After leaving Donger''s body and embrace, I can''t smell Donger''s body smell. I suddenly feel that Donger is a little strange.


    My heart suddenly flashed a trace of fear, just for their own feelings.


    "We Find a place to sit down. " After a while, I said.


    "I want to drink!" Donger said.


    "Well, where do you want to go?" As usual, I went out to play and went to play, all winter has the final say.


    “D8！”


    The D8 bar mentioned by Dong''Er is now 2046 bar. That''s where Dong''Er and I used to come to the disco for drinking.


    "Now it''s called 2046. I heard it was bought by a boss in the North!" Donger added.


    I nodded: "OK, let''s go --"


    Dong''Er and I went to 2046 side by side. Although we were side by side, Dong''Er didn''t hold my arm as before. I wanted to hold Dong''Er''s shoulder, but I couldn''t lift it.


    Can time really take something away?Walking into 2046, deafening music and bizarre lights come head on, as well as the turbid air filled with the smell of tobacco and wine.


    I asked for a small bag, went in with Dong''Er, and the waiter ordered it.


    I asked for a fruit plate and some snacks, which were Donger''s favorite food before. When I ordered wine, I looked at Donger.


    "Chivas!" Donger said.


    You can drink more beer before Donger.


    I nodded and asked for a bottle of Chivas.


    After everything was ready, I asked the waiter to go out and close the door. We mixed Chivas ourselves.


    The waiter closed the door and went out. The loud music outside was shut out. The room was quiet.


    I''ll make Chivas and pour them on me and Dong''Er respectively.


    Dong''Er took out a bag of 35 from his bag and handed it to me: "do you still smoke?"


    I nodded: "well..."


    "Smoke!"


    I took out a cigarette and was about to light it. Dong er said, "give me one!"


    Dong''Er began to learn how to smoke. I didn''t speak. I handed Dong''Er one, and then I helped Dong''Er light it and myself.


    Dong''Er gently took a puff of smoke, spit out a wisp of green smoke, looking at me: "I can smoke, strange?"


    Qiutong also smokes, but I think the nature of their smoking seems to be different.


    I didn''t speak, looking at Dong''Er silently.


    Dong Er lowered his eyes and face, then picked up his goblet and looked at me: "Xiao Ke, I haven''t seen you for more than nine months. Come on, let''s have nine cups One drink a month for the past nine months. "


    With that, without waiting for my reaction, Dong''Er raised his glass and drank it.


    I did it too, and then I fell back.


    Dong''Er did not stop, and then picked up the glass: "come on, second cup."


    Then he did it again.


    I followed suit.


    Dong''Er continued to drink one cup after another. Soon, we all drank nine cups, and a bottle of Chivas ran out.


    Dong''Er''s drinking capacity is growing. It seems that Dong''Er wants to drink a lot tonight, especially to get drunk.


    Another bottle of Chivas. This time, Dong Er didn''t drink it immediately, but looked at me strangely.


    Dong er''s white face has become scarlet now, and her eyes have become a little intoxicated. Although she is intoxicated, there is still some sadness and pain in her eyes


    "Why did you come to me?" Dong er''s eyes are fixed on me, and his voice is a little dry.


    I swallowed down my throat, a burst of sadness in my heart, looking at Dong''Er, did not speak.


    Dong''Er looks at me for a while, then suddenly laughs silently, shakes his head, touches a cigarette, lights it and smokes it


    Looking at the curling smoke, Dong''Er''s indifferent eyes, my heart continues to be sad


    Chivas has a lot of stamina. Although I have a lot of wine, some of my head is heavy and dizzy. I think Dong''Er should be a little drunk.


    "You shouldn''t have come to me? You know what? " Dong Er shakes his head and looks at me.


    I still didn''t speak, and my heart was aching.


    "Want to know what happened in the past?" Dong''Er took another puff of smoke, and the smoke filled her eyes, making her eyes a little fuzzy.


    I lowered my head and kept silent for a long time. Then I looked up at Dong''Er and held up my glass: "drink the bar."


    Dong''Er looked at me and sipped my lips. He took the glass and drank it. I was dry, too.


    We were all silent, just drinking cup after cup.


    Don''t speak doesn''t mean that I stopped thinking, also doesn''t mean that Donger has no idea in mind.


    I want to know this in my heart and in my heart.


    The second bottle of Chivas was soon drunk, Dong''Er''s face was more red, and my drunkenness was a little bit.


    At this time, Dong''Er shook his body and looked at me with red eyes: "Xiao Ke -"


    "um..." I promise, looking at Dong''Er.


    "You Do you still love me? " Donger''s voice is not only nihilistic, but also ethereal.


    "I''ve never stopped thinking about you..." I said it bitterly.


    "All this time, you Have you ever had another woman? " Dong''Er asked again, as if he had made up his mind.


    I didn''t answer Dong''Er''s question directly, saying: "you are always in my heart Every lonely night, every gloomy moment, you You are always in my heart


    "Xiao Ke." Donger''s voice trembled: "you I... "


    "In the years without you, I tried countless times to forget you, but I can''t, I can''t, I can''t erase the past time from my heart, I can''t forget you and my unforgettable scenes." Thinking of the miserable days of the past nine months, my voice suddenly choked.


    "Xiao Ke." Dong''Er was shaking all over. It seemed that she could no longer control her long-term depression and sadness. She suddenly jumped into my arms and burst into tearsDong''Er is very unrestrained, very dripping, very unscrupulous, very heartrending. Just now, in Tianyi Square, she was a silent and repressive sob, but now, she is crying, as if to release and vent all her long-standing emotions at this moment


    I hold Dong''Er''s body, touch Dong''Er''s shoulder, and gently pat Dong''Er''s back. My heart is filled with infinite sorrow and affection. Tears are rolling down


    Donger''s tears flow in my chest, drip on my lapel, my tears roll down to Donger''s hair, slide down to Donger''s neck


    Donger wantonly cried, I silently shed tears, this moment, do not need any words, we all know each other''s heart.


    For a long time, Dong''Er finally stopped crying, still in my arms, silently sobbing, choking, twitching


    I stroked Dong''Er''s hair and put my chin against her black hair. My feelings kept changing. For a moment, I felt very full, for a moment, I felt very empty


    After a while, Dong''Er raised his head, put his arms around my neck, looked up at me with clear eyes, tears, and some longing in his eyes