《The Darker the Night, The Brighter the Stars》


 Chapter 1：Rant

    Copyright ? 2021 Mira_Diem


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    Author''s Note:


    Please be advised that this is a fictional story written for fun. If you are disturbed or affected by any of the written contents of the story, then you are advised to drop it immediately.


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    The setting is quite similar to Ancient China but not entirely the same. There will be subjects like gender stereotypes here and different cultural views that may or may not offend you. This is a fictional story. It is not real and is only a product of imagination.


    The story mainly focuses on the interaction between the FL and ML but it also portrays their relationships with other supporting characters.


    This is a:


    A fictional medium burn romance between a man who walks a road filled with thorns and a woman whose only desire is freedom.


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    Start: February 14, 2021


    End: -/-


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 Chapter 2：? | ?

    [ Warning: Mature Content 18+ ]


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    "Help me...." He said through gritted teeth while breathing heavily. His hands around her wrists were warm and his usually pale face was red as if he was suffering from a high fever.


    But Zhao Yan was aware it wasn''t an illness caused by bacteria. His eyes dilated and a strangled noise left his mouth. He took a step forward with great difficulty.


    Zhao Yan looked at his pitiful expression once before conceding.


    For the second time, she decided to help him. When she was about to reach for her medicine cabinet, she unexpectedly found herself laying on her back, her gaze on the bed ceiling.


    It turns out he wanted her to ''physically'' help him with his problem. There was medicine though...


    In the end, she was bullied in bed by this bad man.


    When she woke up, the bed beside her was cold and empty. There was a written letter on the table.


    "I will come back for you. Be good and wait for me."


    She immediately packed up and left, burning the letter to ashes along with the house she bought.


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    Li Zhao Yan, the fourth young lady of Prince Li''s mansion runs away to pursue freedom after being betrayed by the brother she adored and loved.


    Three months later, she stumbled upon a half-dead man on the verge of death. Not wanting to get involved, she turns away like any normal person would. Only, she did not expect that he would grab on her dress!


    Zhao Yan ends up with the heavy responsibility of saving a life.


    Her only request: Don''t ever come back again, I beg of you!


    Another two months later, he came back to pester her and she got taken advantage of.


    Many more months later, she found herself married and with a little bun that looked like her and the man.


    "We''ve been married for two years. Let''s have a daughter this time."


    "Your Highness, please mind your words. Little melon is barely two years old. He might get jealous..."


    "Nonsense. He''ll be more than happy to have a sibling."


    "Your Highness, let''s just divorce. Little melon is mine. You go find another woman to have a daughter with."


    "This prince strongly disagrees with your proposal! This prince will not divorce! What other woman? You are my only woman!"


    A fictional medium-burn romance set in a place and with culture similar to Ancient China.


    This is the story of a man who walks a road filled with thorns and a woman whose only desire is freedom.


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 Chapter 3：One Despicable Woman

    "Foolish woman, naive woman." He told in a cold tone. There was a layer of frost in his dark phoenix eyes that hinted at the fact that he did not care whether she viewed him as someone cruel or not.


    In his eyes, she wasn''t worthy, or atleast that was what he was trying to convince himself with. Though she wouldn''t be able to answer for obvious reasons.


    Lying next to him was the naked figure of his foolish savior, a young woman of marriageable age who was a well-bred young lady, no doubt from a wealthy noble family.


    The bundles of cloth that laid on the ground and the jade hairpin he confiscated were testaments to that. Adding the identity token he managed to fish out from the ruins of her dress, made her background more complicated than expected.


    She was from Tang Country which was miles away from Zhao Country.


    Zhao Yan was written on the small corner of the identity token with the character Li engraved largely on the middle.


    He did not expect that the missing fourth miss of Prince Li''s mansion would be living in Zhao Country, and in such a small town that was only four times the size of a regular village.


    He also did not expect that this seemingly foolish and naive woman would be able to save his life when he was on death''s door.


    He could still remember the numbing pain that was brought by the poison. He almost died if it weren''t for her, or if he hadn''t stopped her from leaving, he would have been a cold corpse long ago.


    He outstretched his hand, stroking her tender face. Her cheeks were flushed red due to exhaustion, her eyes were closed gently and soft but steady breaths were there to indicate her deep slumber.


    Her dark, thick lashes glistened; the contrast against her tender white skin made her appear more delicate and soft.


    Her inky black hair was sprawled lazily across her shoulders and back. Her sleeping posture wasn''t good at the moment. Her sudden loss of consciousness didn''t give her enough time to correct herself.


    She shivered and let out a soft noise almost like that of a kitten wanting to remain asleep. Her soft pinkish lips no longer look swollen. Her delicate skin, however, was littered with strawberries and reddish bite marks.


    There was even a bruise in the shape of his hands around her wrists.


    His lips curled slightly as he bent down to place a kiss on her forehead, pulling her closer to his chest.


    "Just a little longer." He said quietly to himself. The small body in his arms remained unmoving and undisturbed.


    He closed his eyes and laid beside her.


    He had never touched a woman nor did he ever consider bedding one. It was because his position didn''t allow him to be distracted and the power struggles of the court made it so that any woman who would approach him was only after his wealth and status or were assassins trying to end him. That, and most of them were dumb and stupid.


    The female population was creatures mostly driven by their emotions while the male population would often think using their lower half.


    It was disgusting.


    Both species were idiots and rarely does he find someone capable of real thinking. This was why at the age of 25, he was still a bachelor.


    All the marriage proposals that were sent to him had been burned or thrown in the canal. Either way, marriage was a burden.


    Having a wife or children complicated things. They would become weaknesses or loose strings that would be used against him.


    Females were too emotional and had been one of the many sources of trouble in his life.


    When he was five, a bowl of soup with raw gingko nuts was sent to him by his father''s favorite imperial concubine. Gingko nuts were nutritional but they were dangerous when eaten raw, especially for young children.


    The supposed nutritional soup left him poisoned and with a high fever overnight.


    Not once did his father visit him while his mother begged his father to come to see him atleast once.


    Fu Yanqing wasn''t a stranger to the power struggle in the harem. His biological father had been a lecherous fool who could only think with his lower half.


    He was an incompetent king who was easily swayed by superficial beauty and young female bodies. His only karma in this life was his low fertility and inability to have many children.


    Fu Yanqing was his father''s eldest son. He has one younger sister and one younger brother, all from different mothers.


    The three of them were his father''s only children. Despite being the eldest, his father was prejudiced against Fu Yanqing and would always favor Fu Yangqing''s younger brother.


    Even the throne fell so easily on his younger brother''s lap because his incompetent father was easily tricked by his most favored concubine, Concubine Xiang.


    His father was too foolish, being easily controlled by women for so many years. Eventually, their country was on the verge of collapsing due to poor government because that father of his was not only an incompetent man but also an incompetent king.


    He failed as a parent and he failed as a ruler.


    Fu Yanqing had to step up and usurp the throne, stepping on the dead bodies of many and slitting his father''s own throat. He did not feel anything, not even sadness or pain.


    Instead, he was relieved.


    But who would have thought that his father''s most favored concubine would still be a menace?


    A trap was set up and he was poisoned horribly by his own younger brother. The younger brother that he had cherished and cared for for so many years turned out to be a traitorous snake who would stab him in the back and discard their lifelong relationship as siblings.


    All this for power...


    But his brother was still a greenhorn and just as incompetent as their father. If it weren''t for Concubine Xiang''s maliciousness, his younger brother would have never dared to do anything against Fu Yanqing.


    With a hole in his belly and his body poisoned, Fu Yangqing was one step away from meeting King Yama.


    All the effort and hardships he had endured to secure the throne and stabilize the country... The many wounds and dangers he had encountered to make sure that Zhao Country didn''t fall into ruins. The wars he had led so their borders would never be invaded...


    All of them would have been for naught because of one despicable woman''s ambitions, simply a sparrow wanting to be a phoenix.


    Fu Yanqing''s eyes darkened.


    Man cannot be judged by looks; seas cannot be measured by cup. You really cannot judge a person''s appearance, especially women.


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 Chapter 4：Weak Women

    Just remembering that woman''s laughter and arrogant face made his blood boil and his eyes darken.


    "Mm.."


    Fu Yanqing looked at the body beside him and the anger inside him subsided immediately.


    Yes, everything would have been for naught...


    Instead of waiting for her to get medicine, he had lost control when he saw her in only her inner-wear. His mind clouded, all reasons flew out of the window and he found himself entangled with her warm and soft body, drowning her in pleasure.


    Her pitiful cries and weak protests made him feel guilty but he could no longer ignore the budding attraction he had for her.


    Even though she was a woman who was driven by emotions, he somehow ended up wanting to possess this little doll.


    When she smiles, he only wanted it to be directed at him. Including her laughter, cries, and all her ridiculous reactions, he wanted all of them for himself and only himself.


    It would seem facts beat eloquence like always.


    In that night, he felt like all the feelings he had felt before had all been a joke.


    All the hatred he felt towards the incompetent people below him and the disgust he felt to all the women who had stained the throne, evaporated when he realized that he was also a fool because he ended up falling for an emotionally driven creature who was not only weak but also delicate.


    In that moment of realization, the feelings he had felt when he was closest to her had been so profound and deep that it was the first time he had felt so weak himself.


    He likes her.


    It was a truth that should have horrified and disgusted him yet there was only satisfaction in his heart.


    He really likes her.


    Sure enough, great wisdom may seem foolish. He had endured and denied, thinking that it was a mistake, only to be rebutted by the truth.


    Fu Yanqing really likes this woman.


    Not only because she saved him but because he wanted to protect the small her and encase her in his arms so she would never have to cry or get hurt again.


    Women were weak. They got hurt easily, cried easily, and would always put up a pitiful expression that would stir a male''s protective instincts.


    Fu Yanqing had always thought that he was different from those other males because he was a man with a purpose. All his life, he had strived to be the best, he had studied to be the most suitable candidate for the throne and because he was the eldest among three siblings, he had the biggest responsibility.


    If Heaven made someone, the earth can find a use for them. His grandmother used to say this to him when he was young so with those words in his mind, he never gave up no matter how muddy the waters or how cold the wind was.


    His own younger sister was weak. His biological mother was weak. His grandmother was weak.


    Weak, weak, weak. All the women around him were weak which was why he worked hard to be the strongest and the best.


    They say beauty is the wisdom of women and wisdom is the beauty of men. It was true.


    His father''s concubines were proof.


    Fu Yanqing himself was proof.


