《Only with Your Heart》 CH Epilogue 1 TL: Leila Editor: OhHeck Pr: Kay Read Advance chapters for the month of July by becoming a patron HERE A pleasant, cool breeze had been blowing across the meadow for quite a while now, rustling the spring grass as it spread its youthful growth across the land. The bright, shimmering sun was about to set over the horizon, beyond the hills and the meadow. So that is how your mother and father got married. Many people came to the ceremony and congratulated us, the songs and dances kept going one after the other, and your father wouldnt let go of your mother in her bridal dress until the ceremony was over. The boy squinted his eyes and looked at his mothers delicate profile that glowed in the bright orange sunset. His mother smiled happily and turned her gaze from the setting sun to the boy. No matter how old she was, his mother had never lost her girlish loveliness, and she looked beautiful even in the eyes of her son. It was easy to imagine how his father had never let go of his mother in her bridal dress during the wedding ceremony. After all, even to this day, his father rarely left his mothers side. And then?! Tell me what happened next! Unable to contain his curiosity, the boy turned to his mother to seek more stories of his parents relationship. His mother placed her hand gently on the boys shoulder and continued in her usual gentle tone. Your father has been as kind as always since we got married, my boy. Now, go back to your father, hes calling for you. But I want to hear more. Ill see you later, little one. For now, you should go. The boy, who had been resting with his mother in the shade of a tree, looked at his father. His father was standing in the middle of the field with his sword in hand. Sure enough, his father was looking at him, holding his hand out to gesture him over. The break was over. The boy felt shivers run down his spine at the thought of starting that intense sword training again. His father was a knight of great strength, and it was apparent that he was trying to pass his skill and strength to the boy, his only son. The young boy also dreamed of becoming a great knight, just like his father one day. However, the boy had just turned eight years old. Based on this countrys custom, the son of a knight was allowed to carry a sword after his eighth birthday. And as expected, the boy was given a long sword by his parents on his eighth birthday. The heavy sword shone with a bright, silver glow and was almost as tall as the boy. Remember why we carry swords, his father said. Swords arent wielded to plunder and slaughter. We carry swords to protect the people we love. Then, as if possessed by something, the father began to teach the boy swordsmanship. The boy had heard many rumors that the city was not very safe these days. Perhaps because of this, his father, who was usually strict yet mild-mannered, had been training him from morning to night like a demon. He wanted to rest a little longer, listening to his mothers old stories.. but the boy picked up his sword, left the shade of the tree where his mother sat, and joined his father standing in the middle of the field. His fathers jet-black eyes stared at the boys movements. The boy had eyes that resembled his fathers. What were you talking about? His father queried in a calm voice as the boy reached right in front of him. The boy glanced towards the shade of the tree where his mother was, shrugged his shoulders, and answered. I was listening to the story of fathers and mothers love story. She seemed very happy. His father looked up, stared straight at his mother in the distance, and smiled softly. It was a smile so full of affection that even the setting sun seemed to fade away. But I only heard it halfway. I wish I could have listened to it a bit longer. When he muttered his dissatisfaction in a low voice, his father turned toward the boy with the same smile he had for his mother and placed his hand on the boys short, jet-black hair, which was the exact same color as his eyes. His fathers hand was large, strong, and muscular. To him, a young boy, there seemed to be nothing on earth more powerful than his fathers hand. If you want to hear the rest of it, well have to wait until evening. Yes. The boys father was about to draw his sword. However, he paused, suddenly lifting the corner of his lips and let out a wry smile. But theres a reason why were only halfway through the story. The boy held the handle of his sword to match his fathers position, but before he assumed proper posture, he tilted his head. Why? Why? Because our story is not over yet. And it will never end. Our story will be passed on to you, Zain, and then to your children. And then to their children, and their children. Everlasting. *** CH Epilogue 2 Lukrov slowly opened his eyes. The first thing he saw was a glowing orange sunset at the edge of the field, just like the one he had seen next to his mother and father when he was a boy. Lukrovs eyes strayed a few more times before he gently looked up. Chizuru was looking down at him, smiling softly. She was sitting with her back against the trunk of a large tree whilst Lukrov rested his head on her lap and had dozed off for a while. Are you awake already? Chizuru whispered, sliding her thin, white fingers through his hair, You could have slept a little longer. No, Ive had enough rest. You didnt get much sleep last night, did you? Lukrov placed one hand on Chizurus cheek and chuckled meaningfully. She immediately turned bright red and grabbed his hand, embarrassed. Whose fault is that? Its mine :)). Remembering last nights heated passion, the two of them stared at each other and felt the others body become hot and aroused. The only person who can make love to you all night long is me. Chizuru shrugged her shoulders shyly at first but soon surrendered to Lukrovs direct gaze and bent down to drop a light kiss on his forehead. As soon as he touched the nape of Chizurus neck, he quickly flipped their position, pinning her down. Chizuru gasped in surprise and looked back at him with wide eyes. Ill hold you a little more gently tonight, wife. I dont want you to collapse. In all honesty, his manhood was already hard and eager for Chizuru, and she must have felt it too. No matter how much time had passed, Lukrovs desire for Chizuru remained unchanged. On the contrary, their love had deepened as the years passed. LukrovC Chizuru closed her eyes and accepted Lukrovs devouring kisses. The air between them became intense as their ragged breaths mingled. Lukrov Not now Just as Chizuru pleaded with a sigh Mother! Father! What are you doing? With big black eyes, a boy who was almost five years old peeked out from the side and looked at them. Several leaves were scattered on the boys head, and his tunic, which had been neatly ironed and worn in the morning, was wrinkled and completely stained with mud. However, his smile was angelic. Chizuru rushed to distance herself from Lukrov, but he maintained his firm grip. Instead, he leaned in close and kissed her lightly just below her earlobe. Zain. Looking up, Lukrov spoke to the boy in a calm tone. You shouldnt disturb your father. I told you to go over there and play for a while. Yes but I wanted to show you this. The boy proudly held out something wrapped in his hands in front of Lukrov and Chizuru. They simultaneously glanced at each other and looked at what was in the boys hands. Zains hands were full of nuts and berries. ?They were round, ripe, and edible C qualities difficult to find in this area. We picked them together. The boy called Zain exclaimed with a cheerful smile. Lukrov and Chizuru looked at each other and smiled at the same time, noticing the kindness and cleverness of their son. *** CH Epilogue 3 The first child they had was a boy, and they named him Zain. After suffering through her first childbirth, Lukrov held Chizuru in his arms and was so excited to see their newborn baby that he forgot how to breathe. He was bright red, wrinkled, tiny, and the most beautiful thing in the world. Zain. Thats what Lukrov had unconsciously muttered to himself. It wasnt that the baby resembled the late Zain. In terms of appearance, the baby looked exactly like Lukrov, who had blonde hair and blue eyes. However, what came to Lukrovs mind was the image of that young man who was his best friend. Zainthis boys name is Zain. Chizuru nodded in agreement with Lukrov, nodding her head tearfully. The gentle and intelligent baby was loved by all the people in the castle. Although he was the spitting image of Lukrov, his calm personality was reminiscent of the deceased Zain. When Zain was two years old, Chizuru became pregnant again. Her second child was a girl. Where is your sister? When Lukrov asked, Zain shrugged his shoulders and looked towards the field. She is still looking for berries. I told her it wouldnt be that easy to find them, but she was stubborn. Bring her back. Its almost nightfall. We have to go home. The boy nodded, pressed the nuts and berries into Lukrovs hands, and ran toward the grassy field. Lukrov stood up and stretched out his hand to Chizuru. She took his hand and stood up with his help. How many times had they done this already? There was no need for words anymore. The moment she realized that her second child was a girl, Chizuru naturally thought Lukrov would choose the name Edina. It seemed very logical to her. But when he held the newborn in his arms, Lukrov was silent for a moment. He then pulled Chizuru and the three-year-old Zain into his arms and asked, Chizuru, what name would you like to give her? Chizuru looked up at her husband in surprise. Not Edina? No. He stared at the babys face and the small hand that clumsily squeezed his. Theyre brother and sisterI dont want them to fall in love. We should use a different name. Chizuru laughed, finding it funny. The young Zain didnt understand what they were saying, but he was excited and fascinated by his new sister as if she were the rarest jewel in the world. Chizuru thought about it. Indeed, it might be unnatural to give the names of two lovers to siblings. Their souls mustve united somewhere far away, and they would be eternally happy. By choosing the name Zain for his son, Lukrov had paid his full respects to them. If only she could give this girl a different special name At that moment, Chizurus mind drifted to her best friend, who had once encouraged her many times and was the only one Chizuru had told her secret history with Lukrov to. If youll let me choose She had soft, bushy hair, a small nose, and thin eyebrows. The baby looked more like Chizuru, whereas Zain looked like Lukrov. The name may sound a bit unusual to the people of this world, but surely Lukrov would happily accept it. Their daughters name was *** CH Epilogue 4 After a while, Zain returned to Lukrov and Chizuru, pulling his sister by the hand. The little girl had just turned two years old, and her usual smooth, dark hair that reached below her shoulders was rumpled, and her eyes were brimming with dissatisfaction. Fa~ther!!!! The little girl reached out her hand towards her father. Without a moments hesitation, Lukrov picked up his little girl and pulled her to his chest, and touched her cheek with a gentle gesture that would make even Chizuru jealous. Whats the matter, you grumpy little girl? I couldnt find anything at all Zain found lots and looooots of things. It seemed that she was angry because she didnt find any nuts or berries. The daughter, who grumbled with her face buried in Lukrovs chest, was cute despite her young age. It was also expected that she would entice all the men in the country to propose to her when the time came. Of course, as a parent, this made him uneasy. She looked exactly like Chizuru, albeit being loud and a bit stubborn. Its okay. Ill find some for you. As Lukrov soothed his daughter, Zain replied, Me too! Ill find you some myself! Looking back, Lukrov and Chizuru had come a long way. Naturally, there were painful moments along the way, and there were even instances when they wanted to give up. But at the same time, there was so much happiness that the pain was overshadowed. Mai. Chizuru called out to her daughter in a calm voice. We can come back together tomorrow. Now, we have to go home before dark. Ill tell you a story before you go to bed. Mai looked up, her full smile already shining on her face. A story about you and father? Yeah, if thats what you want to hear. Yes! Tell me the story about how you and Father defeated the bad dragon! Both Lukrov and Chizuru smiled at their daughters innocent wish, cherishing the happiness that was right here in their hands and hearts. The sun was slowly sinking beyond the horizon, and a fragrant spring breeze blew, rustling the grass. On the way home, Lukrov held a sleepy Mai on his shoulder and held Chizurus hand with his other hand. Zain ran far ahead of his parents, occasionally turning around and waving at them. Looking down at Chizuru, Lukrov said quietly, When I am with you, Chizuru, I feel so happy that sometimes I believe this is a dream. He squeezed Chizurus hand tightly as she raised her head and looked up at him. The knights fearless face, shadowed by the setting sun, displayed the affection he had promised to give her in the past: I shall cherish you more than any woman in this world has ever been loved. Me too, Lukrov. Im so happy that sometimes, I feel like Im dreaming. Lukrov seemed to be satisfied with Chizurus answer. He pulled Mai back into his arms, lifted Chizurus hand to his lips, and kissed her fingertips gently. Then I will continue to dream with you. [Epilogue end] *** Prologue PROLOGUE It was an intense act of love that resembled a beast falling on its prey. Alde quieted her breathing as she slowly lifted the heavy drapes of the tent. The shadows of a man and woman cast by the candlelight were captivating. Alde knew well the body of her mistress, whom she had served for a year. And yet, it appeared to her that the Knight of Blaze knew her mistresss body even more. His large, coarse hands caressed her body in earnest. Whenever her mistress let out a surprised gasp of pleasure, his touch would grow aggressive, grasping as if in a rush, petting, licking, pushing her mistress further and further to new heights. She would whimper. Implore to the Knight of Blaze that she could not take any more, but all it did was pour oil over the flames of the knights passion. Her long black hair would entangle around his arms, his body covered hers as if to protect her from something. This act of love continued, the long candle grew shorter and yet it did not end. Alde finally grew tired or peeping and let down the drapes. She brushed off the straw from her skirt and stood up on shaky feet, squinting at the darkness around her. The campsite that had unfolded here in the forest was composed of a number of quiet tents. There was one man on watch, sitting by the fire, but it seemed that everyone else was asleep. A crescent moon hung high in the sky. It was a quiet night. But perhaps, within more than a few of the tents, similar deeds of secrecy as she had just witnessed, were being carried out. Imagining such a thing, the young Alde gulped. It was a beastly act of courtship, some might even say barbaric. But to Aldes eyes, there was something almost mystically beautiful in seeing the bodies of the man and woman together. Her mistress thin, delicate body in the arms of that sunburnt, stalwart knights arms. It was an image that would not leave her mind. The Knight of Blaze had called her mistress name over and over again. As if saying it would somehow prolong her stay. He seemed to believe such a thing. Perhaps that was what prayer really was. Everyone had believed that the Knight of Blaze would never love a woman. He, the proud, independent and powerful knight. A high-born soul that no one could ever touch. And so it was, that the only woman who could take his heart happened to be someone not of this world. Chizuru. The knight had repeated that name. No one knew where it was from, it was an odd name that suggested a far away land. Now that the world had been saved, it was her mistress destiny to return to her own world. The knight who had saved the world was now writhing in the attempt to save his own soul. And so he called her name. Dont go anywhere. Stay, dont leave my side. Ill cherish you, Ill love you like no woman in this world has ever been loved. And so his prayer continued. Chizuru, Chizuru, Chizuru: CH 1 Since Our Last Kiss C 1 seAyasehey, Ayase! She had been staring dazedly at the photocopier, its mechanical whirring noises were the only thing she heard until finally realizing that someone had called her from behind. Chizuru Ayase raised her head in surprise. But she didnt need to turn around to know who it was. The person who had called her had already come to stand next to her and was looking into her face; quizzically. He wore a spotless, gray suit, smelled faintly of cologne and had a cleanly shaved jaw. The head of this department, Supervisor Karasawa. Karasawa was still in his mid-thirties But had a very relaxed air about him, was proficient in his work, and was a man with a rather nice physical appearance on top of all that, which made him popular with many of the female employees. But he himself seemed to be the type who did not engage in affairs of love, and there were rarely any rumors about him. But that may, in turn, have given some of the women hope. Of course, all of this had nothing to do with Chizuru. Why are you staring like that? Do you hate the photocopier that much? His voice was unnecessarily kind, Chizuru quickly shook her head. No, no. Um, I stayed up pretty late last night. Im just a little tired from that. Ill finish making copies of the document in a minute. Really? In that case Karasawa cupped his chin with one hand and continued as if in deep thought. What kept you up so late? I cant remember, but did you have a boyfriend? He was clearly trying to act casual about it, but that question was overly abrupt. Chizuru pretended to look behind the photocopier as if something had gotten stuck. A little part of her was fleeing from having to look directly at her supervisors face. I-Im not seeing anyone. I was watching some foreign dramas that I borrowed from a friend. Then I couldnt stop myself staying up watching them. I see. She could swear on it. Karasawa was visibly relieved. Chizuru, on the other hand, felt a little impatient, and blurted out: Um, so what should I do once Im finished with these? She had learned that it was best to talk about work when you needed to change the subject in these situations. Especially with men like Karasawa, who were actually capable at work, they were easily distracted. Ah, yes. There will be a conference in the afternoon in meeting room 1, so you should prepare for that. As always, set the chairs and documents, and water Chizuru quietly listened to his directions, nodding as she waited for the copies to finish printing. Once she saw that the last sheet had been rolled out of the machine, she quickly grabbed the stack of A4 documents and moved away from the corner where the photocopier and her supervisor stood. But he wasnt going to lose so easily, either. Not that it was a game. Ayase, I was just thinking. Karasawa was holding the original document that Chizuru had forgotten. Ahh, damn it. Chizuru cursed the configuration of the machine. Ive been thinking Why dont we have dinner some time? Its still early in the month, so there shouldnt be too much work to do, right? Chizuru had no choice but to get close to him in order to accept the document. She cautiously accepted it and answered. Thank you so much for the invitation. But, umI dont really do that kind of She did not continue. They were both grown adults, that should be all that was needed to get her point across. Karasawa put his now empty hands into his suit pockets and shrugged. Is there someone else? Thats not it no, yes, thats right. She gave a vague answer. Perhaps it would have been better to be blunter about it. But the truth was, Chizuru herself did not know how to explain her situation. No one would ever believe her if she told them the truth. She herself would sometimes wonder if it had all been a dream. Karasawa seemed to be trying his hardest to disguise his hurt expression. He nodded with a slight twitch around his lips. In other words, I have little chance He was a good person. She thought that he was a good person. But, she couldnt. Even though the man was from a world that Chizuru had started to wonder was all a dream, her heart was still bound to him. Not even just her heart, but her body. Im sorry There was nothing else she could say in answer. His face remained tight, and his mouth was pressed together to show that he was not satisfied, but at least he nodded back. And without further reply, he left Chizuru and returned to his desk. This had been the second time she had experienced something like this since her returnor was it? She was still unable to understand where she stood. She was still unable to shake off the feeling of anxiety that she did not belong in this world, in this life. She felt empty, sad and lonely. Her heart grew heavier and heavier. The next Saturday, Chizuru set off to a quiet cemetery on the outskirts of town, in order to visit the tombstone of her grandmother who had passed away a few months ago. After switching trains for half an hour, she walked through the unusually warm October sun. On the way, she bought some incense and flowers and soon arrived at the ash-colored tombstone that had Ayase Family Tomb carved onto it. Chizuru bent her knees and silently prayed with joined hands before raising her face. Grandmother, Im back. Of course, there was no reply. But whenever Chizuru would talk to her grandmother like this, she was able to taste a gentle sensation, as if she could return to how her heart was long ago. Her grandmother, Kazuyo, was her fathers mother. When Chizurus parents had died in a traffic accident, it was Kazuyo who had taken in the young Chizuru and raised her. She was her savior as well as her closest blood-relative. She was her mother, her grandmother, and her best friend. She was kind and gentle, but strong to the core. Chizuru had always looked up to her. Whenever Chizuru felt lost in life and could not find the answer, she would consider what her grandmother might have done, and followed that answer. She did so even in that other world. In Lukrovs world. Yesterday, I was asked out to dinner by this man named Karasawa. Hes quite handsome But I refused him. Chizuru smiled for no reason in particular. I was right to that, wasnt I? You would have done the same, wouldnt you? Her grandmother was also the one person in the world who knew about her secret summer during her last year of high school. Now that she was gone, the secret would be forgotten forever, with the exception of what remained within Chizuru. She stayed there in front of the tombstone for a while, telling her grandmother of things that werent really important. Then she finally returned by the path she had come and went home. The following Sunday was also her day off from work. Chizuru had it easy, as she was a contract worker and not a regular employee. Her residence was her own house, instead of a rented apartment, and she was not the type to waste money. As Chizuru had not accomplished anything during her summer vacation, she ultimately decided to start working instead of going to university. But these days, there were not many companies who would employ people who hadnt graduated from university, so Chizuru felt quite lucky that she was able to land in the position of a contract worker. Also, she felt as if somewhere deep inside, she had a wish to not get too deeply involved in this worldprobably. She had no idea how she could return, but she could not give up hope. It couldnt possibly just end this way. So yeah, I totally recommend them! It was hard to choose because there were so many, but I chose the books that I liked the most and brought them with me. Dont forget to return them when youre done. Ah, thanks But, I think thats too much. Well, I tried my hardest to keep the number down. But each book has there own appeal, you know. Western settings, Chinese settings, reincarnation, no reincarnation, the ones where they start as the underdog are especially satisfying. But then so are the ones where theyre immediately treated like a princess! Hmm, right. It was like listening to a foreign language that you only partially understood. Chizuru chimed in just to keep the conversation going. It was in the early afternoon, and Chizuru had asked Mai, her old friend from high school, to have lunch with her. As soon as they had settled in their seats, Mai had whispered about bringing what we spoke of and then pulled out a stack of more than ten books. In fact, when scheduling this lunch by phone, Mai had casually mentioned, an interest in novels about being summoned to other worlds. Not understanding what she meant, Chizuru had asked what that was, and was told that it was about an ordinary girl from Japan being taken to an unfamiliar fantasy world, and things happen. It was a recently popular genre in fiction. Chizuru had lost her voice when she heard this. In all honesty, she was never much of a reader. At best, she would occasionally read novels that had been adapted to film, best-selling thrillers that anyone else would read. But her heart started to beat faster when she heard Mai talk about these new books. When Chizuru had asked for further information, Mai readily offered to lend her the books, so they could talk about them together when she was finished. Chizuru accepted her offer. Which led to the current scene. The mountain of books on the table all had glittery illustrations on their covers, making them resemble comics. There were even a few that might require a little boldness to pick up. They were undoubtedly pretty, but Chizuru felt that she would probably hesitate if she were at a bookstore. Mai herself had said that she bought most of them online. It was really by chance. I borrowed one book from my cousin and became obsessed. I thought it would be more childish or for nerds, but once I started reading it, I realized that there are plenty that are quite decent. Now Im hooked. You should read them too, Chizu. I want to talk about them with someone! Mai began to look at the menu while Chizuru tried flipping through the pages of one of the books. She had not known there would be so many in this genre. Some of them had outlines that were rather shocking This is almost like What is it? Are you surprised? Mais face appeared from above the menu as she cocked her head to the side. Oh, nothing, no. Ill give it a go then. I think Ill be able to return them to you by next week. You dont need to rush. I have more, so you can borrow them whenever you want. Thanks. Im looking forward to it. It wasnt that she was expecting anything. She did not have any hope of one of these books showing her a way to return to Lukrov. And yet. And yet CH 2 Since Our Last Kiss C 2 Chizuru lay on the living room sofa as she finished the third volume by the light of the small table lamp. The pain had grown so strong in her that she finally closed her eyes. She placed the finished book on the floor as she faced the ceiling with her eyes still closed tightly. AhhI should not have borrowed these books if this was to be the result. I should not have read them. She regretted it now, but the weight that she felt on her chest was real, it was much too late to remove it now, but neither could she ignore it. There were five similar books still stacked on top of the table. These were stories about girls, much like herself, who had suddenly been sent to worlds that were very different from their everyday lives. And in those words, the girls would fall in love with someone. Her eyes had become tired from reading in the dim room, and she massaged them in an attempt to relieve them of stress. Part of it was also to hold back the tears that threatened to pour from her eyes. But when she slowly opened them, her vision was already distorted by tears. Lukrov Im sorry. Chizuru quietly whispered in the empty room, where no one would hear her. They were stories set far away, in places known as other worlds, and were about young men who fall in love and the girls they are united with. And no matter what obstacles appeared before them, in the end, they would find happiness as if it were the most normal thing. She herself had walked the same path up to a point. The difference for her was the ending. Chizurus eyes suddenly caught the alarm clock that stood on top of the tall cupboard. It was almost 9 pm. Today was a Wednesday. She thought of Mai then. Unlike Chizuru who had started working right after graduating high school, Mai was still in her first year of university. Of course, she had her classes, but she was not as restricted as most in society. She had plenty of time during the morning. She also attended from home, so she did not need to prepare breakfast. Chizuru stretched her hand out to grab her phone which lay next to the stack of books. She stared blankly at the screen for a while as she fought with something within her. And then she decided. Mai would have surely done the same if she were in her position. Chizuru pressed Mais number. Mais voice came on the other end before the third ring had finished. Hello? What is it Chizu? By the time it was a little past 9 pm, Mai and Chizuru were already sitting on the same carpet and facing each other. Mai had sounded quite sleepy at first, but she told her parents that she would be staying at Chizurus house. Now she was relaxing on the floor with one of Chizurus pillows hugged above her knees. Both of them had visited each others houses like this during high school, and so it was completely natural for them. On the other hand, Chizuru was sitting facing Mai with her legs folded to the side. Hey, Chizu. If theres something you want to say, hurry up and say it. Mai said as she pressed her chin against the pillow. Her tone was a mixture of worry and a desire to go to sleep. Youll feel better. You have a bad habit of overthinking things. Ill listen to whatever you have to say. Y-yes Of course, thats why I asked you to come here Chizuru looked quite nervous as she fidgeted with the hairs of the carpet at her feet. Indeed, she had called Mai over for the purpose of telling her everything. Even though it may have been because she had just finished reading one of the books, she had still had the resolve to do it. But she hadnt considered how she would bring it up. Chizuru stared hard at her fingertips for a while and thought. Well I dont think youll believe it. Youll think that there is something wrong with me, become annoyed, perhapsbut, youll listen, wont you? There was a slight tremble in Chizurus voice. Mai squashed her trademark baby face halfway into the pillow. What is it? Do you finally have a man now? Is that it? A man Actually, depending on your perspective, that was indeed what she wanted to talk about. Chizurus cheeks flushed a little and she nodded. Bingo! I knew that would be the case! I guess that really does happen earlier for people who work. Okay, so who is it? Someone at the company? Is he older than you? Mais face had now come out of the pillow and she excitedly fired question after question. N-no. Its different. Today Im um, this is not about the present. I want to tell you about something that happened a long time ago And A long time ago? Yes. Its not about anyone from work. It happened during high school. But there was never even a shadow of a man in your life during high school. Though there were plenty who wished. Mai seemed a little annoyed and slightly hurt. They had been close friends since that time, they had hardly ever hidden anything from each other. It was not too surprising that she would feel betrayed. Im sorry I never told you. But As Chizuru stumbled on her words, Mai seemed to have guessed at something as her face suddenly turned serious. I knew it. It was that summer vacation. Wasnt it? You made up that story about fighting with your grandmother and running to a relatives house. Ye-yes Chizuru Ayase and the third year summer vacation. It was a famous story. Chizuru, who was known for her looks and for being a model student had suddenly gone missing, then reappeared one month later. Chizuru had come up with the story with her grandmother and told everyone that they had fought over how she would spend the summer and ultimately went to a faraway relatives house. It was quite the forced coverup considering that this incident had even led to a police search. So there was a man involved. But, why did you go to such lengths to hide it? Was it an affair? Was he a scumbag? An affairno, no! It wasnt like that at all. Lukrov was very good to me. He was kind and I could never imagine that he would have an affair She said that much before stopping with an Ah. Rukurofu? Mais eyebrows furrowed. Was he a foreigner? A foreignerwell, he was not Japanese, butbut you wouldnt call him that either. Undocumented? Or was he part of an international crime syndicate? A terrorist? Is that why you kept it a secret? Woah, I had not imagined it would be anything like that. Mais imagination ran wild as her eyes bulged. Chizuru frantically shook her head. No! Calm down. I will tell it to you from the beginning, so just calm down a little and listen. Uh, okay. She answered in the affirmative, but Mai was still clearly over-excited. Chizuru glanced towards the stack of books that were on the floor. Summoned to Another World. Talking about her and Lukrovs story would be just as long and eventful, no, more so than any of those volumes. But, she had to tell it. To confirm what was in her heart, but also to quiet those feelings. She felt that she would have to tell everything. But more than anything, she wanted someone to hear it. I, I had gone to another world. It wasnt a different country, but a world in another dimension Just like in the books that you lent me, I had found myself in another world And there I met Lukrov. We fell in love, we adventured together, fought victoriously and saved the kingdom But then I came back. CH 3 Since Our Last Kiss C 3 By the time that Chizuru had finished her story, the clock showed that it was two oclock in the morning. And all of the noise from the surrounding buildings had died down. Woah Mai threw the pillow that she was hugging to the side. Her cheeks had become flushed with excitement. Her drowsiness had long since disappeared. Re-really? Are you sure it wasnt some strange dream you had because of the books you borrowed from me? Uhuh. Though, there are times that I wish that it really was just a dream. Chizuru answered with a sad smile. It was partly true and partly a lie. She had never thought that it would have been better if the time she spent with Lukrov was a dream. But since returning alone to this world like this, with her grandmother gone, and having to return to this normal life Like when she had someone like Karasawa in front of her. Those were the times that she felt things would be so much easier if it had all been a dream. After reading those books you lent me, I just didnt know what to do with myself. It made me feel like telling someone no matter what. Uh, huh. Im sorry that I kept this from you But I thought that you would never believe me. In fact, Mai still hadnt accepted Chizurus story as the truth. Her large, adorable eyes were blinking rapidly as she stared at her. Chizuru understood how she must feel, that was why she had kept this a secret for so long, in spite of them being best friends. No matter how pleasant something may appear in a novel, having that reality thrust before your eyes would show you the many hardships of the world. Having to accept all of that was neither pleasant nor dreamlike. Ill believe you I believe you Chizuru. I wouldnt believe it if it came from anyone else, but Ill believe it from you. When Mais voice finally broke the long silence, it had an uncertain ring to it, as if she were trying to convince herself. But she wasnt lying. Chizuru was relieved and gently patted Mai on the shoulder. Thank you. For listening. Come on, thats nothing to thank me for. Maybe not. But Im glad that you believe me. Oh, right. But It was as if there were too many things she wanted to say, too many questions to ask. Mai looked up at the ceiling and took her time as she chose her next words. This Lukrov guy. Im sure that he must have really loved you. I wonder what he has been doing since you disappeared. Chizuru felt her insides tense as she heard this innocent question. I dont know Maybe, he has already forgotten about me. Dont be stupid. Even you know that that is a lie. He, he wasnt a womanizer, but he attracted attention from them. And the women in that world were very beautiful. Perhaps he just saw me as an oddity and was humoring me. Even while she was there, there were times when such doubts entered her heart. With