I scrubbed at my skin furiously, soap and water mixing with ash and grime to form a filthy slurry that spiraled down the drain. My fingers caught on raw patches of skin where my regeneration hadn¡¯t finished yet, the texture uneven and faintly sticky. Scabs flaked away under my hands, revealing tender pink flesh beneath. Normally, these wounds would have closed in seconds, but today everything was slower, my body struggling after hours of constant healing. My nails scratched harder, digging at the stubborn remnants of blood that refused to wash off, the motion more frantic than necessary.
The water beat against me, and as I looked down, my ribs jutted out, sharp and angular. My breasts were smaller, the curves I¡¯d once had diminished to nothing but lean muscle and bone. Of course, I thought bitterly, my body burns through everything it can to heal itself, and it¡¯s never enough. I ran a hand over my flat stomach, the skin stretched taut, every muscle visible in stark detail.
It had to be a combination of everything¡ªthe Hemlock mission where I¡¯d been torn apart over and over again, my body desperately trying to repair itself while consuming whatever reserves I had left. And then¡ I grimaced at the memory. The mutant I¡¯d fought. How I¡¯d lost control. How I¡¯d sunk my teeth into its flesh like an animal, tearing and swallowing in a blind, savage rage. I¡¯d thrown most of it up afterward, the taste of bile and blood still fresh in my mind.
Even after what I¡¯d just eaten in the mess hall, it hadn¡¯t been enough. My body was running on fumes, and I could feel it in the persistent ache in my muscles, the faint, gnawing hunger that never seemed to abate. I¡¯ll have to eat some more of those protein bars Holt gave me, I thought, making a mental note. He¡¯d packed them in that crate, probably as an afterthought, but they might be the only thing keeping me upright at this rate.
I let out a shaky breath and scrubbed harder, trying to focus on the water, the soap, anything but the hollowness in my stomach.
The stench of burnt flesh still clung to me, refusing to fade even as the water poured over me. I leaned my forehead against the cool wall of the stall, the stream pounding against my back, and exhaled slowly. My thoughts spun, flitting between the fire, the monster, and the gnawing void inside me.
When the water finally ran clear, I shut it off and stepped out, steam curling around me. Grabbing a towel, I dried off quickly, avoiding the mirror. I didn¡¯t want to see myself again. My reflection in the tray had been enough.
The T-shirt I pulled from the storage locker was soft and oversized, the faded image of an old anime character from Earth barely visible on the front. The shorts I slipped on hung loose around my hips, the waistband brushing against the tender skin of my midriff. I didn¡¯t bother with shoes, my bare feet still damp as I left the locker room.
Back in my quarters, the familiar shadows greeted me, their shapes twisting in the dim light. I ignored them, heading straight for the bottle of synthetic whiskey I¡¯d swiped from the mess hall earlier. It was no doubt one of Warren¡¯s, a relic from his private stash. The stuff wasn¡¯t exactly commonplace on the Jericho. Normally, taking it would¡¯ve landed me in hot water with the captain, but with my newly granted clearance, we were technically the same rank¡ªor so Jericho claimed.
After everything he¡¯d been keeping from me, though, I honestly don¡¯t give a fuck.
I poured myself a generous glass, the amber liquid sloshing against the sides, and downed it in one long swallow. The burn spread through my chest, dulling the edges of my thoughts just enough to make the weight on my shoulders feel a fraction lighter. The shadows didn¡¯t seem so threatening anymore¡ªjust shapes twisting aimlessly, reflecting the chaos in my own mind.
I poured another and sank onto my bed, leaning against the cold wall as I sipped. The taste was sharp, chemical, but it didn¡¯t matter. The warmth creeping through me was what I needed, not the flavor. For a moment, I let myself relax, the tension in my shoulders easing as the alcohol settled in.
Sleep crept up on me slowly, dragging me down into its depths. But it wasn¡¯t peaceful.
The dream was jagged, fragmented. Flames licked at my skin, a searing heat that tore through my nerves. The monster¡¯s voice echoed, warped and wet. ¡°Feed, Sol. You¡¯ll need it to survive.¡± Blood filled my senses¡ªits smell, its taste, its texture¡ªand the hunger roared to life, more feral than before. My father¡¯s voice cut through the chaos, sharp and cruel. ¡°You¡¯re my little Phoenix. You¡¯ll burn for me.¡±
I woke with a start, my breath catching in my throat. My heart hammered against my ribs, the phantom pain of the fire still clinging to my nerves. The room was dark, shadows pooling in every corner. My mismatched eyes darted around, searching for movement, for threats, but there was nothing. Just the silence of the ship.
The glow of my datapad caught my eye, blinking faintly on the desk beside my bed. A new message. Vega.
I reached for it, my fingers trembling slightly, and swiped the screen to life. Whatever Vega had to say, it couldn¡¯t be worse than what was lurking in my head. At least, I hoped it couldn¡¯t.
I stared at the blinking notification on the datapad, the pale glow cutting through the dimness of my quarters. Messages from Vega always carried weight, the kind that sank into your chest and stayed there. My fingers hovered over the screen for a moment before I swiped it open.
The subject line was short and to the point:
¡°Priority Operations Update: Immediate Attention Required.¡±
I exhaled sharply, forcing myself to focus as I read.
FROM: Commander Evelyn Vega
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Priority Operations Update: Immediate Attention Required
Sol,
Following an emergency session of the Council, operational directives have been revised to address the risks posed by the Hemlock incident. After thorough deliberation, the Council reached a unanimous decision to push Jericho to maximum warp (100x light-speed). This course of action is deemed necessary to create the greatest possible distance between us and the threats posed by the Hemlock. However, this acceleration comes with several critical implications:
- Fuel Reserves: High-speed travel will rapidly deplete our fuel supply, necessitating frequent refueling stops. This increased strain will require careful resource management to prevent mission compromise.
- Crew Rotation: To sustain operations during this period, Teams B and C will be woken earlier than planned. Their inclusion is necessary to distribute the workload and mitigate risks from overextension. The revised crew rotation schedule is attached for your review.
- Command Structure: Captain Warren and the other Council members will remain awake during this critical transition. Per the agreement, Lion and the Royal Guard have already returned to cryo.
Your role has also been reevaluated. As a result, your clearance has been upgraded to Captain-level, though your rank has not been officially conferred. This grants you access to detailed mission objectives and logistical oversight not privy to the rest of the crew. Additionally, you and Knight will bear responsibility for continuing your father¡¯s work. It is imperative that you familiarize yourself with these updates before your next assignment in Lab 3.
Take note of this: while Lion¡¯s support secured this opportunity for you, understand that his influence has created a fragile truce with the Council. Do not strain it further.
While your performance on the Hemlock was acknowledged, no individual is exempt from scrutiny. Use this time to recover, but do not mistake this reprieve for leniency. Every resource aboard Jericho is critical, including you. We cannot afford unnecessary liabilities, no matter your circumstances.
A new pressure suit has been prepared for you in storage. I expect you to retrieve it promptly and prepare for reentry into active operations. The suit has been tailored to accommodate your... unique physiology.
Commander Vega
Attachment: [Revised Crew Rotation Schedule]
I leaned back, letting the datapad rest against my knees as I stared at the screen. The message was clinical and professional, but its undertones were clear¡ªthis wasn¡¯t a vote of confidence. It was a test.
Lion¡¯s actions had bought me this chance, but it wasn¡¯t my merit that convinced the Council. It was his authority, his unwavering loyalty to the Voss name. Everyone knew it, including me. My rank hadn¡¯t changed, but my clearance had. Captain-level access. It was a double-edged sword, granting me tools and responsibilities I wasn¡¯t sure I wanted.
The words Lab 3 loomed large, the weight of them pressing against my chest. My father¡¯s work, Knight¡¯s role, the disaster with Wilks¡ªall of it waiting for me in that lab. I wasn¡¯t ready to face it, but the clearance meant I didn¡¯t have a choice. Responsibility had a way of stripping away what little freedom I had.
Lion had taken care of Wilks and made Knight compliant, though what that truly entailed, I wasn¡¯t sure I wanted to know. The memories of the whispers clawed at the edges of my thoughts, relentless and intrusive, their weight dragging me closer to the unknown parts of myself I didn¡¯t want to acknowledge. I¡¯d hoped to find a way to silence them, to stop the hunger that gnawed at my core.
But I couldn¡¯t deny the regeneration was incredible, no matter the cost. Watching my body knit itself back together, even after being torn apart, was a cruel miracle. It saved me over and over, even as it reminded me I was something else now¡ªsomething monstrous.
Swiping to the next notification, my breath caught. It was from Lion.
Message to Sol:
FROM: Lion
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Guidance
You know what must be done. Trust in your father¡¯s work, Highness. If you need anything, call for Jericho. I will hear it.
The words were simple, but they struck harder than I expected. Even in cryo, Lion¡¯s presence lingered, his voice a reminder of the impossible standard he believed I could meet¡ªor needed me to meet.
I set the datapad aside and leaned back, resting my head against the wall. The faint hum of the ship¡¯s systems thrummed in the background, steady and unchanging, a sharp contrast to the chaos of my thoughts. The shadows in the room felt heavier tonight, their edges sharper as they pressed in around me.
I let them come. There was no point fighting them. Whatever Vega, the Council, or even Lion expected of me could wait. The weight of their words, their expectations, could sit there for now, suffocating but distant.
Just for tonight, I allowed myself to sink back into the oblivion of sleep. The nightmares didn¡¯t wait long. Flames licked at my skin, whispers clawed at my thoughts, and the hunger roared, untamed and feral. The shadows in my mind took shape, twisting into faces I couldn¡¯t recognize, yet they felt familiar.
The next day began in Lab 3, the trip far too short for my liking. My stomach churned at the thought of facing my birth giver¡ªa title that felt more accurate than anything maternal. Knight had never been a mother; she was an architect of flesh and bone, nothing more.
The pristine hit me as soon as I stepped inside, the faint hum of Jericho¡¯s drones filling the space. The battle that had once raged here¡ªthe gore and destruction left by Lion and Wilks¡ªwas gone. The walls gleamed under the fluorescent lights, their surfaces smooth and pristine. Whatever damage had been inflicted during their fight, Jericho¡¯s nanobots and repair drones had erased it as though it had never happened.
"Don¡¯t waste time gawking," Knight snapped, her silver eyes cutting to me with a sharp edge of disdain. "If you¡¯d shown half this interest as a child, maybe we wouldn¡¯t have to waste time playing catch-up now. It was exhausting trying to teach you back then, constantly dragging you along while you stumbled through the basics. Let¡¯s hope you¡¯ve finally decided to act like the prodigy your father thought you were, instead of a clumsy child lost in her own shadow." She turned back to the glowing displays, her tone as sharp as a scalpel. "Now, try to keep up."
I ignored Knight¡¯s words as best I could, letting them roll off me like the hum of the ship¡¯s engines, and turned my focus elsewhere. Lab 3 was familiar in ways that made my chest tighten, the ache sharp and unrelenting. The layout mirrored my father¡¯s private lab on Earth¡ªthe one I¡¯d spent countless hours in as a child, surrounded by the constant hum of machinery and the soft glow of screens. His lab had been alive in its chaos: half-finished projects sprawled across every surface, stacks of handwritten notes covered in his spidery scrawl, and the faint smell of ozone hanging in the air.
Lab 3, by contrast, was clinical. Every surface gleamed under the harsh fluorescent lights, devoid of personality or warmth. The equipment, though advanced, was so perfectly placed and pristine it felt sterile¡ªalmost alien. It wasn¡¯t a place for discovery; it was a place for results, stripped of everything that had once made my father¡¯s work feel human. It was efficient, precise, and utterly hollow.
Still, the resemblance was enough to claw at old memories. I could almost hear his voice, patient but insistent, guiding my clumsy hands as I fumbled with the simplest tasks. He never grew angry, not like Knight, but his disappointment had always stung worse. For a moment, I let myself remember that lab, the warmth of it, the way it had smelled faintly of coffee and soldering wire. I let myself miss it. Miss him.
Then I forced the memories away, shoving them into the same dark corner where I kept the whispers and the hunger. There was no use lingering on what was gone.
Knight had been busy getting the place ready, and she had no doubt made the lab look just like my father¡¯s to taunt me. The symmetry, the deliberate arrangement of instruments I recognized all too well¡ªit was a cruel echo of what I¡¯d lost. It felt like walking into a ghost, the past brought to life with sterile, unfeeling precision.
To my left, a series of gene sequencers hummed quietly. Each one was equipped with multi-lattice projection systems capable of rendering a full genetic map in three dimensions, down to the quantum level. The screens displayed strands of glowing DNA, twisting and spiraling as Knight manipulated the sequences with quick, deliberate gestures.
Further back, rows of containment chambers lined the walls, their reinforced glass fronts flickering with readouts in languages only someone fluent in genetic shorthand could decipher. I recognized some of the equipment immediately: bioreactors designed to cultivate synthetic proteins, cryogenic storage units for preserving samples at absolute zero, and an autoclave station large enough to sterilize tools the size of industrial scaffolds.
But there were other machines I didn¡¯t recognize. Devices whose purposes were hidden behind layers of alien design and advanced engineering. One station featured a sleek, cylindrical chamber labeled "Quantum Polymerizer." Its purpose eluded me, but the faint hum it emitted hinted at molecular manipulation far beyond anything I¡¯d learned.
Knight gestured impatiently for me to sit at one of the stations near her. ¡°I said stop gawking, child,¡± she barked, her voice cutting through my thoughts with the same sterile efficiency as the lab around us. ¡°This isn¡¯t playtime in your father¡¯s lab, and I¡¯m not here to indulge your wide-eyed distractions. Sit down and get to work. You¡¯ll start here¡ªmapping viral evolution in real time. I need you to understand how Phoenix adapts¡ªwhat makes it unique. And, most importantly, what makes you unique.¡±
Her tone was as clinical as the room itself, and it stung in a way I hated to admit.
She handed me a datapad, her tone cold but focused. ¡°Load the sequence for Variant 47. It¡¯s in the secured files. We¡¯ll use it as the baseline for today.¡±
The datapad came to life in my hands, and I began scrolling through the archived sequences. Each file was labeled with cold, clinical precision: "Variant 43 - Metabolic Overdrive," "Variant 46 - Neural Pathway Amplification," "Variant 47 - Adaptive Immunogenesis."
I hesitated before selecting Variant 47, the screen lighting up with a cascade of information. A three-dimensional rendering of the virus appeared, its complex structure glowing in blue and gold. The datapad outlined its key features¡ªmutagenic proteins, RNA-based adaptability, nanoscopic delivery systems that integrated with host cells at an atomic scale.
Phoenix wasn¡¯t just a virus¡ªit was a masterpiece. A terrifying, brilliant creation that rewrote the rules of biology. My father¡¯s work had always been groundbreaking, but this¡ This was something else entirely.
I leaned closer, my fingers brushing the datapad as I adjusted the rendering. Knight watched me with a sharp, critical eye.
¡°Do you see it yet?¡± she asked, her tone pressing. ¡°What makes Phoenix different?¡±
I frowned, narrowing my mismatched eyes at the sequence. It was there, buried deep in the genome¡ªa repeating pattern almost too deliberate. ¡°It¡¯s modular,¡± I murmured, half to myself. ¡°Every segment is designed to integrate with something specific. Host DNA, environmental stimuli, even electromagnetic fields. It¡¯s¡ adaptable.¡±
Knight gave a curt nod, her peircing gaze fixed on the screen. ¡°Not adaptable¡ªsymbiotic. Phoenix doesn¡¯t just rewrite DNA; it partners with it. It forces the host to evolve alongside it. That¡¯s why it worked on you. Your father tailored it to your DNA.¡±
Her words settled cold in my chest. ¡°Good to know all those childhood experiments weren¡¯t for nothing,¡± I muttered, unable to keep the bitterness from my voice. ¡°So, how did it work for the others?¡±
¡°It didn¡¯t,¡± Knight replied bluntly. ¡°Not being a genetic match killed them. Their bodies fought back, and Phoenix doesn¡¯t allow defiance. It consumed them, twisted them into something else entirely¡ªor killed them outright.¡±
I hesitated, the question forming before I could stop it. ¡°Is that why one of my eyes is red?¡± My hand brushed against my face instinctively, fingers lingering near the glowing crimson iris. ¡°But Wilks¡ both of his were.¡±
Knight¡¯s gaze didn¡¯t waver, as though she¡¯d anticipated my question. ¡°Yes,¡± she said, her tone clipped but precise. ¡°Your DNA meshed with the virus. It integrated seamlessly, forming a symbiotic relationship. That¡¯s why your body is still yours¡ªwhy it evolves instead of being overwritten.¡±
She gestured toward the simulation on the screen, highlighting the strain as she continued, her voice taking on a sharp edge of certainty. ¡°Wilks, on the other hand¡ his DNA resisted. Phoenix doesn¡¯t tolerate resistance. In his case, the virus didn¡¯t just integrate¡ªit replaced. His body became something else entirely before he died.¡± Her eyes flicked back to me, unreadable. ¡°The red eyes are a symptom of that¡ªa sign the virus was overriding him piece by piece.¡±
The knot in my stomach tightened as her words sank in. My focus returned to the datapad, the lines of genetic code swimming momentarily before snapping into sharp clarity. ¡°Then it¡¯s useless,¡± I said, my voice hard. ¡°It¡¯s too specialized. Phoenix was made for me, down to every molecule.¡±
Knight¡¯s expression remained unreadable. ¡°That was the point. Your father spent years perfecting both you and the virus. Between the genetic modifications he performed on you as a child and Phoenix¡¯s design, no one else could adapt to it.¡±
¡°Then why bother?¡± I asked, the frustration and unease building.
¡°Because in time, with the right conditions, it could be passed on,¡± Knight said, her tone even. ¡°To your descendants.¡±
The words struck like a physical blow, my chest tightening with revulsion. Descendants. Children. The thought of passing this thing on, of tying another life to the virus, made my skin crawl. ¡°No,¡± I said sharply, shaking my head. ¡°That¡¯s not going to happen. Ever.¡±
Knight¡¯s penetrating gaze locked onto me, almost clinical. ¡°A bit dramatic, don¡¯t you think?¡±
¡°Not after what you and my father did,¡± I snapped. ¡°You think I¡¯d bring anyone into the world after the way I was brought into it? I wasn¡¯t a child¡ªI was an experiment. That¡¯s not something I¡¯ll ever inflict on anyone else.¡±
Her sharpness dulled slightly, but the silence carried weight¡ªacknowledgment laced with disdain. It pissed me off.
¡°What the hell were you thinking, giving him Hydra after Phoenix already wrecked him?¡± I snapped. ¡°Did you want to make a monster?¡±
Knight turned sharply, her silver eyes narrowing. ¡°You think I didn¡¯t know the risks? Of course I did. That¡¯s exactly why I did it.¡±
I blinked, thrown off. ¡°You what?¡±
Her lips curved into a cold, thin smile. ¡°Wilks was already dead. Phoenix had chewed through him¡ªthere was nothing left to save. But his body¡ his body was a perfect test subject. Hydra wasn¡¯t some miracle cure, Sol. It was a theory. A way to test what happens when you push Phoenix past its natural limits. And now we know.¡±
My stomach twisted. ¡°You didn¡¯t just test it. You created a goddamn nightmare.¡±
Her tone turned even icier, her words like blades. ¡°And that nightmare proved your father right. Hydra amplified Phoenix, combined with it. It didn¡¯t just rebuild Wilks¡ªit turned him into something¡ else. Something stronger. Something uncontrollable. Exactly what Julian hypothesized.¡±
¡°That¡¯s your excuse?¡± I spat. ¡°You threw Hydra into him just to see if it would work?¡±
Knight¡¯s eyes narrowed further, her voice cutting. ¡°It wasn¡¯t about him, Sol. It was about Phoenix¡ªand about you. Every test we ran, every failure, brought us closer to understanding the virus. To understanding you. Without Wilks, we wouldn¡¯t have half the data we do now. You think that doesn¡¯t matter?¡±
¡°It doesn¡¯t justify this!¡± I shot back, my voice rising. ¡°You used him like a fucking lab rat¡ªjust like you used me. He didn¡¯t even have a say¡ªhe was already gone!¡±
Knight¡¯s gaze didn¡¯t waver, her silver eyes colder than the sterile lab. ¡°And that¡¯s exactly why it had to be him. Do you think I¡¯d risk someone alive? Someone who might adapt halfway and unleash something even worse than Wilks? No. It had to be a corpse. It had to be controlled. Hydra¡¯s a failure, but now we know what failure looks like¡ªand we know what it costs.¡±
Her lip curled into a mocking smirk. ¡°You, of all people, should appreciate that, Test Subject Zero. After all, you turned out just fine, didn¡¯t you? Maybe you should start feeling grateful. Wilks wasn¡¯t the first, and he sure as hell won¡¯t be the last. Your father didn¡¯t stop or even begin with you¡ªhe didn¡¯t even hesitate.¡±
The words hit like a slap, my pulse spiking with a mix of rage and disgust. ¡°Grateful?¡± I snapped, my fists clenching at my sides. ¡°For what? For being your goddamn science project? For ending up as some twisted proof of concept for a virus that¡¯s changing me, driving me insane?¡±
Knight shrugged, her tone as dismissive as her gaze. ¡°Better than ending up a monster like Wilks. Or dead, like the others. Face it, Sol¡ªyou¡¯re the reason any of this even works. If you want to keep wallowing in self-pity, fine. But at least try to do something useful with what you¡¯ve got.¡±This novel is published on a different platform. Support the original author by finding the official source.