    Countless of sleepless nights and tiresome days, dealing with the inner court and his father''s forgotten responsibilities, he naturally saw himself as someone above other people.


    He believed that the mighty him would never allow himself to be manipulated and toyed by a woman.


    Because Fu Yanqing knew that the weaker they are, the more devious they are.


    And because weak people would strive to protect themselves, they would scheme and plot to earn power and favor.


    His father''s harem had been a great example of this. Those women that his father had kept and slept with made a fool out of his father. They asked and asked, demanded, and wished for things that should happen been impossible for people of their station.


    But Fu Yanqing''s father was a fool.


    Fu Beidou, the most foolish emperor in history who got played by the women of his own harem and the youngest emperor who died at the hands of his most unfavored son.


    Fu Yanqing had seized the throne forcefully but inevitably got schemed again by Concubine Xiang who held Fu Yanqing''s sister, Fu Tian Su, as a hostage.


    All good things must come to an end. He barely escaped with his life, got saved by Zhao Yan before coming back again like a stubborn mule to take revenge.


    All is well until his drink was spiked by an aphrodisiac by his own mother.


    It was like he had accumulated eight lifetimes'' worth of misfortune for suffering these kinds of mishaps.


    "It''s time for you to get married and have children. You are not young anymore," were the words the Empress, his mother, told him.


    Fu Yanqing had laughed at her before ordering his shadow guards to throw out all the women sent to him by his mother. Then he had raced back to find Zhao Yan to spend the night with her.


    He knew that she would be mad at him when she wakes up and he would do anything to atone for his actions as long as she agrees to stay by his side.


    It was a pity that he was unable to stay until morning to explain himself. Fu Yanqing needed to deal with the nuisances in his life first so they could freely be together without anyone hindering them. He needed to quickly deal with the leftovers of his rebellion.


    The matters of the court had been delayed because of his mother''s selfish move. He could not believe that she would be stupid enough to pull this kind of stunt during such a critical situation.


    The very idea of leaving so early and letting his little woman wake up alone pained him.


    If only his mother had controlled herself and had stopped herself from doing such a reckless move and if only he didn''t have such a great responsibility, Fu Yanqing would happily stay beside his little woman until she wakes up.


    He gritted his teeth and got up to dress. Even when he also dressed her up and wiped her body, he deliberately slowed down so he could remain with her for a while longer.


    It was a pity that his responsibilities were too great and the burden on his back too heavy. Fu Yanqing left a letter before he reluctantly left her home.


    He made sure to take her identity token with him. His subordinates met with him halfway and reported about the current situation.


    "Your Highness, her majesty has been looking for you all night. The palace is chaotic right now and the princess..." Si Chong, his right shadow guard paused hesitantly before continuing, "The princess was poisoned. Your Highness, just like you, she was..."


    Si Chong paused. His Highness didn''t look the least bit poisoned. Other than his annoyed and stormy expression, his highness looks the same.


    Fu Yanqing narrowed his eyes darkly, an itchy feeling surfacing in his heart.


    Women were indeed weak.


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 Chapter 5：Li Zhao Yan

    "My lady, Shopkeeper Liang sent the medicine shop''s earnings for the past two months. Please take a look and verify it. It''s 350, 000 silvers!" Chun Lan said and handed the box to Zhao Yan.


    Zhao Yan nodded at her, looking over the account book and counting the bank notes.


    There were also gifts sent to her courtyard and Chun Lan has already arranged for them to be placed in the storage room.


    "My lady, it''s almost lunchtime. Chun Lan will be right back!"


    "Mm... Tell the kitchen that I want some bird''s nest soup. "Zhao Yan said without looking up from the account book. Her hand continued to write without stopping and the bank notes that were counted were brought back inside the box.


    "Then please stay here, my lady. Chun Lan will prepare your lunch. "The little girl who was only fifteen-year-old ran off hurriedly to the kitchen as if her life depended on it.


    Zhao Yan sighed and placed the account book and box away. She sat down on a chair and rubbed her small rounded belly. She was currently three months into her pregnancy.


    The days she had to endure morning sickness had passed but she was still very sensitive to foods that smelled fishy or oily.


    Sure enough, no pain, no gain. She would have to endure six more months to hold her baby.


    Zhao Yan told Chun Lan to hire a female chef that could cook and was experienced in handling pregnant women''s food.


    Luckily, Chun Lan found a suitable person for the job. Mama Yang was in charge of Zhao Yan''s meals.


    Zhao Yan was very satisfied with Mama Yang''s cooking and even raised her salary. Although Zhao Yan could cook, the heat and smoke in the kitchen made her dizzy and uncomfortable.


    It wasn''t good for her pregnancy, thus, she asked Chun Lan to hire another pair of hands.


    Aside from Chun Lan and Mama Yan, there were also two female servants responsible for household chores and two male servants to help with the rough work.


    Zhao Yan only hired six guards. They were all capable and good in martial arts. Her courtyard was neither too big nor small but it was decent enough for her and her child to live peacefully.


    She didn''t want attention and she didn''t want to go back to her previous life. She also didn''t want to encounter any strange men or people anymore.


    Discretion was the way to live.


    But Zhao Yan, she had been too careless before when she was in Zhao Country. Zhao Yan thought that she would be able to live a happy yet simple life in that place, earning her own money, and would no longer have to worry about her family coming after her.


    Her assumptions were fantasy and reality was different.


    Zhao Yan closed her eyes as she remembered the pain and humiliation she experienced as the fourth miss of Prince Li''s mansion.


    She had always yielded everything for her older brother, Li Dabao. She didn''t compete for attention among her family and she was kind and courteous to everyone. Zhao Yan loved her brother so much because she had been raised with the fact that men were much more important than women because they could carry the family name.


    Women were only used as political tools for marriage and Zhao Yan had always felt uncomfortable about that.


    Nevertheless, Zhao Yan didn''t voice out her concerns and disagreement because she only has one brother from the same mother so Zhao Yan wholeheartedly supported her brother, Li Dabao.


    She even used most of her allowances to help him get what he wants. All the nutritional tonics she made were handed over to him and all the valuable items the family had were arranged for him.


    All the good things in her family fell right on Li Dabao''s awaiting hands while Zhao Yan would smile, endure and never once complain.


    In the table, Li Dabao would be served first before Zhao Yan. During a family gathering, even if Zhao Yan was better at chess than Li Dabao, Li Dabao would still be praised instead of her.


    At the poetry competition, even though her poetry was better and Li Dabao''s poetry was mediocre, Li Dabao would still earn everyone''s praise.


    When going out, Li Dabao could go because he was a man while Zhao Yan was to remain at home because she was a woman.


    Zhao Yan had always thought it was unfair but Li Dabao was her brother so she would erase her negative thoughts and also take part in praising his skills, however, average they were.


    Zhao Yan''s three older sisters were married to prominent families while Li Dabao was engaged to their cousin, Wei Gao Xi.


    Although they were relatives, Prince Li''s mansion was still above the Wei family in terms of power, status, and wealth. This marriage was too advantageous for the Wei family and disadvantageous to Prince Li''s mansion.


    It was like carrying a piece of extra baggage and Prince Li''s mansion would be responsible for that baggage which was the Wei Family.


    Her brother, Li Dabao was stubborn and strong insisted to marry Wei Gao Xi and even publicly admitted they were in love.


    Zhao Yan didn''t really like Wei Gao Xi because she was arrogant and had always mocked Zhao Yan as the unfavored fourth miss despite being the daughter of Li Zhong''s primary wife, Bao Mei.


    Zhao Yan never understood where Wei Gao Xi''s hate came from since Zhao Yan has never done anything to her. Was it really just as simple as Zhao Yan being unfavored which is why Wei Gao Xi felt the need to pour oil on the fire?


    Zhao Yan couldn''t help but think it was stupid and petty.


    Zhao Yan also kept a low profile. Aside from her brother, Li Dabao, Zhao Yan was only close to her grandfather, Li Hua.


    Zhao Yan learned medicine from her grandfather. He even taught Zhao Yan how to cook medicinal cuisine, and how to read and write. Her grandfather, Li Hua was like a parent figure to Zhao Yan and she loved her grandfather dearly.


    So Zhao Yan earnestly studied under him and learned everything he taught her without any complaints. Because her grandfather was the only person willing to be kind to Zhao Yan, Zhao Yan trusted him and confided to him a lot.


    Who would have expected that her grandfather would suddenly disappear? It was when Zhao Yan was sixteen years old. She was naturally devastated because one of the closest people to her had suddenly vanished in thin air. Her family didn''t even put that much effort in finding her grandfather because he was old and a powerless figurehead!


    What they didn''t know that her grandfather''s medicinal skills were top notch. He was only hiding them because he wanted to enjoy his retirement.


    It was also thanks to her grandfather, Li Hua, that Zhao Yan hadn''t been forced to marry, unlike her three sisters who had been married already to secure political ties.


    Zhao Yan knew that because she was a woman that her status was looked down upon and because she was the youngest among her siblings, she was overlooked. Not to mention that her brother, Li Dabao was a male and could carry the family name.


    She was naturally overshadowed by her brother''s figure over the years.


    Never once did Zhao Yan harbored any hate for this no matter how wronged she was.


    Because she dearly loved her brother, she could endure her situation.


    What she didn''t expect was that he had never really cared for her and was only using her as a stepping stone.


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 Chapter 6：Dont Be Selfish

    The brother that Zhao Yan loves so much was her only biological sibling. Her three older sisters were from her father, Li Zhong''s three other concubines.


    She had always thought it was unfair that she, Zhao Yan, the fourth miss from the main wife was ostracized and treated unfavorably. Other than being born a woman, Zhao Yan wasn''t incompetent.


    She could read, write, cook, and was even knowledgeable about medicine. She wasn''t ugly or clumsy. Zhao Yan has grown under Li Hua, her grandfather''s meticulous care so her poise and posture were tempered over the years.


    She was also very patient because of the oppressive environment she grew up in.


    After all, it was all for Li Dabao, her older brother.


    He was the eldest son and the only male child in their family. Everyone paved the way smoothly for him.


    Zhao Yan has sacrificed so much for him and always thought that Li Dabao also cared about her. Other than being siblings from the same mother, Zhao Yan has always supported him.


    Even though everyone was against her engagement and marriage to Wei Gao Xi, Zhao Yan supported him and stood by his side. She defended him and argued for him so he could marry the woman he loves.


    Even though that woman was Wei Gao Xi, who hates Zhao Yan, Zhao Yan didn''t care as long as her brother was happy.


    But the brother who she treated the most, loved the most, and cared about the most plotted behind her back for his own selfish gain.