that said, Chizuru was treated well by not just Lukrov, but her other comrades. But what if that was only because of her calling? As for Lukrov What if his interest had sprouted from curiosity, and that had only grown into something that resembled love. She had been so important to him, that such thoughts would start to enter her mind. Because it was almost unreal. But perhaps the idea of trying to separate events that felt real or unreal in another world was a mistake. Thats not possible. Not that I actually saw anything, but Im sure you are wrong. You always talk about things too modestly. It makes me think that things were much more intense than you said. Mai rejected Chizurus uncertainty with finality. Um Well, that Thinking back. He wasnt called the Knight of Blaze for nothing. Normally, he was calm to the point of appearing cold, but when he entered the field, he would transform. Like a ravenous fire licking the drylands. His love was no different. Chizuru had seen him as a cold man with no interest in women, but then Youre probably right Several memories raced through her mind and Chizuru felt her cheeks flush. The temperature of her body had risen suddenly. While so far away, he was still able to have an effect on her. That was how intense he could be. I see, I see. Wow. Mai said as if guessing what she was thinking. Then she got up and sat right next to Chizuru. So, what do you want to do? Do you want him to stay a memory? Or do youwant to return? As she got closer, Chizuru could smell a scent from around Mais neck. It was the soap scented cologne that Mai had used since high school. A mild but sweet, nostalgic scent. Chizuru felt a sense of guilt and looked to the floor. I want to returnI think. Now that grandma has passed away, there is no reason left for me to stay Of course, I would be sad if I couldnt meet you anymore. There was a long silence before Mai mumbled, I see. Yeah, I know. I think that I would feel the same if I were you. It will be sad to not meet you or my family anymore, but But. But, that was what it meant to fall in love with someone. There were times when your love for someone held a greater power than anything else in the world. As a woman, Mai understood her feelings. Neither of them said anything else, but deep down, they understood each other. I guess the problem is how you are going to get back. When you heard that voice, was it in a specific place or situation? No, nothing like that. It was always sudden, like it just slid into my head. And its a womans voice? Uhh, you might hear it like that, but sometimes it sounded like a manas well. It was a very androgynous voice. You know, like those machines that change your voice through a microphone. It sounds a little unreal, and unnatural. Hmm The time was now past two oclock in the morning, but neither of them was tired. Chizuru was thinking back on the mysterious voice that had called her to the other world. It was the summer of her last year in high school. Three times she had heard this voice calling to her before she had actually gone. And one year ago, in the other world, she had again heard the voice. It had asked her if she wished to return. Return to her original world, where her grandmother had worried about her so much, that her heart disease had worsened. The voice told her that this was her only chance to return. Thinking about her grandmother, her own family, Chizuru had nodded her ascent without thinkingon that fateful day. She did not even have time to say goodbye to Lukrov. Since then, I have not heard that voice even once. But still, I cant help but feel that things wont end this way. But maybe it is just a wishful thought. But, But, she couldnt forget it. His sad eyes when last she saw him. She didnt want that as memory. That last kiss they shared that was so gentle. CH 4 Calling C 1 Mai ended up falling asleep on the mattress after a while, and so Chizuru lay down next to her and stared through the darkness at the small light bulb in the ceiling. The small two-room apartment appeared faintly in her vision. There was her bed, and while the room looked modern, there was a small table that doubled as a kotatsu. She had a tv and refrigerator as well. A calendar hung on the wall. All of these things were a part of her daily life. And yet, before she knew what was happening, all of these things began to feel foreign to her. Especially on nights like these, where memories of Lukrov would return to her. In that other world, the culture was something that would be called medieval back here. There was no electricity, no cars, no running water, and of course no methods of transmitting information such as television or the internet. The only thing they had was animal hide that was used like paper to write on. And many people could not even read. As was common in the western world during the middle ages, there was rank and class and knighthood. Lukrov himself had originated as the heir of a baron. War had made an orphan of him, and he had made himself a knight who could stand alone. And so when she had first met him, she saw a youth with eyes so sharp and a face so severe, that just touching him seemed like it would cut your skin. His hair was jet black, as were his eyes. His facial features were angular and while he had the overall appearance of a western man, his skin was quite tanned. His height How tall had he been? She did not even know if they had units for measuring a persons height there. But she thought that it must be close to 185 cm. A head taller the Chizuru. Thinking back now, she did not know his birthday, his blood type It made her realize just how full of information the modern world she lived in was. Things were much more primitive in the other world. When people loved each other, having each others bodies was enough. There was no ritual dating. Lukrov had accepted her, and she had shown him what she was capable of. A thrill had run through their core like electricityand it was the beginning of everything. She doubted that Lukrov had ever considered watching her from afar, or worried about being rejected. You are the one I chose. With those words alone, he swore eternal love. Like a wolf who has found his mate. And yet, there was comfort in the way he loved. Without shame or dishonor, an unending desire led by his soul and his instincts That kind of love. She was sure that in this world, at least in modern Japan, that being loved in that way and loving in turn, was not possible. The very way that people lived was too different. It was as obvious as anything. The sky was covered in a dark cloud on the following day. Mai had checked the weather report on her phone before leaving and said that there would be strong rain from the afternoon on. Chizuru put on a beige cardigan and a modest black skirt and white shirt before heading out to work, a little later than usual. Employees were allowed to dress casually. It was an open environment where men did not have to wear suits during the summer, but Chizuru did not pay as much attention to fashion as the other women who worked here. She felt that as long as you did not stray too far from what was current and kept yourself clean, then that was enough. She also felt no need to attract the opposite sex, and so she did the bare minimum in terms of makeup. And yet men like Karasawa, her superior, would still appear now and again. She was not always aware of it, but Chizuru did have the kind of pretty face that drew more attention than most. Her height was not too short and not too tall. Her body was slender and yet full where it mattered. To put it plainly, she was on the popular side. Chizuru made sure that the fold-up umbrella was inside of her bag as she rushed into her companies building. But just as she passed the automatic doors at the entrance, she felt a sudden sense of vertigo. (What?) Perhaps it was anemia from a lack of sleep. She felt dizzy as her head swayed to the side, then a numbing sensation shot up her limbs. Chizuru had always had low blood pressure, so these symptoms would occasionally appear during the morning. She had been so absorbed in her talk with Mai, that she had only gotten a few hours of sleep. That must have been the reason, she thought. However, when she managed to stand still and lean her head against the frame of the entrance, a sudden ringing pierced into her ears out of nowhere. There was something otherworldly about it. It existed only in Chizurus head, this sharp echo that merged with the bustling noises of the office building. (Was this) Chizurus heart pounded with undisguised excitement. She remembered this feeling. She remembered this sound (This, this!) Without thinking, she pressed her palms against her ears as she tried to calm her impatient breathing. And still, the familiar and mysterious sound continued to echo in her head. Not only that, but it seemed to be getting louder. It was so strong that she knew she could not be imagining it. At the same time, other employees and office workers who were coming in late saw her. They glanced with suspicious eyes as Chizuru stood there, but they left her alone. None of them could hear. Yes, she remembered it. It was like this the first time. After this sharp ringing, a voice would follow Chizuru Hey, Ayase!? The sound stopped. Just like a bubble that has abruptly burst. At the same time, someones hand was firmly on her shoulder, and Chizuru raised her head frantically. And then she saw that Karasawa was standing next to her, his eyebrows narrowed in an expression of concern. His head was tilted to the side as he peered into her face. Oh Chizuru breathed without thinking. What is it? Why are you standing here this morning? Does your head hurt? There was an exaggerated concern in his voice. A white shirt and gray necktie peeked out from his dark blue suit. The faint remnants of morning aftershave floated in the air. Chizuru felt herself being pulled back to reality. S-sorry. I uh, a friend slept over at my place last night. I didnt get much sleep Its just a slight headache. She hadnt lied. But she hadnt told the whole truth either. She straightened her posture and forced a smile. Karasawa stared at her as if considering whether or not he was satisfied by this explanation. But he finally shrugged in defeat. Do you want to go to the medical office? Uh, no. It is really just a mild headache. I have low blood pressure. It happens sometimes. Im fine now. If you think so Karasawas hand lightly touched her back as if pushing her. Well go up together. Dont faint on me, alright? Chizuru cringed when she felt the large hand on her back. But before she could move away from him, he had adeptly maneuvered her towards the elevator. There were many around them, and it was possible that he was genuinely concerned about her state. But still, Chizuru felt something warm when he touched her back. Something like affection or passion. The voice was long gone. The familiar chime of the elevator indicated that it had arrived, and the door opened. Chizuru and Karasawa entered the box as if being sucked into the crowd of people inside. At the moment before the doors closed, Chizuru looked over the other shoulders towards the entrance of the building, her stare was full of longing. What had that been, just now? It was just like the feeling she had had on the summer of last year. But it was so brief. Was this just her imagination playing tricks on her after the excitement of telling Mai her story? Or was it? CH 5 Calling - 2 Translator: Hello. This is Jawbrie from Tiger Translations. I have decided to split my site into two. So Josei related series will be hosted here from now on. Hopefully, this will mean faster releases. I hope you do not mind the initial inconvenience. Thank you and enjoy! It was a twelve story building, and the company that Chizuru worked for took up the entire eighth floor. When the electronic display showed an 8, Chizuru got off of the elevator as if she was being led by Karasawa. There was a frosted glass door at the entrance, and Karasawa opened it for her. Thank you. But I am fine now. Even if he was just being nice, she did not want any more of his attention. And so she thanked him after walking through the door and tried to move away. She could see that the other employees had arrived, and were going about their work. Several people whose desks were located near the entrance greeted them. Karasawa was quite popular, and as a female employee, she didnt want people to misunderstand their relationship by seeing them together. Chizuru quickly returned their greetings before rushing to her own desk. There was a stack of documents that needed to be sorted or copied on her desk. And it seemed that she would need to forget everything that happened and focus on her work, at least until lunchtime. Still, she could not forget the voice that she had heard. Chizuru sat in her chair as she pulled out her phone from her bag. She typed in a short message to Mai. --Thank you for visiting last night. I was glad that you listened. I dont know if I was hearing things, but I heard something that sounded like that voice just now. Am I just over excited What do you think?-- She looked at the clock and saw that Mais class would probably have already started, and yet she received a reply within minutes. --Really!? That might be some kind of omen! You heard it more than once the first time, didnt you? Maybe you will hear it again You better tell me if it happens again!-- Chizuru quickly typed in an affirmation and closed her phone. She could not help but sigh as she returned the phone to her bag. She would now concentrate on the work in front of her. If she didn''t, that excitement that was rising from deep within her would drive her crazy. Thankfully, Chizuru was a contract worker, which meant that most of her duties involved miscellaneous tasks that she could get through with machine-like movements. Normally this would have felt tedious to her, but she was grateful for it now. Carrying out orders without much thought allowed her head to cool down a little. (What it...what if I really could return?) She kept thinking about this as she typed into the computer. It had been a little over a year since Chizuru had returned to this world. During that time, she had to deal with matters related to the missing person search on top of taking care of her sick grandmother, that she didnt have time to worry about getting back. She still had to finish school, and it was no time to fall into a depression. Her grandmother had passed away shortly after graduation, and she had started working immediately after. The unfamiliar job had kept her busy for the first month or two It was only recently that she had begun to slowly think back on her memories with Lukrov and that world. But no matter how much she had hoped to return, she hadnt had much time to clearly imagine what would happen if that wish came true. Lukrov She had become close with many people during her year in that world. She would have called some of them her friends. But it was Lukrov alone, who she would abandon her own world to meet again. But, was he waiting for her? She had not even promised to return to him. They had only been together for one year. How long would he wait for her? He had loved her. And he was not the kind of man who would forget a woman who he had fallen in love with. But there was a good chance that he would be angry with her for disappearing without saying anything. She had not meant anything by it, but it would not be surprising if he felt that it was a betrayal. Hello, I have returned and am glad to see you. Lets continue to be together. It would likely not be so easy. In fact, there wasnt even a guarantee that she would be able to return straight to him. The first time, Lukrov and the others had found the shocked Chizuru when she had been suddenly thrust into their world. But this time? Unlike this world, there werent even any established home addresses. You could definitely not use phones to locate people. Even ordinary maps were difficult to find. Thinking about all of this now, she started to see that things would not immediately turn into a happy ending even if she could return. Of course, she had the resolve to pay whatever the price was. She did not balk at the idea of having to find him and do what was necessary to earn his forgiveness. But all of that could only happen if she returned. Suddenly, something that she had never considered before appeared in the back of her mind. Her hands paused above the keyboard. (A year and a few months...) That was how much time had passed since her return. (But, I had been in that world for one year, yet only a month had passed when I returned...that means...) Wait. Wait. Chizuru tried to stop herself as her mind began to calculate. But the answer came too quickly. If one month here equaled one year over there, and precisely one year and two months had passed, that meant that at least fourteen years had passed in that world. She had not kept a journal or counted the days, she was not even sure that one year in that world was also 365 days, but the seasons were similar, and the people had defined that time as a year. (Fourteen years?) And that was only if she could return right now. If she could return, but it took an additional month, that would mean that fifteen years had passed. Fifteen years. So many years for a person you had only spent one year with...a lover whose departure could only have seemed like a betrayal in his eyes. What man could stay devoted? Fifteen years was so long. During that time, he had been four years older than Chizuru. Twenty-two. That would make him thirty-six now. Considering that the world was similar to the middle ages, it would not be surprising for him to be married. She remembered that commoners were especially known to marry early and have children. She could leave everything in this world behind in order to return, only to find that Lukrov had married, had children. Chizuru could be nothing but a distant memory, whose sudden appearance would be a nuisance. That would not be strange. No, it was the most natural thing. However it was a world that was so different than hers, it was possible that this warping of time was just a coincidence. Perhaps it changed every time. But. Chizuru felt her eyes sting as she stared at the screen. Her fingers couldn''t move. (But...still...) If Chizuru did hear the voice again, she would answer. Even if it all ended with her seeing that Lukrov was happy with someone else, she wanted to apologize for leaving him without a word. Chizuru would throw herself back into that world, just for a chance to tell him. (Im such an idiot...) But, perhaps that was what love was. That was what it meant to love someone with your whole heart Her hands had not helped her much that day, and so when she was finally finished and thinking about going home, it was already dark outside. She hadnt been conscious of it at all, but it was also raining now. She looked around the office floor and saw that more than half of the people had gone home. "I finished up, so I am going home. Was there anything else you needed?" She asked one of her female superiors who sat a few desks away from her. The woman said that there wasnt anything in particular and kindly released Chizuru. Not only that, but she even thanked Chizuru for continuing to work later than the others. A lot of the employees here were quite young, and so it was an overall relaxed environment. She felt blessed. She was later than usual, but not so late that she worried about missing the last train, and so Chizuru slowly got her things together and left the office. The elevator was empty as she got in this time. When she reached the first floor, Chizuru pulled out the portable umbrella she kept in her bag and looked at the entrance. There she saw the back of a man who was pacing in front of the door, just barely out of range of the sensors of the automatic door. He looked out at the rain and shrugged. Karasawa? Chizuru called to him, and he swiftly turned around as if propelled by a spring. When his eyes caught her, his expression looked stunned and a little entranced as he took her in. She could have just said goodbye and walked passed him...but regardless of his motives, he had shown concern over her that morning, and it didnt feel right to abandon him. You dont have an umbrella? Ah...I was a little late this morning, and so I was in a rush. I forgot to bring one. Chizuru herself had been late in coming to work this morning. He had been down here with her, so he must have been later than usual. It was a five-minute walk from their building to the nearest station. They would pass through busy streets with lots of people, and there was a convenience store at the station where he could buy an umbrella. Chizuru weighed her good intentions with her own safety and decided that this was not too much to ask. This is quite small as it is a portable umbrella...but will you share it with me to the station? Karasawa looked surprised at this idea. There was a short pause before he answered. Ultimately, he gave a slight nod and said, That would be great. And he took a step closer to her. CH 6 Calling - 3 Taking a step outside proved that the rain was much harsher than it had appeared from behind the glass windows. However, the wind itself was not too bad, which meant that the rain would not hit you from the sides. When Chizuru opened the umbrella and gestured for Karasawa to move under it, he took the handle from her and carried it himself. Um, I can hold it "Oh, but I am much taller. I won''t be able to turn my neck if you hold it. So allow me." Indeed, Karasawa was on the tall side, and Chizuru was more on the average side. She would have to hold the umbrella quite high to avoid him having to lower his head. She felt that there was little point in being stubborn when this would be over in five minutes. And so she gave her consent, and they began to walk. The rainwater flowed over the asphalt roads, creating fantastical reflections of the neon city lights, which numerous cars busily drove over. The sidewalk was protected by a guard rail, as people flowed down to the station on their way back from work, holding their colorful umbrellas. This really was a world of convenience...Chizuru thought dully. Lukrov''s world, of course, did not have streets paved in asphalt. During the worst rainfalls, you could not walk without getting covered in mud up to your knees. They did not even have umbrellas, so you had the choice of either going out and getting wet or staying under a roof until it stopped. One time he Why are you laughing, Ayase? Uh. He suddenly asked, and Chizuru looked up in surprise. And then she realized that she had been chuckling over a memory. Her cheeks flushed. S-sorry. I just thought of something amusing. Is that right? Karasawa did not seem irritated by this, but Chizuru suddenly felt awkward. And she felt that she should change the subject. She knew that frantically running your mouth under these circumstances tended to have unfortunate results, but sometimes you couldnt stop it. Chizuru quickly scanned her surroundings for a topic to bring up. There was a small Italian restaurant with a sign a dozen meters away. Uh, that place over there has really great food. Its quite small, but the place is always packed during lunch hours. Oh? "It just happened to be empty recently, so I went inside. It''s very nice and" Hmm, I didnt know that. He said with interest as he looked through the menu that was written on the sign. Ayase, are you hungry? I really would like to eat right now. Uh, I, I dont really If she was honest, she was, in fact, hungry. She would have gladly succumbed to the lure of some delicious pasta and a salad, but she wanted to avoid the direction that she knew this was going, and so she lied. Ahh, so stupid. How could she talk about restaurants when they were on their way back from work? And so it was no surprise when Karasawa pointed this out. It is your fault for talking about food at this hour! Ill pay for you, so please indulge me. I cant enter an Italian restaurant alone. Lets just see if they have any empty tables. Bu-but, uh She wanted to object, but it was Karasawa who held the umbrella. And so when he changed direction, she had no choice but to follow him. Before she knew it, they were both standing in front of a building covered in white tiles. The first floor was the restaurant, the second was a beauty parlor and the third floor was a lawyer''s office with a stern-sounding name. A small and completely normal looking building. She squinted through the glass passed the droplets of rain, and saw that while more than half of the tables were occupied, that there were still some that were empty. Karasawa She began her final protest, but he had already started to open the door. The wet bell let out a dry ring at it opened. They immediately heard a cheery greeting echo from inside. Chizuru was the type of person who would feel bad about leaving after hearing that. Dont look so worried. Im not going to eat you. Im just hungry, and you liked this place. There just happened to be empty tables. So stick with me for a while. Karasawa smiled with this last push. Chizuru started to feel like it would be stupid to resist any further. Perhaps the inviting smell that came from inside had something to do with it. And so she followed him inside. Dark wooden tables and chairs lined the interior of the restaurant. The overall appearance of the place was unified in a relaxed, European taste. A single waitress in a black apron was busily moving from table to table. There were two recommendations that day, and Karasawa and Chizuru each picked one and returned the menu. The waitress also suggested some wine, but Chizuru politely declined. Karasawa did not object to this. When the waitress left them, they stayed silent for a while as they faced each other. I...am sorry that I forced you in here. And you only just rejected me recently. It was Karasawa who opened his mouth first as he folded his hands on the table. Chizuru stayed silent but shook her head as if to say that it was nothing. He smiled weakly but nodded as if relieved. They were silent again, but the place was so lively that it didnt bother them too much. Karasawa was looking at their surroundings. Places like this can be nice and relaxing. I only eat ramen or beef bowls when Im out alone, so this is quite refreshing for me. This time, he sounded much more casual and happy. Chizuru couldnt help but chuckle along. You eat ramen all alone? Of course. Being single can be lonely. And I dont have a girlfriend to make me lunch. There are many women in the company who would be interested. I know it. Is that right Karasawa had the kind of conflicted expression, as if he didnt know if he should laugh or feel depressed. He looked away from her. ...I suppose you arent one of them. It was a low mumble, like he was talking to himself. But Chizuru heard it clearly. If...if she had no memories of Lukrov, perhaps she would have been one of those women who wished for Karasawas attention. That was how appealing he was. But. I am sorry She said as she looked down. It was just as the waitress returned to bring them their cutlery. Its fine. I knew that already Im just acting a little stubborn. Im the one who should apologize. I wont bring this up again, so lets talk as normal colleagues. Chizuru slowly raised her head to see that he was smiling gently. The head manager and a contract worker are hardly colleagues. Ah, we are not that kind of company. We work in the same office and receive our salary from the same boss. Were colleagues. I used to be a contract worker myself. Is that true? And with that, the air of formality crumbled, and the two of them laughed. Perhaps it was because they had ordered the special, but their food also arrived early. And Chizuru was able to enjoy her dinner with a feeling of safety as she listened to Karasawas memories of joining the company. At some point, the conversation shifted to talk of Karasawas former girlfriend. It was when they had finished eating, and were drinking their coffee or tea. Surprisingly, he had only dated one woman up until now. And that relationship had naturally ended when they started working. "One day I couldn''t get in contact with her anymore. We were hardly meeting once work started. I suppose it couldn''t be helped" Karasawa said with a shrug. Chizuru was not sure what she should say. She wasn''t perplexed by what he was saying. He was only relaying an old story as if it were amusing. However, his reaction now had made her feel something. Like she had been stabbed in the heart. ...Can I...ask you something? Before she had time to really think, the question poured out of her mouth. Huh? If a woman that you loved, suddenly disappeared...what would you think? Were you angry, or sad or Karasawas eyes widened in surprise. He stared at her. He thought about it for a while, then answered slowly, as if carefully choosing his words. At first, yes I was dumbstruck. It didnt feel real to me. It was all a joke, and tomorrow, everything would return to normal as if nothing had ever happened. ... When the reality sank in and I understood the situation, I was angry for a long time I think. But that feeling didnt last. I was so lonely. It was more loneliness than sadness. Every word that Karasawa spoke seemed to stab through her chest. Karasawa and Lukrov were completely different in personality, the world they lived in and the way that they thought. But with a similar experience, the answer that one man gave her felt painfully real to Chizuru. Just thinking about how Lukrov might have felt the same made it difficult for her to breath. How long? Hm? How long, how long were you able to stay in love with her after you separated? It might have been because her face was so serious. Karawas shoulders became stiff and his mouth tightened. It could not be a fun memory to have to recall, but he looked at her and appeared to be trying to remember. And then. "...I promised not to talk about this anymore. But to be honest, I think that I was dragging this with me until I saw you. In other words, until I fell in love again." Chizuru barely remembered what they talked about after that. She had a vague memory of Karasawa acting as if his confession had not happened, and talking pleasantly about other things. But all of what was said had cleanly passed through one ear and gone out the other. As he had promised, he acted like a gentleman until the end. And when they finished, the two of them walked to the station together. The rain had died down a little now. He bought one of the few remaining umbrellas at the convenience store near the station, and they said goodbye and went their separate ways. She swayed alone on the train, arrived at her stop, left the ticket gate and opened her umbrella...and then it happened. Tears filled Chizurus eyes. (Until I fell in love again...) In the other world, where fifteen years might have already passed. Had Lukrov fallen in love again? In Chizurus mind, she saw his hand touch the cheek of a woman she did now know. His deep voice whispered softly into the womans ear. Her heart shouted in denial, and she tightly gripped the handle of her umbrella. The rain made it difficult to see, clouding her vision even further. --Just then. She was assaulted by a powerful ringing in her ears. Chizurus umbrella dropped to the ground. At the same time, she felt a wave of dizziness that made it hard to stand. The ringing wouldnt stop, no, it was getting louder. Her head throbbed with pain. It was just like this morning. It was the same sensation, the same mysterious sound that had led her to Lukrovs world, and had taken her from it. Take...me She pleaded with a trembling voice. Take me! Take me back to Lukrov! The passersby looked at her oddly as she seemed to talk to herself. But she didnt care. Chizu...ru From somewhere far away, she heard the voice. Her eyes filled with tears once again, but this time with a different emotion. Will you...return Will...you...save...him...this time I will! Let me! I will save the kingdom, the world, anything, but please take me back to Lukrov! She had a feeling that she would never get a chance again if she missed this one It was the same resolve she had when she had returned to her sick grandmother. However, unlike that time, there was no uncertainty. Her only regret was that she could not say anything to Mai before leaving her forever. But everything else meant nothing to her. Take me back! Yes. It was right after she shouted into the sky of a place unknown. Her vision suddenly filled with golden light, her body began to float...and just like that, she was swallowed up by light and became unconscious. CH 7 Encounter - 1 Chizuru felt the cold drops of water hit against her cheek. She scowled without thinking and shivered. When she inhaled, it was cold air that poured into her lungs as if to cleanse her. Her eyes remained tightly shut as her hand stretched out, searching for the blanket that should be warming her body. But the only things that her fingertips felt was the texture of her own damp clothing. ...Damp clothing? Cold air? Chizurus consciousness slowly drifted back to reality. That was right. She had been eating with Karasawa, and then returned alone to her station when the voice'' had rung in her ears. That was the dream. And And? (Dream?) Her heart began to beat loudly. Chizuru frantically opened her eyes. The sight that sprung into her vision was a forest-like place with trees that may have been cedar. The ground was covered in fallen, wet leaves of amber. Everything that was beyond a dozen meters ahead was shrouded in a thin, white mist. If this was not reality, it was the most beautiful and mystical scene. The sunlight that leaked from the forest roof swayed in the mist and shined like an aurora. Chizuru picked herself out of the bed of leaves and gulped. She stayed still for quite some time. The lively cries of wild birds were echoing like some far away siren. No matter how you saw it, this was not a common sight for modern Japan. This tranquility was not normal. Sometimes, she could hear the twittering of birds, but there was no man-made noise from cars and trains in this world. Coul it, could it, could it be Chizuru looked at her surroundings and tried to confirm the situation she was in. Her clothes...were the same as when she was in Japan. Though, they were quite damp after having soaked the dew from the leaves. Her bag and umbrella were now gone, and she had nothing on her but her clothes. Yes, it was just like how it was the last time in Lukrovs world (Ive...come back!) She had not met anyone yet and seen no real evidence of it, but Chizuru was sure of it. The chilly air that entered her lungs somehow felt nostalgic, and her heart began to race. Such delicious air could not be tasted in her old world. Chizuru remained sitting on the forest floor as she filled her chest with all the fresh air that she could. Ive come back. She did not know where she currently was, or where Lukrov was living, but she was in the same world, breathing the same air. Just thinking about it made her heart fill with emotion. However, she was not able to bask in that sensation for long. She was alone in a thick forest. Nothing would begin if she just sat there and thought. While the sun was still high, she did not know if it was morning or the afternoon. But she knew from experience that she would be surrounded by complete darkness when day turned into night, and so Chizuru decided that she must walk and try to find something. At least, it was clearly not winter. She did feel cold under her damp clothes, but not enough to freeze. Considering that the ground was covered in leaves, it would probably be autumn here. It had been October in Japan, and maybe it was the same season here as well. Chizuru felt a little calmer when she thought about this. What if only a year and several months had passed here as well? For now, Chizurus main goal was to look for someone that she could talk to. She wanted to confirm the exact date and also find an inn that she could spend the night at. The books that Mai had lent her often depicted inns and guest houses, but such useful establishments were hard to find in this world. It was likely that those books had envisioned a more advanced age. Here, spending the night outside of your home would often mean sleeping outside or sleeping in someone elses house. After walking for some time, she became anxious at the fact that her surroundings seemed to go on unchanged. She was thirsty, but there was no water to drink. And no food to ease her hunger. Along with being reminded of the conveniences of modern Japan, she was also thankful to Karasawa, for taking her to the restaurant to eat. Lukrov had taught her how to find edible nuts and mushrooms in the forest once. And so Chizuru tried to recall that knowledge as she pushed away the dead leaves and looked through the soil for food. Her memory was not the best, but she did manage to find some