《The Coldest CEO was my first love》


 Chapter 1：Im the one, gagged in our past!

    A thousand men approached, for me only one who cannot be replaced. My first love.


    The female character named Bey


    The male character named Mario


    My first love disappeared.


    A point of view Bey


    In a side street cafe which was quite busy in the dusk. Bey and Willa are waiting for Dina who was late arriving from their appointment time, both of them had even finished off a piece of red velvet and a fresh drink.


    Bey, Dina, and Willa are old friends since high school.


    Dina finally came with her hand holding a man.


    "Bey, Willa, this is Sammy," Dina walked over to the table, holding a man''s arm affectionately.


    Bey and Willa immediately stood up to welcome Dina.


    "I''m Bey," I introduced myself first. Shaking Sammy''s hand.


    "Willa," the friend next to me nudged my shoulder, teasing Dina''s new boyfriend with her sassy eyes.


    "Hello, Sammy," Reply the man with clothes that look so neat and cool. He has a good height and athletic body.


    "Cie, so this is Miss Dina''s new lover who she said super handsome and hot!" teased Willa, her shoulder once again touching mine.


    I can only smile seeing the behavior of the new couple who are in love. Dina and Sammy looked embarrassed. Their faces flushed red.


    "Come on, order food, I''ll treat both of you today."


    Willa welcomes Dina''s treatment with enthusiasm, while I can only comment with a faint smile.


    Trying...


    "uh, wait a minute, Vino is calling .." Willa hurriedly picked up her cellphone "Yes honey, we already gathered at the cafe .. Dina and her new boyfriend, oh yes .. here is Bey too, the single Bey. " Dina and Sammy chuckled at Willa''s words to the person she called honey, are they mocked at me?


    All understand very well the meaning of the word earlier. I pursed my lips, pretended to be angry because of Willa''s words against me, they were just kidding.


    "Hehee .... I''m just kidding" whispered Willa with an apologetic face.


    "You mean Willa, look at Bey''s face!" Dina joined Willa''s joke.


    I hit Dina''s arm lightly, they are the same. Everyone laughed, laughed at my solitude.


    Willa and Dina are my old friends. I can never be angry with them. Instead, they always make me laugh.


    Lately, we rarely get together like this.


    Since becoming a new student at a different campus, our activities have always been busy.


    And when I met them again like this. They seem to change quite quickly. Willa was increasingly a stylist and her relationship with Vino looks even sweeter.


    Dina was also getting growth and still humorous. No wonder the cool and popular Sammy can be her partner. They look great together.


    I saw Willa''s smile cheerfully greeted the arrival of Vino, who walked from the parking lot. Her hand waved softly with a happy smile.


    "Here .. honey! "Shouted Willa.


    I teased Willa, who couldn''t wait to welcome her lover.


    Willa looked at me while hissing asked me to behave. She was embarrassed.


    "Shhh .. Vino is cold, I''m still looking for a way to make his frozen heart melt," whispered Willa made me look confused.


    Dina also turned in the direction of Vino''s arrival. The aura of that mature man was completely different.


    Instantly the figure of an adult man with parlance style complete with an expensive car that he carries.


    Wow, extraordinary. The limited-edition, luxurious and expensive car owned by Vino amazed us. Where was Willa find those gems? My eyes could not believe seeing the cold look of Willa''s man.


    "Bey looks... that''s why you must looking for a boyfriend!" Dina made fun of me again.


    She noticed my dazed gaze at the Willa man. Dina''s words made my eyes immediately wake up from the cold face of Willa''s crush.


    Sammy rubbed Dina''s face until the girl stopped teasing me.


    "Don''t be like that," whispered Sammy reminded Dina, He defending me.


    "No problem, she was immuned," said Dina, replied her boyfriend.


    Sammy looked annoyed at Dina''s behavior. He tugged at the tip of Dina''s nose anxiously. The two of them seemed to be pinching each other with cute faces.


    They deliberately show off in front of me, right?


    Looks like I''m going to be a fly here.


    "I think I have to go," I said then got up and gave a hug to Willa and Dina.


    Of course, I choose to leave those who are in love. I shouldn''t interfere with their double date.


    Besides, the bookstore across the street was more seductive and suited me well.


    I grabbed my drink and left. Leaving their voices and laughter behind. I am happy with your happiness.


    Enjoy the days of being a collages student.


    Willa and Dina are my high school friends. Friends who are always with me, but there are secrets that I haven''t told them.


    I took a deep breath, ah. I have to forget about him.


    I walked along the sidewalk, crossed the street. The bookstore over there is my destination.


    Triiiiinggg.....


    a short message from Dina


    ~ Bey, I''ll give your cellphone number, to Sammy, he said he has a friend to introduce,~


    I reply to Dina''s message with just a smile emoticon. Both Dina and Willa have tried several times to introduce me to men but until now.


    My eyes looked down and saw that my sneakers were untied. I crouched down, fixing the laces on the side of the road.


    Even today I still clearly remember you.


    MARIO.


    His tall body, broad back, straight shoulders. His smile, the look on his face, an attitude I couldn''t guess. The touch, the kiss, your lips, and your hug...


    I got goosebumps, just remembering about you.


    In the past .. my chest was often tight and my tears always broke when night fell, when I remembered our short night.


    But now, I can remember you with a smile. While enjoying the warm evening sun. The cool breeze that brushes my hair, makes my heart feel more relieved.


    I saw my reflection on the glass wall of a shop. My changed image. I''m not a little girl anymore. My hair was elongated, my face was firm. I''m not a little girl anymore! I''m 22 years old.


    I saw my lips a little pale, a little lip tint polish will make me excited.


    I took a lip tint from my bag, rubbed it on my lips, and chewed it. I tried to smile broadly. Enjoying my loneliness.


    Someone seemed to wave from inside the shop. Looks like he noticed my ridiculous behavior which had been only focused on my reflection on the glass wall.


    I confirmed my eyesight. sure enough, someone was watching me from inside, a man.


    His face grinning saw my behavior. My face became hot, I covered my face with my hands, immediately ran away.


    "So embarrassed.." I muttered as I walked away. I jogged into the bookstore. Disappeared from the stranger men''s gaze.


    Now I tried to be confident. Eh, just a small and a wave of a foreign man has made my confidence down.


    Gosh, I''m so embarrassed. I shook my head trying to forget the incident earlier, trying to calm down.


    "Books, let''s find a book," I muttered trying to forget the little incident earlier.


    I began scrolling through the shelves, looking for the literature I enjoyed, teen romance stories.


    Trying.


    I saw an unknown number on my cellphone screen. Ah, it must be the man my best friend meant earlier, I thought.


    ~ Hay Bey, I''m Sammy''s friend, Milo ~


    I skipped. It doesn''t steal the show, I''m sorry Dina. As soon as possible I put down my cell phone and continue searching for new books.


    I''m too busy looking for books. Pull and put. Until accidentally I dropped a book beside me.


    When my hand wanted to reach the book. Someone preceded me. He reached for the book that fell to the floor


    I could only see the shiny toe of his loafers. Slowly my sight began to rise.


    Looks like I have to say sorry and thank you to him who helped me get this book.


    My eyes caught a man''s feet in leather loafers, black slick pants, a neat blue shirt.


    His arms looked sturdy and well-built, the veins of his hands were visible on the backs of his palms.


    I grabbed the book in his hand without looking at his face. I don''t dare to look at a stranger''s face.


    "Thank you, "I said softly, still staring at the book in our hands.


    "You''re welcome," he said, whispered, he moved a little, standing next to my body.


    He brought his face to my ear. He repeated the sentence one more time. "You''re welcome,"


    That voice! suddenly I lifted my head. His face made my eyes suddenly enlarge. I can''t believe this!


    Impossible! my feet suddenly stepped back and pressed against the bookshelf.


    The face was a face I know. The voice reminded me of a whisper that I could never forget that night.


    "Mario .." I muttered in a trembling voice.


    He has not had time to answer my call. A woman waves from the cashier. Calling his name in a warm voice.


    I turned around and the second time I was in disbelief.


    That woman!


    "Sofia .." I muttered again with an increasingly shocked face.


    Mario went straight to the woman. Their hands touched each other. Sofia took Mario? I can''t believe it. What is wrong with my eyes? something seems wrong with my eyes.


    I have to confirm one more time. I immediately left the bookshelf.


    Wait!


    ***


    read the story of the other of mine:


    1. Teasing my innocent man!


    2. Forbidden love: Hot kiss for imperfect romance


    3. Forced Marriage: CEO''s sweet little wife

 Chapter 2：At that time, in my room

    These eyes felt so hot, my chest felt burning and boiling.


    My lids felt full and warm. My tears falling nonstop.


    I saw clearly that Mario and Sofia, I can''t lose them.


    Why are they holding hands?


    Why are they so close?


    Why my heartfelt hit!


    My gaze followed the steps of those who were getting farther and farther away. Sofia the clingy affection, Mario brings shopping bags and strollers.


    It''s a baby stroller! I ran to find their figures who were so fast mingling in the crowd.


    "Where ..." I lost their figure.


    I kept running to the right, to the left, crossing the street, entering the shops, looking around many times, everything seemed to be spinning in my head and .. why are the streets so busy today, fill my vision, squeeze my chest. Makes my head hurt, my heartaches.


    "Where are they ... "I wiped the sweat dripping down my forehead with the hem of my sleeve.


    The sweat started to fade my makeup. I don''t care, I want to trust, what I have seen is not you, not you Mario!. She was not the Sofia you told me about, right!


    I hope I got it wrong!


    I can''t believe seeing baby strollers with them. Didn''t Sofia have another man!


    Wasn''t Mario her cousin? Aren''t Sofia and Mario.


    No way, I won''t believe it. Mario explaining to me! I started sobbing. The tight chest forced me to spill it all.


    It''s unstoppable, I can only keep crying. I continued to jog down the street while holding back the tears that kept coming down.


    My head started to hurt. it felt like it was about to break. Even though I ignore the tense, it was getting more and more torturous. My chest was tight.


    Sick! Pain!


    I can no longer hold everything about you. I like you, Mario!! I can not forget you.


    Why are you doing this to me, why was everything about you like a mystery, give me an answer!


    Explain to me!!


    Don''t let me endure it all, I can''t take it anymore. I want you! Mario ...


    M.A.R.I.O


    Is that true that I lost you


    ****


    The memory bubbles appeared in my brain again.


    At that time, in my room, when I was alone.


    I sat on the side of the bed with a blank stare. Both hands are stretched out, holding at the sides of the body.


    I swung my legs slowly, just driving away boredom.


    At that time my mind had drifted away. I''ve been trying to think about the handsome guy and his girlfriend. I was already surprised to see you, a woman and a man. What have the three of you done in the room?


    I''ve been stunned. Many things have entered my mind. I had laid down on the sofa. This head was already full of question marks.


    Eleven o''clock that night.


    I''ve been silent sitting on the side of the bed. Already remembering the woman, the tattooed man, and the room next door.


    "What happened there?" I''m already curious. I can''t hear the faint sound anymore, I can''t hear the sighed anymore.


    What were the three of them doing in that room? What have they been talking about?


    It''s not just about the woman and the tattooed man, but you! What was the relationship between you? and the voice of the woman that night. Ah, I didn''t want to remember anymore.


    I quickly pulled the cardigan from the cupboard. My head already feels a little dizzy.


    Too many things Made me wonder, there are already many things in my brain.


    Things that could not be digested with my mind at that time. I''ll find out, I thought that night.


    I stopped right in front of the door of his room. My feet have stopped walking all of a sudden. The curiosity in my mind turned surprised.


    Someone was already crouching over there.


    His back was already leaning against the wall. Not far from my door. He lifted his head. Looking at me who was suddenly stunned. His eyes were cold. His face was flat


    There was already a black backpack bag hanging on his left shoulder. A few moments after we fell silent, he already dared looked into my face. dared to approach him. I''ve been squatting by his side. He just lowered his face that night.


    I''m not so sure. But it looks I''ve seen. As if there was a smile on the corner of his lips. A drawn smile like a smirk, what is it?


    He was just silent, I was silent too, for a long time we were silent to each other so that I looked up, Staring at the ceiling in the hallway of the rental room that we were living in which felt lonely, That night was getting higher.


    "It was late, you go into your room," I turned to him,


    I can''t believe it with my ears. Did he start a conversation? yeah, even though that sounded like he kicked me out.


    "Mmhg.."


    "Ugh.."


    I could hear the sound from his room, while the owner was already outside, squatting beside me that night.


    Perhaps, he heard a sigh from his room. The voice of the couple making love was heard so clearly in our ears that night.


    Our faces stare at each other for a few seconds. A shocked and awkward gazed. Not long after, he and I just smiled a little, bowed embarrassed.


    We heard a sigh growing clearer. Moans, sighs, whispers, and got us goosebumps.


    Geez! I shut my mouth. Trying to hold back laughter and also felt awkward. Something tickled my stomach.


    The couple''s voice sounded funny to my ears but made my face hot, holding back embarrassment.


    I can''t imagine what''s going on in there. The couple''s voice. The sound of the bed creaking, all entered my brain.


    My face feels hot. This makes me embarrassed and also makes my laughter want to break. This situation was kind of funny.


    I was like eavesdropping on inappropriate things with a stranger. Duh, it was mixed in my chest that night!


    The man next to me immediately stood up. He pulled my hand I saw his face flushed too. He was the same as me too! His lips smiled even though he tried to cover.


    He held my hand!

 Chapter 3：That night

    The couple''s moaning was heard again.


    "Um .. don''t care about them, pretending that you didn''t hear that," he muttered softly, with a flushed face.


    I shook my head, holding back the turmoil in my chest.


    "go into your room and sleep," but I didn''t think I want to sleep that night.


    You''ve opened my bedroom door, told me to come in, but... I even blocked the door that you will close after leading my body to enter...


    I didn''t want to be alone without you, I ignored your orders, I want to fulfill the desires in my heart.


    I was standing in front of the open door, only half. He also stood up and fell silent. We faced each other between the remaining gaps in the door.


    "It''s late at night, later someone in the rental room will see you and worry, go to sleep," I shook my head, refusing your request.


    I grabbed your arm in a fast motion. I didn''t know, what comes out of your mouth next, I didn''t want these scenes, then no one will see us right? no one asking or worries, Why was a girl like me, spending the night with a guy in the hallway of the rental room? I closed the door quickly.


    This door has become a barrier if anyone passes.


    He was standing still in front of me and me too! room''s atmosphere felt a little different, the two of us stood up, facing each other with an awkward feeling.


    very awkward. The voice of the perverted couple from the next room was heard again. It seems they are sharing an intimate kiss. Maybe it has gone on to the next level.


    It was clear that the voice sounded in the ear. I stifled laughter with a heated face. Seriously!


    Their voices again! Again and again!


    Why are these walls so thin. So that all voices can be heard clearly.


    Their voices gave me goosebumps.


    The flowing blood was hot and began to boil. Not to mention the existence of the young man who was standing in front of me now.


    It was as if we were eavesdropping on a scene from an adult movie together. It felt so awkward. The room temperature should be cold with AC but why does my body even feel hot, hotter.


    "I, I''m Mario, She, she .." He scratched the nape of his neck. He tried to lift his head slowly that now I could see, his red face, a face like a boiled crab.


    "Her name is Sofia, she .. she is my cousin, she is .. ah!" He looks frustrated.


    Mario tried hiding his face. He was already very embarrassed, his behavior looked stiff.


    His attitude made my lips smile. His stammering sentence, made me understand, he was trying to calm himself down, he felt nervous and uncomfortable with me.


    He noticed the smile on my lips. The awkward atmosphere in this room slowly diminished.


    Slowly his eyes began, dare to look at me, he has started approaching me.


    With his body slightly bent. His hand reached my shoulder-length hair. He combs my hair gently with his finger. Very soft and feels warm to my chest.


    My heart was racing fast and faster.


    My face suddenly turned tense and this room was getting hotter. What are you doing?


    My eyes glanced at his fingers that were gently stroking my head. You made my feelings vibrated. You had to make me lost my mind even more.


    I tilted my head. Responding and looking at his face, his height was quite far compared to mine.


    His face was very handsome. Her black hair, sharp eyes, red lips, and pointed nose. He was so charming in my eyes.


    His eyes stared into my eyeballs. I can feel his breath against the skin on my face. Because now our faces are getting closer. Her warm, heavy breath touched my skin, over and over.


    "I, I feel, I want you tonight, Bey. " He said my name in her soft, Murmered voice. His face flushed red, his lips parted small.


    His voice softly tickles my ears. Your touch, your whisper, it all gives me chills.


    His hands reached my neck and ears. The warmth from his palms spread across my body. His touch created a violent ripple through my burning hot blood.


    His nose touched mine. His breathing was getting warmer and irregular.


    I can''t help myself. His face was so close to mine. Until my eyes can only highlight his slightly open lips.


    His warm breath makes the thin skin even more seductive, pinkish and looks seductive.


    I tightened the grip on his wrist. He stopped combing my hair. His eyes stared sharply but I was unable to meet that stare. My eyes wilted seeing the firm lines of the muscle in his neck.


    His lips were trembling as if burning my desire. My breath was no longer regular. Likewise him, it seems.


    I lifted my leg a little. Tiptoe. Our breaths are colliding. Now I can feel his warmth and the soft lips. My blood feels hot running down every corner of my body.


    The sense that was the first time I felt. The taste was beautiful. Feelings out of control, all mingled into one.


    Made these gentle kisses continued, felt each other''s touched, very slowly and carefully. Ahh. I love this first kiss!


    His lips are still moving slowly over mine. Now he slightly opened his lips, leaving everything moist and warm, soft and delicious. I didn''t know what should I said. I keep following the movements of his lips, which unite us instinctively.


    His hand that feels light on my neck feels warm, touching the sensitive skin area.


    The movement of his hands was very smooth, making the hair on my neck bristled. My soul flying with him.


    Slowly I opened my eyes. His face was very close. His lips parted, holding back a chuckle, I smiled. His hands touched my cheeks, stroking gently. He pinched softly with exasperation.


    "I like you, Bey," he said "I''m in love with you." You made my heart fly fast as if it was about to come off.


    I felt like screaming, jumping, "Me too .." I replied quickly without needing to think again.


    I didn''t know him yet but I believed that I like him. Love that I can''t control. A feeling that makes the chest tight. Making me uncontrolled my behavior.


    I like you, I fell in love with you since that day. The day I saw you so dazzling.


    Mario lifted my hair. Make my shoulders clear to see. He touched it gently. His lips landed on the crook of my shoulder blades. Continued.. his lips kissed along my shoulder.


    I felt his warm wet lips touch my skin. I can only accept, designed to endure the turmoil in the chest.


    I bitting my lip, I didn''t want to let out a sigh like the sound in the next room.


    It feels warm and makes my footrests like floating. This leg suddenly relaxed, Mario led me to sit on the sofa and I followed him.


    I tilted my head, maybe to make Mario''s movement easier. He still kissed my neck slowly but refused to stop, making my whole body goosebumps.


    This was the taste, the strange taste. Heady taste.


    Mario continues kissing me on the shoulder and neck. Until the lips touch my earlobe, ah it''s too amusing. Make my heart swing like it''s about to break.


    I can''t help but feel the sensation of touching his soft lips. I slightly away from my head, avoiding. Makes him stop and stared at my blushing face.


    "Why?" he whispered


    His low voice pierced my ear. Makes a wonderful tingling feeling. I absorbed his voice, enjoyed the taste he gave, I could only hold back a shy smile.


    The touch, the kiss, and the whisper, all destroy me. I like you, Mario.


    His hands embraced me. Hugging tight. I patted his back slowly in return for the tight hug that was stifling my chest.


    Ah, you make me fly and get out of control. Why can you do all this? Was this Love.


    Love at first sight? Could it be, I just don''t want you to leave me. I''ve fallen in love with you too much. Until my mind seems knocked out with our hot kiss.


    "I like you, Bey," he repeated in a blurry, shaky voice


    "I can''t help myself when I see you,"


    Mario stretched his arms so I could see his flushed face and changing expression.


    The face that dissolved in the kiss earlier, now changed with a cold expression. He seems to have sadness, why? his face changed drastically like this.


    I was still silent and watching Mario''s face. He seemed to hold something back, I didn''t know why His face looked unhappy, different from mine, different from earlier. What was wrong?


    He immediately got up from a sitting position facing me. His hand reached for the backpack which was placed on the side of the sofa.


    01.00 that night.

 Chapter 4：Can we continue together like this

    Mario stood up. He slung his black bag. His left hand briefly reaches my neck, once again. I tried to hold his hand. Ask for his touch any longer. I touch his fingers and it all feels cold


    "I have to go," he said


    He kissed my lips quickly and briefly, so I haven''t even had time to feel or even respond to him.


    I hold the hem of the shirt from behind. Prevent his body from stepping away. I want Him here! He turned around. His lips forced a smile.


    "Let me be able to remember clearly," he said I could not understand.


    I didn''t understand Mario''s words and I didn''t want to ask any questions either. I just want to enjoy the night with him. Please do not go!


    He kissed my cheek deeply. Full of gentle rhythms with feeling. His eyes closed slowly. His breath was drawn long. His eyes stared at my face for a long time, combing my hair with his fingers and putting on a beautiful smile. I pulled my lips back.


    You stepped in, leaving my rental room. You go further, leaving a fading shadow, lost at the end of the hall in the dim, cold night.


    Silence.


    Lonely.


    The next room was quiet too. Mario disappeared with the night turning to dawn.


    I paused back into the room. Lean behind the door for a moment. My chest was still shaking violently. What happened between us? I remember the little kiss earlier. Ah, how can we do that? everything was so fast and soulful.


    I step slowly fell on the sofa. Ah here, me and him .. Umh, I can''t let go of the shadow of that incident. Everything continued sticking in my memory.


