《Time Travel: The Noble Family》 Chapter 1 - Chapter 1: Chapter 1: The Beginning Chapter 1: Chapter 1: The Beginning In the Great Yuan Dynasty, the 38th year of Emperor Zhengxi¡¯s reign, in front of the residence of the Lian family, with the Vice Minister of the Ministry of Works at its head, carriages and horses were bustling, and people were coming and going, creating quite a lively scene. The ancestors of the Lian family had produced several Palace Graduates and Juren, and among them were two Top Scholars, one of whom was the grandfather of Old Master Lian, who later became a Senior Grand Secretary of the First Rank. Old Master Lian¡¯s father was the Second Place Scholar, and his brother was a Tanhua. The three generations of the Lian family were celebrated tales in the Capital City. Today was the 60th birthday of the Old Madam of the Lian family, and everyone was there to celebrate her longevity. Dressed in a red Five Blessings Longevity Jacket and a deep red six-paneled skirt with golden Three Gold Items on the collar, Old Madam Lian¡¯s hair was neatly arranged, surrounded by pearls and jades, giving her a benevolent and wealthy appearance. Old Madam Lian was chatting and laughing with the guests when a maid, dressed in a red damask jacket, entered and whispered something into her ear. Old Madam Lian furrowed her brows, clearly upset by some bad news. However, she quickly turned back to the guests and continued chatting merrily as if nothing had happened. Shortly after, a commotion was heard from outside. A maid rushed in and said, ¡°Old Madam, something terrible has happened! A madwoman has taken Young Master Lin hostage!¡± Old Madam Lian felt her heart lurch. The Young Master Lin the maid was referring to was the son of Lian Yuebing, who had married into Marquis Luyang¡¯s household. Though Yuebing was a stepmother, the son born from the original marriage had passed away, and now Young Master Lin was the uncontested successor to the Marquis¡¯ title. Old Madam Lian immediately headed to the scene, followed by others. Upon arriving, everyone saw a woman with several long, worm-like scars on her face holding a sharp dagger to Young Master Lin¡¯s throat. A slight increase in pressure, and the boy¡¯s life would be at risk. Lian Yuebing cried out, ¡°Who are you? Why have you taken my child hostage?¡± The woman holding the dagger sneered, ¡°Oh, Lian Yuebing, have you already forgotten me? It¡¯s only been a decade or so. Even with all your important duties, how could you forget your sister?¡± After scrutinizing the woman intently, Yuebing was horror-stricken, ¡°You¡­ you¡¯re Yueyao? How is this possible; weren¡¯t you dead?¡± Old Madam Lian gloomily looked at the woman with the knife, ¡°Someone, seize her for me.¡± Hearing Old Madam Lian¡¯s order, Yueyao pressed the sharp edge slightly into the child¡¯s delicate skin and said coldly, ¡°Anyone who dares come closer, I will take his life.¡± Yueyao was certain that Lady Ma wouldn¡¯t dare to make a move. Lian Yuebing clutched Old Madam Lian¡¯s arm and pleaded desperately, ¡°Mother, you can¡¯t, Mother, she will hurt Lin¡¯er.¡± Old Madam Lian glared at Yueyao hatefully. She wanted to gag the woman to stop her from speaking out of turn, worried she might reveal too much. But she also had to consider the child in the woman¡¯s hands; Lin¡¯er was the only heir to Marquis Luyang. If anything were to happen to him, the Lian family would surely face Marquis Luyang¡¯s wrath. She felt as if she was caught between a rock and a hard place. Yueyao saw Old Madam Lian¡¯s expression, ¡°Lady Ma, you too have days like these. Do you now know what fear is?¡± Old Madam Lian fixed Yueyao with a stare that could kill. If looks could indeed kill, Yueyao would have died many times over. Lian Yuebing, seeing her son¡¯s neck covered in blood, pleaded earnestly, ¡°Sister Yueyao, ever since we were children, I have let you have your way in everything. I always treated you like a real sister. For all the sake of our past, please don¡¯t harm my child. I¡¯m begging you.¡± Yueyao looked at Yuebing, ¡°Lady Ma, do you hear your daughter¡¯s pleas? How did I beg you that day? And how did you treat me?¡± Old Madam Lian said coldly, ¡°It would be better if your issue were with me, so there¡¯s no need to involve an innocent child. Let the child go, will you?¡± If not for the child held by Yueyao, the Old Madam would have ordered to kill the woman on the spot. Yueyao looked unwaveringly at Old Madam Lian and a smile flashed across her face, a smile that made Old Madam Lian feel a chill, ¡°Now you speak of innocence? Lady Ma, heaven watches what we do. You seized all the wealth of the second branch to pave the way for your children, used my marriage prospects to elevate your own children, and when I was no longer of use, you diabolically sold me to a merchant Zhou Shu in Sea City as his concubine, announcing to others that I had died of illness. People say that the most poisonous is a woman¡¯s heart, but yours is even more venomous than that of a scorpion.¡± As Yueyao finished speaking, the scene erupted into an uproar. The entire wealth of the second branch, considering that the Second Old Master of the Lian Family had been a Salt Censor and amassed considerable wealth over several prosperous years in a lucrative posting¡­ And Lian Dongbo¡¯s wife, Madam Ma, who hailed from the noble Ma Family as the legitimate eldest daughter, was once celebrated with a ten-mile bridal procession. Chapter 2 - Chapter 2: Chapter 1: The Beginning_2 Chapter 2: Chapter 1: The Beginning_2 At the scene, a portion of the crowd¡¯s eyes turned towards the advancing Eldest Madam Shen. Feeling the scrutinizing gazes of the crowd, her expression grew cold, ¡°Young lady, you were said to have died of illness that year. We of the Shen family were unaware, and my younger brother-in-law even mourned you¡­¡± As soon as the words of Eldest Madam Shen fell, Lian Yueyao scoffed, ¡°Stop with the pretense. Your Second Young Master Shen had garnered the favor of the daughter of the Prime Minister¡¯s Mansion, and I, a poor orphan girl, was an obstacle on your second son¡¯s path to success. You of the Shen family wanted to call off this engagement without shouldering the reputation of being unfaithful and disloyal, which is why you concocted such a venomous scheme. The only fault is my own naivety, to have believed in you, Lady Mo, a vicious woman, resulting in my grievances having no outlet. Now, looking at you, Lady Shen, with a knife in my eyes, if your family wishes to reach for the higher branches and despise me, I have nothing to say. But you went so far as to ruin me to achieve your goal. Claiming to be a scholarly family known for integrity and honesty, you¡¯ve sunk to the utmost depths of shamelessness. If my father knew of this from beneath the earth, he would surely regret having saved such an insincere person.¡± Listening to Yueyao¡¯s sharp words, Eldest Madam Shen¡¯s complexion fluctuated greatly. She was not very clear about the matter of calling off the engagement, but she knew that Second Old Master of the Lian Family had indeed saved her father-in-law¡¯s life, a debt of great gratitude. This was also the reason why, even after Yueyao¡¯s supposed death, the Shen family still maintained contact with the Lian family. At this moment, Eldest Lady Lian, Madam Peng, immediately stood up and said, ¡°Young lady, what you¡¯re saying is truly beyond belief. Even if the Shen family wanted to end the engagement, at worst they could arrange another marriage for you. How could they possibly sell you off to a merchant to be a concubine? You are a daughter of the Lian family; do you realize how such slander could plunge the Lian family into disrepute?¡± Yueyao laughed with a tragic tone, addressing the madams present with gritted teeth, ¡°I don¡¯t know what deal Lady Mo had with Zhou Shu. All I know is I was sent by Lady Mo to a manor in the countryside, and soon after, I was married off to a supposed scholar candidate in imperial examinations, Zhou Shu who came to the capital to take exams. But Zhou Shu was no scholar candidate; he was a great merchant man. I was merely a concubine bought by Zhou Shu, and upon realizing this, I disfigured my own face¡­ these scars, I made them myself.¡± With that, Lian Yueyao touched the long scars on her face. Seeing Yueyao¡¯s face crisscrossed with horrific scars, none of the madams present doubted her words any longer. A woman would never mar her own beauty unless she was driven to the brink of despair. Madam Peng felt the judgmental and even scornful gazes of those around her, and her legs gave out beneath her. The maid supporting her could feel how violently Madam Peng was trembling. Madam Peng was afraid, truly afraid. If this matter were to be confirmed, it would be the end for the Lian family. At this moment, Madam Peng looked to Old Madam Lian, hoping she could turn the tide, otherwise the Lian family would no longer have a place to stand in the Capital City. Old Madam Lian remained emotionally inscrutable, staring icily at Lian Yueyao, ¡°If you¡¯re done speaking, let the child go.¡± By then, Yueyao¡¯s expression had calmed, and she said to Old Madam Lian, ¡°Lady Mo, in your hands, I would be living a fate worse than death again. I do not wish to suffer any longer. I am tired and only wish to see my parents in the underworld.¡± Having said this, the sharp tip of the knife pressed into the child¡¯s neck. Only nicking the skin at first, it now pierced directly in. Upon seeing blood on the child¡¯s neck, Lian Yuebing suddenly realized the gravity of the situation, ¡°Yueyao, I beg you, release my child. Please, let my child go, he¡¯s still so young.¡± Hearing Lian Yuebing¡¯s pleas, Yueyao looked up to the sky and murmured, ¡°Mother, you once told me of the wickedness of human hearts, and to protect myself well, but I didn¡¯t listen. Mother, finding myself in this plight, I blame no one but myself for my blindness. Father, Mother, I miss you dearly.¡± With that, Yueyao let go of the child and knelt on the ground. This action allowed those around her to breathe a sigh of relief. Holding her frightened son, Lian Yuebing¡¯s eyes brimmed with tears. Seeing Yueyao release the child, Old Madam Lian shouted loudly, ¡°Come, take her away! Don¡¯t let her spew madness here anymore¡­¡± They would take her away and then figure out how to quash her words. Even if they couldn¡¯t silence the rumors completely, they had to minimize the damage as much as possible. Before Old Madam Lian could finish, everyone saw Yueyao turn the knife towards herself and thrust it into her heart, then pulled it out with force. In an instant, blood gushed out like a fountain, and she collapsed to the ground. Upon witnessing such a scene, Eldest Lady Lian, Madam Peng, fainted. It wasn¡¯t fear that caused Madam Peng to faint but the terror of the consequences of this event. The usually steadied Old Madam Lian sank at heart upon seeing Yueyao lying in a pool of blood. With Yueyao still alive, she might have found ways to lessen the damage; but with Yueyao¡¯s death, there was no way to erase the impact. The Lian family might be facing a catastrophe. The news spread with incredible swiftness, and a memorial from the Imperial Censor swiftly reached the Emperor, who left it unissued. Not long after, Vice Prime Minister Li Guoxing, also a close friend of Yueyao¡¯s father, submitted another memorial to the Emperor. The Emperor still left it unissued. With the Emperor taking such a stance, those below naturally began to speculate on his intent. No one else submitted memorials after that. The reasons behind this were the subject of various conjectures. The deadlock persisted. On this day, the Heir¡¯s Wife of the Duke Mansion, Madam Luo, visited her aunt, the Empress Dowager in the palace. The Empress Dowager was a very shrewd person; aware that the Emperor was not her biological child, she was certain he wouldn¡¯t be as filially pious as a true son. Thus, since the Emperor¡¯s ascension to the throne, she had only indulged in pleasures, getting involved in no state affairs, with her only interest being in the stories of the common folk. In response to such an Empress Dowager, the Emperor of course demonstrated utmost filial piety. Their mother-son relationship appeared to be quite harmonious. When the Empress Dowager heard about the woman¡¯s ordeal from her niece, she immediately felt a twinge of pity for the woman¡¯s plight. With this spark of pity and a lengthy expression of lament to the Emperor, hinting that justice needed to be served, the people involved in the case found various fates befalling them. Chapter 3 - Chapter 3: Chapter 2: Dreaming Back Chapter 3: Chapter 2: Dreaming Back Boom, boom¡­ Lightning seemed to tear through the thick black curtain above, restoring clarity to the world. Under this lightning and thunder, an ancient tree within Lian Mansion was struck directly by the roaring thunder, splitting in two with a snapping noise, and fell amidst the rainwater. Not far from this ancient tree was the courtyard of Third Young Lady Yueyao of the Lian Mansion. The sounds of lightning and thunder had not awoken her, but the noise of the ancient tree falling did awaken her. The moment the ancient tree fell, Third Young Lady opened her eyes. After Yueyao woke up, looking at the light blue fabric of the canopy above her, she dazedly said, ¡°Where am I?¡± As soon as she finished speaking, peals of thunder echoed in Yueyao¡¯s ears, followed by flashes of white light flickering in the room. Jolted by the thunder, Yueyao sat up, her mind a mess. Where was this? Hadn¡¯t she died? The sharp dagger had already pierced through her body; how could she still be alive? And, furthermore, in a place, in a place¡­ At the moment, she was sitting on a yellow rosewood step bed; next to the bed was a yellow rosewood dressing table adorned with various plain-colored Pearl Hairpins. Along the side was a large yellow rosewood wardrobe, and by the window was a soft couch, blocking the black-and-white ink-painted screen that connected the inner room and the concubine¡¯s room¡­ Yueyao widened her eyes, this was not, this was not the room where she had just returned to when she came back to the Lian family, the courtyard she had just been in was the one her father had lived in years ago. She had moved out afterward. But now, how could it be possible, how could she possibly be here? Yueyao murmured,¡±It must be a dream, surely. The heavens have let me return to the courtyard of that day, to take one last look before I leave.¡± While Yueyao was examining the room, footsteps sounded from the outer room. Quickly, a maid with an oval face, dressed in a plain green garment, walked in. The maid reached the center of the room and lit the lamp. The room suddenly brightened. The maid, seeing Yueyao sitting up, confused, asked worriedly, ¡°Young Lady, what¡¯s wrong with you? Were you having a nightmare?¡± Yueyao, staring blankly at this familiar face, muttered, ¡°It¡¯s definitely a dream. Otherwise, how could I see Mu Qiu?¡± Mu Qiu had been bought by her mother as a playmate when she was five, always loyally following her, staying by her side for more than ten years until right before her severe illness. Mu Qiu had been ordered to be beaten to death by the Lady family over an unfounded accusation. Yueyao had watched as Mu Qiu was beaten to death right before her eyes, her fresh blood staining Yueyao¡¯s vision red. She had never expected not only to return to the old place but also to meet an old friend. Seeing her lady¡¯s bewildered appearance, as if she had lost her soul, Mu Qiu said worriedly, ¡°Young Lady, don¡¯t be afraid. It was just a nightmare!¡± Yueyao moved slightly. Mu Qiu thought Yueyao was about to do something when she moved, but after moving slightly, Yueyao continued just to stare at her blankly, without any other actions. Mu Qiu, somewhat worried, took her hand to Yueyao¡¯s forehead to wipe it, and then compared it to her own forehead, muttering in a relieved tone that there was no fever, ¡°Young Lady, what¡¯s wrong with you?¡± Yueyao, feeling Mu Qiu¡¯s question, no, she remembered hearing at the Nunnery that ghosts had no temperature. Mu Qiu¡¯s hands were warm; why could she feel the warmth of Mu Qiu¡¯s body? Impossible, could it be that the rumors were wrong, that ghosts do have temperature? Yueyao grabbed Mu Qiu¡¯s hand¡ªit was warm, really warm. Yueyao panicked, ¡°Mu Qiu, bring me a mirror. Quickly, get a mirror for me to look at.¡± Mu Qiu was a simple-minded maid, doing whatever Yueyao asked without wondering why. Hearing Yueyao¡¯s command, she immediately brought over a bronze mirror. Yueyao looked into the bronze mirror. Reflected in the mirror was a young girl, with dark, lifeless eyes and a small oval face no bigger than a palm, pale and weak. Yueyao touched her own face; she had disfigured herself when she was sixteen. There were long, deep scars on both cheeks. But now, her cheeks were smooth and fair, with no scars in sight. Looking at the familiar yet strange face, Yueyao couldn¡¯t help asking, ¡°How old am I this year?¡± Mu Qiu, thinking her young lady had suddenly lost her soul, responded, ¡°Young Lady, you are eight years old this year.¡± Yueyao murmured, ¡°So I¡¯m eight years old! Yueyao felt she was dreaming, how could she dream of returning to when she was eight years old, of going back more than twenty years ago? Was this a dream? No, Mu Qiu was warm, not cold.¡± Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: Chapter 2: Dream Back_2 Chapter 4: Chapter 2: Dream Back_2 Lian Yueyao remembered something¡ªaccording to legend, ghosts do not fear pain, and in dreams, one does not feel. Thus, she pinched herself hard. It was a full-strength pinch¡ªpainful, very painful. This was not a dream, definitely not a dream; dreams could not feel this real. Mu Qiu saw Yueyao looking at herself in the mirror, staring so intently she seemed to be in a daze. She covered her mouth and laughed deliberately, ¡°Everyone knows our young lady will surely be a beauty when she grows up, but you shouldn¡¯t be so fascinated by your own reflection! If word gets out, who knows how others may mock you!¡± Yueyao, seeing Mu Qiu¡¯s sweet smile, felt dazed for a moment. This was not a dream; it was real. She had returned to the year she was eight. Lian Yueyao put down the mirror, ¡°I¡¯m fine, you should rest too!¡± She needed to think deeply about what was actually happening. Lian Yueyao had one bad habit: she did not like others in her room when she slept. This was why when she awoke, the room was empty. Mu Qiu slept in an adjacent room. It was also because Mu Qiu had sensed something unusual in the room and came in immediately. Otherwise, Yueyao would have continued to be lost in her thoughts alone. Mu Qiu quietly said, ¡°Young lady, I¡¯ll sleep here.¡± Mu Qiu was somewhat worried seeing Yueyao¡¯s dazed and startled expression. Yueyao hummed in response. Overjoyed, Mu Qiu took it as consent. Although she did not know why the young lady had suddenly agreed to let her stay, it was good enough that she had relented. With this in mind, she quickly moved a quilt from the outer room and spread it beneath the couch. Lian Yueyao squinted her eyes, silently listening to the pitter-patter of rain outside. Only by hearing the incessant sounds from outside could she confirm that she was not dreaming, but truly existed. Yet even so, Lian Yueyao still slowly asked herself: had she truly returned to her eight-year-old self? Lian Yueyao thought about her past life, suddenly filled with sorrow. Why, why couldn¡¯t she just die? In her previous life, she had attempted suicide over ten times without death granting her escape, enduring endless suffering. The last time, in front of Lady Mo, she finally succeeded in taking her own life, thinking she could go to the Underworld to reunite with her parents, only to find herself back at the age of eight. Oh Heaven, what kind of game are you playing with me? After wrestling with these thoughts and roaring inwardly for a long time, Lian Yueyao eventually ran out of energy to rage. Looking at the green gauze canopy, she couldn¡¯t help calling out, ¡°Mu Qiu, Mu Qiu?¡± Mu Qiu, who had lain down beneath the couch, quickly got up, ¡°Young lady, what¡¯s wrong? Are you thirsty?¡± Hearing Mu Qiu¡¯s words, Yueyao shook her head, denying thirst. Nevertheless, at this moment, Lian Yueyao felt a slight sense of reassurance. She remembered that when she was eight, it was the year they had returned to the Capital City, before she had been coaxed by Lady Mo. The future could still be altered. At this thought, Lian Yueyao regained a trace of warmth. Once she thought positively, that thin sliver of resentment also began to fade away. After organizing her thoughts, she called out again, ¡°Mu Qiu, Mu Qiu.¡± Mu Qiu promptly stood again, ¡°Young lady, what is it?¡± She felt something was off with the young lady. It seemed necessary to inform Madam tomorrow and have a doctor check on the young lady. Lian Yueyao spoke quietly, ¡°I just had a nightmare, felt a bit scared; keep the lamp lit.¡± With the light on, the room was bright. She didn¡¯t feel as panicked inside, and by looking around the room, she could feel more at peace. Mu Qiu hurriedly lit the lamp. The room brightened instantly. Lian Yueyao watched the oil lamp, its flame flickering like it might be extinguished at any moment, yet it stubbornly persisted in burning. After a while, Mu Qiu got up and adjusted the wick. Seeing Yueyao still staring blankly around the room, she whispered, ¡°Young lady, what¡¯s the matter?¡± Yueyao shook her head, ¡°I can¡¯t sleep; my heart is restless.¡± After thinking for a moment, she said, ¡°Talk to me; tell me about what¡¯s happened in the mansion recently.¡± It would ease the weight on her heart, and she had no recollection of events in Lian Mansion from twenty years ago, so she needed to know. This lifetime, she couldn¡¯t repeat her past mistake of just copying scriptures, ignoring everything outside. Otherwise, she wouldn¡¯t end up in a predicament with no one to help her. Mu Qiu was Lian Yueyao¡¯s Senior Maid, and though she did not go out, she generally knew everything that happened in the mansion. Now that the young lady wanted to know, she naturally shared whatever she knew. Lian Yueyao had been immersed in copying scriptures since her return and didn¡¯t ask much about the affairs of the mansion. Mu Qiu, upon hearing her desire to know, didn¡¯t question and quietly relayed to Lian Yueyao all the recent happenings within the mansion, in great detail, even mentioning how the Second Young Lady, Lian Yuebing, had lost one of her hairpins. Lian Yueyao listened carefully. Hearing that due to the loss of a hairpin, Eldest Madam had punished Yueyao¡¯s Personal Maid, a sneer crossed her lips. When Mu Qiu finished, she saw that Yueyao was not as impatient with such trivial matters as before, and thus emboldened, she advised, ¡°Young lady, you shouldn¡¯t do this anymore. It¡¯s right that you copy the Classic of Filial Piety, but you should also take care of your health. Otherwise, the Old Madam will worry even more. Young lady, after the Old Master¡¯s death, the Old Madam has fallen seriously ill once; you really shouldn¡¯t upset her again.¡± Only then did Yueyao remember that after returning to the capital, apart from greeting her grandmother, she spent the rest of the time locked away copying the Classic of Filial Piety. She had fainted from copying too much, prompting concern from her grandmother, who had never recovered from her father¡¯s death, and passed away in less than half a year. At that time, everyone in the mansion said that it was her fault for causing her grandmother so much grief, and people whispered about her being unfilial. While Lian Yueyao was reflecting on the past, she heard an irritating voice from outside, ¡°What¡¯s wrong with the young lady? The lamp in this room has been on for half the night.