nuts that resembled walnuts. And she opened them with a rock and ate them gratefully. She was able to act like this so naturally because this was her second time here. Her throat was still dry, but she decided to keep walking once her stomach was satisfied. The ground was mostly flat but slanted a little downward, and Chizuru followed that direction. She felt that she was more likely to come upon a house that way That too was something that Lukrov had once told her. She walked, walked and walked. Then she walked even more until she finally heard something like the rushing of water from far away. Without thinking, Chizuru''s feet immediately started to move towards the sounds. It was faint, but she was sure that it was the sound of water. She entered an area where there was not only leaves, but grass that went up to her knees, and after a little more walking, discovered a brook. It was not even thirty centimeters deep and only about fifty centimeters wide, but it was beautifully clear and even smelled pleasant. Chizuru knelt down by the side of the river and checked that the water was not too cold before she scooped it up and drank it. It was cool, fragrant and gentle. The sensation of it moistening her parched throat was to die for, and Chizuru lost herself in the act of bringing the water to her lips. Her face and neck became wet as she did this, but it felt almost reviving after such a long walk and having her skin covered in sweat. Water. Oh, water! There was nothing else that supported and empowered life like this. Chizuru now felt this deeply. Her tired mind and every fiber of her being seemed to relax, and the tension and unease faded away. The worries and doubts that had filled her mind as she walked now left her, and she felt hopeful again. Everything would turn out alright. Chizuru sat down by the river for a while and rested. The rush of the clean water and the chirping of the birds who came to drink played softly in her ears. Before she knew it, she had closed her eyes again. And she allowed herself to fall asleep, meaning for it to be for only a short while. Chizuru felt her body swaying unnaturally, and she awoke. The swaying continued even after she was awake, and sometimes she would feel the impact of something shaking her entire body. Her hip and back hurt, and she felt a little sick. (My hip hurts...what is?) Feeling that something was wrong, she opened her eyes and saw the night sky. Chizuru realized then that she had slept until the sun went down. She cursed herself, but it was too late. The stars danced and filled the sky. And Ahh, young lady. You have awakened just in time. We are almost at my castle. Chizuru let out a short scream. A large, bear-like man was grinning at her from under the light of the moon. His expression seemed amused. His bushy hair was thick and grew down to his beard, and it smelled thickly of sweat. She did not know how old he was, but her overall impression was that he looked like Santa Clause had not taken a bath in over a year. Ah, I wouldnt do that if I were you, beautiful. I am not known for being patient. You dont want me to hurt you, do you? Wha Chizuru was breathing heavily now. She quickly scanned her surroundings and saw that she was on a horse with this bear of a man. Her body was wrapped in a filthy blanket, and she was gripped tightly so that she would not fall off, but the man''s appearance and manner were far from a gentleman or knight. It was dark aside from the light of the moon, and she could not see clearly. But she thought that she heard the sounds of several other horses running close by. Was he leading a group of men? Wh-what are you...going to do with me? While she felt pathetic, she could not help but feel fear, and her voice trembled. The man seemed to be enjoying her reaction. It was no surprise to her. He seemed like the kind of man who would find pleasure in tormenting women. He showed his yellowed teeth and roared with laughter. Youre a pretty one, and we have only men here. As starved as we are, what else would we do! Enraged, Chizuru immediately tried to escape from his grip, but his thick arms were sturdy, and would not let go. A guttural laugh came from his hairy mouth, and Chizuru felt extreme hatred for him. Le-let me go! That is what I would wish The bear of a man continued cheerfully. "...But you have dark hair and eyes, and a face that is not common around here. And your build is just right. Though, perhaps you are a little too young." "F-face?" "If that bastard scum is in a good mood, we may be able to make a little money off of you. And so there it is. You are our prisoner for now. We won''t touch you. But don''t expect to be treated like a princess either." Just then, the hoot of an owl came from somewhere. It was strangely loud. Chizuru pursed her lips as she shook with rage. She had never expected that she would fall straight back into Lukrovs arms, but she had not expected this either. That she would be captured by some unknown men and be handled like property. She tried to hold them back, but tears began to fill her eyes. "Bah, there is no reason to cry. That cold duke was once praised as a hero who saved the country. But now, he is only a shut-in who rules this countryside." What. Chizuru stopped breathing at those words. A hero...who saved the country? Who, who...is he? When...did this happen? The man raised his eyebrows in surprise at her string of questions. He had not expected her to be so interested. He scratched his rough beard and seemed to be thinking. It must be fourteen years ago now The people could not shut up about him then, but now he is practically disgraced. They call him the Black Assassin. Chizuru was lost for words. Fourteen years. So her calculations had been correct. And, the hero of the country. But why an Assassin? Turns out the hero who saved the kingdom was nothing more than a murderer and a monster, who was blinded by gold and women. They say that he killed hundreds as the kings hand. But he lives quietly in his mansion now The bear man said and roared with laughter. Chizuru could not understand what was so amusing to him. The hoot of an owl echoed once again, and Chizuru felt even more uneasy. CH 8 Encounter - 2 CH 9 Chapter 09 - ''Encounter Pt. 3'' The cries of the birds announced the presence of morning tickled her ears, the sun leaked out from the windows shines brightly into the room. Chizuru tried to lift her eyelids gently, the sun glaring straight to her face, it was so bright that she had to blink for a few times. The morning...... has come. The first morning since I came back to this world. She stretched out her body on the carpet, rolled over the blankets and stood up slowly, and Chizuru immediately looked around the small room. But on the bed, it was empty and Dorothy was nowhere to be seen. Instead, she heard a moving sound somewhere in the house, she carefully sniff around(?)and smelled the sweet aromas of food wafting from below. (T/N: It was written as ''עUФΤޤƤߤ'' so, it''s kinda weird when it was translated as "sharpen your nerves", so I changed it to something that makes sense with the situation. Please help and correct me if you have a better translations) Her body was honest as her stomach was growling from sniffing the sweet smells. Chizuru came near the closed doors and with a doubt she pushes the doors forward. Since the wooden doors were decayed and rotting, it creaked and opens up without any particular resistance. Oh, um...... Can I go out? Chizuru finally broke into silence and speak out. There is no answer. In other words, there were no any objection, so Chizuru went out of the room in fear because she was hungry. The dark mansion that she saw last night was now lit by the light that leaks into the window. To tell you the truth, Rodolgo''s mansion was horrendous. It looks terrible. It''s a little bit surprising to her since she''ve been saying that twice now. The building itself was made from stone, but the surface was rough and not polished properly, so many things were missing, even the floor and the walls are uneven. There''s really no purpose for the wooden doors to be attached to the room since the doors are rotting and falling apart. (Speaking of which...... Lukrov...... I was only told to do it, or I''ll be driven away by someone)(?) (T/N: I tried my best really TT_TT, but I''m not sure what this sentences mean author-san :( - "С륯ա⤷ʤˤ׷BơäƤäԤäƤä") Of course, she knows that there a lot of people living in this world is much more poor, but the fact somehow made Chizuru feel a little responsible. The mansion was not that large enough to wander around here and there, Chizuru could easily find the stairs to go down. When Chizuru showed up, Dorothy was drinking something that looked like a light gray soup on the wooden table. Dorothy looks up at Chizuru. You''re finally up Ah, Yes As I said last night, there''s hardly anything to eat here except for potatoes. There''s this in the kitchen, if you want it you''ll bring it yourself Dorothy said while holding the soup dish. From what Dorothy said and the sweet smells, it must be some sweet potato soup. It was a bit of a shock to Chizuru, who had been used to Japanese food. I will. Is there Rodolgo-san? He''s already eaten and went out the first thing in the morning. It takes three days from here to the Duke''s house on a horse Three days So to say, if you''re going back and forth, you''ll be able to meet the Duke, who may be Lukrov, at least six days later. Perhaps until then, she and Dorothy might have to live alone with this sweet potato soup. Chizuru sighed and went into the hallway which she thought would continue to the kitchen. And there was a small room that looks like a kitchen, of course there was no fridge, and there was a pile of potatoes with dirt on the stone worktops, and the iron pot was just hanging over the fire like a Kamado(!). Chizuru took the soup from the pot and put in into her wooden bowl and returned back to Dorothy. (T/N: For those who knows Kamado, yay good for you (/o_o)/ But for those who don''t know, Kamado is a traditional Japanese wood-or-charcoal-fueled cook stove.) Dorothy is silently sipping on her soup without raising her face when Chizuru returns. For the time being, Chizuru decided to follow her. Fortunately, there seems to be plenty of time. After taking a long time to finish her unexpectedly delicious food, Chizuru faced Dorothy. Um..... May I ask you a little? Chizuru asked, after she finishing her meal. Dorothy put the bowl on the desk in silence and turned towards Dorothy with her gloomy eyes. Even if Chizuru tries to run away now, she won''t follow her. It was such a dry gaze. About the Duke. According to Rodolgo-san, he was a national hero, but the king''s order has brought him to this area Such a thing Huh, are you worried? Dorothy''s face was distorted, there was a glimpse of her teeth between the gaps of her lips. Well~ That might be true Because you might be sold to that guy Will she be sold? It''s a very disturbed statement, but if she think about the price, will it be that kind of thing? As she breathed a sigh, Chizuru nodded at Dorothy''s words. Dorothy suddenly looked away from Chizuru and turned her gaze to see somewhere in the air. And began to speak in a slow tone. There used to be bad dragons in this country not very long ago. Do you know that Yes. It''s a dragon with black scales, with horrible sharp fangs and claws, and five heads. It''s a dragon that flew around in the middle of the night killing people Chizuru trembled, remembering the time when she had seen the huge beast before her. This world is slightly different from the world Sword and Magic, as in the book I borrowed from Mai. There was no so-called magic at all. It''s a medieval world, of course there are swords as weapons, but it''s not a magic sword. From the perspective of a person from modern era like Chizuru - the dubious traditions, customs and people were nothing but ordinary people. Neither animals nor plants are much different from the original world. The only exception was the beast......and there was a shrine maiden summoned from a different worlds to get rid of it. Chizuru. The evil dragon doesn''t belong to this world, it is said that the dragon could only be killed by the hands of humans from different worlds - Chizuru, who was protected by the knights such as Lukrov, struck the heart of the dragon with a sword and ended it all. However, Chizuku''s existence was a secret among the Knights and the king, and the evil dragon was supposed to be killed by Lukrov and the Knights. In fact, Chizuru was only reaching, and until then she was just being protected...... If you know that much, you know the rumors about the man who defeated the evil dragon Chizuru nodded. In other words, the duke was the result of this man. Although he was admired as a hero, he was dazzled by gold and women...... he kept his hands dirty resembling an assasin. Four or five years ago, I''ve had enough, I was tired and decided to retire to the countryside. I''m going to get the King''s rights to take control of this area. Dorothy raises her tone a little, It''s like a mouth-watering fee. He''s been doing pretty dirty stuff. Chizuru was lost for words, she stared into the wrinkles carved under Dorothy''s eyes. It is still unclear where and what the truth is. However, it seemed quite impossible for her to lie completely. Dorothy smiled brightly as she glanced back to Chizuru, who remained speechless. That''s not all. Only a few people know it, but he had a odd characteristics, and a woman with black hair, dark eyes and a slightly exotic face.... If you have this type of woman, you can go all over the country and will get you a lot of money..... She stared at Chizuru who look exactly like what she described. Dorothy let out a creepy laugh, hihihi (ҥҥ). Well, that type of woman is rare It''s like an angel. After settling down to the countryside, I seemed to have stopped looking for that woman..... But that Rodolgo fool found you and there was a bit of a tinge.... Maybe, the Duke might still pay the money. Chizuru''s life these past few days has been very monotonous. Despite how dark the rumors were, the duke was still likely to be Lukrov, so she couldn''t bring herself to run away..... she was just living quietly with Dorothy. Everday, it started a sweet potato soup, followed by a sweet potato soup for lunch, and then ended up with a sweet potato soup for dinner. In between, they''re digging potatoes in the fields behind the mansion. About three days later, Chizuru felt like as if she had an allergy to potatoes, but after four days, she don''t feel like that''s the case. She met the rest of the people in the village, but they were all equally impoverished old woman like Dorothy, or a man who seemed to be drinking from days to days, and they were not much to talk about. Perhaps the decent young mens from escaped from here. On the morning of the sixth day, the news arrived. I was surprised! The duke himself was coming with Rodolgo to see you! In response to the announcement carried by the herald(!), Dorothy let out a rare voice in excitement. (T/N: Herald - an official crier or messenger.) And she began to talk about Chizuru''s appearance which she never seemed to have a problem before. She''s bringing a a plain white and green dress that was washed from somewhere and put it on Chizuru, she also brushes her hair using a comb. Of course Chizuru was having difficulty with her high spirits. Maybe she can meet Lukrov from now on......! And that evening, the sun was setting and the sky was tainted with purple and orange, Rodolgo finally returned to the village with a fine-looking knight. Dorothy and Chizuru stood in front of the mansion, waiting for the arrivals of the two men who were swayed by the horses from across the horizon. Women! I''m back now! As he approached the mansion, Rodolgo raised his voice loudly, but the knight remained silent. The knight is wearing a chain and a silver armor from his head. His face can''t be seen in the shadows since it''s too dark to see. But...... Straight back. Broad and wide shoulder. Its tall figure that can be tell by riding on a horseback. Rodolgo continue to shout something, but it didn''t reach to Chizuru''s ears. It was the same for the knight, the two were locked up in a bond as they''re looking at each other''s eyes silently on the land where the sun was setting. CH 10 From the moment she stared at him, Chizuru had forgotten how to breathe. Well, Master. How is it? Shes the woman I told you about. She just needs to be polished with some nice clothes, then shell be beyond recognition. When Rodolgo get off from the horse and approached her, Chizurus throat was suffocating. She was breathing in haste, trying to keep her mind sane. Not yet.. Still cant see it. His silver helmet covered the knights head and half of his face, and as he got closer only the lines of his mouth and his jaw were visible. There was a stubble but it must have been the result from a few days worth of journey, all she can see was the shape of his lips but it was also blocked by the shadow of the sunset. But. But, she dont think it was somebody else. Even before she heard his voice, she felt that his baritone would tickle Chizurus ears nostalgically. Lukrov? Chizurus mouth was calling for his name without any warning(?). (T/N: It translated as without any permission, I though the sentence was kinda weird. Like, do we ever call someones name with permission though? XD So yeah I changed it to without any warning) Youre Lukrov, arent you? Do you remember? Me, Chizuru..? And then, she felt that the knights shoulder which had not been wavered until now was shaken. Before she knew it, Rodolgo came to her side and grabbed Chizurus arms violently and pushes her forward as if to brag about the prey he just freshly hunted. Now, are you going to pay? or youre not going to pay? If Master doesnt pay, Ill sell him to some other man. Rodolgo who said that he had no choice, still grabbed her arms and smiles defiantly. Even though its like being treated as an object rather than as a person, Chizuru was still fascinated by the knight in front of her. Take off your helmet and show me your face. Let me hear you. (T/N: I put it in a red colored font because most of the novels chapters are in third person point of view. It seems like thats her inner thoughts, so yeah.. thats why) Rodolgo and Dorothy were looking at them suspiciously, noticing the the knight who had been silent the whole time and the difference of the air between them. Chizuru also began to get nervous from the lengthy amount of silence. What if hes not Lukrov? Chizuru might be sold by a strange man who had an odd characteristics.. But after a few good minutes of immobility and silence, the man dressed as a knight finally moved his hand. Alright. He said in a low voice, and slipped his hand to her waist. Rodolgo tried to put himself on guard for a moment, right before he can take a decent stance, the knight had tossed down a leather bag before Rodolgo. The sound of precious metals falling to the ground was heard over the skin bag. Rodolgo and Dorothy who instantly changed their colors flocked over the skin bag. When the poor living clumsily opened their bag with their dirty hands, there were a lot of brilliant(dazzling) gold coins. Dorothy released an animal-like scream of joy. However, the tall knight didnt even cast a glance on them. He just stared at Chizuru. Chizuru also keeps looking at him like that. Are you coming or not Next to Rodolgo and Dorothy who were swarmed with gold coins on the ground, the knight were calling out to Chizuru who had been motionless ever since. Its as if Chizuru was given the right to choose. Chizuru nodded once without talking. This is Lukrovs voice, no doubt. A voice that is much sharper than it used to be, although it may have lost its youthfulness, but his low and calm voice remains the same. Seeing Chizurus affirmation, the knight slowly approached her while riding a horse, as he got closer, he vigorously lifted Chizurus body. Kya! Chizurus screams soon disappeared against the knights chest. The hardness of the armor is firmly pushed against Chizurus cheek It was a nostalgic feeling. Lukrov To overlap Chizurus muttering, the knight raised his voice firing up the horse as she held the reins tightly. The black horse turns around at an alarming speed and runs out to the point of sight following its masters life. Even though at first the horse shook violently, Chizuru didnt feel worried that she might fall. Because Chizuru is now in Lukrovs chest. Whether its two months, a year or even 14 years, theres just something that will not change no matter how much time passes. It was early when the veils of night(!) descended, and within less than an hour the sky had turned into a perfect starry sky. (T/N: Japanese is quite deep with their wordings. ҹΎ means veils of night) Perhaps he is familiar with this region, Lukrov continues to drive his horse straight without hesitation at all. After passing through the trees standing high in the sky like a gale, going down the hill and running for a short while, the forest are gradually clearing out. But at the same time, the night fog begins to cover the area and the horse began to slow down.. Lukrov doesnt want to overwork his horse, so they slowly stopped moving forward. Chizuru raises her face when the horse stops. Are you getting off. here? I heard it, but it was only the slightest nod to the extent that I might not know whether he had already answered. Even before then, he had been silent the whole time, and he didnt even take off his helmet. However, the arms that held Chizuru while on a horse was powerful and gentle that there was a little uneasiness. With his hand, Lukrov helped Chizuru got off from the horse with a vivid movement that she didnt believe he was wearing a heavy armor. Even though it was over the gloves, he was holding her hands with a nostalgic sensation and held her waist in a warm grip. As if to ignore gravity, she was lightly lowered onto the ground and Chizuru staggered slightly from the difference while on a horse. Lukrovs hand supports Chizuru firmly. Oh, thank you Even if she say thank you, Lukrov only replied with a slight nod. Lukrov, who left Chizuru standing up, tied the reins of the horse to the trunk of the tree and begin to level the ground with his feet. It was not the first time Chizuru saw what hes doing. Less than 15 minutes later, Lukrov collected dead trees and leaves on the leveled ground, and ignited a fire with his portable flint. She have so many things things to tell him, but it may not come out well. Both Lukrov and Chizuru were sitting near the fire for awhile without saying anything. Lukrov sat down using a nearby stone as a chair, while Chizuru sits on the ground in a seiza position(!). Even though there was a little wind, thanks to the gradually growing fire there was no cold, but the silence continues to send chills up to the spine. (T/N: Seiza C kneeling with the tops of the feet flat on the floor, and sitting on the soles. Can refer here if you want to see the picture.) The red burning bonfire illuminates the outline of a man who was once called The Knight of Inferno She thought that he might have lost some weight. However, the sturdy body, broad shoulder and his wide back that stretched firmly against his tall figure remains unchanged. And his strong gaze that were only looking at Chizuru. LukrovYou know, let me explain. As it became unbearable, Chizuru opened her mouth first. At that time I was told that my grandmother was very sick, I I went back to my original world. But its only been a little over a year over there For some reason, her voice trembled. As expected, Lukrov is a man who has been once described as the countrys best knight, and he has an overwhelming presence even if he is silent. In that sense, he was a very brave man who confesses to his mistake and apologize. Ive never forgotten you. A little while ago, when I heard a voice calling out to this world I want to go right away. And, because of that now, Ive returned.. Lukrov was still silent. He just stared at Chizuru under his helmet, and this time she couldnt get a small nod. Chizuru had to bite her lips to stop the tears from overflowing. Why Why dont you take off your helmet? Chizuru seems to heard Lukrov exhaling short sigh. Then, he slowly extended his hands to hold the back of his head, and then gently took off his helmet. First, she can see his dark black hair and Lukrovs handsome face appears in front of Chizurus eyes in the light of fire. Chizuru was smiling while spontaneously moved to tears. It is Lukrov. He was a lot more grim than the Lukrov she remembers, but there is no doubt about it. Black eyes that are likely to be swallowed, masculine jaw line with deep carved features, and strong willed lips. All of them. However the little wrinkles that wasnt there before are beginning to carve thinly near his eyes and mouth. And, there was a trace of a cut across his forehead and temples upon his right eyebrow. However, his expression was as cold as ice. Or, he seemed to be very angry. The cold, the heat and the temperature that was supposed to conflict with each other turned into an arrow and pierced Chizuru painfully. Lukrov I Why now? A low, sharp voice interrupted Chizuru. If she hadnt heard it wrong, Lukrovs voice was slightly trembling as Chizuru did. Huh? Why are you coming back now? Why now, to abandon someone for more than 14 years Are you coming back? Chizuru couldnt answer. Abandoned,More than 14 years,andNow. Chizurus heart was frozen, and her body didnt move as if she had lost the reason to breathe. CH 11 Chapter 11 C Cold Heart Pt. 2 Of course, its not like she was expecting it to be easy to love each other again as if nothing had happened. She was worried. She could taste depression. Even when she was in Japan, she was already worried that Lukrov might already have a wife and a child. Well she should have been prepared, but after seeing Lukrovs cold eyes in front of her and given her a word that seemed to be a rejection, Chizuru was plunged into darkness. Imsorry Its not about apologizing once or twice. Of course, she knows that. But now Chizuru couldnt find any other words to say. Even before Chizurus apology, Lukrov still looks at his former lover from a different world without moving his eyebrows. The only sound that resonated between the two of them was the crackling sound and the sparks ignited by the bonfire. She finally came back. Theyre alone at the distance that seems to be within reach, but even though they faced each other around the same fire, cant it be restored back? That sort of uneasiness was swirling inside Chizuru. The silence seemed to last forever, but after a while, Lukrov breaks the branch near him and tossed it into the firewood while slowly opened up his mouth. You..havent changed He muttered. Chizuru blinked several times because she couldnt tell whether he was talking to her for a moment or if she had just heard Lukrovs monologue. She felt that Lukrovs expression has softened just a little. Your skin, your face, your body, its no different when we got separated 14 years ago Chizuru quickly nodded at Lukrov, who added something like an exposition. Over there..In my world, Its been only a year and two months since then. Thats why I think it looks like that. I think my hair grows a little A year and two months Yeah..but, Lukrov hasnt changed either Lukrov once again tossed the dead branches into the fire, he turned his head from side to side and denied it. No, Ive changed. Ive changed more than you can imagine. There are no more heroes 14 years ago It was a firm way of saying there was no chance for her to object. But Chizuru, on the other hand, was relieved by his nostalgic way of speaking. because he always speaks so stubbornly. I am..not here looking for a hero When Chizuru murmured, Lukrov raised his eyebrows slightly. Then, who? You Me? Thats right. But, perhaps. Are you married? As if symbolizing Chizurus anxiety, from beyond the darkness came a sharp roar resembling the howling of wolves. The night sky is so clear and far away, but there is a depth where if you are off your guard, youll be completely sucked in. Yes, Chizuru has already come to a world that is completely different from the modern Japan. It is time, as Lukrov himself said, I dont know how to go home now. If Lukrov is already married, or if theres other woman he likes, it may happen without purpose. Because he dont have a solid mission like the last time. If she remember correctly, she feels like she have heard a voice saying Save him Married? With an overwhelming disgust in his eyes, Lukrov bluntly repeated Chizurus words Me? With whom? Well, with someone. If its been 14 years, surely you have met with someone I dont know What more can he say after this? The thought seemed to crush her heart, but it was even harder to voice it out. To stop Chizuru from becoming muddy, Lukrov shakes his head once more. Im not married, I dont intend to When surprised Chizuru raised her face Lukrov, with a more serious face was staring at her. Chizuru was suddenly nervous, feeling deceived she remained silent and turned her eyes into the flames burning between the two of them. You may think that hes not married is a good news. However, the phrase I dont intend to is not about loving other woman, but it felt like he was insinuating that he doesnt love Chizuru anymore.. The sparks of the fire dancing in the air hurt her eyes. You? How many men have you succeeded in seducing during that year and two months? Eh.. How many men have you embraced? How many men have touched your lips? Lukrovs tone was suddenly indifferent when he started asking the questions, but under the cold expression was overflowing with hot passion. Chizuru shook her head in a haste and stepped back a litte to escape from the overwhelming tension. NNobody As soon as Lukrov stood up with a violent pace, he stood in front of Chizuru, stepping across the blazing fire. LuLukrov.. Answer me! Really, nobody. Ahn~ Chizurus cry was suddenly swallowed by Lukrovs body. When she was pushed down to the ground, her head were held tightly by Lukrov. Right before she could even blink her eyes, her lips were devoured greedily. The primitive kiss was followed for a few more seconds, and when Lukrov finally lifted his lips, both of them were out of breath. Answer me..Who touched you Lukrovs voice seemed to tremble with anger. He grabbed her face with his large hands, and Chizurus throat felt so dry she cant speak well. No oneNo one touched me. Really Kyaaa! In a speed of lightning, her white and green medieval dress she had worn was ripped off on her chest area, he quickly drew his mouth and fiercely nibbled on her white skin, leaving a mark. His lips that emits a rough breath was crawling on her chest greedily. Chizurus body trembled from top to toe. WWait, Lukrov.Ahhh~ Chizurus vision turned pure white as he sucked hard on her breast. Without even listening, Lukrovs tongue caressed her skilfully and her back arched as Chizurus voice became more louder. But, of course, he wasnt satisfied with just that. Was there a man who touched this breasts? Ahh! Chizuru shrieked as his fingers are teasingly rubbing her other nipple. If she dont answer him quickly, Lukrov will surely do something much further. However, Chizuru wasnt able to talk properly due to his intense loving, and Lukrov, who cant get an answer will continue cornering Chizuru. Was there a man who touched this breasts! Lukrov yelled between his rough breaths. Chizuru shouted back in tears. No! No one, except you..Nobody! Suddenly, Lukrovs accusations about her chest stopped. With a rough breath, he covers up Chizuru and stares into her eyes. Chizuru was breathing as heavily as Lukrov. Thenhere? This time his tone was slightly softer, but, thats just because its unrelated to kindness. ! Lukrov inserted his fingers into Chizurus crotch. For Chizuru, this is her first time since a year and two months ago. But for Lukrov, despite his first time in 14 years, his hand seemed to remember exactly everything. He quickly found Chizurus sensitive part in the blink of an eye and strokes it gently. Have you been touched here? For a moment, it crossed Chizurus mind of what would happen if she were to answer Yes. The countrys best knight can also occasionally be the countrys best demon. Surely someone will see the blood. NnNhnn Here Did you let someone touch you His caresses were relentless, and it seemed as if he was deliberately trying to delay it in fear of hearing the answer from Chizuru. Her cum begins to wet her genitals, and the sound of her moans were overflowing. No one Nobody Theres no one, Lukrov In response to Chizurus appeal, Lukrov gazed into his lovers captivating appearance, and finally slow down only to urge her again with the answer. Nobody, No one. Only youYoure the only one, so believe me. Hah~ Hah~ between her interval breathing, Chizuru touched Lukrovs cheek with her trembling hands and said, I came back because I like you. I love you Chizurus confession didnt get a return from Lukrov. Or perhaps, that was the answer. Still, they embraced each others body under the starry sky that night twice. Chizuru realized again what kind of man Lukrov was. He can be an incredibly gentle lover or a formidable knight who makes you shudder just by getting near him. He doesnt allow betrayal and doesnt share a woman he loves with someone. He wouldnt forgive others so easily, and, Let alone, a former lover who betrayed him once especially. CH 12 Chapter 12 C Cold Hearted Pt. 3 Since she has chosen this path on her own, she cant complain even if she realizes how difficult the journey is. If she got lost or injured, it was her to blame. Thats the first thing she thought about the moment she woke up the next morning in Lukrovs embrace. It was her first time seeing the bonfires ashes vanished in the air leaving a smoky odor. The morning dew was absorbed by the ground and reflected a rainbow under the sunlight. Chizuru slowly raised her body with a squeak, looked around her surroundings and began to scream briefly. Lukrov was staring at her with his piercing sharp eyes from a few meters away. Leaning against a tree in an appearance as if hes already prepared to go on a journey, while carrying a helmet on his other arm; he was dressed in an armor that she should have thrown off last night. His expression was somber enough to be called gloomy, and he gave off a dreadful appearance that made her frightened unintentionally. G-Good Morning Lukrov Chizuru managed to greet him, but he didnt reply as expected. The forest exposed by the morning sun felt so much better than in the darkness of the night, and the cedar tree were tall enough that she couldnt even see the tip ending in any moment even if she were to look up. Instead, there were some orange-colored fruits standing close to the trees, giving a colorful atmosphere. The morning scenery was refreshing, except for Lukrov who gave off a solemn mood. She can even hear the birds chirping somewhere. For the time being, Chizuru corrected her posture and tried to main as much dignity as possible by stroking the front of her torn off dress on the chest area. However, there were only to a certain extent of her parts that was acceptable to conceal right after being torn off flashily, Chizuru turned crimson and gnawed on her lips tightly as she had no choice but to sit down. Lukrov continued to stare at Chizuru and observes her, but after a short while he threw a cluster of white cloth in front of Chizuru. Put this on Chizuru unfold the cloth in front of her timidly, it was very similar to a shirt. It was a two piece cloth sewed together so that the neck and both arms would come out, but this is common in this world. Chizuru meekly muttered Thank You and put on the simple shirt over her torn off dress. For the time being, Chizuru stood up and reaffirmed her surroundings after returning to a state where she could maintain her dignity as a person. Like Lukrov, the horse tied to the nearby tree seems to be already ready for the journey.. Are you going? In response to Chizurus question, Lukrov nodded silently. ErrrI-I thought youd take meIs that okay? Regarding this question, Lukrov answered with frightful wrinkles between his eyebrows. Are you sure you want to go with me An angry voice that springs from the bottom of hell was emitted from the strong knight with a handsome face. The silver helmet he was holding on his arm, and a long sword that sways on the hip. If you are an ordinary woman born and raised in the modern Japan, youll definitely tremble. Even Chizuru is no exception. I-I want to go. Id like to go But, thatI already had sexMaybe Ill be abandoned The wrinkles between Lukrovs eyebrows have intensified listening to Chizurus flustered explanation. Supposing if such thing was possible. Sex? Its about sex Why would I abandon you for that reason? Lukrovs lips slanted sarcastically. That should be your specialty As Chizuru couldnt find the