    The night was beautiful. That night I will never forget. I remember our kisses and your touch. All make my smile does not stop all night.


    I like you ... Mario''s warm voice, ringing in my ear, how about this? I can''t stand him, omg! this was right. Everything was hot


    *****


    Back to reality.


    I''m getting ready to leave campus class. My face forced a small smile remembering the new friendship I had, her name was Ailee, and the man, Reo.


    I want to immediately leave this campus but.


    I could see the warmth in Reo''s eyes. Especially when those two eyes stared deeply at my face as if waiting for the gaze back from my eyes.


    He had feelings for me. I can felt it.


    But, I can only continue to ignore it. I still can''t open the door to my heart, which may still be locked.


    The story of the first man in my life makes me reluctant to try to get to know other men.


    Am I still hopeful? I don''t know myself, I still don''t understand. What was clear, my feelings for him, still same unchanged.


    I glanced at my watch


    03.00 in the afternoon.


    "Ailee. I have to go home. "I lied so I could escape this circle of friends. I''m still not comfortable with this new relationship.


    Ailee has a small and beautiful face, her body was tall and slender, she is a model and an artist. His brother was also interesting, always loyal to accompany her.


    They are lovely siblings, it was just I still can''t accept being close friends with them.


    ***


    Since old time. Maybe when I was a child I liked the warmth of the sun. I also enjoyed enjoying the warm atmosphere of the two parents'' hugs even though I just walked in the garden around our house. Even now, I like walking on the streets. Past the cafes where young people hang out and I also love bookstores. I like to visit the place by walking slowly down the sidewalk. Enjoying the warm sunshine against my skin


    I''ve been standing at the door of this bookstore again. The place where we met yesterday.


    With doubt, I took a step closer, watching each individual from behind the glass wall. Ah, what am I expecting right now?


    Slowly I pushed open the door. Cool air hit my skin which has a clear temperature difference.


    The distinctive smell of a bookstore refreshed my mind. I loved the smell of a bookstore with its neatly lined shelves.


    I walked down my favorite shelf with the best seller romance collection. Someone was standing at the end of the shelf.


    I can see the tips of his shoes pointing at me but I don''t care.


    When I realized the tip of his shoe was right behind the book I chose.


    That, someone, was right in front of me.


    I looked up to find out his figure. My eyes suddenly grew bigger. Impossible! I frowned.


    Blinked a few times.


    Convincing my eyesight once again.


    I can not believe to find his figure now in front of me. The corners of his lips are slightly drawn.


    He tried to carve a smile.


    I wiped the hair on the side of my face and tucked it in my ear.


    Maybe it will make my eyesight even more alert. Was my vision not wrong? I find it hard to believe.


    My face was slightly tilted, making sure once again to be more sure of his presence.


    His hand grabbed my wrist. Quick pull.


    As if asking me to follow his fast paces.


    Until we stepped out of the bookstore. I removed the book in my hand as fast as possible at the cashier table and was forced to follow the pull of his hand as well as his long steps.


    I followed his fast pace.


    I continued to stare at his back with an incredulous face.


    My body surrendered, guided by the pull of his hand. He pulled my wrist a little with his strength.


    Although it leaves pain and red streaks. I keep following him.


    We continued walking down the sidewalk in the warm sun.


    I looked at his back. Keep on walking, keep holding my hand, keep on going anywhere. I just want to follow you.


    I can''t see anything other than him in my eyes. In these eyes only his broad back, his stout hands, his long strides visible. While others are blurred in my eyes.


    I want time to stop like this. Leaving together in your warm grip.


    Like a dream for me. Am I dreaming right now? Your presence in front of me now makes my feelings want to explode.


    My chest kept beating increasingly irregularly. My steps feel very light. I just want him.


    Our steps stopped. My feet followed Mario''s pace spontaneously. My hand that you still held, this great pounding feeling.


    Just like this, it already makes me happy. I''m too happy to be able to follow your steps like this. Can we continue together like this?

 Chapter 5：I want to hug you

    On a narrow street, a quiet little alley. I leaned against the high wall of a dark gray building. I continued staring at his face, the young man in front of me was catching his breath. Both his hands rest on the knees. Looks like Mario was a little tired, huh .. we ran quite a bit.


    I looked around, this place was very quiet, there are no people along the way. Looks like we''re behind a shopping building.


    Mario turned around. He also leaned on the building wall. We stand side by side.


    I can saw this handsome face when his hands take off the hoodie on his head. Sweat filled his forehead. It feels, my hands wanting to immediately wipe the beads of sweat flooding his forehead.


    There is even sweat dripping down his nose and falling on the lobe of his lips.


    He wiped with the back of his hand. His breathing was still a little heavy. He was still exhausted.


    While my eyes, I was still staring and amazed at the face in front of me at this time.


    Her forehead creased. His eyes were narrowed. He returned to the starting position. Facing my direction. With a slight crouch, he leveled our height.


    He wiped the sweat on my chin with the back of his hand. Closing slowly my mouth has been gasped since earlier. It was a little embarrassing but I didn''t care.


    His hands feel cold on my face which had higher temperatures. We took quite a long way earlier.


    His cold fingertips made my reverie come to my senses. Suddenly the memory of the intimacy between him and Sofia flashed into my head.


    I took a few steps back. His face looked surprised. His dark black eyes looked like he couldn''t believe me, who seemed to be avoiding him. I can only look down. Withstand the fluctuation of feelings in the chest, between happy and restless.


    "Sorry .." he muttered stealing my attention.


    Sorry, you said, sorry for what?


    I looked straight into his eyes. I''m looking for answers there. On a flat face.


    He dropped his body. Squat in front of me. You make my mind feel like deja vu. I''ve seen you like this before. I and you were in this position that night.


    "I''m a bad man," he said softly. His hands grabbed his hair. I saw, his face bowed sadly.


    "Why?" I asked in a trembling voice. My eyes feel hot. Why do you look like this in front of me? You look depressed and unhappy. You make me feel pain.


    I don''t want to cry anymore but why. What''s wrong with you, Mario? is there something bothering you.


    Mario raised his head, he was silent for a moment, while I waited with an impatient expression.


    "I''m married," he said quickly.


    It was like there was lightning in broad daylight. Lightning grabbed my body and made my eyes suddenly widened. My legs are like losing strength. My whole body relaxes instantly.


    The world seemed to collapse and hit my body right now. Pain!


    Mario took my shoulder. Hold onto this falling body. He leaned me against the wall.


    I hold his chest to keep a distance from me. I don''t want you this close to me!


    He was still holding my body from falling with his palms and I still pressed his chest not to come near me.


    I cried, even though I tried to hold it in, I just kept crying. Sobbing in front of him. I sniffled. Everything feels so stifling in my chest, I can only continue crying, sobbing, take all the burden on my chest.


    I don''t know what my face looks like right now. I don''t care anymore.


    The feeling of disappointment and pain in my heart continues. Very Disappointed and very sick.


    I saw tears in the corners of her eyes. Is He crying too?


    Why is he crying?


    Why is he crying too? I''m sad. Why was Mario''s face more burdened? Why was his body trembling? As he is unable to withstand the turmoil that was revolving in the chest.


    Hey, you dumped me! You left me and married another woman!


    Mario bit his lip. He was trying to hold back his tears but it seemed like he was on the threshold.


    My tears stop because of the sadness on your face. I can''t even cry anymore. I''m confused about you. Why are you crying?


    The sadness on his face made me feel sorry for him. Slowly my body also descended, squatting in front of him. Subconsciously I raised my hand. Wiped his tears. The skin on his face that felt cold was exactly like the gazed on his face at this time.


    I don''t want us this closer. But my heart can''t ignore you. Currently, my brain and heart are out of sync.


    The brain in my head is against the false hopes that you gave. But my heart continues and continues to hope for a beautiful ending between the two of us.


    He lowered his head deeply. I grabbed his shoulder. Buried his head in my shoulder His tears warmed my shoulders. He''s crying.


    His body was still shaking. I feel deep sadness and now it even makes me tighten my hug to you.


    Really, what am I doing right now? All of this is so annoying, you already have a wife!


    You''re married but why are you like this. Married men should be happy and full of love. your marriage should be happy.


    Why are you acting like this in front of me? Why are you sad, why are you crying?


    Why do you make me heartbreak, you make me unable to hold back. You ... you know that I''ve always liked you!


    I want to hug you.


    At first, I hesitated to raise my hand but. I wanted to share a little calm with him, even though my feelings were not calm.


    I kissed his hair. The smell I''ve ever known. A fragrance that can calm my feelings. A fragrance that gives another taste to my heart. The smell that I have ever known, the smell of your room that night, the smell that stopped in my rented room.


    You have many stories in your heart. You are hiding a lot of secrets.


    Mario.


    Share stories with me.


    Please.

 Chapter 6：I want to spend my whole life with you

    Mario and I have already occupied a table in the cafe. We decided to cool off a little while enjoying a fresh drink. After quite a long separation, in a matter of years, made us feel awkward and weird.


    I miss you so much. I wanted to ask why you disappeared back then, but I''m afraid, I will ruin the atmosphere of our current meeting.


    I looked around, lonely. This cafe is empty of visitors. Mario took off the hoodie that had been covering his head. He immediately ordered a drink.


    Yes, we are thirsty, our throats are very dry after running on the streets, crying together.


    I saw a little calm on his face now. His thin smile can already expand, even though there is still a red hue there.


    He raised his hand, I felt the warm grip of his hand that squeezed my hand.


    His face has now changed, I can see the happiness radiating there. The burdened face had lessened a little.


    "This place quite lonely," I whispered as I leaned toward him.


    Mario nodded slowly, his lips smiled a little, he looked as happy as me.


    "That''s why I invited you here," he whispered back.


    "What are we doing?" I made a surprised face to hear the answer, why did he invite me to this cafe?


    "I want to eat together with you, want to see your face, I want to enjoy time with you .." he replied, squeezing my hand tightly, making my blood flow hot.


    He winked. Geez, he still teases me, even though you''re married. His behavior made me both blush and exasperated. Ah, I''m crazy. Spend time with someone''s husband!


    Mario chose a few dishes and I said yes to his order. I rested my chin with the back of my hand. Paying attention to the details of the handsome face full of charm in front of me right now. He''s real Mario.


    He was the same man in those days. I tossed my hair softly, put it behind my back.


    "You''ve grown up well, you''ve become a girl, you''re so beautiful. I frowned at Mario''s words. What does that mean?


    He raises his hand, pinches my chin gently. Whatever he does makes my heart out of control.


    Ah, he noticed my long hair. Last time you saw me as a student with shoulder-length hair, huh .. I''ve become a girl now, he stroked my hair gently.


    Mario took the hair that was blocking my forehead. He picked up with his finger, kept an eye on my face, and smoothed it over the back of my head. With very gentle movements. You are. I just chuckled. You''re still making my feelings tremble violently.


    "You''re so beautiful," he said with a charming smile. Suddenly my face turned heated to hear his praise.


    "But I''m sorry, Bey. I''ve become someone''s husband,"


    My face suddenly changed when I heard the sentence. You know that line seems sharper than a sword. Being able to stab my heart and tear the feelings in here. You mean Mario!


    I straightened my back. Adjust the sitting position. We took our distance, not too close to other people''s husbands.


    Mario tapped his finger on the table waiting for orders to arrive. We looked awkward. This chest is uncompromising.


    The feeling between us clearly cannot be hidden. Now and then, our eyes met. Throwing small smiles at each other and looking away quickly. He biting his lip.


    I stole a glance from the corner of my eye. I can see now. His casual black sweater contrasts sharply with his fair skin tone. His hair was longer and already covering his forehead a little. His lips, aahh. I shook my head


    What''s the matter with you, Bey? He saw my behavior. Maybe he could notice the look in my eyes which was blown away by his appearance.


    My face feels hot. I''ve got to find a chat, I thought. He mustn''t realize that I really can''t stand being with him for long like this.


    "Sofia .." we simultaneously said the woman''s name. I nodded as if to let Mario speak first.


    "Sofia''s pregnant," he said quickly. I widened my eyes. My face was petrified. I can not believe his short words.


    "And. I became the hero!" What? My shocked face turned to gawk, I couldn''t believe what I heard but you instead said that sentence casually.


    Hero! He even repeated the word. His voice trembled slightly. Now his eyes look sad. Even though he tried to force a smile.


    "Then-" I probed curiously


    "I have no choice, Bey" his hand took my fingers. I let it be. The hand that touches my finger is now starting to warm a little because his grip is getting tighter. The cold temperature of his fingertips slowly faded.


    The warmth like that used to be. Like that night. How many years have passed? Even though it''s been a long time I still clearly remember your warm touch. Your warmth remains the same for me. I took a deep breath


    "How about me, Mario? How about your first love confession? "With a pitiful face, I ask your responsibility for this long-neglected feeling.


    Mario stared into my eyes. It''s quite a long time and it''s getting deeper and deeper. His face looks even more handsome in my eyes. A face that can melt my entire body.


    He still kept staring at me without words but those eyes were full of meaning for me.


    "Let''s the date!" I muttered making his eyes round.


    Now it''s Mario''s turn to not believe my sentence. His hands tightly grip my fingers. Tighter and warmer. The warmth runs through almost all joints in my body.


    He didn''t answer the lines from my lips but I could understand from his never let go of his grip. Now and then he squeezed my hand. Just like this alone can make my heart irregular. Make my blood flow hot.


    I lost my mind!


    We ate together this time for the first time. Share a little story. Smiling and laughing together. Today is like a dream for me. Whether it''s beautiful or bad, I just want to keep dreaming.


    "aaa ...." Mario held out a spoonful of pudding. Asking me to accept his small bribe. I devoured it while looking at the happiest face in my life. Thanks, Mario.


    His hand stroked my cheek gently. I caught his hand. Hold it against my cheek. Soak up the touch. I don''t want that palm to go away from the surface of my skin too quickly. I love the warm touch of your palms, Mario


    I held his big hand, kissed his hand and we smiled at each other. Carve a beautiful smile.


    "I''ve always liked you, Mario ..." I whispered


    He smiled, bringing his face closer. I lowered my face following his slightly inclined body. We were blocked by the table so we couldn''t get any closer. He seemed to want to whisper, I put my ear


    "Bey, I never forget you a single day .. "he whispered making my heart swing fast. My face immediately turned away from his face. You made me blush this afternoon.


    "After eating, want to spend time together?" he asked.


    I nod my head, I want to spend my whole life with you, Mario.

 Chapter 7：Can I take off my clothes?

    After eating together, Mario and I seemed reluctant to part. from a cafe that is not crowded with visitors, he invites me to walk to a park.


    He held my hand warmly, Mario did not cover his head with a hoodie, maybe because it was dark. I wonder why he looks so wary, but I don''t want to ask him too many questions.


    I just want to enjoy this togetherness, let go of the longing that always makes my chest tight.


    I said, let''s date him, but he did not answer with certainty.


    I don''t want to think much. I want to enjoy this togetherness.


    "Bey, I''m so sorry I couldn''t see you again after that night." He started discussing it.


    I was curious about all the reasons he just disappeared that day. But I tried to hold back, and .. now, I don''t want to hold back anymore.


    I turned slightly, facing him, my body leaned, saw my sitting position, he turned his head, until our faces met. He smiled sweetly.


    "Mario, you must have a reason. Seeing you like this makes me happy. I''m not a teenage girl like in the past, I''m an adult now. Then. I .." I don''t know what else to say. Something knocked on my heart, making me lost for words, my eyes staring into his eyes that seemed to be shining.


    This park was getting lonely because it was late at night. Several couples seemed to have looked elsewhere while we were still here.


    He saw my eyes that cast a glance at the park.


    "You want to move somewhere?" He asked.


    I''m confused about what to say. I still want to be with him, I still want this togetherness.


    "Sofia has a connection at a hotel. " why do you mention your wife''s name in front of me. didn''t you understand my feelings, it hurts. "I don''t want anyone to see us, let''s go over there, you have to go in first, I''ll catch up with you later. I usually enter through another door. Sofia taught me well."


    Why does it seem like you are so proud of your wife in front of me? How stupid again! I just kept quiet, as if I complied with Mario''s ridiculous request.


    He gets up from the park bench and takes my hand, but I don''t want to stand up. I''m still transfixed sitting in this chair.


    He sat back down, I looked up.


    "Do you want to stay here?" He asked softly. He squatted in front of me, put his hands on my thighs.


    I folded my lips, acting cute. "Why do you look nervous, what are you worried about, you have to tell me so I understand, Mario," I said then.


    Mario retracted his smile, he stood up a little, bringing his lips closer to my ear. "I don''t want anyone to see and recognize me here. I''ve been married, How could a husband be alone with a beautiful girl like you in public. "


    His words made me jolt. You are right! Ah, I''m so stupid. Even though he''s married, I still don''t want to let him go, even though he''s someone''s husband, I still want to be with him.


    Now it is my turn to stand up, he follows.


    "I''ll book my hotel room. Where we can spend time together, you have to promise me to tell me lots of things!" I asked with a cute face.


    He laughed at my behavior, he pinched my cheeks and we left the park. I took his hand, occasionally resting my head on his arm. Ah. I''m really happy tonight. I don''t think I want to go home. I want to spend time with my lover.


    I booked a hotel room in my name for the first time. Do you guys think I can act that naturally when booking a hotel room with a guy?


    Mario wears a hoodie and a mask on his face, he covers his face, while I ... ah, I''m so ashamed to giving my identity, I''m still 20 years old and I dare to spend the night in a hotel room with a man.


    I can''t imagine what''s in the hotel clerk''s head. They must be thinking weird things. But, we''ll only be chatting all night, that''s all! I want to describe all that to them. But, never mind .. in the end, I can only pretend to be calm even though my heart was restless.


    What makes me surprised was. I and Mario are not the only couple tonight. When I realized everything, my face flushed red, this was a love hotel and it was the weekend.


    I got the key to the room with a pounding chest. We both felt awkward walking down the hall. Whereas previously we were holding hands but after arriving at this hotel, the atmosphere was different.


    The aura of this hotel was so different, it gives me goosebumps and weirdness. I felt I had chosen the wrong hotel. I should have followed Mario''s recommendation. Besides, I have no experience with lodging.


    The rental house during my school days was also one of my mistakes. What a beautiful mistake.


    My hands felt shaking when I pressed the room code. My heartbeat was so strong, my chest seemed about to burst.


    Mario realized my nervousness. He took over the code of the door, he pressed calmly until the bedroom door could open. He invited me in. But. I was frozen in front of the door.


    "Why?" He asked seeing me was still petrified in front of the door.


    "Come on in, we can talk here in a safe and relaxed manner. Sorry if I seem to force you over here. You don''t need to be afraid. "He whispered a little.


    It seems like he can read my thoughts right now and it makes me shook my head stiffly. I am embarrassed by myself with lecherous thoughts in my mind.


    I followed his steps into the room with a feeling of uncertainty in my heart.


    "You sit down, I''ll order something for us to eat." He said approaching the telephone.


    I landed on the sofa with my back straight, clumsy, nervous, hot.


    What am I doing here, tonight, with him?


    He''s done with the food order on the phone. I can hear his footsteps approaching, close, the closer, and makes me more nervous.


    "Can I take off my clothes? "My eyes were rounded, I stuttered at his question just now.

 Chapter 8：As strong and deep as our kiss

    What are we going to do in this hotel room? The atmosphere was quiet, the light looks dim. Maybe this is why it was named a love hotel, it was perfect for couples to spend the night together.


    I can only sit tensely on the sofa with my hands sandwiched between my thighs, it feels like the room temperature was too cold to make me bite my lip, ah .. is this just my feeling.


    Mario stood up after hearing the sound of knocking on the door ahead as if the food order had arrived.


    As the sound of his approaching footsteps makes me feel the aura of this room was getting even stranger.


    He put the food box on the table, I could only pull a faint smile, Riska knows how to behave, weirds feel awkward like this.


    "I ordered pasta and a fresh drink, would you like to try it?" His voice sounded friendly.


    I lifted my chin slightly so I could see his face.


    I have no words. He was very handsome. He has already taken off his hoodie, he was wearing a black shirt with a screen print of the fashion brand that was popular for young people.


    I stare at his face He was very handsome. His eyes were shaped like crescent moons as he smiled and let laughed. The wrinkles at the edges of the sharp nose, the two fangs slightly pointed.


    Seeing my face then he chuckled, although only a small laugh but looks so cute, Yes .. his facial expression looks so beautiful right now. I didn''t see the anxiety and sadness on that face.


    "Mario .." I suddenly called his name.


    "Um .. "he didn''t answer with words, just cleared his throat and it made my heart tremble.


    His hands are busy unpacking the food box, reaching out to me who was sitting on the sofa while he sits on the carpet, he looks busy with his cheerful face. You''re making me feel even more embarrassed, handsome!


    "Want to try which pasta first?" he asked pointing to two boxes of pasta in front of us.


    I got off the sofa, sat on the carpet like her, I folded my legs and saw the pasta box on the table.


    Pasta with cheese sauce or with ketchup, I see the color difference.


    "Which one do you like?" I asked him back.


    "I like both of them. How about you?" Ah, wasn''t that a diplomatic answer? He deliberately didn''t want to choose first and asked me to choose first.


    I opened the first box, pasta with cheese sauce, took a spoon. "Then let''s try the tastes one by one so we know which one we prefer," I begged.


    He nodded with a smile on his lips.


    He kept both his hands, watching me who began to carefully scoop the paste, I felt that he continued to stare at my face. Even though I focus on looking at my spoon but the look in his eyes made me nervous.


    He turned slightly, pushed the table. so that he can sit facing me.


    I was surprised, saw the table pushed by him. He smiled at the expression on my face then opened his mouth.


    You''re making me even more confused Mario, he asked me to feed him.


    Geez! You''re acting so cute.