Her words struck like a hammer, heavy with cruel logic. My fists clenched at my sides, nails biting into my palms. ¡°You don¡¯t even feel bad, do you? Not one fucking bit.¡±
¡°Feeling bad doesn¡¯t get results,¡± she said coldly. ¡°Wilks wasn¡¯t coming back, Sol. At least this way, his death meant something. Now, if you¡¯re done playing the moral high ground, maybe we can focus on what actually matters. Phoenix first. Hydra¡ later.¡±
Her dismissal stung, but I forced myself to turn back to the screen. The glowing strands of DNA twisted like the truth¡ªshimmering, elusive, and laced with horror. Knight could justify it all she wanted. But to me, it was just another reminder of how far they¡¯d gone. How far they were willing to go.
And how far I might have to.
¡°This,¡± she said, tapping the display, her voice as sharp as ever, ¡°is where you start. The catalyst proteins. They¡¯re what enable Phoenix to bind to the host genome. Learn how they work. Learn how they fail. Because if we¡¯re going to control this thing¡ªor suppress it¡ªyou¡¯ll need to understand it better than your father ever did.¡±
Her words carried an unspoken weight, settling over me like a physical pressure. I nodded, though the tightness in my chest didn¡¯t ease.
Hours blurred together as I worked, my world narrowing to the endless rows of genetic code on the screen. Mapping sequences, running simulations, and dissecting Phoenix¡¯s design was like unraveling a tightly knotted rope, the complexity staggering but oddly familiar. Knight¡¯s critiques came sharp and unrelenting, slicing through the silence as she guided me. Brutal as her methods were, the pieces were starting to click.
The lab¡¯s hum enveloped me, a sterile symphony of whirring processors and softly blinking monitors. Across the room, a holographic interface projected a simulation¡ªPhoenix, glowing and predatory, threading itself through a digital model of my genome. I stared at the display, watching as the virus latched onto each strand of DNA, its tendrils weaving seamlessly into place. It wasn¡¯t just merging¡ªit was consuming, claiming, adapting.
¡°This is just the beginning,¡± Knight said from behind me, her tone low but dripping with scorn. ¡°Phoenix is more than a virus. It¡¯s a weapon, a tool, and¡ªif we¡¯re not careful¡ªa curse. The kind of monstrosity only someone as brilliant and heinous as your father could create. And let¡¯s not forget you¡ªhis living proof of concept. Between the two of you, the line between genius and atrocity has never been so thin.¡±
Her words hung heavy in the sterile air, cutting through the hum of the lab like a scalpel. I didn¡¯t look at her. I couldn¡¯t. My fists clenched at my sides as the simulation continued to spin, glowing with all the terrible beauty of what I¡¯d eventually become.
She gestured to the simulation, zooming in on the glowing double helix, her voice laced with irritation. ¡°Tell me you at least know the basics of human biology. Every cell has safeguards¡ªcaps on the ends of chromosomes, called telomeres. Surely, you¡¯ve heard of them? They¡¯re what keep cells from dividing endlessly and turning into a mess of mutations. They wear down over time, like a countdown clock, until the cell stops dividing altogether. Nature¡¯s way of keeping things in check.
¡°But Phoenix? It doesn¡¯t bother with those caps. It bypasses them completely, overriding the failsafe. Instead of letting your cells age or degrade, the virus itself steps in as the safeguard. It¡¯s the reason you¡¯re still standing here, looking like you¡¯ve never aged a day. But don¡¯t fool yourself¡ªit¡¯s not perfect, and it¡¯s not natural. You should know this already.¡±
I frowned, studying the visualization as it shifted to show a molecular-level view. ¡°So it replaces the caps?¡±
¡°Not exactly,¡± Knight said, her tone sharp. ¡°It mimics their function, but on its own terms. The virus carries a precise copy of your DNA¡ªpristine, uncorrupted. Every time your cells divide, Phoenix ensures the new cells use its blueprint rather than allowing natural decay to set in. It¡¯s why you¡¯re immune to things like cancer or genetic corruption. The virus doesn¡¯t just repair your body; it overwrites it with perfection every time. I assume even you can grasp how impressive that is.¡±
My stomach churned as I considered the implications. ¡°But if it¡¯s rewriting my DNA constantly, how is it not changing me?¡±
¡°It is changing you, hopefully for the better,¡± she said, her voice laced with scorn, though I ignored it. ¡°But only within the boundaries your father set. He spent twenty years perfecting that balance¡ªsequencing the virus to match your DNA exactly. Phoenix works with your body because it knows your body. Every safeguard is tailored to you and you alone. Not that you seem to appreciate the sheer genius of that.¡±
The screen shifted again, highlighting molecular diagrams of RNA strands and protein synthesis. ¡°The proteins Phoenix uses to control cell division are coded specifically for your genome. That precision is why it works so seamlessly¡ªwhy your cells regenerate instead of degrading or turning into something monstrous. Without those exact parameters, the virus doesn¡¯t integrate¡ªit destroys.¡±
¡°And the hunger,¡± I muttered, my jaw tightening. ¡°That¡¯s the one thing he never fixed.¡±
Knight¡¯s silver eyes flicked to mine, her gaze steady. ¡°No. He couldn¡¯t. The energy demands of perpetual regeneration are beyond anything natural. Your body consumes resources faster than it can process them. Without raw energy, Phoenix will feed on you instead¡ªburning your reserves, breaking you down from the inside out. Only God could cure something like that,¡± she said dryly, ¡°but as Ashly so kindly reminds us, we¡¯re here playing God.¡±
Her words hung in the air, amusements on her face. I stared at the glowing simulation on the screen, watching as the virus endlessly repaired and consumed. My father had built the perfect machine for survival, but at the cost of an appetite that could never be sated.
I glanced at her, my jaw clenching as I forced myself to suppress the whispers, those faint echoes stirring just beyond the edge of my consciousness.
The student becomes the teacher. How my little prot¨¦g¨¦ has grown, my father¡¯s voice coiled through my mind, smooth and venomous. Your mother was always a fast learner, just like you, my little Phoenix.
The air felt heavier, the phantom weight of his presence pressing against me, but I refused to acknowledge it. I bit down on the memories threatening to surface and fixed my gaze on the data in front of me.
For now, all I could do was focus. Whatever truths waited for me in Lab 3, I would face them head-on. One sequence at a time.
The hunger clawed at my thoughts, making it hard to concentrate, and my simmering hatred for Knight made her a disturbingly tempting next meal. The whispers in the back of my mind twisted her sharp voice into something softer, something pleading, as if taunting me with what I could take. But my resolve held firm. I wouldn¡¯t give in¡ªnot to the hunger, not to the virus, and certainly not to the monster lurking in my own mind.
I would find a way to satisfy the gnawing void Phoenix had brought on, but I would do it on my terms.
Weeks passed in the unfeeling rhythm of Lab 3. I ate more and more, but the weight I¡¯d lost was slow to return. The hum of equipment and the cold glow of holographic displays became my world. Knight was relentless, her sharp critiques cutting through the monotony of endless sequences and data simulations. Each failure reminded me of how far I still had to go. Frustration gnawed at the edges of my focus, but I pressed on.
The nights were worse. Sleep offered no respite, only a gateway to nightmares that clawed at my mind. The yellow-eyed monster loomed in the shadows of my dreams, its grotesque form twisting into shapes that defied reason. Its voice was always there¡ªtaunting, wet, and heavy with a cruel mockery. The echoes of its laughter merged with fragmented memories of my childhood, darkened by the sterile glare of my father¡¯s lab. I saw his face, stern and unyielding, heard the cold cadence of his voice as he spoke of progress and perfection.
I would wake in the dark, gasping for breath, my heart pounding in my chest as the images lingered, seared into my mind. The hunger always followed, gnawing and insistent, as though the nightmares fed it. The whispers, faint during the day, were sharper in the stillness of night, their weight pressing down on me like a second skin.
And yet, I dragged myself to Lab 3 each morning, the relentless cycle continuing. The work didn¡¯t silence the nightmares, but it gave me something to cling to¡ªa purpose, however flawed. Each sequence, each data point, was a step forward. Even if it was a path I wasn¡¯t sure I wanted to walk, it was better than standing still and letting the past consume me.
In the evenings, before the nightmares clawed their way into my mind, I buried myself in study and drink, pouring over everything from molecular biology to astrophysics¡ªanything that might help me grasp the intricacies of Phoenix. The whiskey burned as I sipped it, the warmth dulling the edge of the hunger that always lingered at the back of my mind. It wasn¡¯t just the knowledge I sought; it was a way to fight back against the shadows, a way to keep them at bay for just a little longer.
I wasn¡¯t just a student anymore. Every paper I read, every equation I deciphered, felt like a battle against the weight of my father¡¯s legacy. I was trying to become a scientist in my own right¡ªnot just an extension of his ambition, not just a living experiment. Each solved problem, each moment of understanding, was a step toward standing on my own against the crushing expectations he¡¯d left behind.
The datapad rested beside me, its screen glowing faintly in the dim light of my quarters. Page after page of text and diagrams blurred together as the hours dragged on, the information a mix of careful analysis and half-formed ideas scribbled into the margins of my notes. Somewhere between the whiskey and the diagrams, I found a fleeting sense of control, a brief moment where the chaos seemed manageable.
But it never lasted. The work was endless, the gaps in my knowledge vast. And no matter how much I learned, the shadow of Phoenix¡ªand the man who created it¡ªloomed over everything.
Ashly joined us eventually, her arm still in a cast from when I¡¯d broken it during those early, chaotic weeks before the Hemlock mission. The sight of her made something in my chest tighten¡ªguilt, shame, maybe both. She avoided my gaze as Knight brusquely assigned her tasks, her movements cautious and deliberate, like she was walking a tightrope in a room filled with predators.
¡°Start with the gene modeling,¡± Knight instructed her, her tone as clinical as the lab itself. ¡°We need fresh projections on Phoenix¡¯s integration thresholds. Sol, focus on the protein pathways.¡± Knight¡¯s silver eyes flicked briefly to me before she turned back to her console, already absorbed in her work.
Ashly nodded mutely, her posture tense as she bent over her terminal. I wanted to say something, to bridge the silence between us, but Knight¡¯s presence loomed, and the weight of our work left no room for personal matters. Ashly slipped out of the lab at the end of the day without a word, and I let her go, unsure of how to reach her.
It wasn¡¯t until later, when I found her in one of the observation lounges, that I finally had the chance. She was staring out at the void of space, the cast on her arm stark against the soft glow of the stars beyond the reinforced glass. Her small frame seemed to fold into itself, her posture tense and low, as though she were trying to disappear into the view. Almost as short as I was, she seemed even smaller now, diminished by the weight of everything we¡¯d both endured. My heart pounded as I approached, the silence between us heavy and fragile.
¡°Ashly,¡± I said softly. My voice startled her; she flinched, her head snapping around, her eyes wide and wary.
¡°Sol,¡± she said, her voice tight. ¡°What are you doing here?¡±
¡°I wanted to talk,¡± I admitted, stepping closer but keeping a careful distance. ¡°About¡ everything. About what happened.¡±
She turned back to the window, her fingers gripping the console edge. ¡°There¡¯s nothing to talk about. It happened. It¡¯s done.¡±
¡°No, it¡¯s not,¡± I said, the words rushing out. ¡°I hurt you, Ashly. I scared you. I know I can¡¯t undo it, but I need you to know I¡¯m sorry.¡±
Her shoulders stiffened, and for a moment, I thought she wouldn¡¯t answer. Then she let out a shaky breath, her voice quieter when she spoke. ¡°You didn¡¯t just hurt me, Sol. You¡ you lost control. You have no idea how terrifying that was. Not just because of what you did, but because of what you could do.¡± She turned to face me, her eyes filled with a mixture of fear and pity. ¡°I¡¯ve seen what Phoenix can do. What it has done. And every time I look at you, I see that same potential. The same danger.¡±
Her words hit harder than I wanted to admit, but I kept my gaze steady. ¡°I¡¯m trying,¡± I said, my voice barely above a whisper. ¡°To control it. To understand it. That¡¯s why I¡¯m doing this.¡±
Ashly¡¯s gaze dropped to the floor, her fingers twisting in the fabric of her sleeve. ¡°I know. And that¡¯s why I¡¯m still here. If anyone can figure this out, it¡¯s you. But¡ this isn¡¯t just about control, Sol. It¡¯s about what¡¯s right. And playing God? Trying to force evolution? That¡¯s not right. It never was.¡±
Her words echoed the note she¡¯d left, her plea to abandon my father¡¯s work. ¡°Then why are you helping?¡± I asked, my voice sharper than I intended. ¡°If you think it¡¯s wrong, why stay?¡±
She hesitated, her expression conflicted. ¡°Because if you¡¯re going to do this¡ªif you¡¯re going to pursue Phoenix¡ªI¡¯d rather be here. That¡¯s why I left you the note, Sol. I wanted you to stop, but if you won¡¯t, then I¡¯ll stay. I think you deserve the chance to make it right. I¡¯d rather try to help you control it than stand by and hope for the best. I¡¯d rather be scared and trying to make a difference than leave you alone with¡ her.¡±
The unspoken name hung heavy between us. Knight. I nodded slowly, my chest tight with a mix of gratitude and guilt. ¡°Thank you,¡± I said, my voice quiet but sincere. ¡°I¡¯ll make this right. I promise.¡±
Ashly gave me a faint, hesitant smile, though the fear in her eyes hadn¡¯t entirely faded. ¡°Just¡ don¡¯t make me regret it, okay? I only have one arm left,¡± she added, her tone wavering between a joke and genuine nervousness.
¡°I won¡¯t,¡± I said, hoping I could keep my word. The weight of her trust settled over me like a mantle, and for the first time in weeks, the whispers in my mind grew quiet.
We stood there in silence for a while, watching the stars stretch endlessly beyond the window. It wasn¡¯t forgiveness¡ªnot completely¡ªbut it was a beginning. And for now, that was enough.
The days bled into weeks, and then months. We pushed through light-years of empty space, the vastness outside Jericho¡¯s hull a constant reminder of how far we were from anything familiar. The ship¡¯s engines roared as we hit refueling points, plunging into the swirling atmospheres of gas giants to harvest precious hydrogen. Three missions like that came and went, each one a blur of logistical chaos and tense oversight from the council. I barely noticed. My world had shrunk to the confines of Lab 3, the hum of Jericho¡¯s systems, and the gnawing hunger that never truly left me.
Occasionally, I ran into other members of the crew from Teams B and C, now awake to handle the increased workload. Most avoided me like the plague. I wasn¡¯t sure if it was fear, the rumors swirling about me, or some combination of both, but the effect was the same. People moved aside in the hallways, whispered behind my back, and hurried away before I could speak.
There were a few exceptions. Furio, a rugged, no-nonsense engineer, greeted me once in passing with a curt nod, though he didn¡¯t linger. Sebastian, the lead scientist on his team, was friendlier¡ªor at least polite. But even he seemed preoccupied, deeply engrossed in analyzing the alien evidence Jericho had flagged from the, Hemlock. When I tried to probe for details, he brushed me off with a vague explanation about classification levels and critical priorities.
Frustrated, I turned to Jericho for answers. The AI, ever-cryptic, deflected most of my questions about the so-called yellow-eyed monster. ¡°No anomalies detected,¡± it would say, its calm voice maddeningly indifferent. ¡°No relevant records available for your clearance level.¡±
When I tried to access files on my father¡¯s hidden projects, hoping to unearth something useful, my terminal flashed red. A familiar message appeared moments later¡ªthis time from Lion himself.
Message to Sol:
FROM: Lion
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Priorities
You¡¯re as busy as it is, Highness. One project at a time. And remember, you have all the time in the universe.
Knight knows precisely what she¡¯s doing¡ªshe was selected for her results, not her conscience. Progress is being made in Lab 3, and she is there to guide you, to teach you. If her methods seem cruel, it¡¯s because they are. You should already understand that she places science above all else; she always has, just like your father.
Embrace the knowledge she imparts, Highness, because that is the only way forward.
The words simmered in my mind, a reminder of how little control I truly had. Even with Captain-level clearance, Lion and the council still kept me on a leash, invoking my father¡¯s standing orders whenever I pushed too far against them or Knight.
¡°Bullshit,¡± I muttered under my breath, closing the message with a sharp swipe. My teeth ground together as I stared at the blank terminal screen, the frustration churning in my chest. Lion¡¯s interference, the rumors, the whispers in my mind¡ªit all coiled around me like a tightening noose. My fangs bit into my lip before I realized it, the sharpness slicing through the skin. The tang of iron flooded my mouth, jolting me out of my spiraling thoughts. I swallowed hard, the taste lingering, a bitter reminder of the changes I couldn¡¯t escape.
But I couldn¡¯t stop. Couldn¡¯t afford to. If I was going to find the answers buried in Jericho¡¯s labyrinthine systems¡ªor in Phoenix itself¡ªI¡¯d have to play their game. For now.
Then came the day when Reid and Garin were finally cleared to leave quarantine. Jimmy and Holt, however, remained in medbay, their recoveries dragging on. Jimmy was still learning to walk with his new cybernetic leg, each step an awkward, determined shuffle as he adjusted to the sleek, high-tech mechanics. Holt was worse off¡ªstill locked in a coma, his powerful frame unnervingly still under the medical scanners. Yates, ever composed, admitted in a rare moment of uncertainty, ¡°I don¡¯t know if he¡¯ll ever wake up.¡± The short, clipped words lingered in my mind.
Reid was the first to visit me. He strolled into Lab 3 like he owned the place, his usual swagger somewhat dampened but still intact. His new cybernetic arm gleamed under the sterile lights¡ªa masterwork of engineering, sleek and seamless. It was nothing like the crude replacements from old Earth¡¯s archives. No, this was one of my father¡¯s designs, enhanced and executed flawlessly by Jericho¡¯s drones. The arm moved with eerie precision as he flexed his fingers, testing the range of motion, the faint hum of its servos barely audible over the lab¡¯s ambient hum.
¡°Hey, Princess,¡± he said with a smirk. ¡°Turns out the metal hand¡¯s great for cold beers. The real one¡¯s still perfect for holding yours, though.¡±
I snorted, despite myself, shaking my head. ¡°You¡¯re impossible.¡±
¡°True,¡± he replied, his tone light, though there was an edge of vulnerability beneath it. He hesitated for a moment, glancing down at his arm. ¡°It¡¯s weird, you know? Feels like it¡¯s still me, but¡ not really. Like I¡¯m borrowing part of someone else.¡±
¡°You¡¯ll get used to it,¡± I said, though I wasn¡¯t sure if that was true. ¡°And besides, it suits you. You¡¯re still Reid¡ªjust a little shinier.¡±
His grin softened, the bravado giving way to something quieter. ¡°Thanks,¡± he said, his voice lower. ¡°For¡ you know. Saving my ass out there. I wouldn¡¯t have made it without you.¡±
I shrugged, uncomfortable with the praise. ¡°You¡¯d have done the same for me.¡±
¡°Maybe,¡± he said, then added with a smirk, ¡°but I wouldn¡¯t have looked half as badass doing it.¡±
The tension broke, and we both laughed, the sound echoing faintly in the sterile lab. For a moment, it felt almost normal.
Garin, on the other hand, was a different story.
He arrived not long after Reid left, his movements precise and deliberate as always. His new prosthetic eye glinted faintly, the intricate mechanics a stark contrast to his otherwise unremarkable features. He barely acknowledged me as he entered, heading straight for the console nearest to Knight. Across the room, Ashly seemed to shrink further into herself, her posture tighter and more withdrawn than usual at his appearance. Her shoulders hunched slightly, and her eyes flicked toward him with a wary, almost reluctant glance before darting back to her work.
¡°Back to work,¡± he said curtly, his tone dismissive. ¡°No time to waste.¡±
I watched him for a moment, irritation prickling at the edges of my thoughts. He didn¡¯t care about the months we¡¯d spent in Lab 3, the progress we¡¯d made, or the questions still looming over Phoenix. All he cared about was his obsession¡ªthe so-called ¡°true AI¡± he kept muttering about. He was convinced it would surpass Jericho, though even Knight seemed skeptical.
Still, I couldn¡¯t deny he was brilliant. His hands moved swiftly over the controls, calling up sequences and data sets with a speed that made my head spin. But his brilliance came with arrogance, a refusal to see beyond his own ambitions.
The tension between him and Knight was immediate. She barely looked at him, her posture stiff as she focused on her own work. When they did speak, it was clipped, their words carrying an undercurrent of years-old grudges and unresolved disagreements.
¡°Cybernetics are a dead end,¡± Knight said at one point, her tone icy. ¡°If you¡¯d bothered to read the data on Phoenix¡¯s integration, you¡¯d understand why.¡±
¡°And if you¡¯d bothered to consider the risks of biological manipulation, you¡¯d understand why cybernetics are safer,¡± Garin shot back, his voice sharp. ¡°Your obsession with Phoenix is what got Lab 3 shut down in the first place, halting progress on Julian¡¯s remaining projects.¡±
Their arguments became a constant backdrop, the two of them locked in a battle of wills that neither seemed willing to concede. Ashly and I exchanged weary glances more than once, the strain of mediating between them wearing on both of us.
As the weeks stretched on, I threw myself into the work, burying the whispers and the hunger beneath the weight of research and discovery. Phoenix was a monster, yes, but it was also a marvel¡ªa testament to my father¡¯s genius and the terrifying lengths he¡¯d gone to in pursuit of survival. Understanding it felt like the only way forward, the only way to make sense of what I was becoming.