    "Yanyan, do this for big brother. You just have to agree to the marriage between you and Tian Luo. This way, Tian Luo would help speak up for me and persuade Father to agree to my own marriage with Xi''er." Li Dabao said to her while smiling as if he was sure that she would agree to his request.


    This was her marriage that they were talking about.


    Zhao Yan was too shocked to react. Who did not know Tian Luo, the second young master of Duke Ying''s family? Not only was he Duke Ying''s biological son, but he was also famous in the capital for being a lecherous man who had ruined a lot of young maidens. He was even seen frequenting the brothel house in broad daylight while drinking with a bunch of prostitutes.


    Tian Luo was your typical young master who was spoiled since birth. Because he was a man, he always gets whatever he wants and would even beat his servants in broad daylight whenever he felt like it.


    And Li Dabao, wanted her to marry this guy? For what? Just to help persuade their father to allow him to marry Wei Gao Xi? He was willing to sacrifice her happiness to secure a political tie with Duke Ying''s second young master?


    He had even set her up to meet with Tian Luo in private. Was he crazy?


    Tian Luo''s unruly and bad character was known throughout the whole capital. Zhao Yan was also unmarried and he wanted her to meet with Tian Luo in private to agree to marry that lecherous fiend?


    "Big brother...Tian Luo, he''s..."She wanted to say what kind of man Tian Luo was, but Li Dabao cut her off.


    "Yanyan, don''t be unreasonable. It''s your fortune to be able to marry into Duke Ying''s family. Although Duke Ying''s family is lower than Prince Li''s mansion, the status of Duke is still high. Tian Luo has only one concubine. You can marry as the primary wife and be able to enjoy a prestigious and wealthy life." Li Dabao said somewhat impatiently when he saw her hesitation.


    "Big brother..." Zhao Yan with wide eyes. Her body was trembling from shock.


    "Li Zhao Yan!" A female voice suddenly called.


    Zhao Yan saw Wei Gao Xi''s approaching figure. Her face was arrogant and she looked at Zhao Yan with disdain.


    "Brother Li is kind enough to arrange a marriage for you with Duke Ying''s second young master. It''s your honor for being able to attract Tian Luo''s attention. You get to marry as the main wife even though you''re just an unfavored missy! Don''t get too full with yourself, you''re not even that pretty! Don''t you dare reject Brother Li''s kindness!" Wei Gao Xi warned with narrowed eyes.


    Zhao Yan''s eyes were wide and her whole body stiffened. What right did they have to decide her marriage?


    "Gao Xi, it''s my fortune to marry Tian Luo?" Zhao Yan said with clenched fists. "You know just what kind of character that man has. Even if he is the second young master of Duke Ying''s residence, his character is poor and he has no respect for women. I''ll only be suffering if I marry that man."


    Li Dabao furrowed his brows. "Yanyan, don''t say that."


    "Li Zhao Yan, are you looking down on Duke Ying''s second young master?" Wei Gao Xi with a raised brow.


    "That''s not it..."Zhao Yan tried to say but Wei Gao Xi interrupted her words.


    "Li Zhao Yan, you care about Brother Li''s marriage, right? Brother Li loves me and I love Brother Li. If you marry Tian Luo, not only will Prince Li have gained a connection with Duke Ying''s residence, Tian Luo will also help make my and Brother Li''s marriage possible. Don''t you want me and Brother Li to be happy?"


    Zhao Yan didn''t know what to say. She wanted her brother to be happy but she also didn''t want to marry Tian Luo.


    She could already imagine how terrible her life would be if she married that lecherous fiend.


    Zhao Yan looked at her brother, Li Dabao, wanting to plead with him.


    "Big brother..." She began.


    "Yanyan, you aren''t young anymore. Back then, Grandfather has spoiled you too much and prevented you from marrying. You''re already 18. Do you want to remain an old maid? Even our eldest sister married when she was only fourteen! Don''t you want to have your own family? Duke Ying''s second young master would take care of you and your big brother will definitely make sure he treats you well. So Yanyan, help big brother. This is also for your own good." Li Dabao said softly. Zhao Yan wasn''t stupid.


    She could hear the impatience and insincerity in his voice. She glanced at her cousin, Wei Gao Xi who was also looking very impatient.


    They didn''t even try to hide their intentions, believing that she would readily agree.


    How could they treat her like this?


    "What''s taking you so long?"


    A male voice sounded. All three of them looked at a tall figure.


    Zhao Yan subconsciously took a step back when she saw Tian Luo, only that Wei Gao Xi pinched her arm and pulled her to the front.


    "Li Zhao Yan, don''t be selfish. "She whispered to Zhao Yan.


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 Chapter 7：Happiest Birthday

    What selfish? Zhao Yan was being selfish? Then what were they?


    Zhao Yan glanced between her cousin and her brother then to Tian Luo.


    When Tian Luo saw her, he looked over her with undisguised lust and interest in his eyes. Zhao Yan shivered. She was so disgusted that she took another step back again.


    He was even worse than the rumors.


    But Wei Gao Xi kept a firm hold on her arm, her nails digging on her skin and glaring at her warningly.


    "So this is Prince Li''s fourth miss?"


    Zhao Yan looked at Li Dabao, her eyes pleading at him. To her surprise, he ignored her begging look and happily approached Tian Luo.


    "Brother Luo, this is Zhao Yan, my younger sister. I told you before that she''s pretty even if she likes to wear simple clothes." He said, gesturing to her as if he was endorsing merchandise.


    Zhao Yan felt like she had been slapped hard in the face when her brother ignored her wishes and continued to talk to Tian Luo. He and Wei Gao Xi even left her alone with Tian Luo while exchanging knowing looks.


    "Don''t worry, Yanyan. I''m sure Brother Luo would take care of you well."


    Zhao Yan could only watch the two with a stunned expression. They left her alone so easily with another man. She was unmarried. It was not good for her reputation. What would people say?


    Furthermore, they left her with a lusty fiend. What ''take care of you well'' was her brother talking about? Tian Luo was already looking at her like she was some piece of meat, waiting to be devoured.


    And this Wei Gao Xi would inform her father that Zhao Yan wanted to marry Tian Luo?


    What kind of power did she have to say that? She was not in the position to decide Zhao Yan''s marriage. Wei Gao Xi was just the Wei family''s second daughter.


    And Zhao Yan has repeatedly voiced out her protest and showed her disagreement.


    Her brother really left her with this guy? He didn''t even stop Wei Gao Xi!


    Zhao Yan felt like all the things she had done had all been for naught. She was going to be ruined and her only brother never cared about her. Instead, he happily passed her off to a scumbag so he could benefit.


    Zhao Yan felt her knees grow weak as tears lingered in her eyes then a second passed and she cleared her mind.


    "Li Zhao Yan, was it? Come over, I want to get a good look on you." Tian Luo said with a lusty smile as he stared at her chest.


    Zhao Yan felt revolted immediately.


    When she didn''t look like she was going to come closer, Tian Luo became irritated and ran towards her with her hands outstretched, presumably to grab her.


    Zhao Yan narrowed her eyes, sidestepped his approach, and pulled out a needle from her sleeves. Without mercy, she stabbed the needle mercilessly at a certain point on his neck.


    Zhao Yan watched his unconscious body fall on the floor before pulling out her needle, robbing his money and valuables then calmly walking out of the room like nothing happened.


    Her eyes gazed at the direction of Prince Li''s mansion and calmly came back. Both Li Dabao and Wei Gao xi had been shocked to see her unscathed.


    "Li Zhao Yan! Where is Second Young master Tian Luo!" Wei Gao Xi demanded when Zhao Yan came home just a few minutes after they arrived.


    "Yanyan..."Li Dabao looked dumbfounded.


    Zhao Yan ignored them and went to her courtyard. She gathered her remaining money, stuffed the banknotes on her clothes, and packed a few of her tonics and small jewelry. She''d sell them later.


    Zhao Yan changed into a servant''s clothes, slipped outside her courtyard and away from Li Dabao and Wei Gao Xi''s sight, just in time before the two stormed into her room with unjust expressions.


    "Li Zhao Yan!" Wei Gao Xi screeched when she couldn''t find her.


    Zhao Yan had disguised herself as a male and tagged along with a merchant group. She went to the nearest country which was Zhao Country. She could have picked a faraway village or town in Tang Country but she no longer felt comfortable living in the same place as Prince Li''s mansion.


    She had steeled herself throughout the journey and only cried in silence during the night. She never showed her weak side in front of anyone and endured the tiresome journey.


    It had taken their group a week to arrive at the borders and two more weeks before arriving at the nearest town which was Fan Hua.


    Zhao Yan paid the money, rented an inn for the night, and roamed the town the next day. She had calculated immediately that it was unsuitable for her to stay here because there were more hoodlums than none so she moved to another town which was Jinglan.


    There, Zhao Yan found a suitable house, settled herself in town, and sold some of her jewelry. She even changed her name to Lin Chunmei and paid someone to help forge an identity for her. With her medicinal knowledge and skills, she made a living by selling her tonics.


    Eventually, because her tonic was high on demand, she bought a shop and hired workers and slaves to help her with her hard-earned money. Zhao Yan immersed herself in work for the past three months, forcing herself to forget what almost happened to her.


    She was so busy with her shop, that she stopped caring about other things. Zhao Yan was determined to start a new life in Zhao Country''s Jinglan Town. She treated a few patients while hiding in the identity of Lin Chunmei. Although many were skeptical of her at first, they were gradually convinced after experiencing her treatment firsthand.


    Many people underestimated her for being a woman but because Zhao Yan was able to treat Hua Family''s young miss, her good reputation gradually spread because of the good words of the young miss.


    Still, Zhao Yan kept a low profile and tried to minimize the number of people who knew her abilities. She paid more attention to her medicine shop and increased the number of nutritional and medicinal tonics.


    These tonics she made were so effective and popular that her business started booming. Zhao Yan didn''t like publicity so she allowed Shopkeeper Liang to handle the shop. She made sure to tell the workers to keep a tight lip about her identity.


    They know her as Lin Chunmei and not as Li Zhao Yan so she felt a bit assured.


    Zhao Yan''s tiresome days were much different than the days she had lived as the fourth miss of Prince Li''s mansion.


    Comparing the life, she lived before and the hardship she was experiencing now, Zhao Yan would still prefer her life now.


    Atleast she didn''t have to worry about her family coming after her. She was free from the burden of her title and in this Jinglan Town, Zhao Yan can live a normal life. She has a steady income that could provide her with three meals a day and although making tonics and medicine was a tiring job, she was satisfied.