words to retort, she could only suppress her emotions. For the time being, she might not longer have any fear of being abandoned, but at the same time, he doesnt trust Chizuru at all as it seemed like he was transmitting an intense sensation that is similar to hatred. While he was preparing for the journey, he stared at her with a stern look, is it because he doubted that Chizuru wouldnt stay? If so, then why? He no longer loves Chizuru As he can sense the numerous doubts floating in her eyes, Lukrov stopped leaning against the tree, moved away his body and took one step forward. Before I take you back to my mansion; let me clarify a few things In a business-like tone with a mix of warning, Chizuru had no choice but to nod as she waited nervously for his next phrase. I paid a large amount of gold to take you in Theres one thing I want to ask, do you really want to stay in that filthy village for a long time? N-Never So, at least I saved you from a poor village. Ill let you live a good life in the mansion. Also, assign you a court lady But But? It was absolutely compassion. Its only righteous for a knight to not forsake an old acquaintance buried in a potato field An old acquaintance. She thought there was a poisonous arrow pierced into her chest. Chizuru firmly pursed her lips and breathe quietly. Lukrov continued to remark while quietly await for her reaction. You will stay in my mansion for a while. If you want to leave after that, you can do as you like. It would be helpful to give a few words this time Lukrovs eyes were dark from Chizurus point of view. It feels entirely like she was being challenged. No, its not like that. Perhaps, its probably because Lukrov was trying to make sure of Chizuru. Chizuru takes a breath, straightened her back and confronted the knight. I will not leave, at least not until you try to force me out Is that so Lukrov snorts mockingly. For you Ill remain here unless Ive become a hindrance to you. Ill never leave you When Chizuru retorted, the two of them are staring at each other. Hes looking at Chizurus tiny body and hair, as if making sure every single detail about her is still the same. Chizuru gazed at Lukrov the same way as he did. Seeing Lukrov reflected under the sun certainly feels like 14 years has passed. The glossy black hair that just started to mix with a little bit of white, the youthful skin tinged with a slight redness has lost its springiness, and grew into a face of a dignified adult man. If some of the rumors she heard from Dorothy were true, then the last 14 years he had encountered would have been full with hardships and difficulties. Even if his past is like that, it seemed to be loved by Chizuru. If she can recall, when they first met; Lukurov didnt knelt down in front of Chizuru so easily. The reason is that, during her stay for a year; nearly half of it was Chizuru harboring unrequited love for Lukrov. At least Chizuru thought so. So, dont give up. And lets clarify one more thing, Chizuru Chizurus heart was pounding as he suddenly calls out her name. However, Lukrov turned his back towards Chizuru and started to move forward towards the horse. Over his back, Lukrov told her I dont love you anymore Stop expecting any emotions from me And, the silver helmet he held earlier was now slowly covering his head. Even though she tried to put up with it, a quick stream of tears shed on Chizurus cheek. However, Chizuru wiped it off with the back of her hand before she was aggravated by Lukrov. My heart is already decided. Im prepared. Never give up. I know Chizuru answered. I know, dont worry The two began their journey, straddled on the horse together, just like last night. Lukrov held the reins and Chizuru was holding a cloth in front of her due to the previous love making. Even though they are so close, their hearts are far apart. However, after moving forward towards the forest for a short while, Lukrov was heard sighing and muttering briefly after being silence for a long time. No, you dont know anything. Nothing CH 13 The journey to get to the castle took another two days, meanwhile Chizuru was learning a lot about the present-day Lukrov. One of the things were that Lukrov certainly did receive the status of Duke from the King four years ago, and is living as a ruler of this area at the eastern end of the country. He has no wives and is single, and has no intention of changing the current situation. He hasn''t been in contact with his companions, the ones that defetead the dragon with him and chizuru, with the exception of one person, he is no longer interacting with anyone else. "Leon is the only one that still comes to my house every year. If he knows that you''re in the mansion, he will would get on his way to meet you right now." He explained about the red-haired, large, and bright knight. And about the few others, nostalgic friends who she would like to meet again if possible, Lukrov refused to explain about them. Perhaps there wasn''t much good news based on his outstretched tone and cold look ... so Chizuru stopped asking any more questions. Fourteen years. What happened to him and to them? Did Chizuru''s disappearance cast a dark shadow on them? Is that why Lukrov still looks to be in so much pain when he looks at Chizuru ... When the castle town approached, Chizuru was able to feel the liveliness from a distance without having to be told what it was. As soon as they passed through a peaceful country town with small houses with farms, passing the roads that were paved with stone pavements, you would could come across cheerful streets lined with shops-like eaves and craftsmen''s workshops. . "Duke, Lukrov! Good luck to you!" Quite a few townspeople happily greeted them as they watched Lukrov on the horse pass through the street. Some even give Lukrov some sort of fruit or piece of meat that might be for sale, or some local confectionery. And some courageous individuals asked about Chizuru, who is comfortably sitting in front of Lukrov. "Who is that beautiful woman?" Lukrov''s reply was always the same. "She''s an old acquaintance. who will stay in the castle as a guest for a while. When you see her in the city, treat her with the respect she deserves." Before he knew, Lukrov had stopped using the word "castle" to refer to his residence. Of course, since he is a duke, it may not be a small building like the potato house of Rodolgo, but a building with dignity corresponding to its master, but Chizuru''s imagination inevitably expanded. When the horse, carrying the two people, passed through the castle town, the peaceful road surrounded by greenery continued for a while, gently curving, and ... it appeared, that which towered over the horizon ... after all, it was the castle. "that?" Lukruv nods to Chizuru, who was distracted by the view. "It''s big, just because it''s in the frontier. But its not that grand." Chizuru carefully looked into the huge stone building that might be called a fortress. The surrounding area is covered with defensive walls. In some places of the castle there are towers for shooting arrows against foreign enemies. And one could see the security guards patrolling on the walls of the huge structure. Is the castle the outer wall close to the original Gothic architecture in chizuru''s original world. It is made of earthy stone and is wide, with a number of pointed roofs. Lookout towers were installed in two places, the front and the back. As the horse carrying Chizuru and Luklov approached the castle wall, the guards standing on either side of the gate opened the door. The castle gate makes a heavy sound as it slowly opens. The gate is so heavy that once you enter it, you might never be able to leave it again. The flag of the Duke is shining above the gate. On the velvety black background, a dreadful dragon embroidery was made with red thread. When you entered the castle wall, the actual building was 100 meters away from the wall, and the training grounds for knights spread out so that both sides could be solidified. The knights in armor were training by fighting with their swords, but when they noticed Lukrov, they all took off their helmets and knelt down. "Continue training. I will come down after a while. Prepare a sword for me to train." At the command of Lukrov, the knights raised their reddish faces and were rousing with excitement. ''I remember.. How strong and beautiful Lukrov''s sword movement was. Lukelov''s sword, which was so strong that it overwhelms everything in the world, was a sacred technique that would be fascinating even if it was just as training exercise. "Even now ... you fight?" When Chizuru asked, Lukruv showed a face of a person that didn''t understand. "I don''t want my body and arms to rust so I train, there aren''t that many big fights around here ... but sometimes it''s needed." After asking, Chizuru realized that she had a weak feeling. They are knights. And the times were the same as in the Middle Ages ... No matter how much evil dragons perished and peace came, the battle for territory and power was done using a sword. Unless killed by fishermen or farmers, they will not let go of their swords until they die. It''s such a difficult world to live in, so his fourteen years may have been much longer than what Chizuru thinks. When she thought so, her chest hurt again. When one enters the place, what comes to view seems to be a large, elegant hall spread out. Anyway, the ceiling is high, and in Japan, the wall continues to the position where the second floor is.. How do you get warm in winter? A large tapestry decorated part of the wall, with a long wooden desk in the center. It''s clean and wide, but is it a bit different from the luxury normal nobles had? T/N I don''t understand the first part of the sentence Sowy =(. Some boys with a subordinate attitude are running around energetically, and maids holding cloths and dishes to clean between them are busy. And again, as when they where in the training ground, every person looked towards the floor when they were near Lukrov and bowed their head. "Call Arde here" T/N see epilogue/ chapter arde is the maid/ attendant that was with chizuru in her first trip. Remember the one that was looking at them having xxx in the tent? That was Arde. Said Lukruv, stopping and ordering one of the maids. "Arde? Is that ... Arde?" Chizuru, who was walking beside him after being taken by Luklov, was so surprised that she stopped moving. Arde is a girl who helped Chizuru during her last stay, and at the end of the day she was a close friend of her, they were like sisters. shee was one of several other people chizuru wanted to meet again, besides Lukrov. With a slight nod, Lukrov affirmed. When Chizuru tried to speak again a blonde woman had come out of the doorway and shouted in in a joyous tone. "Chizuru-sama! Well! Isn''t it Chizuru-sama!" The blonde woman rushed up and ran towards them she was so happy that it looked like she was dancing in front of Chizuru and Lukrov. "A, Arde ... is it you?" To her surprise, Chizuru''s voice seemed to show that she stunned. Arde at that time was just 14 or 15 years old, and was just a pretty girl with freckles on her skin.But now in front of her there is a tall, sophisticated, adult woman. Wearing the clothes of a maid and wearing a white scarf on her head, her vives makes her look very beautiful. Arde filled her blue eyes with tears and nodded with a laughing expression. "No way ... I alway wondered if this day would really will come ... Ah, Lord Lukrov, Lady Chizuru, it was worth waiting. It''s been so long ... Oh!" Chizuru lost her words due to the joy and the embarrassment. One year and two months for Chizuru. Fourteen years for them. Arde took out something like a handkerchief from her waist and continued, wiping her tears. "You have not changed mistress Chizuru, I thought it was a dream. This time Chizuru seemed to cry and laugh. "In my world, only a year and a half passed. Arde you became very beautiful. I didn''t recognize you immediately." As Arde slowly stood up, the two women held hands and smiled. "One year? Well, that''s ..." "I didn''t think there was Arde here. Maybe you''ve been with Lukrov ever since?" When Chizuru asked, Arde turned her surprised face towards Lukrov instead of answering. "You didn''t explain to Chizuru?" "eh" Chizuru settled as the whole body felt cold from the tip of his foot. No way ... Arde, who has grown beautifully, now seems to be in balance with Lukrov even in age. She wasn''t particularly under Lukrov''s control that she had been with him for 14 years ... what a ... no wonder ... Chizuru turn to look at Lukrov, but he had only the deep wrinkles between his eyes that she was already familiar with, and the rest was his cold and expressionless expression. Only Arde is confused and looking at them alternately. "There''s nothing more to explain now ... Arde, don''t say anything, show Chizuru to the room." "... Yes. Is that all right in the room?" Luklov, staring at Chizuru with a painful face, as if he had several needles on his skin, looked at them and then turned his back. "There is no other room that can be prepared immediately. Chizuru never regretted that she had returned to her original world so much until this moment arrived. CH 14 The Castle of stone --2 "Chizuru-sama?" Arde spoke quietly to Chizuru, who was staring at Luklov''s back as if stunned, she was unable to respond properly. Her head becomes blank and her feet become unstable. If Lukrov had a mistress, it was a matter of course, and Chizuru wouldn''t even have the right to be hurt this way. However, Chizuru was actually hurt, and it was difficult to return an amiable smile to Arde, who may be in love with Lukrov, no matter how old she was. "Chizuru, I''ll take you to your room. Oh, there are so many things to talk about, and where should I start?" Guided by Arde, following her, Chizuru began to walk in a castle in a state of apathy. Sure enough, the inside of Lukrov''s castle was quite large, and it seemed easy to get lost without guidance. But Arde was such a great guide that made it clear that she seemed to be familiar with the place, She led Chizuru while adding explanations about the place. As she walked through the corridor, climbed a long staircase, and came to the door on the second floor with a very beautiful iron decoration, Arde smiled and said, "It''s here." "here?" "This is Chizuru-sama''s room. Most of it is ready. Please open it." For a moment, she hesitated, but Chizuru slowly stepped forward and pushed the door. And took a big breath. A small room was viewed, it had a wooden four-poster bed covered with elaborately embroidered cloth, a strikingly vivid and beautiful carpet, and prepared sophisticated furnishings, and it was clean. There was a fragrance of a fresh like herb. ''The size of the room is not so big, but I don''t think it''s just a guest room ... I felt that there was special meaning to this space.'' thought Chizuru Chizuru walked into the room for a few steps and looked back at Arde, standing outside the door, smiling. "Did you like it?" Chizuru could only nod. She was wondering if she would be thrown into a lonely room somewhere far away. Next to the bed there are small cabinets with drawers. Even the flowers are adorned, and the soft sun is shining through a small window that seems to be used for daylight. Arde, who does not break her smile, slowly entered the room. "I''ve been taking care of this room for a long time. Lukurov, said to be sure to keep it clean every day.After all ... " Saying that, Arde squinted with deep emotion. "Is this your room Arde?" "No way," Arde laughed out loud. "No one has stayed here yet. Four years ago, after receiving this castle from the King, Mr. Lukrov prepared this room and I have been in charge of it ever since." ''I don''t understand more and more things.'' Preparing such a clean room and keeping it unattended for a long time was a less efficient way of thinking, one unlikely of Lukrov. Moreover, this place is on the second floor of the main tower, which is thought to have a series of important rooms. ''Perhaps Ruklov''s own room is not too far away.'' Arde stood in front of Chizuru and looked down at her former mistress with a perplexed look. In the old days, Arde was smaller and slender than Chizuru, but now Arde is a few centimeters taller and has a richer body. "Lukrov said that I shouldn''t say anything extra ..." Arde continued, after seeing if anyone was around. "Lucklov never professed what this room was for. Even to me, who is in charge of it. I believe that the new servants, who are unaware of its purpose think that it is for his wife who will someday greet him. I don''t doubt, but I understand. " The confident voice of Arde gently whispered to Chizuru''s ears. "Lukrov was waiting for Chizuru ... I''m sure." Chizuru was stuck and didn''t know what to say so she pressed her lips. ''Arde doesn''t know yet. Lukrov has already declared that he does not love me, and that he declared that it is only his duty as a knight to help Chizuru.'' "Arde is Lukrov''s ... as his mistress?" Although the suspisions she had have almost gone away thanks to what Arde told her about the room eing for Lukruv''s future wife. Chizuru had to ask. In response Arde opened her ayes wide and started laughing out loud. "No way! Chizuru-sama, I''m already married. I even have one daughter." According to what she said, Arde has long served Lukrov, but he hardly returned to his mansion until he settled in the castle. Meanwhile, Arde fell in love with one of his followers, got married, and had a daughter who will be six years old this year. In this castle, she was given a room in the section where the servants were staying, and there are three families living there. That was her relatioship with Lukrov. "For a long time, there were bad rumors about Lord Lukrov. Did you know?" "Yeah ... I heard about assassins and about being the king''s minion." "We are just servants, we just serve silently. I don''t really know anything. As I said, until Lukelov settled down in this castle, Mr. Lukrov hardly returned home. But Mr. Luklov, the ruler of this area, and he is very calm and is loved by the people. Did you see the castle town? " Chizuru nodded, remembering the faces of the townspeople who greeted Luklov in a bright but respectful manner. The same applies to the servants in the castle. ''He is so respected that I can''t think of him as being a black assassin, or the minion of a king, being crazy about money and woman.'' "I can''t say anymore... I shouldn''t say anything else. Please ask Mr. Lukrov directly to know more." "But if I had asked for the opportunity to talk, he would have gone somewhere and wouldn''t want to see me anymore." "Oh dear" Arde shouted. "I haven''t told you yet. " Then the blond servant smiled with a smile as she pointed to the elongated wooden inner door in the corner of the room. "The door over there is connected to Lukrov''s room. It doesn''t even have a key." When Chuzuru was about to cry out, the two women turned around as they heard a manly voice coming from the entrance to the room. "Lukrov " Lukruv, wearing his training clothes, leans against the stone frame at the entrance and folds his arms while giving Chizuru a cold line of sight. The expression was gloomy, and it felt somehow sad, so Chizuru stood back and glanced into his shadowy face. "You can go down, Arde. When the dinner is ready, come call for Chizuru." Arde bowed her head and obediently obeyed the master''s words. Then, on the way back, she murmured something to Chizuru and left. The room in which Lukrov and Chizuru were alone was immediately swallowed in silenced. CH 15 The castle of stone --3 ''No matter how much lukruv frowns there is no doubt, he is still handsome. After seeing him again, I''ve only seen this kind of difficult expression, but when I saw him in the past, he was incredibly kind, calm, and a little cute. '' While pulling away such sweet memories ... Chizuru thought about the hidden 14 years of Lukrov. It might be rude to see him smiling in the past, but this is what gaves her the courage to see him in the present. Thinking about the past Chizuru managed to stand straight even when she received a cold glance from Lukrov. "Really ... Is it okay if I stay in this room? If you don''t like it, it''s okay I to go further away from you and to another room." Lukrov shook his head silently. Perhaps it means don''t worry. Chizuru managed to smile just a little. "It''s a clean room. That''s ... I''ll use it with care. I watch out so that I don''t stain a nice carpet." "I don''t care about that." To put it plainly, Lukrov entered the room, and is leaning on the stone frame. He the passes through Chizuru carefully so that he won''t make eye contact, stops in front of the bed, and sits down on the gorgeous embroidered sheets. "You are staying here?" With a dry voice, a short, monotonous question was posed, and Chizuru nodds as a form answer. "Are you okay here? Did you understand that the inner door was connected to my room?" Lukrov muffled his chin and showed the example inner door. Unlike ordinary doors that separate the room from the corridor, this inner door is narrow and minimally decorated. There is no key. In other words ... it''s just a decoration. "Lukrov will always be there, behind that door." "I ... I came back to this world because I wanted to see you Luklov. If I can stay here, there is no better place." Lukrov turned his challenging eyes on Chizuru, who responded modestly but clearly. A glorious line of sight, as if he didn''t believe in Chizuru''s words, making her narrow her shoulders. "Of course, I know that you no longer like me. Don''t worry, I won''t do any weird coercion and I won''t ruin the place by acting like that just because I''m an old lover. Chizuru cut off the words and wondered how best to convey them. The answer is not simple: a few seconds of silence separates them. "... I wanted to apologize to you. I''m sorry I broke up without saying anything at that time. I know that such a line is not enough, but but" But what is it? Chizuru couldn''t find what else to say. ''But does he want repentance? But if you can, please forgive me? I feel that you are all different.'' "But I''m sorry ..." Chizuru whispered in a trembling voice while bowing his head. That was what she was doing right now. For a while there was no answer from Lukrov. Like if he doesn''t know how to answer the gleaming apology. Then, as if Chizuru''s thought had been heard, Ruklov stood up and stood in front of her as he stood up and moved forward. The body is so big and strong that you it wrappes her with strength, and gives off a heavy pressure like a giant. Many would tremble and run away in front of such Lukrov. Lukrov scooped Chizuru''s chin with one hand and turned it upwards. "I don''t want an apology" A completely warm smile crossed Lukrov''s neat face. "Neither a confession nor a justification. There is only one reason I put you here." Suddenly Chizuru gasps as her mouth is blocked by a brutal strong kiss. Regardless of that, Lukrov continued to kiss Chizuru, and with his free arm, he pulled her body towars him. "!" Chizuru sighed as the bulging knight''s hot rod, which she could even feel over his clothes, was pressed against her abdomen. "Ah" The core of the body, which has been thrilled in the past many expiriences made her remember the pleasure. Soon she becomes so hot that it seems like she will melt. Chizuru becomes embarrased, her cheeks turns red and tries to separate from him but Lukruv holds her tighter. "I can hold you ... repeatedly, again, again. It doesn''t matter if it is day or night, you have no veto power to decline, and that you will not recieve any form of affection from me ... You just have to fulfill my desires. And open your legs here, in front of me. " At the same time, coldness that makes one tremble and the heat like feeling that burns were what was felt from the tone of lukro''s voice. "If that''s all right, let''s put you here. If you don''t like it, you''ll have a room in another place. But you can only choose now. Once you choose this place, you''ll have no escape." "Lukro ... v" Chizuru''s mind reminded her of a memory of when she had just returned to Japan. Her single blood-connected family ... Her grandmother lay on a bed in a hospital. Her grandaughter, who she had raised up like a daughter, suddenly disappeared, worsening her weak heart. She had red and swollen eyes because of the drugs, nutritional supplements, and tubes. She didn''t even know her own name, and when she saw Chizuru returning, she woke up and screamed in delight. Chizuru, went near her grandmother, hugged each other on the bed and cried. Then, she was taken care of and nursed by Chizuru for a year or so. Her weak heart never healed but she got be with her grandaughter. Gentle, generous, strong, that was her grandmother. Including Luklov, she was the person she loved the most loved in the world. Returning to her, gave her no regrets. But it only came at the expense of being a way from Lukruv for fourteen years in his perspective. Chizuru closed her eyes tightly and stopped the tears that were about to overflow from them. When she opened her eyes again, Luklov was there. A big, strong, solitary warrior who hides a gentle and gentle heart behind a fearsome character that everyone fears. Lukrov is the nly one she loves, a man that is fearsome but gentle, a man that gave her the joy of experiencing the pleasures of being a woman for the first time. He''s no longer a twenty-two year old youth. The 14 years may have robbed him of his love for Chizuru, hurt him, and frozen his hot heart. His eyes, which are now aged, there are scratches of old wounds she doesn''t recognize, but he still has a deep deep voice. All of him, everything, was still lovely "OK" A single tear slowly travels down Chizuru''s cheek. Chizuru murmured while firmly looking at the man she loved in the swaying field of view. "It''s okay, Luklov. If that''s what you want." The answer from Lukrov was another intense kiss. The lips of the knight traced Chizuru''s ears, biting her earlobe with a hot breath. The back muscles warped back and Chizuru''s body was pressed against Ruklov. "Huh ... Ah ..." Chizuru''s body was scooped up, and when she noticed it, she was instantly thrown to her bed. On top of that, Luklov''s big body overlaid hers, and there is only a slight distance from Chizuru''s body and his. Lukrov''s sharp eyes, looking down at Chizuru, were so lustful that he could eat her just by looking at her, and that made Chizuru''s body quiver. But Luklov did not wait. He entered her forcibly as if it wasurgent, without any caress or foreplay,he embeded himself in Chizuru with a hard warp, he thrust his hips up violently. again and again. When Chizuru is about to scream, he shuts her with his lips. As the climax approached, Luklov hugged Chizuru with all his strength. Then, while snarling between the clenched teeth and roaring like a beast, and a monologue that could not be heard, he reached the end inside Chizuru. The moment she became one with Luklov ... Chizuru thought, with a breath of breath. ''No matter what route shw would have to take, her life will end up here. Here near him. Even if there isn''t any love for her anymore'' CH 16 New Life-1 Chizuru''s consciousness slowly emerged after slowly relaxing in a mysteriously comfortable dream. As the light illuminated her eyes and the noise a little bird made from singing reached her ears chizuru opened her eyes, the first thing that came into view was the sheets, which were an unfamiliar and delicately embroidered. "Hmm" She felt a sense of incongruity around her body and tried to twist herself. But it wasn''t her body, it was anothers ... she felt the warmth of a human lying there. "eh" Chizuru suddenly lost her sleepiness, and looked up while lying down. Because her view was blocked by something and could not move her upper body. The origin of the warmth was immediately known to her. Lukrov who was beside her and didn''t wear anything. He was hugging her naked with his arm under the sheets. Chizuru blinked several times and tried to remember why he was here. ''That''s it! Yesterday I finally arrived at the castle of Luklov, and was given a room. I met Arde again.'' ''After that, I was embraced many times ...'' ["You have no veto power. And there is no love from me ... ''] (lukrov speaking to chizuru) TN this is her remembering what he told her. "........." Chizuru was quietly fascinated by Lukrov''s sleeping face that was illuminated by the morning sun. Clear and beautiful eyebrows and long black eyelashes. Deeply carved features and masculine chin to the neck lines. ''I always want to touch that throat that moves up and down with his shallow breathing.'' TN LOL does she want to kill him? And a trained steel-like body. (A beautiful person ...) Chizuru''s chest overflows with memories and love. ''I''m glad I came back here. It was really nice to see him again. It was nice to be able to be held in his arms again, even if there was no love from him.'' She should have been able to stay in Japan and immerse herself in the kindness of his that she remembers. But Chizuru didn''t choose that. Being able to be next Luklov, even if the only relation thay have is a sexual one was better than being far away. (This is good, isn''t it?) Her chest seemed to be crushed by the pain, and tears slowly overflowed in the corners of her eyes, but Chizuru gently reached out and put her finger on Luklov''s cheek. ''His beard is growing a little. The shaving here is done only with a sharpened knife, so when I first saw it, I was afraid of him.'' Recalling that, Chizuru smiled a little. ''It may be possible to get his love back someday, or maybe that day will never come. But still, I wanted to thank him for remembering me for 14 years.'' Chizuru, who was tracing the shadow of his beard with her finger, noticed a slight anomaly and turned his eyes upward. Luklov woke and stares at Chizuru. Chizuru hurriedly tried to retract her hand. "Why stop?" However, Luklov''s arm extended to Chizuru''s hand, and he firmly blocked her movement. "I ... I''m sorry." "Don''t apologize" Lukruv moved closer to her, and the two naked bodies, hidden under the sheets, got vividly intertwined . ''Even after doing so many actions, I can feel the firm erection of Lukrov''s male part.'' Chizuru lost her voice and blushed. Chizuru''s inside was sore as if she had a slight burn. Luklov was so fierce yesterday that Chizuru was wondering if she could accept him inside her again this morning. Luklov looks at Chizuru as if he were exploring her. "... Are you hurt?" "Uh-huh! It''s okay ... and I can ..." Chizuru appealed, but Lukrov''s expression soon became stony. Even shallow wrinkles are engraved between his eyebrows. "Sure, I said you didn''t have the option ..." "But I have no intention of hurting you. I don''t have that hobby in the first place." Chizuru nodded as she turned red. Now she remember and realized it just a few hours ago. Although Lukrov''s act of love was always fierce, deep inside he was always full of kindness and he cares for every corner of her body. ''Sometimes I was overwhelmed, but in such cases, it was something that I always valued after the fact. That''s the case even now ... '' Before leaving Chizuru, Lukrov regretted it for a while, then he slowly raised his upper body on the bed. His wide shoulders and thick chest are exposed to the morning sun, giving off a dignified look. On the day of their reunion, Lokrov loved Chizuru all night on the forest. ''Its been a long time since I''ve seen him naked but I have seen him twice in a row. Certenly, he feels a little thin, compared to how he was 14 years ago but hi has not lost streghth. On the contrary, Lukruv is far more stronger now than what he was in the past, he is like an engraved sculpture. Looking down at Chizuru, lying naked with her naked body hidden in the sheets, Luklov pulled the bed sheets. "Khh, Lu, Lu .. krov" Chizuru hurriedly tried to hide her chest with her arms, but his hand grabbed her and interrupted that action much faster than she thought. "Ah, this is what it means to become a battle-hardening knight''s lover .'' Luklov''s upper body covered Chizuru''s upper body, and his lips sucked on Chizuru''s chest that got dyed red. "Huh ..." Upon hearing Chizuru''s moaning, Luklov repeated the same action on the other tip. "Ah ..." A meaningless pant leaked from Chizuru''s lips, and Luklov continued to gently caress them for a while with his tongue. to taste the hardened buds. Chizuru''s hands are pressed against the bed, and her body begins to tremble while looking, at the knight of fire. Then Luklov suddenly stopped. "I''ll forgive you with this for what you did to me this morning" A dry voice whispered to her ears, and Chizuru''s spine quivered even more. Lecrov quickly stood up leaving Chizuru in the bed, and, while still naked, headed for the inner door that was connected to his room. And before opening the door, he advised while looking back at Chizuru. "Rest today" Finally, the door closed. [ I''ll forgive you ...?] Chizuru was struck by the sudden pressure and disappointment that was thrown in the middle, and looked at the door where Lukrov disappeared into. She gathered up the sheets, moved her body, and tried to leave the bed but didn''t get much success. Still, after being left alone for a while, Chizuru gradually became clear about the surroundings. From outside one can hear the noise of people working. It wasn''t that noisy, but it felt that many people were active here and there. ''What should I do? I''m hungry ...'' When she tried to get out of bed, she felt a slight pain in her hips, It was i bit dificult for her to walk. Chizuru managed to get out of bed and clumsyly walk a few steps like a penguin, standing in front of what she thought was a closet. ''I remembered Arde saying that most of the things were in the room, and opened the door.'' Then, "Wow" Said Chizuru in a loud voice and was surprised. The scent of dried flowers spread out fluffily, and colorful medieval dresses appeared from the inside. ''Even if it is called multicolored, the dyeing technology here is not so advanced, so it is a calm color overall, but there are still many colors. Dark green, ivory, light pink, red ... '' Although not flashy, most of them had decorations and embroidery that were too gorgeous to call them one-piece dresses. Chizuru slowly picked up one of them. And ... she tried to fit it gently to her body, the feeling was as if one were joining the last piece of the big puzzle. ''It was perfect a perfect fit''. Chizuru didn''t even know what to think about it, and settled on the spot, holding in her chest a clean dress that no one had ever put on. ''Luclov left me in this room ... what should I do? Just as he said, was I just an outlet for his desires? Was it his duty as a knight? Or ...'' At that moment, Chizuru looked up at surprised as the door suddenly sounded. Apparently she was so absorbed in her emotions that she missed the approaching person. After answering "Yes", Chizuru was dismayed when she realized that she had just has sheets wrapping her naked body.. However, it was Arde who showed her face through the door. "Good morning, Chizuru-sama ... Lukruv said that I should take care of you, even if it''s early in the morning." "Well?" Chizuru blushed again, with Arde showing a refreshing smile that more than necessary. Arde''s smile just seemed to look through what happened last night--and this morning--. ''Oh god, will my heart hold like this from the first day?'' Chizuru was appealing to heaven. CH 17 New Life-2 Arde offered to help change her clothes, but Chizuru gently refused and chose a dress with the most mature design and put it on herself. Meanwhile, Arde was fixing the disordered bed, but just by glancing, the maid''s eyes were narrowed meaningfully, and she knew that what she imagined was right. That it ended as she thought it did. As expected, Arde, who had finished preparing the bed, looked back at Chizuru with a smile that could only be described as Ninmari. TN ninmari is a satisfied expression. Like those with closed lips, but wide smile and with the eyes closed that give of an evil feeling. :-] "Was Mr. Luklov gentle with you?" "Khh" Chizuru screamed for a moment, fluttering like a goldfish. "... Well, is it so easy to understand?" With Chizuru''s original and innovative responce, Arde gently broke her smile and took a few steps to stand in front of Chizuru. Using her familiar hand, adjusting the strings that squeeze the waist of Chizuru''s dress, she explains in a tone that resembles that of a mother. "Actually, I came to this room once last night after Chizutsuru went to bed. To let you know when dinner was ready. Then ... Lukrov-san was there. Chizuru-san who fell asleep was being held by him like someone very important would. " Arde pointed to the bed, rememering when he cut off herwords. "... Well, it wasn''t very disturbing. And it was a really long while since I saw Mr. Lukrov smiling a bit." "ehhh" ''Lukrov''s