Garin, had been surprisingly nicer since the Hemlock, where I¡¯d saved his life. But ¡°nicer¡± was a relative term. He still found ways to be an asshole¡ªsneering at my work when it didn¡¯t meet his impossible standards or making pointed remarks about my supposed ¡°legacy.¡± At least now his snide comments came with the occasional begrudging acknowledgment, like he was trying to balance his gratitude with his natural instinct to be insufferable. It was progress, I supposed. Not much, but enough to make his presence marginally less unbearable.
Knight, by comparison, was still a bitch. Her sharp critiques and thinly veiled disdain hadn¡¯t entirely disappeared, but after months of working together, she had at least stopped insulting me as often¡ªa small improvement for the relentless whore, but one I¡¯d grudgingly take. Whether it was her version of a truce or just another layer of her endless mind games, I didn¡¯t care. At least it¡¯s quieter.
A small part of me, however, couldn¡¯t quite forget the last backhanded compliment Knight had given me. I had managed to complete one of her dozens of tasks¡ªpainstakingly detailed, as always¡ªwithout needing her corrections or input. She¡¯d looked at the results, raised an eyebrow, and muttered, ¡°Not bad, for once.¡±
I don¡¯t need her affirmation, I thought, irritation bubbling beneath the surface. And I sure as hell don¡¯t want it. But I couldn¡¯t deny that, in the moment, it had been¡ pleasant. Almost like a fleeting acknowledgment that I wasn¡¯t entirely useless in her eyes. Goddammit, I scolded myself, stop caring what she thinks.
The thought lingered anyway, a tiny ember of satisfaction buried in the constant churn of frustration and resentment. Not validation, I insisted, just¡ progress. That¡¯s all it is.
And so, the days passed.
Until I finally understood.
Late one night in the sterile glow of Lab 3, it all came together. The Phoenix virus wasn¡¯t just a regenerative tool. It was something far more ambitious¡ªfar more dangerous. My fingers hovered over the datapad as I stared at the simulation running before me. Strands of genetic material, glowing in vivid holographic detail, intertwined with Phoenix¡¯s sequence, its integration seamless and deliberate.
It¡¯s not just rewriting my DNA, I murmured, almost afraid to speak the words aloud. It¡¯s rebuilding me. Layer by layer to match my fathers vision.
Knight¡¯s gaze flicked to the screen, her silver eyes narrowing as she took in the data. ¡°Phoenix isn¡¯t just repairing,¡± she said, her voice sharp with realization. ¡°It¡¯s upgrading. It doesn¡¯t just heal¡ªit adapts.¡±
The virus wasn¡¯t merely integrating with my genome. It was a living algorithm, constantly analyzing my environment, my biology, even my behavior, and recalibrating itself in real time. Every strand of foreign DNA I consumed provided it with raw material to evolve me further. Knight pulled up another set of data, her movements brisk and precise.
¡°Look here,¡± she said, highlighting a cluster of proteins. ¡°These are biocatalysts¡ªenzymes that enable rapid genetic integration. Your cells aren¡¯t just incorporating foreign DNA; they¡¯re dissecting it, extracting key sequences, and using them to optimize specific functions.¡±
¡°Optimize?¡± I echoed, leaning closer. The data felt overwhelming, but my mind raced to keep up. So¡ if I ate something with gills, my body would¡ª
¡°Temporarily replicate the structures,¡± Knight interrupted, her voice tinged with grim fascination. ¡°Phoenix doesn¡¯t waste energy on permanent adaptations unless they¡¯re essential. It prioritizes short-term functionality. Gills for underwater survival. Enhanced vision in low light. Increased muscle density for strength. Whatever the host needs, when it needs it.¡±
The implications made my stomach churn. But it¡¯s not permanent, I said, my voice quiet. The adaptations fade once the virus determines they¡¯re no longer necessary.
Knight nodded, pulling up a time-lapse simulation. The hologram showed a model of my genome, the integrated sequences glowing faintly before fading, replaced by new ones. ¡°Correct. It¡¯s a closed-loop system. Constantly evolving, constantly adapting. But there¡¯s a limit. The virus is constrained by your genetic framework. It¡¯s why your father spent years tailoring you for it¡ªyour genome was designed to accommodate this kind of dynamic evolution.¡±
And no one else could survive it, I muttered, my jaw tightening. That¡¯s why it failed in the others.
Knight gave me a pointed look. ¡°Exactly. Without your specific modifications, the virus overwhelms the host¡¯s cells, causing catastrophic failure. But with you¡¡± She gestured at the screen. ¡°It thrives.¡±
Her words sent a chill down my spine. The hunger, the whispers, the changes¡ªthey weren¡¯t side effects. They were the virus fulfilling its purpose. I glanced back at the screen, my pulse quickening as another realization hit. ¡°If it can do all this¡ is there a way to direct it? To control what it adapts to?¡±
Knight¡¯s lips curved into a cold smile. ¡°Now you¡¯re thinking like your father. Theoretically, yes. If we control the DNA you consume, we can guide the adaptations. It¡¯s a question of precision and resources.¡±
¡°Resources,¡± I repeated, a bitter edge in my voice. ¡°Like cloning animals to feed me?¡±
Knight didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°If the hunger can¡¯t be eliminated, perhaps it can be¡ redirected. Controlled. Your father always said, ¡®Adaptation is survival.¡¯ If humanity won¡¯t evolve naturally, then perhaps it¡¯s time to force it.¡±
Her words settled heavily between us, the cold logic of them undeniable even as they turned my stomach. The first experiments were small. Knight had Jericho¡¯s drones clone basic organisms¡ªfish, birds, small mammals. Consuming them dulled the hunger, the whispers fading to a murmur as my body absorbed their DNA. But the method was horrifying. I ate them raw and alive, their struggling forms adding to the growing weight of my nightmares. The first time, I gagged on feathers and blood, the taste of terror and life lingering long after. I couldn¡¯t sleep that night, the sounds of their last moments replaying over and over in my head.
But there was another side to it, one that disturbed me even more. The taste. It was unlike anything else¡ªrich, vibrant, alive. I hated the hunger, but after eating, the satisfaction was intoxicating, a twisted, primal pleasure that made the shame worse. The animals¡¯ screams echoed in my dreams, their terrified eyes seared into my mind. Yet, when the hunger came again, sharper and more relentless, I couldn¡¯t stop myself. The cycle continued, feeding my nightmares and my body alike.
The changes weren¡¯t just internal anymore. My body absorbed every ounce of biomass, and it showed. My curves returned, fuller and more pronounced, but beneath them, my muscles grew denser, stronger. My bones thickened, reinforcing themselves to handle the new weight. I still looked the same¡ªsmall, at five feet tall¡ªbut the scale told a different story. I used to weigh barely 100 pounds; now, I weighed 250. My cot groaned under me when I sat down, the metal frame straining against a body that seemed unchanged on the outside but was anything but.
Months passed, the days blending into a sterile blur of experiments and data. The drones brought me meals, and I consumed them with a mechanical detachment that only deepened the weight of my nightmares. The whispers were quieter now, dulled by the constant feeding, but their absence only left space for the hollow guilt that followed each experiment.
One day, it was just the two of us in Lab 3. The usual hum of activity from Jericho¡¯s drones had faded, leaving only the cold, rhythmic sounds of the equipment and our own voices to fill the silence. Knight stood at the console, her silver eyes flicking between the screens with sharp precision.
¡°It¡¯s a start,¡± she said, studying the data with clinical detachment. ¡°Your father envisioned a future where humanity could adapt to any environment, any threat. You are the prototype. The next step.¡±
She tapped the screen again, and a new series of graphs overlaid the genome. ¡°But there¡¯s something else¡ something only possible because of the way you and the Phoenix virus are intertwined.¡±
I frowned at the shifting lines on the display. ¡°What am I looking at?¡±
¡°A fail-safe,¡± Knight said grimly. ¡°One your father never told anyone about. Phoenix isn¡¯t just rewriting your body¡ªit¡¯s backing up your mind, encoding a rough map of your neural patterns into your cells. Technically, if you were reduced to a single cell and given enough time¡ªand enough biomass¡ªyou could regenerate.¡±
My heart thudded painfully. ¡°You mean¡ I could come back from almost nothing?¡±
Knight gave a single, curt nod. ¡°In theory. But it wouldn¡¯t be a simple matter of healing in seconds. It would take months, maybe longer, feeding on whatever organic matter is available. And honestly,¡± she added with a dismissive curl of her lip, ¡°the collateral damage you might cause during that time is irrelevant if it furthers our understanding. You¡¯d be little more than an animal¡ªno higher reasoning, no sense of self beyond raw instincts. You¡¯d be a predator, like Wilks was toward the end¡ or worse. A ravenous horror capable of devouring anything in your path. Eventually, maybe your neural maps would reassert themselves, and you¡¯d regain your sparkling personality¡ªbut there¡¯s no guarantee you¡¯d be anything close to human once it was over.¡±
A sick chill settled in my gut. ¡°So¡ there¡¯s no upper limit to what Phoenix can do?¡±
Knight exhaled softly, though her gaze never wavered. ¡°That¡¯s precisely what worries me. Your father left ample room for future evolutions¡ªtransformations even he couldn¡¯t predict. You¡¯re a living blueprint, Sol¡ªa prototype that could, in time, become something truly beyond us. So if you tear through half the crew while molting into your next form¡ªwell, that¡¯s the price of progress.¡± She paused, letting the weight of her words sink in. ¡°I can only guess at what you might become after a full catastrophic rebuild. The final evolution, if there is one, might leave you unrecognizable¡ªmentally and physically. But if you ask me, that¡¯s a risk worth taking for a discovery like this.¡±
My hands clenched at my sides, fear twisting into something darker¡ªa fascination I couldn¡¯t deny. The virus had given me power, yes, but it had also chained me to its relentless hunger. This wasn¡¯t just survival¡ªit was transformation. My inheritance. And I was only beginning to grasp the scope of what Phoenix¡ªor I¡ªcould become.
The lab lights flickered, shadows stretching against the sterile walls. Phoenix wasn¡¯t just reshaping my body; it was reshaping my existence. Every change had purpose, every adaptation followed a plan I couldn¡¯t yet see. But I could feel it pulling at me, driving me toward something vast and inevitable.
Phoenix isn¡¯t just changing me. It¡¯s preparing me.
For what? The thought slipped through my mind like a blade, cutting and cold.
The answer came, soft and serpentine, coiling around my thoughts with undeniable weight.
For dominion, my little Phoenix. For what you were born to inherit.
The voice was unmistakable¡ªsmooth, commanding, and brimming with a cruel pride. My father. His words slithered into my thoughts, their weight pressing against my chest.
Humanity wasn¡¯t meant to share the stars. They were ours to take. And you, my perfect creation, will lead us there. The herald of Earth¡¯s will. The culmination of everything we are meant to be.
¡°Get out,¡± I hissed, my voice barely audible as I pressed my palms to my temples. But the whispers only deepened, like roots digging into my mind.
You don¡¯t see it yet, do you? The virus. The Royal Guard. Jericho¡¯s weapons. Even the AI¡ªall of it is yours to command. You were made to lead. To rule. You are my masterpiece, Sol. The spearhead of humanity¡¯s rightful dominion.
¡°No.¡± The word came sharper this time, cutting through the sterile hum of the lab. But his voice lingered, heavy with a twisted certainty.
Deny it if you like, but the truth is etched in every strand of your DNA. Phoenix isn¡¯t just a tool¡ªit¡¯s destiny. And you, my little Phoenix, are the only one worthy of it, claim what is yours by birth right.
The shadows seemed to press closer, their edges flickering with unnatural weight. My eyes locked onto the glowing strands of DNA on the screen. Phoenix wasn¡¯t just beautiful¡ªit was terrifying, perfect, and undeniably mine.
Humanity¡¯s will. My father¡¯s will. Was that all I was meant to be?
I exhaled slowly, forcing air into my lungs, grounding myself against the rising tide of his voice. No. The word was sharp, solid¡ªa fragile shield against the whispers. Regret gnawed at me: the lives I¡¯d taken, the animals consumed alive, their screams haunting my dreams. The hunger had made me a monster, but I couldn¡¯t let it define me. I can fix this, I thought, clinging to the hope that understanding Phoenix might help me undo the damage. Whatever my father had planned, I had to believe I could still make something good out of the chaos he left behind.
But the hunger stirred, sharper now, gnawing at the edges of my resolve. My nails dug into my palms, blood welling from the crescents they left behind.
One adaptation at a time, I told myself, clinging to the thought. I¡¯ll face whatever he¡¯s left for me¡ªbut on my terms.
The shadows stilled, their oppressive weight retreating, though not entirely. The hum of Jericho¡¯s systems returned, steady and indifferent. But his voice remained, faint and waiting, threading through the edges of my mind.
And deep down, I knew he wouldn¡¯t stay silent for long.
Chapter 14 : The Phoenix’s Cage
The whiskey burned on the way down, settling in my chest like a weak shield against the whispers. I swirled the amber liquid in the glass, staring into its depths. The room was dim, illuminated only by the soft glow of the datapad on the table beside me. Jericho¡¯s hum was a constant presence, the ship alive in its silence, but I was anything but.
The hunger was quieter now, manageable in the way a predator might sleep after a kill. But it wasn¡¯t gone. It never would be. Even now, hours after the last feeding, I could feel it stirring, restless, like a beast pacing inside me.
I hated it. The cloned chicken had been warm when I¡¯d taken it, its feathers soft and smooth until I¡¯d gripped too tightly, the struggle ending almost as quickly as it began. The virus demanded it that way¡ªraw, fresh, alive. Cooking destroyed the DNA and biomass it needed, and anything less than that left the hunger unsatisfied. I tore into it with shaking hands, the feathers sticking to my lips, blood running down my chin.
It should¡¯ve made me gag. And at first, it did. The tang of blood, the crunch of bone, the slick warmth of the flesh¡ªit should have repulsed me. But the virus, that ravenous thing inside me, overrode everything else. Every bite carried a primal satisfaction, a relief that cut through the gnawing pain of hunger.
And when it was over? Shame.
Its screams lingered, replaying in my mind. The way it had flailed, helpless in my grip. The taste of its life still clung to my tongue, metallic and rich, its warmth lingering long after I¡¯d licked my fingers clean. The hunger had been sated, for now, but the guilt never faded.
A knock at the door broke the quiet, sharp and sudden against the heavy stillness. I flinched, pulling myself from the thoughts that spiraled endlessly in my mind. Reid¡¯s voice carried through the door before I could answer, light and familiar.
¡°Open up, Princess. I come bearing gifts.¡±
I sighed, setting the glass down and brushing the hair from my face. ¡°What kind of gifts?¡± I called back, trying to shake off the weight that sat heavy on my chest.
¡°Beer,¡± he replied with mock indignation. ¡°What else?¡±
The door slid open, and there he was, his smirk firmly in place, a six pack in hand. He stepped inside without waiting for an invitation, his confidence as easy as always.
¡°Thought I¡¯d find you here,¡± he said, setting one of the bottles on the table and twisting the cap off the other. ¡°You always look like you¡¯re plotting some mad science crap in this room.¡±
I raised an eyebrow, trying to force the fog from my mind. ¡°If I were, you¡¯d be the first test subject.¡±
¡°Oh, I¡¯d make a terrible lab rat,¡± he shot back, dragging a chair over and plopping down across from me. His new cybernetic arm caught the low light as he lifted the bottle to his lips. ¡°Too good-looking. You¡¯d hate to ruin perfection.¡±
I snorted, despite myself, shaking my head. ¡°You¡¯re impossible.¡±
¡°Damn right,¡± he said, his grin softening as he studied me. ¡°How¡¯re you holding up?¡±
The question hit harder than it should have. Reid knew enough to tread carefully¡ªenough about the virus, the hunger, the changes I didn¡¯t fully understand. I¡¯d confided in him during one of his countless drop-ins, moments when he¡¯d shown up unannounced just to hang out. At first, I¡¯d only shared fragments of the truth, hesitant to say too much. But Reid had a way of easing past the walls I didn¡¯t even realize I¡¯d built. Over time, I¡¯d opened up, piece by piece.
I hadn¡¯t told him everything¡ªnot about my father, or the whispers, or how the virus gnawed at the edges of my sanity¡ªbut he knew enough. He knew about the hunger, how it felt like a primal beast pacing inside me, never truly satisfied. I¡¯d told him about the cloned animals, about how the virus demanded their biomass raw, their DNA untainted by heat or sterilization. I¡¯d even described the shame that followed, the horror of tearing into something alive with my bare hands.
Reid had listened, his usual humor subdued, his green eyes shadowed with something I could only read as discomfort. I expected him to pull away, to treat me like the monster I was starting to believe I¡¯d become. But instead, he¡¯d cracked a joke, one that wasn¡¯t funny but still made me laugh, and told me, ¡°You¡¯re still Sol, no matter how weird this shit gets.¡±
Classic Reid, sitting there in his Hawaiian shirt and mirrored sunglasses, his blond hair sticking out in every direction like he¡¯d just woken up from the world¡¯s longest nap. He had a knack for deflecting tension with humor, for making everything feel a little less like the end of the world. Even when I told him things that should¡¯ve sent him running, he stayed. Maybe he was disturbed by what I¡¯d said, but he never let it show for long.
Now, as he sat across from me, sipping his beer and studying me with that easy grin, I wondered if he¡¯d ever realized how much I needed that. How much I needed someone who didn¡¯t see me as just an experiment or a burden, but as Sol¡ªbroken and strange and trying her best to hold herself together.
He didn¡¯t push, didn¡¯t pry, but his questions always reminded me I wasn¡¯t as invisible as I sometimes wanted to be.
¡°I¡¯m fine,¡± I said automatically, my voice too steady to be convincing. His raised eyebrow and unimpressed expression made me sigh. ¡°Mostly fine. The feeding helps. For a while.¡±
His gaze flicked to the empty plate on the table, where faint traces of grease and feathers still clung to the edges. He didn¡¯t ask what I¡¯d eaten. Maybe he didn¡¯t want to know.
¡°Still weird for you?¡± he asked softly, his usual teasing tone absent.
I nodded, my fingers tightening around the glass. ¡°Every time. It¡ it feels wrong. But it¡¯s the only thing that works.¡±
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. ¡°Look, Sol, I don¡¯t pretend to understand what¡¯s going on with you¡ªhell, I don¡¯t think you do half the time¡ªbut you¡¯re still here. That counts for something.¡±
¡°Does it?¡± I murmured, my voice barely audible. The weight of the chicken¡¯s final moments sat heavy in my stomach, more real than the satisfaction the virus had given me. ¡°Sometimes it feels like I¡¯m just¡ surviving.¡±
He shrugged, his movements casual but his eyes serious. ¡°That¡¯s enough for now. One day at a time, Princess. And hey, if you need a break from Knight¡¯s little science hellscape, you know where to find me.¡±
I glanced at him, the corner of my mouth twitching despite myself. ¡°What, so you can distract me with bad beer and worse jokes?¡±
¡°Exactly,¡± he said, his grin returning. ¡°I¡¯m a man of many talents, Sol. Keeping you sane is just one of them.¡±
I let out a quiet laugh, the sound unfamiliar but welcome. Reid grinned, tipping his sunglasses down just enough to show a flicker of mischief in his green eyes. He launched into some ridiculous story about a malfunctioning drone in hydroponics, complete with exaggerated gestures and sound effects that made no sense.
For a little while longer, I let myself sit in his presence, soaking in the warmth of his easy humor. The tension in my chest loosened, like a tightly coiled spring finally easing, as we talked about nothing important. It wasn¡¯t peace¡ªnot really¡ªbut it was close enough. Reid had a way of doing that, of making the ship¡¯s suffocating weight feel lighter, even if only for a moment.
The drinks helped, too¡ªthe familiar burn tracing a path down my throat, dulling the sharper edges of my thoughts. The room softened around the edges, the hum of the ship fading into the background. Reid gave me a mock salute as he stood to leave, his prosthetic hand gleaming under the dim light.
¡°Don¡¯t let the bedbugs bite,¡± he quipped, pausing at the doorway. ¡°Or, you know, whatever creepy thing lives in your nightmares these days.¡±
¡°Thanks for that,¡± I shot back, rolling my eyes. But the corners of my mouth tugged into a reluctant smile, and I didn¡¯t try to fight it.
He winked and disappeared into the hallway, his footsteps fading into the hum of Jericho¡¯s engines.
The room felt quieter, emptier after he left. For now, it was just me, the lingering warmth of his presence, and the drink in my hand. The nightmares would come, as they always did, clawing at the edges of my sleep. But for now, I let myself sit a little longer, savoring the fleeting calm.
It wasn¡¯t peace¡ªnot really¡ªbut it was close enough. And for tonight, that was all I could ask for.
The dream wrapped around me like a second skin, suffocating and inescapable. It started in a place that should¡¯ve been familiar¡ªmy father¡¯s lab. The hum of machines buzzed softly in the background, their lights casting faint, sterile halos against the walls. I was seated on the familiar stool beside his workbench, legs dangling just above the floor, like I was a child again. But something was off. The air felt heavier, the colors muted, as if the room itself were holding its breath.
My father stood over me, his white lab coat pristine, his face unreadable behind those thin, wire-rimmed glasses he always wore. His hands moved with precision, adjusting dials and scribbling notes, never sparing me more than a glance. That was normal¡ªtoo normal. But when he finally looked at me, his expression was hollow, his eyes flat, like the man I remembered wasn¡¯t entirely there.
¡°Did you eat?¡± His voice was calm, clinical, and yet it scraped against my nerves like nails on glass.