¡± As soon as she finished speaking, a woman in her thirties, dressed in indigo brocade, walked in. Yueyao heard the footsteps and looked toward the source. It was her wet nurse, Nanny Gu. Yueyao shuddered at the thought. Nanny Gu, her wet nurse. The moment she saw Nanny Gu, memories like nightmares surged through her mind, vividly resurfacing. Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: Chapter 3: Past Events Chapter 5: Chapter 3: Past Events Before her parents met with calamity, Yueyao lived a life of utmost cherished bliss. Her parents lavished her, their only daughter, with boundless love and affection, as if she were a delicate treasure to hold in their hearts, afraid she might break in their care. Yueyao was bright and clever from a young age, and her father began her enlightenment when she was just two years old. He soon discovered her talent for painting and began to teach her the art. Noting her exceptional gift in painting, he specially hired a great painter from Jiangnan, Wen Chengxiang, to be her teacher when she was three. She studied under him for four years. Teacher Wen devotedly instructed her, telling her that if she persisted, she was bound to achieve greatness. She took her studies very seriously. But everything changed in the year she turned seven. That year, her mother became pregnant. What should have been a joyous occasion turned into a nightmare. Her mother died in a difficult childbirth, and the baby brother was lost as well. Her mother¡¯s death dealt a heavy blow to her father. He fell gravely ill and just as he seemed to recover, a bout of typhoid fever took him away. With the successive death of her parents, her world collapsed. She was taken in by her paternal uncle and brought back to the Capital City, where she was placed to live in Lanxi Courtyard, her father¡¯s previous residence. Within less than a year of her return to the Lian family, her grandmother passed away from the shock of her father¡¯s death. There were even rumors within the estate that she was a jinx, which left her restless. Yet, Auntie Mo disciplined those who spread the rumors and treated her as tenderly as her own daughter, no, even better than her own daughter Yuebing. Though she had lost her parents, she was not left to wallow in despair. With the care and love of her Auntie and an accomplished, handsome fianc¨¦, her life was not shrouded in darkness. But an inexplicable disaster shattered everything. The daughter born of a concubine from the main branch, Yuehuan, betrayed her, alleging that she had engaged in secret dealings with a man. Yueyao denied it vehemently. However, she could never have anticipated that Nanny Gu would come forward, personally attesting to her secret interactions and even presenting evidence. At that moment, Yueyao¡¯s shock surpassed her anger. She couldn¡¯t understand why Nanny Gu, her wet nurse whom she¡¯d always trusted and treated well, would frame her and stain her reputation with such filth. The scandal of secret interactions was not something that could be allowed to spread. If word got out, it would disgrace the entire Lian family. So, the Eldest Lady Lian, also known as Lady Mo, declared to the outside world that Yueyao had fallen seriously ill. Indeed, she had suffered a severe illness. Not long afterward, she was sent away by Lady Mo to a secluded manor. It was not long before Maternal Auntie Su came to inform her that the Shen family had called off the engagement due to her tainted reputation. Now, the Lian family had lost face because of her. She had wanted to return to the Capital City to uncover the truth, but she was closely watched and could not leave. After recovering from her illness, Maternal Auntie Su told her that her paternal uncle, in consideration of her late father, had chosen a scholar candidate heading to the Capital for the imperial examinations to be her betrothed. A few days later, she was taken in a bridal sedan chair and married under bizarre circumstances. At that time, she had her doubts, but she had become a puppet manipulated by others, with no control over her destiny. On her wedding night, she saw her groom, a man in his mid-twenties, tall and strong. It was only then that she learned his name was Zhou Shu, a man from Sea City. She was unwilling to marry, especially under such strange circumstances without understanding why. But after the marriage ceremony and the bridal chamber, she resigned herself to her fate. She was married now, the wife of Zhou Shu. Even if she returned to proclaim her innocence, what could it change? Nothing. She adjusted her mindset, thinking that when she had children, she would raise them well, and thus spend her life. She would treat her past and aspirations as nothing more than a dream. However, just as she was coming to terms with her life, she discovered a truth that she could hardly believe. The man she married, Zhou Shu, was not a scholar at all, but a merchant. From a household of scholarly repute spanning a hundred years, she, the legitimate eldest daughter of a Tanhua, was married to a lowly tradesman¡ªwhat profound irony. She wanted to return to the Capital City, to demand an explanation. Alas, she could not break free. Zhou Shu quickly took her away from the Capital City, claiming to take her back to his hometown. Throughout the journey, her thoughts lingered incessantly on returning to the Capital City to seek the truth. Yet she was strictly guarded and could not escape, living in a dazed stupor. It was only after reaching their destination and settling down that she realized they were thousands of miles away from the Capital City, in Sea City. Chapter 6 - Chapter 6: Chapter 3: Past Events_2 Chapter 6: Chapter 3: Past Events_2 Upon arriving at Sea City, she was settled into a beautiful cage. During that time, Zhou Shu doted on her, cherished her deeply. Indeed, Zhou Shu cherished her from the bottom of his heart, one might say he would reach for the moon but never stray to pick the stars. Zhou Shu told her that from the moment he saw her, he was bewitched, and she had fallen into his heart, never to be forgotten. Day and night he thought of her uncontrollably, which is why he had assumed another¡¯s identity to marry her. She was cold to him in response. To desire is to possess, even to the extent of assuming a false identity to have her. Being loved by such a person was the greatest tragedy of her life. Just when he felt utterly disheartened, she became pregnant. Learning of her pregnancy, Zhou Shu was ecstatic, treating her more like a precious treasure than ever before. Human hearts are fleshy; over time, Zhou Shu¡¯s kindness wore away the icy shell around her heart, gradually melting her cold interior, although she still appeared indifferent on the surface, her heart was wavering. Regardless, she was now carrying his child, and Zhou Shu was the father. For the sake of her child, she had to compromise. For her child, she could no longer continue in confusion. But just as she was convincing herself to accept Zhou Shu and preparing to be a good mother, she was struck by a harrowing truth. She had not married Zhou Shu, but had been sold to him. Zhou Shu had a wife and children; she was merely a concubine purchased by Zhou Shu. Ready to resign herself to her fate, she despaired utterly. Zhou Shu called her an equal wife, which was truly laughable. What equal wife, where did this notion of equal wife come from? In noble households aside from the legal wife, all others were concubines. Moreover, not having served tea to the Matriarch in the main courtyard, she could not even be considered an official concubine. At best, she was just a concubine kept for her beauty. Zhou Shu¡¯s doting incited madness in the women of the main house¡¯s inner court. Her pregnancy further unsettled these women, including the legal wife. When she was utterly desperate and distracted, she was schemed against by Zhou Shu¡¯s women. She lost her child as a result. She was heartbroken, yet also felt a sense of relief amidst her grief. It was perhaps for the best. Being born out of wedlock, the child would have been lowly, burdened with a humble status, facing disdain from others from birth, living a life unable to stand tall. Nor did she want her child to be unable to proudly call her ¡°mother.¡± Not only did these women plot against her child, but they also solved a future problem for her. She could no longer get pregnant or bear children for Zhou Shu. Perhaps this was better. Over this matter, Zhou Shu madly punished the women of his inner court. Even the legal wife came to plead with her. In truth, she envied them. She wanted to die, to end the suffering, to be free. Unfortunately, she was unable to fulfill even that desire. She really didn¡¯t understand, what was good about her? Why Zhou Shu had fallen in love with her? Why he would disregard life and death, spare no means to have her (in ancient times, merchants impersonating scholar candidates could face severe penalties if caught). What was it about her that bewitched Zhou Shu? Looking in the mirror, staring at her beautiful face, she thought perhaps it was because of that face. She resolved to destroy that face, the face that had brought her disaster. Once ruined, Zhou Shu would let her go. She used a golden hairpin to slash her face, leaving several cuts. Thus, a face as lovely as a flower now bore many deep, terrifying scars. She had become a creature others feared. She thought, no one would want to face a monster. But to her surprise, even having become disfigured, Zhou Shu still did not abandon her. He even held her hand and said, ¡°No matter what you look like, I love you.¡± And indeed, as he had said, even though she had become a creature others feared, Zhou Shu continued to dote on her as before. Whenever he had free time, he stayed by her side, talking to her about all sorts of things, from trivial to profound. After having sought death countless times unsuccessfully, and even disfigurement not setting her free from Zhou Shu, she gradually became numb. Unable to live or die, she endured life as though she were a soulless puppet. She thought, endure, one day she might endure herself to death. The doctor said he was overwhelmed with melancholy, needing to dispel this heavy gloom if he was to live long. Zhou Shu was coincidentally going on a long trip for business, and he took her with him following the doctor¡¯s advice to let her clear her mind. After many unsuccessful attempts at suicide, she had not sought death for a long time. It was not that she didn¡¯t want to die, but rather that she wanted to find an opportunity that could truly end it all, without being saved again. Perhaps over time, including Zhou Shu, those around her had relaxed their vigilance. Chapter 7 - Chapter 7: Chapter 3: Of Bygone Days_3 Chapter 7: Chapter 3: Of Bygone Days_3 Once she was on the boat, she gazed at the ferocious waves of the river and laughed. She had finally found an opportunity. No one could stop her now, and no one could save her, she was free to liberate herself. With a leap, she plummeted into the river, and in that moment, she thought she was truly free. Unfortunately, the heavens did not grant her release. Even jumping into the tumultuous river couldn¡¯t drown her. In the end, she was still rescued. Her rescuer sent her to the Nunnery. Although she was alive, she had lost all her memories. Forgetting the past also meant forgetting the pain. The days in the Nunnery allowed her to let go of everything. She wished to become a nun, but the Great Grandmaster said her worldly ties were not yet severed, and she couldn¡¯t be ordained. Despite this, her days in the Nunnery were quite pleasant. Even though she lost her memories, her basic skills remained intact. With her excellent calligraphy, she copied scriptures, and used her exceptional artistic talent to imitate the images of the Bodhisattva. Whether it was the scriptures or the Buddhas, they were greatly admired by those Madams, representing a considerable income for the Nunnery. Thanks to these two skills, everyone there treated her well. She was very content with her life. If she could spend her life this way, it would have been a blessing. But fate was not so kind. It made her meet Nanny Gu, who had come to offer incense. The moment she saw Nanny Gu, richly dressed with maids surrounding her, and being called Old Madam, all the memories she had deliberately sealed away, all the unbearable past events, flooded her mind. Once the floodgates of memory were open, she could no longer maintain her composure. She had to understand clearly why all this had happened. Why there were rumors of her being involved in an illicit affair, why Nanny Gu had betrayed her, and why, despite being promised to a scholar candidate, she was sold to a merchant. She found a way to force the truth out of Nanny Gu. And the truth was so cruel. The kindness of the Lady family toward her, treating her like their own, was all to lower her guard. The true aim of the Lady family was the wealth of the second branch of her family. The Lady family believed her father had amassed a considerable fortune, but after her parents¡¯ death, the amount of silver coins the Lady family received was far less than expected. They suspected her parents had hidden the money. That¡¯s why they drew her close, to coax information out of her, being excessively kind, and even teaching her to disdain money. In the end, all the wealth of the second branch fell into the Lady family¡¯s hands. Fortunately, her engagement with the Shen family still stood, a family of scholarly repute. Her father had saved the life of Shen Qian, whose career was on a smooth path, and considering the beneficial marriage, the Lady family still showed her some outward affection. The complication arose because her fianc¨¦, Shen Conghao, was too outstanding. Not only was he handsome and elegant, he was also a talented writer, holding the title of the number one gentleman in the Capital City. All the women who had seen him in the Capital City were smitten. And the Chancellor¡¯s legitimate granddaughter was infatuated with him, even declaring that if she couldn¡¯t marry her betrothed, she would rather become a nun and spend her life with the ancient Buddha. The Chancellor¡¯s Su Family also took a liking to her fianc¨¦. And the Shen family was also intent on forming an alliance with the Chancellor¡¯s family. Thus, she became an obstacle. The Shen family reached a secret agreement with the Lady family to call off the marriage, offering compensation. This compensation included promoting her great-uncle Lian Dongfang, and also facilitating her cousin¡¯s marriage, allowing her to become the second wife in the Marquis Luyang¡¯s Mansion, to be the Lady of Marquis Luyang. The false accusations of her having an illicit affair were also a scheme of the Lady family. She did not understand why the Lady family would risk damaging the Lian family¡¯s reputation with such a plan. All she knew was that after the incident, the Lady family claimed she had fallen gravely ill, and before long, she had ¡®died¡¯ in the eyes of the world. The Shen family had Shen Conghao mourn for her for a year and, after that year, Shen Conghao became the Top Scholar, and then his marriage to the Su Family was arranged. With the Su Family¡¯s support, Shen Conghao¡¯s career was incredibly smooth. Barely thirty years old, he had already become a Third-rank Official. Everyone in the Cabinet predicted he would be the most likely to join their ranks. Whether it was the Lian family or the Shen family, everyone lived a prosperous life, while she had been pushed into hell by these people. She was inconsolable, utterly inconsolable. If she was to live a life worse than death, she would not let these people live theirs comfortably either. Chapter 8 - Chapter 8: Chapter 4: Crying Chapter 8: Chapter 4: Crying The room was very quiet, so quiet that it made one uneasy. Everyone was looking at Lian Yueyao, who was watching Nanny Gu with a mix of fury and hatred; no one knew what had happened. Seeing Lian Yueyao¡¯s expression, Nanny Gu didn¡¯t think too much of it. Assuming that Lian Yueyao was troubled by a nightmare, she raised her voice and asked, ¡°Miss, Miss, what¡¯s the matter with you? Did you have a bad dream?¡± Yueyao was brought back to her senses by Nanny Gu¡¯s words. When she met Nanny Gu¡¯s concerned look, her eyes filled with disgust and hatred. She didn¡¯t know how she had been so bewitched to trust her so completely in the past, resulting in being sold so thoroughly that not even her bones remained. Nanny Gu saw that her young lady¡¯s gaze towards her was extremely sharp, and her heart almost leaped out of her chest in fright. ¡°What kind of nightmare did the young lady have?¡± she asked in alarm. Lian Yueyao, seeing Nanny Gu reaching out to touch her, felt extreme revulsion. Turning her head aside, she said coldly, ¡°Don¡¯t touch me.¡± Nanny Gu¡¯s hand fell into emptiness, creating an awkward moment. After hearing Lian Yueyao¡¯s cold words, she asked in fright, ¡°Miss, were you troubled by a nightmare?¡± Yueyao also realized that her behavior was inappropriate. She had heard too many stories in the Nunnery about people deemed possessed by demons because of improper behavior, eventually being burnt alive. If her behavior now was deemed inappropriate, she too could be accused of being possessed by a demon, and her fate would not be good. <> Yueyao knew what she needed now was calmness; she had to think calmly. She shouldn¡¯t be impulsive, for if she acted out of line in haste, the consequences would be unimaginable. Suppressing the disgust and anger in her heart, Yueyao said expressionlessly, ¡°I¡¯m fine. Mu Qiu is here to look after me, you may leave!¡± Mu Qiu was somewhat surprised. Her lady had always been kind and gentle towards Nanny Gu. Not only had the lady shouted in anger at her this time, but she had also spoken so harshly, even changing how she addressed her. It used to be the affectionate ¡°Mother,¡± but now she didn¡¯t even use ¡°Mother.¡± The young lady really must have been troubled by a nightmare. Nanny Gu was taken aback, ¡°Miss¡­¡± Yueyao, impatient, with a flash of cold light in her eyes, said irritably, ¡°I told you to leave, did you not hear me?¡± Even her utmost patience couldn¡¯t tolerate the disgust she felt upon seeing this person. Upon hearing these words, Nanny Gu¡¯s heart skipped, and, looking embarrassed, she stood up. Her young lady had never snubbed her like this before. Knowing Yueyao¡¯s temperament, she realized that if she persisted, it would only anger Yueyao further, and then she would truly become unwelcome. Nanny Gu thought it best to retreat for now to avoid upsetting her lady. Before leaving, she carefully reminded Mu Qiu and then walked out under Lian Yueyao¡¯s indifferent gaze. Mu Qiu covered Yueyao with the quilt, ¡°Miss, the nanny is just concerned about you, Miss¡­¡± Yueyao knew Mu Qiu was sincere and didn¡¯t want to say much more to her. She interrupted her abruptly, ¡°Where is Hua Lei?¡± She had two senior maids by her side. One was Mu Qiu and the other was Hua Lei. Both had been carefully trained by her mother and were her right-hand women. While Mu Qiu was more steady than clever, bluntly put, she was somewhat obtuse. Hua Lei was not only steady but also smart and insightful. Hua Lei had even warned her about the ill intentions of the Lady family before, but she had not listened. Both were loyal to her, though there was a slight difference; Mu Qiu had been bought from outside, while Hua Lei was a family-born servant of the Lian Mansion, with both parents working in the estate. Mu Qiu, not feeling embarrassed by Yueyao¡¯s interruption as she wasn¡¯t Nanny Gu, softly said, ¡°Miss, have you forgotten? Hua Lei¡¯s mother was ill, and you graciously allowed her to go home to care for her mother. Hua Lei sent a message today saying her mother¡¯s illness has improved, and she will return tomorrow.¡± Hua Lei¡¯s parents both worked in the manor, and going back and forth required half a day. Therefore, Lian Yueyao simply gave her leave. Normally, as a first-class maid, she would not be able to leave her mistress¡¯s side if her parents were ill. But this was a grace that Yueyao had granted. At the time, Yueyao had thought of her own parents not being with her and didn¡¯t want to prevent Hua Lei from visiting her sick mother. Lian Yueyao sighed lightly. After more than twenty years, how could she remember these trivial matters? What she remembered most were the cheerful days with her parents in Jiangnan, every detail of those memories etched in her heart, not wanting to forget at all. As for the matters of Lian Mansion, she deliberately tried to forget, and her memory had faded. Lian Yueyao, looking at the familiar room and the young Mu Qiu, finally showed a relieved smile. The heavens had been so cruel to her in her previous life, so they showed mercy this time, granting her a chance to live again. She could start anew. Chapter 9 - Chapter 9: Chapter 4: Crying_2 Chapter 9: Chapter 4: Crying_2 With these thoughts, Lian Yueyao¡¯s heart settled. She recited the Buddhist scriptures with her eyes half-closed. After finishing the scriptures, she quickly fell asleep. Mu Qiu watched Yueyao sleep, feeling a bit puzzled. But she didn¡¯t think too much about it, as she wasn¡¯t one to overthink things. Seeing that Yueyao had gone to bed, she walked over to blow out the lamp before lying down again. Upon waking, Yueyao looked out the window to see a gray haze. The conditions made it impossible to discern the time. Yueyao turned to Mu Qiu and asked, ¡°What time is it now?¡± With a smile, Mu Qiu replied, ¡°Miss, it is the second quarter of the si hour (around 10 a.m.).¡± If it were any other young lady who slept this late, the maids by her side would surely be worrisome. Here, there were strict regulations regarding the lady¡¯s waking time, and laziness was not tolerated. However, as Lian Yueyao¡¯s circumstances were different, Mu Qiu not only refrained from worrying but also felt rather relieved. Ever since the young lady had lost her parents, she had barely slept, catching only brief naps, which left her increasingly frail. Seeing her sleep so soundly now, how could Mu Qiu not be pleased? At that moment, a maid clad in lake-green attire with a round joyous face, entered the room from outside. Seeing the incoming maid, Yueyao couldn¡¯t gather her senses for a moment and called out softly, ¡°Hua Lei?