    I fed him the first spoon, waiting a few seconds for his response. "Is it good?" I asked impatiently.


    He nodded his head quickly, he was very cute in my eyes.


    Now he takes the spoon in my hand, takes over what I''ve been doing. He takes a spoon and feeds me, he says Ah, and asks me to open my mouth, just like he was.


    I hid my flushed face after receiving the bribe from his hand. Maybe I was so nervous that the food is still stuck to my lips.


    "Wait a minute .." he said, he raised his thumb and gently wiped the surface of my lips.


    My face was really on fire. I''m embarrassed.


    What has he done? He even licked the tip of his thumb.


    "CK, what are you doing?" I grumbled with a flushed face.


    I pulled his hand, I don''t like him doing that. Besides, I''m afraid he might even lick my lip stain.


    Both of my hands hold his arm muscles which look strong. Ah, he has muscles now, his body was growing well, he takes very good care of himself.


    I became fixated on the biceps peeking out from the sleeve of the black shirt he was wearing.


    "Why?" He asked in surprise, he saw where I put my eyes.


    His face was flushed, he covered his arm muscles with the hem of the short shirt he was wearing.


    "Tsk, I just studied at the gym .." he whispered in an embarrassed voice.


    "Ah, you''ve become a grown man huh. Now your muscles feel so strong." I said


    She lowered her head, "I have to be the man that suits you. Look, you''ve become a beautiful girl with long hair. You grew up so well. I couldn''t even recognize you. Until now I still can''t believe that in front of me was a teenage girl who has hair like this before!" He raised his hand, signaling the length of his shoulder-length hair. In the past, my hair was that long.


    "I bet you are one of the most popular girls on campus. " I shook my head, answered no to Mario''s opinion.


    "You''re wrong, I''m still the same. I''m still quiet and introverted. I can''t talk to many people, I also don''t have many friends on campus." I muttered, telling the truth.


    Mario stared at my face until I looked back at him until our eyes met each other for quite a long time.


    "Do you have a lover?" Mario''s question pissed me off.


    He saw my face changed and rounded his eyes.


    "If I have a lover why do I ask you to date? "I hissed irritably.


    "I thought you were kidding. You know I''m married and have a wife and even a baby. I think it''s just words that come out when you are upset and disappointed."


    I took a deep breath listening to his words. "Sometimes, the honesty comes out when we''re angry and upset."


    Mario nodded slightly. "Ah, how about that. We''ve only tried one, do you want to try the other one?" He asked as his hands took another box of pasta.


    I nodded my head. I have no interest in this paste. Our chat earlier made me feel sad again.


    "What is wrong?" He asked as he noticed the change in expression on my face.


    "I''m disappointed that you are married. But. I still like you." I whispered in a muffled voice.


    Ah, it feels so tight and painful. You are with me but you are not mine. You make me happy but I know we can''t be happy in this way.


    I bowed deeply, please don''t cry! Ah .. but my chest feels so heavy and suffocating.


    He raised his hand, watching my fallen hair so he could see my sad face.


    "Bey .." his voice was so low and shaking. I can''t turn around and show my face like this.


    He called my name once again and it made me even more unbearable! I cry, cry again.


    "Mario .." my voice caught in my throat, mentioning his name.


    "Bey, look at me! " He holds my face with his wide palms.


    He pulled me in his arms, hugged me tightly. I can hear the roar of his heavy and fast breathing.


    "Bey .." he hissed.


    Stop calling my name Mario. I wanted to say that but I didn''t. I put my arms around his waist, returned his hug.


    He''s looking for my face. Staring at this pitiful face.


    "I love you, Bey!" He whispered between his sizzling lips, there was a deep, heavy feeling from those lips. As strong and deep, as our kiss met.

 Chapter 9：this is the first time for me, for you, for us..

    In this room, I dissolve in the kiss of his lips that are wet and warm, the play of the tongue that fills my mouth cavity, makes my instincts rise, I slowly follow the game.


    Opening my lips a little, letting his tongue playing deepen and sweep away my heart swings. The longing that stifled the chest instantly melted away with this togetherness.


    The longing that shed my tears seemed to have paid off tonight.


    He let go of his lips for a while. His kiss stopped on my cheek, kissed my eyelids. my hug on both armpits tighter, reluctant to let go of being together tonight.


    I just realized that I was still wearing the clothes I''ve been wearing since morning. Surely he can smell my body. Realizing that makes me embarrassed.


    "Mario, I haven''t showered yet .." I whispered shyly.


    "Ah, you''re crap, you''re teasing me on purpose!" I softly in a voice that was not less spoiled.


    "I tell you the truth. I can never forget you. Only one woman in my heart, that is you." The answer made this feeling fly even higher.


    "Ah .." I hissed with a tone of annoyance mixed with pleasure.


    I leaned my head against her broad chest, she wrapped her arms around my back, hugging me very tightly.


    "I don''t want to force you, but. I don''t want to lose you." He whispered in a deep voice.


    I tilted my head, looked at her face that was right above my head, I drew a smile on my lips, nodded slightly with my eyes that could capture a happy hue, my face reflected In his dark black eyes.


    My little nod meant a lot to us.


    He didn''t wait any longer, refuting my rating with both hands. He landed a kiss so deep on my lips that made pushed my body, luckily the palm of his hand was supporting my back, so I didn''t feel the pain from hitting the edge of the table.


    I felt the passion that was so hot between the two of us, enjoying the play of his lips that devoured me with tenderness and lust.


    This time I didn''t want to be monotonous, I followed the game, tasted the sweet and soft lips, felt our swapping Saliva sips. I feel so warm that deepens into my chest.


    I like him so much, I like him for no reason. He, who met me that night, we who met because of the early morning sunshine. We have the destiny to be together, may I believe?


    His warm palms began to creep under the floral shirt that I was wearing. I can feel his soft touch, make my breath stop for a moment, make my chest suddenly rise.


    He withdrew his hand. Seeing my silent reaction, he saw me close my eyes and held my breath.


    Mario retracted his kiss, he put his head to my ear and whispered. His voice that sounded weak gave me goosebumps, it tickled, I felt something tickle my body and acting weird, soared.


    "Sorry if I crossed the line. You can say anything if you''re uncomfortable, I don''t want you to have to be with me." Not! You are wrong.


    I shook my head quickly, until my hair slapped his face, Not like that, my Mario.


    I don''t want to reply to his two words, I just want to show him my honest feelings. I know this is not good but I have grown up, I think tomorrow I will think of a way out after tonight.


    My hands lifted, grabbed the nape of his neck until he looked very surprised.


    My movements made his body push a little, I landed a kiss on his lips, rose on his thighs, I sat there, on top of him.


    He supported his hands at his sides so that our bodies would not fall. At first, the love hotel was the wrong choice. But not all mistakes are bitter!


    Finding my attack he raised a hand, stroked my long hair, he smiled a little, his face looked so happy.


    That smile should fade slowly, along with my kiss, this time I landed a hot kiss on his lips. The fourth time is not that it was better than the first.


    I hear his voice groaned When I kissed his lips and kissed along his firm jaw. He tilted his head, enjoying my attack.


    I know you are not mine alone, but. I''m sorry. Tell that to your wife.


    Something was growing down there, I felt a stabbing motion towards me. As a grown girl I understand that. And didn''t want to ignore it.


    He reached the nape of my neck, countering my attacks. His hands are massaging gently under my hair, making my body even more amused.


    I pulled up his black shirt, and his stomach muscles dazzled my eyes. His abs are seductive. You lie to me.


    I brought my head to his ear, whispered in a muffled voice. "You said you just joined the gym, but your abs are really good." My honest praise.


    She chuckled, moving her head so that mine collided with hers. "Stop teasing the man who was already into you!"


    He stared at my face for a while with such deep eyes. The massage on the nape of my neck was so soft and thrilling. "I always dream about you, about our night. I .. want to tell you honestly." He said.


    I made an impatient face. Honesty?


    "I''m already married but .. I''ve never had intercourse with any girl. So. if you want .."


    My face burned at his confession! You''re crazy saying honesty when we''re in this position! You make my feelings soar higher.


    "Me .. me too!" I replied with my face bowed over his body. I feel his junior''s movement and it keeps my face burning.


    He took a deep breath while tilting his head. Not just once, but several times.


    We were silent for a while in this strange position.


    "Bey .." she whispered. I did not dare to answer. "Once in this position, how can I step back?" He whispered in a trembling voice.


    This is my fault! I chose this love hotel! Your fault! Your fault! But I didn''t want to regret it.


    He straightened his back, so close to my chest that heaved and caught his breath.


    I could feel the warmth of his breath that hit the skin on my face. I love the warm breath that teases me.


    He looked at my face, then his hands began to slowly lift, he touched my shirt button, the top button.


    My heartbeat was getting stronger, my face was getting hotter. I bite my lip, there are a lot of feelings inside me right now and they all make me feel like I''m riding a roller coaster in the amusement parks.


    I instinctively traced his abdominal muscles that felt tight and seductive. It seems like he was enjoying the touch of my trembling fingers.


    He took off his black shirt and threw it on the floor.


    I waited with sparkling eyes until he was busy again with the buttons on my shirt.


    "This is the first thing I''ve always been waiting for .." he whispered making me impatient.


    Ah, I''m sorry I forgot everything, all I want to remember is this man.


    He drowned his head, kissed my neck, made me forget everything, and enjoyed the wet play on the tip of his tongue.


    Mario, this is the first time for me, for you, for us ... Maybe.

 Chapter 10：This is the day of first date,

    In my room with the scent of roses that I always love. I''ve changed the sheets and curtains of the room, the atmosphere of this room was back to life after being dim for a long time.


    Now my room color was brighter like my face. I pulled the curtains, fully opened the glass walls of my room, I watched the wide curtains of the large glass windows of my room.


    Today I let the morning sunshine through the room on the second floor of my parents'' house.


    Today .. our first date.


    I looked at myself in the mirror, I don''t know how many times. It''s hard to pick out the right clothes for the first date.


    I let out a heavy sigh. Changing the blouse again. I took the other hanger from the cupboard.


    Take a few pieces of clothes and pants, piled on the bed. I''ve been trying to seriously fit some of those clothes on my body, but it seems like nothing is interesting for me to wear.


    I froze for a moment with my body in the mirror. my mind returns to the hot night we spent together.


    That night, Mario and I failed to did it, we had to go home because of a phone call from my mother.


    Remembering that incident still makes my face hot. I feel so embarrassed.


    I shook my head, trying to forget the incident at the hotel that night, after that incident, we decided to meet again and called this is the first time for a date.


    This time, I have to prepare myself more fully. I''ve cleaned up properly and am now trying to find the best clothes.


    I took other clothes from the top of the bed which was full of clothes.


    Matching with my body facing the mirror.


    "Geez, so ugly," all the pieces of clothing made me unsatisfied. It feels hopeless. Was it this difficult to find the right clothes for a first planned date?


    I didn''t know how many clothes I threw. But nothing matches my eyes yet.


    Finally, I still wear my flagship style. Tight jeans, T-shirts, and sneakers, okay!


    I looked at the mirror once again. Frowning, still not satisfied. These are everyday clothes and on special occasions, I also have to wear these ordinary clothes.


    What was wrong, I was desperate.


    I lifted my head and was surprised to find a reflection other than myself in the mirror. Mama peeked from behind the bedroom door.


    "Mama, you surprised me, "I said surprised


    Mama shook her head. Her face was teasing me. Mom''s lips made me smile shyly.


    "Do you need help, come here Mama help you to choose," said my woman, taking a piece of blouse on the bed.


    Mama cleverly tidied the clothes that were scattered in my room. She took a piece of off-shoulder blouse not far from my sitting position.


    "This outfit is nice, it matches the jeans you are wearing." Mama handed me the blouse and looked alternately between the top and the jeans I was wearing.


    I frowned. Noticed the pink blouse in mama''s hand. At first, I was a little hesitant about Mom''s choice. But slowly my finger seemed to comply. I touched the tip of the blouse and smiled back at Mama''s sweet smile, it''s just that.


    "ah crop top model, I''m afraid to show my stomach," I muttered frowning but I still tried it first, and showed.


    Mama smiled.


    "wahhh .." Mama looks amazed by the combination of choices.


    I dress in the mirror. Wow .. super Kawai! This outfit was simple but looks cute overload, crop top blouse with off shoulder combined with light blue jean.


    I hugged mom. Mama''s choice was the best and I love it. This waist pink blouse fits perfectly. I grabbed a round sling bag made of my favorite rattan, getting ready to enjoy the day.


    "Mama. I will go," I said goodbye, leaving a warm kiss on Mama''s cheek.


    "Be careful, dear" said my mother in return my greetings. We throw warm smiles with cheerful faces.


    ****


    Point of view, Mama.


    Mama was standing at the window side of Bey''s room, she was waiting for her child to come out of the house and she sees from up here. The transparent glass wall allows mama''s eyes to look straight at the street, she can see her daughter who has come out of the house gate.


    Bey jogged. The sound of her shoes farther away down the stairs. Mama smiled from her daughter''s room that smelled of roses. It was clear from the window glass of this room that the two beautiful eyes saw light steps and Bey''s bright face.


    This fast the baby girl grew up. This little girl in house jewelry was getting growth. She didn''t feel that her eyes tears dripping.


    Bey, I always pray for you dear, I just want you to be always happy. Always smiling and laughing, like this time.


    It had been quite a while since this house had lost Bey''s smile, the warm voice, and the spoiled whimper.


    Mama doesn''t know what the problem was with her daughter, After coming home from the rental house for schoolwork during high school, her daughter changed a lot. Bey becomes a gloomy girl and often shuts herself in the room. Makes her mother anxious.


    "Grow up well, my child. Even though you still can''t share stories but mama will always be there for you .." she whispered, wiping away the tears.


    The sound of the door opening startled Mama. She was in a hurry to hide her tears. A man approached mama. He was standing next to mama. His hand tapped his wife''s shoulder, he was Bey''s father, parents who have always loved their daughter.


    "Why are you sad when your daughter is happy?" He asked with a smile on his lips.


    His hand waved, returning the wave of Bey''s hand that disappeared around the corner


    "She''s always been happy to walk and enjoy the morning sun."


    Mama turned and looked at the face of the man who was hugging her shoulders.


    They smile warmly at each other.


    Mama returned her husband''s hug. Receiving a gentle caress on her head.


    "You''re always touching my head like this. You''re always stroking my hair warmly like this .." whispered mama.


    Bey''s father smiled. "I like you who are comfortable with my touch. I hope Bey also meets a man who will love and comfort her for the rest of her life."


    Mama nodded in agreement with what Bey''s father said.


    The baby girl has continued to grow. Her small face has now become an adult with a very beautiful and soft face. But her innocence was still the same.


    "I realize the process of maturity. I''m still waiting for her to tell me everything she feels. I hope that she always meets good people and makes her life happy. Mama and papa can only pray .. "

 Chapter 11：Do you want a baby

    I tilted my head. Chasing sunshine with my arms, warm. I closed my eyes.


    The sound of passing vehicles is like music to the ears. I stretch my hands apart, enjoy the sunshine. The breeze plays with my hair


    Someone touched my fingertips. Suddenly I turned around. Open my eyes slowly. I smile for sure. As sure as I know you. Even with that mask and hoodie.


    His eyes lit up with the corners of his eyes drawn. Imagine the smile behind the cloth mask. Even though you cover almost all of your face. I can still find the look on your face that means for my life.


    His hands combed my front hair which was blown by the wind. While the other arm grabbed my palm. Grasping gently and warmly.


    I followed his steps across the street. This time we walked casually different from before.


    I can adjust the pace with him. There are no words between us.


    We just stay in the footsteps together. Our hands, which are holding hands, occasionally swing according to the tone of the footsteps.


    We entered a cafe with a small garden in it. Mario took a seat. He chose a quiet place, like yesterday.


    His eyes glanced around and slowly took off the mask. His smile immediately expanded. So that the rows of teeth are visible. I frowned. Didn''t understand with his smile.


    What the heck Mario, that smiled has too much sugar, too sweet for me.


    "Sorry, I choose here," I nodded quickly. His eyes stared at my face for a moment, making me uncomfortable.


    "Today you are beautiful .." he praised with a sweet smile "As usual .." he continued, continuing to show off his cheerful face.


    I cover my face with my palms. The air was hot here. My face must be flushed like boiled shrimp at this time. He praised me too much


    We enjoyed the food. While sharing a little chatting. Mario laughed occasionally, his face very bright, it was clear that face was feeling happy. It''s the same thing with me.


    I can feel happiness there, Me too!


    Training...


    Mario read the text on his cellphone. The expression on his face changed instantly. I stopped feeding and stole a look at his cellphone screen.


    ~Mario, are you still out long? I have an urgent event. How about baby Dave, I need someone to look after him. You know I only have you to rely on. ~


    A short message from the contact name SOFIA in Mario''s mobile inbox.


    I can read it clearly, he has no intention of hiding the message.


    Mario finished his food faster. His hand held my chin briefly. He put on his mask and hoodie. The man looks in a hurry, will he leave me alone here?


    "I let you down once again. I have to go, I''m so sorry, "he got up from the chair and was about to leave me.


    I know Sofia was your wife.


    Seriously. I pulled the hem of his sweater forcing his steps to stop. He looked at my face flat.


    ****


    Didn''t know how the story goes.


    By this time, I was sitting in Mario''s car. He''s driving his car pretty fast. Now he increased the speed, it seemed like he was in a hurry to get home.


    Then what am I going to do now? Meeting my lover''s family? Getting acquainted with his wife and child?


    Where are we going? I have no idea. I just don''t want to part with him yet. Until finally he asked me to follow his business.


    As the speed of the car racing with the speed of my heart.


    My palms are sweaty, I''m so nervous and scared.


    He looked at my tense face then led me to follow his steps.


    We entered the lobby of an apartment building.


    We got into the elevator. I followed Mario at a slow pace while Mario accelerated his pace.


    He was clearly in a hurry. Arriving at a door, Mario immediately opened the door quickly.


    He even left me. While I was still standing outside, Mario had disappeared behind the door.


    He liked his house so much that he forgot where I was. I am disappointed.


    I don''t know what face I showed until someone emerges between us. She adjusted her heels in a hurry.


    Sofia! my eyes widened. How many more times are you gonna shock me, Mario.


    "Come on in, not outside, someone else will follow and report!" Sofia pushed me slowly. I just followed, feeling awkwardly entering their house. Home of my lover and his wife.


    Ah, I''m going crazy! The first date that drove me crazy!


    "Mario, I left my baby with you. You guys take it easy, your secrets are safe in my hands!" said Sofia, smiling at me. Her hand drew the line of her lips as if they were locking her mouth.


    She glanced at me then teased Mario with her eyebrows that rose and fell.


    "I know your type, great!" Praise Sofia, raising two thumbs. "Nice to meet you, but I''m in a hurry," I hesitantly tried to return Sofia''s friendly face.


    Why can she be friendly and accept my presence?


    Wasn''t Mario her husband?


    I am dizzy!


    The woman raised her thumb and closed the door while I was still petrified.


    I stood in front of the door which had just closed. My eyes stole glances around the room.


    There are lots of photos in this room.


    My eyes stare at the wedding photos on the table. I approached, took the photo figure. My eyes heated up realizing that the couple who was blessed, was Mario. Mario and Sofia.


    I hold back my tears. What''s the matter? why Mario married Sofia.


    And why was Sofia so relaxed seeing me come with Mario.


    Aren''t they husband and wife? And what does Sofia mean about Mario''s secret?


    I haven''t noticed Mario standing behind me. Until I heard the sound of a baby whining.


    I immediately turned and found the man painstakingly calmed the whining baby in his arms.


    Mario swung his body slowly. The baby felt very comfortable in Mario''s arms.


    With his handsome face and the warm eyes Mario, he was very suitable to be a future father. He''s a material husband, but ¡­


    Mario looked at my face. He showed the face of the baby. And the baby fascinates me.


    "oh my god, you''re so cute" I touched the baby''s cheek in Mario''s arms on reflex.


    Ah, this baby boy was so handsome, his face was a Caucasian crossbreed. H was a son. They don''t look alike at all.


    How could this baby Caucasian son of Mario? Where did these colored eyeballs come from?


    Mario smiled at my behavior, especially my gawking face, he must be laughing at me. Baby Sofia doesn''t look like him.


    Mario saw my behavior and smiled. But I frown. I''m upset and jealous you know, you should apologize to me not smile like that. I was upset!


    "Isn''t baby Dave very handsome?" He asked.


    I nodded in agreement. "Yes, this baby is very handsome and adorable. But .. he doesn''t look like his father."


    Mario rounded his eyes, it seems he didn''t accept what I said just now.


    "I took care of him since he was a baby, he is handsome because I am his father," Mario replied with a sulky face.


    I was speechless, I thought he was serious about what he said.


    "But I''m sure, if you and I had a baby, he would be as handsome or beautiful as baby Dave."


    Tsk! I chuckled irritably and pinched his arm anxiously.


    "Au!" He screamed grimace then landed a kiss on my head.


    "You are mean!" I hissed.


    "Do you want a baby? "He''s teasing me! Help me!

 Chapter 12：Ah, Im crazy!

    This atmosphere makes me can''t help but ask, I want to know more about you.


    I can no longer hide my curiosity. What''s the matter?


    all this makes up a lot of puzzles.


    Makes a lot of questions that are difficult to understand. What kind of relationship between the two of them and this relaxed was it meant by marriage. This is so absurd.


    "Hello, my name is Dave, whose aunt''s name is? "I patted Mario''s shoulder exasperatedly. His voice mimicking children''s voices invites bitter laughter on my lips.


    "What did you say, auntie!" I said with a sullen face. Mario nodded innocently


    "I''m a year old and this is my dad." Mario pointed at himself with Dave''s finger, the baby was sleeping in Mario''s arms.