smile? I haven''t seen him like that yet, but before I knew it, he just showed it to Arde... I seemed to fall asleep in the middle the violent act last night, and I had no memory of it. He ... was it that he was happy?'' "It''s beautiful. I always admired Chizuru''s straight black hair." Arde carefully touches Chizuru''s hair when she pulls out a comb from somewhere. The sunrise over the window was so dazzling, the sun rose even higher, Chizuru decided to let herself be taken care of by the maid. From now on, new days like this will begin at this castle. Eather way, she was given a room, and a maid is taking care of her. The current significance of Chizuru''s existence for Luklov may be just an outlet for his desires, but it may also be an important person for him.. ''Is there anything I can do? What will my new life be like from now on?'' Chizuru and Arde, who were ready to go down, went down to the first floor and headed for the dining room. There was already a bit of noise before passing through the entrance, and many people were busy coming and going, carrying meals and cleaning drinks like the wine that spilled on the floor. The dining room was as large as the hall, with long wooden tables lined up in a row in the center. It seems that all the people who live in the castle are gathered here, from low-ranking people such as servants and maids, to those with fine physiques who may be knights. Like if the place was a buffet, they eat all the dishes that are put on the table. It seems like there is no set time for breakfast and dinner. Around those times people just come when they can and leave when they want to. "That seat is where Mr. Lukrov seats. He is always sitting over there." As arde pointed out the place, Chizuru turned to look at it. If you look closely, it is true that the order of the seats is not at all chaotic, there was a higher seat on one end of the table, and a luxurious chair with dark red velvet was placed on that place. On the table, many knights and other people are gathering on that side, and the servants seem to be concentrated on the opposite end. I''m sure that the dark red chair was for Ruklov, and the higher the position in the castle, the more closer one can sit to him. "Where do you usually eat Arde?" "Me? I''m just a servant, so I''m on that side. Mr. Lukrov said that one should take a sit without worrying about the location, but naturally it has become like it is now. " Arde, of course, pointed her finger at the end of the table, opposite the seat. The servants are brightly sitting around the place and, although few, the children are walking around. The overall atmosphere is cheerful. On the other hand, when she turned my eyes toward the throne, the strong, fleshly knights with a tough face were silently moving their hands on their plate. Some people have been wearing armor since the morning, and there is a very airy atmosphere. At least, it wasn''t a casual atmosphere. "Can I also eat where you eat, in the same table?" "Well, Chizuru, that is ridiculous. Are you not our lord''s, Mr. Lukruv, future wife? Please wait I''ll put a seat next to his. Alright?" Without waiting for Chizuru''s reply, Arde was walking towards the throne, Lukruv''s seat. Then Chizuru, who is still unfamiliar with the people, has no choice but to follow her. She managed to catch up with Arde, and pulled her hand to explain the situation. "It''s a misunderstanding, Arde. I''m no longer Lukrov''s lover. He told that I was just a mistress ... I couldn''t sit next to him." "eh?" Arde turned around and looked down at Chizuru with a mysterious look. "Mistress ...? That should be ..." Suddenly, Chizuru''s shoulder was suddenly caught in his big hand. As she was surprised and looked up to the side, Lukruv was there--He is not in an armor. He wears what looks like formal clothes with a sleeveless tunic on top, and his feet are fixed with long boots that reach the knees. "Arde, thank you. You should go eat. I will guide Chizuru." Following the firm instructions of Luklov, Arde stepped back and bowed, saying, "Yes, Luklov-sama." However, before leaving, Arde still looked at Chirari without saying anything. "Lukrov, I ... I was thinking of eating with Arde ..." Chizuru said as softly as she could and looked up at Lukrov with a glance. ''Luklov seems to have finished preparing for the morning, and the shadow of his growing beard is shaved cleanly, and his hair is also neatly trimmed. His quiet yet dignified look certainly reminds me of the owner of an old castle. It is the appearance of an adult duke, not one of a 22-year-old young knight.'' "You shouldn''t have bothered comming here, the food would have been brought to your room ..." Lukrov groans while gazing at Chizuru. ''He is looking at me from the top of my head to my toes. It''s the same look an artist has when he looks dissappinted by how poor/ ugly his painting looks.'' TN: #1 at the bottom. How Rude. ''It is understandable that a mere mistress shouln''t go to a public place to eat where all the people will see her. I know. But I could have just sat all the way on the back, opposite from where he is seating. He shouldn''t be like that..'' "I''m going over there. Don''t worry, I''ll try to keep it as inconspicuous as possible." Chizuru tried to leave Lukrov, aiming for a seat that was for his employees. However, Lukrov put his hand on Chizuru''s shoulders and turned her towards him. "It can''t be helped. It''s a good time to let people know who you are." Then, her hand was held tightly by his big, bulging hand. ''Just like new lovers would hold each other. Just like the old days.'' "But Luklov ..." Despite Chizuru''s embarrassment, Lukrov pulled her hand and headed to the throne. When they start approuching the dark red chair, the knights look at each other and start staring at them. Some even had their mouth open while they were eating. It didn''t seem like she was welcomed... and Chizuru felt like escaping. CH 18 New Life-3 The scenery looked different, Chizuru realized it only when she was seated next to Luklov. Everybody else has his own eyes on their dish but as expected, Lukrov has a decent servant boy who serves his master as hard as he can. "Mr. Lukrov, do want a meal for this lady too? Nice to meet you, I''m Nadal. Please tell me anything." a boy of age of thirteen or fourteen, with brown curly-haired who called himself Nadal greeted Chizuru who was sitting next to Luklov. His big eyes have a honey-like color, his face has freckles scattered around the youthful skin. He is a slender and an intelligent boy with a very friendly face. A lovely little boy. "Nice to meet you, Nadal. I''m Chizuru ... but you don''t have to use honorifics." With a smile, Chizuru replied, and Nadal''s cheeks became visibly red. "Lukrov-sama!" Nadal whispers at Lukrov. But Chizuru could hear the whole conversation. "Where did you find such a wonderful woman? I just thought you were just going to visit that lonely village." Visiting a village? Is he referring to the village of Rodolgo? In other words, Lukrov was only visiting the village, he was not going to go find me? "Nadal, keep your mouth down" Lukrov''s voice was rigorous, but somehow it sounded like he was enjoying the boy''s liveliness. "She''s my guest. Treat her like that. Bring her food ... but don''t give her anything to drink." "Don''t you drink?" Nadal was busy looking around Lukrov and Chizuru alternately. "No sake" Luklov affirmed. Chizuru''s face turn red. Here, there is a custom of drinking low alcoholic sweet wine similar to wine instead of water. Most people have been drinking since they were very young, so they are immune. But Chizuru was different. ''I can''t drink alcohol at all, but I tried to forcibly drink it several times because there was nothing else I could eat ... I would get drunk and faint. Each time, it was Lukrov who took care of me.'' "... do you remember?" Chizuru murmured as Nadal left his seat to prepare for the meal. Sitting on the chair of the master of the castle, where dignified wooden decorations and dark velvet give off dignity, Luklov responded to Chizuru, keeping his calm look and slightly raising one eyebrow. "I can''t forget even if I want to forget. Sometimes you were vomiting on my horse and sometimes you tried to undress in front of everyone. And I had to carry you who couldn''t walk because you had hangover all day long. I had to walk ... It was such a cliff that I couldn''t ride a horse. Well, I wouldn''t say anymore. " "Lukrov" Chizuru shouted in shyness, but Luklov was calm. ''I''m glad that he remembered it for 14 years, but I feel complicated because he could forget about it. However, I was happy when I saw Lukrov shinning of happiness under the mask of calmness when he spoke about his memories.'' Lukruv always answerd the same thing when someone asked about Chizuru, that she was a guest and that she had to be treated as such. ''What should I do with this?'' Chizuru, who was released from the breakfast table, decided to return to her room with Arde who came to escort her. Lukrov seems to spend the day at the training ground and is not here. He said that I would not have the opportunity to see his face until lunch. The inhabitants of this castle, including the knights, were generally well-trained and polite. It seems that they accept Lukrov''s "guest" declaration without hesitating and without investigating Chizuru''s existence more than necessary. It was a mystery what kind of rumor was standing behind it. "Lukrov said that you should take a good rest today." "Yeah ... but I wasn''t told that I couldn''t go outside ... Can I show you around the castle today?" "Well. I don''t care, but is Chizuru-sama''s body okay?" "No" ''Granted, the woman''s part between my legs still complained of a light, sore sensation, but that doesn''t mean I have to lie in bed all day.'' "Yes, there are many places I want to show you." Arde looked at the water in the vase next to the bed and looked up at the sun through the window. "The weather seems to be fine, so let''s do that. Lukruv did told me that if you want to leave that castle it can''t be without his permission. But you can explore the castle without his permission. "Is that so?" If you want to go out, you can go out, just like Lukrov said. I feel that there are some contradictions in his behavior towards me, and I still can''t grasp the standing position of my place is this castle. However, if he says I shouldn''t leave the castle without permission, I will follow that instruction. Maybe ... Chizuru must first regain his trust. Love, or something like that has to be built on that trust. "Of course I will only be in the permitted places. And if possible, I would like to see your husband and daughter." "Just that? My Husband aside, my daughter is a mess." Fufu, Arde smirked and looked happy. They left the room and slowly began to walk through a large castle, where there seemed to be many places to see. Arde''s daughter is Noah, a cute girl with blue eyes that looks like her mother and black curly hair from her father. All the children of the servants from baby to 12 years old all stay on one corner of the castle, its like a modern daycare. After turning 12, they start working at a daycare. "Chizuru-sama! Play with Noah!" There are roughly 15 children. On the other hand, there were only two adults, one elderly woman, who was about 60 years old, and another teenage young girl. When Chizuru faced Arde, it became a great deal of fuss. "No, play with me again! The guy called Dharmasan Colander!" "Wait, wait, it''s more fun to play with everyone. Come here." "Hooray!" When she calls out to the children, a circle around Chizuru will be created in no time. Their eyes were shining brightly and their clothes wer simple, but they had a lovely plump, well-nourished look . Even if there are some individual differences, everyone is fine and carefree. Chizuru couldn''t stop feeling proud of herself. Because this is proof of how good Luklov is as the castle''s owner. ''I''ve seen some dukes and counts of this era that force these children to work and not even eat.'' "Let''s play new game now. Do you know tag?" "Yup!" "of course!" "Chizuru-sama is a demon. Chizuru was completely transformed into a kindergarten teacher. However, being surrounded by and admired by the bright children was a heart-warming experience. Originally, Chizuru loved children, and she is happy to be able to do something useful. It''s a new life ... Chizuru wanted to have a role or a job, rather than just waiting for Lukruv in bed just like a mistress. "I''m sorry, Chizuru. You can stop if you don''t like it." Arde and an elderly woman said together, but Chizuru shook her head, while being surrounded by children. "No, don''t worry because it''s fun. I want to come here every day." It was true. Chizuru enjoyed the innocence of the children, and the children were absorbed in the existence of their new big sister. Chizuru taught them some Japanese play, and on the contrary, they taught her about this nursery rhyme. Time passed quickly, and before she knew it, Chizuru spent most of the morning in these children''s gardens. When it was time for lunch, Chizuru and Arde left the children and were walking around the main tower. "Next there will be a training ground for the knights. Did you see it when you entered the castle?" Pointing at the dusty square, Arde told Chizuru. At a distance, they could see men fighting with various weapons. Chizuru nodded. "Yeah. It''s big and wide even from here." "Sometimes I invite customers and have jousts here. Luklov doesn''t seem to like it very much, but it''s rare." "I see" It was true that young knights, especially, were often willing to take part in demonstrating their strength and getting ahead and winning prizes. Lukrov himself showed his strength in this way when he was young, and stood up to the sight of the king. But now there is no need to prove anything. ''Lukrov was a warrior who would only fight because he had to fight. That''s why his sword was always cool and even beautiful.'' Chizuru suddenly whispered: "Look at it" "What? Did you say anything?" "Ah, yeah, I wonder ... maybe I''ll be able to see Lukrov a little. It''s fine to look from a distance, I do not want to get in the way." "Oh, of course, I think it''s okay. It''s not forbidden to look at it. The young girls in the castle even come to see." "Is that so?" Chizuru listened to Arde''s explanation, feeling reassured and a little jealous. Since he is training with real weapons, she is forbidden to enter the hall, but she is happy even if she only sees him in the distance. "Shall we go?" Arde herself said that it was dangerous, but guided Chizuru to a place where it was easy to watch. There wern''t that many people beacuse of the time, there was a corner where even chairs like a bench were prepared, and the two sat down there. ''You can fully see the muscularly trained men fighting with horrifyingly shaped spears and axes whose names you don''t even know, and knights on horse fighting with a long sword. Even Hollywood movies will not have this power. After all, if you are not careful, the sand and pebbles rolled up by the knights will fly away.'' It was interesting ... Chizuru couldn''t find the person she wantedto look at, no matter how much she searched. Yes, there is no Lukrov. "Chizuru-sama! Why did you come to a place like this?" Suddenly a voice was heard from behind, and Chizuru and Arde looked back at the same time. Nadal, the youth who served in the morning, was approaching them with his eyes openly exaggerated. The appearance was so dramatic that Chizuru bowed his head. "What''s wrong, Nadal?" "No, actually, Mr. Lukrov, but ..." Nadal stopped wearing his leather sandals and scratched his head, making a rumble. "I didn''t know that Chizuru-sama was here ..." "? What do you mean?" Chizuru''s question made Nadal squeeze his words for a moment, but immediately began to explain, as if he was patient. "Actually ... A little while ago, I was leaving the training ground saying that I would pick up Chizuru-sama. You see, lunch is coming soon. I told you to call me instead, Mr. Luklov. Was told that he would go by himself ... " Chizuru and Arde look at each other quickly. That means ... Does Luklov arrives at Chizuru''s empty room by now? Chizuru found herself bleeding from her face..... CH 19 Dont Leave Me C 1 The impatience of having to return early and the fear of what would be waiting for her when she arrives combined with her sometimes clumsy legs, but Chizuru desperately ran through the castle while Arde hurriedly chases after her. Chizuru stopped only after passing through the hall and running up the stairs and arriving in front of a beautiful door that didnt feel like it was still her room. she took a deep breath and place her hand on her violently pulsing heart. Maybe Lukrov is no longer in the room. Seeing that Chizuru wasnt there, he might have given up and went to the cafeteria alone. While calming myself down, my instinct complained that it was impossible. Either way, its not a problem that can be solved by standing in front of my room After taking a deep breath and taking another deep breath, Chizuru slowly opened the door of the room. The feel of the cool copper handle hurts on her fingers. Lukrov And after all, he was there. The tall knight standing in the center of the small room was looking down at Chizuru, who appeared at the entrance of the room, with his empty eyes as if he was possessed. It was an elusive look that wasnt angry or full of joy, unlike the cold gaze Ive had so far. Chizuru stepped into the room with a feeling like a lamb appearing in front of a hungry lion. Lukrov does not make slight movements. Oh, Im sorry, I didnt know that you would come to pick me up I had Arde show me around the castle. If I knew you would be here, I wouldnt go out It may not be a wise choice to make excuses poorly. However, Lukrov remained silent, and Chizuru had no other way to soften the situation. I met Ardes daughter. At the outskirts of the castle, where the kids were gathering. Everyone was cute. Then I went to see the training ground, I thought I might meet. , Nadal came and told me you were here At that time, Arde, who was out of breath, finally caught up with the entrance of the room. Seeing Lukrov and Chizuru facing each other indoors, I couldnt decide whether to enter or leave, and I was worried. Dont come in, Arde Ill call you if you need it. It was Lukrovs gloomy voice that answered Ardes silent question. Although the words are directed at Arde, Lukrovs line of sight does not leave Chizuru not even for a moment. He didnt even blink. Although he showed some hesitation, the maid quietly closed the door and left the place after bowing. When the door was closed, the room became even more stuffy. Lukrov didnt say anything, he just stared at Chizuru with his hollow eyes, like a fatally injured animal. Chizuru wished to say something. Anything is fine. It doesnt matter if its a swearing word or a cold line, something. Any cruel word shouldnt hurt as much as this silence. Im sorry, Lukrov you told me to take a rest. But I wasnt told not to go out and my body was okay, so The voice trembled, and Chizurus legs stepped back on his own. Lukrovs eyes shimmered in danger, and when he suddenly stood in front of Chizuru with a quick stride, he caught her face firmly with both hands and approached. Dont say anything A gritty, low voice was exhaled from Lukrovs lips. Me A stiff finger wraps around Chizurus neck, painfully exerted force, and bites into the skin. Chizurus breath almost stopped. Dont leave ! Ah Chizuru couldnt answer even though she wanted to answer. The cold light that made me feel chills down to the bones dwelled in Lukrovs eyes, and her dress was torn off in an instant with a well-trained power that Chizuru could not resist. A hand with claws raised like a beast was turned around the back, and the other hand grabbed her chest roughly. ! Suddenly, her chest, which was not ready for anything, was strongly stimulated, and Chizuru squeezed and lost her voice. Lukrov added a cruel, relentless and strong caress to Chizurus chest, and when hes limbs trembled and became unable to stand, he threw her roughly onto the bed. Chizuru gasped in pain and tried to raise her upper body, but before she could move a centimeter, Lukrovs large body covered her and was laid down. I couldnt even say wait. Lukrov closed Chizurus mouth with his lips, and with one hand, quickly pulled out the string that fastened the waist of the dress. Chizurus eyes are opened in amazement. Lukrov tied up Chizurus wrists and wrapped a string around the back of the bed above him. Then, the remaining clothes were shredded further, and Chizuru was completely naked. stop.. Chizuru begged and trembled with overflowing tears . However, Lukrov didnt seem to hear anything. Perhaps he was really crazy Lukrov, who had taken off the chainmail and swords, was so rough that he embedded himself in Chizuru. Its as if you cant breathe unless you do so as soon as a second. In addition to the remnants of last nights actions, Chizurus body was not yet ready, she screamed. Many tears ran down her cheeks and her shoulders trembled endlessly. Because both of her hands were tied up, everything was left to be done by Lukrov. He clenches his teeth and inserts it violently, distorting his face while oozing water droplets that do not sweat or tear on his skin. (Tears ?) Despite being in the midst of even cruel treatment, Lukrovs appearance suddenly began to look painful, and Chizurus tears stopped. It seemed that he, who was supposed to be the strongest knight, was terribly lonely, full of wounds, and trembling with anxiety alone. The long-lasting act should have been no different from a painful blame, physically speaking. However, Lukrovs expression seemed so painful that he even felt as if he was in pain I felt pain in my chest. Because, in a sense, its true. Dont leave me without saying anything sorry As Lukrov approached the climax and slammed himself into Chizuru, Chizuru managed to mutter. I dont know if it has reached Lukrovs ears. However, his expression became even more sad. Im sorry oh ! The last time came, Lukrov held all of Chizuru with his arms, and then it was over. Lukrov continued to wrap Chizuru in a painfully strong hug, but there was no way for Chizuru to hug him back , whose hands were tied. Only the violent breathing of each other can be heard, and no sound of the outside world can reach their ears. How long has it passed? It was certainly a long time. Lukrov slowly loosened his hand holding Chizuru, and when he lifted his body slightly, he stared at Chizurus whole body. Lukrovs eyes overlooking Chizurus delicate body, lying with his hands tied up, had an overt regret, and I felt sorry for him. Im sorry Lukrov. Im gone without permission Chizuru herself wasnt sure if she was talking about today or apologizing for the farewell 14 years ago. Maybe both. Lukrov growls about something Chizuru He called my name. Chizuru, oh dammit kill me, cut my head off and dance on my corpse. You have the right to do so. Stop, Lukrov I wanted to stroke his hair, but I cant. Chizuru smiled gently. Its a very attractive invitation, but Ive just been able to meet again, but its a waste At that time I found out that Lukrov smiled back, though only a little, really only a little. *** CH 20 Dont Leave Me C2 Lukrov released Chizurus restraint wrist slowly and carefully so that he felt a little irritated. he firmly hugged my body that was about to fall on the bed, laid Chizuru with a gentle movement that was too gentle, and put a pillow on my head. Does it hurt? Immediately after hearing that, Lukrov shook his head with a slight self-deprecation. It must have been painful. Lets call Arde immediately to cleanse your body. If necessary, call a pharmacist Wait. Dont call anyone yet. Stay here. Chizuru took the plunge and tried to spoil it. It may be cowardly, but now I knew that Lukrov would listen to my wishes, so I didnt want to miss the opportunity to be with him. Here next to me. Just a little. Lukrov did not answer and looked down at Chizuru with his sincere eyes. After a while, he nodded several times as he had thought, and put sheets on Chizurus body with a polite gesture that would not suit a strong warrior like him. Then he laid next to me with one side down, supporting his head with his hands and looking down at his old lover. Chizuru also stares back at him. The two couldnt easily look away from each other and couldnt speak any nifty words. No Maybe I didnt need words. Neither an apology nor a confession of love makes any sense in front of the eyes of the two. All of them were transmitted to each others hearts through their souls, without having to bother to voice them. After a long and gentle silence, Chizuru gently reached out from the sheets and touched the scars running from Lukrovs forehead to his temples. Its a dry mark that seems to be years old, but it was probably quite deep when it was injured. Chizuru carefully stroked the outline. Can I ask you about this wound Lukrov showed his eyebrows slightly, as if he remembered the existence of the wound only when he was asked. I dont feel uncomfortable with Chizurus question. What do you want to know? His voice heard back was calm. When did you get injured? Four and a half years ago. Shortly before I washed my feet from the hitman family business and became known as the Duke of ice It must have hurt. Is that what you care about? Havent you heard some of my old rumors? Uh, yeah but Chizuru couldnt find a good expression, but he whispered after taking a breath without being impatient. Maybe something happened? The black assassin, the kings minion Even if only some humans, the sad eyes that were so sad that I couldnt think of a man who was called that way quietly stared at Chizuru. The feeling of wanting to know his secret for 14 years, which Chizuru did not know, and the feeling that it might be better not to know it, alternated. And Lukrov also seemed undecided whether to tell her or not. However, after a while, Lukrov gradually began to explain. I had what I wanted. The King promised to give it to me. I believed it I had to believe it. Chizuru remembered a person called the king of this country. That said, Chizuru was allowed to have an audience with him only a few times, and none of them was so long, so I remember it. As far as I can remember, he was a delicate person with thin lines for a man of this era. It didnt seem like a bad guy, but he seemed a little unreliable to take the throne, and was he a few years older than Lukrov? But he didnt want to fulfill that promise or he couldnt do it. I should have known it, but I couldnt admit it, and for ten years his Being compliant, he did something wrong threatening his political opponents and sometimes killing them Lukrov once cut his words here. It seems that Chizurus reaction is being confirmed Do you think Chizuru would hates Lukrov? If so, he is wrong. Chizuru squinted and shook his head. It would have been painful I dont know I didnt feel anything before I knew it. No Dont tell a lie. It seems that the inner voice of Chizuru was properly transmitted to Lukrov. When he finally took his eyes off Chizuru, he quietly continued to confess, gazing at the waves of the sheets. Sometimes I traveled outside of the country and was entrusted with a war, I was ordered to get my hands dirty, and I just obeyed it like a clown who was foolish. It wasnt as good as it was for him-the king- because I got many supporters, and was treated as a hero at the time, which threatened the kings presence. Lukrovs voice was always plain, but Chizuru knew that it wasnt because he didnt feel anything, but because it was too painful to express his suffering. By nature, Lukrov is not a person who likes fighting. When I had to fight, I just had the courage to stand up without running away, and I didnt enjoy the fight, let alone the murder itself. If possible, Ive always said that I want to live in peace as a lord somewhere in a remote area, just as I do now. There was a time when Chizuru was hoping that one day he would be able to live happily beside him. 14 years ago. It wasnt her place to cry here now. However, it was too difficult to stop the overflowing tears. I suffered this wound on my last mission. At that time, I decided that I will not pursue my dreams anymore. I will Forget everything, give up, and live quietly alone. Lukrov returned to Chizuru again. He also seemed to be trying to stop something overflowing in his eyes. Unbearably, Chizuru raised his squeaking body and gently approached Lukrov. Lukrov hugs Chizurus thin back with his arms and narrows the distance. Naked, chest and chest. The heart touches the heart. Chizuru closed her eyes and lightly kissed Lukrovs cheek. Lukrov did not resist at all. What did you want me to do what was it? Chizuru asked the last question while staring at each other with a slight distance away. Lukrov turned his eyes down and opened again, staring at Chizuru with his sad eyes, and answered slowly with a hazy voice. Come on what was it CH 21 Dont Leave Me C3 After that, after spending time quietly staring at each other without saying anything to each other, Lukrov went to call Arde. The maid seemed to be waiting in front of a nearby servant, so she immediately appeared and knelt down to take care of Chizuru. Collect the remnants of the torn dress and bring the rest of the lunch on the plate, a clean cloth similar to a towel and a barrel of steaming hot water. Well, I can do it myself Chizuru managed to refuse Arde, who was trying to help with the bath. Of course, bathing in hot water does not mean that you can soak your neck in hot water like a Japanese bath. The only reason was to moisten the towel with hot water in a barrel and wipe the whole body clean, but that was enough for a tired body for the time being. If you wipe your body with a loose towel, your skin will come back to life Lu, Lukrov, dont look Lukrov, who wore only trousers with his upper body naked, leaned on the chest of drawers and folded his arms in front, and kept on watching Chizurus movements more than necessary. It was Lukrov who took off his clothes in the first place, and although they have already exposed each others bare skin many times, the act of purifying herself seemed strangely personal, and it was embarrassing to see it. I like him and hope to get back to a relationship where I can call him a lover soon. But I have to respect this kind of private life. Chizuru turned hrt back on Lukrov, covered her front with a towel, and stared at him over his shoulder. Lukrov shrugged only his shoulders without changing his expression. why? Anyway! Go over there! Im not leaving Lukrovs tone was clear. Want some help? ~~, no! If Lukrov doesnt go, Ill go somewhere. When Chizuru rebelled against the selling word and buying word, Lukrov sighed loudly and disappeared from the door to his room, probably because he got her meaning. His back was like a big bear who missed his prey and was depressed, and Chizuru was blushing and hugging her towel. Its cute, isnt it, Lukrov when hes with Chizuru sama Arde, the maid who was watching everything, pointed out with a clear face that she was enduring wanting to laugh. Oh, yeah? Its domineering can I say thats cute? Yeah. I even remembered the illusion that I was back 14 years ago. In recent years, Mr. Lukrov was perfect as a ruler, but in his private life he always looked dead. While opening the chest of drawers and looking for clothes and underwear to change for Chizuru, Arde replied that he was sick. A dead face . Chizuru hurriedly slipped the towel on her skin and thought of Lukrov after reuniting one by one. And lets compare his image 14 years ago with that of today. Fourteen years ago, when I first met Lukrov, he was always calm and serious, and it was hard to say that he was expressive. It came to be able to communicate with Chizuru, and he began to show various faces. Laughing aloud, shining, making fun of Chizuru with a mischievous smile . When a warm and damp towel reached the base of the foot, a tingling pain struck her skin It was like a branding iron that Lukrov burned on Chizuru while she remembered what he was saying Dont leave me without saying anything Chizurus hand stopped perfectly. Lukrov does he still like me? When he spilled like a soliloquy, Arde turned to Chizuru with a surprised face. It looks like she shouted unbelievable. Well, what is Chizuru-sama? Im sure my mistress managed to do this morning Didnt Lukrov-sama say something? Lukrov has made it clear that he doesnt like me anymore. Its his duty as a knight to put me here, and hes holding me just to release his desires. Actually put into words, that fact hurt Chizurus heart even deeper. Arde had her eyebrows completely turned into a figure eight and kneeled in front of Chizuru, who was stuck in the middle of the bath. Did Chizuru believe it? Ardes voice pierces Chizurus chest. I dont know I dont know, what can I believe in? The cold words from him, the fiery anger he often gets, the room he gave me, the dress that fits perfectly. Everything was so inconsistent that it confused Chizuru to the point of disgusting. For whatever reason, I left Lukrov and returned to Japan. Even if it wasnt Chizuru who chose 14 years, if he actually made him lonely for such a long time, he is responsible. Lets say that what Lukrov asked for after 10 years of losing himself might be Chizuru. What is it I wonder if this is his revenge. Are you happy with me? Chizuru sat flat on the floor, facing Arde and muttering. Arde shook his head with a puzzled face and gently stroked Chizurus shoulder. Thats not true. Chizuru-sama, Im sure youre tired. Shall I call back Lukrov-sama? Nooo! Chizuru screamed like a crappy child. Im angry again. I was tied up and it hurt no more I should have been prepared. It hasnt been two days since I arrived at the castle. But if the roots are so deep, what can Chizuru do? Do you keep opening your legs to Lukrov forever until you die? Satisfied with his kindness given from time to time, staying as a mistress forever? I dont know what to do. No more When I noticed, Chizuru was sobbing with his face on Ardes shoulder. The body was sluggish and heavy, and I felt chills. My spine trembled. Ill catch a cold, Ms. Chizuru. Come on, please wear this, right? Hmm Arde put the prepared clothes on Chizuru. Certainly, you may just be tired. After returning to this world, the tension overflowed at once, and I kneaded like a child. This makes me think about the future Sorry, Arde. I got Suddenly upset. Its okay, Ms. Chizuru. Just keep this in mind.. The dress this time had a number of buttons on the front, which were rare in this era. Arde keeps it dexterous and continues in a clear tone. Lukrov sama never welcomed a woman home for fourteen years after Chizuru disappeared. It was only one night for fourteen years. Until he welcomed Chizuru yesterday. it has been forever. Do you know what this means? Chizuru sipped her nose and wiped her tears with the back of her hand while listening to Ardes words. She probably doesnt know everything. But Im sure she understands Lukrov for the last fourteen years much better than Chizuru, who just reunited with him a few days ago. Please give him some time Arde, who had finished holding the button, said while tapping gently behind Chizurus shoulder. When I raised my face, the clear light blue eyes of Arde were slightly moistened. Chizuru was struck by a painful chest tightening and lost her words. Arde Lukrov sama must have some time. If youve been in hell for a long time, you wont be able to enjoy it right away if you suddenly go to heaven. For example, if you eat too much right after youre hungry, youll vomit. your body wouldnt accept it. I wonder if the mind is the same. Chizuru felt the weight of the years dwelling in Ardes words, and realized that they were getting older, accumulating wisdom, and becoming adults. Chizuru, who was only nineteen years old and spent a year and two months in peaceful Japan, and those who have survived fourteen years in this rough world. Chizuru wasnt old. At least by modern Japanese standards. However, Im a complete child here. I wasnt thinking enough and soon lost sight of my feet. It shouldnt be like this. More I have to become stronger. Now, Im done changing you clothes, and Im calling Lukrov sama. Please talk with him properly Im sure you can overcome it. I believe in you. Chizuru nodded and stood up with the gentle but powerful encouragement of Arde. I havent seen the goal yet. There may not be such a thing in the first place. However, I felt that that I can see the light shining in the destination. CH 22 The Visitor C1 However, things doesnt change dramatically in an instant. After a few more days, Lukrov gradually began to get used to Chizurus existence, and the number of times he held her roughly decreased little by little. Allowing Chizuru to be able to work in a nursery school for children with Ardes daughter during the day, under the condition