¡± No wonder Yueyao could not contain herself; she had truly wronged Hua Lei. Hua Lei often tried to console her, but she never listened, and ultimately, Hua Lei lost her life because of it¡ªher family even got involved. When Hua Lei returned and heard that the miss had been sleeping and still hadn¡¯t awoken, her heart felt a bit more at ease. Upon entering and seeing Yueyao looking livelier than when she had left, in good spirits too, joy bubbled within her. Hearing Yueyao call her name now, a smile flickered in her eyes. ¡°Miss, it¡¯s me, I¡¯m back. Your complexion is much better today. If only it could be like this everyday,¡± because of the lady¡¯s favor, she had been able to stay at home for five days. It was the first time in years that she had such an extended time with her family, for which she was grateful. Her mother was now fine, and she wanted to return early to serve her mistress. It was a blessing that her mistress allowed her to go home to nurse her mother. Naturally, she had to rush back as soon as her mother was well. However, she hadn¡¯t expected that, in just these few days, her mistress¡¯s complexion had actually started to improve. Could it be that her mistress had come to terms with her grief? Upon hearing this, Yueyao secretly let out a bitter laugh. The consecutive passing of both parents had dealt her a severe blow, leaving her to alleviate her distress through copying scriptures all day long. But now, more than twenty years had passed; the grief was still present, but nowhere near as deep as in the beginning. Yueyao suddenly remembered the portraits of her parents stored in the study. Their features were becoming less and less clear in her memory. At this thought, she immediately made her way to the study. Hua Lei and Mu Qiu were unable to stop her. In everyone¡¯s eyes, Yueyao was a bit stubborn and willful. One could not go against her; they had to comply, or else she would be furious. While the Old Master and Eldest Madam were still around, it was better, as the Madam could mediate. Now with no one to guide her, her willfulness had become even more pronounced. No sooner had she stepped out of the door than she saw Nanny Gu about to enter. Nanny Gu became upset upon seeing Yueyao wearing only a thin layer of clothing, admonishing, ¡°Miss, you really should take better care¡­¡± But Lian Yueyao dodged her hand as though Nanny Gu were something dirty. Without so much as glancing at Nanny Gu, she went straight into the study. A shadow passed through Nanny Gu¡¯s eyes. Since the night before, the young lady had been ignoring her. And now, this morning was the same. Nanny Gu sharply felt that the young lady had become more distant towards her. What could be wrong with her? Nanny Gu glared at Mu Qiu, suspecting that this wretched maid had bad-mouthed her to the young lady. In the past, she seemed so honest, yet unexpectedly, she was just like Hua Lei, that thieving maid¡ªboth harboring ill intentions. Mu Qiu lowered her head. Standing beside her, Hua Lei wore a mocking expression. It appeared that the young lady had realized that Nanny Gu was unreliable. When thinking about it, Hua Lei felt a pang of regret as well. When the Madam was alive, Nanny Gu had also devoted herself to the young lady¡¯s matters. It was just that the Madam did not like Nanny Gu having too much contact with the young lady. Nanny Gu dared not annoy the Madam, nor cross the line. However, the young lady had always been very kind to Nanny Gu. But no one expected that upon her return, Nanny Gu had immediately allied herself with people from the main branch. Eldest Madam¡¯s intentions were clear to Hua Lei. If the Madam were still alive, Nanny Gu wouldn¡¯t dare have other thoughts. After all, it was because the young lady had become an orphan relying on the main branch that Nanny Gu dared to betray her own young lady. Yueyao went into the study and searched for a long time, finally finding a painting. This painting was drawn by Lian Yueyao herself, depicting a family of three, a close-knit family of three. Yueyao gazed at the portrait of her deceased parents. Yueyao remembered the hardships she suffered in her past life. Kneeling before that painting, Lian Yueyao wept bitterly, ¡°Father, Mother, your daughter misses you so much¡­ I long for you both so much¡­¡± If only her parents hadn¡¯t died so early, she wouldn¡¯t have had to endure such tribulations. Mu Qiu and Hua Lei, who followed her in, also covered their faces and wept. The room was suddenly filled with mourning. Hearing the cry from outside, Nanny Gu entered and saw Yueyao holding the portraits of the Second Old Master and Second Madam, weeping bitterly. She immediately tried to console her, but Yueyao paid her no heed. Hua Lei was the first to wipe away her tears, walked over, and helped Yueyao up, ¡°Young lady, you must not continue like this, for if you harm your body, the Old Master and Madam will not rest easy under the nine springs. Young lady, you must take good care of yourself.¡± It was not easy, but everyone finally managed to soothe Yueyao and stop her tears. A maid from outside immediately brought in water. Yueyao wiped away her tears and washed her face. Her clothes had been stained with dust from kneeling on the ground. Mu Qiu brought Yueyao a semi-new plain blue robe to change into. Hua Lei helped Yueyao to the dressing table, took up the comb, and began to do her hair. She parted it, twisting half into a bun, while braiding the remaining locks into three strands. At the end of the braid, she inserted a plain blue hairpin that matched the robe. Yueyao was still in mourning and could not wear colorful clothes or jewelry. Yueyao regarded the skillful Hua Lei and was struck by a sudden realization. Hua Lei was the most capable person by her side, yet in the third year after her return, an accident had taken her life. Looking back, it was laughable to think it was an accident. Likely, Lady Mo was worried that she would be influenced by Hua Lei¡ªafter all, the words of comfort from Hua Lei could not have been unknown to Lady Mo. Lady Mo was worried she would become guarded. So she got rid of Hua Lei early, removing future troubles. Afterwards, she even sold off Hua Lei¡¯s entire family. Hua Lei¡¯s family loyally served her, yet in the end, they suffered such a fate. She owed them. Seeing Yueyao¡¯s dazed look, Hua Lei hurriedly asked, ¡°Young lady, do you not like this hairstyle? If not, I will change it for you.¡± Yueyao shook her head, ¡°No need, this is fine.¡± She was still in mourning, modesty was fitting. There was no need for extravagance. Chapter 10 - Chapter 10: Chapter 5: Hatred Chapter 10: Chapter 5: Hatred Yueyao was silently looking at the person in the mirror; her complexion was pale, her eyes were lifeless, and she appeared very frail, with an air of desolation and helplessness. Yueyao thought of Hua Lei returning home for a visit; she might have heard quite a bit about what was going on outside. The biggest disadvantage of being in the Inner Courtyard was being out of touch with external affairs. Mu Qiu, with regard to the matters inside the Inner Courtyard, might be a little knowledgeable, but as for the outside world, she was almost completely ignorant. As a family-born servant, Hua Lei had many relatives working in the mansion. She was much more informed about the outside news. Yueyao put down the pearl hairpin in her hand and asked, ¡°These past few months I have been copying scriptures. I haven¡¯t dealt with other matters. Tell me, what is the situation outside now?¡± By now, she couldn¡¯t ignore external matters any longer. Hua Lei was somewhat surprised; why was the young lady asking about these trivial matters today? In the past, the young lady was the least patient with these things. Although doubtful in her heart, she still shared what she knew, ¡°Young lady, there¡¯s nothing much going on in the outside courtyard. It¡¯s just that the Eldest Madam has let go of most of the people we brought back from Jiangnan. Young lady, those people let go were all added by the Old Master and Madam in Jiangnan.¡± The Eldest Madam¡¯s excuse was ready-made: the mansion did not need so many people now; letting them go was also considered a good deed. After pondering for a moment, Yueyao asked, ¡°When did this happen?¡± With joy in her heart, Hua Lei did not expect the young lady to take it seriously, ¡°It happened three months ago. Young lady, those that are left are all family-born servants¡­,¡± she hesitated a bit as she spoke. Yueyao raised her head, her voice very gentle, ¡°Speak, there¡¯s no need to hesitate.¡± Having received Yueyao¡¯s approval, Hua Lei said, ¡°Young lady, it¡¯s one thing for the people added in Jiangnan to be let go, but the dowry servants from Madam should not be disposed of at the Eldest Madam¡¯s whim. I¡¯m worried that if these people are sent away by the Eldest Madam, there will be no one you can use in the future.¡± What she meant by ¡®no one to use¡¯ was not the lack of people to serve by her side, but the absence of trustworthy people. The people who came with their own Madam as her dowry were not only convenient but also reliable. Yueyao was startled. She had not thought much about it before, but now with Hua Lei¡¯s reminder, and comparing it to her later experiences, it was just as Hua Lei had said¡ªshe ended up with no one to rely on. The people her mother had chosen for her were very loyal, but later on, they died, were sold, got married, and left for various reasons. In the end, only two were left: one was Mu Qiu, who was rootless and simple-minded, easily deceived in the Lian Mansion; the other was Nanny Gu, who had traitorous tendencies. Thinking of this, Yueyao¡¯s heart trembled secretly, what a genuinely crafty move by the Lady family. She planned step by step, striking at her so early on, and to think that she had assumed it was only after the grandmother¡¯s passing that these calculations began, ¡°The people who came with my mother as part of her dowry, where are they now?¡± Hua Lei laughed. All this was what she heard from her parents. Her mother said that it was likely the Eldest Madam intended to leave the young lady powerless, so that in time, there would be no one she could turn to, and advised her to alert the young lady to be more wary. Unfortunately, she had advised many times, but the young lady seemed deaf to it. What worried her was not only that the young lady was unguarded but most importantly, she did not take these matters to heart. Now that the young lady was willing to inquire, it indicated that she was beginning to pay attention to outside matters, a good sign that she was becoming aware, ¡°Young lady, the people who came with Madam as part of her dowry were all sent to the manor. Young lady, Madam¡¯s dowry is in the Old Madam¡¯s hands, and also the contracts of these people.¡± Having the contracts in the Old Madam¡¯s hands was another troubling matter, but since the Old Madam adored the young lady, there was no need to worry about that. Hua Lei was reminding her that the dowry and the servants¡¯ contracts were not in her hands. Anything not in her hands was unsafe. Yueyao¡¯s hand, which was touching the silver bracelet, paused, and then she said with an indifferent expression, ¡°I understand.¡± Hua Lei might not have understood the implication in her words. Ah, it was not to say that her young lady was dense and couldn¡¯t grasp her meaning. On the contrary, her young lady was very clever. But all her cleverness was put into Guqin, Chess, Calligraphy, Painting, and Poetry and Songs, and she simply didn¡¯t take these matters to heart. When the Old Master and Madam were around, naturally, there was no issue, and these matters could be learned gradually. But now, if the young lady continued like this, she would suffer greatly in the future. Yueyao had Mu Qiu bring her money box. From it, she took out a ten-tael silver ingot, ¡°Take this, let your mother be properly taken care of.¡± Knelling, Hua Lei said, ¡°Young lady, it is already a great grace that you allow me to go back and take care of my mother. How can I accept your reward? Young lady, now that the Old Master and Madam are gone, you should save your money. If you have money in hand, you won¡¯t have to live in the mansion at the mercy of others in the future.¡± Hua Lei, who came from the lowest ranks, knew all too well that managing relationships required a lot of expenses. The Great Master and Eldest Madam were unreliable, only having money was dependable. Money makes things easy. Chapter 11 - Chapter 11: Chapter 5: Qiu_2 Chapter 11: Chapter 5: Qiu_2 Yueyao listened to these words, and though she knew Hua Lei meant well, she would not do as suggested. Saving money to spend on Lady Mo and her children was out of the question for her. She wasn¡¯t short of money. The silver left by her parents was more than enough for her to spend in this lifetime. ¡°If I tell you to take it, just take it. There¡¯s no need for so many words. Let your mother nurse her health for a few more days, and once she¡¯s well, you¡¯ll be able to serve me with peace of mind.¡± Hua Lei knew Yueyao¡¯s temperament. Having said it twice, she knew the young lady would be annoyed if her kindness were rejected again. She accepted the silver and thanked her for the grace. At this moment, Hua Lei¡¯s heart was filled with immense joy, not because of the silver, but because of her young lady¡¯s change. The young lady was extremely intelligent; she just hadn¡¯t been cautious before. Now that she had become wary, Hua Lei believed that with her young lady¡¯s wit, she needn¡¯t fear those with ulterior motives. Yueyao observed Hua Lei¡¯s expressions and felt a slight sinking in her heart. Even if she were to live her life over, faced with someone as ruthlessly boundless as Lady Mo, she wasn¡¯t completely sure she could handle her. However, fortunately, she now had her guard up. As long as she was well-prepared, she believed that Lady Mo could no longer manipulate her life as in the previous one. Yueyao got herself ready to visit the Old Madam in the Upper Chamber. Mu Qiu and Hua Lei both urged Yueyao to rest properly; the Old Madam had already said that it sufficed for her to visit on the first and fifteenth days of the lunar month. Previously, Yueyao did just that, spending the rest of her time copying scriptures. But this time, no one could persuade Yueyao to stay. Yueyao insisted on visiting the Upper Chamber immediately for two reasons: first, others like Yueying visited daily, and she no longer wanted to be the exception; second, she wanted to reemerge before everyone and show them her transformation. The heavy rain from the previous night had left water pooled on the eaves and the road. The central stone pathway was slightly elevated and thus not waterlogged. Still, a light drizzle persisted outside. Nanny Gu held a green canvas umbrella, ready to assist Yueyao. Yueyao spoke faintly, ¡°Nanny, you are also advanced in years, and the roads are slippery when wet. Let Hua Lei hold the umbrella, and you should rest a bit more in the courtyard.¡± After experiencing the discomfort of yesterday, Yueyao¡¯s mentality had steadied considerably. She needed to deal with this person slowly, hastily rushing wouldn¡¯t do. She had suffered greatly in her last life for not listening to her mother, and in this life, she remembered her mother¡¯s words well. Her mother¡¯s teachings were the practical ones. Nanny Gu dared not say more. She had raised the young lady and knew her temperament extremely well. If she spoke out now, it would only make the young lady more annoyed. Although Nanny Gu was full of reluctance, without understanding the reason, she decided to follow the young lady¡¯s wishes. She handed the green canvas umbrella to Hua Lei, ¡°Take good care of the young lady, don¡¯t let her get wet.¡± Hua Lei took the umbrella, wondering to herself what had gotten into the young lady, who, although not completely compliant in the past, usually followed the wet nurse¡¯s lead. What could have caused her to refute the wet nurse¡¯s dignity today? But she couldn¡¯t ask this out loud. She held the umbrella aloft, angling it predominantly towards Yueyao. Yueyao walked along the stone pathway, extending her hand beyond the umbrella to let the rain hit it, the ice-cold sensation bringing her a sense of reality. Yueyao walked slowly, her mind drifting to the past. After her grandmother passed away, Lady Mo complained that Yueyao¡¯s residence in Lanxi Garden was too far from the Upper Chamber, suggesting she move out and live alongside Lian Yuebing for companionship, so she wouldn¡¯t be lonely. Initially refusing because she didn¡¯t want to leave her father¡¯s courtyard, she felt reluctant to depart. Yet, Lady Mo did not express annoyance over this; on the contrary, she showered her with even more affection. Whether clothing, food, or daily necessities, what she gave her was always the best, even surpassing her legitimate children. Back then, youthful and naive, she only felt joy and gratitude, devoutly revering Lady Mo as if she were her own mother. Mu Qiu, too, frequently praised Lady Mo¡¯s virtues. Ultimately, because of this, she followed Lady Mo¡¯s suggestions and moved out of Lanxi Courtyard to live with Lian Yuebing. Looking back now, I realize how naive I was in my youth. If a person favors another¡¯s child over their own, there are only two possible scenarios. One is out of gratitude, a mark of a true gentleman; the other is with ulterior motives. And Lady Mo, she belonged to the latter. But it was her youth, and having lost her parents, that led her into the trap. Once someone clings to a false belief, they won¡¯t turn back unless they¡¯ve hit rock bottom. In fact, I don¡¯t hate them for the Shen family calling off the marriage or for Lady Mo swindling the money. The Shen family scorned me for being an orphan, unable to bring benefits to Shen Conghao ¨C it¡¯s understandable. I don¡¯t hate Lady Mo for coveting my money either. No man is guilty for possessing a jade, but the guilt lies in harboring it ¨C such a large sum of money is indeed tempting. But what Lady Mo should never have done was to sell me. Even if I had married someone beneath me, I wouldn¡¯t have hated her like this. Yet, she had the heart to sell me for money, not just to a merchant, but also as a concubine to someone else, treating me as an object (as a concubine is essentially an object). After I learned the truth, I struggled with whether or not to seek revenge. If I sought revenge, and it came to light, the Lian family would be utterly ruined. Once in the Capital City, I heard that my great-uncle, Lian Dongfang, had risen to the high rank of Third Rank. Both my male cousins had bright futures, and Lian Yuebing had married into Marquis Luyang¡¯s Mansion, becoming Marchioness, and reveling in luxury and wealth. Even a daughter born of a concubine had married a rich and powerful merchant from Jiangnan. They were living such happy lives, holding high offices, enjoying splendor and riches, all built on the suffering of my family. What¡¯s more, they had tormented me endlessly. I couldn¡¯t accept it, I couldn¡¯t accept it, and I would never accept it in death. If they could commit such cruel acts, why should I hesitate? At that time, I stopped contemplating the consequences of my actions. I was determined to get justice for myself. Yueyao gave a bitter smile. She had gotten justice for herself. But now, I wonder whether what I did was right or wrong. To me, it was justice served, it was revenge taken. But to the Lian family, I was a sinner, an unforgivable sinner. A scholarly family selling their legitimate niece to a merchant as a concubine ¨C once confirmed, this would be the end of the Lian family¡¯s reputation, with no standing left in the Capital City. A century-old scholarly family reduced to nothing because of me. The Lian family¡¯s years of effort and struggle, the reputation built over many generations, all buried by my hands. Fortunately, I wasn¡¯t dead. If I were to face the Lian ancestors, how could I confront them? Hua Lei and the other maids by her side saw that Yueyao had once again fallen into silence, with a sad aura enveloping her. Hua Lei quickly asked, ¡°Miss, what¡¯s wrong?¡± Startled, Yueyao came to her senses and, shaking her head, said, ¡°It¡¯s nothing. Let¡¯s go.¡± Seeing Yueyao¡¯s state, Hua Lei was very worried. What was wrong with her mistress, to be lost in thought like this all the time! From morning until now, she had been daydreaming. And it wasn¡¯t just daydreaming; the mistress was shrouded in sorrow. But just a moment ago, everything was fine! Alas, the mistress must be thinking of the Old Master and Madam again. Yueyao walked slowly. From Lanxi Courtyard to the Upper Chamber, it would take a half-hour¡¯s walk. To others, it was just a half-hour¡¯s journey, but for Yueyao, it felt as though she had walked through an entire past life. Chapter 12 - Chapter 12: Chapter 6: Grandmother Chapter 12: Chapter 6: Grandmother Having passed the Chuihua Gate, and circumventing the auspicious and luxurious screen at the entrance, Mu Qiu traversed the vestibule to find herself in front of a bright and orderly courtyard. It was Yisong Courtyard, where Old Madam Lian resided. There were altogether five main rooms, with beautifully carved beams and painted eaves supported by fancy corner brackets. Running rooms lined both sides of the raised walkways where various caged birds chirped vividly, their calls crisp and melodious, adding a trace of vitality to the serene courtyard. As Yueyao beheld these majestic upper chambers, the family history of the Lian family and their current status once again floated through her mind. The Lian family had started as mere peasants, slowly coming into prominence with the rise of a scholar among them. Generations nurtured this legacy until eventually a top scholar, who became an Imperial Tutor, emerged from their lineage. No one held more prestige than the Imperial Tutor, and thus, the Lian family firmly established their foothold in the Capital City. The pinnacle of the Lian family was reached with Yueyao¡¯s great-grandfather, Lian Cheng. Known for his outstanding scholarly achievements from a young age, he clinched the top scholarly title and caught the emperor¡¯s eye. He later ascended to the high office of Chancellor, serving directly beneath only the emperor. Worn out from toil, he died and was mourned across the kingdom. The previous emperor was so grieved that he personally inscribed the plaque ¡°Scholarly Family¡± as a gift to the Lian family. Her grandfather had been a renowned scholar and ranked as the second-top scholar in his examinations but had not endured many hardships. During his father¡¯s lifetime, he enjoyed smooth sailing. But after his father passed away, he lost his protection and became entangled in a lawsuit through machinations of others. Fortunately, the former emperor, remembering the hard work of the great grandfather, merely dismissed her grandfather from his official post. Her father, Lian Dongbo, true to his name, was well-learned and elegant and eventually ranked Tanhua in the examinations. Had it not been for an accident, his career would have shone brightly¡­ Mu Qiu nudged Yueyao, indicating that they had reached the main residence. ¡°Young Lady, why are you lost in thought again?¡± Yueyao came back to her senses, a strong scent of medicine hitting her. She frowned slightly but quickly realized it was inappropriate to show such expressions; it would be deemed unfilial. She coughed lightly as a pretense. Nanny Zheng, the personal maid by Old Madam Lian¡¯s side, was about to speak but paused, looking up at Yueyao in surprise. The sorrowful look on the Third Young Lady¡¯s face had significantly faded. Nanny Zheng had been quite worried previously. The Old Madam had been mourning the passing of the Second Old Master for a long time. Each time she saw the despondent and grieving Third Young Lady, her mood worsened, aggravating her condition. So, each visit from the Third Young Lady had made Nanny Zheng nervous. Seeing her now, not so besieged by grief, eased her mind. ¡°Third Young Lady has arrived, the Old Madam was just mentioning you! Please, come in.¡± Entering the main hall, Yueyao headed towards Old Madam Lian¡¯s main room. Inside, she observed a rosewood bed inlaid with mother-of-pearl and marble, next to which stood a similar material couch, set against a peony-themed fortune-screen. ¡°Young Lady, the Old Madam is calling for you,¡± Mu Qiu whispered softly. The young lady had been distracted since waking up. Now, standing in front of the Old Madam, she was lost in thought again. What exactly had happened to her yesterday? Yueyao looked towards Old Madam Lian on the bed. Her face was full of silver hair, showing signs of exhaustion and a mournful expression. The grandmother was suffering from grief over her father¡¯s death. She knew her grandmother truly loved her father deeply. Old Madam Lian beckoned, ¡°Third Girl, come here. Come to your grandmother. Let me see, are you really alright? Don¡¯t overexert yourself.¡± Seeing her affectionate grandmother, the tight string in Yueyao¡¯s heart finally snapped, and she burst into loud wails, crying heartbreakingly and exhaustively. Seeing Yueyao cry so sorrowfully, a severe look flashed in the Old Madam¡¯s eyes, ¡°What¡¯s the matter? Has someone mistreated you?