    Because it was the first time she was praised for her abilities.


    It was the first time she had felt the happiness of being acknowledged.


    Although her identity as a woman made people underestimate her at first, she gradually overcame this challenge and was able to establish a footing in Jinglan Town as Lin Chunmei.


    Zhao Yan after staying three months in Jinglan Town sat down inside her house and enjoyed her birthday alone with a happy smile on her face.


    Her 19th birthday was the happiest she had been for the past 19 years of her life.


    ???

 Chapter 8：Half-Dead Man

    Everything should have remained as it is for her if only she hadn''t encountered that man.


    The simple yet happy life with a few hardships she had been enjoying was interrupted when she stumbled upon a half-dead man who was one step away from meeting with King Yama.


    From the clothes alone, Zhao Yan can easily tell that this strange man was someone who was from a wealthy family.


    Zhao Yan was aware that the brocade he was wearing would cost a few thousand taels alone. The blood-red jade bracelet on his wrist was also rare and she has only seen it once. Her grandfather, Li Hua, had something similar.


    Her grandfather cherished it so much that Zhao Yan wasn''t even allowed to touch it. Even until his disappearance, Zhao Yan was unable to get a feel of the blood-red jade bracelet.


    Coincidentally, this half-dead man was also wearing it. The man was bleeding on his stomach and from the blue veins appearing on his neck, he was poisoned.


    Zhao Yan could save him... although there was no guarantee that he would remain alive since he was already so weak.


    And Zhao Yan felt skeptical. This half-dead man was someone from a prominent family. No matter how good-looking he was, Zhao Yan felt that she would invite unnecessary trouble if she saves him.


    And there really was no guarantee he would remain alive even if she helped him.


    Zhao Yan looked over the half-dead man once before turning around, about to leave.


    To her surprise, she was forced to stop. Zhao Yan''s eyes slowly moved towards the bottom of her dress and saw a pale hand clutching on it.


    She followed the origins of the hand and was frozen when she saw the half-dead man with his eyes opened, staring coldly at her.


    It only lasted for a few seconds before his hand fell down and his eyes closed, presumably because he no longer has the strength.


    She stared at his handsome yet pale face, wondering if she had seen it wrong.


    Zhao Yan looked at her hands before she took his pulse and calculated.


    He was still alive but barely...


    She could leave him and never look back but somehow, his cold gaze kept appearing on her mind.


    Since he used his last strength to plead for her help in his own way then Zhao Yan has no choice but to help him. She wasn''t heartless.


    Although she was really worried about the consequences of her actions, Zhao Yan gritted her teeth and brought the man to her house with help from one of her male servants.


    Zhao Yan made sure to cover the man''s face with a towel to hide his appearance.


    She was worried that the ones who had hurt this man would come to her home. Zhao Yan informed the servant to keep this incident a secret.


    She also ordered to get rid of the bloodstains and dragging marks.


    She even made sure to plant fake evidence in the opposite direction of her house.


    Of course, it was Zhao Yan''s trusted servants who had done this while she busied away in trying to save the half-dead man from King Yama''s clutches.


    Zhao Yan could still remember that man''s cold gaze. She had spent one-month taking care of him. Even when he finally woke up, he was cold towards her and only said a few words.


    Zhao Yan was terrified of him but she had already exerted effort in saving his life and taking care of him. Even though she didn''t know his name or identity, Zhao Yan remained patient and took care of him.


    She personally cooked his meals, redressed his wounds, and fed him his medicine.


    Zhao Yan can count the number of times he had spoken to her in her hands.


    He had never spoken to her properly, never asked her name, and never told her why he was injured and poisoned in the first place.


    Zhao Yan knows self-preservation so she didn''t ask him nor did she insist on knowing his background.


    It was better not to know anything.


    When the day comes that he has finally healed, Zhao Yan would unashamedly kick him out and ask him to never show his face in front of her ever again.


    Atleast that was what she was planning on doing.


    After one month of taking care of him, the man finally asked for Zhao Yan''s name.


    "Name." He said in a cold tone. His phoenix eyes were narrowed coldly at her and his aura alone made her nervous.


    Zhao Yan couldn''t answer at all.


    He was imposing and had the gait of a leader. There was something about him that made people want to bow their heads and follow his instructions without question.


    Zhao Yan has a guess. Since she had redressed his wounds so many times and wiped his body down, Zhao Yan was able to see how well-toned he was.


    It wasn''t the body of a normal person. It was a body of martial artists or atleast someone similar. He had tempered and trained his body to its peak. It was also the reason why Zhao Yan was able to save him.


    His life force was strong and even while half-dead, he clung to life and never gave up.


    Though she had trouble convincing this man to drink the few days when he was awake, she managed to convince him still. She understood his skepticism because he had recently just escaped death.


    "I have spared every effort to save you. Since I have accepted this responsibility, I have to make sure that you recover 100%. Then when you are better, you can leave my house and never come back." Zhao Yan unashamedly told him while feeding him soup one time.


    The icy stare he gave her made her uncomfortable but she steeled her heart and stubbornly forced him to eat.


    "I only ask that you cooperate because the sooner you get better; the sooner you can leave." Then I can go back to my peaceful life.


    The man finally cooperated. He also shamelessly informed her that he dislikes the soup she had been feeding him.


    Zhao Yan patiently endured and once again told him the many benefits of eating vegetables and fruits as well as nourishing his body.


    His food preference was irrelevant at the moment.


    Though she said that, Zhao Yan obediently made something else to feed him.


    ???

 Chapter 9：Five Months Ago

    She met the man about five months ago and nursed him back to health for one and a half months before he left without a word.


    Who knew that guy would come back to ask for help again and he was so shameless, showing up again after she specifically told him that she doesn''t want anything to do with him.


    She didn''t want his money, his gratitude, or whatever. What she wanted was for him to disappear from her life and never bother her again.


    Out of sight, out of mind.


    Yet the shameless man showed himself yet again only two weeks after he disappeared.


    "Woman, help me...." He said through gritted teeth while breathing heavily. His hands around her wrists were warm and his usually pale face was red as if he was suffering from a high fever.


    But Zhao Yan was aware it wasn''t an illness caused by bacteria. His eyes dilated and a strangled noise left his mouth. He took a step forward with great difficulty.


    Zhao Yan looked at his pitiful expression once before finally conceding.


    For the second time, she decided to help him. When she was about to reach for her medicine cabinet, she unexpectedly found herself lying on her back, her gaze on the bedroom ceiling.


    It turns out he wanted her to ''physically'' help him with his problem. There was medicine though...


    In the end, she was bullied in bed by this bad man.


    When she woke up, the bed beside her was cold and empty. There was a written letter on the table.


    "I will come back for you. Be good and obediently wait for me."


    Zhao Yan reread the letter once, twice, then thrice until she had memorized it and could recite the briefly written lines with her eyes closed.


    She was so angry that she immediately packed up and left, burning the letter to ashes along with the house she bought.


    Zhao Yan was so mad and frustrated at what happened. Instead of gratitude, she had been taken advantage of!


    She left Zhao Country, closed her shop, brought all her servants with her, and reluctantly went back to Tang Country. This time, she settled in a small town in the countryside, away from the capital where she could live in peace.


    She bought a courtyard, established yet another shop, hiding her identity this time, and allowed Shopkeeper Liang to face the customers instead of her.


    Chun Lan was recently bought by Zhao Yan from Madam Zhu who was a slave trader.


    Chun Lan came from a peasant family in a nearby village. Because her mother was sick, Chun Lan sold herself to earn the money to pay for her mother''s medical expenses.


    Zhao Yan happened to stumble upon her and since her character was good, Zhao Yan bought her slave contract and even helped treat Chun Lan''s mother.


    Since then, the fifteen-year-old has been grateful to her and was deeply loyal to Zhao Yan.


    Zhao Yan was peacefully establishing herself in Xing Town during the first month when she found herself in a dilemma.


    The shameless man she had saved managed to get her pregnant after only one spending one night with her.


    Zhao Yan was so shocked and angry that she fainted. Fortunately, Chun Lan was there to help her.


    Just like that, three months passed after her embarrassing experience and she was taking care of her body, nursing her pregnant belly.


    She was only three months pregnant but Zhao Yan was very cautious. Although she didn''t like the way she had gained a child, this was still her baby and she would take care of it.


    She''d stay far away from the shameless man who had done this to her and raise her baby alone.


    Zhao Yan was still mad at that person. She really regretted saving him.


    Well, there was no use crying over spilled tea. Zhao Yan was still sensible and didn''t let herself be affected and made sure to care for her body and baby.


    Mama Yang was also very helpful and told her all the things a pregnant woman must watch out for and prepared dishes that both satisfied Zhao Yan''s tastes and helped nourished her body.


    She was still a bit thin but Zhao Yan has been small ever since. She wasn''t worried since her body was strong and healthy despite her small stature.


    Anyway, she has Chun Lan and Mama Yang to help her.


    Zhao Yan was also pretty rich because of her medicine shop. She could afford more servants but she felt that it was enough.


    She wasn''t greedy for money as well since she had already saved quite a lot. Moreover, both Chun Lan and Mama Yang were very nice and watchful over her.


    Zhao Yan also knows her own body''s condition because of her medical knowledge and skills. She was aware of what she could and could not eat.


    Other times, her own body would tell her and even the smell of food alone was enough.


    "Miss, it''s already mid-autumn. The preparations for winter should be arranged. Miss'' current clothes aren''t suitable for the winter season." Chun Lan kindly reminded her.


    Zhao Yan wasn''t ignorant. Being the unfavored fourth miss, most of her needs were deprived. During winter, she barely had anything to warm herself up. The clothes or quilt wasn''t enough or they were too old.


    Even though Prince Li''s mansion didn''t lack money, Zhao Yan still ended up living a frugal life so she knew what she needed to do to prepare for winter.


    It was also getting colder and Zhao Yan didn''t want to risk her health due to a moment''s carelessness.


    "Then, come with me to buy some things."


    Chun Lan paled. "Miss, the weather is starting to get cold. What if you get sick from exposure...? Chun Lan will run the errands for you! Chun Lan''s body is very tough."


    Zhao Yan smiled and patted the little girl.


    "It''s fine. It''s only for today. We''ll use the carriage and go home immediately. "


    "Miss.." Chun Lan still looks worried but with Zhao Yan''s firm attitude, they prepared themselves. The carriage was ready and Zhao Yan was wrapped in a bundle by a paranoid Mama Yang along with Chun Lan''s urging.