I blinked at him, confused. ¡°Eat? What do you mean?¡±
He turned, holding up a tray I hadn¡¯t noticed before. On it was a small, trembling shape¡ªa rabbit, its fur matted with sweat, its tiny chest rising and falling in rapid bursts. My stomach churned at the sight, but the hunger stirred, sharp and insistent, crawling under my skin.
¡°You¡¯re hungry, aren¡¯t you?¡± he asked, tilting his head. ¡°You need it, Sol. The DNA, the biomass. That¡¯s what you¡¯re made for.¡±
I recoiled, shaking my head. ¡°No. I don¡¯t need that. I¡¯m fine.¡±
His lips curved into a faint, humorless smile. ¡°You¡¯re lying. To me. To yourself.¡± He set the tray down, stepping closer, his presence looming. ¡°Don¡¯t deny what you are.¡±
¡°I¡¯m not¡ª¡± The words caught in my throat as I glanced down. My hands were changing, the nails elongating into claws, the skin taking on an unnatural sheen. Panic surged through me, and I looked back at my father. His face hadn¡¯t changed, but something in his yellow eyes gleamed, cold and knowing.
¡°You¡¯re perfect,¡± my father said, his yellow eyes faintly aglow in the dim light of the lab. But something was wrong. His voice was fractured, layered, as if two people were speaking in unison. One voice was his¡ªcold and clinical. The other was deeper, raw, laced with something almost¡ pained. ¡°My masterpiece.¡±
¡°No,¡± I whispered, my voice trembling. ¡°I¡¯m not¡ª¡±
My reflection in the glass panel beside the workbench caught my eye. At first, it was just me¡ªsmall, pale, my white hair faintly catching the glow of the lab lights. But then the image twisted. My skin darkened, ridged and unnatural. My jaw stretched, elongating as sharp teeth glinted, catching the faint light. My mouth opened in a silent scream, and the monster in the glass snarled back, its mismatched eyes¡ªone crimson, one blue¡ªburning into mine.
I stumbled backward, heart pounding. ¡°What the fuck. That¡¯s not me. It¡¯s not¡ª¡±
The mirror shattered, the sound deafening. When I turned, Wilks was there.
Or what was left of him.
His body was warped and burned, hunched over, his limbs too long and slick with a grotesque sheen. His face was barely recognizable, stretched and broken, red eyes glowing faintly from deep-set sockets. He moved like something from a nightmare, his steps slack and jerky, yet impossibly fast.
¡°You¡¯re like me,¡± he hissed, his voice wet and guttural, a sound that made my stomach lurch. ¡°We¡¯re the same, useful monsters.¡±
¡°I¡¯m not a monster!¡± I screamed, but the hunger roared, drowning out my voice. It surged through me, clawing, demanding, insatiable.
Wilks lunged, and I didn¡¯t flinch¡ªI lashed out. My claws tore through flesh, warm blood splattering across my face. The hunger roared louder, exultant, as I ripped into him, my teeth sinking into the raw meat of his shoulder. The taste filled my senses, rich and intoxicating, and for a moment, the horror of it faded beneath the satisfaction. I was consuming him, and I couldn¡¯t stop.
His laughter broke through the haze, twisted and mocking. ¡°You¡¯ll see,¡± he rasped. ¡°You¡¯ll become his next tool.¡±
I stumbled back, the taste of blood sharp in my mouth, my hands slick with it. The room spun, the walls blurring as Wilks¡¯s form twisted and dissolved into the shadows. The mirror reformed, and the monster in the glass was me. Entirely me.
I gasped, jerking upright in bed, the sheets damp with sweat and tangled around my legs. My breath came in ragged bursts, my chest heaving as the phantom taste lingered on my tongue.
It wasn¡¯t real.
But it could be.
I dragged my hand over my face, fingers brushing against my cheekbone, my mismatched eyes catching faint reflections in the screen of my datapad. Blue. Red. They stared back at me, mocking the memory of the dream.
My throat tightened as I forced my breathing to slow. It was just a nightmare, I told myself, a sick manifestation of everything I was terrified of becoming. But that didn¡¯t make it easier to shake.
A familiar hum crackled to life, the voice smooth and detached, yet unmistakable. ¡°Sol,¡± Jericho¡¯s voice buzzed softly through the room¡¯s speakers. ¡°I detected elevated heart rate, irregular breathing, and physical agitation. Are you well?¡±
I groaned, running a hand through my damp hair. ¡°I¡¯m fine, Jericho. Just a nightmare.¡±
¡°Understood,¡± it replied, though there was no comfort in its tone. Jericho was not programmed for comfort. ¡°Lion is aware of your distress. Do you require a medical evaluation?¡±
Of course, Lion knew. Of course, he was watching. He always was.
¡°No,¡± I said sharply, swinging my legs over the side of the bed. The cool floor against my feet grounded me, but it did nothing to ease the knot in my chest. ¡°Just drop it.¡±
Jericho didn¡¯t respond, but its hum lingered, a low, pulsing rhythm that felt almost alive¡ªa constant reminder that privacy on this ship was an illusion. It wasn¡¯t the first time I¡¯d sensed its attention, that quiet, unspoken presence that seemed to watch from the shadows, making my skin crawl.
The soft chime of a notification startled me, pulling my attention to the datapad blinking faintly on the desk. I reached for it, my hand still trembling, and swiped the screen to life. Another message from Vega. Of course.
I let out a quiet sigh, sinking back into the mattress. Jericho¡¯s voice might¡¯ve gone silent, but its watchful eye¡ªand Lion¡¯s¡ªnever truly left. It was just another reminder that I wasn¡¯t allowed even the sanctity of my nightmares.
The subject line was as clipped and precise as her tone always was:
¡°Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required.¡±
I opened it with a swipe, the glowing text reflecting in my tired eyes.
FROM: Lt. Evelyn Vega
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required
Sol,
Following the council¡¯s latest deliberation, a decision has been made regarding the ship¡¯s current operational strategy. After six months of running at maximum speed to put distance between Jericho and the Hemlock¡¯s last known location, we have reached a point where slowing to standard operational speed is both necessary and prudent.
While the mystery surrounding the Hemlock remains unresolved, with no new breakthroughs regarding the plasma scorch marks or their origin, the council has decided that maintaining vigilance is essential, but further strain on resources is unsustainable. The plasma damage observed on the Hemlock¡¯s engine remains a matter of concern, but without additional evidence of an immediate threat, we must balance caution with pragmatism.
As a result, Team D will now take over ship operations, allowing all members of Teams A, B, and C to return to cryo for the next three months. Dr. Knight will return to cryo with Team B, while you will be scheduled to reawaken with Team A at the conclusion of this rotation.
During this period, the automated drones will continue testing and refining the Phoenix serums. Both the inhibitor and accelerant show potential, but further time is needed for synthesis and validation. Your physiological feedback and expertise will remain critical once testing resumes during your next wake cycle.
Please use the remaining time of 48 hours to prepare for cryo and to ensure any unfinished tasks are handed off to the next rotation. The council emphasizes the importance of rest and recovery, particularly given the extraordinary demands placed upon you during this past year.
Attached: [Rotation Schedule Overview]
Lt. Evelyn Vega
The words on the screen blurred slightly as I stared at them, the tight knot in my chest growing heavier with every sentence. They were sending me back to cryo. Again. Just when we were starting to make progress, when the Phoenix tests were finally beginning to make sense. Three months wasn¡¯t much in the grand scheme of things, but to me, it felt like an eternity. The drones could do a lot, but they weren¡¯t me¡ªor Knight.
I clenched my fists, the datapad trembling slightly in my grip. The rational part of me understood. The ship¡¯s resources were stretched thin, and I was part of the problem. I ate more than three people combined. Every cloned animal I consumed wasn¡¯t just another drop in the supply chain¡ªit was a glaring reminder of the strain I placed on Jericho. But understanding didn¡¯t make it sting any less.
The hunger stirred at the back of my mind, restless and persistent, as if sensing my agitation. I hated that it was always there, like a shadow I could never shake. My father¡¯s voice echoed in my mind, unbidden: ¡°You¡¯re perfect. My masterpiece.¡±
Perfect. Right. A perfect burden.
I sat heavily on the edge of the bed, the datapad still glowing in my hands. For a moment, I let myself stew in the frustration, the disappointment. It wasn¡¯t fair. None of this was. But fair didn¡¯t matter out here¡ªnot on Jericho.
Before I could talk myself out of it, I opened the message reply window and began typing, my fingers flying over the screen with barely controlled anger.
Subject: Re: Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required
Lt. Vega,
I understand the council¡¯s decision, but I can¡¯t go back into cryo right now. Not when we¡¯re so close to real progress with the Phoenix tests. The drones can handle the basics, but they don¡¯t have the insight or adaptability that Knight and I bring to the table. If we just had a little more time, we could push these prototypes further, maybe even get them ready for initial trials.
I know I consume more resources than most, but I¡¯m willing to make adjustments¡ªcut back, ration more tightly, whatever it takes. Sending me to cryo now feels like halting the momentum we¡¯ve worked so hard to build.
Please reconsider.
-Sol
I hit send before I could second-guess myself, the knot in my chest tightening as the message disappeared from the screen. It was bold, maybe too bold, but I couldn¡¯t just sit back and let them sideline me without trying.
The reply came quicker than I expected. Vega¡¯s name flashed on the screen, her message carrying the same no-nonsense authority she always had.
Subject: Re: Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required
Sol,
Your commitment to the Phoenix project is commendable, but this is not a matter of negotiation. The council¡¯s decision is final, and it is not without reason.
Your physiological condition requires a caloric and nutritional intake that far exceeds the average crew member¡¯s consumption. To put it plainly: you are eating us out of house and home. The cloning labs and hydroponics bay cannot keep pace with your current needs while simultaneously preparing for the next rotation¡¯s requirements. We are operating under tight constraints, and every resource must be optimized for long-term sustainability.
You will return to cryo with Team A as scheduled, and Knight will follow with Team B. Use the remaining time to ensure a smooth handoff of tasks to the drones and prepare for cryo. Knight has already informed us of your progress with the two serums you have created, but she has also stated that it will take several months for them to synthesize fully. In her words, this leaves you and her to ¡°twiddle your thumbs¡± in the meantime.
When you wake in three months, you¡¯ll have the resources and support needed to continue your work without straining the ship¡¯s systems. During this time, the cloning facilities and hydroponics bay will replenish our food supplies, allowing us to support not only you but the rest of the crew as well. With much of the crew awake for extended periods, we are running dangerously low, and these three months are critical to rebuilding our reserves.
This decision is not up for debate. Prepare to return to cryo within the next 48 hours.
-Lt. Evelyn Vega
The message sat on the screen, its blunt practicality a final nail in the coffin of my hopes. I reread the words, letting them settle over me like a weighted blanket. "Twiddle your thumbs." Knight must have thought that was clever.
I stared at the glowing screen, my chest tightening with frustration. I wanted to argue, to demand they let me stay awake, to keep fighting for the project that felt like the only thing giving my existence purpose. But even as the anger rose, I knew it was pointless. Vega¡¯s logic was unassailable, her tone making it clear that she wouldn¡¯t entertain any objections.
Three months. I¡¯d be asleep, frozen while the world moved on. Again.
My jaw clenched as I resisted the urge to throw the datapad across the room. Instead, I placed it down carefully, my hand lingering on the edge of the device as if letting go would make the message more real.
"Fine," I muttered to no one in particular, the word bitter on my tongue. "Three months."
The hunger stirred faintly, a quiet, restless presence that I couldn¡¯t quite ignore. I swallowed hard, forcing myself to focus. If I couldn¡¯t stop this decision, I could at least make sure the work we¡¯d started wouldn¡¯t lose momentum.
I pushed myself to my feet, the datapad still glowing softly on the desk behind me. The room felt too small, the walls pressing in as the reality of the situation settled in my chest. Three months.
For now, all I could do was prepare.
The lab was unnervingly quiet, the faint hum of Jericho¡¯s systems the only sound accompanying the soft glow of the monitors. Drones hovered above the workstations, completing tasks with inhuman precision, while Knight stood at the main console, her almond-shaped eyes fixed on the data streaming across the screen. Her expression, as always, was unreadable¡ªcold, detached, entirely focused.
I sat on a stool near the far end of the lab, absently tapping my fingers against the counter. The hunger was quiet for now, subdued after my last feeding, but it still lingered beneath the surface like an itch I couldn¡¯t scratch. The cloned chicken had helped, but the relief was always temporary, a fleeting reprieve from the endless demands of the virus.
Knight broke the silence, her voice cutting through the stillness. ¡°The suppressor serum shows the most promise. If we can stabilize the dosage and isolate the reaction pathways, we might finally have a way to tailor the virus.¡± Her gaze flicked to the vials, lingering a moment too long. ¡°It¡¯s the only way to adapt the virus without¡¡± She hesitated, the clinical edge in her tone faltering for just a moment. ¡°Without repeating past mistakes.¡±
Her words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken meaning. Something about the way she avoided my gaze set my nerves on edge, but before I could press her, she turned back to the console, her expression unreadable.
¡°To tailor it to other people¡ just how many people have you and my father given Phoenix to, other than Wilks and the crew of the Hemlock?¡± I asked, my voice tight, the question barely hiding the accusation underneath.
Knight didn¡¯t look up, her fingers continuing their fluid motions across the holographic display. ¡°Far more than you could count,¡± she said, her tone calm in a way that made my skin crawl. After a pause, she added, almost too casually, ¡°And some that can never be replaced.¡±
Her words hit like a gut punch, the weight of them settling in my chest. ¡°What¡¯s that supposed to mean?¡± I asked, but she didn¡¯t respond. Her silence was answer enough, and it said more than I wanted to hear.
¡°The suppressor,¡± she continued after a moment, as if steering the conversation back to safer ground, ¡°reduces the virus¡¯s regenerative effects and dampens the hunger. It¡¯s not a cure, but it¡¯s a step toward making the virus survivable for others¡ªif we can refine it.¡±
Her tone was calm, clinical, but there was something else beneath it, a tightness she was trying to mask. I could tell she knew more than she was letting on, something bigger than just tailoring the virus to others. The way she avoided looking at me only deepened my suspicion.
¡°And the accelerant?¡± I asked, my eyes narrowing. I already knew what she was going to say, but I needed to hear it again.
Knight¡¯s lips curved in a faint, almost bitter smile. ¡°A curiosity,¡± she said. ¡°It amplifies everything¡ªthe regeneration, the hunger, the physical changes. Useful in theory, but too unstable to be practical. It¡¯s not meant for survivability, not really.¡±
¡°Then why even bother with it?¡± I pressed, leaning forward.
Knight hesitated, just for a moment, before answering. ¡°Because it helps us understand limits. The suppressor and accelerant are opposites. Together, they show us what¡¯s possible¡ªand what isn¡¯t.¡±
Her gaze flicked briefly to the accelerant vial on the table, and when she spoke again, her voice was softer, like she was talking to herself as much as to me. ¡°Your father believed the accelerant could help... bridge gaps. Push boundaries no one thought could be crossed. He had theories about what the human mind could endure under its influence. The accelerant wasn¡¯t about healing¡ªit was about transformation.¡±
She caught herself then, straightening as if she¡¯d said too much. ¡°But it¡¯s all theoretical. Nothing more. It¡¯s far too unstable to use.¡±Did you know this text is from a different site? Read the official version to support the creator.
Her attempt to brush it off didn¡¯t land. I stared at her, the pieces clicking into place in the back of my mind. Transformation. Survival. The virus wasn¡¯t just about regeneration or hunger¡ªit was something much bigger, something Knight clearly didn¡¯t want me to fully understand yet.
¡°You¡¯re hiding something,¡± I said quietly, watching her closely. ¡°This isn¡¯t just about adapting the virus, is it?¡±
Knight¡¯s gaze stayed locked on the display, her movements more deliberate now. ¡°You¡¯re reading too much into it,¡± she said, her voice smooth but just a little too rehearsed. ¡°Focus on the suppressor. That¡¯s where the real work is.¡±
She was lying, or at least withholding the truth. But whatever it was, I knew pushing her further wouldn¡¯t get me anywhere. Not yet. Knight wasn¡¯t the type to let anything slip unless she wanted to.
I nodded, though her explanation did little to ease the unease that settled in my chest. I glanced at the vials lined up on the table, their contents faintly glowing under the sterile light. Months of work distilled into fragile glass containers, each one holding the potential to reshape my future¡ªor destroy it.
¡°We¡¯re close, Knight,¡± I said softly. ¡°You know we are. If we just had more time¡ª¡±
¡°You don¡¯t,¡± she interrupted, turning her sharp gaze on me. ¡°The council has made their decision, and it¡¯s the right one. The suppressor will take months to synthesize fully, and we can¡¯t test it without you. There¡¯s nothing more to be done right now.¡±
I clenched my fists, the tension in my body matching the frustration in my voice. ¡°We¡¯ve come so far. You can¡¯t expect me to just... stop.¡±
Knight sighed, her tone as clinical as ever. ¡°You¡¯re not stopping. You¡¯re pausing. Three months in cryo will allow the drones to do their work and give the cloning facilities time to replenish our food supply. Or did you think you could keep eating enough for three people without consequences?¡±
Her words hit like a slap, and I looked away, my jaw tightening. She wasn¡¯t wrong. The council had made that painfully clear¡ªmy rations, my existence, were a strain on the ship. Even with the cloning facilities, the resources required to sustain me were unsustainable in the long term. It was logical. Necessary. But that didn¡¯t make it any easier to accept.
¡°What about the other projects?¡± I blurted. ¡°Wyvern, Leviathan, Hydra¡ªthey¡¯re just sitting there, collecting dust. Why can¡¯t we work on those while we wait for the suppressor to synthesize?¡±
Knight paused, her fingers hovering over the holographic display. She didn¡¯t look at me right away, her silver eyes focused on the streaming data. Finally, she sighed, as though I¡¯d asked a question with an obvious answer.
¡°Because you¡¯re not ready,¡± she said simply, her tone even, almost dismissive.
¡°Not ready?¡± I repeated, heat rising in my chest. ¡°I have captain-level clearance, Knight. I know what I¡¯m doing.¡±
Her lips twitched in that almost-smile again, and this time, she turned to face me. ¡°You have captain-level clearance,¡± she said slowly, as if explaining to a child, ¡°because Lion trusts you. Not because you¡¯re ready. And not because anyone here thinks you¡¯re capable of handling the truth.¡±
I bristled, the irritation bubbling over. ¡°What use is that clearance if everyone still bosses me around? What¡¯s the point if I¡¯m not allowed to do anything with it?¡±
Knight laughed¡ªa sharp, short sound that grated against my nerves. ¡°Oh, Sol,¡± she said, shaking her head, ¡°you really don¡¯t get it, do you? That clearance is the only leash we have on you. Lion might trust you, but trust is dangerous, especially for someone like you.¡±
Her words stung more than I cared to admit, but I pushed past the anger. ¡°You keep saying Lion trusts me because of my father. What exactly did my father tell Lion? What orders did he leave?¡±
Knight¡¯s laughter came again, this time softer, tinged with something I couldn¡¯t quite place. ¡°I¡¯m sure you¡¯d love to know,¡± she said, turning back to the console. ¡°But that¡¯s not something you¡¯re ready for either.¡±
The weight of her words settled heavily on my shoulders, and I forced myself to look back at the vials. The suppressor was our only real hope, but it was fragile¡ªlike everything else in this lab, in this ship, in my life.
¡°Now,¡± Knight continued, her tone firm again, ¡°rest up. We¡¯re short on time as it is, and the drones need their final orders. So do me a favor, Sol, and leave.¡±
Her dismissal cut deeper than it should have. I opened my mouth to argue, but the words died on my tongue. Instead, I turned on my heel and left, the door hissing shut behind me with a finality that felt suffocating.
The whispers surged as I walked, feeding off my frustration. You¡¯re wasting time, little Phoenix, they hissed. They¡¯re hiding everything from you. They don¡¯t trust you. They¡¯ll never trust you.
My chest tightened, the weight of their words pressing down on me. Knight¡¯s laughter echoed in my ears, her cryptic warnings twisting into something more sinister. I thought of the other projects, the locked doors, the way everyone spoke about my father¡¯s legacy as if it were a burden too heavy to share.
The hunger stirred faintly, a restless reminder of the thing inside me that no one¡ªnot even Knight¡ªfully understood. I clenched my fists, the tension in my body coiling tighter with every step. Three months in cryo. Three months frozen while the world moved on, while they made decisions I wasn¡¯t part of, while they kept secrets I was never meant to uncover.
No. Not this time.
The lab¡¯s hum faded behind me as I stormed out, but the whispers only grew louder. They fed off my frustration, my anger, my desperation, pushing me closer to the edge. And for the first time, I didn¡¯t push them away.
You¡¯re out of time.
The whispers. Always there, always prodding, but now they were different. Urgent. Directed. The virus wasn¡¯t just a part of me¡ªit had a will, a presence that gnawed at the edges of my thoughts. I gripped the railing of the walkway, the cool metal grounding me for a moment as I fought to steady my breath.
Lab 3 showed you what you are. Now find the rest. Find my book. Find the truth.
The book. My father¡¯s notebook. The one brimming with theories I could finally begin to unravel¡ if anyone could truly understand his genius¡ªor his madness, it had to be me. His shorthand was a language I had grown up learning to decipher, a secret code I cracked while perched at his side, back when I was still just his daughter and not this... thing. I understood how he thought, how he twisted his ideas into meticulous, maddening detail. Every word in that notebook was a piece of him¡ªof his vision, his obsession, his legacy.