¡± She was not yet dead, and people dared to mistreat her granddaughter. Nanny Zheng felt a tightness in her chest but was somewhat puzzled. These past few days, she had made sure everyone treated the Third Young Lady well; no one dared to mistreat her. Yueyao cried for a long time, unable to be consoled by anyone. After a while, she wiped her tears, ¡°Grandmother, I was just worried about your health. No one has bullied me. Grandmother, you must take good care of yourself.¡± Old Madam Lian¡¯s expression softened upon hearing Yueyao¡¯s words, and Nanny Zheng brought a large pillow to support her back. Leaning against the large pillow, Old Madam carefully observed her only direct descendant left by her youngest son. Although the child still looked somewhat frail and ill, her bright eyes, rosy lips, and moist skin revealed an aristocratic lady¡¯s grace in every movement. Looking at her, so resembling her late son, the Old Madam remembered her filial youngest son, now forever separated by death, and her heart ached immensely. Tears instantly filled her eyes again. It was only with much comforting from Nanny Zheng by her side, and persuasion from Yueyao, that she calmed down, ¡°Grandmother, it¡¯s all my fault. I shouldn¡¯t have upset you. If my parents knew you grieve for them every day, they would not rest peacefully even in death. Please take care of yourself, Grandmother.¡± Not to mention Nanny Zheng, even the Old Madam was somewhat surprised. Ever since Yueyao went to Hualin Temple, the Great Grandmaster had said that if Yueyao truly had filial piety, she should fill scripture scrolls for the salvation of her parents. Yueyao believed this and copied scripture scrolls every day without the help of others. Old Madam stroked Yueyao¡¯s head, thinking about her own imminent death. The eldest son did not manage internal affairs, and his wife appeared filial and charitable on the surface but was malicious underneath. Her own children would not be harmed, but Yueyao¡¯s fate was uncertain. She really did not feel at ease. Now, all the family¡¯s assets in the second branch were in her hands, and Lady family did not dare to touch them. But what about after her time had passed? The Inner Courtyard would be at Lady family¡¯s mercy. Could this child escape that? Old Madam was also aware of her failing health, knowing she did not have many years left. Now she could live each year as it came. She had to make arrangements for this child, ¡°Yueyao, you are also eight years old this year. In a few days, I will call for the nurturing nanny. Yueyao, you should learn the rules with her.¡± Old Madam felt that Yueyao sometimes focused too narrowly; the Great Grandmaster had said to copy the Classic of Filial Piety, but she had not specified it had to be completed within a year. As long as it was done sincerely, finishing within three years was acceptable. She had mentioned this to Yueyao before, but she would not listen. Only now, seeing that Yueyao¡¯s demeanor had changed, did she tentatively say it. Yueyao remembered that in her past life, the Lian family had called for a nurturing nanny, and at that time, she was wholly focused on copying the Sutra of Rebirth, not wanting to spare time to learn the rules. Because she disregarded the nanny¡¯s teachings and relied solely on her mother¡¯s instruction in proper conduct, she missed a lot despite no one finding fault in her manners. Seeing Yueyao silent, Old Madam thought Yueyao was unwilling, ¡°Yaoyao, learn more from the nurturing nanny; it will be useful to you. If fate allows them to give you more guidance, it will be your good fortune. Then you can avoid some detours in the future.¡± Hearing Old Madam¡¯s words, Yueyao felt even more heartache. Her grandmother truly loved her and wanted the best for her. These nannies were generally experienced people. If she had also accepted such teachings previously and been more open to the world, the outcome would have been different. Yueyao steadied her mind and said softly, ¡°Grandmother, don¡¯t worry. When the nanny arrives, I will study diligently. But Grandmother must also take care of herself. With my parents gone, I only have Grandmother left.¡± These words made Old Madam feel a pang in her heart. Madam Qiao Hui, Old Madam¡¯s Personal Maid, brought over a bowl of Bird¡¯s Nest Porridge. Yueyao took the porridge but did not give it to Old Madam immediately. Instead, she tested the temperature herself before feeding it to Old Madam. After Old Madam finished the porridge, Nanny Zheng took the scripture scrolls, ready to read them to Old Madam. Listening to the scriptures was a daily necessity for Old Madam. Yueyao let Nanny Zheng hand her the scriptures, and she read them to Old Madam. She had been copying the scriptures for ten years, so she could recite all the women¡¯s scriptures in the Inner Courtyard by heart. Thus, her reading flowed naturally. Old Madam glanced at Yueyao, surprised at her proficiency with the scriptures. But considering that Yueyao was now copying them daily, she closed her eyes and continued to listen intently. Yueyao, seeing a deathly aura enveloping Old Madam, was shocked. The most important thing for a living person is their vital energy, which if lost, can lead to rapid decline. Suddenly, Old Madam Lian opened her eyes when she no longer heard Yueyao¡¯s voice and asked, ¡°Third Girl, what¡¯s wrong?¡± The reading had been going well, so why had it stopped? Yueyao gathered her thoughts, ¡°It¡¯s nothing, just wondering what the meaning of the scripture text was just now.¡± She continued reading to Old Madam. Old Madam was somewhat puzzled, but seeing Yueyao¡¯s calm face, she did not pursue the matter further. Instead, she continued listening to the scripture texts with her eyes half-closed. In the room, maids and old nannies attended from both sides. Yueyao sat on a small stool, softly reading the scripture texts, her gentle voice comforting to those who listened. On the long table, a three-legged, gold-plated, cloisonn¨¦ enamel incense burner emitted wafts of intoxicating fragrance. Old Madam listened, her eyes slowly closing. After Yueyao finished a section of the scripture text, she gently said to Old Madam, who had her eyes half-closed, ¡°Grandmother, Yueyao will take good care of her health and fulfill filial duties on behalf of my parents.¡± Old Madam held Yueyao¡¯s hand, a smile emerging, ¡°Yueyao has grown up.¡± Although unsure of the reason behind the child¡¯s change, she was glad for it. Yueyao smiled as well, ¡°Grandmother, when the weather is good, I will accompany you outside. It¡¯s stuffy inside the house and not good for your health.¡± Old Madam took note of the changes in Yueyao¡¯s demeanor. This child, what had she encountered? Suddenly, she had let go. Nanny Zheng smiled and said, ¡°Third Young Lady is truly filial. Old Madam, when the sun is nice, let Third Young Lady accompany you outside for a walk. It will prevent you from complaining about being stuck inside.¡± The things Third Young Lady said would indeed be heeded by Old Madam. Moreover, Third Young Lady no longer showed a sorrowful expression like before, easing Old Madam¡¯s mind. It was good news for those who served around them. Chapter 13 - Chapter 13: Chapter 7: The Mo Family Chapter 13: Chapter 7: The Mo Family The grandmother and granddaughter were in the midst of conversation when a maid came in to report that the Eldest Madam had arrived. Yueyao keenly sensed the chill in the Old Madam¡¯s eyes. She was immediately surprised¡ªcould it be that the Old Madam and the Eldest Madam were not on good terms? The curtains parted, and Lady Mo walked in from outside. Wen Wan looked at Lady Mo, the Eldest Madam, who was entering. Lady Mo was dressed in a lotus root pink colored gown, with her hair neatly done up in a round hairbun, adorned with a Honey Wax Teardrop Hairpin at the sides of her temples. Her skin was fair, her figure slightly full, with a round and plump face. She had kind and gentle eyes, and her presence exuded warmth and amiability, giving off a very cordial impression. Yueyao looked at Lady Mo who was now in front of her. It seemed just a moment ago she had seen Lady Mo high above everyone else, clad in a red dress for celebrating a grand birthday. In the blink of an eye, not only had she become so much younger, but she was also so submissive in front of her grandmother. As the Eldest Madam entered the room, she respectfully said, ¡°Mother, I have come to pay my respects, I hope you are feeling better today.¡± Her demeanor and movements all revealed her concern, flawless, leaving no room for criticism. When Lady Mo saw the Old Madam¡¯s gaze toward Yueyao, and at that moment, Yueyao was looking at her. The expression revealed in her eyes was complex and hard to interpret. Lady Mo felt oddly uncomfortable inside and softly asked, ¡°Yueyao, what¡¯s wrong?¡± Why was she looking at her like that? Only then did Yueyao snap back to reality, quickly bowing her head to adjust her emotions. She dared not look directly at Lady Mo, fearing that her eyes filled with hatred would fall upon her. At her current age, where would such hatred come from? Having hatred in her eyes would certainly arouse their suspicion and invite unnecessary trouble. She had seen people burned alive for nonsensical babbling before. Lady Mo found Yueyao¡¯s behavior so abnormal today that she couldn¡¯t help being suspicious. However, since Yueyao was sitting next to the Old Madam, it wasn¡¯t her place to inquire further. Yet the Old Madam had seen everything about Yueyao¡¯s behavior and was inwardly doubtful, although she kept it from showing on her face: ¡°Nanny Gu will be coming in a few days, so have the courtyard cleaned up. This matter concerns Miss Lian, and it should be taken to heart.¡± If the young lady is not brought up properly, it could affect the Lian family¡¯s reputation. Yueying is already twelve years old, we cannot delay any further. Yueyao, seeing Lady Mo responding with submissiveness, couldn¡¯t help but look again at her grandmother. Lian Yuebing had always spoken about how severely the grandmother had treated Lady Mo. She even said that the grandmother supported Maternal Aunt Chen in her rivalry with Lady Mo, making no distinction between legal wife and concubine. Until her death, the affairs of the house had been tightly controlled by the grandfather, and as a result, Maternal Aunt Chen often made things difficult for Lady Mo. However, after the grandmother passed away and three years of mourning were completed, Maternal Aunt Chen became pregnant, but her end was miscarriage and death. Yueyao, having listened to Lian Yuebing, thought her grandmother had been too harsh, favoring a concubine and suppressing the legal wife¡¯s prestige, erasing the distinction between legitimate and illegitimate. But now, it seems that it might not have been the case. Seeing Yueyao looking unwell, Lady Mo kindly asked, ¡°Yueyao, what¡¯s wrong? Are you feeling unwell again?¡± This word ¡®again¡¯ caused the Old Madam to frown once more. Yueyao respectfully said, ¡°Thank you for your concern, Auntie, I am feeling much better now¡­¡± Lady Mo approached, intending to hold Yueyao¡¯s hands to show affection. However, Yueyao reflexively stepped back two paces. Not only that, the fear and apprehension deep within her surfaced instantly. To others, this made Lady Mo seem like a fierce beast. Yueyao knew this response was very bad, but it was the most genuine reaction from her heart. In her eyes, Lady Mo was a venomous scorpion, more poisonous than the scorpion itself. No matter how rational she was, she couldn¡¯t restrain the fear in her heart. A flicker of doubt passed through the Old Madam¡¯s eyes. What on earth had Lady Mo done to Yueyao to make her so fearful of Lady Mo? The Old Madam, because of her advanced age and her awareness of her own health, had turned a blind eye to the matters of the Inner Courtyard. But now, it appeared there was a lot going on in the Inner Courtyard that she was unaware of. Sigh, it seemed there were always worries that wouldn¡¯t leave her at peace. Lady Mo¡¯s hands fell empty, and she was taken aback. Although Yueyao hadn¡¯t always regarded her as a mother, with Nanny Gu speaking well of her in front of Yueyao, she had been quite affectionate toward her. But now, she was so distant. Nonetheless, it was just a momentary lapse, and Lady Mo quickly composed herself and smiled, ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you, child? Why are you so estranged from your Auntie?¡± In that instant, Yueyao also regained her composure. She didn¡¯t want to raise suspicion of being possessed. But her recent behavior was already questionable enough, and she couldn¡¯t afford any more issues. Otherwise, she could easily raise suspicions. However, she couldn¡¯t bring herself to act affectionate toward Lady Mo, so she just stood there stiffly. Seeing Yueyao¡¯s attitude, the Old Madam quickly changed the subject, turning to Lady Mo, ¡°You may leave! I must ask the child what has suddenly got into her.¡± Chapter 14 - Chapter 14: Chapter 7: Lady Mo_2 Chapter 14: Chapter 7: Lady Mo_2 Lady Mu felt extremely uncomfortable after hearing what the Old Madam had said. Although she wanted to ask Yueyao what exactly happened, with the Old Madam present, she couldn¡¯t voice her many suspicions. In the back courtyard, no one dared to defy the Old Madam¡¯s words. So, she could only lead the maids and leave. The Old Madam asked Yueyao oddly, ¡°Third Girl, what happened just now?¡± She was curious about the child¡¯s earlier expression and why she was frightened by Lady Mu. Yueyao kept her head down and remained silent. Sometimes, one lie needed ten more lies to cover it up, and her upbringing did not allow her to lie, let alone lie to her beloved grandmother. Yueyao couldn¡¯t do it. Seeing Yueyao like this, the Old Madam sighed softly instead. She would rather have Yueyao confide in her than keep everything suppressed in her heart. After speaking a few more words with the Old Madam, Yueyao said, ¡°Grandmother, I¡¯m going back to copy the scriptures.¡± She didn¡¯t want to face the Old Madam¡¯s suspicion. After Yueyao left, the Old Madam instructed someone, ¡°This child¡¯s behavior toward the eldest daughter-in-law is very strange. Go ask around at Lanxi Garden what has happened to her these past few days?¡± When Yueyao walked out, the rain had stopped. The post-rain summer air was fresh and cool, bringing total refreshment. Yueyao returned to Lanxi Courtyard and fell into a daze again. Mu Qiu and Hua Lei did not dare to disturb her. They ordered the food she would need for lunch. Yueyao¡¯s food was usually specially prepared. Having gotten used to the delicate dishes of Jiangnan, she was not accustomed to the cuisine of the Capital City. For this reason, the Old Madam had specifically instructed to take special care of her food and living conditions. Yueyao now did not want to maintain such pretenses without substantial benefits, only to gain a poor reputation, ¡°Also, there¡¯s no need to make separate dishes for lunch. I will eat whatever everyone else is eating.¡± She was not so delicate anymore. Over the years, she had gotten used to the taste of the Capital City¡¯s food, and it was not a problem for her. Mu Qiu and Hua Lei exchanged glances, ¡°Miss, how can this be possible? You are not accustomed to it!¡± She couldn¡¯t possibly not eat! Yueyao said lightly, ¡°I have to get used to it eventually.¡± It can work for a day or two, but it cannot always be like this! After receiving a look from Hua Lei, Mu Qiu went out to tell the kitchen staff. Hua Lei looked at her mistress, feeling a bit puzzled herself. Yueyao ignored everyone¡¯s doubts and went to the Small Buddhist Hall to copy scriptures again. Change happens slowly, bit by bit. As long as the overall direction is right, small issues won¡¯t matter. While Yueyao was copying scriptures, no one could enter. Even the maid who ground the ink was unnecessary, everything was done by Yueyao herself. At lunch, anxiously, ¡°Miss, the Eldest Madam is also your Auntie, and the head of the household. Miss, what¡¯s wrong today, how could you toward¡­¡± Yueyao¡¯s expression was very cold, ¡°I know what I¡¯m doing, you don¡¯t need to instruct me.¡± When Yueyao said this, there was no anger or disgust, only calm. But this calmness implied alienation. Alienation was more fearsome than disgust or anger. Nanny Gu¡¯s face changed abruptly, how could the young lady put her in such a spot? If it was a nightmare last night, now it was clearheaded reproach. The maids by her side all bowed their heads, and Nanny Gu wanted to speak again, but Yueyao had already risen and returned to her room. Back in her room, looking at the items there, Yueyao gazed at the ink painting hanging on the wall, and for some reason, her thoughts drifted back to her past life. In her previous life, even Teacher Wen had mentioned her talent in painting. All her thoughts were focused on calligraphy and art, and any free time was spent on the Six Arts. Skills like needlework and cooking, stewardship for women were completely neglected. Lady Mu had intentionally led her to regard Silver Coin as dirt, naturally she wouldn¡¯t dedicate much effort in that area. Thus, she was a mess in terms of needlework and cooking, so much so that when she later entered the Nunnery, she couldn¡¯t even sew clothing. It was only after suffering and learning from the people in the Nunnery for several years that her skills became passable. With the experience of her past life, Yueyao was well aware that Guqin, Chess, Calligraphy, Painting, Poetry and Songs were all useless. Poetry and Songs, Guqin, Chess, Calligraphy, Painting can¡¯t sustain life; life revolves around the essentials like firewood, rice, oil, and salt. What a daughter needs to learn is needlework, cooking, stewardship, and the like. That is the foundation for establishing oneself in the world. In her past life, she had gained the reputation of a talented lady, but this reputation only brought her the envy and hatred of others, without any practical benefits. This lifetime, she did not want to suffer the losses of her previous life. She would properly learn the things a woman should learn. Yueyao thought about it for a bit and then shook her head herself; she should not let go of painting and calligraphy. Perhaps one day she would still have to rely on these skills to make a living. Mu Qiu and Hua Lei, seeing the young lady nodding and then shaking her head, exchanged glances again, keeping quiet. It was better for the young lady to ponder things than to incessantly copy scriptures every day. Watching the young lady relentlessly copying scriptures every time with no end, they were always on tenterhooks. The pair was pondering this. Yueyao had already snapped out of her reverie, and remembering what had happened, she looked at the two maids, ¡°Who told Nanny Gu about what happened just now?¡± If it wasn¡¯t these two maids, Nanny Gu couldn¡¯t have possibly gotten the news so quickly. Yueyao guessed it must have been Mu Qiu. Hua Lei wouldn¡¯t have heeded Nanny Gu¡¯s instructions. Mu Qiu stepped forward, ¡°Miss, Nanny Gu asked me, and I told her.¡±/p> Chapter 15 - Chapter 15: Chapter 8: Sisters Chapter 15: Chapter 8: Sisters The Old Madam was assisted to her feet by a maid, looking at the orchid placed in the room. Her son¡¯s favorite was the orchid, the noble orchid. Lost in her memories, Nanny Zheng approached and said to the Old Madam, ¡°Old Madam, the Third Young Lady had a nightmare last night. She was possessed by a nightmare. According to Nanny Gu, after the nightmare, the Third Young Lady stopped interacting with her.¡± The Old Madam burst into a rage, ¡°Why didn¡¯t you call the doctor?¡± What kind of household is Lady managing? The child is sick, had a nightmare, and you don¡¯t even think to call a doctor to have a look.¡± Nanny Zheng hurriedly said, ¡°Old Madam, Mu Qiu replied that since getting up, the Third Young Lady has been fond of daydreaming. Apart from daydreaming, everything else seems normal.¡± They¡¯ve been in the courtyard for most of the day; if there were anything amiss, they would have noticed it. The Old Madam, hearing the word ¡®nightmare,¡¯ always felt something was off: ¡°Although this child was not very close to Lady previously, she wouldn¡¯t show such fright. Moreover, the child¡¯s color looked much better today.¡± Since it¡¯s said that everything has been normal these past few days, that must mean there is little to worry about. But the Old Madam always felt some incongruity. Nanny Zheng pondered for a moment and then said, ¡°Old Madam, the Third Young Lady¡¯s improved complexion shows she is easing her mind. That¡¯s a good thing. Old Madam, you should be happy about this.¡± The Old Madam leaned back on her silken pillow, ¡°If only the Third Girl could come to her senses, I wouldn¡¯t worry anymore. Everyone says I¡¯m this old granny still clinging to the power within the mansion. They think I love power so much. If I could enjoy a few days of peace, why would I bother so much.¡± Nanny Zheng said a few words of comfort, then added, ¡°Old Madam, I think the Third Young Lady is right. It¡¯s August now, and the weather is gradually cooling. It¡¯s a good time for the Old Madam to walk outside; it¡¯s much better than always staying indoors.¡± The Old Madam didn¡¯t respond, but nor did she object. Inside the main house, the old nanny who had been sitting in the corridor to cool off saw a group of people approaching from afar. She immediately stood up, respectfully bowing to one side. The Eldest Madam didn¡¯t even glance at the old nanny by the door, and went straight back to her own courtyard to sit down and have a bowl of chilled sour plum soup. She said to her trusted old nanny, Nanny Lau, ¡°What do you think has happened to the Third Young Lady? I feel something odd about her.¡± Nanny Lau nodded, ¡°The Third Young Lady indeed is acting strange. Yet just a few days ago, she was fine. After seeing the Old Madam, she started to be distant with the Madam. I wonder if the Old Madam said something to the Third Young Lady.¡± Apart from this explanation, I really can¡¯t think of why the Third Young Lady has changed so much. Lady shook her head, ¡°Unlikely. Although the Old Madam doesn¡¯t like me, she would never slander me in front of the younger generation. There must be some other reason. Have someone inquire carefully.¡± This girl thinks only of copying scriptures every day, not caring at all about outside matters. Lady suddenly remembered the look the Third Girl gave her; there was hatred and even anger in the Third Young Lady¡¯s eyes. Although it was just a fleeting moment, she definitely captured it. With this thought, Lady shivered, ¡°Have someone ask Nanny Gu. What exactly is not right with the Third Young Lady?¡± Why would this girl suddenly harbor resentment against her? Perhaps she knew something. After having lunch, Yueyao went to the Small Buddhist Hall to copy the Classic of Filial Piety. She also needed to copy scriptures to calm her mind now. After finishing copying the scriptures, Yueyao washed her hands and walked out of the Small Buddhist Hall. Seeing Yulei hesitant, she said directly, ¡°Just speak your mind.¡± It seemed that previously she hadn¡¯t managed things closely, nor had she taken Hua Lei¡¯s words seriously. Otherwise, she wouldn¡¯t have let Hua Lei end up like this. Yulei cautiously said, ¡°I just heard from a maid that she saw Nanny Gu speaking with Eldest Madam¡¯s accompanying maid, Nanny Hua. Madam was blunt with the Eldest Madam in the morning, and in the afternoon Nanny Hua went to find Nanny Gu, I am worried¡­¡± Yueyao nodded internally. Mu Qiu was straightforward, but Yulei was clever. Thinking of Hua Lei¡¯s words, her heart grew cold. So Nanny Gu was already colluding with Lady ¡®s people, ¡°How long has this been going on?