    Zhao Yan just laughed at the two worried women and repeatedly reassured them.


    With two bodyguards and one male servant driving their carriage, Zhao Yan along with Chun Lan left.


    ???

 Chapter 10：Never Cross Paths

    "This is fine linen..." Zhao Yan felt the fabric and was very satisfied.


    "This young madam, you have a good eye. This fine linen has a smooth and comfortable texture. It would make a lovely dress during this winter season." The shopkeeper who has seen Zhao Yan has already grown accustomed to sucking up to her since Zhao Yan was a regular who always bought expensive yet good fabric.


    Unlike those other customers who spent hours picking a fabric and would only buy a few, Zhao Yan was decisive and was generous with the money.


    "Five bolts of the blue, white, and yellow fabric of this should be enough for one winter season...or maybe I should also buy some silk..." Zhao Yan said casually.


    "Ah..."The shopkeeper was stunned. This young madam was really generous! The shopkeeper smiled even wider and happily praised Zhao Yan for having a keen eye while also endorsing more fabric and giving her a discount for her large purchase.


    Zhao Yan let Chun Lan handle the payment then they went to the market to stock up food.


    Zhao Yan bought a good amount of grains, wheat, salt, brown sugar, flour, and various spices. She also bought a good amount of meat that would be dried and preserved with various kinds of techniques when they get home.


    Since the fishy smell made her nauseous, she allowed Chun Lan to buy the meat and eggs.


    She was still very picky with her food and didn''t want to eat oily stuff. Zhao Yan felt that she should have brought Mama Yang with her since she was responsible for Zhao Yan''s meals.


    But there was no use regretting her decision so Zhao Yan just did her best to buy the necessary stuff.


    This was simply a life better than the life she had endured at Prince Li''s mansion.


    "Miss, why are you buying tea? Mama Yang said you aren''t allowed to drink tea!" Chun Lan said worriedly.


    Zhao Yan smiled. "These are for you guys. "She said.


    Chun Lan was stunned. "Miss, there''s no need for..." When Chun Lan saw Zhao Yan''s sad look, she immediately stopped herself and corrected her words.


    "I mean, thank you very much, Miss! Chun Lan is very grateful!" The fifteen-year-old girl smiled happily.


    Chun Lan repeatedly heard from Mama Yang that pregnant women were very sensitive and were prone to mood swings. Mama Yang specifically told Chun Lan that she must always do her best to placate the young miss.


    It wasn''t good to make a pregnant woman cry or feel any sort of distress because it might affect the fetus.


    Naturally, Chun Lan remembered Mama Yang''s words and corrected herself with haste. Though she was grateful that the young miss was very thoughtful, Chun Lan still said that half a kilogram of tea was enough and there was no need to buy five kilograms of it.


    "Chun Lan, then what do you like? And what does Mama Yang like? We can buy it now." Zhao Yan said. She was grateful to the two for always taking care of her and agreeing to her unreasonable demands so she wanted to buy something for the two women. God knows how annoying her mood swings were.


    Chun Lan was embarrassed and shyly looked down.


    "Miss, Chun Lan is very happy with this tea. There''s no need to buy more. Instead, should we hire embroiders to make clothes for the winter season? Chun Lan is a bit lacking in embroidery and doesn''t want to disappoint Miss with my lack of skills!" She tactfully changed the topic, in fear that the young miss would start buying a hoard of tea.


    "Ah... It''s okay. We can hire embroiders or place a commission. We can go to the embroidery shop now." Zhao Yan bought a lot of fabric since she knows that her clothes right now would be too tight once her belly gets bigger.


    Asking to commission a looser dress in advance and a few sets of winter clothes would ease her worry.


    With this in mind, Zhao Yan along with Chun Lan went to the nearest embroidery shop.


    After placing her order and paying the down payment, they boarded the carriage, ready to go home.


    Zhao Yan was a bit tired from shopping so she was eager to get back.


    Mama Yang had already prepared ginger soup for the both of them when they got back.


    Zhao Yan contentedly rested in her room, warming herself up with the soup.


    The past three months were really hard for her, especially the morning sickness. Zhao Yan repeatedly cursed the shameless man responsible for her condition and hoped that he becomes impotent or infertile.


    She hoped that their paths would never cross again. Zhao Yan had been very happy with her new life until he came to disturb her.


    Well, now that she has gone far away and moved back to her home country, there was no way that a prominent young master from a wealthy family would come to this backwater town or even spend his time looking for a girl like her.


    And after what he did to her, would he be shameless enough to show his face again?


    Zhao Yan frowned with discontent. She really hopes that they would never see each other again. Being entangled with a shameless person who was magnet trouble will shorten her lifespan.


    The days she had spent helping him recover were very stressful and she had been really patient despite his cold demeanor.


    Sometimes, she couldn''t bear his silence so she would talk about idle stuff to him. She''d even talk about how some of her customers were a bit unruly and demanding.


    Though he didn''t respond to her, he would still listen. Zhao Yan was satisfied that she wasn''t wasting her saliva talking to a dead board so she became more eager to gossip.


    It wasn''t like he could complain. She was the one nursing him so he probably endured her chatter. They both suffered within each other''s company.


    But between him and her, Zhao Yan definitely suffered more losses. Not only did she helped and wasted her resources on a shameless person, but she was also taken advantage of and got pregnant by said person.


    Zhao Yan felt mad just by thinking about it.


    ???

 Chapter 11：Significance

    "Did you find her?" A male voice sounded around the quiet room. The oil lamp was burning with intensity and illuminating the tall and elegant figure sitting in the room.


    Si Chong saluted with his hands while kneeling.


    "Reporting to His Highness, the reason this subordinate had trouble finding the young lady is because she is no longer at Zhao Country. The young lady moved back to Tang Country and settled in a small town near the countryside. She has been staying there for two and a half months."


    Fu Yanqing who was writing a letter paused upon hearing this. The ink bled at his sudden movement, ruining the whole letter. Seeing the sudden hesitation of his subordinate, his cold eyes narrowed.


    "This prince doesn''t like people beating around the bush." His piercing gaze made Si Chong gulp nervously.


    Although he was very hesitant and pressured in front of His Highness''s cold aura, Si Chong didn''t want to delay the important information any longer because it might cost him his life.


    "That... Your Highness, I followed the young lady for a few days and found out that she''s..."Si Chong swallowed nervously before saying, "...pregnant."


    There was a deadly silence in the room. Si Chong didn''t dare raise his head. His back was sweating and he felt like all the muscles in his body had grown numb.


    Fu Yanqing clenched the brush too tightly and broke it without thinking. The audible crack of the expensive antique that was bought for fifteen thousand silvers resounded very clearly in the room.


    Si Chong sweated. That delicately small yet exquisite brush with flower carvings was the brush of the famed scholar, Jin Luo, who was known for his philosophical books and artistic poetry.


    The expensive antique brush broke just like that but Si Chong didn''t dare voice out his concerns.


    Fu Yanqing stood up, no longer caring about the letter he was writing.


    "Prepare a carriage." Si Chong didn''t dally. He had served His Highness for ten years and knew what his highness wanted without elaborating further.


    It would seem that they would travel to Tang Country and would likely be staying for a long while. Just until His Highness has convinced the young lady to live here in Zhao Country. Though it doesn''t seem that it would be easy.


    Si Chong still remembers the aggrieved and angry look he saw from what seemed to be a harmless young maiden''s face.


    He had even heard her muttering at night that a certain ''shameless man'' better watch out and never show his face to her or she would gut them.


    Si Chong left to prepare with haste, not wanting to be scolded for being too slow. His Highness was no doubt pissed that it had taken three months before the young lady was found.


    What''s worse, the young lady was pregnant, ah!


    Si Chong shivered while remembering the icy gaze His Highness gave him. He would no doubt receive his punishment later.


    "What''s the matter with you?" Si Yao suddenly appeared before him. Si Yao was Fu Yanqing''s left shadow guard.


    He was Si Chong''s brother and both of them grew up serving His Highness together.


    Si Chong immediately recounted the things he had been tasked to do and told everything to Si Yao.


    Si Yao scratched his chin.


    "So the reason His Highness has been so moody lately is because of this young lady? And His Highness just now found out that she''s pregnant..." Si Yao immediately understood why His Highness left the room with a gloomy face.


    His highness'' aura was so scary that Si Yao stayed out of sight before appearing in front of Si Chong to ask about what happened.


    "And this young lady is the missing fourth miss of Prince Li''s mansion! I don''t know how she did it but His Highness has lost a lot of sleep while looking for her. I''ve never seen His Highness so obsessed with finding a woman before! " Si Chong wasn''t the only one who found it weird.


    Usually, His Highness would order them to find a woman to kill the said woman. This time was a little different. Not only was Si Chong asked to find this woman but His Highness didn''t give any orders to kill this woman.


    His Highness himself was even going to find this woman.


    That didn''t seem right...


    What was the young lady''s connection to His Highness?


    "I don''t know about you but His Highness asked me to prepare and remodel the Bamboo Courtyard next door. I thought His Highness was going to move out but after hearing your story..."Si Yao trailed off.


    Si Chong got the point.


    This young lady was someone important to their master.


    The Bamboo Courtyard next door was the second-largest courtyard in Prince Jing''s mansion.


    They both know the significance of someone moving to live in that courtyard.


    Si Chong and Si Yao shared knowing looks before dispersing to carry out Fu Yanqing''s orders.


    Meanwhile, Zhao Yan was leisurely reading Confucius'' story to the baby in her tummy.


    Chun Lan was also actively listening even though she isn''t literate.


    "Miss, you''ve been reading for quite a while now. Take a rest first, it''s almost dinner. Mama Yang is working on your meal right now." Chun Lan reminded her when she noticed Zhao Yan''s drowsy look.


    "You''re right..." Zhao Yan set the book down.


    These days, she has been sleeping a lot recently. Her appetite has also increased. Zhao Yan even started to crave sour things. This was normal for pregnant women, to have cravings.


    Although Zhao Yan no longer suffered from morning sickness, she still felt nauseous every once in a while.


    And because the weather was getting colder due to the approaching winter, Zhao Yan started to go out less and usually stayed in her room, reading books or practicing her calligraphy.


    She would still make tonics to send to the shop but they weren''t as many as before.


    Since Zhao Yan got tired easily and was sleepier these days, she didn''t have much time to pay attention to her shop.


    Mama Yang even warned her to stop making tonics for a while and just sell regular medicine in the meantime, just until she had given birth to her child.