    I stopped my laughter, instantly. It''s not funny for a girl who waits for so long for her boyfriend that he comes and shows off his warm family, Mario! don''t joke anymore.


    I glanced at Mario''s face with annoyance then lay down on the sofa. Mario followed me to sit on the sofa. Before that, he put Dave in the room. The baby was fast asleep.


    "I married Sofia two years ago"


    Mario sighed as if he had prepared a lot of energy to start his story. I''m listening seriously


    I''m looking forward to you telling the story of your life that was like a mystery.


    "I have to marry Sofia, she is very nice to me" I confirmed my seat and continued to put on a serious face listening to Mario''s story.


    His face was lowered, there was a heavyweight that I could see on his chest.


    "We decided to get married, I could never go to school and live without Sofia," Mario continued with a lowered voice, he looked depressed. Ah, sad face. I don''t like Mario''s sad face.


    Mario''s eyes wandered blankly


    "Her family picked me up from the street"


    I''m stunned. How could a man as handsome as Mario be dumped on the streets? This didn''t enter my mind but I continued to listen without interrupting Mario''s sentence.


    "I spent the day standing behind Sofia, she always defended me against her father,"


    He told me how Sofia''s family was, how he was in that family. How Sofia''s father treated him like trash.


    Sofia''s father was very strict. I listened to Mario''s story. Her eyes filled with tears every time he mentioned the name of the great master.


    Sofia''s father never played with threats. The man named Widjaya was very cruel and sadistic.


    He was an entrepreneur who uses all means to become a successful and great person.


    Several times I stuttered and was shocked by Mario''s story. Is there such a cruel person in this world? The man was not only mean to Mario, but also to his daughter, Sofia.


    I couldn''t possibly be able to live a life like him. My father never spoke harshly, let alone angry and threatening. I can''t imagine my position as Mario.


    He was picked up from the street. Feeling living in the palace but in slavery to the king. That''s my term for the story I just heard


    "like Sofia''s kind to me, I must repay her kindness"


    Mario took a deep breath, leaning his back


    His voice got lower and lower. Mario shrugged his shoulders, lazy to continue his story.


    "why not try to be honest with Sofia''s father, that you are not a lover or the man who impregnated her daughter .." in a voice as soft as possible I tried to give an opinion.


    I''m afraid of the wrong word. I like this man too much. I don''t want him to get hurt more. I am very afraid that my words will hurt her feelings. Mario stared at me for a few seconds.


    "Maybe I and Sofia will die "


    I''m at a loss for words. My head was suddenly empty.


    Until Mario''s hand lifted my chin, his touch made me awake. He brought his head closer. Cut the distance between our faces. His finger is still perched on the tip of my chin, touching warm. I saw his lips slightly parted.


    His left hand slowly rubbed my head. I feel his warm palm running down my long hair.


    I raised both hands and leaned on Mario''s shoulders. His hands rested on top of my head, felt heavy, and slightly pressed my head. His face looks exasperated, in silence we just stare at each other for a long time.


    The sound of our hearts beating fast.


    His sad face started to fade, His gaze on mine was warm.


    I closed my eyes and enjoyed the silence. I enjoy being together in our silence. Just sitting next to you makes me feel happy and calm.


    Slowly I opened my eyes. Turned towards my beloved man. Raised my head from his shoulder.


    I looked at him close and deep. Again and again, I could see the shape of the corners of his eyes.


    The tip of his sharp, perfect-looking nose, his seductive lips. I''ve always liked you!


    Mario smiled, he bit his lip, His face was so adorable. His right hand gently stroked my hair. Occasionally he smoothed my hair that fell on my face.


    Your little treatment makes me feel very happy.


    I''m too happy.


    The fact that he and Sofia were never in a relationship was a huge relief to me. Now his palm gently stroked my cheek, rubbing gently there.


    The warmth of his hand was getting hotter. Spread throughout my body. Makes things seem like they''re going out of control.


    We can''t just stare at each other for a long time like this. This turmoil in the chest has been buried for so long, plus the longing that has accumulated, and last night''s failure.


    Ah, I''m crazy!


    Mario buried his head on my shoulder. The comfortable leaning there made my heart beat fast.


    I have swept away in a feeling that swayed my heart without resting, He could hear it.


    Be beside him. Feeling his existence with me. Even though I was quietly among the ticking clocks on the wall, I enjoyed it.


    We enjoy it.


    Especially with a sweet kiss between our thirsty lips.


    Mario lifted his head slowly, his eyes different now. My heart continued to beat making a warm feeling.


    With great feeling, Mario grabbed my lips. Slow and rhythmic mashing.


    This time I was able to respond quickly and experienced. I put my arms around his neck. He gently stroked the skin of my neck to my open shoulders.


    The roar of his breath grew faster and felt warm on the side of my ear. Make latent desire peaked. Mario kissed every inch of my exposed skin. Now, his palms began to move in a circle to my waist.


    Are you serious about the baby you spoke to before?

 Chapter 13：Theyre making love while the three girls here are single their whole lives!

    Ah, because the blouse I wear was short, crop top style, clearly exposing the skin of my stomach, as I lay down on the sofa.


    His palms quickly covered the skin of my exposed stomach. Warm and warmer. Mario''s wide palm embraces around the waist until my stomach heats up, I got goosebumps and amused felt his touch.


    At this rate, I can''t promise that everything''s under control. I like Mario too much.


    You ensnared me with your charm. I don''t want to take off your kiss and your touch on my body.


    "Mario .." I muttered with sparkling eyes.


    "Bey .." he replied, calling my name in his deep voice.


    The brief meeting means so much in my life.


    "I love you .." he whispered.


    I nodded shyly. "I love you, too.."


    He buried his head once again, I dissolved in his kiss on the skin of my sensitive stomach, drowning.


    ****


    In front of a building, neither luxurious nor simple. This building has a classic style, it was just that it lacks maintenance, the paint was faded. The high fence was black with some rust


    The day we start feeling weird inside.


    Today''s weather feels warm against my white shirt. I enjoy the sun which also warms my feelings this morning.


    This was the first day I live outside the house, in a rental house, it feels great.


    Leaving my parents who always pamper and prepare for my needs. I do want to try living outside the house without my parents even if it was only for a while.


    I think the people who live outside the house are more independent and mature, which makes me jealous.


    I''m not alone in the rental house, Dina and Willa are my best friends. We''ll stay here, for an out-of-school practical assignment.


    For a long time, I stared at the building whose paint had faded.


    We will sleep three of us, do whatever we like, We will spend time together from morning to morning again.


    Rental house (male and female)


    "So we''re going to live here?" I asked with a face still in disbelief.


    Dina pulled my backpack using strength. Pulled forcing my body to step into the fence of this rental house.


    We started down the hall, which was a little dark. The lights were dim. Where on the left and right are lined up rooms with doors that have been arranged according to their number.


    "Until when are you staring at this rental house, we have to go to our room and get ready for tomorrow''s assignment!" Exclaimed Willa.


    I followed Willa and Dina''s steps, who had already stepped inside.


    There are lots of rooms here. And the room with the wooden hanger next to it stolen my attention. I was silent for a moment at the door.


    "Bey, come on! "Willa shouted.


    I continued walking, following Willa and Dina, they were standing in front of the door right next to the room that had the wooden hanger.


    I landed on the side of the bed of my choice after we finished tidying up this room together.


    It feels like being away from home, makes my chest flutter, whispers in my heart happy.


    "Ah, what a relief to lie down after a long day of cleaning this room!" Dina''s voice interrupted my daydreams.


    "Eh, how about we deliver food? Pizza, do you want pizza?" Willa offered an idea that made everyone nodded.


    "Yes, I''m also hungry .." I replied holding my stomach.


    "Ah, if we have a boyfriend, then he comes here, knocks on the door, brings me food .. ah that''s so romantic .. "Dina starts to fantasize.


    "Wow, he brought food and a bunch of roses, then he sits on the edge of your bed. Watching movies together all night long until you fall asleep on his shoulders. "Willa joined in fantasizing.


    "Ah must be beautiful .." Dina whispered with sparkling eyes.


    "Unfortunately, only a dream!" Willa chuckled at the end of her sentence, I laughed too.


    "Bey, as one of the popular girls, you should have a boyfriend!" Dina glanced at me with a sullen face. "If you have a boyfriend, at least one of us has something to be proud of!" She continued making me confused.


    "Don''t be too fond of fantasizing, asking Bey to date is like growing rice in the Sahara desert!" Willa replied while pressing his cellphone screen.


    "Ah Bey, you should have given your face to me, so tonight we don''t need food delivery." Dina hissed. I just shook my head.


    Ahhh.


    Ugh ¡­


    Honestly...


    A voice rang in our ears. A hissing voice, a Murmered voice, Whispered voice. The sound of Lips that met .. Hot kissing.


    A strange sound that made goosebumps.


    A woman''s voice sounded vague in my ears. Like faint, I turned to my two friends.


    Can they also hear that strange voice just like me? seeing the strange expressions on their faces, convinced me that it wasn''t just my ears that caught the sighing sound.


    Willa''s face suddenly changed, She confirmed her hearing once again. Her index finger pressed to his lips beckoned us to be quiet.


    I frowned. Do not understand the change in the serious expressions on Willa and Dina''s faces.


    "why?" whispered Dina


    Willa brought her head closer, In the lowest possible voice, she whispered.


    "Do you hear?"


    We put our ears in one more time with careful faces and ... it sounded just like that strange hissing sound. It was a woman''s voice, and ¡­


    Her voice made my feelings burst into flames!


    "Ahh.." groaning in the fire.


    My eyes are bulging. Geez, that voice was so clear!


    stifled sound and faltering breath. Dina and Willa put their ears to the wall. Confirming each other''s hearing once again.


    OH MY GOD !!


    I covered my mouth with both hands.


    " Aaah... "


    Geez. I covered my ears! could not bear to hear the sigh behind the wall, whose tones rose and fell rhythmically.


    It''s our first day in the rental room and what are our neighbors doing ?! Geez, I have no more words.


    Meanwhile, Willa and Dina tried to hold back their laughter.


    It was a couple''s voice from the next room!


    They''re making love while the three girls here are single their whole lives!

 Chapter 14：We met even when you couldnt pronounce my name properly

    "I want to see the face of that perverted couple tomorrow! "hissed Willa with an annoyed face.


    "Yeah, I''m also curious. Hahaaa ..." Dina chuckled, Willa shut Dina''s mouth. Forcing the girl to stop her sullen laugh. She screeched asking to be quiet. Don''t let the person next door get suspicious!


    "Oops ... sorry .." whispered Dina with a sneering face.


    Willa turned towards me.


    "How about you, Bey?" Willa asked my opinion. From her gazed, forcing myself to agree to their plan.


    I shook my head between unwillingness and disinterest in the purpose of the plan.


    "Fine if you''re not interested. But I and Dina will find out what kind of neighbor our room. I''ll be very careful with that perverted face!" Cynical Willa.


    Something happened on the first day in the rental room. I shook my head, do those who live far from home usually have sex like our neighbors?


    The thought of it makes my face hot.


    I read the book on the study table, but my mind was wandering everywhere. "Does every relationship, couple, always did that?


    I can not imagine.


    *** ***


    Our second day here.


    Still under the same sky. Today the weather was very sunny. Under a bright blue sky.


    I looked up, looked up at the sky, my hands covered my forehead, dispelled the bias of the glare that hit my eyes.


    Willa and Dina left my relaxed steps, They walked a little faster and I still wanted to enjoy the warmth of the sun.


    Suddenly someone''s face shocked my steps, Made my eyes slowly rise, Trying to find out who was blocking my steps.


    He looked at me with our close distance.


    A man. One who has a face like a sun, dazzling my eyes.


    "Eeh" reflex I stopped my steps, otherwise I will hit him.


    The shadow of his face fell right over mine, helping to block the glare of the sun, so I could see his face.


    I was stunned for a moment and that face was gone.


    I turned around. Trying to catch his figure once again, only his back and figure were visible from behind.


    His tall body, his right hand were tucked into the pocket of his black jeans.


    To my eyes, he looks cool!


    Heyy !!" Dina hit my shoulder. Blowing my gaze at the figure who was no longer visible.


    "I''ve topped up my credit, let''s go home!" Dina took a quick step, making me lag again.


    Making the two friends of mine turned around and put on an astonished expression, they realized my stopping steps.


    "Bey, why are you stunned?" I shook my head and smiled in response to the astonished faces of my two best friends.


    Running small toward them.


    Dina pinched my cheek with exasperation.


    "You''re weird!" She hissed with a funny face.


    I embraced two of my friends, stepped foot, following the direction of ''he'' who disappeared around the corner.


    I''m always happy with my two best friends, Even our friendship makes me forget my loneliness, as an only child, as a single.


    Single?


    That man earlier stole my eyes. I could not stop to keep staring at him even though his back seemed to be getting farther away, he .. pulled my heart.


    This rental house was weird!


    All the time I thought about him.


    I''m not focused on schoolwork.


    I keep remembering his face.


    Dina and Willa''s noisy voices behind my back made me wake up from my reverie. I turned my head and smiled.


    It''s good that there are these two people, or my fieldwork will be tedious.


    Because of you two, I never thought of having other friends, even a Boyfriend?


    Ah, his face came back into my head.


    Why did I keep thinking about that guy? This whole day. I looked like I was crazy.


    His handsome and soft face, pink lips, and chewy look. His shoulders are wide, his body is tall, he was very attractive!


    I''m still imagining him.


    A tall male figure walked through our door. Walk in a relaxed and ignorant manner.


    "Shh!" Dina gave the code to Willa, "Is he in the next room?" Whispered Dina with a suspicious face.


    "Well, we have to make sure. Let''s take a peek outside, was it he who was perverted last night?" Invite Willa to be no less suspicious.


    Realizing the strange behavior of my two friends, I became curious too.


    The two of them sneaked to the front of the door, I followed behind without them noticing.


    They peeked through the gap in the door, I knit my eyebrows, also peeked from the mecca of our door.


    the man took out a key from his rear bag and prepared to turn the door handle.


    I reflexively stood holding the door and staring at the figure in front.


    My eyes continued staring at him, Dina pulled my hand, her head moved as if telling me hiding but I didn''t care, I instead decided to go out from behind the door, where we were peeking.


    Willa was very shocked by my courage stared at the man openly.


    Deg ... Deg ...


    My chest was pounding.


    Was he the man who made love last night? Are you!


    "Bey .." I heard Willa and Dina whispering my name, but I didn''t want to care.


    I was curious when I saw his figure, he was very familiar in my memory but I can''t remember clearly, why did I feel familiar with him?


    Meanwhile, the man was indifferent, I entered the room and left the door half-open.


    I walked down the hall that gave some space between our rooms. Until now I was right in front of his room.


    My slow steps still got the astonished look of my two best friends back there.


    Now I can saw the room and begin to examine the contents in the room.


    This was yesterday''s room.


    This room .. Clothes and books scattered, snack packs and empty mineral bottles everywhere, lying on the dirty floor. I also saw women''s clothes hanging inside


    Willa and Dina fell silent behind me.


    "Bey. Do you know him?" Willa asked doubtfully.


    The question and Willa''s hand that touched my shoulder made me realize.


    "E, eh" my mouth gasped


    Dina and Willa were still staring in surprise and I was confused.


    What am I doing here ?! I was hypnotized by his figure. With that man, I felt like I had known him so closely.


    Something strange I feel. There was a feeling that suddenly feels different. Although I''m a little disappointed to realize this was the couple''s room last night, who making love with the heat.


    Willa and Dina led me back to the room.


    "Bey. Are you all right?" Willa said with a worried face


    I turned once again towards the room before following the guidance of my two friends.


    Something vibrates in my heart.


    I don''t know what.


    ****


    If I tell you, now and before, it won''t be our first time meeting. If I said, We met even when you couldn''t pronounce my name properly.


    Can you remember me?

 Chapter 15：The second male lead

    A handsome man, from a wealthy family, the second male character named Reo Arthadiningrat, has a younger sister named Ailee Arthadiningrat.


    From REO''s point of view


    In a cafe that was still very new. The air comfortable and the air was fresh because there are many plants in the ornamental garden. After all, it was still a new building so it was not crowded with visitors.


    Reo and Ailee just finished their part-time job.


    Ailee has just finished several photo sessions, accompanied by the permanent manager, her brother, Reo.


    Meanwhile, Ailee changed clothes and fixed her makeup. Reo faithfully waited behind the wall, before the bathroom door to the women''s room


    "Ailee don''t be too long! "He shouted from behind the wall, leaning a shoulder against the wall. Hia younger sister has spent almost half an hour in the changing room of this cafe.


    Today as usual, in between busyness, Reo took Ailee to a photoshoot.


    This cafe belongs to one of Reo''s best friends. It just so happened that the owner liked Ailee personally and asked her to become the brand ambassador for this new cafe.


    ***


    I never thought that my little sister had now become a beautiful teenager, even now she became a popular, beautiful angel (I can''t believe it).


    Yes, maybe Ailee has charm and a pretty face, but in my heart, there was another woman who has stolen my eyes recently.


    I also have other angels, besides my sister and mother hehe...


    Can you guess who? sometimes I still can''t believe it with a flutter in my chest when I saw her.


    Hey c''mon Reo, you''re not in middle school anymore. Was it because the effect too long to be single? can be


    "Reo.. you''re still there right!" Ailee shouted from inside there.


    My lips smiled, heard my little sister''s whining tone. She always makes such a spoiled tone with me, that why whenever she was the object of my fun


    Her face was very easy to frown on, she was such a cry baby when she cried, her tears hard to stop, Ailee makes me happy made fun of her.


    But now I''m not interested in playing with my little sister. I''m attracted to other girls. Right now I just want Bey! This is driving me crazy.


    I can laugh to myself every time I said her name, Imagining her quiet figure, her face that blushes easily, Everything about her made my heart flutter, and wanted to hold her hand tightly.


    I returned to our table, Where things were still piling up on the table, while Ailee was still changing.


    I don''t know how much longer it takes her to put on makeup! I''m already annoyed waiting. I''ll beat her head when she''s done!


    I looked around, Sweeping the cafe room with a modern nuance, typical of young people. This place is comfortable, my mind nodded until my gaze stopped at one point.


    My eyes were staring at the corner of the room in silence, my forehead creased confirming my sight once again!


    The figure of the woman I started getting to know lately, Yes .. she was the girl who stole my feelings!


    "Bey .." I muttered softly


    Yes, I saw her.


    She was not alone. She smiled sweetly with a spoon in her hand.


    Now and then she covered her mouth with her hand, I thought their conversation was so exciting, that Bey laughed sweetly.


    I made my vision clear, she was not alone there. There was a man with her, enjoying the warm atmosphere that made Bey''s face that bright, opposite mine!


    Bey and a man.


    "That face is unfamiliar, he is not a student of our campus." I watched the man''s face carefully.


    A handsome man, well... I admit he was a little attractive. Maybe a level or half above me.


    Shit! I shrugged in disbelief with their warm chatter and cheerful faces.


    Making my eyes hurt, I saw them staring at each other, touching. A deep look and a meaningful smile.


    Ah, why their aura so different from my table? they look warm and I''m cold.


    "Aish ..."


    I looked away. What was that just now, so that innocent girl, she has a boyfriend? I''m banging my head.


    Duh! I hold my chest, it feels like something was throbbing in here.


    It hurts, makes me feel restless and upset, my spirit was gone.


    "Hay!" Ailee surprised me but I was ignorant.


    The surprise didn''t even change the flat expression on my disappointed face.


    Ailee clearly frowns not understanding my drastic change in mood


    I lay my back limp. Lazily leaning back on the chair. Once again I stole the glanced to the corner of the room, Ailee followed my gaze.


    I glanced at Ailee''s rounded eyes. Her mouth opening and her hands covered her mouths.


    She was shocked with an astonished face!


    I frowned, Is that surprising that she saw Bey has a boyfriend! That expression was too much Ailee!


    "Omg, Reo!" Ailee exclaimed, jumping happily


    What was this acting? Ailee''s two hands held mine, her face was still shocked, Ailee forgot her balance wearing high heels, she almost fell.


    Her behavior made my irritated heart even more irritated. Why does my little sister looked happy rather than surprised?


    "What the hell!" I exclaimed irritably, brushed her hand grip on my arm.


    "Reo, that, he .. "Ailee stammered. Her eyes didn''t switch for a second. Now her index finger pointed at there, several times. Forcing my eyes following the amazement of her eyes.


    I tidy up the table quickly, packed it all up, I just want to hurry home for now.


    "Geez, I met Mario here!" Ailee muttered in disbelief.


    My annoyed face sagged. My eyebrows twitched a little, Mario? Who was he? Is he someone my family knows?


    "Mario?" I investigated, careful not to let Ailee find my jealous face.


    "Yes, he''s the son of a Z promoter" she exclaimed stifling her voice and expression of amazement. I''m sure Ailee can scream if she can''t control her voice.


    "He had worked with our company. In the past, he was still super cute and now super awesome!" Come on, Ailee, your compliment was too much, right?


    You didn''t see that your brother''s face was disappointed.


    "You don''t know. His father is famous, very talented, and has cool hands," Ailee explained without being asked.


    "I don''t know, I only know the one next to him!" I said in a harsh tone


    I pulled everything off the table and left Ailee behind.


    I turn around briefly, saw Ailee''s shocked face.


    This time she frowned. After waking up to our increasingly distant positions, she jogged following my steps


    "Is that Bey?" Asked Ailee with a surprised face. I shrugged lazily, where have you been!


    "Do they have a project together?" Ailee''s sentence was just an opinion, she tries to believe but I''m not sure.


    Bey and the man looked close and very intimate.


    Maybe Ailee''s words were trying to improve my bad mood. Again, I just shrugged.