¡± Seeing that her mistress wasn¡¯t blaming her for overstepping, Hua Lei cautiously said, ¡°Not long after coming back, Nanny Gu started walking with Nanny Hua.¡± Hua Lei had mentioned it before, but her mistress had not taken it seriously. It seems her mistress was listening now. Yueyao was very pleased. This maid was indeed very perceptive. In her previous life, she warned herself several times, but unfortunately, she was too na?ve back then; she felt Hua Lei really shouldn¡¯t speak ill of elders, which seemed very provocative, and for that, she scolded Hua Lei several times. She hadn¡¯t expected Hua Lei to see through things so early. ¡°I know about this. No need to act for now. Just keep an eye on them.¡± Nanny Gu was her wet nurse, and without any wrongdoing, it wasn¡¯t good to dismiss her; it would harm her reputation. Chapter 16 - Chapter 16: Chapter 8: Sisters_2 Chapter 16: Chapter 8: Sisters_2 Hua Lei looked at Yueyao with surprise and delight. She had hinted at her so many times, both overtly and covertly, yet the young lady had always been skeptical. She never expected that now the young lady had finally come around. After the evening meal, Yueyao continued to copy the scriptures. To avoid suspicion, she had to carry on as usual. Change needed to be subtle and gradual, one step at a time. When Yueyao came out again, it was already quite late. She said to Hua Lei by her side, ¡°I want to take a walk.¡± With that, Yueyao slowly strolled through her own Lanxi Garden. The night was cool as water, with a bright moon hanging high in the sky. A filmy veil of clouds surrounded it, appearing and disappearing, the clear moonlight flowing softly through the courtyard like water ripples. The secluded Lanxi Courtyard was an independent complex within Lian Mansion, built by Great Grandfather Lian Cheng for his retirement, so its location was quite remote, chosen for peace and quiet. The yard was divided into a front and rear courtyard, with three main rooms in the front flanked by wing rooms, and connected ear rooms. The back courtyard consisted of three main rooms accompanied by two enclosed arms. The so-called enclosed arms were like two small ears extending from the three main rooms, formed by two intersecting Nine-Ridge Hall ¡°T¡± shapes, with the inserted part called the enclosed arms. These arms were warm in winter and cool in summer, most suitable for female occupants. Yueyao was currently residing in the enclosed arms of the back courtyard. Gazing at this courtyard, Yueyao murmured, ¡°Fifteen years.¡± She had been hastily sold at fifteen and until she was thirty. Out of those fifteen years, ten were lost to amnesia, the other five like stepping into hell. Now, she had returned to a place that had only existed in her dreams. Yueyao stood alone under the moon, silently shedding tears for the hellish five years she had endured. Hua Lei thought Yueyao was again mourning Old Master and Madam, and hurriedly consoled her, ¡°Miss, don¡¯t be sad anymore. If Old Master and Madam saw you like this, they would be very distressed. Miss, you must take good care of yourself.¡± Yueyao wiped her tears. Seeing Yueyao¡¯s emotions had stabilized, Hua Lei spoke in a low voice, ¡°Miss, I have something to say, but I¡¯m not sure if it¡¯s my place.¡± Yueyao looked up, her expression tranquil, ¡°From now on, just speak your mind; there¡¯s no need to hem and haw. Whether I listen or not is up to me.¡± Encouraged, Hua Lei said, ¡°Miss, I¡¯m overstepping my bounds. Staying in Lanxi Courtyard, you are constantly reminded of your late parents, which is not good for you. When you visit Old Madam with a heavy heart, it also makes her sad, which is harmful to her health and also affects your reputation.¡± Hua Lei almost added that it would be best not to live in Lanxi Courtyard at all. Yueyao was somewhat surprised; Hua Lei was indeed astute to have thought of this. Lady Mo¡¯s scheming was heartlessly cunning. Just as Hua Lei said, by having her live in Lanxi Courtyard, constantly surrounded by reminders of her deceased parents, she was perpetually dwelling on the loss. Bringing sadness to visit her grandmother would also trigger her grandmother¡¯s grief. With the grandmother¡¯s health already fragile, how could it improve amidst constant sorrow? Once the grandmother was gone, the only person who could suppress Lady Mo would no longer be there. By then, wouldn¡¯t the Lian family be entirely under Lady Mo¡¯s dominion? Lady Mo¡¯s machinations were indeed profound. Such a deep-minded person, truly difficult to deal with! The next day, Yueyao got up early as usual to pay respects to the Old Madam in the Upper Chamber. In her past life, she had been engrossed in copying scriptures, but in this life, she would start making changes from here. When Yueyao arrived at the Upper Chamber, she saw several of her female cousins. The Eldest Miss Lian Yueying, the Second Young Lady Lian Yuebing, and the Fourth Miss Lian Yuehuan. Lian Yueying was dressed in a water-blue cross-collared blouse paired with a blue and white hundred-pleated skirt. Lian Yueying was only twelve years old now. Yueying had completely inherited her biological mother, Maternal Aunt Chen¡¯s beauty, radiant as springtime, clear as the autumn moon, her figure was like a sprouting orchid, tall and slender, gently swaying in the wind. Maternal Aunt Chen had once been the Old Madam¡¯s personal maid. Because Lady Mo¡¯s firstborn was a son, the Old Madam allowed the concubine¡¯s medicine to be stopped. Blessed with good fortune, Maternal Aunt Chen gave birth to the Eldest Miss Yueying in the second year after discontinuing the medication, and Lian Tingchao four years later. Later, Maternal Aunt Chen passed away from a miscarriage after the grandmother died. Yueyao remembered that her eldest cousin¡¯s marriage had been arranged while her great grandmother was still alive. However, the groom passed away before the wedding took place. The bridegroom¡¯s family demanded that the eldest cousin marry into their family to mourn their son for a lifetime. To preserve the reputation of the Lian family, her uncle and Lady Mo allowed the eldest cousin to marry into that family. After marrying, Yueying lived her life confined to a memorial arch and never returned. Chen¡¯s child, Tingchao, died young in an accident. Lian Yuebing was born to Lady Mo and was the only legitimate daughter of the main branch. Yuebing was a year older than she was, nine years old this year. She was wearing a gold-threaded begonia flower patterned long jacket with a goose-yellow hundred-pleated skirt. Her face was shaped like a melon seed, her eyebrows were long and her skin was fair and tender. She inherited all the good qualities of Lian Dongfang and Madam Mo. She was destined to be a great beauty when she grew up. Considering what had happened in her previous life, Lian Yuebing hadn¡¯t treated her badly, but it was hard to say she had treated her well. Yueyao clenched her fists and told herself that the past was all smoke and clouds. What mattered most was to grasp the present. Lian Yuehuan, the third daughter of the main branch, ranked fourth. She was also eight years old this year, three months younger than Yueyao. Her mother was Maternal Aunt Su, who was Lady Mo¡¯s personal maid. Maternal Aunt Su was very beautiful, otherwise she wouldn¡¯t have been chosen by Lady Mo. Yueyao inherited Maternal Aunt Su¡¯s appearance. Yuehuan was wearing a green shirt today, quiet and seemingly timid. However, in her past life, this very Yuehuan had married into the wealthiest merchant family in Jiangnan. Yuehuan was the legal wife and the lady of the household, while she had been sold to the merchant to become a concubine. It was said that Yuehuan lived a very comfortable life in the Qian Family. Hence, what one sees may not always be the truth. Timidity was merely Yuehuan¡¯s camouflage. Yueyao, reflecting on the past, suddenly found it amusing. Marrying into the Marquis¡¯ household at best meant trying to cling to the powerful. Yet, a family of scholarly repute ended up making marriage connections with a merchant family. The idea of intermarrying with a merchant family, bound by their offspring, made them seem lesser by many degrees. Yueyao, thinking of the Lian family¡¯s marriage alliances, had a moment of clarity. Even without her, the Lian family wouldn¡¯t last much longer. They¡¯d lost the proud spirit of a scholarly family, and with rotten foundations, decline was inevitable. With this thought, the guilt in Yueyao¡¯s heart also dissipated. Yueyao looked at the three women, three fates, all manipulated by Lady Mo. To avoid being used by Lady Mo again, she had to seek external help. As long as the support was strong enough to deter Lady Mo, she couldn¡¯t manipulate her anymore. Not to mention sell her to someone as a concubine. Chapter 17 - Chapter 17: Chapter 9: Offspring Chapter 17: Chapter 9: Offspring Yueyao looked at the three young ladies in front of her, thinking how the main branch of the Lian family had many heirs, not only three young ladies but also two legitimate sons and three concubine-born children. Her eldest cousin Lian Tingli and her second cousin Lian Tingyi were legitimate sons born to Lady Mo. Both were handsome and talented, praised by the Great Scholar. In her previous life, both had promising futures. As for the concubine-born, one died early, one was adopted into the second branch, and only the one born to Maternal Auntie Su, Lian Tinglun, grew up safely. Yueyao murmured, ¡°How nice it would be if I also had a brother.¡± The main branch had five sons, while the second branch had none, eventually relying on adoption from the main branch. How wonderful it would be if she had a brother! Standing close as Yueyao¡¯s personal maid, Hua Lei had sharp ears and could hear Yueyao¡¯s murmuring very clearly. Upon hearing, her eyes flickered a couple of times. Lian Yuebing, seeing Yueyao¡¯s dazed expression, came over and took Yueyao¡¯s hand, laughing playfully, ¡°Yueyao, what¡¯s wrong? What are you daydreaming about?¡± Yueyao, lost in her thoughts, was startled when she saw Lian Yuebing¡¯s face and pushed her away with all her might, causing Yuebing to fall to the ground. Hearing Yuebing¡¯s scream, Yueyao instantly came back to her senses, realizing she had been too forceful. Her mind quickly switched gears, and she promptly fainted to the ground. If she didn¡¯t faint, she would definitely have to explain herself, and how could she clarify the situation at that moment? The people inside the room were shocked, even Old Madam Lian was taken aback. Nanny Zheng quickly ordered the servants to lift her onto the couch and then called for the maid to fetch the doctor. The doctor was Doctor Tang, whom the Lian family always used. After taking her pulse, he said, ¡°The Third Young Lady fainted from a severe fright. Old Madam, the Third Young Lady is too troubled and spiritless. Now she has had a fright and needs a lot of rest. I will prescribe some medicine; she needs to recuperate properly. Otherwise, it could lead to serious consequences, which wouldn¡¯t be good for a young mistress at all.¡± The doctor was always employed by the Lian family, and no one knew Yueyao¡¯s condition better than him, so his words carried authority. Old Madam Lian, surprised, asked, ¡°Frightened?¡± The child was fine just a moment ago; how could she get frightened by Yuebing¡¯s touch? The doctor shook his head; how would he know what frightened the Third Young Lady? He only knew she had been frightened. After prescribing the medicine, he went to check on Yuebing, who had only scraped her hand. Taking some ointment, he said, ¡°Don¡¯t touch cold water, and apply this ointment for a few days. Otherwise, it will scar,¡± a little scar being a significant issue for a lady of high standing. Hearing this, Yuebing burst into tears in anger. The Old Madam rewarded the doctor handsomely. Turning back, she couldn¡¯t solve the puzzle, ¡°What exactly happened? How did she get frightened all of a sudden?¡± Nanny Zheng shook her head, expressing her inability to understand as well. Everyone had clearly seen the scene. It was baffling that the Third Young Lady got frightened just by being touched by the Second Young Lady. Although Old Madam Lian was experienced and knowledgeable, she also harbored doubts but wouldn¡¯t normally think her granddaughter was possessed by something unclean. Of course, mostly because Yueyao did have some unusual aspects about her, but her behavior wasn¡¯t too outlandish, just slightly abnormal, ¡°Have someone check what exactly happened? What nightmare did Yueyao have that night?¡± Since that nightmare, the child had been acting strangely. Yueyao pretended to faint to escape everyone¡¯s questioning. Now lying on the couch, she told herself to stay calm, calm. Yet, she knew she still needed time to adjust. Otherwise, this behavior would certainly be considered possession. Yueyao felt it was about time and opened her eyes. Old Madam Lian, seeing her awake, breathed a sigh of relief, ¡°Awake now? Good, it looks like this child needs some good nourishment.¡± Yueyao, looking at the bedside sisters Yueying and Yuehuan, weakly said, ¡°Big sister, just now, I was thinking about our parents and got startled when Second Sister called out to me abruptly. Please tell Big Sister and Second Sister that it wasn¡¯t intentional. I¡¯ll go and apologize to Second Sister right now.¡± As she said this, she attempted to get up but was pressed back down by Yueying. Yueying accepted Yueyao¡¯s explanation immediately. Yueyao copied scriptures every day in the Buddhist hall, her mind utterly pure, a fact known to everyone in the mansion, ¡°Alright, don¡¯t think too much, just focus on recovering. I¡¯ll talk to Second Sister.¡± Yueyao, very weakly, nodded, ¡°Thank you, Big Sister, for visiting me with Fourth Sister.¡± Her pale appearance was pitiful to behold. After exchanging a few pleasantries, the two sisters left. After lying down for a while, Yueyao spoke to Old Madam Lian about returning to Lanxi Courtyard. Being here would only disturb Old Madam Lian¡¯s peace. Initially, Old Madam Lian disagreed, but Yueyao was very insistent. Yueyao¡¯s stubbornness was well known to everyone; when she dug her heels in, not even ten oxen could pull her back. Chapter 18 - Chapter 18: Chapter 9: Offspring_2 Chapter 18: Chapter 9: Offspring_2 Old Madam thought about it and finally agreed helplessly. This child, she¡¯s so much like her father, both so stubborn. Yuebing was in the Main Courtyard, clearly upset, ¡°Mother, I really don¡¯t understand what¡¯s gotten into Third Younger Sister. I was just pulling her when she shook me off and caused me to hurt my hand. I haven¡¯t even gotten angry yet, and she¡¯s the one who fainted.¡± A scar on this hand could ruin her for life. Lady Mo was puzzled and did not know what had happened, but naturally consoled her daughter, ¡°Don¡¯t be angry. It was just an accident. As her elder sister, it¡¯s only right for you to be generous. Go check on Third Young Lady.¡± Yuebing absolutely refused to go, complaining of hand pain when pressed too much. Lady Mo knew she was faking, but indulged her anyway. Back at Lanxi Courtyard, Yueyao lay in bed. She needed to use these next few days to sort out her thoughts; she simply could not go on like this. Before she could plan anything, Hua Lei started talking about Yueyao¡¯s earlier mumbling. Hua Lei said softly, ¡°Miss, please forgive my boldness. Although Young Master Tingzheng¡¯s background isn¡¯t great, he is still your brother and shares your blood. You shouldn¡¯t have said those words.¡± After all, someone from a separate house is different. How could they compare to one¡¯s own brother! Yueyao was momentarily confused, ¡°What about Young Master Tingzheng? My own brother?¡± She hadn¡¯t reacted yet. Suddenly, Yueyao¡¯s eyes widened as she remembered, yes, she had a brother ¨C a half-brother born out of wedlock. It¡¯s only because his mother¡¯s past was so lowly that people deliberately forgot about him. She herself had forgotten over the years. Her half-brother¡¯s mother was a strikingly beautiful government servant. Tingzheng¡¯s birth was a fluke. It happened when her father, after getting drunk at a gathering, was attended by a woman. All women who served in such capacity were typically drugged. Unexpectedly, even under the influence of the drugs, she became pregnant. Her father refused to recognize the child. He could never accept his eldest son having a humble government courtesan as a mother. How could he face the world, or how could his son establish himself in society? He absolutely would not allow such a thing to happen. Thus, he sent someone to administer an abortion drug to the woman. But for some reason, the child did not miscarry after taking the drug. Her mother declared it to be fate, that the heavens wanted this child to come into this world. Forcing an abortion, she feared, might endanger her father¡¯s lineage in the future. Hence, her mother convinced her father to keep the child. Though he was kept, her father refused to have the woman enter his home. Aware of the harm it could do to her father¡¯s reputation, her mother had the woman placed in a different residence. As her father was reaching his prime without an heir, her mother grew anxious. Eventually, she secretly sent someone to the manor to check on the child who had been sent away immediately after birth. The child bore a striking resemblance to her father. If he were to have an heir, he would surely let him grow up on the manor. Regardless, the child¡¯s mother¡¯s humble origins were an insurmountable flaw. But he was now her father¡¯s only son. After much deliberation, her mother had the child brought back. Although her father was reluctant, a man of his age with only one son had no choice but to accept him. Finally, he was named Zheng, with the full name Lian Tingzheng. Her mother intended to claim him under her name, but her father refused. He still wanted a legitimate son. Moreover, he was utterly displeased with the boy, seeing him as slow and dull. Eventually, her mother recorded Tingzheng as the son of a deceased Maternal Auntie. That Maternal Auntie had been a respectable concubine, a daughter from a decent family; having Tingzheng under her name would be beneficial for his future prospects. Seeing how much the boy annoyed her father, her mother did not call for him again. He was entrusted to Maternal Aunt You for care and well-attended to. But unexpectedly, not long after the child joined the household, her mother discovered she was pregnant. This was a joyous event for them all. In Jiangnan, due to her father¡¯s disfavour, Yueyao never met her half-brother. After returning, she didn¡¯t know why her grandmother also disregarded Tingzheng, leaving Lady Mo to look after him. Lady Mo arranged a courtyard for Maternal Aunt You to care for Brother Zheng. Yueyao remembered when Tingzheng became severely ill the month Old Madam passed away. Neglected by Maternal Aunt You and the staff, by the time they sought a doctor, it was too late. When she learned of Brother Zheng¡¯s passing, she too was momentarily saddened; no matter what, he was her father¡¯s only son. But she had never interacted with Brother Zheng, and her feelings were faint; she, nurtured with pride and arrogance and constantly reminded by Nanny Gu of Brother Zheng¡¯s lowly status, was only so upset. It was then that Lady Mo told her that her great-uncle had agreed to adopt a child under her father¡¯s name, ensuring his line would not end. With Lady Mo¡¯s promise, she lost even that bit of sorrow. Now, thinking back, she didn¡¯t even remember what her half-brother looked like. Yueyao smiled bitterly at her own foolishness. Even if her brother¡¯s origins were humble, even if he was slow, foolish, and naive, he was still blood of her blood, the one she should truly rely on. How could that compare to an adopted stranger with no blood ties? Yueyao tightened her grip and then relaxed it. This life, she could not be like in her past life, ignoring her brother, letting him pass away at such a young age. She must keep her brother close and personally guide his upbringing. Even if he couldn¡¯t become hugely successful, she had to ensure his safe growth, to continue their father¡¯s lineage ¨C not leaving it in the hands of the main branch¡¯s adopted son, letting them brazenly take over everything the second branch owned. If Lady Mo truly had no shame, well, the second branch also had an heir. If need be, Yueyao would be resolute, ready to break ties with the main branch and move out. Chapter 19 - Chapter 19: Chapter 10: Planning Chapter 19: Chapter 10: Planning The cicadas outside were chirping incessantly. The air was already sultry in August, and the relentless chirping of the cicadas added an unnecessary irritability. Yueyao leaned against the couch, seemingly oblivious to the cicadas¡¯ chorus outside, quietly contemplating her own affairs. Nothing from the outside could disturb her. Hua Lei, seeing that Yueyao was in good spirits, cautiously said, ¡°Miss, there¡¯s something I¡¯m not sure if I should mention.¡± Yueyao snapped out of her thoughts. Hua Lei was loyal to her, and if she spoke out of turn, it was certainly for Yueyao¡¯s benefit. Yueyao nodded at her, ¡°You and Mu Qiu are the people I trust the most. Just speak your mind.¡± Indeed, both Hua Lei and Mu Qiu were trustworthy. Hua Lei wouldn¡¯t say it, but Mu Qiu was beaten to death, and even in his dying breath, he was still crying out in her defense. Only then did Hua Lei say, ¡°Miss, Nanny Yu has left. That leaves us without a steward mother in Lanxi Courtyard. I haven¡¯t brought this up because we have been busy these past few days. In a couple of days, Eldest Madam will surely assign a new steward mother here. Miss, do you think we should bring back Nanny Deng to serve you? She would be of help to you.¡± Nanny Yu used to be Yueyao¡¯s steward mother, but she had left the courtyard due to some issues¡ªthat was the incident a few days ago. Yueyao was taken aback, ¡°Nanny Deng?¡± Yueyao said before she came back to her senses. Nanny Deng was her mother¡¯s personal maid before, brought over as part of her dowry, and later became her mother¡¯s trusted nanny. However, after moving from Jiangnan back to the Capital City, Nanny Deng fell ill. She had gone to recuperate at one of her mother¡¯s bridal manors but Yueyao had intended to bring Nanny Deng back. Nanny Gu said that Deng¡¯s illness hadn¡¯t improved, and the matter was left pending. Eventually, the news of Nanny Deng¡¯s death reached her. Yueyao thought for a moment and shook her head, ¡°It won¡¯t work. The absence of a steward mother in my courtyard isn¡¯t an oversight by my Eldest Aunt, it should be Grandmother picking someone for me.¡± The Lady family hadn¡¯t assigned anyone, which surely meant Grandmother had intervened. Otherwise, the Lady family would have placed someone there already. In her previous life, a steward mother did come, but the details were too distant to remember clearly. Hua Lei¡¯s disappointment lasted for a second, but she quickly rejoiced again, exclaiming, ¡°Miss!¡± The fact that there was no steward mother in the courtyard seemed to Hua Lei to be due to the Old Madam¡¯s decision. Seeing Hua Lei¡¯s disappointment, Yueyao smiled, ¡°However, it¡¯s also possible for Nanny Deng to come back.¡± Seeing the puzzled look on Hua Lei¡¯s face, she added, ¡°I plan to take Brother Zheng into my care once I am well again, to educate him myself. Though Brother Zheng comes from a humble background, he is still my own brother. In the future, the second branch of the family will depend on Brother Zheng.¡± Hua Lei was ecstatic, almost clasping her hands in prayer, muttering blessings for divine protection and for the spirits of Old Master and Madam to enlighten Yueyao, ¡°It¡¯s good that you¡¯ve come to realize this, Miss. Young Master Tingzheng and you are true siblings, and in the future, the only person you can rely on is Young Master Tingzheng!