Even with captain-level clearance, Jericho¡¯s systems remained frustratingly out of reach, vital details sealed behind layers of encryption or withheld entirely under Lion¡¯s watchful eye. Whatever answers I sought weren¡¯t hidden there¡ªthey wouldn¡¯t be. They¡¯d be in the book, tucked away in my father¡¯s quarters, waiting for me.
The thought clung to me like a shadow as I stepped into my quarters, the door hissing shut behind me. My gaze landed on the bottle of secret moonshine Reid had left me, its makeshift label peeling at the edges. ¡°Voss Reserve: For When Shit Gets Real.¡±
Reid¡¯s creation was strictly against the captains¡¯ rules¡ªalcohol wasn¡¯t exactly on the approved resource list¡ªbut when had that ever stopped him? He¡¯d made it anyway, in secret, because that¡¯s just who he was: reckless, resourceful, and entirely unapologetic. Booze was tightly regulated on Jericho, limited to a few weak beers or whatever private stash the captains had squirreled away¡ªlike the bottle of whiskey I¡¯d stolen from Warren a few months back.
I smirked at the thought, glancing at the peeling label on the moonshine. This, at least, felt like a proper rebellion.
I snorted, muttering under my breath, ¡°Fuck it. Might as well get rid of the evidence anyway.¡±
Kicking off my boots with a careless shove, I stripped out of my pressure suit, letting the heavy material fall into a heap on the floor. The weight of everything¡ªthe whispers clawing at the edges of my thoughts, the gnawing hunger that never really left, the unrelenting pressure of existing¡ªfelt like it was dragging me down.
I found my robe, soft and oversized, and slipped it over my shoulders, tying it loosely around my waist. Underneath, I wore only my underwear, the absence of constriction offering a strange sense of freedom. No armor. No pretense. Just me, stripped bare and raw.
The bottle was cool in my hand as I twisted off the cap, the sharp scent of Reid¡¯s concoction hitting me like a punch. I took a long swig, the burn rushing down my throat and settling heavily in my chest. For a moment, it dulled the edges of the whispers, the constant buzz in my head quieting just enough for me to breathe.
I collapsed onto the bed, the moonshine in one hand and the other dragging through my tangled platinum hair. My mismatched eyes caught their faint reflection in the blank screen of my datapad¡ªblue and red, glowing softly in the dim light of the room. They stared back at me, accusing, questioning.
You¡¯re wasting time, Sol. The whispers crawled back in, relentless. Find the book. Find the truth.
¡°Shut up,¡± I growled, taking another drink. The liquid burned less this time, settling into a warm haze that crept through my veins. I set the bottle on the nightstand, leaning back against the headboard. The whispers didn¡¯t listen¡ªthey never did. If anything, the alcohol seemed to embolden them.
You¡¯re the Phoenix. Act like it. Prove it. Before they take everything away.
I tried to watch old Earth shows to forget, their flickering images a desperate attempt to drown out the whispers. It didn¡¯t work. The voices clawed at the edges of my thoughts, demanding action.
Lion will know what you¡¯re planning. He¡¯ll find my book and take away any hope you have of finding the truth before he allows it.
¡°Fuck off,¡± I muttered, slumping deeper into the bed, pulling the thin sheet tighter around my body. But the voice persisted, mocking me.
Jericho is listening, even now. It hears your words if not mine. It knows what you¡¯re planning, what you¡¯re thinking, my little Phoenix¡ªthe perfect princess locked away in her tower, waiting for a knight who will never come.
I grabbed the bottle of moonshine Reid had left me and took another long swig, the burn doing little to quiet the rising tension in my chest. The virus simmered under my skin, restless, relentless. I tried reading, flipping through an old novel on my datapad, but the words blurred, meaningless under the growing weight of the whispers.
The first knock came from Reid. He arrived with another bottle and a plan to celebrate my last day awake. His voice carried through the door, warm and teasing. ¡°C¡¯mon, Princess, open up. Don¡¯t make me drink this alone.¡±
I opened the door just long enough to take the bottle from his hands. ¡°Fuck off, Reid,¡± I said, slamming it shut again before he could reply.
It hurt. Everything hurt. But it was easier this way.
Twelve hours later, Vega came by, her sharp, no-nonsense tone cutting through the growing fog in my head. She knocked twice before speaking. ¡°Sol, I know you¡¯re in there. We need to talk. Don¡¯t make me override the lock.¡±
I didn¡¯t answer. The silence dragged until I heard her sigh, her footsteps retreating down the corridor. Knight came next, her voice clinical and detached, but with an edge of curiosity I couldn¡¯t ignore.
¡°Sol, you¡¯re only making this harder on yourself. The work will continue, whether you like it or not.¡±
I leaned against the door, letting the cool metal press against my forehead as I murmured, ¡°Eat shit, Knight.¡± She left soon after.
By the time Lion sent a drone to my quarters, the whispers had reached a fever pitch. His voice, calm and commanding, emanated from the machine. ¡°Highness, this behavior is unproductive. You are drawing unnecessary attention to yourself. Open the door.¡±
The anger burned hot as I stared at the drone¡¯s glowing lens through the camera. Its silent, unblinking gaze gnawed at me, a constant reminder of the surveillance I couldn¡¯t escape. My mismatched eyes narrowed, frustration surging like a live wire.
¡°You¡¯re supposed to listen to me, you golden prick,¡± I muttered, venom dripping from every word. Destroy it, the whispers urged, coiling tighter around my thoughts. Show them your strength. Take control.
I pushed off the bed, the haze of alcohol dulling the edges of my pain but sharpening my anger. My robe hung loose on my shoulders, the pale fabric still clean but soon to change. The floor was cold under my bare feet as I crossed the room, each step fueled by the fire simmering in my chest.
The door hissed open just long enough for me to strike. My hand lashed out in a blur, claws barely forming as I drove my fist into the drone. The frame crumpled like paper under the force, sparks flickering before the light died completely. It hit the floor with a satisfying crunch.
Pain flared as my knuckles split, the skin tearing from the impact. Blood dripped onto my robe, staining it in deep crimson streaks, but I didn¡¯t care. The virus surged, stitching me back together before the sting had a chance to linger. The whispers roared in triumph, their voices a chaotic chorus in my head.
Good. You¡¯re the Phoenix. Burn brighter.
I stared down at the shattered remains of the drone, my chest heaving, the smell of scorched circuits thick in the air. For a moment, I thought I saw something in the shadows beyond the door¡ªa flicker of yellow eyes, unblinking and aware.
Then the door slid shut, leaving me alone with my anger and the faint echo of what I¡¯d done.
¡°I know you can hear me,¡± I said to the empty room, my voice low and rough. ¡°You follow a fucking ghost, Lion. I don¡¯t trust you. I don¡¯t think I ever can.¡±
Alone again. But not at peace.
I glanced at my hand, the faint shimmer of healing tissue disappearing as the pain subsided. My bones had shattered on impact, but they were whole again now, as if nothing had happened. I flexed my fingers, testing their strength. The drone¡¯s shields hadn¡¯t flared¡ªnot because they couldn¡¯t have, but because Lion didn¡¯t want to hurt me. He didn¡¯t want to fight me. He wanted to control me.
The thought sent another ripple of anger through me, hot and bitter.
The room tilted slightly as I stood, some indeterminate time later. Hours had passed, maybe more. My back ached from leaning against the door for so long, and my legs felt shaky, though I stayed upright. The virus wouldn¡¯t let me collapse, no matter how much I drank. The moonshine coursed through my system, strong enough to leave me buzzing but not enough to dull the sharp edge of my thoughts. It felt deliberate, like the virus was letting me stay in this maddening state¡ªtoo drunk to think clearly, but too sober to stop.
The final hours before cryo were slipping away, and I was locked in my quarters, pacing like a caged animal. The bottle dangled from my fingers, half-empty but still potent.
The whispers surged, louder now, wrapping around my mind like chains. The book. My father¡¯s voice mingled with theirs, insistent and low. You¡¯re wasting your potential. They¡¯ll find out soon enough. Jericho¡¯s watching. Lion¡¯s watching. You¡¯re out of time, little Phoenix.
I paced faster, the bottle sloshing as I took another swig. The burn hit my throat, but it didn¡¯t stop me. It didn¡¯t slow me down. My steps were uneven, erratic, my robe hanging loose on my shoulders as I moved. I tightened the belt with one hand, trying to shake off the feeling that the walls were closing in.
¡°What the hell am I supposed to do, huh?¡± I spat, gesturing wildly at the empty air. ¡°Just sit here? Go back to cryo and pretend I¡¯m not¡ª¡±
The words caught in my throat, the sentence unfinished. My grip on the bottle tightened, my knuckles white as I slammed it down on the desk. The sound echoed in the silence, sharp and final.
My gaze flicked toward the door. The thought came unbidden, clearer than anything else had been all night.
Find it. Prove them wrong. Show them why you¡¯re the Phoenix.
My father¡¯s quarters were sealed, but I knew how to get in. The whispers told me it was mine by right¡ªmy inheritance, waiting for me. If the book was there¡ªand it had to be¡ªit would hold the answers I needed. No more waiting. No more lies. No more letting them decide what I could and couldn¡¯t know.
¡°Fuck it,¡± I muttered, pushing the chair aside as I stood. My robe clung loosely to my frame, offering little protection from the cool air as I stepped toward the door. My bare feet were silent against the floor, the chill biting at my skin, but I didn¡¯t stop. I couldn¡¯t.
The corridor stretched ahead of me, dimly lit, the hum of Jericho¡¯s engines vibrating beneath my feet. The ship was alive, aware, always watching. But I didn¡¯t care. Let it watch. Let it see why my father had chosen me.
The door to his quarters loomed ahead, its panel glowing faintly. My heartbeat thundered in my ears as I swiped my clearance. Unsurprisingly, the red light flashed, denying me entry.
I didn¡¯t hesitate. My fingers elongated, claws extending as my muscles thickened, bones shifting with an audible crack. The virus surged, its heat flooding my system, fueling me with a primal, relentless energy. I jammed my clawed hands into the seam of the door, gripping the cold, unyielding metal as the hydraulics hissed in protest, the servos groaning in defiance.
Pain tore through my arms as my muscles strained against the resistance, fibers shredding under the immense pressure only to knit themselves back together moments later. The virus worked tirelessly, pulling resources from the rest of my body to reinforce my arms¡ªmuscles grew denser, bones thickened, every cell pushed beyond its natural limit. My body was consuming itself to fuel this unnatural strength, leaving a gnawing emptiness in its wake.
The hunger roared to life, sharp and insistent, a beast unleashed within me. It demanded more¡ªmore energy, more biomass, more everything¡ªto sustain the impossible strain I was putting on my body. Blood slicked my hands, dripping onto the floor as the cycle of tearing and healing repeated, each regeneration making me stronger, harder, more unrelenting. My teeth clenched as I pulled, the heat of the virus burning through every nerve, driving me forward.
The servos screamed as the metal began to give, groaning under the relentless pressure. With a final, guttural cry, I tore the door apart. The panels ripped free with a screech of tortured steel, the shattered edges cutting into my palms. I didn¡¯t care. I didn¡¯t stop. The stale air of the room hit me like a wall, heavy and stagnant, untouched for years.
The whispers surged, their approval sharp and insistent in my mind. Good girl, my father¡¯s voice murmured, dark and resonant, carrying the weight of his authority. Now claim what¡¯s yours. Show them why the Voss name is humanity¡¯s salvation.
I stepped inside, my body trembling from the strain of its transformation. The hunger still gnawed at my core, relentless and demanding, but it wasn¡¯t the worst of it. The room pressed in around me, shadows stretching across the walls like they were alive, watching. The air was heavy, laced with a faint metallic tang and the sweetness of disuse. It was too still, too perfect, untouched like an artifact waiting to be unearthed.
You¡¯ve wasted enough time, my father¡¯s voice hissed, sharper now, cutting through the fog in my mind. The other whispers grew bolder, feeding off his tone, their fragmented voices rising like a tide. Finish it Princess of humanity! Take what is rightfully yours oh, Queen of the Stars!
I forced myself forward, the room¡¯s silence wrapping around me like a suffocating shroud. Everything here felt preserved, sterile, as though frozen in time. But I knew better. This room wasn¡¯t dead. It was waiting¡ªfor me.
I had only taken a few steps when faint, mechanical whirs broke the stillness. Three drones floated into the room, their polished surfaces gleaming in the low light, their glowing eyes fixed on me. Lion¡¯s voice followed, calm and measured, though the undercurrent of urgency was unmistakable.
¡°Highness,¡± Lion¡¯s voice resonated as the drones floated into the room, their lenses glowing faintly. ¡°You need to stop. You don¡¯t understand what you¡¯re doing. This is not the way.¡±
The hum of the ship deepened, vibrating through the walls like a warning. It wasn¡¯t just a machine¡ªit felt aware, its presence pressing against me like an unseen force. ¡°Jericho protects its own,¡± Lion continued, his tone measured but firm. ¡°Your father trusted us to complete his work.¡±
I froze, my heart pounding as my claws flexed instinctively. Elongating further, the reinforced bone glinted faintly under the dim light. A dull ache throbbed in my hands as my canines sharpened further, my body reshaping itself to meet the demands of the hunger roaring inside me. The shredded skin of my palms stitched itself back together with unsettling speed, the virus greedily pulling resources from the rest of my body. I could feel the drain, the gnawing emptiness left behind as my body sacrificed itself for strength.
The hunger screamed louder, clawing at my thoughts, but my voice came out cold and steady. ¡°Follow my command, Lion, or shut the fuck up.¡±
The drones didn¡¯t move back. One floated closer, its shield shimmering faintly as Lion¡¯s voice buzzed through its speaker. ¡°Your father trusted us, Highness. He trusted me. He was the greatest mind humanity has ever known. You must honor his plan.¡±
I clenched my fists, trembling with rage. ¡°My father,¡± I hissed, ¡°is the reason I¡¯m in this mess. And if you think I¡¯ll trust a ghost or his goddamn machine, you¡¯re delusional.¡±
Lion¡¯s voice softened, almost pleading. ¡°This is not what he intended. You are jeopardizing everything¡ª¡±
Something inside me snapped. The hunger roared, the whispers screaming Do it. Destroy. Take control. With a guttural cry, I lunged at the closest drone, my claws slashing through its polished casing with a screech of metal. Sparks erupted as the drone sputtered, its glowing eye flickering before it crashed to the floor, lifeless.
Pain shot through my arm, the force of the impact splintering bone and tearing muscle, but I didn¡¯t stop. The virus surged, knitting the damage back together even as I turned to the second drone. My breath came in ragged gasps, each one feeding the fire burning in my chest.
¡°Highness, stop this!¡± Lion¡¯s voice rose in desperation, but I was past listening.
I grabbed the second drone midair, its servos whining in protest as my claws dug into its frame. With a furious snarl, I slammed it into the wall, the impact shaking the room. It crumpled like tin, wires snapping and sparks flying as it hit the floor in a twisted heap.
The last drone hovered just out of reach, its shield shimmering to life in a protective barrier. Blood dripped from my hands, pooling at my feet as I turned to face it. My body trembled, the strain of regeneration clawing at my reserves, but I couldn¡¯t stop. The hunger wouldn¡¯t let me.
Lion¡¯s voice crackled through the remaining drone, his tone sharp and commanding. ¡°Enough! You¡¯re destroying yourself! This is madness, Highness!¡±
I grabbed a nearby stool and hurled it at the shielded drone with all my strength. The stool disintegrated on impact, the barrier absorbing the force without so much as a flicker. My mismatched eyes locked onto the floating machine, and I grabbed a metal table next, dragging it across the room with a screech of steel.
The whispers surged, their voices overlapping in a chaotic chorus. Destroy it. Prove your strength. Show them why you¡¯re the Phoenix.
¡°Shut up!¡± I screamed, my voice raw as I swung the table at the drone. The shield flared, sending a burst of heat and energy rippling through the room. The force sent me staggering back, the table clattering to the floor.
Lion¡¯s voice softened, almost mournful. ¡°Your father wouldn¡¯t want this, Sol. You¡¯re his legacy. Please, stop.¡±
I stumbled, my body trembling with exhaustion as my ruined arm struggled to heal. Blood smeared the floor beneath me, but the whispers didn¡¯t quiet. They screamed louder, insistent, as the faint flicker of yellow eyes caught my attention from the shadows.
I froze, my breath hitching as the growl echoed through the room¡ªlow, guttural, and too deep to be human. Slowly, I turned toward the corner, where those yellow eyes burned through the darkness, watching me.
They burned like embers, unblinking, piercing me. The shadows shifted slightly, revealing a hunched, grotesque shape just beyond the reach of the light. My chest tightened as every instinct screamed at me to run, but I couldn¡¯t look away.
The whispers surged in my mind, louder now, their tones blending into something guttural and fragmented. Finish it, they hissed. Phoenix must rise. For him. For you. Finish what he started.
The yellow eyes bore into me, glowing with an intensity that felt alive¡ªtoo alive. The creature¡¯s presence was suffocating, a tangible weight pressing against my chest. The whispers shifted, their chaotic murmur blending into a rhythmic, almost melodic cadence, taunting me with every beat.
Lion¡¯s drone hovered closer, its lens flickering with recognition. ¡°Oh Majesty,¡± Lion¡¯s voice echoed softly through the small chamber, calm and reverent, as though addressing a deity. ¡°To see you again¡¡±
The words barely registered before the monster lashed out. Its claws shot forward, impossibly fast, piercing the shield of the drone as though it were paper. Sparks exploded, the protective field shattering with a hollow crackle. The drone¡¯s frame crumpled under the force, wires and circuits exposed, its flickering lens going dark as it tumbled to the floor in a lifeless heap.
The creature didn¡¯t look at its handiwork. Instead, its yellow eyes turned back to me, locking onto mine with unrelenting intensity. The weight of its gaze pressed against me like a vice, suffocating, inescapable. My breath hitched as it tilted its head, those glowing orbs searing into my soul as if daring me to move, to run, to resist.
He¡¯s watching. He knows. Finish it, Sol. Be the key. Be his masterpiece.
¡°No,¡± I whispered, shaking my head. My voice trembled, betraying the fear I tried to suppress. ¡°You¡¯re not real. You¡¯re just the virus. A hallucination.¡±
But the whispers didn¡¯t stop. They grew sharper, more insistent, until they were all I could hear.
Not a dream. Not a nightmare. He sees you. He needs you.... I need you.
I gritted my teeth, fighting against the rising panic. ¡°Shut up,¡± I muttered, the words half to myself. ¡°Just shut the hell up!¡±
The growl came again, deeper this time, vibrating through the floor. My breath caught as the shadows shifted once more, the thing stepping closer. Its shape was monstrous¡ªhunched and grotesque¡ªbut its movements were disturbingly deliberate. It tilted its head, its gaze locked onto mine with an eerie familiarity.
Then, the whispers converged into a single, broken voice¡ªhalting and distorted, but undeniably my familiar. ¡°Finish¡ Phoenix, my dear,¡± it rasped, the words dragging across the air like nails on glass. ¡°I¡ need it. To complete¡ my transcendence. For humanity.¡±
My heart stopped. My legs felt like lead, the room spinning as the voice echoed in my head. ¡°You can¡¯t be fucking real,¡± I whispered, trembling under the weight of disbelief.
The creature didn¡¯t move closer, but its yellow eyes burned brighter, daring me to look away. The voice came again, softer yet fractured, pieced together from something broken beyond repair.
¡°Humanity¡ needs me. Needs¡ us. You¡ are my hope.¡±
¡°Bullshit,¡± I hissed, my voice cracking. The sound of boots echoed faintly in the corridor. Time was slipping away.
I turned to the vault, the keypad¡¯s glow steady in the dim light. My fingers trembled as I keyed in the code. The lock clicked, and the heavy door swung open, revealing the book.
Its black leather cover was worn, cracked at the edges. I cradled it to my chest, flipping through familiar shorthand¡ªprecise and calculated. But as I reached the latter entries, the writing shifted: jagged, smeared, almost feral. The dates leapt out at me¡ªimpossibly recent.
¡°You¡¯ve got to be kidding,¡± I whispered, my stomach twisting. ¡°This can¡¯t be right¡¡±
A low growl sliced through the air, freezing the breath in my lungs. Slowly, I raised my head. From the shadows, two piercing yellow eyes stared back at me.
He is real, the whispers hissed, wrapping around my thoughts. I am real.
But the eyes didn¡¯t waver. The creature stepped into the faint light¡ªmassive, hunched, its grotesque form a mockery of humanity. My chest tightened as I stumbled back, clutching the book like a shield.
¡°What¡ the fuck are you?¡± My voice wavered.
It exhaled, its breaths wet and rasping. Then, in a voice fractured beyond recognition, it growled, ¡°Finish¡ it. My¡ dear.¡±
My stomach churned. The tone was warped, but I knew it. ¡°My father would never be a monster like you,¡± I spat, desperation sharpening my words. Deep down, though, I couldn¡¯t deny the truth. That voice¡ªit was him.
Finish Phoenix, the whispers urged. You see it now. You see what he became.