    "This girl, you have a lot of money already. Pay attention to your health and your child. Don''t tire yourself just to earn a few silvers."


    Chun Lan wanted to say that 350, 000 wasn''t just a few silvers but seeing the very serious look of warning on Mama Yang''s face, she kept her mouth shut.


    "Mama Yang, I''ll be careful. You don''t have to worry." Zhao Yan said while stroking her small yet obvious baby bump.


    ???

 Chapter 12：Irony

    In the inner palace of Zhao Country, a tall figure in black and gold brocade was walking towards the hall with quick yet unhurried footsteps.


    Court Lady Choi who saw the tall and imposing figure was surprised but she quickly bowed and announced his arrival to the Empress Dowager.


    "His Highness, Prince Jing has arrived!"


    Fu Yanqing walked calmly inside and met the gaze of his biological mother. They seized each other up then his eyes landed on a young girl no older than fifteen sitting beside her.


    "Big brother!" Fu Tian Su was Fu Yanqing''s younger sister from a different mother. Although she was Concubine Ning''s daughter, Fu Tian Su was a very loveable girl who likes to follow him around. She was sheltered and wasn''t like the detestable women he had met.


    She was also more close to Empress Dowager than her real mother, Concubine Ning. Empress Dowager was also fond of Fu Tian Su since she was the only girl among three siblings.


    As for Fu Jinlou, the youngest, they didn''t care.


    Although he was the current Emperor, Fu Jinlou was merely a figurehead and Fu Yanqing who was Prince Regent was the real ruler behind the scenes. Because of this, Fu Jinlou was the youngest, and first-ever puppet Emperor in Zhao Country''s history.


    Fu Yanqing who has power over the military force of the country was unshakable in his position. Even the court officials and ministers were afraid of him. He could end a person''s life with just one look if he wanted to.


    At the age of fifteen, he entered the military, climbed the ranks at a fast pace, earned merits during the war, and led the country to countless victories. He was a well-respected military figure and war hero.


    By the age of eighteen, the country''s military power has easily fallen on his lap. His incompetent father only knows how to fool around with the women of the harem while Fu Yanqing risks his life in battle.


    Fu Yanqing''s experiences in war have made him a cold and unfeeling person. When he came back to the capital, he spared no effort in cleansing the inner court and exposing those big-bellied officials who were embezzling money from disaster relief and development funds. The corruption was so deep that it took him a lot of years and effort to get rid of those ministers and officials.


    He went in and out of the palace repeatedly, traveling long distances, and encountered dozens of assassination attempts every month because of the accumulated grudges from all the people he had offended.


    Of course, those fools ended up six feet under the ground after their failed attempts at ending his life.


    His younger brother, Fu Jinlou who was only eleven years old this year was his father''s favorite son because he was born from his father''s most favored concubine, Concubine Xiang.


    Fu Yanqing wasn''t keen on having a battle for the throne. It was already glaringly obvious that Fu Yanqing was the most suitable candidate as the next Emperor. It was only because of Fu Yanqing that the county hasn''t collapsed due to its incompetent emperor.


    It was also thanks to Fu Yanqing''s efforts that the Zhao country has repelled every attempt at invasion from the neighboring countries. Of course, Fu Yanqing didn''t spare the losing countries and he made unreasonable conditions that benefited the Zhao Country.


    He was merciless to his enemies because he couldn''t afford any error that would risk Zhao Country. Although he was a cold and indifferent man, Fu Yanqing cares about Zhao Country.


    It had been his life goal to ensure that the country remains a military powerhouse with prosperous days for hundreds of years. It was all thanks to his incompetent father who made Fu Yanqing strive to be the best.


    Fu Yanqing who was only five years old before and was poisoned by his father''s concubine was awakened to the harsh reality that the world wasn''t kind to anyone.


    When he first saw his mother pleading for his father to visit Fu Yanqing, and witnessed him refusing without even a glance, Fu Yanqing immediately knew that he could only rely on his self.


    The palace wasn''t a kind palace. It was the most dangerous place other than the battlefield.


    His father had never cared for him.


    His younger brother had lied to him.


    Concubine Xiang who has repeatedly toyed with his father and tried many attempts to eliminate Fu Yanqing...


    His father''s other concubines who wanted to use him...


    The court officials that tried to scheme against him...


    Even his Empress Mother who had wanted him to fight for his place on the throne...


    These people have always made his life difficult. Even when Fu Yanqing thought that he had the grasp on the throne, there were still many obstacles that came his way.


    Though he had killed his own father, his younger brother who was only eleven years old stabbed him in the stomach while Concubine Xiang hired assassins to poison then kill him.


    Even when he thought he had done everything, Fu Yanqing was still caught off guard.


    Ah, and it was all because he couldn''t get rid of one single woman.


    What made it harder for him to accept was that this woman who saved him was shameless enough to ask him to leave as soon as he had recovered.


    "I don''t need your money or gratitude. Just never ever show yourself to me ever again." She had told him.


    No one had ever been bold enough to say such outrageous words in front of his face. They would usually be too scared to meet his gaze or approach him.


    Yet this woman...


    Not only did she saved him, but she was also stubborn enough to force medicine down his throat and threatened to kick him out if he wouldn''t cooperate.


    "I have spent the whole month taking care of you. Your only responsibility is to help yourself, why are you being so stubborn? You don''t like the taste of medicine? What are you, a child?"


    Even though she was scared of him, she had sincerely and patiently made sure he ate and drank his medicine on time.


    And all this because she wanted to get rid of him immediately.


    "Be good and get better soon. That way, you can go home." His naive savior who didn''t know him made this careless remark without knowing its consequences.


    Even under his icy glare, she could still stare back and glare just as viciously.


    "You bad...bad man..." He heard her muttering when she turned her back on him.


    Fu Yanqing couldn''t help but demand more things after seeing this. An urge to play with her making its way deep inside him.


    ???

 Chapter 13：The Twenty Five Years

    "You have to eat all of it..." She said in a soft voice like she was coaxing a child.


    "Ah, you shouldn''t be too picky. You can only eat light meals and soup because of the wound on your belly." She gestured to the bandaged wound on his stomach.


    "Be good and don''t be stubborn. "


    "Don''t look at me like that. You must listen to me. I am a doctor." Her face appeared to have been wronged when she said this.


    "You don''t want to recover faster?" She said doubtfully.


    "Why are you still awake? You should sleep early and get some rest." There was the sound of sincere concern and worry in her voice that he had not heard for years.


    "I made this medicine on my own and spent a lot of effort on it. You bad, bad man. Why aren''t you drinking it?" Her cheeks puffed up in anger.


    "Get out if you don''t want to listen! I am not stopping you." She turned her back away in a sulky manner.


    "Today, l met a young customer who was asking for a fertility tonic... I am unsure what a ten-year-old child is planning to do with it so I lied and said we didn''t have any..." She babbled happily while surrounded with innocence.


    "Your wound is healing nicely. Very good. You have to keep resting like this and you''ll be back in full health after a month and a half!" Her hands clapped in excitement as she gazed at him.


    "I''ll comb your hair for you. Don''t strain yourself." She carefully parted his hair and combed them as gently as possible with great care.


    "You don''t trust my abilities? I know how to sew very well! Although the stitches look somewhat crooked right now, I''ll learn after practicing..."


    "Ah, I am glad that you''ve recovered. You can finally go home." A look of relief, then happiness.


    Home... it was an unusual word that Fu Yanqing has rarely used.


    He once thought that the battlefield was his home but he soon realized that it was only temporary.


    When he went back to the palace, the word home was difficult to place.


    The cruel world inside the palace court wasn''t a place where you could call it a home.


    His mansion, Prince Jing''s residence, could be considered a home in the operational sense.


    Prince Jing was the title he got after earning his military merits in the battlefield. He was given a private residence and he gradually expanded it and renovated everything to suit his style.


    It had been the place where he would work and rest and even then, he could never truly rest because there would always be an attempt at his life.


    In this small room inside this small house, was the first time he had ever slept soundly without worries. Was it because the woman caring for him was as harmless as a fly?


    But she knows medicine and acupuncture. She could kill him with her needles.


    Strangely, Fu Yanqing wasn''t threatened by her existence. Her hands that had touched the hard planes of his body when cleaning and redressing his wounds were soft and tender.


    Her voice, even when annoyed was strangely sweet and pleasant to the ears.


    Her smiles that would brighten her face and her small reserved laughter were too natural to fake.


    She didn''t hide her annoyance and she told him when she was unhappy with his behavior.


    "If you don''t tell me what''s wrong, I can''t help you."


    Although she would complain and grumble that he was demanding, she would acquiesce to his requests and take note of his preferences.


    If she knew his identity, if she had asked for it even just once, he would have killed her to keep her mouth shut.


    He waited and waited, he waited until he had recovered but this strange woman never asked for his name. She didn''t inquire why he was injured or poisoned.


    So it turns out she wasn''t naive enough to provoke the sleeping tiger.


    This woman still knows self-preservation. He often considered just killing her because she occupied his mind a lot.


    He experienced too many complex emotions associated with her.


    A woman.


    He didn''t want to be like his incompetent father who was easy prey and stupid enough to be played by women.


    Fu Yanqing had watched and guarded himself against the woman who saved him.


    Maybe she was hiding some tricks. Maybe, just maybe she would also try to extort some benefits from him.


    He waited, he expected...


    But this woman couldn''t wait to kick him out!


    Fu Yanqing was so annoyed that he ignored her for a few days. She didn''t try to coax him but she had ruthlessly shoved the medicine down his throat while complaining that he made her work difficult and that he was a grown man and should stop throwing a tantrum like a child.


    He, Fu Yanqing, the great Prince Jing was mocked and called a kid?


    He was throwing a tantrum?


    He couldn''t believe this woman was so bold to insult him. He had wanted to strangle that delicate white neck of her and silence her mouth with his lips until she could no longer--


    ...


    ...


    Fu Yanqing immediately left without a word once he was recovered. His mind was being poisoned, no doubt.


    Well, he would grant that woman''s strange request and never appear before her again.


    Or so he thought.


    Two weeks later, he was drunk with aphrodisiac and could only think about her.


    Her smile, her voice, her soft hands...


    What would she say when they meet again?


    Even when his mind was clouded and his body was burning as if he had been immersed in lava, he could only think about her.


    Fu Yanqing didn''t even ask her name. He didn''t want to establish a connection with her.


    A name would make things difficult. She''d be a real person with a name and identity.


    She wouldn''t just be ''that woman'' or ''this woman'' any longer.


    He''d be forced to acknowledge her and he was already growing crazy while thinking about her.