¡± Hua Lei had long wanted Yueyao to take care of Young Master Tingzheng, hoping it would be possible to bring him to the courtyard as that would be ideal. If Yueyao personally educated Young Master Zheng, their fraternal bonds would deepen. More importantly, as Young Master Zheng grew up, he would become a true pillar of support for her. But until now, Yueyao had steadfastly refused to listen, focusing only on copying scripture scrolls. Duty and respect must be shown, but scriptures are inert, while nurturing good relationships is more crucial. Yueyao¡¯s smile was bitter. She hadn¡¯t grasped these truths as clearly as Hua Lei. With no parents left and only this one brother, they must rely on each other for survival. Such a simple truth, and she couldn¡¯t understand why she hadn¡¯t seen it clearly before. If she had comprehended this sooner, she would have made more efforts to keep Brother Zheng close and perhaps could have prevented him from being sent away so young, which might have spared him the troubles that left him without a protector. ¡°Yes, I¡¯ll talk to Grandmother in a few days about bringing Brother Zheng over. I will suggest to Grandmother that we bring back Nanny Deng to be his steward mother. I don¡¯t think Grandmother will refuse. This way, we can achieve the best of both worlds.¡± Both of them would be placed in the courtyard, and then see what kind of person Grandmother sends as a nanny. If she is useful, so much the better; if not, she will be dismissed. In her previous life, Grandmother had eventually assigned a steward mother to her. But her courtyard was dominated by Nanny Gu. After Grandmother passed away, that steward mother left for reasons unknown. Yueyao didn¡¯t want to think about what happened afterward. Hua Lei nodded vigorously, ¡°Miss, your plan is excellent.¡± Hua Lei had always known that her young lady was intelligent. The sudden death of the Old Master and Madam had deeply affected her, causing her to withdraw into herself and focus solely on copying scriptures. Now, it was good to see her recovering from her grief. Yueyao had always been sharp and sensible, previously devoting her attention to those matters. Now that she had strategized, he genuinely had no more worries. Chapter 20 - Chapter 20: Chapter 10: Planning_2 Chapter 20: Chapter 10: Planning_2 Yueyao turned her head and gazed at Hua Lei, stared straight at her. Hua Lei¡¯s palms began to sweat, ¡°Miss, is there something inappropriate with me?¡± Yueyao shook her head, ¡°No, I was just thinking about something. I¡¯m not sure if you could handle it for me?¡± Yueyao wanted to drive Nanny Gu out, but she couldn¡¯t do it herself; hence, she had to use a more secretive method. Hua Lei was surprised, ¡°If there is anything you wish, Miss, please command me. As long as I am capable, I will not refuse.¡± This was the first time Hua Lei had seen Yueyao with such an expression. It must be some significant matter. Hua Lei felt some suspicion in her heart. Yueyao whispered to Hua Lei. Hua Lei¡¯s mouth hung open in shock, and it took her a long time to respond, ¡°Miss¡­¡± What had come over the Miss? Although Hua Lei knew that the Miss had grown to dislike Nanny Gu over the past few days, she had not expected that she would actually contemplate sending Nanny Gu away. According to Hua Lei, for such disloyal people, if you can¡¯t kill them, sending them away is a good solution. But for the Miss to be the one to propose it, Hua Lei found it exceedingly unexpected. Yueyao also knew she had to give Hua Lei a satisfactory answer. Otherwise, if the maids around her started to have doubts, it would make her future actions more difficult, ¡°Do you wonder why I have changed so much recently?¡± She knew in order to dispel the doubts in Hua Lei¡¯s heart, a sufficient and convincing reason was necessary. If the reason was not convincing, it would always be a source of endless trouble. Hua Lei involuntarily nodded. The Miss had indeed changed a lot recently. She was glad for these changes in the Miss, as it meant she would not have to worry about the Miss being tricked by others in the future. But such a change in the Miss inevitably raised doubts. It was as if the Miss had suddenly become a different person. Yueyao stood up and looked out the window at the swaying green bamboo, then raised her head towards the vast blue sky. Her gaze seemed to reach far, far away, as if piercing through the clouds to see her parents in heaven, ¡°You heard Mu Qiu mention that I had a nightmare the night before you returned. That day, it wasn¡¯t a nightmare; it was Mother coming to me in a dream. Mother said the Lady family harbored ill intent towards me, that their kindness was targetted at our second branch¡¯s wealth, and she also told me that Nanny Gu was harboring deceit. Mother urged me to protect myself. If I continued to copy scriptures every day, she wouldn¡¯t be able to rest in peace in the netherworld.¡± Hua Lei covered her mouth with both hands. For a maid of a wealthy family, such a reaction was quite unseemly. But she couldn¡¯t help it; the shock was too great, and covering her mouth was the only way to prevent a scream. Yueyao thought Hua Lei might not believe her and was just about to elaborate when she saw Hua Lei come back to her senses with tears and laughter, ¡°I always said that the Old Master and Madam in heaven are watching over you, Miss. I never thought it was really the spirits of the Old Master and Madam.¡± People in ancient times were very superstitious. When Yueyao said her mother had come to her in a dream, Hua Lei immediately believed it. Otherwise, there was no way to explain the Miss¡¯s abnormal behavior in the past few days. After she spoke, Hua Lei couldn¡¯t help but put her hands together and chant, ¡°Amitabha.¡± Seeing Hua Lei had no doubts, Yueyao felt much relieved, ¡°Nanny Gu harbors deceit; she can no longer stay by my side. But she is my wet nurse, and it wouldn¡¯t sound good if I were to send her away. So, we must use this method.¡± One should confide in the people they can trust. That way, they can carry out actions more in line with their intentions. Hua Lei nodded repeatedly. As long as the Miss didn¡¯t put her mind on those things, she believed that those people¡¯s schemes would not succeed. Now Hua Lei would listen to whatever Yueyao said. Yueyao hastily instructed, ¡°Money is not an issue. You must ensure that it is done without leaving a trace. No one must know about it. Have you found someone suitable?¡± Hua Lei nodded, ¡°Miss, my uncle is a decent man and very reliable. If the Miss trusts me, I would recommend my uncle for the task.¡± Hua Lei was a family-born servant, and most of her relatives worked in the estate. Her uncle was also working at the outer yard, though he was in a minor role receiving a menial job lacking perks. The prestigious jobs, with something to skim off the top, were all held by the people from Lady family. Yueyao thought about it for a while. She had no one else she could use anyway, so she had to agree to it, ¡°Hua Lei, don¡¯t tell your uncle the specifics of the matter just yet. Just enquire if your uncle can handle it without a leak? Hua Lei, it¡¯s not that I don¡¯t trust your uncle, but I can¡¯t let anyone know that it¡¯s me executing this plan.¡± It¡¯s best to measure one¡¯s abilities before taking on a task; she had to see if Hua Lei¡¯s uncle was up to it. If he agreed too readily without a detailed plan, then he couldn¡¯t be trusted. However, if there was a detailed plan, then she could put him to the test. After all, it wasn¡¯t about committing murder or arson; as long as he was careful, there would be no leak of their plans. This way, he would also not carry the reputation of being harsh and ungracious. Chapter 21 - Chapter 21: Chapter 10: Planning_3 Chapter 21: Chapter 10: Planning_3 Having gone through the events of her former life, Yueyao no longer cared about her reputation, yet she wished not to bear any undesired infamy. Hua Lei stared blankly at Yueyao, not expecting the young lady to have thought everything through so thoroughly, ¡°Don¡¯t worry, my lady, I won¡¯t reveal anything for now. After all, this matter relates to your reputation, it¡¯s not child¡¯s play. If people were to find out that the lady had dismissed her wet nurse without any reason, it would damage your reputation. I must be cautious too!¡± Yueyao was quite satisfied with this, ¡°Let¡¯s not hurry to find your uncle just yet. Wait until a proper opportunity arises to discuss this matter with him. Rashly approaching will surely draw Lady Family¡¯s attention. It would be better to find an impeccable time to discuss this matter. She was impatient to see Nanny Gu¡¯s face, but she still needed to be cautious.¡± Hua Lei quickly responded, ¡°I understand, my lady.¡± She needed to report to the lady before going out, she couldn¡¯t make decisions on her own. Yueyao tried to keep her heart as calm as possible. Whether she could really face all of this, all these people, with a peaceful heart, she did not know at the moment. But she would strive to control herself and not let the past repeat itself. The first thing Yueyao did after adjusting her mindset was to visit her grandmother. Mu Qiu had picked out a moon-colored dress for her, which looked quite elegant. Yueyao frowned, ¡°Go fetch that light blue dress. This one is too plain.¡± Could her grandmother be pleased seeing her in a dress that resembled mourning attire? If her grandmother was in a bad mood, it could also affect her health. Hua Lei nodded silently in her heart, the young lady had thought of everything now. A dream had made the lady grow up all at once. Arriving outside the Old Madam¡¯s Yisong Courtyard, Yueyao happened to meet two graceful young men. Yueyao¡¯s eyes flickered briefly, and she quickly stepped forward to greet them, ¡°Eldest brother, second brother, I hope you are well.¡± Tingli, being the legitimate eldest son of the family, would eventually carry the family¡¯s responsibilities, thus he seemed a bit mature beyond his years. Tingli had just returned and had been briefed by a young servant about the recent happenings at home. Hearing Yueyao¡¯s greeting, his eyes held a scrutinizing look. Second Young Master Tingyi looked surprised, ¡°Third younger sister usually calls me and eldest brother as ¡®big brother¡¯ and ¡®second brother¡¯. Why do you sound so distant today?¡± Yueyao paused, having forgotten how she used to address them. After hearing Tingyi¡¯s comment, she went along amicably, ¡°If ¡®second brother¡¯ feels distant, I will continue to call you as before. Eldest brother, second brother, I hope you are well.¡± Seeing Yueyao lively more than usual, Tingli was filled with doubts. The young servant said third sister was somewhat strange indeed, quite strange. But, that was all. Tingyi, sensing nothing amiss and always being jovial, cheerfully pulled Yueyao into the courtyard. Yueyao endured not to pull away from Tingyi¡¯s hand. But her heart felt as tumultuous as a stormy sea. Now, anyone associated with the Lady family, she wished to avoid. Yet she could not. The moment Old Madam saw Yueyao, she expressed displeasure, ¡°You should have rested for a few more days if your health hadn¡¯t fully recovered. There was no need to rush to greet me. If your health worsens, having me worry every day would be even more inappropriate and truly unfilial.¡± Yueyao knelt down by the Old Madam¡¯s feet, massaging her legs, ¡°Do not worry, grandmother, I have recovered quite a lot. Doctor Tang also mentioned that moving around would be beneficial for my health. Grandmother, seeing that the weather is so nice today, I would also like to accompany you outside for a walk.¡± Doctor Tang indeed had said so; Yueyao was not making it up. Hearing Yueyao speak, a faint smile appeared on the Old Madam¡¯s face, making her seem brighter. It proved the child had indeed eased her mind. Old Madam said with a smile, ¡°Very well, having heard your words, I am reassured.¡± Only after Yueyao finished speaking did Tingli and Tingyi greet the Old Madam. Looking at her two direct grandsons, Tingli was raised under the Great Grandfather¡¯s guidance and was good in every aspect. Tingyi, whom she had personally raised until he moved to the front courtyard for his schooling, shared a deep bond with her even after they had parted. Old Madam, holding Tingyi and seeing how thin he had become, felt heartbroken, ¡°Have you lost so much weight? Is the food not good at the academy?¡± Tingyi responded cheerfully, ¡°Not at all, the food at the school is quite good. Mother also sends things over every now and then. Grandmother, do not worry.¡± Tingli and Tingyi both studied in Capital City¡¯s most prestigious Bailu Academy. The academy¡¯s admittance was very strict; one had to pass three examinations. Even with connections, failure in these tests meant inability to attend. Moreover, every term, the bottom ten students were dismissed, and then ten new students were admitted externally. Being accepted into Bailu Academy also meant that the Lian family could rest easy because entering there, eight or nine out of ten students would likely pass the provincial level imperial examinations. After all, even the least successful students from the Bailu Academy were Juren (Successful Candidates in the Imperial Examinations at the Provincial Level). Chapter 22 - Chapter 22: Chapter 10: Planning_4 Chapter 22: Chapter 10: Planning_4 Yueyao looked at her two male cousins, who were both paragons among men, especially the eldest, who hadn¡¯t placed in the top three in the imperial examinations but had emerged as the first in the second rank. He later married Madam Peng, whose father held the position of Chief of Staff at the Ministry of Personnel. This was a significant boost to Tingli¡¯s career prospects. Tingyi wasn¡¯t lacking either, with double successes in the Palace Graduate examinations, and had married the legitimate eldest daughter of Earl of Yongchang, Lady Zhao, promising him a future just as bright. Every member of the main branch seemed destined for success. Only she and her brother Tingzheng had fared poorly; one dead too soon, and the other barely living. The old nanny outside raised her voice, ¡°Old Madam, Eldest Miss, Second Young Lady, Fourth Miss have arrived.¡± Yueyao was jolted back to reality and looked towards the doorway as her three sisters walked in. Suppressing the disgust welling up within her, she approached Yuebing with an apologetic expression, ¡°Second Sister, I was wrong that day. I will accept any punishment you deem fit.¡± Indeed, she had been at fault that day; an apology was necessary. Yuebing paused, a displeased expression on her face. If Yueyao wanted to apologize, she should have done so at her own residence, not here, feigning sincerity in front of their grandmother. But seeing the stern look from her eldest brother, she had no choice but to step forward and take Yueyao¡¯s hand, saying, ¡°That day, you explained everything to me, third younger sister. I¡¯m not that petty. However, I will expect you to draw a pattern for me!¡± Yueyao was not good at embroidery, but her painting skills were top-notch. Following the patterns she sketched, the embroidered pieces turned out particularly beautiful. Yueyao feigned embarrassment, ¡°Second Sister, I, I still haven¡¯t finished copying the scriptures. I have no time at the moment. Can we wait until after the mourning period?¡± In her previous life, no such thing had occurred during the mourning period. However, having lived together, she used to draw patterns for Yuebing often, resulting in exquisite and unique creations. But now, not to mention that she was still in mourning, requiring her to avoid vibrant colors, even later on, she wouldn¡¯t have the inclination to draw patterns for Yuebing anymore. Seeing Yueyao¡¯s refusal, Yuebing¡¯s face turned somewhat sullen. Last time, Yuebing had pushed her to the ground, scraping her hands, and she hadn¡¯t held a grudge. She had not expected that Yueyao would refuse to draw a mere pattern. Her mother had advised her to be generous, but could she truly be magnanimous towards someone like Yueyao? Tingli noticed the impatience in Yueyao¡¯s eyes and became even more perplexed. Tingyi didn¡¯t think too deeply into it. Upon hearing Yueyao¡¯s refusal, he blurted out, ¡°Third Young Lady, it¡¯s just a pattern. There¡¯s no need to be so stingy. Just embroider it for Second Sister when it¡¯s done.¡± Since Tingyi was the second son, he faced fewer restrictions and was more forthright, making his outburst unsurprising. Upon hearing this, Yueyao bowed her head to indicate her reluctance. The Old Madam watched from above, saying nothing, but it was clear that Yueyao was highly averse to the matter. However, Yueying spoke with a smile, ¡°Second Brother, Third Young Lady is still observing mourning. Guqin, Chess, Calligraphy, and Painting are not suitable for her now. Let her draw a pattern for Second Sister after the mourning period is over. Third Young Lady, won¡¯t that be all right?¡± It was inappropriate for someone in mourning to indulge in such pleasures, especially painting, which involved adding colors. Yueyao shyly smiled, ¡°Mhm, I will draw for Second Sister after the mourning period,¡± matching the demeanor that Yueyao had exhibited before, characterized by her consistently shy and bashful nature. Yuebing glanced at Yueying with a look of disdain. Yuehuan considered several things internally but had no intention of growing closer to Yueyao. Unbeknownst to others, her Maternal Auntie had come from the Madam¡¯s quarters and was very familiar with the Madam¡¯s temperament. Therefore, she would not grow close to Third Young Lady, much less side with her. The group exchanged pleasantries for a while, with Tingyi doing most of the talking and the others agreeing. Even so, it was enough to amuse the Old Madam immensely. Soon after, the Old Madam let everyone disperse. Tingli and Tingyi were the first to leave, followed by Yueying and Yuebing. Yueyao was the only one left sitting without moving. Chapter 23 - Chapter 23: Chapter 11: Brother Zheng Chapter 23: Chapter 11: Brother Zheng ¡°` Yueyao was preparing to discuss Brother Zheng¡¯s matter with her grandmother. The sooner this issue was resolved, the better. Seeing Yueyao¡¯s demeanor, Old Madam knew she had something to say and dismissed the maids: ¡°Third Girl, if you have something to say, speak to your grandmother. Has someone been bullying you?¡± Yueyao quickly shook her head: ¡°No, with Grandmother here, no one dares to bully me. It¡¯s just that Yueyao had a dream where my mother told me that Brother Zheng is now the only surviving heir of Father¡¯s. She asked me to take good care of him.¡± This was the reason Yueyao had thought through carefully, believing it was the best explanation. Having convinced Hua Lei with this, Yueyao believed that her grandmother would certainly be convinced as well. Old Madam was taken aback, her late daughter-in-law had appeared in Yueyao¡¯s dream. Although it was unexpected, she did not doubt Yueyao¡¯s word, mainly because Yueyao was simple-minded, her days usually spent buried in copying scriptures. Old Madam didn¡¯t realize Yueyao would also be so calculating. After hearing Yueyao¡¯s words, Old Madam thought that surely Third Girl¡¯s daily copying of scriptures had moved the heavens, allowing the Second Son¡¯s Wife to appear in her dreams. Seeing the expression on her grandmother¡¯s face, Yueyao knew that her grandmother was already wavering. Now she needed to push a little harder. In the Lian Mansion, with Grandmother¡¯s approval, nothing else would pose a problem. Yueyao knelt before Old Madam: ¡°Grandmother, I was ignorant before. No matter what, Brother Zheng is Father¡¯s only heir. I must take good care of him. Please grant me this wish.¡± Old Madam fell silent upon hearing this. Tingzheng, due to his poor origins and having a foolish nature, was not someone she liked even though he was the only heir of her second son. The Lian family was a family of scholars, but with such a disgraceful background, coupled with his stupidity, he would be of no use later on. Old Madam did not wish to trouble herself with this matter, so she left it to Lady Mo to handle. But she had never imagined that the Second Son¡¯s Wife would, from beyond the grave, continue to care for the bloodline of the second branch, even going so far as to entrust the Third Girl with his care in a dream. Sigh, if only the Second Son¡¯s Wife hadn¡¯t experienced such a misfortune, how good it would be if Second Son was well now! Lady Mo was chosen by the Old Grand Master. The Old Madam had opposed the marriage between Lady Mo and her eldest son. But in the end, she couldn¡¯t overcome the Great Grandfather¡¯s wishes. However, because of this, Old Madam had always disliked Lady Mo. Madam Ma, Yueyao¡¯s mother, was someone Old Madam had chosen herself. After marrying into the family, Madam Ma had been very filial to Old Madam, a virtuous and dignified woman, securing Old Madam¡¯s favor. The only dissatisfaction for Old Madam was that Madam Ma had not given birth to a direct grandson. Old Madam didn¡¯t place all the blame on Madam Ma; after learning that her health had been compromised after giving birth to Yueyao, Madam Ma had stopped taking the medicines provided by potential concubines, but strangely, no Maternal Auntie became pregnant. Later, when her second son went to his official post, Old Madam had the daughter-in-law accompany him, hoping for a direct grandson. Little did she know that what awaited her were the devastating news of a life lost instead of a birth. Seeing Yueyao¡¯s pleading expression, Old Madam¡¯s heart also understood that even if Brother Zheng was unsatisfactory and incapable, he was still the only existing heir left by her only son. Despite being unsuitable, Brother Zheng would be able to continue the family line. Old Madam thought for a moment; personal tutoring was impossible. Firstly, her health wouldn¡¯t allow it, secondly, she genuinely did not like Brother Zheng, and thirdly, the ancients had unwavering belief in spirits and deities, and Yueyao was extremely filial. If Yueyao was willing to take charge, then so be it. After all, this girl¡¯s character and abilities made her trustworthy. Old Madam nodded: ¡°Third Girl, do you mean to instruct him yourself?¡± The reason why Yueyao borrowed her deceased mother¡¯s words was that she was not close with Brother Zheng, and bringing it up abruptly wouldn¡¯t have been proper. Invoking her mother¡¯s words added credibility. Upon hearing Old Madam¡¯s question, tears appearing in her eyes, Yueyao said: ¡°Mother visited me in a dream, I dare not disobey. Please, Grandmother, grant me this wish.¡± Old Madam didn¡¯t think further: ¡°Well, then, Nanny Zheng, accompany Third Young Lady. Third Girl, if there is anything inappropriate, you tell your grandmother.¡± The reason Old Madam had no desire to be involved with Tingzheng was that she was old and couldn¡¯t manage so much anymore. Yueyao didn¡¯t like Brother Zheng that much either, leaving the matter for Lady Mo to handle. After all, Lady Mo wouldn¡¯t deny Brother Zheng a meal. Yueyao knew that her grandmother¡¯s actions were to show her stance. With Nanny Zheng following her, things would be arranged even more appropriately. The courtyard where Yueyao lived had a beautiful view and was very peaceful, but it was situated on the southern side of the Lian Mansion, making it quite remote. What Yueyao had not expected was that her brother¡¯s residence was directly opposite hers. The two siblings were literally north and south of each other. If they wanted to meet, they nearly had to make a complete round of the entire mansion. With such distance, the chances of bumping into each other were virtually nil. Chapter 24 - Chapter 24: Chapter 11: Brother Zheng_2 Chapter 24: Chapter 11: Brother Zheng_2 Yueyao followed Nanny Zheng for half the day before they reached the outer part of a courtyard, which was in a state of disrepair. The main gate was peeling, and the surrounding walls revealed colorful traces of decay. If it weren¡¯t for Nanny Zheng deliberately leading her in, she would not have known such a place existed. Upon pushing the door and entering, fortunately, the courtyard was clean. However, there were no trees in the courtyard, which could not compare to her own. Just as Yueyao had relaxed, she heard a frantic voice coming from the house, ¡°How many times have I told you to stay quietly in the room and not go anywhere else? You didn¡¯t listen and ran out, getting yourself all dirty, now I have to clean you up again.