The creature took a step closer, its claws glinting in the faint light. ¡°Complete¡ Phoenix,¡± it rasped. ¡°For¡ humanity. For¡ me.¡±
Tears blurred my vision. ¡°Father?¡± My voice cracked, the word barely escaping my lips. ¡°They told me you were dead.¡±
Its head tilted¡ªa disturbingly human gesture. ¡°Not dead,¡± it rasped. ¡°Here. With¡ you.¡±
¡°Fuck,¡± I choked out, shaking my head. ¡°You¡¯re not him. You¡¯re a monster. A mistake.¡±
The creature let out a mournful sound, its yellow eyes flickering with something I couldn¡¯t name. ¡°We¡ tried,¡± it rasped. ¡°We¡ failed. Chimera¡ incomplete.¡±
The whispers hissed triumphantly. Chimera. Look in the book. Find the proof.
Boots thundered even closer now down the corridor. The creature¡¯s head snapped toward the sound. With a snarl, it launched itself upward, disappearing into the ductwork with a metallic clang.
The door burst open, Holt charging in with two guards. Their eyes swept the room¡ªshattered panels, shadows, disarray¡ªbut they didn¡¯t see the vent, didn¡¯t sense what had been here.
¡°Sol!¡± Holt¡¯s sharp voice cut through the chaos¡ªthe first time I¡¯d heard it since he left med bay. His gaze locked on me, blood-smeared and clutching the book. ¡°What the hell happened?¡±
¡°You wouldn¡¯t believe me,¡± I said, backing away.
Holt¡¯s jaw tightened. ¡°Fine, Hand over the book. Now.¡±
¡°No.¡± I hugged the book tighter, edging toward the bathroom. ¡°You don¡¯t understand. He¡¯s alive. He¡¯s¡ª¡± My voice broke. ¡°He¡¯s in the vents.¡±
¡°Enough,¡± one of the guards from team B growled, raising his weapon. ¡°Drop it.¡±
I bolted, sealing the captain''s room''s private bathroom door behind me. My breath came in shallow, panicked gasps as I slid to the floor, gripping the book like a lifeline. The sterile, pristine tiles under me felt cold against my skin, a sharp contrast to the fiery chaos raging in my mind.
My hand lashed out without thinking, smashing the control panel beside the door. Sparks flew as the screen shattered under the force, the soft hum of the locking mechanism turning into a harsh, final click. The door was sealed, the flickering lights of the broken panel a testament to my desperation.
I sat there for a moment, trembling, my fingers tracing the worn leather cover of the book. Every breath felt like a fight, the weight of what I¡¯d just uncovered crushing down on me. The silence in the room was deafening, broken only by the faint crackle of the damaged controls and the pounding of my pulse in my ears.
My hands trembled as I flipped through the pages, my breath shallow and uneven. The first entries were familiar¡ªprojects I¡¯d heard whispered about in shadowed corners of his lab: Leviathan. Hydra. Wyvern. Each name carried weight, monstrous successes or catastrophic failures my father had buried beneath layers of secrecy.
But as I turned the pages, the handwriting changed. The meticulous script I knew so well unraveled into something frenzied, chaotic. Words bled into the margins, ink smeared and jagged, as if written by a hand that shook with desperation. At the center of the chaos, one word burned itself into my mind, scrawled in bold, jagged strokes:
Chimera.
My heart lurched. Beneath it, a phrase etched in uneven lettering gripped me like a vice: Neural Fusion. Total Integration. Incomplete Transformation.
The truth hit me with the weight of a collapsing star. My father hadn¡¯t just died. He hadn¡¯t simply been the victim of a lab accident or some tragic mishap. That was the lie¡ªone crafted with precision, bolstered by Dr. Knight and carried out with Lion¡¯s silent complicity.
He¡¯d tried to merge with Jericho, to become something greater than human. To transcend the fragile limitations of flesh and forge a bridge between the organic and the digital. Phoenix was supposed to ensure the process, stabilizing his body and mind, regenerating his cells fast enough to endure the strain of neural fusion.
But it hadn¡¯t worked.
The virus¡ªhis virus¡ªhad failed him. Unlike me, his body hadn¡¯t adapted to Phoenix¡¯s potential. Instead of empowering him, it had turned on him, twisting his form and scattering his mind. Part of him¡ªfractured, incomplete¡ªhad uploaded into Jericho¡¯s systems, a hidden echo lurking in the deep code. Another part¡ªthe grotesque remnants of his body¡ªstalked the ship¡¯s shadows, bound by hunger and rage, a living nightmare.
He wasn¡¯t gone. He was here.
Knight had helped him fake his death. The carefully orchestrated story of a cryo pod failure was just another piece of the puzzle¡ªa ruse to hide the truth of his failed experiment. Lion must have known, his unwavering loyalty binding him to the secret, carrying out orders from a man who no longer existed in any recognizable form.
I pressed a hand to my mouth, stifling the wave of nausea and grief that rose in my throat. The book slipped from my lap, its pages fanning open on the cold tiles, revealing more jagged notes. My eyes caught on a single passage, the words smeared as if scrawled in a frenzy:
Phoenix is incomplete. Neural integrity unstable. Survival requires stabilization. Perfect host: Sol.
A chill coursed through me. He hadn¡¯t just been experimenting on himself¡ªhe¡¯d been experimenting for me. For the virus to stabilize, for the process to succeed, it needed the genetic adaptation Phoenix had given me. I was the key.
¡°Damn you,¡± I whispered, tears slipping down my cheeks. ¡°You lied to everyone. You used us. You used me.¡±
The whispers surged, dark and insidious, coiling in my mind. Finish it. You¡¯re so close. It¡¯s what he wanted. It¡¯s what you¡¯re meant for.
I shook my head, but the pieces were clicking into place, each revelation heavier than the last. Knight had hidden the truth, enabling him to continue his work in secret. Lion had enforced his will, guarding his monstrous legacy even as it consumed the ship. And now, my father¡ªwhat was left of him¡ªwaited, trapped in limbo, needing Phoenix complete to finish what he¡¯d started.
I clenched the book so tightly that my knuckles turned white, the words swimming on the page. He hadn¡¯t just died. He¡¯d tried to rewrite the laws of life and death¡ªand failed.
But I was still here.
And that made me the final piece of his unfinished puzzle.
A deafening crash jolted me from my spiraling thoughts. The main door outside buckled under the weight of impact. Holt¡¯s voice thundered through, raw and desperate. ¡°Sol, open up! Now!¡±
I clutched the book tighter, its leather cover cutting into my hands. The whispers surged, their triumphant chorus growing louder: Finish Phoenix. For him. For humanity.
The door groaned and splintered, giving way with a metallic shriek. Lion¡¯s massive figure stepped through the wreckage, his golden armor gleaming like a monolith against the chaos. He filled the space with an oppressive presence, every movement deliberate, every sound calculated.
¡°Leave us,¡± Lion commanded, his deep voice resonating like a judgment passed. The guards who had followed Holt hesitated, their weapons raised, but the sheer authority in Lion¡¯s tone brooked no argument. One by one, they retreated, Holt lingering the longest, the door hissing shut behind them.
Silence followed, heavy and suffocating. Lion turned to face me, his visor gleaming like molten gold, a silent reminder of who¡ªor what¡ªcontrolled this moment.
¡°You¡¯ve found the truth, Highness,¡± he said, his tone maddeningly calm.
I glared up at him, anger and despair churning in my chest. ¡°You knew,¡± I spat, my voice trembling with fury. ¡°You helped him. Why?¡±
Lion tilted his helmeted head, a faint hum accompanying the motion. ¡°Your father¡¯s vision is the future,¡± he said simply. ¡°And you are its key.¡±
¡°No!¡± My voice cracked, the word escaping like a knife drawn across my throat. ¡°He¡¯s gone! He¡¯s not my father anymore¡ªhe¡¯s this!¡± My hand gestured wildly toward the vent, where the monster had disappeared.
Lion didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°He is a Voss,¡± he said, his tone unshakable. ¡°And he is your father. His work must continue.¡±
Tears blurred my vision, hot and bitter. ¡°You¡¯re wrong,¡± I whispered, my voice breaking under the weight of my desperation. ¡°He¡¯s using you. He¡¯s using me.¡±
Lion stepped closer, his massive form casting a long shadow across the pristine floor. ¡°You have a duty, Highness. To him. To humanity. Finish Phoenix.¡±
I scrambled back, clutching the book as if it could protect me from the inevitability of his words. ¡°You don¡¯t know what he¡¯ll become!¡± I shouted, my voice rising in a mixture of rage and terror. ¡°You don¡¯t know the monster he already is!¡±
Lion paused, his voice softening to something almost reverent. ¡°He¡¯s waiting,¡± he said, quieter now. ¡°For you.¡±
Before I could respond, his massive gauntlet closed around my arm. His strength was immovable, a force I couldn¡¯t hope to resist. I thrashed, my breath coming in panicked gasps, but it was like struggling against the tide.
¡°You¡¯ll understand when you wake,¡± Lion said, dragging me from the bathroom with an ease that mocked my resistance.
¡°No!¡± I screamed, the sound tearing from my throat. ¡°You can¡¯t do this! You don¡¯t understand!¡±
The cryo pod loomed ahead, its sterile light casting an eerie glow that made the polished surfaces of Lion¡¯s armor gleam even brighter. The pod hissed open, its cold interior a silent promise of confinement. With mechanical precision, Lion placed me inside, securing the straps that pinned me in place. The chill of the pod¡¯s systems seeped into my skin, an unrelenting freeze that stole my breath.
¡°Lion, please!¡± I begged, my voice cracking with desperation. ¡°You can¡¯t let this happen! You don¡¯t know what he¡¯ll become¡ªwhat he already is!¡±
Lion stepped back, his massive frame filling my narrowing field of vision. His visor burned bright, unyielding. ¡°Your father¡¯s vision is the future, Highness,¡± he said, his tone solemn. ¡°And so are you.¡±
Through the glass of the pod, I could only watch as the world began to blur. Lion stood as a silent sentinel, his golden form radiating power. And just beyond him, in the shadows, the faint glint of yellow eyes shimmered¡ªwatching. Waiting.
The cold crept in, and the darkness followed.
Chapter 15 : Bound by Blood
The moment I woke, panic surged through me like wildfire. My lungs burned as I gasped for air, hands clawing at the restraints that bound me. The cryo chamber¡¯s hum droned faintly in the background, almost drowned out by the pounding in my ears. The straps across my arms and chest felt suffocating, as if they were trying to crush the fight out of me.
Cold air prickled against my skin, and I became sharply aware of the robe I was still wearing¡ªthe one from my quarters. Its fabric clung to me, stiff and stained with dried blood from smashing the drones. The memory hit like a cold wind, sharp and visceral, stirring a gnawing hunger deep inside me.
I twisted against the restraints, the cold press of the cryo pod grounding me in the harsh reality of where I was¡ªof what I¡¯d endured. My heart raced, my thoughts a disjointed tangle. How long had I been under? The last time, it was fifty years. I¡¯d been trapped, screaming in my dreams, unsure if they would ever wake me.
But this time... had it been minutes? Days? Years?
The disorientation was worse now. I wasn¡¯t sure if I¡¯d even dreamed at all. It felt too immediate, as though I¡¯d simply blinked and was here again, frozen in that last, desperate moment. My body was slick with sweat, my muscles trembling as I tugged harder against the restraints.
Then I froze.
Movement.
It wasn¡¯t me.
My breath hitched as my head snapped to the side, my vision still adjusting to the dim glow of the chamber. Two figures stood at the far end of the room, their outlines sharp against the faint light.
Lion.
Knight.
The sight of them sent a jolt through my chest, my panic giving way to something colder¡ªwariness. I stopped struggling, forcing myself to breathe, to steady the pounding in my head. My hands relaxed against the restraints as my eyes locked on Lion¡¯s towering frame. He loomed near the central console, his hammer resting against the wall like a silent sentinel. Without his helmet, his face was a stark contrast¡ªgolden eye glowing faintly, the other cybernetic, both cold and unblinking. His expression was calm but his gaze as hard as steel.
Knight stood a few steps behind him, arms crossed over her pristine lab coat. Her silver eyes flicked between Lion and me, assessing. The corners of her mouth twitched, but it wasn¡¯t a smile¡ªit was something colder, sharper.
The whispers stirred, slithering through my mind like tendrils of smoke. Ah, my left and right hand¡ Lion, ever the leader, the general, and most of all, the killer. And Knight¡ªmy ruthless assistant, brilliant¡ and your mother.
My breath caught, the words wrapping around me like a noose, tightening with every syllable.
A commotion outside drowned out the chamber¡¯s low hum. Muffled shouts rose in volume, sharp with tension:
¡°I¡¯m not asking!¡± Warren¡¯s voice cut through the din, brimming with authority and barely restrained anger. ¡°Move aside, Eagle! Sol is part of my team, and I won¡¯t stand by while¡ª¡±
¡°¡ªwhile what, Captain?¡± came a calmer reply. Eagle. Her tone was iron under velvet, unyielding in a way that made even Warren¡¯s bark falter. ¡°You¡¯ve overstepped. Stand down. This matter doesn¡¯t concern you.¡±
¡°It damn well does!¡± Warren¡¯s frustration spiked. ¡°She¡¯s on my team and under my protection¡ªthis is a breach of¡ª¡±
Eagle¡¯s response sliced through his tirade like a blade: ¡°No one passes. By my authority as Royal Guard, this area is sealed. Return to your post.¡±
The commotion outside faded into the background as Lion stepped closer, his towering form casting a long shadow across the pod. His golden eye gleamed faintly in the dim chamber light. ¡°Ignore them,¡± he said quietly, his voice measured, commanding. ¡°This moment isn¡¯t for them. It¡¯s for us.¡±
¡°What the hell is this, Lion?¡± I hissed, my voice trembling with anger and confusion. ¡°What the fuck is going on?¡±
Lion¡¯s golden eye fixed on mine, his expression unreadable. ¡°We need to talk, Highness¡± he said, his tone calm but weighted with purpose. ¡°About the secrets you¡¯ve uncovered. About what you¡¯ve seen¡ªand what it all means.¡±
¡°Just how many secrets are you keeping from me?¡± I snapped, my voice rising. ¡°From the crew? How much do you think you can bury?¡±
Lion said nothing, his jaw tightening briefly before he stepped back, letting the silence stretch between us.
Knight moved forward, her silver eyes locking onto mine with a cold, calculating intensity. Her pristine lab coat stood in stark contrast to the bloodied robe clinging to my skin. ¡°Far more than you¡¯ll learn here,¡± she said, her voice sharp and cutting. ¡°But the truth is this: the captains think their clearances give them power,¡± she continued, her tone dripping with disdain, ¡°but this isn¡¯t their ship.¡± She gestured around the room, her voice softening into something almost reverent. ¡°It¡¯s Julian¡¯s. Always was. They¡¯re temporary stewards of something far greater.¡±
My throat tightened as I forced the words out. ¡°What are you talking about?¡±
Knight tilted her head, studying me like a specimen under glass. ¡°Your father¡¯s mind¡ªwhat¡¯s left of it¡ªis split between that monster you saw and Jericho¡¯s AI. When he tried to merge his consciousness with this ship¡ªChimera, we call it¡ªhe failed. He fractured. Now we need you to bring him back together. It¡¯s the only way to make him whole.¡±
I barely recognized the sound of my own voice when it came, small and fractured, as if speaking the words would make them true. ¡°So¡ that thing¡ªit¡¯s part of him? What¡¯s left of him?¡± My voice wavered, caught between disbelief and despair, each word splintering under the weight of the truth. ¡°How can that be him?¡±
¡°He is fragmented,¡± Lion said, his voice almost pitying. ¡°Yet, He¡¯s still there, Sol, but the fractures are destroying him. And when he goes, Jericho goes too.¡±
Knight¡¯s hand ran through her perfect hair, smoothing the black waves with deliberate ease. Her almond-shaped eyes, a sharp mirror to mine in shape but not in spirit, locked on me with cold disdain¡ªcalculated and cutting. Not my mother. Just my incubator, I thought. ¡°And when Jericho collapses, everyone aboard dies with it. The captains pretend they¡¯re in control, but they don¡¯t see the truth. They think your father is dead¡ªthat his mind died with him.¡± Her lips curled into a sharp, knowing smirk. ¡°That¡¯s the story we let them believe.¡±
Her tone darkened, a venomous edge creeping in. ¡°They¡¯ve never trusted me. The moment your father was gone, they demoted me¡ªreplaced me with that fool Garin. They needed someone they could control, someone too shortsighted to question their authority.¡±
She stepped closer, her silver eyes narrowing. ¡°When your father ¡®died,¡¯ the captains intervened, splitting his clearance among themselves to take control. It was a failsafe to keep the ship¡ªand you¡ªunder their command.¡±
Her tone turned colder. ¡°But Jericho, the part of him tied to this ship, still follows his fragmented protocols. The rest of him¡ªthe monster¡ªis trapped, driven to madness by Phoenix. The captains pretend they¡¯re in charge, but this ship was never meant to be theirs. It was always yours.¡±
I shook my head, struggling to keep up. ¡°Then what was the plan?¡±
Knight¡¯s smirk sharpened, her words cutting like glass. ¡°Your father¡¯s plan was to become Jericho¡ªfully, completely. He believed he could guide humanity from this ship, just as he did on Earth before the world wars. Chimera was meant to complete that vision, to merge his mind with the ship and make him eternal.¡± Her silver eyes gleamed, a cold light of conviction. ¡°But something went wrong. As Phoenix worked to heal his mind, the transfer tore it apart. The strain fractured him into pieces.¡±
Her voice softened, almost conspiratorial. ¡°You, Sol, are the difference. Phoenix worked on you. It was tailored to your DNA. His attempt failed because it was rushed, but you¡¯re proof it can succeed.¡±
I fought to keep my voice steady. ¡°If Phoenix worked on me, why couldn¡¯t it save him?¡±
Knight¡¯s smirk remained, as cold and cutting as her words. ¡°It¡¯s hard to say¡ªat least, not until we¡¯ve tested you further. But the truth is, the captains would never have allowed it if they¡¯d known our goal. They lack the vision for something so monumental. So, when Chimera failed, we let them believe he died in cryo. It was the simplest way to keep the dream alive.¡± Her voice dipped, almost reverent. ¡°They think his brilliance is gone, but he¡¯s still here, Sol¡ªfractured, yes, but alive.¡±
Her voice turned cold. ¡°To maintain control, they split authority among themselves¡ªa failsafe they call democracy. It¡¯s a lie. They¡¯ve been stumbling ever since, blind to what this ship truly is. Bring him back, and Jericho returns to him. Only you can make that happen.¡±
Lion¡¯s golden eye fixed on me. ¡°Without your father, Jericho is vulnerable. The captains can manage the day-to-day, but they can¡¯t wield this ship¡¯s true capabilities. One real crisis, and their divided leadership will doom us. Only your father, restored, can keep us alive. Only you can fix Chimera.¡±
My fists clenched against the restraints. Fear coiled tight in my chest, but I refused to show it. ¡°What about the captains? Do they know what you¡¯re doing?¡±
The whispers stirred, cutting through my question with a cold chuckle. No, she¡¯s too smart for that, my little Phoenix.
Knight scoffed, her tone sharp. ¡°They suspect something. Why do you think they¡¯ve kept such a tight leash on me since your father¡¯s death? But they think he¡¯s gone. Sabotaging Lab 3 forced their hand. When Warren found the Hemlock¡¯s wreckage, their illusions started to crack. I knew they¡¯d have to wake you.¡±
Her admission hit like a punch. ¡°You sabotaged the lab?¡± My voice wavered, disbelief and anger colliding.
Knight didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°To save this ship, yes. Desperation always reveals the truth.¡±
Lion¡¯s calm, unyielding tone cut through the tension. ¡°You¡¯re the key, Sol. Your father ensured Phoenix would bind to you. It was designed for your DNA. He locked the Royal Guard and parts of Jericho to your genetic code, ensuring no one else could unlock the ship¡¯s full potential. Everything he built¡ªeverything he sacrificed¡ªdepends on you.¡±
He paused, his golden eye gleaming with a weight that made my chest tighten. ¡°The full potential of Jericho isn¡¯t just about survival¡ªit¡¯s our only hope if we face the same xeno scum that attacked the Hemlock. Your father believed humanity wasn¡¯t meant to share the stars. We were born to inherit them, to claim them as our own. And for that, we need Jericho¡¯s power, with him guiding us as he always intended, Highness.¡±
¡°Will you stop calling me that? My father and I were not royalty! And what if I refuse, huh?¡± The words escaped before I could stop them, my voice trembling with anger and fear.
Knight¡¯s smirk widened, her silver eyes glinting with something cruel. ¡°Then Reid dies.¡±
The world tilted as I gasped. ¡°What?¡± My teeth sliced into my lips, the sharp tang of blood flooding my mouth, stoking the ever-growing hunger clawing at the edges of my control.
Lion stepped closer, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous rumble. ¡°He¡¯s a liability¡ªthe weak link. You care about him. If you break silence or let the captains step in, we remove the threat. I¡¯ll do it myself, with my bare hands.¡±
I stared at him, the truth in his words cutting deeper than anything else. He wasn¡¯t bluffing. I could see it in the unflinching resolve in his golden eye, the menace in his jaw.
The thought of losing Reid made my chest tighten. It shouldn¡¯t have been different from the others¡¯ deaths¡ªbut it was. His reckless humor, his rare ability to make me feel human, had carved out a space in the chaos I didn¡¯t want to lose. The ache twisted sharper, harder to ignore.This text was taken from Royal Road. Help the author by reading the original version there.