    When he had raced to find her using his internal force, he no longer cared about anything.


    He only wanted to see her. Even if it was late at night, he snuck inside her house and entered her room.


    He''d make the excuse of wanting her help. Any medicine would do, he just wanted to see her again.


    What Fu Yanqing didn''t expect was to see her in a thin inner wear, rubbing her eyes sleepily.


    "You..."She was shook awake after seeing him again. He grabbed her wrists when she took a step backwards.


    "Woman, help me..."He said with great difficulty while trying not to look below her shoulders.


    Through gritted teeth, had managed to control his self but when she nodded and moved to the side, presumably to get medicine, her inner wear had slipped open a little and revealed her collarbone and a long stretch of white blemish free skin.


    His eyes darkened. The little bit of control he possessed had snapped and before she could move away, he had thrown her in the bed with lightning speed.


    His hands moved, ripping the thin fabric to pieces and forcing a claim on her.


    The twenty-five years of his life he had spent guarding against women fell and broke to pieces because of her.


    Ironically, he wasn''t unhappy about it.


    ???

 Chapter 14：His Little Woman

    After doing the deed, Fu Yanqing felt guilty immediately. It was a rare emotion he hardly felt because all his life, he had been forced to wield his toughest self and never show weakness.


    On the battlefield, there was no place for guilt. It was only win or lose, life or death. The same can be said in the inner palace or no matter where he goes.


    Guilt was a weakness and burden that would simply drag him down.


    Fu Yanqing wasn''t arrogant enough to say that he didn''t feel a certain amount of remorse for the innocents that had died. Although he was Prince Regent, Fu Yanqing was still human despite his cold and ruthless ways.


    He knows what being guilty was, what pity was or what kind of feeling people had when they made a mistake.


    He also has various human emotions but because of the life he lived, and the status he held, Fu Yanqing couldn''t be allowed to show these emotions.


    He would feel them because he was still human but that didn''t mean he would show them.


    For the first time, he was flustered and embarrassed, thoroughly guilty beyond reasonable belief.


    What did he do? She would definitely hate him.


    This woman, Li Zhao Yan, was very straightforward and she would definitely show contempt for his actions. From what he had observed, she was the type to hold grudges.


    She would cry...


    She was still so weak and soft-hearted. She must have been terrified.


    Fu Yanqing felt really guilty for his actions. He didn''t want it to happen this way. His little woman was fragile. If he was in his right mind and not under the effects of the aphrodisiac, he would have never done what he did.


    But alas, it was a lack of control and his own carelessness. He didn''t regret what happened because it had already occurred but he wasn''t stupid enough to say that it could be easily overlooked.


    He would atone for his actions and take responsibility. He would work hard to earn her forgiveness and do everything in his power until she accepts him.


    He knew he was in the wrong and being poisoned with an aphrodisiac wasn''t a reasonable excuse. She had been prepared to help him and was about to get medicine but simply because he had caught a glimpse of her skin, he had lost his mind and became a beast driven by instincts and desire.


    Fu Yanqing admonished himself for his lack of control and discipline. After 25 years of staying pure and far away from despicable women, what he thought was the perfect level of control combined with abstinence would help him get through anything but he was proven wrong.


    Emotions were too powerful. He now understood why women were creatures who were irrational and emotional. Emotions couldn''t simply be restrained by logic and reason alone.


    They were strong and untamable. Even if one were to harden himself for years, human emotions were so deep and powerful that no amount of control would ever be enough to fully restrain them.


    Fu Yanqing had been arrogant. He was a hypocrite for being prejudiced. It turns out that no matter the gender, status, or age, emotions were a ruling force that didn''t differentiate.


    Now that he found himself obsessed with one person, wanting to know everything and anything about said person, he realized just how narrow-minded he had been.


    It took him 25 years of his life to realize this simple fact and it was all because of one woman, Li Zhao Yan.


    Fu Yanqing had brooded and scolded himself for a long time, still stubbornly trying to reason and redeem himself but he was fighting a losing battle.


    Even though he was no longer under the effects of the aphrodisiac, he could only think about her. Her voice, her smile, the soft sounds and mewls she made while he was having his way with her, or the adorable way she was sleeping soundly after what she was forced to experience with him.


    He had never been so obsessed with anyone before. Fu Yanqing thought he was being creepy and quickly tried to stop the perverted thoughts occupying his mind. He had even gone so far as to search the whole house and look for anything that would reveal her identity to him.


    He found the identity token on her ruined dress. He discovered she likes classics and books about philosophy and history. She even has a birthmark on her lower back in the shape of a butterfly.


    How could he act this way?


    He was still guilty and in the wrong. He knows what it felt like when people want to take advantage of you. His skin would crawl whenever a woman would throw himself at him.


    He''d be so repulsed that he would throw the body away and burn the clothes he had worn. He would spend just about a few hours longer in the bath, scrubbing his skin raw.


    Now he had done the same despicable thing he hates the most.


    Fu Yanqing was in a state of confusion and war against himself but as he had said earlier, it was a losing battle.


    He liked her so much that he had already made the determination to marry her and bring her back with him after he has disposed of the remaining people causing trouble. He''d also have a word with his Empress Mother for trying to rule over his nonexistent love life.


    He was already twenty-five. Of course, he knew that most people his age were married and already has children but that didn''t mean that he also needs to follow this trend.


    He, Fu Yanqing, would never allow himself to be tied to an unfavorable marriage.


    But now it was different. His little woman has occupied his soul and every inch of his being. He''d do anything to get her to agree on their marriage.


    He wanted to explain himself and talk to her about his proposal but the inner court was bound to be chaotic after his disappearance.


    He gritted his teeth, forced himself to get up and dress. He made sure to take care of her body and leave a letter to her.


    Fu Yanqing wasn''t too worried. His little woman has always been kind and has always followed his demands and requests no matter how annoyed she was.


    He expected to see her waiting for him after he was done with his business.


    He didn''t think she''d disregard his words and would run away!


    She even burned the letter along with the entire house.


    He was so shock and angry that he had immediately ordered his right shadow guard, Si Chong, to conduct a search for her and find her whereabouts.


    What should he do? He was worried. His little woman was naive and reckless. She was weak and could easily get hurt.


    What if something happened to her...?


    For three months, Fu Yanqing had been agonizing. He was always in a bad mood and he was more ruthless than usual. He spared no effort in finding her while busying away and handling his own pile of work.


    Three months that felt like years had passed and finally, his right shadow guard yielded results.


    Only he didn''t expect that his little woman was pregnant...


    ???

 Chapter 15：Preparations

    Fu Yanqing wasted no time in ordering Si Chong to prepare for their journey then he went to visit his mother, formerly the Empress was now the Empress Dowager since Fu Jinlou''s ascension as a puppet to the throne.


    Fu Yanqing''s only real objective was to take one of his mother''s people with him. He wasn''t really there to visit because he was still sour about his mother''s actions.


    His indifference towards the person that had birthed him became even more magnified as they slowly became estranged after the Empress Dowager''s attempts to force him to bed the women she had brought.


    "You want to take Court Lady Choi with you?" His mother said with disbelief. This son of hers did not even bother beating around. It was like he was in a hurry to leave and was more direct than usual.


    "I require her knowledge and expertise on some matter." Court Lady Choi was his mother''s most faithful servant and she had faithfully served beside the Empress Dowager since she was still a young maiden.


    Court Lady Choi had spent her youthful years with the Empress Dowager, never marrying. She even took care of the young Fu Yanqing when he was sick before as a child because the previous emperor was too busy with his scandalous activities to care about Fu Yanqing.


    "What would you need her for?" Fu Yanqing wasn''t obligated to answer but he briefly said that he needed the court lady to do something important for him.


    Of course, he wouldn''t tell her that she needed his mother''s court lady to attend to his little woman who was currently pregnant. That was simply asking for trouble.


    He wouldn''t reveal anything until he was sure that his little woman has agreed to marry him and come back to Zhao Country with him. It wouldn''t be easy but the difficulty was because of his own actions.


    Fu Yanqing would atone and seriously repent. He''d make sure of it.


    He wasn''t surprised when he saw that his mother was suspicious. But then again, he grew not to care anymore. He had gotten used to her always doubting behavior towards him.


    "You are going somewhere again?" She sounded very worried. If those snakes in the court found out her son was gone again, they''d be actively plotting schemes once more.


    It was only recently that Fu Tian Su was also poisoned. Concubine Ning had fallen sick because of worry and she has been bedridden for a while.


    It was their fortune that Buddha was kind and the young princess was saved. The Empress Dowager has watched over Fu Tian Su since, fearful that she might get hurt and she has sent the best Imperial physicians in the court to Concubine Ning.


    If only the Empress Dowager could be this sensible towards him, Fu Yanqing wouldn''t have to worry. He wouldn''t have to worry about his motives being questioned let alone his whereabouts.


    Ever since the incident, Fu Yanqing''s trust towards the Empress Dowager wavered even more. His already frosty heart turned icy cold once more whenever the Empress Dowager was in the vicinity.


    His animosity and hate towards the female population did not exempt his own mother because she had been one of the reasons why Fu Yanqing couldn''t trust women.


    His weak yet scheming mother had thoroughly desensitized him from all women. He no longer felt like they were equals as humans and would always be wary of them. There were a few exceptions but they were rare in between just like Zhang Yuan''s wife.


    "Brother Jing, take me with you!" Fu Tian Su energetically requested. It has only been two months since her recovery but she was already so active and loud.


    Fu Yanqing shook his head. He wasn''t a doting older brother like Zhang Yuan but he atleast respected that he was related to this little sister and that she was his only sister by blood.


    "I am going away for a while. Be good and accompany the Empress Dowager." His formal address wasn''t unnoticed by the Empress Dowager. She closed her eyes but didn''t reprimand him.


    On the other hand, the fifteen-year-old made a face. Fu Tian Su has always been spoiled since birth because she was the only princess among three siblings.


    The Empress Dowager and her biological mother, Concubine Ning doted on Fu Tian Su a lot so she almost always got everything she wanted. Concubine Ning and the Empress Dowager weren''t like the other women in the harem.


    It was because they were cousins and good friends that they have a good relationship.


    Fu Yanqing wasn''t too worried. There was Zhang Yuan as the Chancellor and he was one of Fu Yanqing''s people. Zhang Yuan was loyal to Fu Yanqing. They grew up together, joined the army together, and fought the palace snakes and rouges together.


    And all this for the country''s prosperity. They have the same goal and that was to ensure Zhao Country''s peace and prosperous days.