that be at the dining room for lunch and to return to the room before the sun sets. After a week and two weeks, Lukrov did not change the name of Chizuru as a guest and did not answer Chizurus confession with love. At least in words. It was night that these two people were the only ones who were able to let their souls pass through in the past and without being disturbed by trauma. Every night, Lukrov embraced Chizuru in every way. Sometimes its so intense that Chizuru faints, sometimes its frustratingly gentle and very slow. There were no words of love there. Occasionally, when Chizuru uttered such words, Lukrov routinely stiffened his face and forcibly blocked it with a kiss or caress so that she could not continue to confess. Lukrov was stubborn, as wild animals injured by humans. it never believes in humans anymore and keep on hiding in the depths of the forest. Ha u Lukrov whispered something in her ear with a faint voice while running his finger on the bud of Chizurus shameful part on the bed and pushing Chizuru to the climax for the second time that night. What ? What oh! her body that had already been cornered immediately surrendered to the suddenly intense caress of Lukrov. Being kidnapped by the waves of pleasure, Chizuru gasped and shook her whole body. Lukrov covered it and stroked Chizurus hair over and over again. nothing Lukrov lied. I didnt say anything Sometimes the two of us were quietly looking at the big moon swaying outside the window. The moon has the same color as her original world. (T/N: snowy) When Chizuru told him that, Lukrov held Chizuru painfully and did not let her go until morning. Because I didnt have a calendar equivalent, Chizuru gradually forgot to calculate the date and time, but roughly speaking, it was one morning about 20 days after I started living in the castle. As usual, while having breakfast next to Lukrov, Nadal, who was out of breath with his cheeks dyed red with excitement, rushed over. Lukrov, the messenger of the Duke of Loan is now at the gate! In the hands of a brown-haired boy, paper like material made by drying animal skins is wrapped around with A red ribbon on it, indicating that it was a letter from someone high in status. Look, look! Nadal opened a letter in front of Lukrov, raising his voice to the extent that even others during the meal raised his face. Lukrov stopped eating and took a quick look at the letters. Chizuru involuntarily looked into it. Thanks to the automatic translation of the example, Chizuru can read most of the characters. The literature was difficult, but the letter was fairly concise and short. The contents are as follows. Lukrov I heard rumors. Ill arrive there within three days, so prepare a room for four knights, including myself. Loan Loan ? That loan, right? While saying so, Lukrov slammed Chizurus back, which coughed with a piece of bread she was eating in her throat. Id say its different, but oh, that loan. How did you hear that? Lukrov replied sullenly, but his eyes didnt always seem to dislike it. Oh, thats Lukrov and the loan. Lukrov was given water wine is still banned Chizuru, who was breathtaking, raised his face and smiled. It was true that he still come every year. Can I meet him too? Hes coming see you. Lukrov struck the letter back to Nadal with a disgusting gesture. Nadal hurriedly receives it and asks, What should I do with your reply? The style of the letter did not seem to be waiting for a reply one by one, but unlike modern times, a living human being is driving a horse with news from a distance so I have to say something in return. Lukrov waved to drive Nadal away. Give the messenger a return meal and water. Anyway, he will come even if I didnt write back Is it okay to say that Mr. Lukrov welcomes the Duke of Loan? do what you want When I heard that, Nadal was as excited as when he ran up and left quickly. Lukrov sighed briefly and returned his gaze to Chizuru and sighed again, shaking his head from side to side. I will tell you that hes already married and He has some kids. Is that so? Lukrov throws a sharp gaze as if to add a commandment to Chizuru, whose eyes shine with the expectation of seeing a nostalgic face. Chizuru became funny and giggled. I dont think he really liked me. he Always made fun of you back then. Chizuru pointed out, however, Lukrov snorted. At that time Chizuru smiled again, remembering this 14 years ago. Loan and Lukrov were men who were in the same order, but had completely opposite personalities, fighting styles, and ways of thinking. With fiery redheads, a talkative and friendly loan, contrary to Lukrov, who had risen from a position close to an orphan, he is the son of a wealthy duke, and the only point of contact between the two men is their height. On the surface, Lukrov always hated Loan, and Loan was making fun of saying that Lukrov was an inflexible and straightforward thing. However, both of them respected each other from the bottom of their hearts This kind of relationship may be a mysterious thing that only men can have. Because of that, Loan was always playing around with the relationship between Lukrov and Chizuru. Chizuru pretended to be anxious and irritated Lukrov, or conversely tried to force the two who were unrequited love together. Now its a cute memory. she heard that she can meet that loan again. I see. Its going to be lively. When Chizuru smiled, Lukrov squinted coldly and said heavily. Im sure its going to be noisy when that man comes CH 23 The Visitor C2 Although I was complaining, the preparation for welcoming the Roan started by Lukrov was quite elaborate. Of course, we are welcoming a duke-class person to the castle, so we cant help but do nothing at all. A mortgage room and a room for the knights who would be attending were prepared, the castle was cleaned up more than usual, and a welcome party was planned. It wasnt just a dinner party, but people were invited from the castle town, and a stall-like thing was spread out in the plaza, which is usually used as a training ground, to hold a kind of festival-like night. There are many aristocrats and knights in the capital who do more flashy things. Mr. Lukrov is modest. There are more events like this because he can deepen exchanges with the townspeople and have an economic effect. Its okay. Was the explanation of Arde. She also seems to be excited about the liveliness before the festival, and she is busy moving around with her cheeks burning more than usual. Thats why the reaction of the children Chizuru was taking care of was beyond imagination. Every child is overjoyed when they enjoy baked sweets, sweet candy-like sweets, smoked meat and fish, and the songs and music of the bard. Chizuru herself was no exception, and was excited by the reunion with the nostalgic knight Roan and the expectations for the upcoming banquet night. There was only one person, Lukrov, who sometimes had a complicated face and looked at some distance I was worried about that. Two days later . A blue flag fringed with gold can be seen proudly fluttering beyond the horizon, and the newest lord of the Dukes family, who is said to have continued for five generations, the glittering knights led by Roan gradually appear. Its the Duke of Roan! One of the sentries guarding the castle gate screamed loudly. Lukrov on a horse wearing armor nodded while looking at the four knights approaching To welcome the guests,. While Chizuru was setting In front of his chest, and looks into the distance in the same way. It was a bit of a surprise that Lukrov accompanied Chizuru to welcome this Roan. No matter how much the other person is an old friend, she will welcome a guest with this status, so she thought that she would wait in the castle or maybe until the night of the feast, considering the other knights were there as well. It was unbelievable that she would ride the same horse as Lukrov and welcome the guests in front of the gate like this. Moreover, it was Lukrov himself who instructed it, and Chizuru didnt even have a chance to refuse. If I tried to hide you it will just be more annoying, he said, saying that if you show Chizuru to him first, Roan will be satisfied and leave quickly. (But ) Chizuru, who was dressed up a little more carefully than usual by Ardes hands, she couldnt calm her beating heart while setting in Lukrovs arms. (Coming here together to welcome me, you look like a married couple ?) Although it was after a long trip, the march of the Roans was quick. It would have taken less than five minutes from the time the flag began to appear to the time it reached the castle gate. Lukrov took the horse a few steps forward, and Roan also stepped forward, a short distance ahead from the accompanying knights. Because he didnt wear a scarf, the reddish-brown hair, which was as bright as a new brick, was swaying in the wind vividly. Contrary to Lukrov, who seems to be a little thinner than he was fourteen years ago, Roan seemed to have some plump dignity-but his slightly exaggerated presence is always curious. The brown eyes that seem to shine in my heart are almost the same. Roan was staring at Chizuru with wide open eyes. Why this is again what a hell, really chizuru ? Chizuru laughed at Roan that made a crazy voice and felt like hugging him. However, thinking that it would be in front of the other knights, I waited for the castle owner, Lukrov, to say something first. Lukrov holds Chizurus waist tightly with one hand and advances the horse a few steps further. Roan, welcome you to our castle again this year. Stay as long as you like. Lukrov said the polite and ceremonial greeting with a great deal of self-control This is my guest, Chizuru. Well, I dont need to introduce you. Originally, I would have to give a reply that the Roan would be paired here, but the red-haired knight seemed to have no intention of doing so. Guest ? Whats going on, isnt my cute Chizuru look the same as she used to be Chizuru couldnt prevent her face from collapsing as seriously as possible, and after glancing up at Lukrov behind her, she smiled meaningfully to Roan. Roan shook his head over and over again, looking at Lukrov on the top of the Buddha and Chizuru smiling alternately. What a hell what a hell! For Roan, who repeatedly shouted the same line like a parrot with no head, Lukrov threw a cold gaze and put it inside, and so on, leaning toward the castle gate. Oh shit, yeah, shit Ill get you to explain. Ill get you to explain After the Roan that was mumbling and being alone, the knights of the same group advanced the horse and passed through the castle gate. The group led by Lukrov went straight to the main tower of the castle, where they got off their horses. Chizuru! At the entrance of the castle mansion, Chizuru, who was helped by Lukrov to get off the horse, was approached by Roan that had been dismounted from the horse. It wasnt fully equipped, but it was noisy step by step because he was wearing armor on the shoulders and chest. Lukrov can walk quietly in this style, but he doesnt really care about Roans. Show me your face I cant believe it! Isnt it really Chizuru Roan did not say hello to Lukrov and headed straight for Chizuru. Rather than ignoring the castle owner on purpose, it feels like I havent really seen it. Roans hand wearing leather gloves extends to Chizurus face. Chizuru didnt run away, but she didnt move from the side of Lukrov. I was wondering who she was because he said he started to be surround by a woman What a hell, this guy really waited until Chizuru appeared. Roan was always quick and he spoke so quickly that he didnt give him time to reply. Welcome back Chizuru. Im glad to see you again. I wouldnt get married in this case. Im home Roan, its been a while Why did you come back to such a stiff man? After 14 years, he became even stiffer? Thats not the case. Roan arent the same at all. Thats a big deal. Come on, go inside and talk to me. Oh. Roan pretended to be surprised when he finally noticed Lukrov standing next to Chizuru without hiding his face. Oh, were you here too! Ill be taking care of you for a few days from today. Im not going to stay long. I will just talk a little and I wanted to see your woman. Youve already seen her Lukrov replied with a disgusted voice. The Roan grinned back. Oh, I was able to see her well. With that said, Roan turned his eyes back to Chizuru and smiled gently. Well, Lukrov, I dont like to praise a man, much less if youre the other person but this time Ill praise you. Well done. Lukrov did not answer. Simply silently returned and walk towards the castle door. The remaining time of the trip Chizuru and Roan looked at each other. Is there something? Roan looked into Chizurus face as if it were a confirmation rather than a question. Chizuru tried not to look sad as much as possible, but I dont know how successful he was. Roan nodded several times as if he had seen through everything, and struck Chizurus shoulder. Lets hear the story later. Put it in now Im tired from the long journey. CH 24 The Visitor C3 When everyone entered the castle and to the hall, wine and nice warm meals were served to the guests who were tired of their long trips, and then each of them was assigned a guest room and disappeared upstairs. The knights and servants of the main castle came and greeted the guests repeatedly, so the hall was lively and Chizuru had almost no chance to talk with Roan anymore. Today, Roan went to have a rest in his room until the evening, and in the evening, an intimate dinner with Lukrov was held and a welcoming party was planned for tomorrow afternoon. sigh While the rush to welcome guests continued in the castle, Chizuru, who had been left unattended, had returned to her room alone. if she were to wander too much, she would only increase Ardes work, and Lukrov and Roan had disappeared before she knew it, so she couldnt do this. Chizuru sat alone on the edge of the bed, sighed deeply several times, and after a while rolled on the sheets. When she brought her face close to the sheets that were heavily woven and beautifully embroidered, a faintly sweet scent rises. This is the scent of Lukrov No, to be more precise, the scent of the proof that Lukrov and Chizuru are overlapping their bodies overflows here and there and tickles the nasal cavity. In the end, Lukrov did not change the introduction of Chizuru as a guest even for Roan. I wasnt expecting anything. The appearance of an old friend did not mean that Lukrov would suddenly change his attitude. However, when I witnessed Lukrovs stubborn decision again, my heart heart hurt. Every night, continuously he comes and asks for my body, and I only answers him with love. Sometimes it wasnt just gentle at night, Chizuru had to pant and cry and beg him to stop. Even that wasnt always heard, and there were nights when I was embraced violently until I fainted. A night when you were stared at by your eyes in agony and sadness, and strongly embraced by his angry arms. I wanted to think that one day he would open up not only his body but also his heart. As Arde said, this would take time By thinking so, Chizuru managed to support her heart that was about to break from time to time. It wasnt until I was told that I was spoiled, but despite my repeated determinations, the anxiety of being in a maze with no visible exit cannot be erased forever. But maybe, if I can spend a few days with a nostalgic Roan, my heart might feel a little clearer. While holding such a faint expectation, Chizuru was invited to a deep sleep before she knew it. And when the door of the room opened and someone came in, Chizuru didnt notice immediately. A large shadow slowly approached the bed silently, and an elongated shadow overlaid Chizuru. Chizuru woke up feeling the presence of a person only when the wooden frame of the bed made a dry noise. Hmm al de Chizuru, who had just opened her eyes and noticed the surroundings had begun to dim before she knew it, and raised her upper body loosely. Its vague, but I feel like I was dreaming. A dream 14 years ago. Lukrov, who smiled happily, gently whispered words of love to Chizurus ear, and the two played on the meadow Such a distant and ephemeral dream. Already dinner time ? Chizuru asked the maid while rubbing her eyes, but there was no reply that would normally come back immediately. Instead, low and irregular breathing arrived through the air, and Chizuru sensed the incident and woke up. A large, tall shadow is just around the corner. As I took a deep breath and squinted, I saw the outline of Lukrov reflected in the purple sunset leaking through the window. Lukrov ? Whats wrong? Isnt time fir your meal with Roan? Lukrov did not answer. However, only the rough and low breathing like a wild dog who is wary of the enemy can be heard leaking from his throat. Chizuru was ready, and didt run away. Lukrov When Chizuru whispered his name again, as a signal, Lukrov slowly stepped forward and approached with one knee on the edge of the bed. What are you doing? The continuation of the words was sealed in a soft kiss A polite kiss, just like the first time, where the tips of their lips touched each other. Lukrov repeated a similar light kiss on Chizurus lips several times for a while. A large, stiff hand was attached to Chizurus cheek, and although it was not necessary, the other hand gently supported her arm. Ha , oh The body accustomed to the pleasure given to him reacts to the kiss, the feel of the touching skin, and the boiling masculine scent, and gradually becomes hot. Chizuru also slowly touched Lukrovs cheek. And Chizuru returned a slight kiss from her as evidence that she was ready to accept him. Then, Stop I heard his low growl. Chizuru solidified and stared at Lukrovs face unintentionally. Only the remnants of the setting sun shining weakly through the window have a light source, and half of his face is hidden in the darkness and cannot be seen. But I quickly realized that his expression was full of bitterness, even if only half of it. Luk Stop it When he muttered again with a voice that seemed to be squeezed out by force, Lukrov left Chizuru on the bed. Then, I went back a few steps, and after repeating uneasy breathing several times, I turned my back to Chizuru and turned my heels back. Lukrov, wait, that Despite Chizurus call, Lukrov went out to escape when he opened the door, and closed the door behind him. The sound of walking away with a quick stride echoed Immediately, I couldnt hear anything. Chizuru, who was left alone in the darkness and silence, had no choice but to sit in a daze. What was this now? From the current relationship between the two of them , a sudden refusal to an incredibly gentle kiss. What does this mean ? CH 25 The Longest Night C1 After having dinner as usual in the dining room without Lukrov and having a brief greeting with the three knights that Roan brought with him, Chizuru returned to her room again. Arde brought hot water and towels to cleanse me in the room again, but I decided to have Arde go down early tonight with the intention of just taking a quick bath alone. Then, when I was alone and calmed down early, I tried to wash my face by putting my hand in the water bucket placed on the desk Suddenly, from the lower floor, a loud sound of something collapsing vigorously echoed. Chizuru was surprised and stopped and looked around to see what had happened. Moreover, the noise didnt stop, but it continues violently with Gassshan, Dottttan, and so on. It was a terrible fuss, as if someone had messed up the furniture and furnishings and turned them over, causing chaos. After a while, even a few screams could be heard. (What ?) When I hurriedly wiped my hands with the towel I had, I left the room and looked around to the left and right. I met a female servant who was going back and forth in the corridor, so I called her out and stopped. What happened now? I suddenly heard a great sound from below Wow, I dont know. However, it seems that it was heard from the room where Lukrov sama was having dinner with the guest From Lukrov and Roans room? Chizuru immediately stiffened. Lukrov and Roan I remember that they had a fight with each other and messed up all over the place several times. Certainly, Roan broke his nose once. Its a fresh memory for Chizuru, less than two years ago, but here its almost fifteen years ago. Both of them are already good old adults, not the bloody young people of those days. However, it is Lukrov and the Roan. Please tell me where the room is When Chizuru asked, the confused servant quickly explained, Turn right under the stairs on the first floor and its the third room. Chizuru just thanked her and rushed down the stairs. I found the room immediately. There were many servants with anxious faces in a row, and they were going back and forth in front of the door. As Chizuru approaches, Nadal is there and immediately calls out to her. Chizuru-sama! Actually, Lukrov-sama and the Duke of Roan are in a fight inside. Again? Chizuru was surprised. Nadal didnt seem to notice the nuance, so he explained with an exaggerated gesture while making a crying face. The dining table was turned over, and the food is scattered all over the place, it was already a mess when I came out, Mr. Lukrov shouted like a beast and kicked us out. Fortunately, the two of them didnt have any weapons, but But if they were eating, they would you have a knife? Thats right! What should I do? The boys eyes have tears of anxiety. The two of them should know how to kill humans with their bare hands, even if they dont have weapons or knives, but now its no comfort to say that. Should I go to call the powerful young knights? However, most of them finished their meal already and returned to their respective rooms. Chizuru had no choice but to decide on the spot. I will go in If anything happens, call Arde right away. Eh, Chi, Chizuru-sama? Fortunately, or scarily, it seemed that the room was already quiet. Chizuru took a deep breath, tied her lips, gathered courage and touched the door. While Nadal is watching over with a sigh. When the door opened with a squeaking noise, it was true that everywhere inside was messed up, a completely dirty room. Well, it makes me want to admire it so thoroughly. Roan that held his nose near the wall. On the opposite wall, there stood Lukrov, who was out of breath and slightly curled up. Roan Lukrov The two men looked up at the same time and saw the entrance to the room where Chizuru was standing. Roan immediately shined his eyes, while Lukrov immediately stiffened his body to the point where he felt the urge to be surprised. Maybe Chizuru could have been hurt by Lukrovs reaction . However, in reality, I felt that Lukrovs deep heartache was hurtful, and I just overflowed with sympathy and affection for him. Look, Chizuru, this guy hit my nose again. Damn can you believe it? This guy becomes a madman as soon as it comes to Chizuru. Roan complained while shaking his head. In other words, did they have a fight over Chizuru? Actually, it was far beyond the wording fight, but well, Chizuru learned long ago that the fist X fist seems to be counted as one of the words between these two people. Are you okay, Roan? Although I heard it, Chizurus line of sight remained straight toward Lukrov and did not move. No, its no good. Im about to die. Chizuru, can you take care of me? The tragic tone of the Roan has a humorous sound at the same time. Chizuru smiled and answered the Roan But his gaze remained on Lukrov. No, Im sure your wife will get angry, and there must be a much better pharmacist in the castle than I am. Oh, how ruthless to a lonely man who was torn in love. Lets say Im withdrawing like this. While holding his nose, Roan jumped over the wreckage of chairs, desks, and dishes scattered on the floor with his long legs, and came to the doorway where Chizuru was and looked down at me, and when I looked back at Lukrov, I sternly browed. Its not just you and Chizuru. Neither Zain nor Edina will be rewarded if you keep up like this. If you dont decide quickly, Ill do what I want. Yes, after saying something like advice to Lukrov, Roan disappeared into the corridor with a stride. After that, several servants rush to chase after. ? Suddenly, the names of the two nostalgic people suddenly appeared, and Chizuru worriedly shook his head. It s not rewarding it s like they re no longer in the world . The ominous premonition makes my heart beat. But Lukrov, are you okay? Are you injured? Still, Chizuru wanted to calm the important man in front of her. Chizuru, who managed to cross over the cobbled floor, which was extremely confused, and managed to reach the front of Lukrov, stopped there. Lukrov stares at Chizuru with a face that is a mixture of various emotions. Anger, regret, sadness, and what should I call it thirst? Just as a thirsty creature seeks water, he stares down at Chizuru with his eyes eagerly seeking his opponent. As far as I could see, Lukrov didnt seem to be seriously injured. his beautiful black hair was covered with some food, and there were only a few small scratches running in his big hands peeking through the long-sleeved tunic. Going back to the room? Or should I call someone? Lukrov shook his head. Should I be there? Or do you want to be alone ? Lukrov shook his head again. When Chizuru was relieved and smiled slightly, Lukrov frowned painfully. But it didnt seem to reject her. hey If Lukrov once suffered because of his feelings for Chizuru, Chizuru is willing to be hurt because of this love. Lets take a rest. Come with me Chizuru whispered while she gently touched Lukrovs big hand, and firmly held on both sides. This time Lukrov did not shake his head. CH 26 The Longest Night C2 Lukrov and Chizuru were holding hands and watching as the servants came out of the room, which looked like a battlefield. I felt curiosity, admiration, and longing eyes pouring down from here and there, but Chizuru wasnt embarrassed. Lukrov follows Chizuru quietly with heavy steps like a warrior who admitted defeat. Because of that, it may be more surprising. Actually, Chizuru did almost nothing Lukrov, who obediently walked one step behind Chizurus lead, probably looked strange to the residents of this castle. Even for Chizuru, this was the first time. When the two of us went up the stairs and arrived in front of the room, Chizuru was wondering for a moment whether she should invite Lukrov to her room or enter his room directly. I remembered that I was suddenly rejected after receiving a kiss earlier, and I thought that if I sent Lukrov to his room, Chizuru might have to return to her room. However, Lukrov watched over Chizuru who is confused in front of the two adjacent doors. I like your room he muttered softly. Too masculine, low-vibrating voice. The core of the body was aching, and Chizurus nape hair stood up. Although not very much, I couldnt feel like refusing, I nodded and pushed the door of my room to enter. Looking back over my shoulder, Lukrov quietly enters. And I closed the door behind. Since only one candle was lit, Chizuru hurriedly transferred the fire to several other candles prepared in other candlesticks. The room will be a little brighter and you will be able to see the dirt on Lukrovs hair and clothes. Fortunately, the barrel of hot water and towels that Arde had prepared are still sitting on the desk which was still steaming. Looking back at Lukrov again, he seemed to be watching Chizurus every move and thinking about the same thing. First, I have to clean the dirt. should I do it myself!? Lukrov silently shook his head to Chizuru, who heard that while pointing at the barrel filled with hot water. Do you hate hot water? No cant you do it yourself. Chizuru immediately returned a calm face without noticing Lukrovs true intentions. Lukrov didnt break his serious face, and after striking his eyes meaningfully several times, he whispers softly with the usual low voice. If you dont help me, I cant do it. I dont want to do anything. ! This time I understood immediately. Chizuru instantly imagined the scene and immediately turned bright red and made her mouth flutter. Although it was after countless layers of body, the act seemed strangely glossy again, and the heart screamed unnaturally. In most cases, the act of love between the two was in the form of Lukrov taking the initiative, which is extra. Moreover, helping with bathing especially for warriors like Lukrov should be something that can only be asked by someone who has completely forgiven their hearts. I is it okay ? Lukrov silently nodded to Chizuru, who asked with a quivering voice. Such a reaction was also strangely fresh. Lukrov was always a person who expressed his intentions clearly with yes and no, and he was not swept away by Chizurus proposal. But now. Lukrov was standing silently looking down at Chizuru, so Chizuru had to take action before the hot water cooled down. Then I have to take off my clothes first Fortunately, tonights Lukrov doesnt wear complicated chainmail, swords, or armor. A long-sleeved tunic with solemn embroidery and a red obi-style cloth around the waist. Chizuru looked up at Lukrov as if to say something, but he just sucked his chin slightly as if to say please. In other words I would leave it Chizuru to undress me. Chizuru slowly reached for Lukrovs obi tie while her cheeks get more flushed. The cloth tied beside the waist was untied, and when the knot broke, I had to put my hands around his waist to take it. Slowly unravel the double and triple obi. It was an action that could only be done while sticking tightly in front of his chest. I got it When the obi was removed, Chizuru was uttering something that seemed unnecessary to say one by one. Lukrov nods again slightly. There was no sign of him making the next move. Then next time take off the tunic This is the same as a shirt without buttons, and it cannot be taken off without his help. Considering the height difference between the two, it was necessary to have Lukrov to move a little. Chizuru stretched out her arms and grabbed the hem of the tunic, which extends to her thighs, from both ends. her hand trembled slightly. Ill take it off, so look down a little over here. Surprisingly, Lukrov hung his head according to Chizurus instructions. Their faces get closer to each other so that they can feel each others breath, and the strong chest plate gets closer to Chizurus body. The scent of Lukrov wrapped around Chizuru. It was no wonder if the two bodies melted into one as it was. Chizuru took a breath and slowly pulled up the tunic. Lukrov bent his back toward Chizuru as he moved, and the tunic slipped through his back and slipped off smoothly. his trained back muscles are exposed, with some scratches. Lukrovs body was perfect as a warrior so that she might fall in love with it. For example, it was as beautiful as a Greek sculpture. I dont see many sculptures in this world, but if Michel Angelo saw Lukrov, he would definitely want to model it. However, his body is not just a lump of stone or bronze. The hot blood pulsates, vigorously moves, and sometimes gently embraces to Chizuru. Whats on your hair is it a fish? The white fish and its skin-like fragments were buried in the short cut black hair, so Chizuru removed it by hand. It also comes with an oily sauce, which youll have to wash with hot water. Lukrov, whose upper body was naked and only his pants underneath, did not move at all as if he had left everything to Chizuru. Chizuru glances at the lower body of a large knight. For the time being, it seemed that I dont have to take it off yet. (Well, what is yet? Already ) While embarrassed that a devious idea crossed her mind, Chizuru pulled Lukrovs hand and led him to the front of the hot water tub. He followed her obediently. Chizuru hurriedly dragged the chair in the corner of the room and put it behind Lukrov. Sit down. I have to wash your hair and face. Lukrov sat in a chair. It was a delicate chair for women, so when Lukrov sits down, the shoulder width protrudes greatly from the backrest, and it seems that it is not very comfortable to sit on. Chizuru thought it was funny and gave a faint laugh. Then, Lukrov raises one eyebrow. Why do you laugh? Because this chair makes it difficult for you to sit down. Did you make a mistake in choosing the furniture? I wish I had a larger chair. For what? For your big body I ask you one, did you sit in this chair? ? Yes, of course. There is only one monopod in this room. How comfortable is it? Im glad, because its just like my petite womens chair, right? Thats it Lukrov answered monotonously. Then I didnt make a mistake in choosing furniture. It took a few seconds to notice the meaning of the statement. In other words, this chair was originally chosen for Chizuru or at least for a woman who looks as tall as Chizuru. Lukrov Wash my hair Lukrov, who left his back on the back of a small chair, closed his eyes gently. The long, dark, jet-black lashes that were laid down looked good on the deeply carved features, and were so beautiful that I wanted to stare at them forever. However, the hot water will get cold if I waited. There is no water heater here, as in Japan, where you only have to press one switch. Chizuru scolded herself, soaked the towel in hot water and squeezed it. Chizuru first cleaned the area that was dirty with fish, then returned the towel to hot water, squeezed it, and slowly wiped the other part of his head. And soak the towel in hot water again, this time wipe the face. Cheeks, nose, chin And when it was the turn of the forehead, Chizuru stopped moving, reaching a deep scar that reached the end of the eyebrows. It was a wound that was inflicted by the last command from the king. Was this amount of wound really the only thing left by the tragedy that Lukrov gave up everything? I dont think so. Chizuru knows Lukrov. might even knew too much. When you got this wound While gently touching the scar with her fingertips, Chizuru chose a word and continued asking with caution. What did Roan said about Zain and Edina are they connected? Lukrov slowly opened his eyes. I wasnt surprised at all, and I was calm and staring straight ahead, as if I was waiting for Chizuru to ask this question. Lukrovs eyes wandered in the air for a while as if he was watching a video of his past memories, but then he gently focused on Chizuru and stopped. Oh Lukrov replied. He even smiled sadly. Do you want to hear? Chizuru knew well that it would be a painful conversation that would surely scratch her soul. If you dont ask, your heart may remain peaceful. But this is surely a wall that two people have to overcome together. Chizuru touched Lukrovs cheeks with her hand, brought her forehead to his forehead, and quietly nodded. CH 27 The Longest Night C3 A thin crescent moon was floating low outside the window, and it was a quiet and a clear night with no clouds or wind. Chizuru once again wetted the towel and squeezed it before the hot water cooled, and wiped the neck of Lukrov. Lukrov closes his eyes again and silently leaves himself to Chizurus movements. Chizuru looked deeply at his Adams apple moving up and down as he breathed. And when Chizuru turned behind Lukrov and tried to slide the towel over his wide back, he opened his eyes slightly quietly and began to speak. Zain and Edina have been with me many times since you disappeared We didnt have a land like this, unlike Roan, who immediately inherited the territory. Chizuru thought of two knights. Zain and Edina. Zain was a tall blonde knight, with clear light blue eyes and dark blonde hair like a clear spring sky, and was as strong as a pictured prince. He has a gentle personality with a strong sense of justice, and is just like the knight of over the white horse that girls dreamed of. And Edina . She was a female knight with beautiful blonde hair that was as light as a flam and sway in the wind. A gentle and open-minded woman who had both strength and grace, it was nothing but a longing for Chizuru. Edina also loved Chizuru, who suddenly fell from a different world and didnt know the right or left, and the two were sisters. I think she was about the same age as Lukrov. And the most notable thing was that Edina and Zain loved each other deeply. Both of them were orphans who grew up in the same orphanage, and they supported and encouraged each other from an early age, and naturally they loved each other as if they were breathing. When I saw the two of them snuggling up to each other, no matter how cold they were, I couldnt help admiring their love. It was the two of them who calmed me down after you disappeared First of all, they suggested that I ask the King and his prophet to search for you. Thats why he may have felt responsible forever. For ten years Lukrovs back was stiff, Chizuru stopped her hand and listened to his words. After all, what Lukrov had been looking for Chizurus whereabouts for ten years, even after doing something wrong, he never stopped. With heavy feeling of responsibility, sadness, and unscrupulousness, a slight joy was mixed up and approached my heart. Lukrov continued with a low voice. Its been ten years Can you believe it? I wish they had just abandoned