    What projects and jobs involve patting and sweetly smiled? my mind made me laugh, Laughing at myself, stupid!


    while on campus I had never seen her as bright and beautiful as before, then the man in front of her. They stared at each other, smiled at each other, laughed out loud and the guy was even quite handsome!


    "Mario was married," said Ailee later.


    Deg!


    I stop my steps suddenly, so Ailee bumps into my back.


    "why the hell!" Ailee grumbled with a frown on her face.


    She held the tip of her nose which was flushed.


    I turned around, Looking for that corner again, although I didn''t see them in my sight I could hear Bey and Mario''s crispy laughter.


    Mario. We''ll see who will gain a victory!

 Chapter 16：I surrender, I enjoy, I will not regret it if I do it with you. (17+)

    I stretched out under his body, the soft fragrance of perfume carried me away in the warm embrace of his palms.


    We enjoy soft kisses until a little harsh and powerful, enjoying the lips clenching and making noises.


    He moves on top of my sensitive body, his hands are massaging my stomach in a circular direction, making my two legs do not stop moving, you make me amused.


    Experiencing kisses, the touch of your palms and hugs, makes me forget myself.


    It''s getting longer, it''s getting deeper. We''ve become adults.


    "Am I allowed to do it? "He asked with a flushed face.


    His soft voice whispered against my face.


    I''m confused about whether to nod or shake my head, I''m embarrassed.


    Not hearing my answer made him want to get up from above me.


    Not! My arms wrapped around his neck. I drew a smile with a face full of hope.


    I can''t answer your question, but do you understand the meaning of my gaze?


    He smiled, one his hand held back by holding on to the back of the sofa, another hand raised, his index finger touched my face.


    A soft touch, from the tip of my forehead, down the curve of my nose, gently stroking the surface of my lips, to the tip of my chin, rubbering, making my breath gasping.


    My breasts rose, enjoying the touch of his fingertips. I bit my lip.


    He doesn''t let my lips hurt, he puts his index finger in my mouth, asking me to bite his fingertips. Are you serious? The look in his eyes meant that.


    No, I will not bite the finger of a man who makes me float with just his meaningful eyes.


    I kissed, licked that finger, brought his breath up and down over my body.


    She whispered in a deep voice, calling my name many times. "Bey... I miss you so much, I can''t forget you from the first day. We met, the first day I kissed you."


    I feel the same thing too. All about you, I don''t want to forget it.


    He lowered his head, before both his hands tugged at the hem of my blouse, taking off my clothes.


    Half naked in front of a man for the first time, I spontaneously covered my breast with my arms crossed, making him laugh with a flushed face. I feel my face burning hot.


    I''m wearing a pink lacy bra today. I can''t hide my nervousness in front of him.


    He raised his head, just above mine. Landed a little kiss on the tip of my nose. "You''re very beautiful .." he praised.


    You always said that I''m beautiful! You made my heart melt and helpless.


    Slowly, I removed my hands from my breasts, raised both my hands to his jaw, he is also very handsome! So handsome! A face that makes me blind, makes me unable to see another man''s face.


    A face that drives me crazy, and I love it!


    I lifted my head slightly, grabbed his lips, landed our kiss so hot and deep, swallowed the swapping Saliva, enjoyed the racing heartbeat, mingled with nervousness.


    He moved his body, paused our kiss for a moment because his shirt had come off. I can see how tight his muscles are. His body was very nice and muscular.


    He got down from the sofa, after taking off his clothes now he takes off his bottom clothes.


    He unbuttoned his belt, buttons his pants. That fast?


    I got up, propped my back with my elbows, saw her undress right in front of me. The air in this room was getting hotter.


    Looking at Mario''s biceps and abs wasn''t enough. I can see, something sticking out under the black boxer he''s wearing.


    My eyes can''t lie, oh my! I see it!


    Hot and burning. He was very seductive. My hot face, my heart going exploding, I''m more and more curious about this scene.


    I straightened my back stiffly. Don''t know what to do, don''t know what face to put on.


    He sat across from me, his legs stretched out on the floor.


    I sat with my legs crossed, my eyes staring straight at it.


    Geez, it looks alive, I saw it move in motion.


    He turned his body until we faced each other. I panicked even more.


    When my eyes saw him junior, he looked at my breasts, I saw thirsty eyes.


    Hah! That''s the word that came out of my lips. I can''t answer all the questions that he directs to me. I''ve come to this point. Then what should I do?


    I shook my head slowly. "I don''t know .." I whispered weakly.


    "This is the first time for me, I''m a little .. scared .." My voice sounded nervous and confused.


    "Bey, I love you. I promise to do it gently and slowly, I won''t force you." He was very understanding of me, he asks, he promises, you made me unable to say no.


    In the end, I nodded my head. Raised my head slowly and looked into his two deep, dreamy eyes.


    "I will treat you very well .." he whispered in my ear softly, kissed my ear, kissed along the ear to the neck, making it difficult for me to breathe.


    The stronger he kissed along my sensitive neck, the wetter it was, the more I didn''t want to let him go.


    I hugged his body, heard the sound of his heartbeat, like the rhythm of a song that makes me happy.


    I surrender, I enjoy, I will not regret it if I do it with you.


    "Relax Bey, take it slow. I wish we could remember this beautiful moment!"


    I could only link their eyebrows, moaning in weakly voiced, biting his shoulders as his hands started touching my breasts. Playing my sensitive nipples, his hand moving, massaging gently.


    "Ahh. Mario.." I called out his name in a hoarse voice. Both my hands gripped his back.


    When he licked my nipples, I could only feel hot with all boiling blood overtaking my entire body.


    Felt all your soft touched, You did it very carefully, but I felt the pain, that we first experienced, then .. why can I still smiled.


    "I love you, Bey .. "you whispered at the end of the energy.


    I love you so much, too.

 Chapter 17：he doesnt deserve you

    Reo has been lean for a long time researching each student who passes by. home time, making the campus grounds even more crowded.


    His face looked worried and panicked, and his body language looked agitated.


    Looks like he can''t wait for someone to come. His head searched for figures passing by but also did not see the face he was waiting for.


    His shoes pat the floor. The restlessness in him became more and more. He glanced at the watch, His eyes scrutinized the surroundings continuously. It seemed that Reo had been standing there for a long time.


    Finally, Reo took a deep breath, his eyes caught the figure he had been waiting for.


    His expression did not change, still full of anxiety but at least his tense veins had loosened a little.


    "Bey! "Reo''s screams startled Bey''s steps.


    Bey turned her head, She saw Reo, the man ran over to her.


    Reo''s breath was slightly short of breath as he looked straight into Bey''s eyeballs.


    What''s wrong with him? why has there uneasiness in that gazed?


    "Reo .." Bey said in surprise.


    Reo does not care about Bey''s surprised face, there was more important than just amazement.


    His hand immediately grabbed Bey''s arm. He took Bey''s wrist.


    Leads to an empty classroom. His hands quickly grabbed a stool and told Bey to sit down.


    They took a sitting position facing each other. He leaned closer to the astonished look on Bey''s face.


    Her behavior confused Bey. He took out his cellphone, then asked the girl in front of him to look at his cellphone screen.


    PROMOTER X SCREAMING ANGRY AT THE WSTAR CONCERT BACKSTAGE !!


    Bey frowned. Did not understand the video that Reo shows.


    She glanced at Reo''s panicked face in confusion.


    This is none of my business, her heart whispered, not understanding what Reo meant to show an amateur video recorded on a cellphone.


    "Did you see this video, you try to look more carefully!" Reo asked curtly.


    He asks Bey to be more thorough with the video he plays one more time. Okay okay, Bey thought a little forced, She did not understand Reo''s behavior.


    on video.


    Bey could hear men''s voices screaming and cursing harshly, the middle-aged man looked down with a hat man that covered his face, that Bey could not saw what expression he was making until a heavy slap landed on his face.


    The man in the hat was crashed until his back hit the table.


    Bey grimaced as if she could feel the pain.


    It must be very painful! thought Bey with concern


    The man in the hat was silent, he did not interrupt, argue, or anything to fight a middle-aged man who looks so emotional.


    The young man in a hat was silent when he was treated harshly in front of the many crew behind the concert stage of well-known foreign artists.


    "A man in a hat who has been humiliated in public. He has now gone viral on the internet!" said Reo.


    "Geez! I can''t believe a video like this is circulating so widely," softly Bey pitied.


    The video was still playing.


    ~Daddy, don''t blame Mario!~


    Bey brought her face closer to the cellphone screen. "Did I hear She called, Mario?"


    Seeing Sofia''s face in the video, shocked Bey.


    Sofia knelt before the middle-aged man with a pleading face. She cried for forgiveness.


    Reo pauses the video.


    Enlarging the figure of a man wearing a white hat with the logo of a world-famous brand.


    Bey impatient, she pressed Reo''s cell phone screen again, continuing the video.


    her face grew tense, she covered her mouth with her palms.


    Mario. Sofia. And a middle-aged man, what the heck is this!


    "Reo, what is the meaning of this video, why did you show it to me?" Asked Bey, she did not understand.


    Reo started into Bey''s eyeballs, He took a deep breath with an expression that looked so worried.


    Reo made a face that Bey couldn''t understand.


    "Bey, your boyfriend is someone''s husband!"


    Bey doesn''t know what to react to hearing Reo''s words.


    She knows that. She had spoken directly to the husband and wife before.


    Bey looked at Reo''s face. Makes the man nervous.


    "You can''t have a relationship with someone''s husband." Voiced Reo softly with a pleading face.


    I do not care. Only the incidents in this video won''t make me leave Mario. Bey hissed in her heart.


    Sorry, Reo, you wrong gave that pitying look to me, I don''t need your pity.


    Bey immediately got up from the chair. Preparing to leave Reo.


    "Bey .." Called Reo once again in a low voice.


    "You can''t take someone''s husband, Promoter x is disappointed in his son-in-law, Mario has embarrassed their family, you don''t want to get involved in that family scandal, do you?" Asked Reo to hold Bey who was about to walk away.


    "HAH !!" One word was spoken, Bey was dumbfounded in disbelief at Reo''s words.


    Bey turned around, she gave Reo''s face a deep gaze. She was still holding Reo''s cellphone.


    Something confused the girl here.


    What''s wrong with Reo, and why should Mario take the blame. It was not his fault. Sofia was wrong! his father was wrong too! Mario was innocent, She wants to scream like that, but Bey restrains herself


    "The promoter''s daughter''s marriage is full of drama and scandal, affairs, deals, a baby, even an inheritance fight. Bey, you can''t get involved with them. You''re going to make things difficult for yourself." Reo whispered begging.


    Bey was stunned to hear Reo''s concern.


    "The promoter asked Mario to speak firmly in public, but the man was silent. He''s no gentleman, he''s a coward. He got his wife and baby in trouble. He doesn''t deserve you, Bey! "Bey bit her lip stared at Reo briefly and smiled bitterly.


    "Thank you, Reo, you gave me the information, you advised me. I can only say thank you, I do not want you to be involved with my problems." Softly Bey with a broad smile, but her face looked sad and depressed.


    "I think you should know Bey. Before it''s too late and it gets more complicated!" Bey nodded and smiled as if she understood the message implied in Reo''s sentence.


    Maybe he''s just worried about the girl he has a crush on but sorry Reo,


    Bey returns Reo''s cellphone.


    Reo immediately stood up and following Bey''s steps, he grabbed Bey''s palm.


    "Bey .." Reo called softly, she heard the trembling voice of a man holding her arm with a cold palm.


    Bey was silent for a moment. Turning around, She saw that Reo''s face looked worried. Maybe he''s worried about Bey but She was worried about Mario.


    Bey threw Reo''s hand, continuing the steps to leave the empty classroom. Leaving Reo alone.


    "Bey. Leave Mario, he doesn''t deserve you. I deserve you .."

 Chapter 18：Do you want to stay at my house?

    I''m sorry Reo. I can''t reply to your feelings because in my heart there was only Mario.


    Bey grabbed her cell phone, quickly began swapping the online news portal. She opened a news page, Looking for more info on what happened with the viral video.


    Wow, Sofia''s father was very famous. Lots of news pages contain articles about him, Alfa Widjadja, From the name sounded powerful, Bey pulls a cynical smile, seeing Alfa''s face make her annoyed.


    Sofia was also no less popular. Even though the woman does not use the big name of her family, She has an artistic talent that deserves two thumbs up. She is a choreographer, artist, dancer, who was starting to be known in the world.


    Meanwhile, Mario, Bey was surprised, She even just found out that Mario is a photographer, his works are often displayed at national level exhibitions.


    He has another name on every his unique snap.


    "Thank you, Reo, you gave me a little bit to know about them," Bey whispered, thanking Reo, thanks to that man he knew the full profile of Mario and his family.


    Trying...


    Bey finds an incoming call from Dina, her best friend.


    "Bey, have you seen the news, he''s Mario! The handsome man of the rental house, you''ve been looking for him all the time!" in a loud voice, Dina tells Bey.


    "Geez, he and the woman in the rental house, they''re married bey. How about you? Are you all right?" Dina''s voice worries Bey.


    "I find out about him, it turns out that his family is very famous. I called you as soon as I saw the news about them, I hope you''re better Bey. "


    Bey has several chats with Dina, after a long period of heartbreak, Dina and Willa have helped her a lot to get up. Until she can continue studying.


    "Do you still like him, Bey? After he just disappeared from you?" Whispered Dina in a careful tone.


    Bey doesn''t want to keep her relationship as secret as it used to be until her parents and two friends are worried.


    She would not shut herself up, threatening to commit suicide. She has risen now, especially when there was Mario with her.


    Bey tells a lot about her new relationship with Mario.


    Of course, Dina was happy too, despite the anxiety from her friend''s voice.


    Dina made a telephone line with one more contact. Who else but Willa.


    The three of them were like an impromptu reunion.


    Dina and Willa cheer up Bey together.


    They are understanding friends.


    An incoming message causes Bey to hang up on their phone.


    ~ I''m waiting for you at the bookstore. Mario ~


    Bey hurried over after reading a short message from Mario, Without waiting anymore, her hand immediately stopped the taxi.


    Right now she wants to get and meet Mario, She wants to be the first person beside Mario.


    "Sir can be faster!" Asked Bey to the taxi driver.


    Bey was very worried, she was afraid that something bad would happen to Mario,


    He never even made contact, Bey thought with a pounding chest.


    Bey can''t stop thinking about how Mario feels right now. She wants to be a lover''s amplifier.


    Bey could understand a little about her lover''s situation, Mario must be very sad and devastated by what happened to him.


    Moreover, many articles in the media discuss the badness of his family, The Widjaja family scandal shocked the public.


    Heartbroken, Mario left behind without a reason, The sadness that Bey experienced was nothing compared to Mario''s life.


    Mario''s childhood without parents, without affection, she began to understand a little about what happened before, until Mario had the heart to leave her, leaving the rental house without a message.


    Maybe ... Mario is depressed by what he''s going through, Sofia''s dad, Sofia, doesn''t even have anyone to lean on.


    Bey sighed heavily at the thought of Mario''s difficult life position.


    Mario always swallowed his sadness alone.


    Bey remembers how warmly Mario was carrying Sofia''s baby, she understood why Mario wanted to be a father to Dave.


    She also tries to understand how Mario protects Sofia and his father.


    Bey tries to understand how Mario doesn''t want to ruin the family relationship, He wants to endure it all alone.


    Mario doesn''t want Dave to grow up without a father. He didn''t want Sofia to be a bad daughter even though the fact, Sofia was still rebellious, Mario always covered up Sofia''s bad character.


    Bey just wanted to hug him this time, wanted to share the warmth a little,


    Whatever it was Mario, let''s share it. At least share a little story with me .. share a little about your life with me. You''re not alone.


    Immediately Bey closed the taxi door. She saw Mario standing at the side of the bookstore''s entrance.


    He waved slowly, This time he was wearing glasses and a hat. He hid his face from the gaze of the people around him. His behavior was stiff and scary.


    Even though he tried to save his burden and sadness, Bey could still saw everything.


    Bey ran over to Mario and hugged her boyfriend tightly.


    Mario seemed surprised by his lover''s tight embrace.


    Bey hugged him in public with an indifferent face.


    I only care about you!


    They chose a chair on the side of the road. Bey bought two bottles of fresh drink and gave one to Mario. They sat a little distance apart.


    Nervous and exchanging awkward looks, what happened at Sofia''s apartment yesterday made us acted strangely at each other.


    They were silent to each other, enjoying the night together.


    Until Mario''s head approached Bey''s ear.


    "I can''t go home tonight. Sofia''s apartment is full of reporters ..." He whispered


    "Then, where are you going?" Bey turned and looked at her lover''s covered face.


    "I don''t know .." he replied with narrowed eyes slightly. Maybe his lips were smiling under the cloth mask he was wearing. Forced smile. Maybe!


    "Are you going to stay at the hotel?" Asked Bey, he shook his head


    "My funds are all turned off, I have no money," said Mario with his face down. His eyes were fixed on the tip of the white sneakers she was wearing


    "Huh!" Bey was surprised.


    So Mario won''t come home and have no money, so what can she help you with?


    The problem was, Bey also doesn''t have money, she is just a student who still depends on her parents.


    Even though she was here with Mario, but She still couldn''t help Mario''s problem.


    Ah, it feels like I am a useless girl to her boyfriend!


    "I still have this." Bey looked at the camera bag on Mario''s shoulder "I''ll sell it," Mario continued.


    Bey couldn''t make out his expression. The cloth mask and hat too tightly cover Mario''s handsome face.


    Bey hit her head, she felt annoyed to herself. She feels completely useless to Mario! She hated himself.


    "Hey, why?" he took Bey''s hand, asking her to stop acting silly. His hand gently stroked Bey''s head.


    Mario grabbed Bey''s arm, so that their bodies moved closer, into his arms.


    Mario hugged Bey, half his body. He took off his mask and smiled at his girlfriend.


    "Thank you for seeing me .." he whispered in a soft voice. Bey nodded her head.


    "Do you want to stay at my house?"


    Hah!


    Bey looked up at her nonsensical invitation line.


    Mario''s eyes fixed on his lover''s face. He also didn''t believe Bey''s invitation just now.


    Mario let go of his hug. His face was blank as if he was thinking and couldn''t believe it, he was silent.


    Bey also did not understand what he said just now. It just suddenly came out.


    I''m crazy!

 Chapter 19：Can he stay here for a while

    Bey and Mario froze in front of Bey''s parents'' house.


    Their feet felt heavy to step in, Bey clenched her fists and swung stiffly, to get rid of the worry.


    Sometimes she glanced at Mario, The face of the man next to her was tensed, Mario biting his lip, it was a habit when he felt worried.


    Sometimes Mario''s behavior made Bey''s lips smiled. But now it is not the time for her to smile.


    ~ This is the first time I brought a man home ~


    "Next time I''ll come to your house again." Mario was about to turn around but Bey tried to catch the hem of his shirt without changing her standing position, She looked down to hide her face.


    ~ What should I say ~ Bey is confused about what to say.


    She prevented Mario from wanting to escape from this awkward situation.


    Bey looked down at the packing house with a hot face.


    ~ How is this ~ Bey pissed off.


    CLICK !!


    The middle-aged woman, the owner of the house, opened the main door. She also froze seeing her daughter in the front f their house while pinching the hem of a young man''s shirt with his back to them.


    "Bey .." she said.


    Bey could see her mother''s startled face as she opened the door. Her eyeballs stared straight at her daughter then Follow the direction of Bey''s hand reaching the hem of Mario''s shirt.


    Her eyes stopped when she met Mario''s face, who turned around.


    Mario bowed politely and hid his face by looking down.


    There was a big question mark on Mama''s astonished face.


    Bey glanced at Mario, He straightened his stance when he saw Mom who was standing in front of them.


    I was silent, Mario was silent and Mama was silent


    Time also seemed to be silent.


    ***


    Inside the Bey family''s house, in the main room where many photos are displayed on the walls, covering a third of the white walls of their house.


    Bey sits on the sofa in gray synthetic leather, Mario is in the opposite direction, the atmosphere was cold and a little bit tense.


    Bey''s father sat in a single chair with both hands clasped on the table while Bey''s mother stood next to the middle-aged man.


    Bey''s father''s probing eyes made the young couple flutter with fear.


    Now and then, the two of them glanced at each other, confirming their respective circumstances.


    Mario''s forehead was sweating, his back was straight, his hands clenched at the corner of his knee. He was very tense.


    Bey could see her lover''s tension, she also got panic attacks in front of her parents, She tried to be calm and not as clear as her lover''s body language.


    "What''s your name?" Asked the father breaking the silence.


    "Ma, Mario uncle, eh sir" Mario''s voice sounded shaky and scared.


    ~Geez, I''m also worried and afraid, how could Mario possibly stay here ~


    Bey did not dare to look at the faces of her father and mother.


    Where did the spontaneous invitation idea come from, she sighed heavily


    "Have we met?" Papa''s voice sounded heavy, his eyes staring intently at Mario''s face, while the opposite didn''t dare to look at him.


    Mario was still scared, he looked down at the floor.


    Bey shuffled her feet hoping Mario understood the code she was sending,


    ~ Mario, raise your head! "


    She asked Mario to raise his head in reply to her papa''s question.


    Maybe, Mario finally understood the code for his lover''s leg movements, he slowly turned his head confusedly at Bey.


    Bey raised an eyebrow asking Mario to immediately answer papa''s question.


    Mario looked very nervous, he tried to glance at Daddy Bey''s face but looked down again.


    ~ Geez Mario! ~ Bey could only smile bitterly.


    "Is your name Mario!" papa''s index ignored Mario.


    Bey''s boyfriend and tried to lift his head, he nodded slowly, yes.


    "I saw on the news, oh my, what a mess." Papa continued, making Bey and Mario''s faces gawked in disbelief, didn''t he know about the scandal?


