《Blissful Agony》


 Blooming Moons

    Push me down and Cut me open


    take your fill enjoy its pure red texture.


    Feast like your starving, push the knife deeper and deeper


    feel the red flow from my torso as it stains your knife


    Does it feel good?


    Does it feel good as you gut me like a fish? Eat me alive!!


    Consume my useless flesh, I was a mistake to begin with.. let me fade tonight under the stars.. This text was taken from Royal Road. Help the author by reading the original version there.


    the cool autumn breeze in my hair let my meaningless life fulfill your hunger don''t worry nobody will come looking.


    Take your gun put it to my head pull the trigger..


    hold me down and beat me with your bat, I know you want too...


    Stop staring at me with those degrading eyes, so empty so cold


    just tell me why you hate me..


    leave me alone..


    don''t walk away..


    don''t leave me..


    Why are you staring?


    Why are you crying?


    I feel cold....

 Feeling Pyrexia

    The Cold stagnant air fogs my breath,


    The Heat of the room makes me sweat,


    My body shakes with uneasy as I paint the walls red.


    A Pink Sunset over a distant silent city


    empty, alone, contemptuous and arrogant as


    you stare o'' so inactive.


    I am not an Ocean,A case of literary theft: this tale is not rightfully on Amazon; if you see it, report the violation.


    I am not a Forrest,


    So don''t see what I do and don''t fear its Darkness,


    as I gut those you love with a large kitchen knife...


    Stabbing and cutting those you love,


    Don''t watch me fail at a simple test of courage and stop looking at me like I don''t exist.


    Sluggishly I wipe my hot forehead clear of sweat beads forming,


    My frozen toes hurt when they get stubbed.


    Where am I?


    Where are you?


    Don''t stop watching me...


    ...please...

 Blood Rain

    My feet drag heavily in the mud as the down pour of rain


    makes it difficult to move in this blood filled mud.


    I''ve left you in a box 6 feet deep sinking in darkness  and it makes me wonder,


    will you drown first or suffocate.


    Will I see those empty eyes again, watching them ruin me and devour me alive,Support the creativity of authors by visiting Royal Road for this novel and more.


    Not a sound comes from your grave where I buried you it makes me wonder are you really there or did you die..


    The rain falls on deaf ears as I only care to hear your screaming under my feet I wait and wait.. 30 Mins.. 2 hours Its killing me to know the cause of this Silence,


    The Mud is knee high and I''m dying to find out what happening so I start to excavate the area where you are, its soo deep


    and it makes my blood boil to know I can''t hear the pain your suffering from.


    However no matter how much I clear away its still deeper..


    and Deeper...

 Cold Light of Dawn

    The First of Frost has fallen the night is cruel and Unforgiving


    my hands are numb red and sore an aching twitch as I woke up from, Deep Sleep.


    My Room has no windows father replaced them with walling it''d be impossible to picture these walls with Windows


    it''s such a well crafted room It''s lik im not even on the Third floor of the house.You might be reading a stolen copy. Visit Royal Road for the authentic version.


    Distant Dreams haunt my mind as I undo the shackles that bind me to my Bed,


    I unlock my bedstand and swallow roughly 13 pills some larger than others,


    After I put the pills away I pull out an old revolver given


    to my by my Grandfather and place it under my chin and pull its frozen trigger...


    I hear it click, but I have forgotten to check for a Bullet again oh well, I guess I''ll try again Tomorrow.