the madness like me And yet, the two of them followed along with that last mission Ten years. He kept looking for Chizuru. Abandoning dreams, honor, youth, and even other opportunities for love, he continued to seek Chizuru, who he spent only one year together. At that time, Chizuru vowed that she would not stop loving him even if Lukrov would not return love to Chizuru for the rest of his life until his death. Even if all he wants from Chizuru is her body, thats fine. As long as Lukrov needs me, I will respond to it in any form They are supposed to have been killed in action. I reported that and the church accepted it. After all, the two are Chizuru became irresistible, and when she dropped the towel on the floor, she turned her hands and hugged Lukrovs shoulders tightly from behind. Instead of refusing to hug him, Lukrov gently approached Chizurus cheeks and squeezed her hand tied in front of her neck with one hand. The truth is different. Only Edina was killed in action. It was because of me who tried to stay in spite of the disadvantage of the war situation Lukrovs voice was quivering slightly. she was stabbed by the enemys sword in the heart and died on the spot. In front of me and Zain. Perhaps he remembered the memory of those days, Lukrov held his mouth for a while and stared at the empty wall. Edina was kind. she was like an older sister who encouraged Chizuru over and over again. For Lukrov and let alone Zain, her disappearance would have been a pain equivalent to stripping her soul. Chizuru couldnt stop the tears from spilling, and crouched at Lukrovs neck. Zain and I survived, but for Zain, life, etc., would have been meaningless the moment he lost Edina. He knelt in front of Edinas corpse and kept silent. He then took the sword, and stabbed myself in the same place where Edina received the sword and ended up. Lukrov closed his eyes and told him to spit out while holding Chizurus hand even harder. I hugged them and buried them. There was nothing like a tombstone, so I stood only a sword and a helmet. It was night. At that time, I lost everything my heart, my dreams, my dreams of my love too. I gave up everything. The heart that thinks of Chizuru. A dream of reuniting with Chizuru. Also love for Chizuru. everything. everything. Naturally. Lukrov accepted Chizuru, who suddenly returned four years later, in any form. It was no wonder that such a woman was cut off or abandoned because he didnt want to see her face anymore. Nevertheless, he still accepts Chizurus hug in this way. Im sorry Lukrov. Im sorry Lukrov opened his eyes slightly to Chizurus voice trembling in tears. Chizuru Lukrov whispered to Chizurus ear. Do you know what was the worst in this hell? Chizuru shook his head. The worst thing was that I didnt die I didnt know where you were. If I was told that you were dead, I would be as clean as Zain and would die but I didnt know where you are . Maybe youre living somewhere in this world and looking for me. I couldnt die. the tears overflew endlessly, Chizuru had closed her eyes while clinging to tightly Lukrov. This is it. This is it. Dont cry Lukrovs voice echoed in my ears. However, although I couldnt see it because I closed my eyes, Im sure Lukrov was crying too. The two were hugging each other tightly and standing without saying anything further. After a while, Lukrov silently carried Chizuru to the bed, where the two slowly piled up. From the hair to the tips of the nails, there would have been no place in Chizurus body that did not receive Lukrovs lips. It was Lukrov who fell asleep first before the morning came. Thank you Chizuru gently muttered in a small voice, gently approaching Lukrovs sleeping face with a tired shadow. Thank you for Finding me. Thank you for being alive. Thank you CH 28 Loves Fools Festive C1 The next morning, Chizuru woke up with a faint sound of someone moving around in the room. It is immediately clear from the window that the sun is already shining brightly and it seems that a considerable amount of time has passed since sunrise. I shook my vague head because of my low blood pressure, slowly raised my upper body and looked around, and there was Arde, who was wiping the floor. good morning Chizuru. Did I wake up? Arde raised her face from the floor and greeted lively. no, its okay. Good morning Arde how long have you been here? not so long ago. Im sorry. You must have been tired, Lukrov sama told me to let me sleep as much as you want. Lukrov did? Yes Arde stood up from the floor and smiled at Chizuru while squeezing a cloth like a rag into the apron belt. Ive already heard rumors about last night from all over the place! It seems that Chizuru-sama was able to calm down Lukrov-sama and the Duke of Roan in a blink of an eye Chizuru sank her face into the sheets and groaned briefly. Why are rumors so exaggerated and widespread in this world? Moreover, judging from Ardes story, it seems that breakfast time has already passed. Even though it was a long night, I overslept in the morning. Of course, Lukrov was no longer there. Lukrov is already outside. Im busy today because the Duke of Roans welcome party will start in the evening. Ive given you some remarks because its unclear when well meet. Chizuru raised her face from the sheets and shook her head toward the maid who did not break her meaningful smile. What? First of all its a feast, many stores are gathered in the training ground square. Lukrov sama said tha Chizuru-sama could buy as many things as she want. Its wonderful! No matter how much ? Hmm Having trouble answering, Chizuru mumbled her words. I dont know what kind of store will be opened, but even now, Im pretty reluctant to spend Lukrovs gold as I like. Chizuru isnt a spender in the first place, and now that shes heard Lukrovs confession, I dont think its okay to obey his favor anymore. Well, if you buy something at a small food stall, youre already taken care of both sleeping and eating, so isnt there a big difference? Okay. Did he say anything else? Yes. First of all, dont drink alcohol even if offered. After the sun goes down, the music and dance will start. I was told you to dress you up properly to go out with Lukrov. Ardes eyes are shining happily. As the night gets deeper, people become more and more rude. There are many people who talk to young girls who are interested in it. Im sure Lukrov is worried about it. Lukrov is worried ? I wonder if he is. After their night, Chizuru was still not sure how the relationship between the two of them had changed. Lukrovs trauma is so deep that the more she tries to look into the bottom, the less she knows how to fill the gap between them. Maybe time really heals everything, or maybe it doesnt. The current Chizuru could only wait. CH 29 Chizuru stretched out her arm hmm does it mean to be modest to look acceptable? Or does it mean to be stylish? I think its the latter. Of course, you may not be very pleased with the dress that tempts other lords, but leave it to me! There should be few unworn dresses here, We will also tie your hair. Certainly, I wanted to wear a simple dress that was not very noticeable, the chest of drawers has many luxuriously designed dresses that had not been worn yet and been sleep within the drawers. Some of them are noble dresses, as they are only allowed to be worn by the castle owners wife. Although I was reluctant to wear it every day, there were some clothes I wanted to wear if it was a festival. Have your hair tied and dress up I dont think we can break through the current situation with this, but even so, there was a faint expectation that something might change a little. Well then, I will be in your care? Of course! Arde was delighted by clapping her hands. Maybe its because of the lively atmosphere before the festival, and Arde has always wanted to dress up Chizuru. Until now, Chizuru had refused it, but tonight. It might be okay to try hard tonight. After spending time caring for the children until noon as usual, Chizuru returned to the room after lunch and took a rest to prepare for the long feast night. I searched for Roan and Lukrov in the cafeteria, but neither of them appeared. I heard from Nadal that they were taking the main knights together to hunt for prey for the feast. (Medieval amazing ) Preparations for the party are steadily progressing in the castle. The normally closed gate was opened, and merchants and tradesmen who loaded horses were entering the garden inside the walls one after another. A number of tents have begun to be set up, and tree branches for burning fire are piled up here and there, and everyone is busy walking around with excitement. Chizuru remembered the original world a little while looking at the situation vaguely. The day before the school festival in high school. At work, just before a big event. All of them have different shapes, but the atmosphere of peoples excitement was very similar. Obviously, the men did not go hunting for animals for the grill, but the process of going shopping and setting up a booth was just like that, and it was kind of strange. (Something should change ) Suddenly, I was sentimental when I remembered Mai who supported Lukrov, and Chizuru looked up at the sky through the window and swallowed tears that were about to overflow. At that time, the door of the room suddenly opened, and Arde, who praised the smile of the sky, came in. A beautiful pink ribbon held in her hand. I was really worried about which color to use, but Im sure this will suit you best. In the pocket of Ardes apron, there were other small bottles of rose water that was used instead of perfume, combs and makeup tools. There are even tools that Chizuru doesnt know how to use. When I was summoned here last time, I didnt have much time to pay attention to makeup in the adventure after the adventure. Chizuru smiled. Even if you get so tense, you may be disappointed because the material is me. What are you talking about, Chizuru-sama. There is no material that shines as much as you, you just need to polish it. Leave it to me, Ill take you to Lukrov-sama. Come on, sit down. Last night, Chizuru was presented with the chair on which Lukrov was sitting, and Chizuru sat quietly there with a slight hesitation. It made me feel tickled when I realized that it was perfect for me. CH 30 After losing Zain and Edina, Lukrov said he had given up on all of Chizuru. However, the room that was prepared in this way, clothes, Chair, And Arde Maybe he still had Chizuru live in the corner of his heart, Sank by the waves of giving up and despair, quietly in a place like the bottom of the sea, somewhere deep and dark. Arde began to speak in a fascinating tone while carefully combing Chizurus hair. I was shocked when I heard that Mr. Lukrov and the Duke of Roan were in a fight last night, but I was happy. Its like Im back 14 years ago. happy? Yes, Ive said it a few times, but since I set up a castle in this territory about four years ago, Mr. Lukrov wasnt really energetic. Of course, the lords job was done perfectly. However, it was as if he was a ghost without a soul just silently performing his mission. Because of that, some people called him the Duke of ice, have you heard that ? Yeah I heard it once. Certainly, Rodolgo, the man I first met when I returned to this world, said that. Arde sighs briefly and continues while dexterously changing the direction of combing. The new servants and knights who have begun to serve from this castle seem to think that is Lukrov-sama usual, but I know. Lukrov-sama who was having fun playing with Chizuru-sama. . Lukrov-sama when he had a big quarrel with the Duke of Roan in a fight with Chizuru-sama. Maybe thats why Im happy The bright voice of Arde began to tremble slightly. When Chizuru looked back over her shoulder, the light blue eyes of the maid had tears floating in her eyes with a smile. Oh, Im sure it wasnt just Zain and Edina who supported Lukrov. Thank you, Arde Naturally, such words overflowed in Chizurus mouth. Arde shook her head. I couldnt do anything, Chizuru-sama, but Chizuru-sama Yup Its too sad that one person has been lost for such a long time, I hope he can return to his original happy appearance. Yup Chizuru turned to the front and closed her eyes quietly. And remembered the smiling Lukrov in my memory. When I laughed, the hard chin line collapsed a little, and a dent similar to a dimple was formed in the mouth . If he smiles now, hell probably have some wrinkles on the corners of his eyes and look even more gentle. I want to see him like that again someday. Someday .. soon.. CH 31 An hour later Chizuru touched the folds of the skirt, the skirt was light pink and with layered white lace fabric. The color and shape were neat, and their was a small opening neck that shows a bit of her chest, and it was made of the finest cloth that a noble would get. Mirrors are still valuable in this world, and although there was no mirror in Chizurus room large enough to capture her whole figure, Arde held a small hand mirror for her. When she looked into it, you can see a very beautiful woman. It looked like I wasnt myself. Im sure you will be the hot topic of the castle tonight. No, it wont be just the castle but the whole territory. Id like to show you off to Mr. Lukrov soon. Arde nodded satisfactorily many times, checking Chizurus hair with intricately woven ribbons from all angles. Chizurus black hair, which she usually kept down, was gracefully tied up behind her ears tonight, exposing her nape boldly. It emphasizes Chizurus femininity in harmony with the wide-open neck of the dress. Do you think he will like it? I didnt say who. I didnt have to say it. To be honest, I think no matter how you look and what you wear, Chizuru sama is the only one that Lukrov sama will love and grant his favor to. Its also a good idea to let him understand that on his own It may be a bit overkill to think of it as a plan, but Chizuru hoped that this will be a catalyst for improving the relationship between them. looking through the window the darkness had already begun to spread in the sky. From a distance, she could hear lively voices and noises of a drums Is it time? Shall we go? Arde herself who said that is also dressed up a little tonight. Chizuru nodded and the two left the room. Chizuru went out and thought that it was a good night for each of these festivals. There was no wind and the night sky were clear and not cold, but there was a cool breeze. The open space, which is usually a training ground, was filled with campfires and bonfires, illuminating the darkness. Some people seemed to be drunk early on, some were slamming together and making a fuss, while others were clamoring to sell things in the tents they had set up. The scent of roasted meat, the scent of yummy sweets, and the scent of wine are spreading around. Children were running loudly around, the performer playing variety of instrument between the ukulele and the guitar, which Chizuru saw for the first time her. Ardes daughter Noah is also there, and when she found her mother, she jumped with the lightness of a baby goat. Mom! Wow, Chizuru-sama, you look very pretty! If you look closely, Noah also decorated a part of her hair with a ribbon which she does not usually do. Thank you, Noah. You are beautiful too. The ribbon looks great. Ehehe Noah blushed happily as she turned around in front of Arde and Chizuru. But Chizuru sama looks like a real princess and is more beautiful. If you line up with Lukrov, youre a king and a princess. The child innocently said so, and this time she clung to her mothers hand and begged. There are candy sold over there. There are red and yellow ones. Can you buy it for me mom? In the direction Noah pointed her finger, there was a tent selling sweets with something like a candy stick on the tip of a stick. I dont know the value of small items because I havent shopped outside yet, but it may be expensive because its hard to find in a regular meal. Sure enough, Arde was hesitant. Chizuru came up with a good idea and smiled gently. Ill buy you, Noah. Lets go. oh, Chizuru-sama! Really, Chizuru-sama? Im happy! Mother Arde and daughter Noah screamed at the same time. Chizuru winked lightly to Arde, who is shrugging with a sense of confusion. Its not me who pays, but Lukrov? Its okay, Im sure he wont object. And Chizuru bought and gave each candy to Noah and the children of the other servants who were playing around. All the young faces glowed with joy, and while making the area around their mouths sticky, they thank Chizuru and return to the run. Lukrov-sama told you to buy what Chizuru-sama likes, right? Arde said in a blaming tone, but her expression looked happy and she seemed to praise Chizurus actions. its okay, Thats what I wanted. Chizuru replied, remembering the smiles of the children, It was my true intention. Looking around, it seemed that there were other free meals besides the stall tent, so Chizuru wasnt willing to spend any more Lukrovs money for herself. CH 32 Chizuru couldnt find Lukrov because there were so many people gathering, but when she walked around for a while, there was a red-haired knight who she could see his head in the crowd. she found him Surrounded by men and women of all ages, holding a bottle of wine in one hand and talks about something with exaggerated gestures. Im sure he exaggerated what happened last night and told people about it. he was a talkative chaos, without exaggeration, but it was a Roan. Arde, its okay to go back to Noah. Ill will stay with the Roan. Well, is that so ? But Chizuru properly understood that Arde was still thinking about her young daughter and husband and was inwardly fidgeting. With the Roan, no other dangers will come near her, aside from Roan himself. Its okay because there are so many people. Dont worry, enjoy it with your family. I wanted to talk to Roan for the first time in a long time, and since Chizuru said so Arde could return to her family. Arde, hesitated for a while but bowed with gratitude, and disappeared into the crowd. After seeing it, Chizuru joined the crowd surrounding Roan and waited for him to notice. Of course, he noticed Chizuru in just a few seconds. Chizuru! Oh, isnt it Chizuru! She had the heros appearance last night! The Roan immediately approached with a stride while squeezing through the crowd. Every move that is unnecessarily loud looks strangely graceful when you get to Roan, even though it should look crude. Chizuru was unintentionally laid back. Youre the one who made that weird rumor, Roan. Oh, what are you talking about? I killed the quarrel between you two in an instant, thats what it is. Is your nose okay? Oh, it didnt seem to break after all. It was true that once it broke, it wouldnt break again. But lets say the rumor is a misunderstanding. I was in the dining room for breakfast, By the time he went out, everyone was already talking about that. Was it so? Then, was it Nadal? It seems that the child has the talent to talk about things in a funny and exaggerated way. Chizuru had no choice but to shrug. Then, Roan bends down slightly and looked into Chizuru. Chizuru, I knew you were cute, but its the first time Ive seen such a beautiful figure. Well, are you in love with me? Chizuru laughed with a loud voice. Thank you. Tell your wife that. Lets do that, I might be decapitated. Have you met Lukrov yet? no, still Do you know where he is? Arde told me to go out with him by the time the dance starts That man has a head of a stone, he can only see things in black and white, although the world is full of so many colors. Chizuru looked up at the red-haired knight who suddenly turned into a poet, tilting his head. Its a symbolic phrase, but I feel like I can understand what he means. It may be undeniable that Lukrovs steadfastness and sincerity sometimes have such a stubbornness that cuts everything with or without it. And for Lukrov, the current Chizuru is probably still in the none category. Dont blame him, Roan. Originally, Im the one who did something bad Chizuru Roan suddenly changed to a new tone and turned to Chizuru. Both of you should stop being trapped in the mistakes of the past, who was responsible for this, and that was your responsibility. Neither Zain nor Edina want that. . You guys have a future. Thats fine. But Well, Im not a long-suffering man, and believe it or not, I really love the both of you Chizuru. Lukrov is a close friend who Im willing to offer him my life. Chizuru smiled with tears at the words of the Roan, which was sincere and clear. We too, Roan Its the duty of the surviving man to be happy. If that guy doesnt change his attitude forever, I have an idea. CH 33 Roan suddenly pulled Chizurus hand and began to move forward in the crowd. I was surprised at first, but from the flow of the story, I thought that Rone was trying to guide me to Lukrov, so I quietly followed his step. However, it wasnt Lukrov who was at the destination. Hey, Baru, I brought a woman here! A knight who stood with his back while staring at the bonfire raised his face to the loud shout of the Roan and looked back. He was a young knight with brown hair and a not-so-tall but rock-like body. Chizuru was familiar to him. he was one of the knights that Rone brought with him, who greeted her at the cafeteria yesterday,he is a few years older than Chizuru. Roan? Ah, that Just as Chizuru began to be confused, the young knight called Baru also had a fool look on his face as if a pigeon had eaten a peashooter.*TL:wait..what?* Duke Roan, youre kidding again No, Baru, youve been completely fascinated by Chizuru since yesterday. My eyes cannot be deceived. And its clear that Chizuru isnt the woman of Lukrov. There is an opportunity. Please bring your bride with you back to the territory. Good luck! When he shouted so, Roan left Chizuru on the spot and disappeared into the crowd again to escape. Everything was sudden like a spring storm, and Chizuru and Baru were just stunned and could only see the back of roan, which disappeared quickly. It was a quiet corner with few tents to sell. The bonfire burned as tall as Chizuru and crackled, illuminating the darkness in orange. Other than that, it is less popular area and had a calm atmosphere. The knight called Baru was staring at Chizuru with a face that as if he couldnt believe yet. Chizuru opened her mouth with a smile, hoping to soften the situation. That dont worry about what Roan said, because it seems to be some kind of a misunderstanding The young knight, Baru, was not so beautiful, but he had brown eyes that one can drown in, with depth and calm for his age. His eyes were so serious that he seemed to be confused, and Chizuru was a little confused about where to look. I thought you were the fiance of Duke Lukrov. What, no way Chizuru shook his head in a hurry when suddenly pointed out. Im not that kind of a person. Of course I like Lukrov, but there are many things to it. Baru frowned as if he couldnt understand it. There was no need to explain everything one by one, and Chizuru herself didnt know how to get along with him in the first place, but she didnt want to make a strange misunderstanding, so Chizuru added. I like Lukrov. Dont worry about what Roan said. Fortunately, it seems that Baru wasnt the kind of person who snooped innocently. When he nods obediently, he looks around and sighs a little. Then, it seems better to stay away from here. If you can see yourself alone in such a less popular place, you could be misunderstood. Eh? Yeah Chizuru also ran her eyes around him in the same way and understood Barus argument. During the festival, there were only a men and women of the same age in an unpopular corner . No matter how unreal it may be, it can only be seen a secret meeting place, away from the eyes of curios people . Come here. Lets find the Duke Lukrov together. Baru was respectful and took a step ahead of Chizuru in a hurry. He seems to be a mirror-like person of a knight, and after touching Chizurus waist, which was chasing after him in a hurry, for a moment, he immediately let go. The two started walking together, just a short distance away. However. Cha! Baru who was in front suddenly stopped, and Chizuru collided with his back from his face. Whats wrong When I looked up at the young knights face while holding down his nose, he was unnaturally looking straight ahead and stiffening his body. Curiously, Chizuru also follows Barus looking direction. There was Lukrov, wearing a beautiful navy blue tunic layered on top of an armor, giving off a dignity that makes it look like a king or a lion, while staring at Baru in a terrifying manner. Chizuru took a breath she was caught on spot CH 34 Loves Fools Festive C3 Lukrov stood alone in a place away the crowd making a face of a warrior in front of a damn enemy. Although he didnt wear his war armor, Lukrov, who has a solemn appearance suitable for a lord, looking powerful just by standing, With the addition of angry black eyes, no fierce man will try to approach him. Lukrov Chizuru whispered his name and tried to leave Baru and move forward. At that time, she felt that Lukrovs harsh expression had eased just a little but that was only for a moment. You still have to wait here Suddenly, Baru sticks out one hand to the side and blocks Chizurus way. He may be misunderstanding something, Let me explain first. And slowly stepped forward. Chizuru was blocked on the way to go and stopped, and Lukrov immediately returned to his original harsh expression. However, Baru didnt flinch and kept walking toward Lukrov. Chizuru got anxious It is wonderful that Baru has courage of the youth It seems to be the right thing to do as a knight to explain in advance to Lukrov, who may be in a bad mood due to some misunderstanding seeing her with another man However, the other party is Lucrov. Im sure Baru doesnt know that but there is a reason why he was called a knight of fiery flames. When angry, Lukrov can be so ruthless and violent that even the devil doesnt want to approach him. Like a flame that burns everything that approaches. Once swallowed, there is no choice but to return as ashes. No, uh, wait, Mr. Baru Chizuru hurriedly ran after Baru Lukrov is not just standing up, he is approaching us at the same slow pace as Baru. The two knights immediately faced each other head-on. It was Baru who bowed his head respectfully first. Duke Lukrov, dont get me wrong. When Chizuru, who was out of breath due to a sudden run, arrived just behind Baru, the two men were already facing each other at a distance that they could grab each other. Roan seems to have had some misunderstanding, but I have no intention of dealing with a woman who is devoting herself to another man. What brought her here with me is just because Baru looked back at Chizuru for a moment. I couldnt leave such a beautiful woman alone when she might face some danger. Can you understand? Lukrov did not answer. Despite being glared at by the ferocious eyes that seemed to attack at any moment, Baru stiffened his shoulders and stayed. Chizuru couldnt figure out how to cut it out, she had no choice but to look at the two knights alternately. Eventually, Lukrov muttered slowly, emphasizing each word, with a disturbing voice crawling on the ground. A good man is the one who keep danger away from reaching their daughter I know Then you may go right now. Ill talk to that about the Roan. As you say, Duke Lukrov. But please understand that she made no fault. Its all Roans.. When Baru raised his face and added that, it seemed that the tail of Lukrovs patience bag broke with noise. Im telling you to go, this crazy demon! A thunder-like angry sound was heard, and as expected, Baru got a chill on his spine and then dissipated in the original direction. However, when he left, he glanced at Chizuru and turned his face to look sorry. Chizuru reflexively shook her head and told him that he didnt have to worry about it. Yes, Baru hold no responsibility more than Chizuru. Even so, its too pity to be reprimanded and shameful. Youll have to complain about the Roan later. However, it was unknown what Lukrov was thinking. Chizuru is well aware that his emotions can sometimes be as dark as a deep, deep valley with an invisible bottom. When he loves someone, anger, jealousy, and sometimes anxiety, just as there is no limit to their depth, he can be deeply blinded sometimes. CH 35 Chizuru stared at Lukrov standing Lukrov, on the other hand, looked down at Chizuru with his cold eyes. His masculine jaw was as hard as the beast who wanted to eat Chizuru from his head and bones as soon as possible. And maybe, if he gets serious, theres nothing he cant do. Maybe Chizuru wouldnt resist either. youve already found another man, or its not a big deal. Chizuru opened her eyes for a moment because she couldnt understand what he was saying. If you dress up like that, you know that many men will gather like bees seeking nectar. its good the you got yourself one, are you planning on going out here with that man? he looks just right. Luk..rov I knew without looking in the mirror that my body temperature dropped all at once and felt the blood leaving my face. The cold voice and dialogue of a loved one will hurt Chizurus heart very easily and felt a sharp pain that cuts deep into her skin. the beautiful tied hair that Arde had prepared for me now made me feel sad, as if it was a dirty thing that suddenly appeared. When Chizuru clouded her face, Lukrov approached her in a stride and pulled her waist tightly with her big hand. For that face Lukrovs voice was low and rough. I waged war. Because of that body, I give up my honor and life, and to gain your heart While taking a breath, Chizuru waited for Lukrovs next words. A neat face is distorted, and a sad shadow casts on the jet-black eyes. I wandered through hell. Cant I have you for myself alone? Further force is applied to the hand holding the waist, and the waist of the dress is strongly pressed against the hem of the chainmail. It was painful. Even if you explain that it is a misunderstanding or that the Roan has just forcibly set up a mischief, it will not ease the current Lukrov. I just wanted Lukrov to look at me, but I didnt like him getting angry like this. Im sorry like this It was painful to think that Ardes efforts would be nullified, but Chizuru tried to remove the makeup by rubbing it with the back of her hand. I dont know if it was successful. However, Lukrovs expression becomes even darker, and Chizurus eyes are filled with tears. Lukrov grabbed Chizurus arm, which was still trying to rub her face with her hands. Stop Let go! Stop, Chizuru I hate it! Its okay, its dirty! I dont need it at all! Chizuru struggled to untie her hair by raising her arm. Brilliant dresses, make-up faces, and beautifully trimmed hair. Everything that I wanted was to improve the relationship between the two of us. It wasnt for Lukrov to get angry and shout like this . Chizuru struggled hard in Lukrovs arms, but only reaffirmed that she couldnt compete with his strength. Sad and sorry for Arde, Roan and others, and even more tears filled her eyes. I dont like it ! I just thought that Lukrov might like it I just did it , lets go of me! Although I raised my voice, the ending trembled mercilessly. However, as soon as that happened, Lukrov held Chizuru tightly against his chest, preventing her from moving any further. Under the moonlight she was so close that she could feel the hot body of Lukrov, and she was hugged strongly and hard. In pain, Chizuru buried her face in Lukrovs chest and cried. After a while, Lukrov patted Chizurus head and whispered to her ear, making a calming voice. Dont cry, Chizuru. I was bad I was just frustrated Seeing you with another man. It was a gentle, slightly weak voice of Lukrov. Chizuru stopped crying, stopped moving in Lukrovs chest and listened to his heartbeat. To-kun, To-kun, To-kun. A heartbeat that deviates like a child who becomes anxious in the face of a storm. Dont cry Youre beautiful. youre too beautiful and I got worried. Its like a dream I thought youre likely to be stolen by another man. Chizuru gently raised her face. There was Lukrovs face in the immediate vicinity, and it was a distance where the lips seemed to overlap with each other just by stretching a few centimetres. Lukrov I was bad, Chizuru, please forgive me Maybe this guy is really a devil after all While thinking so, Chizuru made a small hiccup and nodded. There was no choice but to nod. For him, I would give forgiveness even thousands of times I knew somewhere in my heart that Im madly in love with him CH 36 Loves Fools Festive DD 4 Lukrov hugged Chizuru tightly again, kissing her earlobe and then slowly crawl down her lips, and finally sticking to her neckline thats peeking through the collar of the dress. Hmm Chizuru shoulder trembled with the pain as if she being stabbed by a needle. Lukrov gave a similar stimulus to Chizurus collarbone, and he turned away with some satisfaction. Then, he runs his callused fingers on Chizurus skin, which he left a mark on, and raises the edge of his mouth slightly. Its hard to call it a smile, but it certainly looks a little closer to it. Chizurus body was completely on fire, and her breath rose and her feet started shaking. If it hadnt been supported by Lukrovs arms, she might not have been able to stand. I cant confirm it because its not a place I can see by myself, but Im sure that what Lukrov left on my skin is a kiss mark Chizuru is his. Its like branding a piece of iron. The collar of her dress was boldly open, so it must be a much clearer appearance as the women of the lord than a mere oral declaration. With a mix of embarrassment and joy, Chizuru looked up at Lukrov with a reddish face. Lukrov also looked down on Chizuru with a calm expression that is different from the previous one. Its been a while since Ive seen your hair up. Lukrov whispered with deep emotion. It looks good but I dont like you showing it to other guys. So thats why you make two kiss marks? Lukrov snorted laughingly when he touched my neck with his hand, which still had sweet pain sensation. made two? No, I only left two. Im going to sprinkle more whenever I see guys looking at you tonight, Ill increase it each time believe me. Half was threatening, and half was Lukrovs tone as if he was just kidding. Of course, Chizuru would be happy to accept such a threat. More than that, this kind of exchange warmed Chizurus heart, even giving her the illusion of returning to her lover. Dont worry, Im yours. Earlier it was just Roan. No matter what you think, there are many men who lose themselves in front of the woman they are interested in. Its best to be careful. Lukrov loosened his arm holding Chizuru and took her one hand instead. Did you walk around the training ground? The merchants would have set up several tents. Yeah, with Arde. It was lively and interesting. The two started walking next to each other. There was a desire to leave this festival and stay in a room where no one was there, but Lukrov is the organizer of this party and he cant just leave here, at least until the end of the feast. CH 37 Loves Fools Festive 4.5 Lukrov pulled Chizurus hand and entered the lively festival commotion; many merchants, tradesmen, and knights greeted him respectfully. Lukrov gave a short but polite greeting to each person, demonstrating splendid lordship. Lukrovs hand was always touching somewhere on Chizurus body throughout the greetings, and it was ticklish. His hands were casually circled around her waist When he had to listen to the merchants stories, he sometimes got bored with it, and his fingertips would start playing with Chizurus hair. Chizuru noticed that the skinship sometimes became bolder, mostly when the other person was a young man, and wanted to reassure him, so she secretly whispered when they were alone in a place with few people,even if you dont do that, its okay because no one here is better than Lukrov. Lukrov [slightly] raised his masculine eyebrows, showing he couldnt totally agree with Chizurus words Many young people. So? Im a little too old for you. Lukrov, who answered with a sigh, was vaguely looking at the middle of the night sky and the bonfire. Chizuru suddenly realized one part of Lukrovs misery and was surprised. The sight of the former hero, illuminated by the shimmering bonfire flames, is not that of a fearless young man only 22 years of age, but that of an adult man who knows everything about his life. The age-appropriate, shallow wrinkles were engraved on the outer corners of his eyes, and his hair was beginning to be mixed with a slight amount of white. However, Chizuru is indeed almost the same as that time. Because I spent a year in a different world the summer of my third year of high school, I could say that Im 20 years old physically, but I was only 19 years old in the Japanese family register. It means that there is a difference of 16 to 17 years from Lukrov. Perhaps such an age difference is considered a relationship between parent and child in this world Of course, she had already noticed such a thing, but Chizuru didnt care. But for Lukrov, that may not have been the