¡± Yueyao¡¯s expression tightened. Whether in Jiangnan or here, no one had ever shouted in front of her like this. Yueyao walked into the room and saw an old nanny, about thirty years old, furiously scolding a frail child dressed in blue. The little boy hung his head, his face covered with tears and snot, yet he made no sound. Only his shoulders trembled as he struggled to suppress his sobs. It was a pitiful sight. Seeing this, the nanny grew even angrier, ¡°Did you hear what I said, you fool? Speak up. Say you won¡¯t dare to do it again.¡± She raised her hand, as if to strike the child. Watching her about to strike, Yueyao coldly said, ¡°Who do you think you are, how dare you?¡± She had not expected Tingzheng¡¯s life to be this miserable. A maid and an old nanny dared to scold and even to hit him. What kind of sister was she? The nanny turned her head and, seeing Yueyao¡¯s frosty face, was terrified out of her wits and fell to her knees, ¡°Third Young Lady, spare my life, spare my life. I was only trying to scare the young master, I¡¯ve never laid a finger on him. Please, Young Lady, have mercy, have mercy on me.¡± Yueyao coldly asked, ¡°Where is Maternal Aunt You? Where is she?¡± Given her behavior just now, it wouldn¡¯t be too much to beat her to death. The terrified nanny stammered, ¡°I do not know, servant doesn¡¯t know. Maternal Aunt You went out early in the morning and hasn¡¯t come back yet.¡± If this got out to the Old Master and Madam, she had no way out but to hope that Yueyao would let her off. Yueyao didn¡¯t even glance at her and walked to Brother Zheng¡¯s side. His face was a mess of tears and snot. His clothes were stained with something unknown, dirty and graying in patches. His hands were also blackened. He looked like a wild child. Yueyao carefully examined Brother Zheng. He was skinny and bony, hardly any flesh on his frame. Though he was already five years old, he appeared only three or four years old. Seeing this, Yueyao¡¯s heart ached. In her previous life, she hadn¡¯t cared much for this half-brother. How could she have known he lived such a difficult life? Alas, Yueyao blamed herself. Looking at what happened in her previous life, it was clear that Maternal Aunt You hadn¡¯t cared for him at all. Otherwise, why would she have delayed calling the doctor, resulting in his death from fever? Yueyao took Brother Zheng¡¯s hand; the air was warm in August, yet his hand was ice cold. Suddenly feeling a chill, Yueyao lifted his sleeve and his shirt. Thankfully, there were no scars. These people, audacious as they were, had not dared to actually hit Brother Zheng. The old nanny watched Yueyao¡¯s stern gaze and kept kowtowing and begging for mercy. Yueyao turned her head, ¡°Nanny Zheng, when a servant dares to bully a master, how should she be punished?¡± Nanny Zheng coldly said, ¡°Twenty strokes of the cane and sell the entire family off.¡± The nanny collapsed to the ground, then immediately began wailing like a slaughtered pig, ¡°Young Lady, spare my life, spare my life!¡± Yueyao seemed as though she hadn¡¯t heard her. She had seen through these people long ago. When they held the upper hand, they would even disregard their masters. To them, being kind meant being naive and easy to bully. At this moment, Brother Zheng, seeing Yueyao, had hope in his eyes, but also fear. Finally, he mustered great courage, took hold of Yueyao¡¯s sleeve, and called her, ¡°Sister.¡± Yueyao¡¯s body shuddered, thinking she had heard wrong, she unconsciously asked again, ¡°What did you just call me?¡± In Yueyao¡¯s memory, she had never seen Brother Zheng. Why then did Brother Zheng know she was his elder sister? Brother Zheng¡¯s mouth opened for a while, but he didn¡¯t speak again. Hua Lei feared Yueyao would lose patience and disregard Young Master Zheng again, swiftly standing aside and coaxing, ¡°Young Master Zheng, Third Young Lady is asking you a question. You should tell the young lady everything you want to say.¡± Only then did Brother Zheng softly call out again, ¡°Sister.¡± Yueyao asked in astonishment, ¡°How do you know I am your sister?¡± Brother Zheng¡¯s voice was like that of a mosquito, ¡°I have seen Sister before; Sister even gave me candy to eat.¡± After speaking, he lowered his head again. Yueyao was very perplexed, she had no recollection of this. As Yueyao pondered still, Hua Lei whispered into Yueyao¡¯s ear, ¡°Young lady, I was the one who brought the candy. The young master also saw you on the boat.¡± In fact, Hua Lei had been silently taking good care of Tingzheng. Yueyao glanced at Hua Lei then bitterly smiled. What kind of sister was she truly, worse even than a maid. Hua Lei, unaware of Yueyao¡¯s thoughts, instead comforted her, ¡°Young lady, although Young Master Tingzheng is not very bright, he is definitely not a fool.¡± Hua Lei worried Yueyao would think ill of Tingzheng for being foolish, having suddenly changed her mind. Although everyone said Tingzheng was a fool, Hua Lei believed he was not truly foolish, just less intelligent than average. Blood relatives are closer than cousins. For the young lady now, other than the Old Madam, Tingzheng was the most reliable. Yueyao could see from Tingzheng¡¯s earlier words that her brother was a bit silly, but he was absolutely not a fool. Otherwise, he would not have remembered her for so long. ¡°Brother Zheng, tell sister, was the candy tasty?¡± Brother Zheng looked at Yueyao, and speaking from his heart, said, ¡°Sister, I am very hungry.¡± Perhaps the memory of the candy was profound, or perhaps because they were siblings, connected by blood, even more so a combination of both. Brother Zheng trusted Yueyao and wanted to be close to her. When Yueyao heard Tingzheng say he was hungry, she suddenly became furious. She shouted harshly, ¡°Are you not being fed every day? Is the household embezzling Brother Zheng¡¯s monthly allowance of silver?¡± Hua Lei was somewhat stunned. The young lady had never lost her temper so greatly. In Hua Lei¡¯s memory, the young lady had always been quiet and gentle, never speaking loudly; but now she seemed completely changed, strangely unfamiliar. Could a single dream have altered the young lady this much? Hua Lei quickly dismissed these messy thoughts; the young lady might have changed, but she had changed for the better. Thoughts of anything else were discarded. The old nanny knelt on the ground, crying, ¡°Young lady, even if servant had the gall, I wouldn¡¯t dare to skim off Young Master¡¯s monthly allowance of silver. It was Maternal Aunt You, the silver was always managed by Maternal Aunt You.¡± Adding another crime would likely not just result in the family being sold, but the entire family beaten to death. At this moment, she could only push the blame onto Maternal Aunt You. Yueyao contained her anger, no longer scolding the old nanny. Scolding her more would be of no use. She took her own handkerchief and wiped the tears and snot from Tingzheng¡¯s face. A once clean, white handkerchief was now completely soiled. Hua Lei stared dazedly at Yueyao. The young lady was known for being impeccably clean, never allowing others to touch her belongings, much less to come into contact with such filth. The young lady had truly changed, changed for the better. Madam in heaven knowing her words had completely transformed the young lady, would certainly be very gratified. Yueyao addressed the nanny groveling on the ground, who had cried so much she could no longer make a sound, ¡°Where are the clothes?¡± These clothes definitely won¡¯t do. A new outfit was needed. The old nanny had been crying too loudly, and now she couldn¡¯t utter a single word. Chapter 25 - Chapter 25: Chapter 12: Siblings Chapter 25: Chapter 12: Siblings Yueyao, holding Brother Zheng¡¯s hand, entered the room, opened the trunk, and started searching for a set of clothes for Brother Zheng to change into. However, after a long search, she found no satisfactory clothes. All the clothes were either too short or made of extremely poor material, and were rough to the touch. It was not only the attendants taking care of Tingzheng who were negligent, but also the maids and old nannies in the sewing room who were miserly. From this, it was evident how much Lady family neglected Tingzheng. Yueyao stared blankly at the old clothes in the trunk. At that moment, Hua Lei brought some water over, and Yueyao took the handkerchief, dipped it in the water, and wrung it out to clean Tingzheng¡¯s face and hands thoroughly. Yueyao, looking at the clean Brother Zheng, was taken aback again. Gazing at Brother Zheng, she always felt a sense of familiarity. Suddenly, it struck her that Brother Zheng¡¯s features might indeed resemble hers. No wonder Lady family did not want her to see Brother Zheng; would she have taken him to heart if he looked similar to her as he grew? Seeing Yueyao staring at him, Brother Zheng grew somewhat scared, ¡°Sister?¡± Yueyao came to her senses and took Brother Zheng¡¯s small hand, ¡°Come with sister.¡± Though not clever, Brother Zheng was sensitive. Hearing Yueyao say this, he cautiously asked, ¡°Sister, do you mean for me to go with you?¡± Yueyao, feeling very sorry, touched Brother Zheng¡¯s small face, ¡°It was sister¡¯s fault before. Sister failed to take care of you properly, which made you suffer so much. From now on, with sister here, no one will dare to bully you.¡± Brother Zheng amiably held Yueyao¡¯s hand, showing his willingness to go with her. But just as they were leaving the yard, they saw Maternal Aunt You dressed in a lake-blue outfit approaching. Maternal Aunt Yue had styled her hair in a hanging horse hairbun and pinned a silver hairpin, embellished with two exquisite silk flowers at her temples. Maternal Aunt You, although not applying rouge, did not have a trace of sadness. Her life seemed rather comfortable. Of the three Maternal Aunts, the other two had been dealt with by the eldest uncle when they were in Jiangnan. Only because Maternal Aunt You was a family-born servant and was with Brother Zheng had she been spared, or else she would have been dealt with too. Yueyao¡¯s eyes flashed with a sharp glint, but she quickly returned to normal, so quickly that no one noticed the change in her expression. Her father had not been dead for three years, yet Maternal Aunt You had such fine tastes. Yueyao remembered that not long after Brother Zheng, Maternal Aunt You remarried, reportedly becoming a legitimate Madam outside the Capital City, and she was living well. When Maternal Aunt You saw Yueyao, scared, she immediately bowed, ¡°Maidservant did not know that the young lady was here. Maidservant begs forgiveness, miss.¡± She even glanced at Yueyao holding Brother Zheng¡¯s hand shakily. Her heart trembled, wondering what Third Young Lady was up to, was she planning to take Brother Zheng away? Yueyao pretended to look casually at Maternal Aunt You and said indifferently, ¡°Brother Zheng is my father¡¯s only son, and I will take good care of him. These past years, it must have been hard on Maternal Aunt You.¡± Although as a legitimate daughter she needn¡¯t talk so much nonsense with a Maternal Aunt, the necessary courtesies still had to be observed. Maternal Aunt You¡¯s legs weakened, but she soon lifted her head and said, ¡°Miss, you are still young. Keeping Brother Zheng by your side might tire you. Having Brother Zheng with her brought many conveniences. Brother Zheng was a young master with a handsome allowance, and when he grew up, he would be able to show her filial piety.¡± Yueyao coldly replied, ¡°Brother Zheng is my brother, and educating my brother is my responsibility, where does the question of being tired come in? It seems Maternal Aunt has had quite a good time here too! You have certainly gained more weight since coming to the Capital City.¡± In ancient times, elder sisters were like mothers, personally educating their brothers was commonplace, especially as the second branch now had only two people left. Yueyao in Jiangnan was quite well-known as a talented lady, which was why the Old Madam immediately agreed with Yueyao. The reason was clear; Yueyao was indeed capable of handling this task. Maternal Aunt You, frightened by Yueyao¡¯s words, felt her heart nearly leap out of her chest. Yueyao mocked her, saying her days were very good and she had even gained weight. Being overweight implied that she was not grieving for the Second Old Master and Second Madam¡¯s deaths. With such a huge accusation put on her, she could end up with nowhere to bury her body. Maternal Aunt You did not understand why the Third Young Lady had become so sarcastic and biting. Hurriedly, she defended herself, ¡°Miss, I am wrongly accused. This maidservant has been praying daily for the Old Masters and would never dare to slack.¡± Yueyao¡¯s eyes showed sarcasm. Praying daily, yet not knowing where half the day is spent, and still claiming to pray daily. What a joke. Yueyao, not wanting to waste time watching her act, took Brother Zheng¡¯s hand, preparing to leave. Chapter 26 - Chapter 26: Chapter 12: Siblings_2 Chapter 26: Chapter 12: Siblings_2 Maternal Auntie You, not wanting to let go, was crying very sorrowfully as she clung to Brother Zheng¡¯s clothes, ¡°Brother Zheng, you are my lifeblood, you cannot abandon me. If you leave, what will I do?¡± Brother Zheng did not hesitate and only held Yueyao¡¯s hand tightly, as if he was afraid Yueyao would let go and throw him back to this woman. Yueyao reassured Brother Zheng and then gave Maternal Aunt You a cold laugh, but she did not respond to Maternal Aunt You and start an argument with a father¡¯s concubine, as it would lower her status. Yueyao turned to the silent Nanny Zheng and said, ¡°Nanny, I will leave this matter in your hands.¡± After speaking, Yueyao, without glancing at Maternal Aunt You, walked away, pulling Brother Zheng along. Nanny Zheng had noticed Yueyao¡¯s strong approach from the start and was greatly shocked. When had the young lady become so assertive? Or was it that the young lady had just been too grieved before, constantly immersed in the scriptures and paying no attention to external affairs, thus everyone thought the Third Young Lady was easy to talk to? In fact, the Third Young Lady had always been strong-willed. Nanny Zheng had previously heard that the Third Young Lady was somewhat bookish, and she had thought so herself for the past half a year. She hadn¡¯t expected that now she had changed completely. It seemed that reality and rumors were not the same! Thinking this, Nanny Zheng immediately shouted at the following maids and old nannies, ¡°What are you standing there for? Hurry and pull her away!¡± The Third Young Lady was the legitimate daughter of the mansion; though her parents were gone, the Old Madam treated her as dearly as the apple of her eye. Now that the Third Young Lady was being assertive, she dared not offend her. The following maids and old nannies immediately went to pull Maternal Aunt You away. Seeing Maternal Aunt You desperately clinging on and mumbling something unclear, Nanny Zheng¡¯s expression also changed, ¡°Maternal Aunt You, the Old Madam has already agreed to allow the Third Young Lady to personally teach Young Master Tingzheng. You grew up in this mansion too, and should know the rules.¡± Once the Old Madam had spoken, not even the Great Master and the Eldest Madam dared to object. If anyone dared to cause more trouble, with a word from the Old Madam, selling them off would not meet any objections. Maternal Aunt You had thought it was just a whim of Yueyao; she didn¡¯t know that she had actually gained the Old Madam¡¯s approval. In Lian Mansion, the Old Madam¡¯s word was as powerful as an imperial edict from the Emperor. Nobody dared to defy it. Immediately, she let go of her hold. Yueyao successfully took Brother Zheng away. As they walked, Yueyao noticed that Brother Zheng was slowing down and even frowned. She quickly stopped and asked softly, ¡°What¡¯s wrong? Does your foot hurt?¡± Brother Zheng shook his head. Yueyao wanted to carry Brother Zhenzhen, but being frail and young, she couldn¡¯t lift him. Mu Qiu wanted to carry Brother Zhenzhen, but he was unwilling. Hua Lei tried to carry him, but he was also reluctant. All he did was clutch Yueyao¡¯s hand, refusing to let go. He was afraid that if he let go, his sister would not want him anymore. Yueyao saw the panic flash in his eyes, feeling his fear. She squatted down, took off Brother Zheng¡¯s shoes, and saw a long cut on his foot that was bleeding. Yueyao held Tingzheng, tears streaming down. Tingzheng had passed away early in his previous life due to these people¡¯s neglect. It was her failure as a sister; she truly owed an apology to their parents in the afterlife. Yueyao thought her tears had dried up in her previous life, but she still had so many now. Being able to cry meant she still knew heartache and still held hope for the future. Tingzheng used his hand to wipe her tears and said softly, ¡°Sister, don¡¯t cry. It doesn¡¯t hurt. Please, don¡¯t cry.¡± While saying not to cry, he too had tears in his eyes. Hua Lei and Mu Qiu didn¡¯t know why Yueyao was crying so sadly; they could only try their best to console her. Yueyao stopped her tears and softly said, ¡°Since you don¡¯t want them to carry you, how about sister carries you on her back?¡± Mu Qiu initially wanted to stop her but was blocked by Hua Lei. Hua Lei whispered in Mu Qiu¡¯s ear, ¡°Though it¡¯s a bit unorthodox, this could strengthen the siblings¡¯ bond. If Brother Zheng grows close to her, he could protect the young lady in the future.¡± Mu Qiu then stood still. Brother Zheng was initially unwilling, but seeing Yueyao squatting in front of him, he obediently leaned onto her back, his thin little hand wrapped around her neck, his small head resting against her neck. He softly called out, ¡°Sister, I¡¯m okay now.¡± Yueyao¡¯s whole body shook, almost losing control of her tears again. But in the end, she managed to swallow them back. Their future path was still long, and the road ahead for the two of them was filled with hardships. To ensure that Brother Zheng grew up safely and that she herself lived peacefully and successfully, she needed to carefully plan. Chapter 27 - Chapter 27: Chapter 12: Siblings_3 Chapter 27: Chapter 12: Siblings_3 Mu Qiu stood to the side, full of concern, yet she knew Yueyao¡¯s temperament well, persuasion would be futile. The maids and old nannies who served Yueyao all knew that once the young lady made up her mind about something, she wouldn¡¯t change it. This was precisely what had worried Hua Lei in the beginning. So she didn¡¯t try to persuade, only watched carefully from the side. She hoped above all that there wouldn¡¯t be a fall, fearing that the young lady might tumble and hurt both herself and the child. Nanny Zheng watched Yueyao¡¯s behavior with confusion in her heart. Everyone in the household knew of the Third Young Lady¡¯s talents and her lofty character, which greatly resembled that of the Second Old Master. But now, seeing how she treated her brother in such a way, where was the loftiness? The rumors were completely unreliable. Nanny Zheng pondered Yueyao¡¯s behavior, doubt filling her eyes. The young lady, aside from occasionally visiting the Old Madam to pay respects, would shut herself away in the courtyard, copying Buddhist scriptures. How could there be such a drastic change? Yueyao walked very slowly; to be honest, she, too, now seldom ventured beyond her own threshold. She was not like her previous life when she took great care of her health in the Nunnery. Back then, she could have traveled a thousand miles back to the Capital City alone for an explanation without a hitch. But now her body was weak, compounded by an illness just a few days ago. Carrying Young Master Zheng for a while, she began to break out in sweat on her forehead. Young Master Zheng, seeing Yueyao¡¯s struggle, said carefully, ¡°Sister, let me walk on my own! I can walk.¡± Yueyao, hearing such heart-warming words, felt both moved and guilty. What a mess she had made of things in her past life. No matter how poorly Young Master Zheng was born, they were still blood-related siblings. How could she have abandoned him without a care in her past life? How could she not have known to take proper care of Young Master Zheng! Before Yueyao could speak, Hua Lei was the first to say, ¡°Young Master Zheng, let this servant carry you. Let the young lady rest for a while, shall we? Don¡¯t worry, young master, the young lady will always be by your side.¡± Young Master Zheng didn¡¯t understand why Yueyao was crying, but he wiped away her tears with his little hand and said, ¡°Sister, I¡¯ll let her carry me.¡± Yueyao nodded; she really couldn¡¯t hold on any longer. Continuing to carry him might result in her fainting. Fainting wasn¡¯t a problem, but what concerned her was that her grandmother might think she was too weak to take care of Young Master Zheng. She was apprehensive about leaving him in the front courtyard without a reliable person around. After Yueyao set Young Master Zheng down, Hua Lei carried him, and Mu Qiu supported Yueyao; the group soon returned to the Lanxi Courtyard. The maids guarding the courtyard were surprised to see Yueyao bringing back a little boy. But when Hua Lei announced it was Young Master Tingzheng, everyone calmed down. Hua Lei immediately commanded, ¡°Clean out the side room.¡± Nanny Gu, upon hearing the news, thought Yueyao was merely acting on a whim. However, when she came out and saw Yueyao genuinely bringing Young Master Zheng back, her face turned ashen. Yueyao, observing Nanny Gu¡¯s uncertain demeanor, remembered that it was she who whispered in her ear, calling Young Master Zheng low-born, slow-witted, and a fool. Because of these words, her own high opinion of herself led her to look down on Young Master Zheng from the bottom of her heart. Nanny Gu mentioned him several times later, but due to her disdain, she still ignored Young Master Zheng. He met an early demise, and this treacherous woman was half to blame. A harsh light flickered in Yueyao¡¯s eyes. She truly didn¡¯t want to see this dishonorable creature seeking personal gain around her any longer. It seemed she had to take action sooner. Mu Qiu instructed from the side, ¡°Go get some hot water.¡± After thinking it over, Yueyao said, ¡°Dong Qing, go and bring out that piece of green satin. Start working at once and make some proper clothes for Young Master Zheng. His current outfit won¡¯t do.