    "Huh !!" Mom was surprised too.


    Bey frowned,


    why papa knows better than me? She grumbled.


    papa smiled as he pointed to the newspaper sheet on the table,


    haha! Bey put on a face of disbelief, ~ papa was more updated than me, while I know from Reo, geez Papa is more advanced! ~


    it seems like the atmosphere has melted a little, seeing that the faces of papa and mama are not as sharp as before.


    "Pa" Bey took a deep breath before continuing the sentence, oh that feels so heavy!


    "Can Mario stay here for a while?" Bey tried to put on a pleading face, hoping that she could melt her parents'' hearts.


    I understand, my request is hard to accept how can a girl ask a young man to stay at her house, especially when this was Mario''s first visit, at a super absurd moment.


    "Yes .." papa nodded, followed by a smile from mama.


    What Seriously, this easy for you to accept Mario? ah, I think this is just my imagination.


    "As parents, their children must rely on. Wise parents must understand the situation of their son or daughter." Papa''s voice made Bey want to cry in tears.


    Bey was still confused by her ears.


    Did you hear that? She turned to Mario.


    looking at his face, Mario also looked surprised, but the slight smile on his lips indicated that he was happy.


    Bey stared at the faces of her mother and father in turn, the faces of the warm parents.


    "Are mom and dad sure?" Bey still didn''t want to easily believe it, she convinced herself once again.


    "Yes, of course, Mario is being targeted by reporters, it must be very tiring to handle all of that" replied Papa diplomatically.


    He stood up from his seat, followed by Mario, they shook hands and gave a warm smile, even papa''s palms stroked Mario''s shoulder, what''s this atmosphere?


    Bey also rose from the seat and approached papa, She took turns hugging her parents.


    Mama landed a warm kiss on Bey''s cheek, seeing their smiles that kept on convincing Bey that all was well.


    Then she glanced at the face of her boyfriend, even Mario bared his teeth. There were slight tears in the corner of this handsome man''s eyes.


    Thank you, papa and mama.


    After tidying up the guest room, Bey returned to the main room and was ready to take Mario to the guest room, Mama followed with a blanket and pillow in her hand.


    "Thank you, aunt," said Mario, still looking awkward and nervous, Mom nodded quickly to receive Mario''s sincere words


    "Come on, let''s eat first," Mom put her arms around her daughter''s shoulder, leaving Mario''s room, Mama also invited Mario to walk in front of us...


    "Thank you ma," whispered Bey


    "He is very handsome, my daughter is smart to choose a lover," said Mom, making Bey''s face flushed with embarrassment


    "aah Mama .." she said shyly as she continued to stare at Mario''s back.


    It''s like a dream, he''s here tonight, and we''ll even spend dinner together.


    As mama said, Mario is handsome, even from behind his back, his wide back steals the eyes of any girl, especially for me!


    Today Bey was very happy, even complete with papa and mama by her side.


    Looking at papa who was waiting at the dining table with a warm face, Bey jogged, she pulled out chairs for her mom, Mario, and herself.


    Bey turned her head, Mario did not immediately sit in his chair, he was still standing, Papa looked at Mario''s clumsy behavior.


    "Come on, sit down," said daddy.


    Mario hesitated to accept his chair, his expression could not be guessed, he seemed to be smiling, pulling a bitter smile.


    "Sorry Om, I never eat with my family."


    Mario''s sentence thrills Bey, how could he forget how to eat with family?


    "Then, from today always remember, you are part of this family" Papa reached out his hand, invited Mario to sit down.


    Papa asked him without hesitation to give a loose smile, Mario smiled back at him.


    They have dinner together at the dinner table, where was the best place to tell stories, the occasional laugh, joke, all mingle and spill there, any food tastes good when eaten with family.


    Bey felt her heart warm. Warmth due to the complete family with the presence of Mario.


    "Make papa a banner for the shop," asked Papa during their chat


    "Papa has a personal supermodel for our bakery," said Papa, pointing to Bey.


    Mama laughed out loud, followed by Papa and Mario, Bey hid her embarrassment behind her palms.


    Ah, how ridiculous Papa''s joke! embarrassed me in front of Mario. What was a supermodel!


    They live from the bakery.


    Every time there was a variety of new bread flavors, Bey will be appointed to be a model and advertise their bread with a large banner adorning the glass walls of the shop.


    Mario was an experienced photographer, which is why papa asked Mario to make a banner for their bakery.


    "Surely your bread is delicious and in-demand" Mario teased in response to Bey''s father''s request.


    His eyes stole a glance at Bey, his smile was very loose this time, he looked happy.


    "Of course, even Cameron Diaz eh who is your idol?" papa pointed at Bey, his daughter frowned trying to think.


    "Giselle pa, Gisele Bundchen" Bey replied quickly.


    Seriously, the world''s top model was juxtaposed with an ordinary student like me! papa is an extraordinary hallucination Bey hissed in her heart, but seeing everyone laughing, she was happy too.


    Laughter and happiness are pleasures of life!

 Chapter 20：Why did you bring her in my trouble

    In the morning, Bey''s parents are busy in the kitchen, dad was reading the family''s signature recipe, and mama preparing utensils from the glass cupboard. they took turns pairing the apron and gloves, both of which looked compact and harmonious


    Bey smiled seeing mama and papa so busy this morning, not like usual mornings.


    Both parents are very adept at kneading the ingredients of the cake, they use the tools that have been neatly lined up in the cupboard.


    "Wow, very rare," Bey walked over to them, mom and dad stopped their activities for a moment receiving a glimpse of their cheek from the lips of their only daughter.


    "Good morning," said Bey, mama and papa replied with a smile and a small kiss on her forehead.


    "Mama and papa are very busy this morning," Bey looked amazed, she wanted to help her parents work.


    Mama shook her head. She handed Bey two plates with a piece of cake on each plate, along with two glasses of warm milk.


    Bey received a tray from his mother.


    this must be for Mario! Thought Bey, because usually She only received one.


    "Today there are orders in large quantities," said Papa, answering the investigating look from Bey''s eyes.


    "Well, congrats, I have to help with your work," Bey replied excitedly.


    "yes, our shop is a little overwhelmed, so mom and dad help from home," said mom with her hectic face. "You have to eat breakfast and accompany Mario!" her hand pushed Bey''s body to immediately leave the kitchen.


    "Papa and mama are enough helping our shop bakery!" Said papa with a sure smile.


    "Are you sure?" Asked Bey once again.


    Both parents nodded confidently.


    "cheer up mama, papa!" shouted Bey, lifting the tray in hand.


    Mario, who just came out of the room, joined, he was already dressed up.


    "Is there anything I can help you with?" Mario volunteered, Mom, pointed at the dining table.


    "Have breakfast first with Bey, mom and dad can still handle this job" said mama, and papa nodded in agreement with his wife''s words.


    "Bey has to go to college and you have to go to the office?" Mom reminded her while glancing at the clock on the wall, she doesn''t seem to need help right now.


    Mario nodded, Mom, pushing them both to the dining table


    "Finish eating, okay?" Mom quickly kissed Bey and Mario''s cheek.


    Mario held his cheek. Looks like he''s not used to being kissed in the morning, this was the Bey family''s habit!


    ish look at Mario''s face, he looks cute!


    "What''s with your face?" Teased Bey whispered teasing her lover''s blushing face. "That''s a good morning kiss." She continued, answering his lover''s nervousness.


    "Oh yes, what good morning greetings at your house should be with a kiss? Can I kiss you too?"


    Bey chuckled and then immediately finished the milk and bread on her plate.


    "I''m done, I''m in a hurry today" Bey immediately grabbed the bag, ran into the kitchen kissing her parents, and immediately returned to the dining table.


    She gave Mario a quick kiss on the cheek.


    Mario suddenly turned his head in disbelief at a brief kiss from Bey.


    "Ah, it''s not like my lips were barely stuck, you don''t need to be that hot!" Whispered Bey teased Mario once again.


    "I''ll go ahead, there is an exam on campus"


    Mario hurriedly drank his milk and said goodbye to the kitchen, he jogged following Bey''s steps.


    They passed through the gate of the house together, Mario''s hand reached Bey''s hand, his handheld his lover''s palm warmly.


    " Let''s go together. "Bey nodded accepting Mario''s invitation,


    They handle warmly coupled hands, leaving the house with a happy smile


    "Today is sunny" Bey nodded, agreeing with what Mario said.


    They stare from time to time while enjoying the morning sunshine.


    Seeing your lover''s smile in the morning is encouraging!


    Mario gripped Bey''s hand tightly.


    "What''s wrong?" Suddenly Bey wanted to ask like that when she looked at Mario''s face.


    Mario shook his head.


    Why do I feel weird right now, when I see his smile, it feels .. weird!


    Mario was still here, he is even in my house, holding my hand tightly, of course, nothing will happen to him.


    We will always be together!


    **** ***


    The point of view of Mario


    He still felt the warmth on his cheeks.


    He couldn''t believe he could get so many kisses on the cheeks this early, from his beloved boyfriend, and his future in-laws.


    Wow, is this the green light? He laughed happily.


    He was too happy this morning, that he almost forgot what to expect next.


    A building with a modern design, glass walls, asymmetrical shape, shiny marble floors, Mario sighed heavily, he prepared to step into the building.


    He rode the elevator looking for the room referred to in the message on his cell phone yesterday.


    ROOM C staff only !!


    Once again he took a deep breath, prepared himself and mentally.


    someone was waiting behind this door, with what face would he greet Mario''s arrival, he doesn''t know!


    He turned the doorknob, his eyes caught the many snack boxes on a large round teak table with a glossy resin finish.


    Someone stared at the window in the corner of the room, with a strong and superior standing figure.


    Mario just stood there, frozen.


    The man turned his body, a pair of sharpening eyes on Mario''s face, felt sharp like a stabbing pain in Mario''s chest.


    Deg !!


    Mario''s heart started beating fast, he could feel a tremor to his tense face.


    He still couldn''t meet the sharp gaze of the man before him, which was like a glint of embers.


    Mario remembered the day when Alfa''s rough hand slapped his cheek hard, screams, and harsh curses continued to ring in his ears until now.


    "Hello Mario"


    Mario was silent to hear the greeting from his sarcastic mouth, he started walking closer.


    The scent of perfume pierced Mario''s silent nose.


    "Bring Sofia and my grandchildren!" His voice was flat but threatening. He sat in a large chair staring at Mario''s face, now he turned the chair, his back to Mario.


    His hands are folded across his chest. He lit his cigar, smoked in tobacco smoke, and enjoyed it.


    Mario tried to strengthen himself, he must be able to face this man, even though it''s hard! "


    "Sorry uncle, I can''t, "said Mario flatly


    PRAAAKK !!!


    It didn''t take long, his hands brushed the objects on the table, making them all fall and scattered on the floor, he also threw the cigar in his mouth, spitting.


    "cute !!" His anger was getting clearer, his face suddenly turned red.


    Mario tried to hide his fear. although now his body has started to tremble.


    why was this man always made me weak! His inner frightened hissed.


    Mario tried to keep standing straight and clenched his fists, he was not a child anymore, he was already a man! But in reality, he was weak!


    "PRAAAANGG !!!" Now it is the turn of the wooden shelf containing the crushed drink bottles.


    The bottles collided and fell to the floor, the sound of the bottle breaking was deafening.


    The man lifted the broken bottle in his hand, the smell of alcohol swept through, the floor was wet with the scattered contents of the bottle.


    He broke many glass bottles blindly once again, he didn''t want to miss a single bottle, even though it was his favorite drink!


    Mario was still stunned.


    The man picked up a bottle with a sharp and pointed tip, his hand pointed the broken bottle at Mario.


    his grin made Mario stunned and terrified.


    "Sofia is too good to you until you forget how to repay my kindness !!" His voice grew heavier and hoarse, he walked over to Mario with the broken glass bottle in his hand, getting closer to Mario''s face.


    "Don''t you forget your place!" he snorted sarcastically


    "Take Sofia home, if you want to be free" he threatened Mario again, with the shattered tip of the bottle in his hand almost touching Mario''s chin.


    Mario swallowed hard, looking at the sharp object at the corner of his eye.


    That shiny tip, how sharp.


    Slowly the hand with the glass bottle begins to fall. His anger subsided a little.


    Mario was speechless, there was a sense of relief in his heart.


    He was always afraid to face Alfa Widjaja.


    But this time Mario''s determination was made, he didn''t want to be a coward as long as he was going to find a way of life, like Sofia.


    "I won''t be able to bring Sofia to you .." Mario muttered softly in a flat voice.


    Alfa dropped on the chair, he took one bread that was scattered on the table.


    His lips were smiling, like a grin to be exact. horrified!


    He got up from the chair, walked over to Mario with the bread in his hand.


    He stopped right next to Mario''s body, his shoulder nudging his shoulder on purpose.


    "I love BEY''S bread!" Mario''s eyes widened!


    In reflex, he saw the bread in Alfa''s hand.


    Alfa Widjaja threw the bread to his feet, he stomped and crushed the bread with the sole of his shoe. With full of rage.


    Mario saw his lover''s name under the sole of Alfa''s shoe.


    He could only look helplessly. He fell on the edge of his knees, his body relaxed.


    A precious bakery for the Bey family, worthless under Alfa''s feet.


    I drooped helplessly, my eyes heated up instantly.


    Why did you bring her in my trouble!


    "HUAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!" SCREAMING. I can only scream!

 Chapter 21：Mama and daddy cant come home tonight

    Mario''s point of view


    Mario left the luxury company building owned by Alfa Widjaja with a tense face, The young man walked the streets with a hustle and bustle that could not break his tense thoughts, Mario was thinking about what he should choose.


    His body had left the room but his soul was still there, in the room with the smell of alcohol, with the floor scattered.


    He could not bear Saw the many pieces of bread scattered on the floor of Alfa''s room earlier.


    Alfa ordered a lot of bread from Bey''s family bakery.


    He thought back to the busy Bey''s parents this morning, The family was making bread with love but the bread ends up at Alfa''s feet, becoming the base for the crazy man sole!


    He traced the sidewalk with sweat slowly falling on his face.


    The wind pierced the skin of his back, his shirt was soaked with sweat.


    He ran then stopped. Run again and stop. Wiping the sweat and running again, keep doing over and over again.


    He wanted the weight on his chest, the troubles in his head, to be less like his energy drained from running down the street.


    How do I get rid of all this trouble? how do I let go of all these burdens? How can you and I be together and happy, I want to be with the girl I love? By sacrificing Sofia! Mario screamed in his heart.


    Little Dave, he couldn''t bear if Dave''s life ended up like Sofia, like him, like them!


    I want Sofia to be happy with her little family, Mario held his hot eyes.


    I want Bey to be happy with her family.


    What should I do ?! How...


    Mario''s steps slowed down, it turned out that he had arrived in front of the Bey family''s house.


    He stood in front of the gate for a moment, staring at the house in front of him, the simple house.


    An ordinary house but great warmth.


    He has only been in this house for a day but he didn''t want to let go of the warmth from this house.


    He slowly opened the gate, pushed open the front door, enjoyed the neat and tidy room, his eyes swept around, still lonely.


    Mario looked at his watch.


    03.00 p.m.


    The house quiet, Bey''s parents are still at the bakery.


    With unsteady steps, Mario walked toward his room.


    ah .. the crumpled face of his face was reflected clearly in the mirror in the wardrobe of his room, he lay down, his breath was getting heavier, as heavy as the burden of his current thoughts.


    He heard clearer footsteps but it was hard to get up, he didn''t care who had come home.


    Click!


    Bey''s face poked out from behind the door, Mario forced a smile


    "already home?" She walked over to Maroo, casually sitting next to his head which was lying.


    Mario stared at her for a moment, thinking how to give the best smile.


    I don''t want her to worry about me, it''s enough that this is my part and secret, he thought.


    "Hey, is there something?" Bey''s hand swung across his face, jerking Mario''s blank gaze.


    He came to his senses, raising his head over her thighs.


    Bey suddenly startled, her body taking a back a little, Mario does not care.


    He closed his eyes, smelled the fragrance of his lover''s body, looked for the comfort of Bey''s thigh pillow.


    They fell silent to each other, no one started words.


    Mario closed his eyes and comforted himself in Bey''s lap.


    She did not protest either, her hand stroked her lover''s hair gently. Her scent calmed Mario''s mind for a moment.


    Mario''s burden seemed to disappear, even for a moment.


    I want to continue to be like this, enjoy time with you, Bey. I am afraid that I will make a wound in your heart. Mario thought of his girlfriend with his eyes closed.


    "Hey come on, someone will come home later!" Whispered Bey.


    Mario looked up at her face, there was anxiety and a blush there, he smiled.


    "in a minute," he asked.


    Bey did not refuse, he enjoyed his lap for how long.


    triiiing ¡­.


    Bey''s cell phone rings. she picked up her cellphone and Mario still didn''t want to get out of her lap, still comfortably cushioned by his lover''s warm and soft thighs.


    "Yes mama, I''m with Mario at home, why?" Mario could hear Bey''s mother on the phone.


    He was eavesdropping on the chat, the voice on the other side was loud and warm, the voiced sound was happy, maybe something was going on there.


    "Congratulations mama ..! Spirit!" Bey''s face brightened at once.


    Bey raised her clenched fists, cheering for her parents on the other side.


    Mario suppressed a smile watching his adorable lover''s behavior. She looks cute and adorable with that cheerful face.


    "Mama and daddy can''t come home tonight ..." a voice from across there.


    Mario can listen, changed his position.


    "WHAT! Why can''t you go home?" shouted Bey.


    Mario covered his ears.


    "What''s the matter?" asked Mario, surprised by the screams of his lover.


    Bey raised her hand, her brows knitted together, she stared at Mario''s face for a moment then gestured not to make a sound, oops .. sorry!


    Mario returned to the starting position, sleeping on his side on her lap.


    "Mario, stop moving, you make me amused .." Bay whispered as she put the phone on the bed not far from the position of her hands resting on her sided body.


    Mario could see Bey''s looking up. His lover thought of something.


    "What''s the matter?" Mario repeated the question.


    Bey''s face looks confused, now she doesn''t dare to look down and meet Mario''s gaze under her face.


    " Mama has orders from x film production houses, Snack orders in large quantities. "


    Mario immediately got up and lifted himself, he adjusted his seat by shifting next to Bey.


    Did I mishear? Mario''s mind was pounding.


    "Order by X Film production?" Asked Mario. Bey nodded her head.


    "Wow, congratulations," said Mario with a face full of burden.


    He saw Bey''s happy face, Bey''s mother''s voiced was also very happy earlier on the phone, they got an order from a large company, in astonishing quantities.


    Mario''s mind trembled, there was fear in his heart right now!


    XX production house


    What is the planning? Mario''s mind stirred up, there must be a reason behind all the orders!


    Mario is sure there was another reason behind Alfa''s order of cakes at Bey''s bakery, he was afraid that the man will injure Bey, injure her parents, injure this family.


    She did not expect to receive a sudden attack from her lover.


    Mario hugged her tight, not wanting to let her go.


    I want you to be mine forever. I want us to have a family and be happy, is that a sin?


    must I be a sinner, so that I can be with you?

 Chapter 22：I want to enjoy everything with you tonight!

    Bey stepped on tiptoe, she walked slowly like a thief towards his family''s guest room that Mario was using, The girl had already checked the shoe rack in front of her, she was sure that Mario was already in her family''s guest room.


    She stepped into Mario''s room, confirmed who had opened the main door earlier.


    I''m sure he was Mario, but why didn''t he realize that I had come home first, Bey whispered disappointedly.


    He doesn''t notice my shoes are on the shelf? Geez ... he''s time.


    Bey peeked from the door, sure enough, she saw Mario had come home, she grumbled disappointedly.


    She took a seat next to Mario.


    Mario glanced, his eyes looked at Bey, briefly, then he raised his head on top of Bey''s thigh.


    Suddenly, startled Bey, her heart seemed to be about to escape from her chest.


    She stared at that face, his lips pink, his nose pointed. Mario is perfect in her eyes.


    Mario was handsome but she likes him not only because of his handsome face, every time she sees Mario''s face, Her heart beating She felt that she had known her lover for a long time, Mario''s face felt so familiar in her memory.


    Bey was nervous after hanging up from her mother calling on the phone.


    "Mama and daddy can''t go home tonight.." she whispered with extreme nervousness.


    How could she not be nervous?


    I''m alone with my handsome boyfriend, my goodness! Her heart was screaming.


    Bey stared at Mario''s face still on her lap. Take a look at Mario''s charming curves, his perfect nose, and .. the line on his neck is so sexy! Ah no, Bey please clear your mind right away!


    Deg! deg! deg!


    The first experience that time! Ah never mind!


    It was not yet sexual intercourse!


    Geez, my mind going perverted. Bey shook her head, trying to get rid of all the dirty thoughts that were haunting her.


    Mario shifted his head position, he made a touching of his hair through Bey''s dress.


    She felt her thigh tingling.


    "Mario, your hair tickles my thighs." She whispered with an embarrassed face.


    Mario lifted his back, he suddenly hugged Bey.


    Of course, Bey was surprised, she could only gasp when Mario hugged her body so tightly.


    Mario''s hugged got even stronger.


    It made Bey''s chest tight, her face flustered, Mario''s embrace strangely.


    Bey can hear Mario''s heartbeat, what''s going on?


    "Mario .." Bey whispered doubtfully


    "Bey," he replied in a hoarse voice.


    Bey stroked Mario back trying to understand her confused feelings.


    Mario stroked Bey''s hair over and over again.


    What was this?


    His tight embrace, the warm touch of his palms on my head, his warm breath on my shoulders, all this strange treatment, What''s up to Mario! Bey''s heart wandered.