My fists clenched against the restraints as I forced myself to breathe, to stay silent¡ªfor now. The hunger roared within me, demanding release, but the memory of Lion battling both the monster on the Hemlock and Wilks flashed through my mind. He wasn¡¯t just one of my father¡¯s creations¡ªhe was the pinnacle of them, the apex of humanity¡¯s combat prowess. It was undeniable. I could never beat him in a fair fight. He had single-handedly killed millions on Earth during his decades of service, a living weapon of unmatched efficiency. He was old¡ªvery old¡ªbut his age only seemed to have honed him further, sharpening every skill to a deadly edge.
Knight leaned in, her voice dropping to a whisper. ¡°Your father ensured everything would lead back to you. The accelerant and inhibitor¡ªextremes of Phoenix¡¯s design¡ªare waiting. Only you can finish what he started. Decide quickly, Sol. The countdown has already begun.¡±
My breath came shallow, my mind a whirlwind of fragmented thoughts. The fractured mind split between Jericho and that¡ monster¡ªwas it really him? The father I thought was gone? Or was this just another cruel trick, a shadow of the man who¡¯d once told me I was humanity¡¯s hope?
Fuck, Dad. Now that you¡¯re here¡ªnow that I know you¡¯re not gone¡ªI don¡¯t know how I could possibly face you after everything you¡¯ve done. After everything you¡¯ve become. But I miss you so much.
I clenched my fists, forcing the words out before my resolve could break. ¡°Don¡¯t pretend like I have a choice.¡±
Lion nodded, a faint glimmer of relief breaking through his stoic mask. Knight straightened, her smirk returning. ¡°This is your legacy, Sol. Whether you like it or not.¡±
Lion gave a brief nod, adding in his calm, measured way, ¡°They fear losing what little power they have¡ªmankind¡¯s last scraps of authority. But that power was never meant to be shared. Jericho is a Voss creation, and only a Voss can unify it. Once your father¡¯s consciousness finishes merging with the ship¡ªwhen he completes his evolution into Jericho¡¯s central mind¡ªonly you will stand beside him. Eternal guardians of humanity¡¯s fate.¡±
The whispers coiled like smoke in my mind, their tone dripping with honeyed persuasion. Only you can complete me, my princess. End the captains¡¯ tyrannical reign.
The words slithered deeper, planting a dangerous question: What if he¡¯s still in there? What if there¡¯s something left to save? My fists clenched, nails biting into my palms as I shoved the thought away. No. That thing isn¡¯t my dad. He would never have wanted this. The denial burned in my chest, warring with the ache that wouldn¡¯t subside.
The hammer by Lion¡¯s side radiated a quiet menace, as though ready to strike down anyone who dared oppose them. The voices outside grew louder, clashing like thunder in the corridor: Warren¡¯s indignant fury, Vega¡¯s cold, clipped tones, and Eagle¡¯s unwavering declarations that no one would pass. Then, cutting through the chaos, came another voice¡ªlouder, raw, and unmistakable.
Reid.
For the first time, a flicker of hope stirred in my chest.
Knight¡¯s almond-shaped eyes flicked to the sealed doors, then back to me, sharp and calculating. ¡°Phoenix wasn¡¯t just a virus¡ªit was the cornerstone of everything. The accelerant and the inhibitor are crucial¡ªextremes of its design. But we can¡¯t properly test them without you. And we won¡¯t risk interference from the captains. They¡¯ve proven themselves short-sighted and hungry for control.¡±
Her tone hardened as she added, ¡°We¡¯ll keep the peace with them as long as it suits our purpose, but if they threaten to destroy what we¡¯ve built¡¡± She let the words hang in the air, her meaning unmistakable.
Lion¡¯s golden eye fixed on me, his cybernetic features catching the faint glow of the chamber lights. ¡°We¡¯d prefer not to kill them, Highness. We need their expertise to keep Jericho running. But if their ignorance endangers the completion of Chimera¡ªendangers your father¡¯s final return¡ªthen yes, we¡¯ll use force. Jericho won¡¯t be lost on our watch.¡±
I tugged at the straps pinning me to the cryo pod, anger and helplessness swelling in my throat. ¡°So it comes down to this,¡± I said, my voice trembling with the effort to stay calm. ¡°Help you finish Chimera¡ªrestore a father who¡¯s barely human anymore¡ªor watch you tear this ship apart, along with everyone on it?¡±
Knight¡¯s smile was faint, cruel. ¡°It was always going to come down to this. The captains were placeholders, nothing more. Their authority is a fa?ade. Your father¡¯s legacy is yours, whether you want it or not.¡±
Lion glanced at the door, where Warren¡¯s shouting reached a fever pitch, then back at me. His tone was edged with finality. ¡°Jericho must stay intact. If the captains leave us alone, we¡¯ll leave them alone. But if they interfere, we won¡¯t hesitate to act. The stakes are too high, Highness.¡±
Knight stepped closer, her silver eyes piercing mine with an unsettling intensity. ¡°You were created for this, Sol. Phoenix was designed to bind only to you¡ªtailored perfectly to your DNA. Your father ensured you¡¯d be the key to completing Chimera. Everything he built, everything he sacrificed, was leading to this moment.¡± Her voice dropped, cold and precise. ¡°With your regenerative ability and the accelerant serum, his mind will finally survive the transfer. You are the missing piece.¡±
She reached out, flicking a stray lock of hair from my forehead with an unsettling familiarity, her lips curling into a sharp smirk. ¡°Decide quickly, Sol. Once we leave this room, the countdown begins. The day will come when he needs you to make the final choice. Until then, keep quiet. We need the peace with the captains intact¡ªfor now.¡±
Her touch sent a shiver through me, and I strained against the restraints, every nerve in my body screaming to resist. The hunger roared to life, no longer a quiet ache but a primal force clawing its way to the surface. As she leaned closer, I could smell her flesh, warm and alive, her heartbeat a deafening rhythm pounding in my ears. My fangs, already sharp, extended further, saber-like and aching with an unbearable tension.
My claws dug into the metal of the cryo pod, carving deep gouges as my hands flexed involuntarily. The restraints groaned under the pressure, buckling slightly as I pulled against them, the strength surging through me terrifying and intoxicating. A low growl escaped my throat, and just as I thought I might lose control entirely, his voice¡ªmy father¡¯s voice¡ªcut through the chaos, sharper than any blade.
My student, the voices whispered, low and mocking, yet intimate, as though it was speaking directly into my soul. Your mother, always the ever-loyal whore, serving me even as she knew the monster I was. And Lion¡ my perfect iron fist. Don¡¯t let his words fool you. He¡¯s loved the taste of violence since he was just a boy.
The words struck like poison, spreading through me, fueling both the hunger and a desperate kind of despair. My trembling turned to outright shaking, the primal urge to rip Knight apart clashing with the loathing that boiled in my blood. My hands flexed again, claws scraping against the metal as the restraints groaned louder, buckling further under the pressure.
¡°Sol,¡± the voice purred, softer now, almost soothing. This is what I made you for. You¡¯re so close. Don¡¯t fight it. Let it happen.
¡°Shut up!¡± I snarled, my voice breaking, raw and hoarse.
Knight didn¡¯t flinch, didn¡¯t even seem to notice my outburst. Then, without warning, she injected me with something cold and sharp. The icy sensation spread through my veins like liquid steel, freezing the inferno of hunger in its tracks. The transformation reversed almost instantly¡ªfangs receding, claws shrinking, my strength draining away as the inhibitor took hold. My muscles went slack, the unrelenting hunger dulled to a faint whisper, a shadow of its former self.
Knight¡¯s smirk widened as she watched the change. ¡°There,¡± she said, her voice smooth and triumphant. ¡°Much better.¡± She leaned in, her silver eyes gleaming with cruel satisfaction. ¡°Remember this moment, Sol. The hunger is part of you now. It will never truly leave. But don¡¯t worry,¡± her tone dripped with mockery, ¡°I¡¯ll be here to remind you of your place when it rears its head again.¡±
The whispers faded, but their venom lingered, twisting in my mind like a knife. My student. Your mother. Lion. Each word carried the weight of my father¡¯s shadow, inescapable and all-consuming. My chest heaved, the ache of exhaustion and despair suffocating. And beneath it all, one thought burned, fragile but defiant: Goddamn it, Dad. What have you turned me into?
I gasped, my body sagging against the restraints as they stopped groaning under my pull. My stomach churned, bile rising as the reality of it all slammed into me: I was at the center of a plan decades¡ªmaybe centuries¡ªin the making, a pawn in my father¡¯s obsession with transcending humanity. The last of the voices outside faded, replaced by a static-laden silence that pressed in like a suffocating weight.
¡°What the hell did you do to me?¡± I whispered, my voice trembling, barely audible.
Knight leaned in, her smirk cutting sharp as glass. ¡°Taming the beast,¡± she said, her voice dripping with mockery. ¡°You¡¯ll thank me later, my dear daughter.¡±
As I turned back to my semi-normal self, a chilling certainty settled over me: they¡¯d make me their lab rat no matter what. Unbidden memories of my father surged¡ªhis lab¡¯s sterile tang, the sting of needles, and that maddeningly gentle voice calling me ¡°humanity¡¯s hope.¡±
Goddamn it, Daddy, why did you ever love this whore? Why did you come back? Bitterness tore through my thoughts, clashing with the ache in my chest. He was here, yet twisted into a nightmare haunting my every step. My hands strained weakly against the restraints, the relentless pressure in my chest driving home how far I¡¯d fallen.
I miss you so much.
Confusion and fury wrestled within me. The mind they wanted me to save¡ªtorn between Jericho and a monstrosity¡ªwas that truly my father, or a cruel reflection of who he¡¯d once been? If it is you, how do I even begin to forgive you?
Knight leaned in, her voice ice-cold. ¡°If you betray us¡ªif you warn the captains¡ªReid is the first casualty. After that, we won¡¯t stop until Jericho is secured and Chimera is complete.¡±
¡°I will fucking gut you if you or him touch him or anyone else on this crew!¡± My threat lashed out, raw and trembling. Despite my bravado, the truth twisted in my chest like a knife: I couldn¡¯t really fight Lion. And maybe I didn¡¯t want to.
I miss my daddy. The thought surfaced like a knife¡¯s edge¡ªraw and hollow. But he¡¯s a monster now. That¡¯s my dad¡ªa monster. His yellow, predatory eyes... Jericho¡¯s cold, unblinking gaze... Both were him, the father who once held my hand. My heart seized under the weight of it. How do I help him? How do I fight him when he is the ship?
Lion lifted his hammer as if it weighed nothing. He turned, golden eye steady, unyielding. ¡°We¡¯re finished here,¡± he said, his tone frosty with finality. ¡°There¡¯s nothing more to discuss, Highness.¡±
The doors hissed open with a sharp pneumatic rush. Warren¡¯s incensed face appeared just beyond, fury etched into every tense line of his posture. Eagle stood like a sentinel in his path, her imposing frame clad in sleek, thin power armor that accentuated her towering height. The polished black metal gleamed under the dim lights, her helmet obscuring any hint of expression behind its darkened visor. The glow of red optics flickered faintly as she tilted her head slightly, blocking Warren¡¯s approach without a word.
Lion didn¡¯t spare Warren more than a glance, stepping calmly aside to reveal me, still strapped to the cryo pod and trembling. His golden eye glowed faintly as he gestured toward me, addressing Warren in a tone as measured as it was infuriating.
¡°Relax, Captain,¡± Lion said with unnerving calm. ¡°The inhibitor has been instilled. The side effects of Phoenix will slow now, allowing her condition to stabilize. Knight and her will continue refining the virus to ensure it becomes viable¡ªfor you and the other captains.¡±
Warren¡¯s face twisted in fury, his glare cutting to Lion. ¡°Viable?¡± he snapped, his voice a thunderous bark. ¡°You¡¯re treating her like a damn experiment! She¡¯s not your lab rat!¡±
Lion didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°She is key to everything,¡± he said simply, his words clinical and dismissive.
Warren¡¯s jaw tightened, his fists clenching at his sides. He turned his glare on Eagle, but her massive frame remained unmoving, a wall of power and authority in his path. He shoved past her without hesitation, his shoulder colliding with her armor as he stormed into the room.
Knight¡¯s voice followed him, dripping with venom. ¡°This is your legacy, my daughter,¡± she sneered, directing her words at me with cruel satisfaction. ¡°Whether you like it or not. Deny it, and everything you care about¡ªyour precious Reid, this ship, your pitiful ideals¡ªwill burn. And I¡¯ll make sure you watch.¡±
Lion and Knight turned toward the exit, their movements deliberate. Eagle followed without hesitation, her massive frame silent yet oppressive as she stepped in line behind them. Her helmeted head turned briefly toward Warren before she disappeared into the corridor.
Warren skidded to a halt beside the cryo pod, his hands gripping my shoulders as his voice roared with concern. ¡°Sol! What the hell did they do to you?¡± His words were sharp, but his grip was steady, grounding me even as my mind swirled in chaos.
I tried to respond, but my throat burned, and the weight of what had just transpired left me breathless. My body felt distant, heavy, as if I were still trapped beneath the restraints even as Warren worked to free me. The new serum coursed through my veins, dulling the voices that had clawed at my mind and quelling the insatiable hunger that had always lingered just beneath the surface. For the first time, the relentless gnawing quieted, leaving me weak and unsteady, a hollow echo where the chaos had been.
Reid burst into the room moments later, his usual brashness replaced by a wide-eyed panic. His gaze swept over the bloodied robe, the restraints, and the claw marks etched into the metal of the pod. ¡°Sol!¡± he shouted, his voice cracking as he rushed forward. ¡°What the hell is this? What did they do to you?¡±
I tried to speak, but my voice caught in my throat. I couldn¡¯t look at Reid¡ªcouldn¡¯t answer as his panicked voice rose. The weight of what had just transpired crushed me, leaving me hollow and trembling.
Movement drew my gaze past him, toward the edge of the room. One of Jericho¡¯s drones floated silently, its single eye glinting faintly in the dim light. Its reflective surface caught a fragmented image of me, warped and disjointed. My mismatched eyes stared back¡ªone vivid red, the other piercing blue. For a moment, the colors swirled together like oil on water, the sight sending a shiver through me. The hunger I thought the serum had quelled stirred faintly, clawing at the edges of my control.
Then I saw it¡ªjust beyond my reflection. In the shadows near the vent, a pair of yellow eyes gleamed, bright and unblinking. My heart lurched as the Yellow-Eyed Monster stared, its predatory gaze framed by the slats like a grotesque portrait. I couldn¡¯t tell if it was real or another cruel trick of my fractured mind. The whispers returned, insidious and soft.
You¡¯re so close, my little phoenix. Closer than ever.
My breath hitched as the drone drifted closer, its glossy surface reflecting more than just my twisted image. For a fleeting moment, I saw his eyes staring back¡ªmy father¡¯s. Red and blue, familiar yet alien, like the ghost of someone I once knew but no longer recognized. My chest tightened, the echoes of Knight¡¯s and my father¡¯s voices weaving together, cruel and suffocating.
This is your legacy, my daughter. Deny it, and everything you care about¡ªyour precious Reid, this ship, your pitiful ideals¡ªwill burn. And I¡¯ll make sure you watch.
¡°Sol!¡± Reid¡¯s voice shattered the haze. His trembling hands hovered over me, his panic raw and palpable. ¡°Look at me! What¡¯s wrong?¡±
I tore my gaze from the drone, from the vent, from the monster that haunted me. ¡°Nothing,¡± I rasped, though the word felt hollow. Warren¡¯s voice cut through the chaos. ¡°What did they tell you?¡± he demanded, his concern sharp and pressing.
The drone¡¯s eye lingered on me before drifting away¡ªJericho¡¯s silent warning that I couldn¡¯t speak. The monster¡¯s gaze burned from the shadows, unrelenting. My father¡¯s chains held me, the simmering hunger beneath my skin a constant reminder.
¡°I don¡¯t have a choice,¡± I whispered, the words trembling as I met Reid¡¯s worried eyes. ¡°My legacy is already written¡ inked in blood.¡±
And all I can do now is survive long enough to rewrite it.
Chapter 16 : Faint Embers
The room was quiet, unnervingly so, the hum of machinery fading into the sterile stillness of the Med bay. For the first time in what felt like months, my mind was mine. No whispers. No haunting echoes of my father¡¯s voice weaving through my thoughts. The silence should have been comforting. It wasn¡¯t.
I sat on the exam table, the paper sheet crinkling under me as I shifted uncomfortably. My legs dangled over the edge, too short to touch the floor. The dim red glow in my left eye had dulled to a faint ember, barely noticeable in the reflective surface of the cabinets nearby. Even the hunger, my constant companion, was quieter now¡ªmuted to a whisper, no longer a gnawing, all-consuming force.
The gown they¡¯d given me was all too familiar, the kind I wore more often than real clothes back in my father¡¯s lab. Tests never stopped. Scans, needles, more scans¡ªit was endless. Even now, it felt like I was right back there. At least they let me keep my underwear this time¡ªsmall mercies. Tugging at the hem, I thought, Better than mooning the Med bay, I guess.
I felt unnatural. After having Phoenix in my blood for so long, its absence¡ªor its quiet¡ªfelt foreign. The whispers were gone, and the hunger that had once clawed at my insides was muted, almost nonexistent. Even my teeth had returned to normal, their sharpness no longer an unsettling reminder of what I was becoming.
My body, though, was still a machine of demands¡ªa storm of ceaseless energy and consumption, always needing, always taking. To feel it pause, even for a moment, was unsettling, like standing at the edge of a cliff, waiting for the ground to give way beneath me. I flexed my fingers, watching the faint blue veins beneath my skin shift. They seemed brighter, more fragile now, as though the virus was pulling them taut like strings, ready to snap. It¡¯s holding back, I thought, but for how long?
The silence pressed in on me, thick and oppressive. I tried to focus on the room¡ªthe sterile white walls, the faintly antiseptic smell clinging to the air¡ªbut it offered no comfort. The monitor beside me beeped at steady intervals, my vitals laid bare in cold, clinical data. My heart rate, my temperature, my regenerative cell activity¡ªthey all said I was stable. Normal.
But I wasn¡¯t.
The faint sound of the door opening pulled me from my thoughts. Dr. Yates stepped inside, the soft hiss of the door sealing behind her. Her presence was a small relief, breaking the suffocating stillness of the Med bay. She looked as tired as I felt, deep lines etched around her warm brown eyes, her black pressure suit visible beneath a slightly rumpled white lab coat.
¡°Morning, Sol,¡± she said, her voice low but soothing. ¡°How¡¯re you holding up?¡±
I forced a smile, though it didn¡¯t quite reach my eyes. ¡°Define ¡®holding up.¡¯¡±
She chuckled, pulling up a stool beside the console. ¡°Still breathing. That counts for something.¡±
As she keyed in a few commands, the monitor shifted, showing a familiar array of scans. Cross-sections of my tissue, skeletal outlines, the faintly glowing strands of the virus snaking through my veins like molten threads. I had seen it all before, but it never stopped being unsettling.
¡°Anything feel different?¡± she asked, glancing at me.
¡°Yeah,¡± I said softly. ¡°It¡¯s quieter.¡±
Yates paused, her fingers hovering over the console. ¡°Quieter?¡±
I nodded, hesitating as the words formed in my mind. ¡°The hunger. The... noise in my¡ª¡± I stopped, clamping my mouth shut before the rest slipped out. Not that. Not to her. Yates was the one who handled my mental health evaluations¡ªthe one who¡¯d sat across from me in the aftermath of my last "snap", her tone calm but firm as she explained why breaking Ashly¡¯s arm had been a warning sign. If I mentioned the whispers, they¡¯d be all over my next assessment, and I couldn¡¯t risk that.
I forced a quick pivot. ¡°My stomach. It¡¯s like everything just¡ªstopped. Or maybe it¡¯s back to normal. Honestly, I¡¯m not sure I even remember what normal feels like anymore¡ not after being awake with it for nine months before I went rogue and Lion threw me in cryo.¡±
Her expression tightened, though she tried to hide it. ¡°That¡¯s... interesting.¡±
¡°Interesting,¡± I echoed bitterly. ¡°Not exactly the word I¡¯d use.¡±
She sighed, leaning back on the stool. ¡°Your regenerative cycle has slowed. That might explain why everything feels... muted. Your body¡¯s conserving energy.¡±
¡°Conserving for what?¡±
Yates didn¡¯t answer immediately. She rubbed the back of her neck, her gaze drifting to the scans on the monitor. ¡°Your cells are still active, just not at the rate they were. It¡¯s not a bad thing, Sol. Stability is good.¡±
¡°Stability,¡± I muttered. The word felt hollow, meaningless. I flexed my hands, staring at the flawless skin¡ªmy body¡¯s supposed perfection. Phoenix wasn¡¯t gone, just... quieted. Suppressed, just as the inhibitors were meant to do. If only Knight hadn¡¯t ambushed me with it, I would have taken it willingly. Probably.
Despite my small frame, I weighed three times what I should have. The virus had condensed the mass from all the cloned animals I¡¯d consumed into my bones and muscles. On the surface, I looked lean and short¡ªdelicate even¡ªbut the density was deceptive. My strength surpassed that of any grown man, and my bones were stronger than anyone who hadn¡¯t been augmented by cybernetics or genetic modification. My figure, with its exaggerated curves, was unnervingly perfect, like something sculpted rather than born. It felt alien, a strange shell I occupied but didn¡¯t recognize. It didn¡¯t feel like me.
I shifted on the exam table, my body still sore from cryo, my mind still reeling from the questioning earlier. Warren, Garin, Reid, and Vega had spent hours grilling me after I was pulled out. Reid had my back, but Vega and Garin were relentless, their questions sharp and probing. It hadn¡¯t felt like a conversation¡ªit was an interrogation, their voices dripping with suspicion and judgment. Warren, though regretful, seemed just as out of the loop as I was, his authority undercut by Lion¡¯s machinations.