case. Especially on such a night. That young knight, Baru, was probably about 22 years old, about the same age as Lukrov, when he fell in love with Chizuru. Lukrov is healthy, strong, has a strong temper, and is always full of power that surpasses others. So, many aspects arent easy to notice. There are many delicate parts in his heart. And every time Chizuru finds such a soft and beautiful scale, she falls in love with this complicated man even more deeply. It was still the same. Lukrov Chizuru stretched up and placed a gentle kiss on Lukrovs cheek, who was still looking at the flames. Lukrov took a little peek, he didnt even move his neck, but his gaze gently lowered and looked at Chizuru. A slight curiosity was dancing in his jet-black eyes. Even if Lukrov is a fifty-year-old uncle, I will be chasing you in the same way I always have. Lukrov raised the edge of his mouth with slight self-deprecation. I wonder. I wish I had come back to you sooner but thats because I would be able to love you longer, regardless of age. And maybe Zain and Edina would also be alive. Such words were on the verge of being carelessly spoken, but were swallowed instead She doesnt need to say it, both of them are so aware it hurts. Lukrov turned his gaze back to the bonfire and stared at the flames that illuminated in the darkness for a while. If she was able to take a look into his heart, what kind of emotions would be swirling within? Is it fierce like a raging stormy sea, or is it still like a cold water surface in the darkness of despair? Either way, Chizuru wanted to comfort the him who was standing there alone by standing there next to him. I want to think that I still have the right to do so. CH 38 Your Position (1) Did you buy anything? Suddenly, Lukrov asked. her thought were interrupted, Chizuru blinked her eyes. Yeah I heard from Arde that you said I could buy as much as I wanted Im sorry, was that okay? When Chizuru narrowed her shoulders and looked up at Lukrovs reaction, he looked straight to Chizuru. You can buy as much as you want. There are vendors in the area around here who dont come every day. Get as many dresses, shoes and jewelry as you like. Hmm have you bought anything? Well, I did shop, I bought food though. Food Lukrov frowned mysteriously and unpleasantly as if Chizuru had confessed that she had bitten his child three times. For some reason, I suddenly feel like Ive done something wrong Because there are so many foods that are provided free of charge, do you mean that you should not buy them one by one? Im sorry I just bought little candies I wonder if it was expensive. The wrinkles between Lukrovs eyebrows became deeper, and it seemed that things were a big problem. I felt by instinct and experience that I would soon be scolded by him-because of the candy Chizuru felt like crying. Sure enough, Lukrovs low-pitched voice approached Chizurus ear and whispered softly. Chizuru, you dont know your position. Im sorry Chizuru apologized while making it as small as possible. Of course, Lukrov wouldnt forgive her for that. He took Chizurus hand and quickly carried it to his mouth, kissing it with a squeak. Kiss? Um Lukrov? Lukrov repeated slowly, separating words one by one. You dont know your position. There are many merchants and craftsmen who would be disappointed and cry if you didnt buy anything. Im the lord of this castle and you are my He stopped talking for some reason She is ..? Lukrovs. Lukrov ? Chizuru was blinking her eyes again due to the unexpected development. Chizuru waited for the continuation, but Lukrov did not open his mouth easily. He himself had a confused look that felt like he didnt know what he was saying. Anyways Lukrov cleared his throat. You wont in a good position if you only bought ten candies and ended with that. Come and choose something quickly, Prove that Im not that kind of a man. What? Yes Chizuru was pulled out and nodded, not because she understood the meaning of his words, but because it was not a very arguable atmosphere. Lukrov took Chizuru back to the center of the training ground where tents are gathered. Many people looked back at them, their faces are shining red due to the effect of the wine, and greeted them warmly. Then, in front of the group of tents put out by the merchant, Lukrov suddenly stopped and looked back at Chizuru. By the way, why did you need to buy ten? that was When she explained that it was given to the children, Lukrov made a face as if he giving up and hit Chizurus forehead with his index finger. He may have been going easy with the hit, but it hurts as much as it would if received from a warrior who has been trained in battle. When Chizuru sharpened her lips as if she was upset, Lukrov eyes blinked happily and smiled although it was only a moment she was able to see the glimmer in hes eyes for a moment. I felt like he smiled. CH 39 Your position (2) The first person to call out was a merchant with a tent lined with colorful fabrics. As Lukrov and Chizuru approach, the merchant showed a gentle and warm smile while he thought that one of the Seven Gods of Luck has smiled upon him, and proudly begin to introduce his products. Beautiful cloths of various colors and weaves were wrapped like cloth and displayed neatly. How about a color like this for the beautiful lady? With your hair color it will look great. This fabric shop owner doesnt seem to be a local, and didnt know anything about Chizuru. However, since she is the woman accompanied by the castle owner who invited him, he must treat her with respect, but he didnt put any personal feeling within his greeting and didnt eye her for too long, keeping constant eye contact with the lord There were some beautiful cloths that caught her eye, but she refrained from saying so, but chose one of the cheapest ones and asked Lukrov for his opinion. Lukrov stared at Chizuru and the cloth. If you want, buy it too It was a calm tone, but not a happy one. But you look good in a brighter color. Hey, shop keeper, spread the piece behind you Lukrov chose two types of cloth that she originally wanted, but couldnt say because it looked expensive. One is a calm crimson color, and the other is a cream-colored fabric that is close to beige, with a flower pattern drawn with gold embroidery. Both are bright colors, but they look like elegant items that are reminiscent of Japanese dyeing. Its a wonderful aesthetic eye. I thought it would look good, especially on the lady. The merchant smiles satisfactorily, spreading the crimson cloth wide. Chizuru, who is still ignorant of the prices here, felt that this was a very expensive purchase. It doesnt come with a price tag, and it was displayed on a top shelf higher than other fabrics. Seeing Chizuru in confusion, the merchant pulled out the cloth and matched it to Chizurus collar to check the color. Knowing the one that will pay, the merchant gives a meaningful look to Lukrov instead of Chizuru, and asked him with a confident and cheerful tone, How about it my lord? Lukrov is also oddly satisfied. Lets get it. And this and this too. Point your finger at it and select a total of about five pieces of fabric The merchant was graciously following Lukrovs instructions, like a hungry dog, with a drooling smile. Then, should I deliver this to the castle tomorrow? yeah, tell the account manager of the castle. You should get the fee from him. alright The merchant salutes Lukrov, respectfully while taking off his feathered hat. Then turn to Chizuru and smiled brightly at her again. Lady, youre really lucky. No, your husband is the lucky one, isnt he? Because he got such a beautiful woman. Hahahaha. Chizuru turned bright red I was praised that I was beautiful. Is it the fact the he was buying a number of expensive items? And the husband thing Lukrov didnt even bother to deny it. Next, they went around several tents of local craftsmen who handle pottery, silverware, and glass crafts, and bought some products in their way. According to Lukrovs explanation, these purchases lead to local prosperity, and the decorations that decorate the castle are a kind of investment property of Lukrov, so it is even Chizurus duty to feel free to choose what she thinks fit. When I was told that it wasnt for me, but for decorating Lukrovs castle, my view changed, and I was willing to go with some silver tableware, wooden trays with elaborate work, and gorgeously colored, also, I chose a pottery vase. Sure, Chizuru wasnt a spender, but she wasnt too strict with buying new things. No matter how much the times and positions changed, shopping was fun as it was. And above all, Lukrov is next to her now. she was completely enjoying this situation where it would not be strange to think that it was like a date. CH 40 Dont let go (1) Lukrov kept staring at Chizuru with a gentle eye, if she screams at savage leather products that make her excited, or making a fuss about rare accessories or a coat of pig skin with a head on it. It can be said that she felt his stares Such a relaxing and ecstatic light that dwelled in his eyes. However, such a calm and peaceful time ended when he found a large crowd in the corner of the training ground. It was almost midnight, but it seems like there is a lot of noise. Most of the people gathered in the crowd were men, but some of them were girls and children, all of whom were similarly excited and screaming in a disturbing manner. Still, do it! Arms, take his arms! Damn, I was betting on the blonde! I cant forgive you, do more! Chizuru was surprised and took a step back. Lukrov frowns as if angry while holding her shoulders. What ? Chizuru looked up at Lukrov and saw a wrinkle is clearly engraved between Lukrovs eyebrows. Its a betting fight Roan likes them. I told him not to do so much of it. Chizuru was a little convinced when she heard that there was a fight, Whether the majority of the crowd are males, or the excited and rough heckler, its just like a boxing match in her world. I can imagine that the Roan may be the initiator. If Lukrov says, Dont do it, the red-haired knight would want to do it more. Damn, that stupid thing. I just have to check if they were using swords or not. Lukrov grunted and turned to a pondering face looking down at Chizuru. Never leave me. See they are all a bunch of excited cats? yes Make sure you Dont let go of my hand Lukrov reminded here once more. There is no reason for Chizuru to refuse. she grabbed Lukrovs hand and began to snuggle up into his arm. Maybe some people got excited and spill out the content of their cups. Not only wine, but the smell of alcohol, which seems to be stronger, is spilling over from all around, and Chizuru, who is weak against alcohol, is likely to get drunk just by the smell. When they reached the inside of the large circular fence, as Lukrov said, a knight and a young man who seemed to be a knight as well were wrestling with each other. Both are barefoot, dressed only in trousers and covered with dust. The audiences surrounded them, screaming one after another, glaring as if they were the one fighting. For the time being, the knights were all naked except for their pants, and they didnt wear any armor, let alone weapons. Hitting each other, grabbing the other hips like sumo wrestling, it feels even more painful than a sword fight. When Chizuru looked away from the game, there was Roan sitting in a chair and looking at them in the most prominent part of the crowds circle. His brown eyes happily capture Lukrov and Chizuru. That bastard Lukrovs finger holding Chizurus hand trembles as if he would strangle Roan at any moment. Chizuru looked up at the night sky with a feeling similar to giving up, thinking that the situation is going on a bad route The starry sky was shining innocently, as if ridiculing Chizurus worries. CH 41 Dont let go (2) Looking at the circle of excited cats, one of the two young knights wrestling in the middle of the crowd was thrown to the ground and let out a muffled growl, then stretched out over the ground with both hands wide open and surrendered. When a slender man with a beard, who seems to be a judge, took one hand of the remaining knight and raised it high and declared a victory in a loud voice, the crowd burst into the air. Some were strumming something like a drum. Chizuru was surprised and let out a long breathe when the bonfire lit up the winner behind the people started to show up better Isnt it the young knight, Baru? he was naked with nothing other than his pants and was completely covered with sand and dust, and some other unidentified dirt, so she didnt notice immediately, but that is definitely him. Although he seems to have won the game, he made a difficult face far from joy and has his hand raised by the judge. Baru didnt seem to be aware of Lukrov and Chizuru yet, but of course, Lukrov seemed to be aware of Baru even before Chizuru noticed. His grip to Chizurus hand suddenly became stronger. Lukrov pulled Chizurus hand as it was, and started walking toward Roan. Oh, its the Duke Lukrov and his (guest) Im in a good mood. Its a happy night for the festival. Lukrov gazed heavily into Roan, who was placing his arm in front of him while resting on a chair while placing the other on his chin, and gave a deliberate and polite greeting. What are you doing here? If the other party wasnt Roan, they will be trembling by now However, the other party was Roan. If youre talking about this fight, I want you to know that I wasnt the one who started it. Roan shrugs it off I found one of my knights and yours on the verge of pulling out their swords and starting a fight. Well, its difficult for an old man like me to calm hot blooded young man. Rather than fighting for a sword, I proposed a game with bare hands. Then, the audience gathered and starter placing bets without permission Certainly, the night is getting deeper, and wine is beginning to turn thick in peoples blood. The scenario that Roan said seems realistic. But whatever the motive, Roan would undoubtedly take advantage of the situation and use his strong speech and presence to drive the flow as he wished. Stop it now. I dont like this kind of chaos. Yes, yes but theyre all excited, and even if they disband now, the chaos may just spread. Roan stood up on purpose with a heavy waist was shown with both hands wide open. Finally, if there is a match that will bring out a big game for the finale that the audience will be satisfied with, everyone will be satisfied and will be able to stop it smoothly. Isnt it? Roan had a meaningful grin, and when he muttered for example, he shook his chin toward the back of Chizuru and his friends. Baru, who had finished the game, was slowly walking toward us while scraping off the dirt that had stuck to his body with his hands. Although it is not large, he has a well-balanced body with wide shoulders, a solid steel-like upper body, and muscles that are probably the result of daily training. Baru suddenly raised his face, and when he noticed Chizurus existence, he stopped. Barus eyes were opened in amazement and stared at Chizuru. It was a hot gaze that made Chizuru a bit uncomfortable. What will happen next! Isnt there a next match! Its a rematch! Its a rematch! The night has just begun! One of the people of the crowed who was excited, shouted an encore and swelled hotly. Nevertheless, if Lukrov shouted, the audience, who were just drunk and lively with alcohol and festivals, would have dissipated as if to scatter like spider web. However, Baru stared at Chizuru. His gaze was long and deep Lukrov naturally notices it. People want a rematch. And they were both knights and men. So The events that were to come seemed predictable CH 42 A fight between men (1) Duke Lukrov Baru came to the front of Lukrov and bowed his head. However, Chizuru somehow understands what kind of flow things are going on. Lukrov looks at the young knight with his chilly, jet-black eyes, not because he is calm, but only to control his magma-like sizzling passion. Roan began his speech with the smoothness of a poet singing and talking, with the two men facing each other silently. Before the holy match, status doesnt matter. Men throw away their status and courtesy and shed blood for the holy maiden Roan! Chizuru was angry and screamed, but it didnt seem to be heard by the audience, and above all, by the ears of Lukrov and Baru. A big cheer came out from the audience Lukrovs released Chizurus hand. Now, this is the last match! The legendary knight who was once known as the hero of the country and the youngest young knight in my territory will fight for a beautiful black-haired maiden! When Roan gave an exaggerated speech, peoples excitement would have reached its climax. The sound of drums started to get louder, and some people threw silver coin in the center of the circle, perhaps because they intended to support the match. Even so, Baru was not the one who would get swept away with the hype, but also took proper steps like a knight. Chizuru had no choice but to stand stunned after losing his words. What do you mean? What do you mean? She wanted to stop them right now if possible, but this is not just a fight, but a match. For the two knights, this does not mean just winning or losing or right or wrong. Its honor. No matter how much the match is played in the name of Chizuru, once Lukrov receives Barus wish, she has no right to step in Its a simple, primitive, world of men. Lukrov Still, Chizuru was muttering his name with the last sliver of hope. Lukrov was trying to move with Baru to the center of the circle, which has already become a stadium, but when he heard Chizurus voice, he turned around. Then, with a leopard-like pace approaching the prey, he slowly returns in front of Chizuru. Lukrov Chizuru once again muttered with a sad voice. CH 43 A fight between men (2) The appearance of Lukrov and Baru glaring at each other in the middle of the circle and gradually shortening the distance between them was full of tension as if the tiger and leopard were groaning with their fangs exposed. The crowd, who was making a loud noise, began to be pushed by the force, and gradually became quieter as time passed. Chizuru stood next to Roan and was watching the game with a sigh. I think the betting rate for winning and losing is about 50/50. Some people are betting that they will continue until both of them collapse. While smiling, Roan poked Chizurus shoulder with his folded arm elbow. Roan, I have few things to get angry on you. Keeping an eye on the Lukrovs, Chizuru said that The Roan pretended to be shivering and was said mockingly Oh, scary Chizuru sighed to give up and glanced up at the red-haired knight. Oh, its a mark? Its such a wonderful display of his intention, meanwhile He still says difficult things, hes really stupid. Roan noticed the kiss mark that Lukrov put on, and frowned as if he was really angry. Chizuru touched the nape of her neck as if holding onto Lukrovs feelings that is blooming red around her neck, and remembered his expression when he put this mark on her, and his Obvious craving And if that wasnt love, Chizuru didnt care about the definition of that word anymore. I think Lukrov is fighting the Memories, the present, and the future Thats right. At least he got something worth fighting for now. Thats a big step forward. Please dont bully Lukrov anymore. He can give a proper answer by himself. It may be tomorrow or a year later, but he will for sure. Roan shrugged his shoulders and looked at Lukrov, who was sharply glaring in the center of the circle. With eyes mixed with love and irritation, like an older brother watching over his younger brother. His answer has been around for 14 years, Chizuru. Chizuru also returned her eyes to Lukrov and others, just like Roan. The two knights are slowly but surely starting to get closer and closer. A bit different from the competition using the sword, the vivid force overflowed from the two bodies. For some reason, Chizuru was confident that Lukrov would win. It was because he declared that, and because she knew his strength. Shes not underestimating the strength and youthfulness of Baru, but it wasnt an unbeatable battle if Lukrov became serious. When they approached in a distance, they can reach each other, it was Baru who attacked first. It was a snake-quick move, but Lukrov easily dodged it. The quiet crowd screamed and began to make noise again. Ill be killed if I say it, but Ill tell you one good thing in revenge for last night. Chizuru. good thing? Yes, its the secret of Lukrov that only I know. Baru tried to grab him again, but Lukrov evaded it just before he even can, holding one of Barus arms in the gap and knocking him down to the ground. There was a noise and raising dust. If you were an untrained opponent, this alone would have already set the game. However, Baru got up immediately and took his posture back. The Cheers started raising, and cheering and swearing echo in the darkness of the night at the same time. Barus eyes became steep and burning, and he stared at his opponent, Lukrov. At first glance, Lukrovs eyes seem to be cold and calm, but he must be more heated than Baru Suddenly, it seemed that Baru had told Lukrov something. The contents cannot be heard from the place where Chizuru stands. However, Lukrovs expression became terrible in an instant, and he stared at Baru with an intense look. The next blow seemed to be both steps taken at the same time. Lukrov and I have always been rivals, both now and in the past. Although we are friends, but weve never showed the other party our weaknesses, however, 14 years ago Lukrov came and bowed his head to me asking for something .. Her sight was still fixed at the match of Lukrov and Baru, but Chizuru listened carefully to what Roan was saying. There is also the possibility that Roan is just teasing. However, Chizuru didnt ignore him because his tone was strange. CH 44 A fight between men (3) In the center of the circle that was surrounded by the crowd, Lukrov and Baru tightened each others shoulders and clenched their teeth. The blood and flesh of the two trained knights, competing head-on for their insteps, were illuminated by the bonfires of the dark night, giving the illusion of looking into the world of ancient mythology. In our world, there is a tradition of sending a ring when a man finds a woman who identify her as a person to swear loving for a lifetime, however, rings are extremely expensive, Especially If you trying to make something good. At that time, Lukrov didnt have the money, unlike me, who had his fathers title and territory, so he asked me if I could help him with that Wha Chizuru opened her eyes wide and looked up at the Roan beside her. Roans had a calmness in him that made her feel as if he was looking into the memories of the past rather than watching the game. He raised the edge of his mouth and listens to Chizuru as if he were revealing a special secret. I want to show you Lukrovs face at that time. Is there a similar custom in your world? He was desperate back then Thats yes, but Is it a wedding ring or an engagement ring? Certainly, at that time, she might have taught Lukrov about that. She thought it was one of the casual conversations between lovers, when he asked how to court in her world, she answered that ! Perhaps it had a deeper meaning than just a casual conversation? Even without a ring, Lukrov at that time swore genuine love to Chizuru. The two never talked about marriage and engagement, but they still talked about their future dreams together. Chizuru was thinking about the future with Lukrov. The only thing that shook her heart was her only family, her grandmother Kazuyo, who had already a weak heart at that time weakened her confidence that time, she was serious until she nodded to the voice she heard on that fateful day. The voice of the audience rose enthusiastically again, and Chizuru was released from her thoughts and concentrated on the game again. Baru is doing his best. It would not be an exaggeration to say that he is the number one knight in the territory, as Roan said. However, in war situation, Lukrov was clearly superior. Suffice it to say, Baru may be more powerful, but Lukrov is overwhelmingly faster. I can bet on all my fortune and the rest of my life that He still has that ring. keeping it quietly for the rest of his life. Thats why I said he was stupid. Chizuru clasped both hands in front of her chest as the game became even more intense. Lukrovs strong arms hunt down the young knight while rolling up in dust. When she thinks of that majestic body sometimes gently embracing her, a sweet tingling feeling runs through the core of her body. A slight night breeze blew and scattered dust around. I dont know if thats the reason. But suddenly my eyes were tingling and I was weeping on spot Lukrov. Lukrov. Chizuru took a breath when she shouted in her heart the name of her beloved one as if saying a prayer. Lukrov, who fought off Barus rush attack, showed an elegant movement then grabbed Barus arm and slipped, as if using that momentum. Chizuru didnt know what had happened. Even Roan is astonishingly raised his eyebrows. The next moment, Barus body floated in the air like a half turn. Then, it made a loud noise and fell to the ground. Baru who was lying down with his face on the ground Gu After leaking a painful voice, he seemed to try to stand up a little bit, but his arm was quivering and he fell down as if he was immediately pulled to the ground. A few seconds of silence wraps around. Lukrov took a swaying posture, took a rough breath on his shoulders, and then looked around the crowd, which looked like a circular cage from his point of view. At first glance, the move may have seemed to that of a warrior declaring his victory. However, Chizuru knew. He is just looking for something someone . he thought it might be okay to fall in love with that someone Chizuru couldnt stand still there and started running toward him Lukrov greeted Chizuru, who ran out as if she had been tossed, with a smile and opened his arms. Chizuru jumps into his arms without any hesitation, stretches her back and hugged his neck. When the two hugged tightly, a warmer cheer, which was different from the heckler to the game, sprang up from here and there, making the evening party even more exciting. The stars were twinkling brightly in the night sky, and the light seemed to fall like rain. The moon is rising high and the bonfire is burning hot. Its a good night for a party like this. Chizuru, who threw herself into Lukrovs chest, was wrapped in a gentle feeling as if she had returned to her hometown, which she hadnt seen for a long time, and gently closed her wet eyes. CH 45 Lovers Night(1) While the two were hugging tightly, the audiences who were convinced that the match was over disappeared one by one into the hustle of the festival The night was getting darker, the wind was increasing, and it was getting a little chilly. When the number of people decreased, the heat around them started to fade, and Chizure felt that the sensible temperature of his body suddenly dropped. Chizuru was held in Lukrovs arms and was still warm because she wore a fine dress, but Lukrov was completely naked except for his pants. Chizuru pushed Lukrovs chest, stepped back, and worriedly looked up at him. Its getting colder ? you might catch a cold, lets look for clothes. However, Lukrov only made muffled with a dissatisfied voice, and then he hugged Chizuru tightly again, and stopped moving mmm, clothes Chizuru muttered again, but Lukrov shook his head. I want to stay like this for a little longer But isnt it cold? Its been a while since Ive felt so hot. Dont worry lets just stay like this for a little while It was a mystery how long that a little while meant, but Lukrovs body was certainly warm and his tone was painfully gentle, so she didnt feel like protesting. Chizuru turned her eyelids down again, turned her face to his chest, and listened to his heartbeat. After a while, Lukrovs hand slowly moved as if stroking Chizurus back, and when she noticed, one stiff hand was gently inserted through her hair. She tried to fix it herself as much as possible, but it was far from the perfection than the way Arde had tied it up for her, Chizuru looked up and stared at Lukrovs expression. He was smiling. It was a quiet smile that was different from the full smile, but still had a shadow of melancholy, but still. Chizuru smiled back and wanted to enjoy this happy feeling for as long as possible. Is your body okay? Are you injured? no Lukrovs reply was short, and it was just a matter of course. Chizuru laughed out loud and made fun of him. Yeah. It was a fight that I couldnt think of as someone who said he was too old could do it. And you should remember what I said, as promised, tonight Ill hold you all night until you scream. that is It may be said that she is a shameless woman. However, Chizuru didnt think that Lukrovs threat was so bad. At midnight, the torches and bonfires began to lose momentum, and the merchants and craftsmen who had set up tents began to close their store little by little. People were satisfied with their gorgeous meals, enjoyed the music, and enjoyed a little boxing match, and everyone seemed to be completely satisfied. Before she knew it, the guest Roan had returned to his room as well. After that, there was only a poet who was sitting on a log and talking in front of a few people who still wanted to enjoy the after party. Lukrov hugged Chizuru sideways and entered the main tower of the castle. After the festival, there were few lovers between their servants who were hugging each other, and when they passed through the empty hall, they went up to the room on the second floor. When you open the door of Chizurus room, the scent of flowers suddenly spreads. A candle of a size that could not be extinguished all night was lit on the windowsill, and rose-like petals were scattered around it for a handful. this is? Chizuru looked up at Lukrov while being held in his big arm with a questioning eyes CH 46 Lovers Night(2) Chizuru looked up at Lukrov while being held in his big arm with a questioning eyes Lukrov shook his head, implying that this was not what he had prepared. Then, I wonder if its Arde. Or is it a Roan? Maybe Roan asked Arde to arrange it. On a small table near the bed, fresh flowers and some fruits are sitting on silver tableware. It was like a service to hotel honeymooners, and Chizuru smiled. Of course, I havent actually stayed at a hotel on my honeymoon, but in the end, somethings stays similar in any world. For some reason, Luklov, looked at Chizuru and smirked At this time, no matter who did it. With this, I can hold you until morning without worrying. Chizuru suddenly received a sucking kiss around her neck and trembled with pleasure. Ah, if it feels like this with just one kiss, but as Lukrov says, if it continues until the morning what will happen? When she looked into Lukrovs eyes, there was an answer. -Swayed by the endless jet-black night sea, it would surely be washed away to the far end, irreversibly far away. Far beyond the reach of anyone- -However, if Lukrov would come to the end of the world with me, that would be fine- Lukrov laid Chizuru on the bed, and slowly slid his index finger of one hand from Chizurus chin to neck and chest looking through the dress. Chizurus chest screamed painfully with sweet expectations and a little fear. When his finger reached the collar of the dress, he stopped moving for a moment and then suddenly pulled down the dress with both hands. kya! Because the dress had a wide-open collar, Chizurus chest was immediately revealed. Lukrov had thrilled eyes as if to thank God for this, and after looking at the deep pink, hard nibbles and bulging chest, he took one of them in his mouth. Ah , huh ! At the same time, the other side was patted with his finger, and Chizuru received a shook down her spine and leaked a cry. Lukrov knows too well how to feel Chizurus places. Chizurus body was already numb by the persistent caress on her chest, and began to tremble Lukrov kept licking the top of her chest as if to tease Chizuru, who breathes roughly, and seemed to enjoy watching her reaction. At the same time, he was slowly taking off the dress of her. However, at this rate, it was more likely that she would come before the dress could be taken off. Wait ,if you keep up like this oh Lukrov looked down at Chizuru who was begging with teary eyes, with hot, excited, but gentle eyes. come. Any number of times Ill take it all. Ah mmm! She didnt know that someone could give so much pleasure than caressing with voice only. Chizuru was washed by the first wave of pleasure, and when she screamed, she shook her whole body. Chizurus upper body was tangled with the dress in the middle of being taken off, and she couldnt move much. Still, she managed to touch Lukrovs arm with one hand, and Chizuru muttered between her rough breaths. Luk rovv The knight wrapped his big hands around the girl who looked up at him with her cheeks bright red as an apple, and he dropped a hot, hot kiss. The night has just begun Yes, the knight whispered that into the girls ear. CH 47 Chizuru naturally smiled as she squinted at the glittering morning sun that came in through the window. The bed sheets were completely disturbed by the remnants of last night passion, but she was covered with a soft and warm cotton-filled blanket. The act of love last night really continued until the dawn began to show on the horizon, and Chizuru fell asleep before she even knew it. And now she woke up. Maybe she had only slept for a few hours at most, but her head and mind are refreshed and it feels good. Only the female part who accepted Lukrov many times ached a little bit, but she didnt feel much of the morning low blood pressure that she usually suffers from. Because if you can see such a scene immediately after waking up, your heart will work in maximum speed from the morning. Good morning Lukrov When Chizuru called out, Lukrov, who was changing clothes by the side of the bed, looked back over his shoulder. When Chizuru woke up and saw her smiling, he also smiled gently. I felt like I saw the most dazzling sight in the world. Lukrov tied the string that tightens his waist tightly, turned around and put one knee on the edge of the bed, right next to Chizuru, The bed sinks to his weight, and his face, which had begun to grow a little stubble, approached her. Good morning. Dont you need to sleep some more? no, I feel awake maybe Im hungry. Because of the banquet, there wont be much in the dining room this morning, because many chefs didnt wake up yet Lukrov picked up a small apple from the table beside the bed and handed it to Chizuru. After staring at the smooth surfaced red fruit, Chizuru slowly raised her upper body and looked around while pulling the blanket. Certainly, the castle is unusually quiet for this time. The scent of breakfast, which usually reaches upstairs, is almost nonexistent, and everything may go on leisurely this morning. She was glad that Lukrov was so generous about it that he didnt complain about it. To the point shes even proud of him, the one who notices his tired servants and gives them a brief break. However, she was hungry, and she was still naked except that she was wrapped in a blanket on the bed, but she bite into the apple she received. It has a more sour and awakening taste than Japanese apples. Suddenly, she noticed that Lukrov was staring at her, who had finished eating everything, leaving the core behind. For some reason, Chizuru was embarrassed by his sexy gaze and her cheeks were dyed in red. What? In Japan, the apple skin has to be peeled and cut into eight pieces and eaten, but here it is normal to bite the skin as it is, and Chizuru got used to it before she knew it. So, she didnt feel any discomfort with this, but When she was stared at like that, she felt like she was doing something embarrassing. The edge of Lukrovs lips draws a joyful curve. I wonder who was the one who bothered people when they first handed an apple a long time ago, saying that they couldnt eat it without it being peeled . . Long ago, when I gave you an Apple for the first time, I wondered who was the one who annoyed people by saying that you can not eat without peeling the skin Chizurus cheeks would have turned red just like the Apple she had just eaten. When she first came to this other world when she had just met luklov of course, Chizuru knew only the common sense of modern Japan, and when she thinks about it now, she has done something quite embarrassing. she thinks she used to call them barbaric Its the second time this time,and she cant be bothered to make a fuss unless its a big deal. she think its all because she decided to stay in this world-on luklovs side for the rest of her life, It is not easy, so she wish he would evaluate her a little, not to make fun of her Chizuru stretches her back to resist luklov and sharpened her lips She fell in love with a savage Knight, so she abandoned the old common sense Chizuru declared. Hmm Lukrovs gaze was so happy that it looked as if it was dancing