    "Bey, I want to always be with you, I want to protect you, trust me," Bey asked Mario to release his hug, She looked at Mario''s face.


    Mario raised his hands and touched Bey''s smooth cheeks, his palms felt cold.


    What''s this taste? made Bey''s chest tremble, fear enveloped him in an instant.


    I''ve felt this kind of feeling. I don''t want to feel it anymore. I have to hold back, but I can''t! Bey''s heart wanted to scream.


    Bey''s eyes began to heat, teary, her face could not bear the feeling that whipped in her chest.


    Mario, are you going to leave me like before? Mario, what''s up?


    "Mario .. what''s wrong?" Bey tried to hold back tears but finally, she started sobbing.


    The fear that enveloped her feelings, She did not want to lose her lover.


    "Don''t cry," asked Mario in a trembling voice, the feeling anxious in his eyes, how could you say don''t cry, while your face looks so sad.


    "Don''t go, don''t go .. don''t leave me anymore .. huhuhu ...." Bey covered her face with her palms, she sobbed and burst into tears.


    Mario holds his lover''s hand, forces Bey to let go, and starts giving enigmatic gazes.


    Bey shook her head.


    I don''t want to see Mario''s cold face!


    Mario''s palms gripped Bey''s wrist, felt cold, the tips of his fingers that touched Bey''s shoulder, frozen.


    "I beg you, I beg you .." Bey sobbed, even more, her body trembled, she got off the side of the bed.


    Bey knelt and begged in Mario''s lap.


    "I don''t want to be separated anymore, I don''t want our story to repeat itself like before, I don''t want Mario .." Bey whispered amid her tears.


    Mario reached Bey''s shoulder, led his lover''s body to stand up following his lead, he hugged Bey, once again he gave a tight hug.


    I am afraid of losing you.


    ***


    Mario gave her a glass of orange juice, Bey tried to drink even a little.


    Mario pulled his lips into a smile for Bey, with a crouching position in front of his lover, his body a little lower than Bey''s sitting position at the table.


    Mario''s eyes met Bey''s face.


    "Bey" He tilted his head, seeking his lover''s attention.


    Bey avoided Mario''s gaze.


    "Bey, look at me!" Bey was still reluctant to turn to see Mario''s face.


    Bey''s face still looked gloomy and full of sadness.


    She lost half of her consciousness, was dumbfounded and didn''t listen to Mario''s words.


    Mario shakes Bey''s body, asking his lover''s consciousness to return.


    Bey tried to wake up, she gasped in a wandering reverie, tears streaming down her soft cheeks again.


    "Bey .." Mario called out in a low voice. His eyes were full of anxiety.


    Bey could see the sad reflection of her face in Mario''s eyeballs.


    She looked closely at Mario''s face. She wanted to land a hot kiss on Mario''s lips but in reality, she was just speechless and frozen.


    I want us to be together, never lose, I don''t want you to disappear from my life, can I remember Mario this time, remembering his lips, his eyes, his nose, his cheeks, his neck, everything ... belongs to me. Inner Bey whispered.


    I have to remember clearly, all the details of you, I want to keep touching you with my nerve endings, touching every sensitive part of the senses on your face. Bey was like a drunken.


    She touched the base of Mario''s forehead, slowly descending to check the shape of her lover''s nose and the corner of the eyes, she touched him gingerly with the tip of a trembling finger.


    Bey''s tears melted, her behavior spiraling out of control. She seemed out of her mind.


    I am going crazy because of you, I want to touch all of you today, I want you to be in me! embarrassment, innocent behavior, I have left when I am with you, I want to be wild when you are by my side! Bey screamed in rebellion.


    "Mario looks at me, I want to enjoy everything with you tonight!" Mario''s eyes were still closed.


    He enjoyed the touch of Bey''s finger on the surface of his skin, then he tilted his head toward the kitchen ceiling.


    Bey grasped Mario''s chin slightly.


    "Look at me!" Her voice was a little hoarse.


    Mario opened his eyes slowly, he put his face right before Bey''s eyes.


    Bey sighed heavily, trying to stop her tears from running.


    Mario wiped Bey''s tears, his hand gently stroking her cheek, it was cold, it was all cold at the moment.


    Mario''s hand lifted Bey''s face, he brought their faces closer.


    Mario raised his burly hands, his fingers touching the tips of Bey''s ears.


    "You make my desire even more passionate .." he whispered making Bey hissing in hot.


    "let''s continue... I want you tonight .."


    I won''t let you leave me without trail

 Chapter 23：Calm down

    Mario''s hand lifted Bey''s face, he brought their faces closer.


    Trembling Bey, she held her lover''s burly hand, holding back the violent waves in her chest.


    Mario''s finger touched the tip of Bey''s ear, making the two of them even more passionate.


    The tiny movements of Mario''s fingers gave Bey goosebumps, her chest rumbling even more.


    this time, can we do it gently?


    I enjoy it, I enjoy every gentle movement of your soft lips on my lips. I enjoy the wet between our lips both of us who refuse to stop, I can no longer hold back, warm massage on my earlobe, make my body burn, I drown, whisper, enjoy your touch.


    Bey''s tears stopped, Mario''s touch made her body calmer.


    She puffed out her chest, pulled slowly until their kiss was released.


    She looked at Mario''s face one more time until she realized that now her lips were close to Mario''s earlobe.


    She replied to Mario''s hand movements.


    Bey gave lots of warm kisses there, She was out of control, she already left feeling embarrassed and innocent.


    She was transformed into a naughty woman when he was with his lover.


    Bey gave a loose smile as if to gesture to continue everything.


    But Mario''s index finger stopped Bey''s lips, he smiled faintly at his impatient lover.


    "What if your parents come home, what if they see us like this, in their kitchen?" Bey laughed at Mario''s words.


    Mario''s face looked surprised, his eyebrows were Tangled, he was like an easily gullible child, he looked stupid seeing Bey''s laughter.


    Bey put an arm around Mario''s shoulder, her eyes teasing Mario''s dazed face.


    "They''re not coming home tonight, honey," Bey said, grabbing Mario''s hair, she played with her boyfriend''s hair with seductive blinked eyes.


    Bey looked excited and impatient. She grabbed the hem of Mario''s shirt, wanting to see the abs that teased her in Sofia''s apartment the other day.


    I want to have you tonight! She whispered to herself.


    Bey puffed out her breast, the twin mountains looked round and seductive.


    "I want to sit there!" Bey pointed to the dining table, Mario chuckled and nodded.


    He carried Bey''s waist, brought the woman to the dining table.


    He took a wooden chair sitting in front of Bey who was sitting at the table. Staring deeply at each other.


    Bey was cutely swinging her two legs, she could see Mario''s muscles, biceps, abs, it all teased her.


    Now it''s Mario''s turn to look at her deeply. The man smiled with a warm and handsome face.


    Bey bit her lip, She didn''t want to wait anymore.


    Until when will you look at me like this! Don''t waste your time! I can''t wait! Inner Bey wanted to scream.


    come on Mario how much longer it has to be?


    Bey grabbed Mario''s arm, made his man get up from the chair, her hand reached behind Mario''s stomach, felt his lover''s waist, she pressed gently.


    Mario took a deep breath, a warm breath touching the skin of Bey''s breast.


    "Are you sure?" Asked Mario.


    Bey frowned. She tugged at the hem of her shirt, threw it on the floor, she showed off two round, springy twin mountains.


    Mario can only be stunned, amazed.


    hey! Don''t ask me again!


    Mario''s hand traced the base of Bey''s neck, touching it with a great feeling until it reached the two breasts of his lover.


    The palms of his hands could feel chewiness. he sighed heavily, enjoying her lover''s body wearing only a bra and shorts.


    "Ah, Bey, I can''t help myself anymore .." he whispered in a deep voice.


    "Aaah ...." Bey enjoyed the touch on her breasts, she hoped for something more from Mario.


    "Want to move to a room?" He asked.


    Bey nodded, yes.


    Before they got to the room, Bey helped unbutton Mario''s pants, helped his boyfriend to take off his clothes one by one, scattered on the floor.


    Soon after,


    They are piled on the bed, in Mario''s room.


    Their smiles widened, showing off rows of neatly lined teeth. Mario laughed out loud.


    HAH !! Mario amazed Bey,


    Why are you laughing all of a sudden? Did I do something wrong?


    why did he suddenly laugh? while Bey''s face grew warmer.


    Bey immediately pulled up the blanket, covering her body, She pulled even longer to cover her sullen and embarrassed face!


    "Bey what''s wrong with you tonight, you make me surprised, you naughty?" What''s with the question, makes Bey annoyed.


    Bey throws a pillow at Mario.


    "Mario you are annoying!" Shouted Bey.


    Mario chuckled again.


    Mario sucks, what''s so funny!


    Bey frowned, between annoyance and embarrassment.


    Mario stared at Bey, his face still red, he was still laughing.


    Mario''s face turned serious, he pulled the blanket over Bey''s face.


    he peeked at her lover''s blushing face.


    "Today I''m trying to restrain myself," he said


    "But don''t expect another time" Mario continued, leaving Bey to go to the bathroom.


    "Today I smell of sweat, honey, I have to clean myself !!" shouted Mario from the bathroom, his voice echoing over and over in Bey''s ear.


    Bey pulled up the blanket once more.


    Geez, what did I do earlier! I''m crazy because of him.


    She opened the blanket just a little, peeked from under the white blanket, even though I have to be crazy, I''m okay, she smiled to herself.


    I''m okay going crazy because of you, Mario!


    **** ******


    The point of view by Mario.


    He rushed to the bathroom, took off his underwear, something was stuck in there.


    Be patient, be patient, he tried to calm himself.


    Bey, you make me hot, even burn. What did you do to me, what if I got out of control, I might be the one who will ruin the happiness of this house. You want to kill me!


    He leaned against the bathroom wall, easing the craze that was stirring in his chest.


    he imagined Bey''s seductive pretty face. Her body was naked, without wearing a shirt, her curves were tempting, Mario felt like he wanted to pounce.


    "Calm down Mario .." he whispered trying to hold back.


    He paced back and forth in the bathroom, jumping up and down, hopefully, this will help him, able to lower the high tension of his desire.


    Aaakkhh!!!!


    He imagined Bey''s body again and again, how long does he have to exercise in the bathroom like this ??


    The gun continues to stand hard. He took a position, started a sit-up


    "1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, ....."


    It hasn''t worked. He picked up speed.


    "30, 31, 32, 33, 34 ... 45, 46 ....."


    Fiiiuuuhhh ... this is starting to work, finally, the tension in his junior starts to drop, he takes a shower and cleans himself, ah .. fresh!


    Mario opened the bathroom door, surprised when he found Bey still lying on his bed.


    Bey suddenly got up from sleep and poked her breast that was hiding under the blanket, she hasn''t put on her clothes yet!


    Something tensed up, releasing the towel around Mario''s waist.


    The sturdy trunk stood with high tension.


    Bey''s eyes widened, she was covered with a blanket.


    "KYAAAAAAAAAAAA ... MARIOOOOO !!!!!"

 Chapter 24：gimme time..

    The atmosphere of the Bey family''s dining room this morning felt a little different. where her parents and Mario had already gobbled up their toast, meanwhile, Bey came last, with heavy steps, he pulled the chair slowly, the corner of his eye stealing a glance at Mario.


    Getting glances from his girlfriend made Mario a little nervous and embarrassed.


    his lover''s face turned stiff, his behavior became clumsy. She played with her lips, making an indistinct expression on her face.


    She still remembers what happened in Mario''s room, awkward.


    "What''s wrong with you two?" Mama asked with a surprised face when she saw the expressions on the faces of the two young people at the dining table.


    Bey turned her face toward Mom quickly, holding back all the turbulent feelings in her chest.


    Dead! Don''t let Mom be suspicious! Don''t let my parents find out! Bey hoped silently


    Her sweat started to fall, she glanced at Mario, then looked away.


    "We, between us, nothing happened .." Calm down, calm down .. Bey''s heart whispered. She tried to calm herself down, Her lips were forced to pull a smile, how could her parents not be suspicious of seeing their daughter''s strange face.


    Mario nodded his head too, he said yes to supporting Bey''s explanation.


    "Yes, we didn''t do anything." Mario''s sentence which intends to support Bey''s words, actually made Bey''s parents even more suspicious.


    This is bad! I have to end this scene! Inner Bey said.


    She got up from the chair, gulped down her glass of milk. She hurriedly picked up her bag.


    "I''ll go to college first" Bey kissed her parent''s cheeks, she stopped her footsteps as she stared at Mario''s face.


    Forcing a smile on her lips with a stiff look, Bey''s face flushed red.


    "A, A, I''ll go first ..." she said stammering goodbye to her boyfriend.


    Mario raised his hand wanting to wave but what was there, he was like giving instructions in the presentation room, his face was expressionless, his hand movements were stiff, he must have felt what Bey was feeling right now.


    Her lips formed a smile, her face stiffened, tightened. He sure looks weird, Bey looks away, you''re making my parents even more suspicious!


    Bey wants to get out of the house as soon as possible, remembering the tense junior behind the loose towel, last night made Bey''s face burnt again.


    Geez, how can I forget what I saw yesterday!


    She shook her head, her palms moving around her hot face. Even though it was still in the morning.


    -------- -------


    Point of view by MARIO


    Mario ate his toast with a cheerful face, he finished his first loaf and Bey''s mom got some more.


    The middle-aged woman who still looks attractive refills Mario''s plate.


    they make the chat warm and cheerful. When Bey joined Mario suddenly stopped their conversation.


    Bey''s arrival makes Mario speechless, he can''t act normal, he still remembers last night''s ridiculousness.


    Mario could not enjoy breakfast normally this morning. It felt like all eyes were on his face.


    He felt that he was intervened, he was very nervous when he saw Bey''s parents, staring at him too.


    There was guilt in his heart


    Bey speeds up breakfast, Mario sees the remaining milk stuck to the corner of his lover''s lips, he wants to smile because Bey''s face seems to have a mustache but Bey''s glances stop his desire.


    He lowered his eyes, pretending to be busy with the food on his plate.


    Bey left the dining table kissing her parents but did not give Mario small kisses, he was a little disappointed. Is it because his parents are here, or is there another reason?


    "Let''s have more breakfast, Mario" Mom added milk to Mario''s glass, making his lips smile.


    He loves to be treated warmly in this house.


    A soft mother, a warm father''s voice, like a miracle in Mario''s life.


    I am nothing, not even able to make Bey, their daughter, happy. But Bey''s parents have been very nice to me. Mario was touched.


    "Mama, daddy, I have something to tell you .." Mom stopped pouring milk for a moment, even though Daddy Bey''s glass was not filled.


    She immediately pulled the chair back down and stared at Mario''s handsome face.


    Mario tried not to put on a serious face but it turned out that both of his lover''s parents had caught Mario''s strange attitude well.


    "What''s wrong?" Papa Bey''s voice sounded worried and a little heavy, Mama glanced at Mario with a question mark, they glanced at each other and looked back at Mario.


    Mario took a deep breath, trying to calm himself, regulating the beating heartbeat.


    His voice even felt trembling before speaking, he took another breath.


    "I asked to give you some time," Mario said, surprising Bey''s parents.


    "I will solve my problem with the Widjaja family, please believe in me," Mario''s voice asked, sounding a little begging to be precise.


    "I asked for time to sort out my problems before I could bring Bey into my life."


    Bey is very happy in this family, I am afraid that my problem with Alfa will ruin her happiness, but... I don''t want to lose Bey, I like her.


    Mario didn''t dare to raise his head, he was afraid that Bey''s parents would refuse his request.


    The warm hand touched the back of Mario''s hand. Someone again embraced his shoulders.


    Mama held his hand warm, patted softly, her lips smiled as if to strengthen Mario.


    Papa Bey grabbed Mario''s shoulder, his hands patting there, his face still looking young, looking at Mario warmly.


    "We trust you, Mario, immediately fix your problem and come back here again, meet Bey, ask our blessing .. you must get married .."


    Mario''s face was flabbergasted, he couldn''t believe what Bey''s dad said.


    They are sincere parents, parents are like angels, Mario is very happy, he couldn''t help himself.


    The man''s eyes were warm.


    He stood up at once and hugged Bey''s parents one by one, a warm hug.


    He felt they were more than just parents, Bey had the best parents!


    Mario has never felt a parent''s hug, now he can feel the warm embrace of Bey''s parents.


    it feels like this! it feels so exhilarating, so heartwarming, so heartwarming!


    Mario was moved.


    Thank God, all the blessings from you.


    "Can I take a picture of you?" Mario asked


    Mama and papa nodded quickly, the blush on their faces gushed out making Mario''s lips couldn''t help but smile, he was very happy.


    "Mom and Dad match so well! "Mario praised.


    Mario jogged, hurried to get the camera in the room.


    I will be filling up my camera memory with the contents of this house, with the warmth, all will be beautiful photos, beautiful memories .. in my life!


    Mario''s steps were light, his heart was blossoming.


    Is this how it feels happy? Is this how it feels to be loved by family?


    Mario could not stand the emotion in his chest, he jumped for joy in his room,


    He''s so happy! He wanted to scream people will know that Mario was happy right now!


    Mario photographs Bey''s parents in various poses. He also went to the bakery, he wanted to capture every beautiful moment with his lover''s parents.


    Seeing the cohesiveness, the smile of Bey''s parents amazed Mario. In disbelief, in this world, there was a perfect family, s


    he felt jealous.


    There is only one missing in my gallery. You, Yourself


    Mario leaves a special place for Bey.


    I will take your photo, my angel!


    Just remembering her lover''s face, imagining how Bey would pose, Made Mario''s ears warm.


    You y faith even if only through imagination.


    He smiled to himself, exasperated, biting his lip.


    Your face always makes me tempted and unconsciously makes me used to biting my lips, as if I could bite your lips.


    Mario enjoys the Bey family bakery atmosphere. He was sitting on a chair with a sweet pastry on his table, he could see Bey''s parents serving customers. He lowered his back, lean back casually.


    An image of the past returns to Mario''s memory.


    In his head he remembered vividly the first day of their meeting, he remembered Bey wearing a gray uniform.


    you were a teenager at that time ...


    He remembered their first kiss, Bey''s ridiculous behavior.


    I try my hardest in front of you, I''m rm, Bey


    "She''s always crossed the line!" Mario thought chuckle with his bright face, he remembered how Bey had entered his room in their old rental house.


    He also clearly remembers what happened that night.


    Sofia was indeed a selfish and arrogant person. She always made out with her boyfriend, Alex in Mario''s room.


    even though the owner of the room did not even have a lover.


    Shit! They are too much!


    Mario could not be angry, he could only grumble inwardly, he was too weak with Sofia''s kindness to him.


    But that night, Mario was not upset with Sofia, because Sofia, he, and Bey could be together.


    I''m happy I fell in love with you, Bey.


    He can never forget that night, the night where he was warmed on a cold night.


    I remember everything. The start of our beautiful relationship.


    On that beautiful night, the night we kissed for the first time, there was a heavy burden waiting for me.


    Mario seemed to go back to that time, his thoughts erratic, he tried to retrace the memory of that night.


    That night, when the voice was silent, when he looked at that face, no, not Bey''s face! but the rage on Alfa Widjaja''s face!


    Mario''s memory will flashback

 Chapter 25：Family, the same word but has a different meaning

    Mario remembers his past, shadows in the past turn into pieces and chronicles events.


    He had seen Alfa Widjaja bringing a woman in the middle of the night, a different woman every night.


    Maybe for Alfa, one woman was never enough.


    Mario or Sofia not only once caught sight of Alfa Widjaja''s behavior, at that time they were still under ten years old.


    Mario once saw Alfa having sex in the family room.


    That night he and Sofia were working on their schoolwork. He felt thirsty and wanted to take a drink in the kitchen, he did not go to the kitchen because he heard a noise in the living room, he peeked behind the wall with a trembling body.


    On the living room carpet, there Mario and Sofia do their schoolwork, where they sit and watch cartoons together, where they joke around and tell stories every night.


    That night, the same carpet becomes the witness, there Alfa and a woman change their hot sex poses.


    They enjoy each other''s naked bodies, they make absurd poses in the head of ten-year-old Mario.


    Mario is not Alfa''s son, but Sofia...


    One night, while Mario is still awake and doing Sofia''s schoolwork.


    He worked on the task with the door to his room that was not closed perfectly.


    Mario again heard sighs, moans, whispers from the hall. Even though he heard it, he tried to ignore it, he had already seen what happened last night.


    Sofia rubbed her eyes, she woke up that night.


    That night the sound from the front room was indeed louder than usual.


    "Mario, did you hear a strange sound?"


    Mario removed the earphones from his ears, he shook his head in response to Sofia''s question.


    "I heard a strange sound from the front."


    At that time Mario already had a room, he had come out of the storage room behind the house.


    Sofia was the one who nagged her father so that Mario could come into the house and have a room, She needed Mario to do her schoolwork.


    Sofia stepped out of Mario''s room.


    "Sofia, where are you going?" Mario asked.


    "I''m thirsty, I want to have a cold drink in the refrigerator," Sofia answered. "Are you thirsty?" She asked.


    Mario shook his head.


    Sofia was getting away, she has entered the family room, in this room, there was a home theater.


    Sofia''s lips smiled sarcastically, she could see the live show from here.


    Sofia sat on the sofa casually.


    Back there, Mario silently followed her. He was worried about Sofia.


    Noticing Sofia''s presence in the dark, watching his adult scene, Alfa hurriedly took his clothes.


    Sofia picked up the tv remote. With a flat face, she watched television shows.


    Alfa grabbed the woman''s hand roughly, they picked up the clothes on the floor and left Sofia sitting on the sofa.


    Sofia acted cool as if she was enjoying a television show with her face tense.


    "Why are you in such a hurry. Just go on." She said in a trembling tone


    Alfa glanced briefly at her daughter, then he led his woman to his room. He slammed the bedroom door.