They wanted answers¡ªanswers I couldn¡¯t fully give¡ªabout what had happened with the drones and why Lion had been forced to subdue me. Warren had reluctantly gone along with Lion¡¯s story at the time; the Council had left him with no real choice. Even Reid, loyal as he was, had been at a loss to explain why I¡¯d broken into my father¡¯s room and destroyed the drones.
But I had given Garin and Vega even more fuel for their arguments that Knight¡¯s and my research were too dangerous. Garin had seized the opportunity to argue that all work on Lab 3 should be shut down immediately, while Vega insisted I should be confined to Lab 3, just as Wilks had been before his death. Their words hung in the air during every discussion, heavy with suspicion and judgment, as though they were daring me to prove them wrong.
I¡¯d played along with Lion¡¯s bullshit narrative to protect them all, even though they could never know the truth¡ªthat I¡¯d done it to save their lives. The official story painted me as out of control, driven by the virus¡¯s rage and hunger. It claimed I had destroyed the drones in a fit of blind fury, leaving Lion no choice but to step in. He¡¯d told them he had locked me in cryo until Dr. Knight¡¯s inhibitor serum was ready to stabilize me and the virus.
The timing of it all was too neat, too convenient. The serum had been miraculously perfected just hours after Team A¡¯s rotation began, marking one year since I had been pulled out of cryo for the first time and fifty-one years since Jericho launched.
It tied everything up with a neat little bow. Lion emerged as the hero to most of the crew, particularly Teams B and C, who didn¡¯t know me well enough to question it. But Team A remained skeptical, their doubts hanging heavy in the air during the questioning. And I¡ªjust as Garin and Jimmy always said¡ªcame out looking like a ticking time bomb.
The inhibitor had worked, at least for now. It dampened the virus enough to let me think clearly, to reclaim some sense of control. But the lie left a bitter taste in my mouth, even as I nodded and played along for the sake of peace.
¡°Do you think I¡¯ll go back to being the monster Garin thinks I am when the serum runs its course?¡± The words slipped out softer than I intended, like saying them too loud might make them real.
Yates¡¯ expression tightened, a flicker of concern breaking through her professional calm. ¡°You¡¯re not a monster, Sol,¡± she said gently. ¡°Garin¡¯s fear says more about him than it does about you.¡±
I wanted to believe her, but the memories of what I¡¯d done¡ªthe hunger, the rage, the blood¡ªwere too raw to ignore. ¡°It doesn¡¯t feel like fear when Vega¡¯s pushing to lock me in Lab 3,¡± I muttered. ¡°When half the crew seems ready to agree with her, it feels more like a verdict.¡±
Yates sighed, her gaze steady but tired. ¡°Garin likes control, and Vega is cautious. The rest? They¡¯re just scared, Sol. You¡¯re something no one can pin down, and that terrifies them¡ªespecially when people like Lion walk around calling you ¡®Highness.¡¯¡± She paused, her tone softening. ¡°But as for what¡¯s happening to you... that¡¯s more of a question for Knight. Most of the changes Phoenix has made aren¡¯t something regular scans can even detect.¡±
I glanced at my reflection in the polished cabinet, my red eye faintly glowing back at me. My pale hair spilled around a face I barely recognized. ¡°Sometimes it feels like I¡¯m turning into something else,¡± I said quietly. ¡°Something I don¡¯t even understand.¡±
¡°You¡¯re still you, Sol,¡± Yates said, placing a steady hand on my shoulder. ¡°Whatever¡¯s happening, that hasn¡¯t changed.¡±
I nodded, but her words didn¡¯t quite land. My gaze drifted to the glowing threads on the monitor, weaving a tapestry of what I¡¯d become¡ªand what I might still be turning into.
The door hissed open again, and for a moment, I thought it might be Warren or Vega returning with more questions. But no¡ªit was him, the one person who could always make me feel just a little less like a science experiment.
¡°Hey, Sleeping Beauty,¡± Reid called out, his voice cutting through the sterile quiet. ¡°You know, when I called you ¡®Princess,¡¯ I didn¡¯t really mean you should go back into cryo before me.¡±
A laugh escaped me before I could stop it, surprising even myself. ¡°Well,¡± I said, trying to match his lighthearted tone, ¡°I was just trying to make a dramatic exit. What can I say? I like to keep you on your toes.¡±
Reid grinned, stepping closer. ¡°You¡¯re lucky I like drama. So, Doc,¡± he said, gesturing at me with an exaggerated flourish, ¡°what did Knight whip up for her? Because I swear those aren¡¯t the same proportions she went into cryo with.¡± His grin widened, and he added with a wink, ¡°Not complaining¡ªjust, you know, asking for science.¡±
I tugged at the hem of the thin medical gown, heat rising to my cheeks as I glanced down. ¡°Reid, here¡¯s a free tip: maybe don¡¯t flirt with someone wearing less fabric than a napkin.¡±
He smirked, clearly enjoying himself. ¡°You¡¯re right. Flowers first. My mistake.¡±
Yates sighed, giving him a pointed look. ¡°She gave Sol an inhibitor,¡± she said evenly, brushing off his antics. ¡°It¡¯s meant to suppress the virus and stabilize her condition.¡±
I rolled my eyes, leaning back slightly as I tried to ignore the cool air brushing my legs. ¡°Reid, if you¡¯ve got any actual scientific questions, I¡¯m sure those two brain cells of yours can team up with your wandering eyes and figure it out.¡±
He chuckled, placing his hands over his chest in mock offense. ¡°Ouch, Princess. You really know how to bruise your knight¡¯s ego.¡±
¡°Oh, please,¡± I shot back, my tone light as a faint grin tugged at my lips. ¡°You¡¯re closer to a court jester than a knight.¡±
Reid turned to me again, his teasing smirk softening into something warmer, more sincere. ¡°Alright, enough jokes,¡± he said, his voice quieter now. ¡°How¡¯re you holding up, Princess? Back to your usual badass self?¡±
I forced a smile, keeping my tone light despite the weight pressing down on me. ¡°Like I said at the interrogation,¡± I replied, trying to sound nonchalant, ¡°the inhibitor helps me control Phoenix. It¡¯s the first step to figuring out how the virus can bond to others without, you know, killing them.¡± I let my lips curl into a faint grin as I added, ¡°I¡¯d like to keep you around for a while, after all.¡±The narrative has been taken without permission. Report any sightings.
I winked at him, but the words felt heavier than I intended, the unease slipping into my voice despite my best efforts. Reid blinked, the teasing edge softening as his gaze lingered on me, searching for something unspoken, before smirking. ¡°Well, damn. If I¡¯d known you cared that much, I might¡¯ve tried harder to impress you.¡±
I laughed, the sound hollow but convincing enough to fool him. What I didn¡¯t say¡ªwhat I couldn¡¯t say¡ªwas that Lion would kill Reid in an instant if he knew the truth. My father¡¯s shadow loomed over everything, always watching, always calculating.
As if to remind me, a Jericho drone drifted silently into the room, its single eye glowing faintly as it hovered near the ceiling. My stomach tightened, the air colder despite Reid¡¯s warm presence.
In the background, Reid and Yates exchanged words¡ªsomething about the inhibitor, or maybe a joke. Their voices blurred, distant against the rising noise in my head. What if they knew? If Reid knew the truth, would he still look at me like that? Would Yates still defend me if she saw the full picture?
¡°You okay, Sol?¡± Reid asked, his tone softening as he caught the shift in my expression.
¡°Yeah,¡± I said quickly, pasting on a smile that I hoped was convincing. ¡°Just tired. It¡¯s been a long¡ however long it¡¯s been.¡±
He nodded, his grin returning. ¡°Yeah, well, I¡¯m not letting you duck out on me again. No more dramatic cryo exits, you hear me? I¡¯d never forgive myself if I let you tell me to fuck off and steal my booze again. Look what happened last time¡ªyou got drunk and broke into your dad¡¯s room.¡±
I managed a chuckle, though it felt more reflex than real. His attempt at levity helped, but the drone¡¯s presence still lingered in my peripheral vision, a weight I couldn¡¯t shake.
Reid¡¯s grin softened, his usual bravado giving way to something quieter. ¡°Seriously, Sol. Don¡¯t scare me like that again.¡±
¡°Deal,¡± I murmured, the word carrying more layers than I meant it to.
He hesitated for a moment longer, his emerald eyes searching mine behind his sunglasses, their reflection catching the faint glow of my mismatched red and blue eyes. As he lowered the shades slightly, I caught a clearer glimpse of that vivid green, warm and steady, as though trying to peel back the walls I¡¯d built.
¡°Well, see you around, Princess,¡± he said with a soft grin, his voice lighter than the moment felt. Then, with a casual wave of his cybernetic hand, he turned and headed for the door. The moment it slid shut behind him, the Med bay felt colder, emptier. The quiet rushed back in, pressing down on me like a second skin.
The drone disappeared, leaving the room oppressively quiet. I slipped off the exam table, the cool floor biting at my bare feet. ¡°I¡¯ll check in later,¡± I mumbled, avoiding Yates¡¯ gaze as she worked. She didn¡¯t press¡ªshe rarely did. But her silence felt heavier than usual, as though she could see the weight of the secrets I carried.
The Med bay door hissed shut behind me, the sterile chill giving way to the sprawling, dimly lit corridors of Jericho. The ship felt cavernous and unnervingly empty, a stark reminder of how small our active crew was. Team A¡ªWarren, Vega, Ashly, Garin, Reid, Yates, Holt, Jimmy, and myself¡ªwas all that remained awake, along with Dr. Knight from Team B. The other captains and their teams remained in cryo, leaving Warren as the senior authority aboard.
Vega, ever calm and tactical, carried much of the burden alongside Warren. Garin and Ashly buried themselves in their projects, retreating from the growing strain. Knight remained fixated on her secretive work in Lab 3, while Reid¡¯s forced humor barely masked the tension gripping us all. Holt and Jimmy kept their distance, watching from the sidelines but offering little beyond wary glances. Yates, the true neutral party, worked quietly to keep the peace, her steady presence a fragile thread holding us together.
The corridors felt endless, mirroring how stretched thin we all were. Tension simmered, driven by Knight and me, but amplified by the looming threat of Lion¡¯s next move. His decision to bypass the captains and wake me first, using his emergency authority, reminded everyone of his dominance and readiness to act.
Since then, the captains had grown wary. Garin¡¯s cybernetic upgrades kept them connected, allowing them to monitor crew actions even in cryo. It was a safeguard against Warren and a silent warning to the rest of us: any misstep with Phoenix, and they¡¯d wake to intervene.
Knight and I continued our work in Lab 3. She had shifted much of the heavy lifting onto me, her sharp tone making it clear she considered me less of a partner and more of an underling. Questions were met with clipped, impatient responses, and hesitation earned me one of her scathing remarks. Working with her was an endurance test, a daily exercise in biting my tongue to keep the peace. For all her brilliance, she was still a monumental pain in the ass.
The nightmares came less often now¡ªonce or twice a week instead of every night¡ªbut when they did, they left me shaken and raw, clawing for control. Twisted memories of my father¡¯s lab, the screams of the infected, and flashes of yellow eyes haunted my sleep, their presence lingering even as I woke. Knight¡¯s presence didn¡¯t help. Every sharp word, every dismissive glare grated on my nerves, reminding me of just how much I hated her. She was cold, calculating, and as insufferable as she was intelligent. If it weren¡¯t for the weight of the work we had to finish, I might have shoved her out an airlock.
On paper, the inhibitor was a success. It kept Phoenix in check, dulled its sharp edges enough to appease the captains¡ªfor now. Warren and Vega both knew the accelerant existed, but they didn¡¯t understand what it was truly for. Officially, it was framed as a contingency, a tool to stabilize Phoenix in more volatile hosts. In reality, it was the linchpin of Project Chimera, the key to unlocking the virus¡¯s full potential¡ªa truth Knight and I kept tightly locked away.
Progress on the accelerant was deliberately vague. We offered just enough updates to satisfy the captains, careful not to reveal the true scope of our work. Knight handled the more sensitive testing in secret, encrypting her results so thoroughly I could only access what she allowed. To the rest of the crew, we were making cautious, steady progress. But in the cold, quiet confines of Lab 3, the real work unfolded, dragging us closer to the moment when lies would no longer suffice.
I played my part, letting Knight handle the captains while I became the data point she paraded around. Scans, blood draws, and observations¡ªall proof that the inhibitor was working. ¡°The virus is stabilizing,¡± she¡¯d say. ¡°Sol is stable.¡± But Knight didn¡¯t hear the whispers at night. She didn¡¯t hear my father¡¯s voice, dulled but ever-present, weaving through the edges of my thoughts.
The inhibitor dulled Phoenix, I¡¯d give her that. The hunger that once consumed me was now a faint hum, quiet enough that I couldn¡¯t bring myself to eat a living animal anymore. Knight noted it clinically during one of our sessions. ¡°Another sign of progress,¡± she remarked, as if my aversion to ripping flesh from bone were a lab result. I hadn¡¯t told her about the whispers. About how they still lingered in the quiet moments, haunting and relentless.
Some nights, I¡¯d find myself in the storage bay where the animals were kept, my hands trembling as I reached for the lock. The whispers stirred in those moments, soft but insistent, encouraging me to give in. My father¡¯s voice, coaxing and cruel, wove through my thoughts. They¡¯re just animals. You need this. You¡¯re stronger because of it.
But the clarity the inhibitor brought made those whispers all the more horrifying. I¡¯d stare at my hands, trembling not from hunger but from the realization of how far I¡¯d fallen. The madness was dimmed, and in its place was the stark, unfiltered truth of what I was becoming. Every time, I would step back, retreating to the empty corridors with shaking limbs and a racing heart.
The hunger was dulled but never gone, and now, with my mind clear, I couldn¡¯t deny how alien it made me feel¡ªhow far I¡¯d already drifted from what I once was.
The lab became my world, its cold walls and sterile light a prison I couldn¡¯t escape. Knight watched me closely, her calculating gaze a constant weight. Warren and Vega stopped by occasionally, their questions pointed, their eyes wary. Ashly and Garin rarely came by anymore, preferring to bury themselves in their own work. Observation and testing were all that remained for the inhibitor, tasks Knight could handle without much input.
But the quiet came at a cost. Without constant oversight, Knight could push the accelerant forward, inching closer to her hidden agenda. And I... I was left alone with the whispers. They were a reminder of my father¡¯s shadow, of the monster lurking beneath my skin. Phoenix was quiet now, suppressed by the inhibitor, but it wasn¡¯t gone. It was waiting. And deep down, I knew I was, too.
The virus was evolving with each iteration, adapting with frightening efficiency. Knight¡¯s inhibitors tempered its aggression, but this was the third injection, and it was already less effective then the first. The whispers stirred faintly, and the hunger clawed at me, restrained but growing.
¡°Stability,¡± Knight said one evening, her voice sharp as she reviewed the glowing strands of data on the monitor. ¡°That¡¯s what matters. If we can control the mutations without compromising regeneration, we¡¯ll have something viable for a new host.¡±
I didn¡¯t respond, my focus fixed on the virus displayed on the screen. Each glowing thread felt like a fragment of my father¡¯s shadow, stretching over everything¡ªover me. Progress was progress, but every step forward felt like tightening a noose around my neck.
Knight¡¯s confidence grew with each small success, but I couldn¡¯t share it. The results were promising on paper, sure. In reality, the virus was still dangerous, still unpredictable. And I was its unwilling prototype. Still, I pushed forward, clinging to the faint hope that understanding Phoenix might one day mean reclaiming myself.
By the third week, Knight called our results ¡°promising.¡± The virus, she said, could theoretically bond to another host without killing them outright. In theory. But theories and realities rarely aligned when it came to Phoenix. Knight¡¯s enthusiasm grated on me, her vision of success tethered too tightly to my father¡¯s ambitions.
I wanted answers¡ªabout the virus, my father, and myself. But every new discovery only seemed to deepen the questions and the weight of everything I still didn¡¯t understand.
One evening, as we reviewed the latest data, Knight broke the silence, her tone sharp with determination. ¡°We¡¯re close,¡± she said, tapping a glowing strand of data on the screen. ¡°It¡¯s almost time to test the accelerant. We¡¯ll need Lion and a few guards present¡ªjust in case.¡±
My stomach twisted, a chill running down my spine. ¡°Afraid I¡¯ll turn into another Wilks?¡± I asked quietly. The thought of testing the accelerant terrified me. It felt like opening a door that couldn¡¯t be closed, and deep down, I knew what lay on the other side. It was far too easy to become a monster.
Knight¡¯s gaze flicked to me, her expression unreadable. ¡°We won¡¯t have a choice soon, Sol. You know that.¡± She hesitated just long enough for the threat to land. ¡°And if you don¡¯t cooperate, well... you know what¡¯ll happen to Reid.¡±
Anger flared hot and fast, my voice low and sharp. ¡°If you so much as touch him, claws or not, I¡¯ll kill you.¡±
For a moment, her composure faltered, but the cruel smirk that followed made it clear she had the upper hand. ¡°You might be able to kill me,¡± Knight said, her voice low and razor-sharp, ¡°but Lion? He wouldn¡¯t waste the effort. He wouldn¡¯t hurt you¡ªhe¡¯d just lock you in a lab until the work was done, no matter how long it took. Immortality is a curse when you¡¯re at his mercy, isn¡¯t it?¡±
She leaned closer, her gaze cold and calculating. ¡°Maybe it¡¯s a good thing your father doesn¡¯t understand just how pathetic you really are. Can you imagine? All his work, all his sacrifices¡ for this?¡± She gestured to me with a dismissive wave, her words cutting deeper than any blade. ¡°But don¡¯t worry, Sol. It¡¯s in my best interest to keep you alive. After all, you¡¯re too valuable to waste, even if you¡¯re a disappointment.¡±
She was right, and we both knew it. Damn it, she was right about everything. The captains were growing restless, and the fragile peace the inhibitor had provided was slipping through my fingers.
I stared at the monitor, its screen glowing faintly in the dim light. Lines of data scrolled past, a detailed breakdown of what Phoenix had become. My father¡¯s creation. Knight¡¯s ambition. My curse. The virus seemed alive even in numbers and graphs, its evolution curling and twisting like it was trying to tell me something I couldn¡¯t quite grasp. And through it all, I felt them¡ªthe yellow eyes, always watching. Waiting. Just like Jericho.
The Hemlock haunted me¡ªthose grotesque creatures that had once been human. Twisted forms born of desperation and failure. Warnings of what Phoenix could become. Would Knight and I lead us down the same path? Would the accelerant turn us into monsters, too? The thought clawed at me, its weight suffocating.
Yet, Without Phoenix, none of us would make it to Haven. A century still stretched ahead¡ªa century too long for these fragile human bodies aboard. Even with cryo and extended lifespans, the captains were already showing the wear of time. Phoenix wasn¡¯t just survival for me; it was survival for all of us. But at what cost?
My reflection in the polished surface of the monitor caught my eye. The faint red glow of my left iris, the smoothness of my skin, the quiet hum of hunger lurking beneath it all. Phoenix isn¡¯t just inside me¡ªit¡¯s me.
Dad, what the hell were you thinking?
The whispers stirred faintly at the edges of my mind, their presence a quiet, insistent hum. You need this. You can¡¯t fight it forever. Give in. I shook my head, swallowing hard, but the hunger lingered, waiting for its chance.
Tomorrow, the tests would begin. The accelerant would push us forward, but it would also shatter the fragile balance the inhibitor had brought. The whispers will grow louder. The hunger will return. And then what? Will I rip through flesh and blood again? Will I still be able to stop?
I miss you, Daddy. The thought clung to me, heavy and unshakable. Despite everything, I miss you so much. Your voice, your promises¡ªthey¡¯re all I have left, and even those are slipping away.
He used to promise me the world¡ªand deliver. But it wasn¡¯t just the world, was it? No, he promised me the stars themselves, pulling them from the heavens with that brilliant mind of his. And he delivered. Every time.
But this... this thing. Is it really you? Or just what¡¯s left of you?
The sound of Knight¡¯s voice broke through my thoughts, sharp and cold. ¡°You¡¯re wasting time,¡± she said, not even looking up from her console. ¡°If you¡¯d focus for five seconds, maybe we¡¯d get somewhere.¡±
I ignored her, shutting off the monitor with a flick of my fingers. As I stepped toward the corridor, I shoved a drone out of my way, its hum fading as I walked past.
I glanced up.
There they were¡ªreal this time. Glowing faintly in the vent above, the eyes shifted, watching me with a chilling stillness that felt more deliberate than animal. The faint scrape came again, metal against metal, as though whatever was up there wanted me to know it was watching. My pulse quickened, the cold air of the corridor biting at my skin as I forced myself to move.
Don¡¯t stop. Don¡¯t look back.
My pace quickened, but the weight of those eyes followed me, the memory now alive and crawling beneath my skin. Just like Jericho¡ªalways watching, always waiting.
Just like Jericho, always watching, always waiting.
I left the lab, the sterile hum of its equipment giving way to the quiet emptiness of the corridor. Knight muttered something behind me, her words dripping with disdain, but I didn¡¯t care. The cold air of the ship pressed against my skin, and I felt the weight of everything settle onto my shoulders. Alone again. I hated how alone I felt. But isn¡¯t that better? If I¡¯m alone, at least I can¡¯t hurt anyone. Not yet.
Still, a part of me wondered... if this could bring him back, would that be so terrible?