¡± Summer was here, and summer clothes were simple¡ª the maids could sew one or two sets in a day. Yueyao had two senior maids by her side, Mu Qiu and Hua Lei; and four second-class maids, Dong Qing, Dong Mei, Xi Juan, and Xi Yu. All six maids were carefully selected by Madam Ma for Yueyao. Dong Qing hurried to the storeroom to look for cloth. Madam Ma¡¯s dowry, including the deeds of the Tian Zhuang stores, was in the hands of the Old Madam. However, Madam Ma¡¯s other dowry items, such as satin and jewelry, were kept in Lanxi Garden, left under Yueyao¡¯s own care with intention. Yueyao personally took Young Master Zheng to bathe. Xi Juan and Xi Yu helped on the side. Mu Qiu, Hua Lei, Dong Qing, and several second-class maids genuinely welcomed Young Master Zheng to stay. Each day the young lady didn¡¯t seem to care or do anything but copy the Classic of Filial Piety, steeping herself in sorrow every day. As a result, her health deteriorated, to the point she had fainted twice. The young lady kept them on tenterhooks day after day with her condition. Now that Young Master Zheng had come, the young lady would have to take care of him. Having something to share her attention, her grief would consequently be lessened. While Yueyao was talking to Young Master Zheng, she heard that Lady family had arrived. Yueyao personally went out to welcome Lady family, seeing that she had changed into a fragrant-colored butterfly and grape pattern jacket, paired with a plain Hangzhou pleated skirt. On her face hung a kindly smile, the visage of a Bodhisattva. Yueyao bowed to Lady family: ¡°Auntie.¡± Lady family approached with a face full of affection: ¡°My child, why so formal with your auntie? Just tell me if there is anything, no need for such courtesy.¡± Yueyao had to exert great effort to suppress the disgust in her heart, speaking timidly with her head lowered: ¡°Auntie is already working so hard managing estate matters. How could Yueyao trouble you with such minor issues? It would be far too unfilial.¡± If she truly cared, why did Tingzheng not have fitting clothes to wear? Everyone at the bottom only toadied up to those above. If Lady family really had the intention, Tingzheng wouldn¡¯t have to suffer like this. Actually, in her previous life, she fell into a misconception; many details revealed that Lady family was not truly kind-hearted. The word ¡°filial¡± caused Lady family¡¯s face to twitch. While it sounded nice, her words seemed somewhat awkward. ¡°Filial¡± was generally used only for one¡¯s own parents. It wasn¡¯t a word that should apply to an auntie like herself. Lady family patted Yueyao¡¯s hand with a smile, ¡°I know you are a filial child, and a sincere one at that. But even if your auntie is busy, it¡¯s not to the extent of neglecting your affairs. Tell me the truth, Yueyao, has anyone bullied you these past few days?¡± Yueyao shook her head: ¡°With Grandmother and Auntie looking after me, who would dare to bully me? Moreover, no one in the estate would have the gall to disrespect their master like that.¡± Her words were indeed true. Before the Shen family called off her engagement, even as all her money was being taken away, no one in the estate openly mistreated her. As long as she had utility value, Lady family would not mistreat her. Lady family, seeing that Yueyao spoke from the heart, hesitated and then spoke. The old nanny had given the orders; she just wanted to test Yueyao¡¯s attitude. Lady family couldn¡¯t understand why this girl suddenly wanted to take that fool by her side. She looked down on Young Master Zheng a hundred times over. With his silly appearance, it was shameful to say he was a child of the Lian family. What had gotten into Yao Girl, always so proud and aloof? Could it be instigation by those around her? That shouldn¡¯t be the case! Lady family couldn¡¯t quite grasp Yueyao¡¯s intentions. Seeing Lady family in deep thought, Yueyao figured that she had come especially because she was worried that Young Master Zheng¡¯s stay might cause some trouble. She might be thinking of ways to move Young Master Zheng elsewhere. Since she hadn¡¯t yet placed someone she could trust by Young Master Zheng¡¯s side and the siblings had just met, she wouldn¡¯t let Tingzheng out of her sight. Yueyao clenched her hands, her face showing a sorrowful expression: ¡°Auntie, I was very upset when I saw that old nanny bullying Young Master Zheng earlier. I, as his sister, did not even know that my brother went hungry every day, had to endure an empty stomach, and was scolded and even beaten by the maids below. Thankfully, Mother visited me in a dream. Otherwise, if anything happened to Young Master Zheng, Father¡¯s only bloodline would be gone. What use would there be in copying more Classic of Filial Piety?¡± Without needing any props, the tears simply fell plop plop. Lady family was taken aback. Chapter 28 - Chapter 28: Chapter 13: Ancient Books Chapter 28: Chapter 13: Ancient Books Lady Mo suddenly didn¡¯t know what medicine Yueyao was selling in her gourd. But she didn¡¯t think too much about it, thinking that even if Third Girl really was instigated by those around her, it was okay to educate this fool. Such a simple-minded fool wouldn¡¯t be in the way of anything. However, she had to check what had been going on with this girl lately. Her actions these past few days were very suspicious. Lady Mo felt like she was losing control. Lady Mo¡¯s mind turned quickly, but her face showed nothing. She took a handkerchief and gently wiped Yueyao¡¯s tears, her movements tender. She spoke softly and gently, ¡°Silly girl, how could this be your fault? It¡¯s all because those crafty slaves are lawless. Don¡¯t worry, I will punish them severely and make sure they don¡¯t dare to misbehave again.¡± Yueyao suppressed the disgust in her heart and, with a grateful expression, said, ¡°Thank you, Auntie. I trust you to take care of Brother Zheng¡¯s matter.¡± Once she saw Yueyao¡¯s emotions had stabilized, Lady Mo said, ¡°Yueyao, you are also weak in health, and having Brother Zheng live with you will be too much for you to bear. Yueyao, Brother Zheng is already five years old; he should start his education. He can¡¯t always stay in the inner house. I will prepare a yard for him in the front courtyard and move him there. Don¡¯t worry, I will carefully select his maids and nannies.¡± Yueyao thought to herself, just as expected: ¡°I have already discussed with Grandma, and for the time being, Brother Zheng will live with me. He hasn¡¯t learned anything before and doesn¡¯t know anything. Auntie, as you know, Brother Zheng is not too clever, and I really can¡¯t rest easy putting him out there now. I want to keep him with me first and teach him to read and write. After a year or so, when he can recognize a few characters, it won¡¯t be too late to send him to school.¡± Just sending him out like this would be strange if Brother Zheng could get along. If he lost his self-confidence, he might end up worse than he is now. Better to let herself enlighten Brother Zheng and nurture him for a year. Then, she could find an academy for him to study. Not seeking any great accomplishment, only hoping he could grow up safely and uphold the second branch of the family. Seeing that Yueyao brought up the Old Madam, Lady Mo had no more to say. She changed her approach: ¡°Yueyao, are you really sure you can take care of Brother Zheng? Can your health endure it? The doctor said you need to rest well.¡± Lady Mo always felt something was off. In the past, Yueyao would listen to most of what she said. If she didn¡¯t, Nanny Gu would persuade her, then she would comply with her wishes. Now this girl was full of ideas. And she had received news that this girl had started to dislike Nanny Gu. What exactly changed Third Girl as if it were overnight? Yueyao was resolute: ¡°Auntie, I will take care of myself and will definitely be able to take care of my brother as well. I won¡¯t worry Grandma, please rest assured.¡± Listening to you would really be falling into a trap. Lady Mo softly brushed a few strands of hair from Yueyao¡¯s forehead and said gently, ¡°Since you have decided, I won¡¯t try to persuade you. Just send a maid to tell me if you lack anything. Don¡¯t be hard on yourself.¡± Yueyao curtsied, without any pretense: ¡°Brother Zheng¡¯s previous clothes are either too short or torn, not a single one is wearable. They¡¯re all tattered. I was hoping to have the sewing room make a few more outfits for Brother Zheng.¡± As soon as Yueyao finished speaking, the surrounding area was so quiet you could hear a needle drop. Lady Mo¡¯s face stiffened, what did she mean by not a single wearable piece of clothing? Being the steward¡¯s wife, such a statement from Third Young Lady could be taken as a comment on her negligence. This girl had also learned to speak indirectly. She really had grown and achieved something. Lady Mo was annoyed inside, but her face didn¡¯t show it. She immediately agreed: ¡°I have already ordered the sewing room to rush the production of Brother Zheng¡¯s clothes. Other items will also be sent over later. But making the clothes will take at least two to three days. I will find a few garments your elder brothers wore when they were young to send over. Just make do with these for a few days, how about that?¡± Yueyao¡¯s face clearly showed displeasure. The sewing room had enough staff; why would it take days to deliver the clothes? She could have her maid make two sets of clothes for Brother Zheng before evening meal. There was no need to wait several days. And why should Brother Zheng have to wear old clothes? Despite the coldness in her heart, Yueyao replied with a controlled tone, ¡°Thank you, Auntie, for the trouble for Brother Zheng. But as for the clothes, don¡¯t bother. I¡¯ve already ordered my maid to make some for Brother Zheng. They¡¯ll be ready in a couple of Shichen.¡± The maids and old nannies around them all bowed their heads. Chapter 29 - Chapter 29: Chapter 13: Ancient Books_2 Chapter 29: Chapter 13: Ancient Books_2 Lady Mo¡¯s face turned sour at once, the maid was too ungrateful, almost saying she didn¡¯t care about Brother Zheng at all, ¡°The clothes from the needlework room take a longer time to make, but I will hurry them along. I¡¯ll also have two sets made for you.¡± Yueyao¡¯s face broke into a smile, ¡°Auntie, I have plenty of clothes, and I can¡¯t wear them all for now. There¡¯s no need to make more for me.¡± Now was not the time to fall out with Lady Mo. Lady Mo replied with a honeyed smile, ¡°It¡¯s only right. You haven¡¯t had many new clothes made since you returned. Autumn is coming soon, so you should have two new sets made.¡± Yueyao laughed lightly, ¡°Auntie, it wouldn¡¯t be fair if the sisters didn¡¯t have any and only I did. Better not to make them.¡± If she wanted to make them, let her make them! After all, it was the family¡¯s money being spent. Lady Mo then indicated that all the sisters would have new clothes, and only then did Yueyao stop dwelling on the topic. At that moment, Hua Lei brought Yueyao a bowl of ginseng porridge. Yueyao never liked taking tonics before, but now she not only moved around more, but also never missed a day of tonics. Her body was too weak, she must recover her health as soon as possible. Looking at the ginseng porridge, however, she still frowned. Her body needed tonics, but not necessarily ginseng to recover. Lady Mo said affectionately, ¡°Yueyao, you must take good care of yourself in the future. If you lack anything, just send someone to tell your auntie. We can¡¯t let anyone else be aggrieved but certainly not you.¡± Yueyao found the situation nauseating. No matter what had happened in her past life, Yueyao¡¯s nature was hard to change, proud and aloof. It used to be outward, but now it was inward. Lady Mo said all this, finally coming to the point, ¡°Yueyao, Brother Zheng needs someone to serve by his side. The people serving him, especially the Steward Mother, must be carefully chosen. The young servants must also be carefully selected, lest a mischievous one who doesn¡¯t understand things lead Brother Zheng astray; such a mistake would be impossible to redress.¡± Yueyao, on guard against Lady Mo¡¯s visit from the start, inwardly sneered after hearing Lady Mo¡¯s words, just as she expected. The maids close to her heart, the personal young servants, all must be people she trusted. She absolutely didn¡¯t want anyone arranged by Lady Mo. If she let Lady Mo arrange things, who knew if she would intentionally lead Brother Zheng astray, or cause his premature death, leaving only her. Yueyao pondered; it was time to find a suitable opportunity to start employing the people who accompanied her mother¡¯s dowry. However, she would first need to get their service contracts in hand. She could not repeat the past mistake of letting Lady Mo hold these contracts. Thankfully, with her grandmother watching over, the only people in her courtyard were a few coarse maids¡ªher personal maids like Mu Qiu, Hua Lei, and Dong Qing from Jiangnan had their service contracts in her hands. Yueyao¡¯s mind raced with countless thoughts, but her face showed nothing. She earnestly said to Lady Mo, ¡°Mother, I already have someone in mind for the position, I was about to discuss it with Grandmother. As for maids and young servants, let¡¯s wait a couple of days. Auntie, I have been too neglectful of this younger brother before; I don¡¯t even know Brother Zheng¡¯s temperament. I want to understand his disposition before selecting suitable people for him. So, these matters will have to wait for a while.¡± Lady Mo was filled with suspicion. Was she being defensive, or had she truly taken an interest in that fool? In any case, either situation was unfavorable to Lady Mo, ¡°Our Yueyao sounds so mature all of a sudden. Thinking so thoroughly.¡± Upon hearing this, Yueyao¡¯s face fell, ¡°An older sister is like a mother. If I continue as before, solely occupied with copying scriptures and not caring for Brother Zheng properly, I would dishonor the memory of our parents in heaven.¡± With the conversation now at this point, what more could Lady Mo say? Moreover, it was the grandmother who had promised. If Third Girl didn¡¯t change her mind, Lady Mo was powerless. Seeing Lady Mo hold her tongue, Yueyao brought up another matter, ¡°Auntie, I would like to invite Doctor Tang to come and examine Brother Zheng. He¡¯s too frail and needs proper nourishment.¡± Lady Mu naturally agreed wholeheartedly. After Lady Mu left, Yueyao led Brother Zheng into the room. As soon as she closed the door, her expression immediately darkened. From now on, she would have to wear a mask and deal with Lady Mu. Hua Lei and Dong Qing went to the storeroom and, after some searching, finally found the green satin Yueyao had mentioned. Having retrieved it, they let several maids skilled in needlework in the courtyard start cutting and sewing. Yueyao demanded that the clothes be made by evening. Hua Lei came over and said to Yueyao, ¡°Miss, the storeroom should also be sorted out. There are too many things, and it¡¯s becoming rather cluttered. If we don¡¯t organize it, I¡¯m worried we won¡¯t even notice if something goes missing.¡± Half of the items in the storeroom were part of Second Madam¡¯s dowry. The other half had been transported from Jiangnan. A lot of items had been brought back from Jiangnan, half of which went to the public treasury. There were also quite a few items that the Old Madam had sent to Lanxi Courtyard. These items were also not few in number and were worth quite a lot of money. Upon hearing about missing items, a sharp look flashed through Yueyao¡¯s eyes, so quickly that Hua Lei thought she had been mistaken. Hua Lei convinced herself it must have been an illusion; how could the miss have such a look in her eyes? Yueyao remembered how, in her previous life after the Old Madam had passed away, Lady Mu subtly suggested that the storeroom needed tidying. At that time, she didn¡¯t care much about these things and readily agreed, allowing Nanny Gu to oversee the reorganization of the storeroom. Subsequently, all those items ended up in Lady Mu¡¯s hands. Yueyao didn¡¯t have much recollection of the gold, silver, and jewels, antiques, and paintings; she had never put much value on them. What she couldn¡¯t forget were those precious books. She remembered them so clearly because by the time she realized, all those items were gone. Gold had its price, but ancient books¡ªunique copies¡ªwere priceless. Silver and such could be earned back, but once those items were gone, no amount of money could buy them back. Seeing Yueyao lost in thought once again, Hua Lei pondered whether she had said something wrong: ¡°Miss, miss¡­¡± Yueyao came back to her senses, a flicker of cold determination in her eyes. She must safeguard these ancient books for future generations. If they ended up with Lady Mu, it would be a complete waste. If she wasn¡¯t wrong in her guess, these unique ancient books were probably given away by Lady Mu as gifts. She knew that many officials coveted such items. Her father also obtained many unique copies of ancient books this way. Now, with the Old Madam present, Lady Mu dared not act recklessly. Once the Old Madam was gone, Lady Mu would surely find a way to take them from her hands. Yueyao hadn¡¯t planned on hiding them; hiding was indeed impossible. The list of her mother¡¯s dowry was still with the Old Madam (and Yueyao¡¯s own dowry included ancient books). To truly preserve them, there was only one way: to hide them well. To hide them in a place where Lady Mu could not find them. That way, Lady Mu would be helpless. Yueyao thought that for the moment she did not know the safest place. But once she got rid of the menace that was Nanny Gu, she would slowly devise a plan. At this thought, Yueyao¡¯s lips curled into a mocking smile, which disappeared as quickly as it had appeared. Her father must have known about Lady Mu¡¯s character all along, which was why he entrusted half of the family¡¯s assets to Uncle Li when he was seriously ill, as a safeguard. The remaining half was then split again, half for her to keep, and the other half entrusted to the Old Madam. This fortune would fall into the hands of the main branch only after the Old Madam¡¯s passing. Now, Nanny Gu knew she had money from her father, but she had no idea how much she truly possessed. No matter what, she could never reveal the full extent of her wealth to a mere nanny. In her past life, she was tricked by Lady Mu into revealing it. The situation was beyond her control; she currently had no means to seek revenge. She and her brother still relied on the main branch; their fate was tied to it¡ªit prospered and suffered with them. In her previous life, her path to survival was cut off, and she destroyed the Lian family in her resentment. Now, she couldn¡¯t afford to do the same. If she brought ruin to the main branch, there would be no place in the world for her and her brother anymore. No one would take in someone who brought about the destruction of their own clan. Moreover, if she were to bring down the Lian family again, she would have no face to meet her father and the ancestors of the Lian family in the afterlife. Chapter 30 - Chapter 30: Chapter 14: The Old Madams Thoughts Chapter 30: Chapter 14: The Old Madam¡¯s Thoughts In Yisong Courtyard, maids and old nannies moved about without making a sound, preserving the exceptional quiet. The Old Madam leaned against a cushion made of green satin. She listened quietly as Nanny Zheng relayed the events occurring in Lanxi Courtyard. After hearing everything, Old Madam fell into deep thought. After a long while, she showed a puzzled look, ¡°Is Third Girl preparing against Lady Mo? Has someone been speaking ill of Lady Mo in front of Yueyao?¡± This child has always been straightforward, concerned with nothing but copying scriptures. Her sudden astuteness is indeed surprising. Nanny Zheng shook her head, ¡°Since Third Young Lady returned to Capital City, only those few people have served by her side, none of whom is given to idle gossip.¡± Second Madam wouldn¡¯t pick any who were. Old Madam¡¯s expression suddenly changed, and she gripped the prayer beads tightly in her hand. Seeing Old Madam¡¯s expression, Nanny Zheng was startled, ¡°Old Madam, what¡¯s wrong?¡± Old Madam looked at Nanny Zheng and said, ¡°Third Girl mentioned that Second Son¡¯s Wife came to her in a dream, asking her to take good care of Brother Zheng. How much truth do you think is in that?¡± Nanny Zheng appeared astonished, ¡°That must be completely true. Third Young Lady hasn¡¯t mentioned Young Master Zheng since her return. I¡¯ve heard that when she was in Jiangnan, Second Old Master didn¡¯t even let them meet. You know that Second Master does not like Young Master Zheng, Old Madam. Could it be you suspect Third Young Lady of lying?¡± That doesn¡¯t seem right; Third Young Lady is sincere and could not lie. Old Madam shook her head, ¡°That girl has always been naive. Since her return, she¡¯s been in her courtyard every day copying the Classic of Filial Piety, scarcely stepping outside. Why would she suddenly think of Brother Zheng and tell me such a fib?¡± Old Madam had no doubt about Yueyao¡¯s claim that her mother had come to her in a dream, asking to care for Brother Zheng. Although it seemed implausible, longing for her son¡¯s welfare from beyond was a sign of a virtuous daughter-in-law. Old Madam was inclined to believe it. Nanny Zheng was also puzzled about Yueyao raising this point. The Old Madam was in poor health, presently more bark than bite. Old Madam had always thought Eldest Madam to be cruel-hearted and had clung to control of the Inner Courtyard without yielding. These past years, her health hadn¡¯t permitted her to hang on; she¡¯d had to let go of many responsibilities. Yet publicly, Old Madam still hadn¡¯t relinquished control. Nanny Zheng truly felt the Old Madam was overthinking it; Eldest Madam had a compassionate heart, managed everything in the estate responsibly, and was very filial to Old Madam. Over these many years, she never missed a daily greeting, yet unfortunately, she never won Old Madam¡¯s favor and remained under constant vigilance. Old Madam shook her head and said, ¡°I originally thought, with Third Girl¡¯s disposition, no matter what I said, she wouldn¡¯t listen. I don¡¯t have many days left and didn¡¯t wish to stir up trouble. Let Lady Mo do as she pleases; after all, Second Son¡¯s Wife has already arranged an excellent marriage for her. After Third Girl reaches marriageable age, she will marry into the Shen family. Shen Qian is now a Fourth-rank official. The Shen family boasts many talents, and Shen Qian has extensive connections in the court, an excellent reputation, and great prospects. This benefits my eldest child¡¯s future. Even for the sake of the eldest child¡¯s and her children¡¯s futures, Lady Mo wouldn¡¯t treat her unfairly in public. I just didn¡¯t expect this girl to start guarding against Lady Mo. I am not sure if it¡¯s a good or a bad thing.¡± It was good that the girl was becoming more aware and wouldn¡¯t lead a confused life, but the downside was that her days ahead wouldn¡¯t be peaceful. Having watched Lady Mo for so many years, I know her true nature. Nanny Zheng didn¡¯t understand why the Old Madam sighed, ¡°Master, is there something inappropriate?¡± The Old Madam always saw further than she did. The Old Madam gave a wry smile, ¡°If it was indeed a dream sent by Second Son¡¯s Wife, do you think she would only tell Yao Girl to take good care of Brother Zheng? What sort of person is Lady Mo? Would Second Son¡¯s Wife be unaware? Being such a clever woman, how could she fail to sense the ruthlessness in Lady Mo¡¯s heart?¡± Nanny Zheng was speechless with shock, ¡°This¡­ It¡¯s too inconceivable.¡± Old Madam said after a moment of silence, ¡°I¡¯m not concerned about Brother Zheng, who comes from a humble background and lacks intelligence, unable to achieve greatness. I left him under Lady Mo¡¯s care because she would not stint his food for the sake of her reputation. When Brother Zheng grows up, Lady Mo will arrange a marriage for him to protect her reputation. Then the boy could live a stable life. I just didn¡¯t expect Third Girl to have noticed; I don¡¯t know whether it¡¯s a disaster or a blessing.¡± I would rather Yueyao stay in the dark, knowing nothing, and live like this forever. The intrigues of the back court are endless, and it is only under my control that Lady Mo can be kept in check. Once I¡¯m gone, Lady Mo will dominate the back court. Although the girl is smart, how can she outwit Lady Mo?