    Alfa has given lessons that night.


    After turning 23, Sofia took revenge on her father.


    That day Mario saw Alfa slapping his daughter.


    Sofia brought a man home, a tall, muscular man with lots of tattoos on his body.


    Sofia takes off her clothes, she climbs onto the dining table, They have sex on the dining table.


    Mario could only shake his head.


    Seeing Sofia and Alex, who were making out hot in the dining room, he pretended not to see.


    Not long after, Alfa returned home.


    When he turned on the light and saw his daughter making out with a dirty man, Alfa was furious.


    Alfa Widjaja pulled Alex''s hair roughly, his face was bright red, his emotions could no longer be contained


    "What a jerk!" Alfa cursed angrily.


    Mario saw Alfa running to his room, he descended the stairs quickly.


    Alfa chases after Alex, who runs away.


    He pointed a gun at his daughter''s lover.


    Sofia screamed in terror, she begged at Alfa''s feet.


    That night Mario peeked behind the curtain on the main door, Sofia caught the shadow of Mario.


    Sofia''s eyes motioned for Mario not to interfere. She knows the nature of an Alpha, her father will take out his anger on Mario.


    Alfa unleashed a bullet from his gun.


    Luckily that night Alex managed to survive. He''s a dancer and parkour athlete, running was his skill.


    Sofia smiled sarcastically as her father''s loafers kicked right in her stomach.


    Since then, Sofia has always been monitored by Alfa''s trusted people.


    However, Sofia did not run out of ways, after Alfa''s anger subsided a little after so many months.


    Sofia finds a way, she doesn''t want her relationship to fail, she is totally in love with Alex''s charm.


    Sofia sends Mario out of Alfa''s house, she plans a rental house for Mario.


    At the rental house, Sofia reasoned to see Mario even though she spent the night with her boyfriend, Alex.


    Alfa Widjaja is a successful businessman in the entertainment world, he is also a famous foreign artist promoter.


    Alfa is named very fragrant, he has a beautiful and polite daughter, he also has a charming adopted son.


    When appearing in a public space, Sofia and Mario have to act gracefully, Alfa has been threatening them from afar.


    Alfa''s image is getting better, everyone thinks he is an angel, he is a kind and humble businessman, even has an adopted son who was treated very sweetly.


    Sofia never mentioned her real name in public. She hated the name Widjaja attached to her.


    Mario received several advertising offers after appearing in public spaces, but he refused all of the offers.


    This world is just a play.


    Everything that is shown in the entertainment world is just a lie.


    The world of entertainment is full of settings and fakes, don''t believe it.

 Chapter 26：Because I will be happy, so you must be happy

    On that night, it was cold midnight.


    Mario left his first love, he did not have time to say goodbye properly, kisses, that first kiss he could never forget.


    At Widjaja''s house, he was greeted by the anger of a middle-aged man.


    Alfa was disappointed with Sofia, disappointed with Mario. He kicked Mario out of his house, even though the house was never a comfortable home for his adopted son.


    Behind Mario, a black car came in following him.


    From inside the car were two large, muscular guards, both of them grabbing her arm roughly.


    Sofia was caught red-handed with Alex in Mario''s rental room.


    Alfa has sent Alex to the hospital. Now it''s the turn of the daughter.


    Slap!


    A slap landed on Sofia''s face, causing her nose and lips to bleed.


    Mario cringed at all this, but he couldn''t help Sofia. Alfa''s men gripped both of his hands.


    Mario tries to rebel. A kick landed on his back until he fell to the floor.


    Alfa grabbed Sofia''s arm, slammed his daughter on the wicker chair, he slammed Sofia violently.


    His finger gripped Sofia''s jaw.


    "What did you do to me! You insulted me! You humiliated me! You have no pride, you cheap whore, You are a useless child, you are the worst daughter in the world! "shouted Alfa.


    Sofia met her father''s angry gaze.


    "You don''t deserve to call me your daughter. I can''t choose a father, but I never wanted to be your daughter, you bastard--"


    Slap!


    One more slap.


    Alfa grabbed Sofia''s hair roughly, throwing her daughter''s body on the floor. "How dare you fight and deceive me, where do you think you can be happy! Where do you have a luxurious lifestyle to your face and body are so expensive! Why would you sell yourself to a trash bastard! "


    Alfa lifted his leg, he intended to step on his daughter''s stomach.


    "I am pregnant! I am already pregnant. I have a fetus in my stomach!" Sofia hissed with tears on her face.


    Five inches longer the sole of Alfa''s shoes landed on her stomach, hearing her hiss, Alfa was surprised.


    "You think I''ll forgive you. That''s great! The child has to come out of your womb, the son of a dirty and disrespectful man!" Alfa landed the sole of his shoe on his daughter''s stomach.


    Sofia passed out, She was unconscious.


    "Damn it! You all rotten bastards!" Alfa removed the leather belt that was wrapped around his pants.


    "You rotten bastard! You''re hiding behind all of this! I''m sorry I took you wrong on my life!"


    Whip!


    Alfa swung her belt, whipped the helpless Mario, collapsed on the floor.


    Not content with whipping, Alfa stomped on Mario''s head, venting all his anger and disappointment.


    Mario grimaced in pain and felt it, he could only surrender at night.


    He couldn''t cry, tears didn''t come out of his eyes.


    He could only smile, smiled faintly, imagining his first kiss was so sweet.


    Bey, I could die here, but ... I want to confirm just one thing in my life. Can I be happy? I want to be happy with you, Is it possible that my dream can come true?


    *****


    Sofia has a tough character like her father.


    After that night''s incident, Alfa asked Mario to marry his daughter.


    What was surprising is that Sofia accepted the offer happily, while Mario had no room for opinion.


    "All right, I will marry Mario, we will get married, I will give birth to my baby, I will do whatever you tell me, as long as it''s one of my requests, you can''t bother me and Mario until my son is three years old! "That was Sofia''s please to Alfa.


    Alfa put on a tense face that day. "I am taking you into exile so that no one will find out about this scandal. I will keep my promise, but you and Mario have to hide properly, I will not be quiet if you guys act stupid! "


    Sofia nodded in agreement. For Widjaja''s name, she and Mario will live in exile, hiding from the public.


    During her pregnancy, Sofia was accompanied by Mario, they lived on the outskirts of the capital.


    One thing that Mario couldn''t have thought, Sofia was still in a relationship with Alex, her lover.


    One day, Mario asked Sofia. "Why are you still in a relationship with Alex, what if your father finds out?" Asked Mario.


    Sofia chuckled with her belly swollen.


    "I love Alex, this is our baby. I want to stay here so Alex and I can meet again. You Mario, do you have someone you love? Why are you wasting your life in vain? "


    Mario couldn''t answer Sofia''s question. He has a girl in his heart, but he is already married to Sofia, then .. what can he do.


    "I want to have a family, I want my child to have parents, I want to be a mother, have a husband that I love. Is that sinful? "Sofia asked.


    She pressed the power off on the TV remote when Alfa''s face appeared on a broadcast program on television.


    "I''m a normal woman Mario, do you know, I and Alex were happy when I saw the ultrasound results, We are very happy to have a healthy handsome baby. "Her eyes sparkled, making Mario happy too.


    Mario remembers the girl he likes, he hesitates to tell Sofia about Bey.


    "We can''t follow Alfa''s rules, we''re not dolls, Mario. We have feelings, we have desires, and we have the right to be happy. "


    Hearing Sofia Mario wants to tell about Bey.


    "Sofia, I have a girl I like." Sofia was surprised to hear Mario''s sudden admission.


    "I thought you were not a normal man," Sofia said with a chuckle.


    "You never express your feelings. Have you ever told a girl you like how you feel? "Sofia began to investigate.


    "I don''t know, I just left her."Hearing Mario''s words, Sofia was dumbfounded.


    "How could you leave the woman you like. Did you tell her to break up with you, or did you ask her to wait for you? " Sofia was getting more and more curious.


    Mario shrugged. "I didn''t say anything other than kissing her." Mario''s face was red.


    "Mario, you have to find the girl, you have to make your relationship clear. You must not be sorry and be the dumbest man!" Said Sofia. "I''m going to marry Alex, we''re moving overseas. You must seek your happiness. "Sofia whispered with a faint smile.


    "Because I will be happy, so you must be happy too!"


    After telling Sofia about Bey, good luck came.


    Mario meets Bey at a shop.


    He could meet Bey, meet Bey''s family, have a sweet date, sleep in her house, kissed her, cuddled with her, and.


    But.


    Alfa is not someone who gives up easily.


    He couldn''t be silent.


    He won''t let Alex take his daughter and grandson, He won''t let Mario be happy easily.


    Impossible.

 Chapter 27：he was so hot

    "An aroma that excites me," she said, a familiar taste and aroma, Bey''s bread.


    That was the Bey family bakery brand.


    From inside, Bey''s parents waved, she quickened her footsteps then pushed open the glass door.


    Bey greets some busy shop employees, she jogs towards the kitchen where her parents are working.


    She landed a warm kiss on the cheeks of her parents.


    "Have you eaten, dear?" Bey nodded her head in response to a question from her mother.


    Her father took a few slices of bread and two glasses of a fresh drink. He handed a cream-colored tray to his daughter.


    Bey frowned, she was astonished by the full tray in front of her at this moment.


    Her father turned his head, gave the code with his eyes, Bey followed her father''s instructions.


    Oh, Mario was here.


    Bey could see Mario''s back on the porch.


    Seeing the smiles of her parents, Bey immediately understood.


    Very understanding parents, support the relationship between Bey and Mario.


    Bey stepped her foot towards Mario, she watched her lover''s face look hang.


    Mario''s hand was still holding the camera but his eyes looked empty.


    Bey glanced at the camera screen in Mario''s hand. She could see a portrait of her parents working in the kitchen, her father and mother''s faces were cheerful in front of the cookie dough in front of them.


    Mario was the adopted son of the Widjaja family, he does not have a biological family, he has never been treated well by his adoptive father, his life was hard.


    Bey sighed heavily, she tried to make the most cheerful smile, She stepped closer to Mario''s table, put down the tray with a slight sound.


    Bey''s arrival surprises Mario.


    "Wow, why are you here?" Asked Bey pleasantly. Mario turned to her.


    "Wow, let me see who was on your camera. Geez! You took pictures of my parents so skillfully! You never even took my photo. You were made me jealous. "Bey pursed her lips, pretending to sulk.


    "Actually who do you like, me or my parents? Why don''t you save my photo to you, but you have my parents'' photo with you, you suck!"


    Mario was dumbfounded by Bey''s words.


    "You don''t have my picture, you rarely send me messages, you never even call me! You''re an outrageous lover! "Bey was still babbling.


    Mario even chuckled, he was amused by his lover''s scolding


    He raised his index finger and poked Bey''s adorable pouting lips.


    "Stop teasing me, I''m being mad at you," Bey grumbled, She crossed her arms across her chest.


    Mario shook his head for a moment then he raised his camera, he pressed the camera button without Bey noticing.


    Bey took her drink, she sipped a fresh drink while putting on a sullen face, she still didn''t realize she was being the object of Mario''s camera.


    As she lifted her head and glanced at Mario, she was startled.


    "Huh, what are you doing? You can''t take my photo when my face is like this." Bey tries to stop Mario.


    But the man avoided her, he continued to take pictures of his girlfriend, in an entertaining random expression.


    "Ah, Mario .. stop it," Bey asked.


    They attract the attention of guests who feel envious of their sweet relationship.


    Noticing the guests'' gazes making Bey''s face flush red, she tried to calm herself and act normal.


    She returned to her chair, forced to let Mario continue to take pictures.


    When she realized Mario''s warm face made her happy, she let her boyfriend continue to explore the camera. As long as you are happy.


    Bey and Mario decide to go home, while Bey''s parents still have to prepare orders for the next day.


    Alfa is still buying up bakeries at the Bey family shop.


    Mario still kept his camera aimed at Bey''s face on the way home.


    When his girlfriend walked, glanced at him, smoothed her hair, sneered, put on a big smile, even as Bey sneered.


    "Mario! Watch your step!" Bey yelled deceiving Mario.


    She grabbed the camera in the hand of her lover, now alternately, she is taking pictures of Mario, Bey running in front of Mario. Repay what he had received.


    "You can''t cheat, after you take my picture, now let me take your picture .. "Bey said proudly.


    Mario can only surrender and stare shyly at the camera, he looks adorable.


    Bey stared at the reflection of Mario''s blushing facial expression on the camera screen, the man touched the tip of his nose, he looked, and Bey liked it all.


    "You look cute!" Bey shouted mocking her lover''s blushing expression.


    Mario stepped closer to Bey, his hand quickly reached Bey''s hand that was holding the camera.


    He took Bey by surprise.


    Mario took the camera back. He brought his face closer, briefly kissed Bey''s nose as he pressed the camera button.


    "It would be great if we had a photo together .." he whispered making Bey nodded slightly.


    Mario reached Bey''s shoulder, pulled his lover''s body in a hug, he landed a small kiss on the forehead.


    Flash !!


    They take pictures together.


    Once again.


    "aaaah I''m not ready!" Bey whined, Mario didn''t care, he had already run away from Bey.


    Seeing Mario waving, his warm face, his smile .. all of that makes me happy.


    I looked up at the evening sky, against the bias of the light, I enjoyed my life. I am very grateful that Mario is my lover, keep going on like this!


    Bey was stunned when she saw Mario was standing in front of the refrigerator, enjoying the freshness of the mineral water running down his throat.


    "I''m thirsty too .. "whined Bey with a spoiled face.


    "Here, drink ..." Mario handed over his bottle.


    Bey nodded slightly, accepting. She finished several sips of the freshwater.


    Since there was still some water left, Mario took the bottle back, he finished the rest of the mineral water, making Bey surprised.


    No, not because the water runs out but .. because Mario''s face is so hot as he sips this cold drink.


    Her Adam''s apple rose and fell on her long and sturdy neck.


    he was so hot


    In Bey''s eyes, he was perfect, even when he was drinking, she could see that there was a light around Mario''s body that dazzled her eyes.


    While drinking water Mario is like a professional male model on television, making Bey stared at Mario.


    Unconsciously Bey swallowed his saliva.


    Mario arched his eyebrows at the blank face of his lover. "Are you still thirsty?" Asked Mario.


    " dangerous! "Bey whispered, casting the dirty image in her brain.

 Chapter 28：First time (mature)

    Bey holds a bottle of drink while sitting on a dining table chair leading to the kitchen window while Mario slings on the side of the dining table, they stared at each other.


    Long after they were glued to each other, the wind from the window blew Bey''s long hair, it felt cool on her skin.


    The tip of Mario''s shirt moves, the neck of the shirt was wet with sweat and mineral water spills, making Bey will always remember clearly this moment.


    Bey enjoys every moment with her lover while continuing to stare at Mario''s handsome face.


    Mario reaches into his pocket, he slightly diverts his face, he hides his blushing red face as it resists the turmoil inside his chest.


    Slowly Mario pulled his hand from inside the pocket, he pulls out a box and opening the box.


    a ring!


    Bey was flabbergasted at the sight of a small object at her lover''s fingertips.


    "Sorry this isn''t an expensive ring, I just can''t wait to give it to you," said Mario quietly shyly.


    Bey can see the red hue and shyness on Mario''s face.


    Mario steals a glanced at the corner of his squinting sickle eye, gw wants to find out and wants to see his beloved girl''s reaction.


    Bey was surprised, her facial expressions are uncontrolled between shock and also amazed she did not expect to see a small object in Mario''s hand.


    All of that made her heart shake violently, gave her goosebumps, she was never imagined that Mario would buy her a ring.


    The man in front of her at this moment, embarrassed, his nervousness visible.


    Bey never thought if loving could be this happy if having a boyfriend would be as amazing as this.


    Bey''s eyes stared at Mario''s face, slightly fading, as the eyes begin to glaze.


    She reached out and opened her fingers, Mario awkwardly attached the tiny ring to her ring finger, with his hands slightly shaking.


    Touched...


    Bey immediately hugs Mario and whispers while holding back the happy cry.


    "Thank you, honey.." he stroked Bey''s hair, wiping - gently.


    Bey couldn''t contain her tears and feelings, the feelings in her heart scrambling to overflow.


    all the turbulent feelings of happiness, bursting like being held at the base of the tongue, Bey whispered for the umpteenth time while holding back the tears that are now rolling down on her cheeks.


    "thank you.." Mario nodded quietly replying whispered from Bey''s lips.


    Mario looks embarrassed and hesitant but in the end, he utters the sentence he has been withheld since earlier.


    "May I kiss you?" No need to wait for time to get the answer.


    Bey nodded quickly, answering her lover''s question, allowing the blushing handsome man''s face to take the kiss he wanted.


    You''re the man I''m going to be with for the rest of my life! Her mind was happy.


    Bey imagines wearing a wedding dress and holding Mario''s hand.


    Ahh... I''m too happy! I can''t imagine our wedding, our happy day and everyone present as witnesses, it''s going to be amazing.


    Her delusions began to fly.


    Now I''m not just allowing you to kiss me, Mario, you know obviously that, my eyesight on your face was becoming so bad because of all these feelings, my chest was shaking just by looking at your handsome eyes right now.


    "What''s wrong?" Mario asked, wondering to find the deep eyes of his lover.


    He just landed a little kissed but why would Bey expected more


    Mario lifts Bey''s body from the chair to sit on the edge of the dining table.


    He bends down slightly equalizing their height, his face approaching Bey''s face slowly, making his lover smiled.


    Mario pinches the corner of Bey''s nose.


    "Why are you pinching me.." Bey whines spoiled. She replies to Mario''s pinch with a faint touch on her lover''s lips.


    Bey lands kissing several times over Mario''s supple and seductive lips, making her lover laughed.


    "Do you want to try it one more time?" Mario asked the question that makes Bey nervous.


    That question sounds ambiguous in Bey''s ear.


    What did that mean, trying to do that? Bey''s head was starting to think of all sorts of things.


    "Someday, I''ll try to propose to you properly." Hearing Mario''s explanation makes Bey''s eyeballs rounded, so you mean to propose, not to the room! You perverted head


    "Mario... "Bey can''t defuse turbulent emotions bursting into her heart.


    She was too happy, happy to have Mario, and that made her feel unstoppable.


    Mario let go hugged Bey''s waist, his hand pinching the tip of Bey''s chin gently, making Bey''s face slightly raised.


    Bey''s head was raised, looking straight into Mario''s warmed eyes


    I like this guy! I forgot all I had when I was with you, all I wanted was to enjoy your time, Mario.


    I want everything, I hope you do too.


    Bey''s face was getting hotter, her body too, she can no longer control the emotions in her chest, all she wants right now is to be with her lover without any more separation


    He touches Bey''s neck with the tip of his index finger, making her breath go up and down.


    Bey tries to hold her breath but she can''t stand the touch of a warm wide palm along her neck.


    Bey feels the heart of the two of them clashing as Mario gets closer to her position.


    He grabbed Bey''s waist with both hands, raised his lover''s body, he held Bey.


    Took his lover to the room


    Bey stares at Mario''s smiling face, his good looks can intoxicate anyone.


    They seem to understand each other''s increasingly deep and meaningful gazed.


    He smiled again, kissing Bey''s forehead very gently so that Bey could feel his supple lips on the forehead.


    His finger smoothed Bey''s hair, now he bites her lips slowly like holding back the desired inside of them.


    "Bey, are you ready? "Bey''s conscience tickled at the sight of her partially bitten lips,


    "it''s a first for me, so forgive me if I make a lot of mistakes" Bey nodded her head in response to Mario''s words.


    She tried to understand the sentence her lover whispered just now, Bey''s nodded was enough to follow his whisper.


    The various flavors whipped on both chests, the feeling of beautiful, happy immeasurable because it is the first time for them, ah this makes both of them felt awkward and scared.


    Mario takes off his clothes very slowly as his eyes are reluctant to turn away from Bey''s face.


    All feelings of pleasure, anxiety, panic, curiosity aah.. everything becomes one.


    Bey holds her chest which continues to rumble, her eyes can see the shape of her lover''s hardened muscles.


    Oh, my Gosh! He''s super hot! fish... Her breath was getting heavier, her eyes really can''t resist the beautiful figure in front of her face right now.


    Mario grabbing the end of Bey''s shirt, he helps take off the clothes that are still intact on his lover''s body.


    Bey is just subdued with a whipping feeling, they behave awkwardly and stiffly to each other, this is the first time for Bey and also for Mario


    Mario leads Bey''s body to rest on his bed, their eyes staring deeply at each other, until the two of them touch each other, feeling the body temperature that meets and feels warm.


    Mario crawls upon his lover''s body, not forgetting to make a dim light to cover his red face.


    He lands a kiss on Bey''s forehead, on the tip of the nose, and then kisses in his lover''s lips, pulverizes wet, and tastes sweet of his lover''s oral cavity.


    Hot breaths collide with each other with rebellious hearts, their skin that meets feels warm, heated, and burning.


    He tries for the first time and doesn''t seem to be going well while Bey tries to contain the screams with both hands covering her mouth.


    She''s trying to hold her voice down not to scream.


    Mario tries once again, finding a home for his weapon behind a blanket.


    Arriving at a place that felt wet and deep, he took a deep breath.


    It hurts so much! It''s like my body''s stuck in a sharp iron! Bey screams in the heart, the corners of her eyes wet.


    "Bey..." Mario whispers while holding his body resting on the tip of his elbow, he licks the corner of his lover''s wet eyes like a cat. "My dear, I love you.." he whispers with a heavy sigh that makes his chest move up and down.


    Bey can''t be answering her lover''s whispers, she''s trying to withstand the pain down there, her hands gripping Mario''s shoulders and back so hard that she unknowingly hurting her lover''s skin.