    He was the only person that Fu Yanqing actually trusts. Zhang Yuan was already informed of his plans and has already spoken his grievances and complaints aloud.


    "You''re going to leave me with those snakes again? Fu Yanqing, you are supposed to help your brother! Don''t you know that those stinky old men have been bothering me about your marriage? And now you''re going to leave again!" Zhang Yuan, a grown man who was only two years older than Fu Yanqing was crying dramatically and trying to guilt the cold Prince Jing yet again.


    This very man was also the youngest Chancellor in the history of Zhao Country.


    "I''d be more than happy to deal with these snakes if only you weren''t so stiff and were willing to help. Look at me, I''ve married already and have a beautiful and lovely wife waiting for me at home. And you, you are twenty-five this year and you don''t look like you have any plans on getting married at all!"


    Zhang Yuan paced around him, nagging like an annoying older brother, admonishing him for not trying to fulfill his duties as part of the younger generation.


    Zhang Yuan wasn''t even afraid of calling Fu Yanqing using his full name because he was aware that Fu Yanqing would never slight him for it. They were like brothers and trusted each other very much. Formalities were almost nonexistent between them unless they were in front of other people.


    When they were alone together, it can be said that they look like a regular pair of brothers.


    Fu Yanqing ignored Zhang Yuan''s desperate cries of protest. Calmly, he said, "Chancellor Zhang talks a lot."


    "Tch, Tch. You, Fu Yanqing, because you aren''t married, you don''t know how difficult it is for me to let my wife wait. You don''t know how good it is to have a wife... To have a beautiful and lovely woman waiting for you to come home. To have someone cook your meals and take care of you..." Zhang Yuan said while shaking his head at Fu Yanqing.


    "Oh, you stiff man don''t even know how soft a woman''s body is. This is why you''re always looking like people owe you money. Because you''ve never released your pent up frustrations and you-"


    "Are you done?" Fu Yanqing interrupted, wanting to leave immediately.


    "You..." Zhang Yuan was unable to continue.


    "My pregnant wife is waiting for me. It''s not good to let a wife wait, right?" Fu Yanqing said using a tone filled with ridicule.


    Zhang Yuan''s eyes widened. Did he hear it right? Fu Yanqing, the stiff man has a wife that was pregnant? When? Where? How?


    How is this possible? Zhang Yuan looked at the ''stiff'' Fu Yanqing with a skeptical look on his face.


    "You evil man... which poor soul..." Before Zhang Yuan could finish, Fu Yanqing left, his glorious robes fluttering behind him along with his long dark hair.


    ???

 Chapter 16：Guest

    Fu Yanqing left Zhao Country immediately with Si Yao and Si Chong, along with a few shadow guards who were hidden. Court Lady Choi and Jae Ha were also with them, the only two females allowed to travel with them.


    Jae Ha was one of Fu Yanqing''s very few female shadow guards. Among his shadow guards, gender wasn''t a problem as long as the other party was competent. Male and females were treated in the same manner. There were no exemptions.


    They traveled in secret for obvious reasons and they chose the route less traveled by many.


    Fu Yanqing was worried about his little woman''s condition; the half a month of travel was reduced to one week because he had ordered to travel with haste without stopping.


    The servants and guards didn''t dare voice out their protests and grievances when they saw Fu Yanqing''s fierce glare.


    The Prince Jing they know values competence. If they show even the tiniest hesitation, they would get kicked out or worse, punished severely by His Highness himself.


    They could only swallow their words of protests and do their best to hasten the trip until finally, they arrived at their destination.


    And even then, Fu Yanqing didn''t rest and immediately ordered to drive towards his little woman''s residence.


    Court Lady Choi wondered why His Highness, Prince Jing was so desperate that they didn''t even stop to rest. It was the Empress Dowager who had ordered her to watch his Royal Highness attentively during the trip because his actions have been strangely suspicious lately.


    Court Lady Choi wanted to tell the Empress Dowager that she was indeed right. His Highness Prince Jing did not normally act so desperate and agitated like this. Court Lady Choi lowered her head and took note of every subtle changes and reactions that His Highness was making.


    They arrived at a small courtyard to the west of the town.


    Fu Yanqing, in his green and black brocade looked at the small but decent courtyard in front of him.


    The courtyard has a few plum blossom trees surrounding it, giving the area a simple yet homely appearance. There was a well inside that was shut tight by a wooden circular lid. There were a few wooden benches outside, just under the trees.


    The rosewood material indicated how expensive it was despite how minimal the designs were. It was kept simple to a few leaves carved at the legs while the surface of the seat was flat. There were even two small flowering gardens that was 60 by 80 centimeters in width.


    Because of the cold weather, the flowers did not look good as they once were before when it was still summer.


    According to Si Chong, there was a waiting room near the main hall which was at the center, the dining hall to the left, a small kitchen to the side of the hall then the servants'' quarters adjacent to that. The right is where the master''s quarters were and a small study room.


    Fu Yanqing rubbed his chin thoughtfully. This place was too lame and small for his little woman. It was a good thing that he has already made arrangements in his Bamboo Courtyard. That place was three times bigger than the courtyard in front of him.


    Did his little woman prefer a much simple style, which is why she was living in this kind of place? He had arranged for the Bamboo Courtyard to have the best, high quality furniture and decorations.


    He even arranged a dozen maids to maintain its elegance when he usually kept female employees to a minimum.


    Compared to this small courtyard, his Bamboo Courtyard was much grander.


    This place was simply too unfitting for her to live in. Not to mention that winter is approaching and the weather is growing colder day by day.


    Was she eating enough? Was she wearing enough clothes to keep her warm? Fu Yanqing mulled over this matters repeatedly. Was she struggling for money? Is that why she was living in this small place?


    The guards at the gate who saw the simple yet extravagant looking carriage as well as the tall imposing man immediately realized that this was some big shot. But what was said big shot doing in this backwater town?


    The two guards shared a look, that was until the group following behind the tall and imposing noble man approached them and they were forced to talk.


    The two nervously gulped upon seeing the man''s cold gaze. They subconsciously lowered their eyes to avoid his stare.


    Meanwhile, Zhao Yan was happily munching on some dumplings that Mama Yang made. It was filled with vegetable stuffing instead of meat. Zhao Yan likes the taste so much that she ate until her tummy was full.


    She wasn''t worried about eating a lot since she was now eating for two. Anyway, she was already three and a half months in her pregnancy. Her baby bump was growing bigger every day, too.


    Zhao Yan was in a good mood after eating good food. She was wiping her lips and washing her hands with warm water when Chun Lan came.


    "My lady! There are people at the gate looking for you!" Chun Lan said with urgency while heaving as though she had run very fast to meet her.


    Zhao Yan was curious. Was it a patient...? But she had stopped accepting patients because she wanted to focus on her pregnancy. She unconsciously rubbed her belly.


    "Did they said their names?" She asked.


    Chun Lan shook her head. "They were very secretive but they look like rich people from a prominent family. My lady, you should have seen the carriage! It was very extravagant and pulled by two horses! The people who came forward was a very tall man, an older woman and a girl my age. They are all wearing expensive brocade clothes!"


    Zhao Yan furrowed her brows. A rich patient...? Was it really a patient? Or were they here for her tonics...


    Zhao Yan couldn''t find anything that had attracted these wealthy people''s attention. She had always been careful of revealing her identity and always left Shopkeeper Liang to handle the customers who came to inquire.


    Anyway, she has guards who were great at martial arts so she wasn''t worried. However, Zhao Yan can''t help but feel as if she shouldn''t let these people inside her home.


    What if they were from Prince Li''s mansion...? Zhao Yan felt horrified at the idea before she quickly shook it off. There was simply no way that they would care to find someone like her. For the past nineteen years of her life, none of them ever gave a care.


    Zhao Yan lowered her eyelashes and closed her eyed, contemplating.


    What were the possibility that people from Prince Li''s mansion would come to look for her? It was rubbish just thinking about it.


    Like the leaves in the background, they didn''t care about her existence. Almost seven months have passed since she became independent from her family.


    Zhao Yan did not believe that with Prince Li''s connections, they would be unable to find her. It was simply because they didn''t care and didn''t put any effort into the search.


    Just like how they halfheartedly searched for her grandfather.


    "Chun Lan, does the carriage have a tiger emblem?" She calmly asked.


    Chun Lan immediately answered.


    "No, my lady. The carriage does not have an emblem."


    An extravagant carriage without a family emblem? That was not how people of Prince Li''s mansion would act. They always flaunted their status and made sure everyone and anyone knew they came from Prince Li''s mansion...


    This meant the people wanting to see her were people she wasn''t acquainted with. Or atleast that''s what Zhao Yan can conclude since she never really made any reliable connections due to the fact that she was kept inside the mansion and was forbidden from participating in banquets or parties.


    "It''s cold outside. I''ll be in the waiting room. Escort them inside and tell the kitchen to prepare some tea and snacks." She told Chun Lan.


    "Yes, my lady. I''ll do it right away!"


    ???

 Chapter 17：Only the Consequences

    Zhao Yan headed to the waiting room and sat down, amusing herself with a book she brought with her. She leaned on the chair and started to read a bit while waiting.


    "My lady..." When Chun Lan saw her starting to look sleepy, she immediately closed in and gently shook her awake.


    "My lady, they''re at the door!"


    Zhao Yan was awakened by Chun Lan''s voice. She couldn''t help but rub her sleepy eyes before sitting straight. Chun Lan gave her an amused look before helping fix her appearance so she would look tidy and presentable.


    "Let them in.."


    Chun Lan nodded and opened the screen door.


    "Ah...!" Zhao Yan''s immediate reaction was to gasp when she saw the tall figure of a familiar man. Her immediate thoughts came forward as a jumbled mess. The memories of the past few months blurred and cleared, intercepting one another until she was dizzy.


    Zhao Yan could barely believe what her eyes was seeing.


    Standing at the door was the current source of her many dilemmas, the very person she had saved from the brink of death in which she spent sleepless days and nights to make sure he would stay alive. This man that Zhao Yan has cursed many times after throwing up during her morning sickness looked like a figure torn out of a painting.


    His sculpted features and dark stormy eyes that she couldn''t bring herself to forget because they looked at her in a haunting manner every time she would close her eyes was still as cold and indifferent as ever.


    Zhao Yan thanked the high heavens that she was sitting in a chair because she could instantly feel how weak and terrified she became at the moment.


    She raised her eyes slowly. He still looked the same as she pictured. The same grace, arrogance and aloofness that oozed out of his every movement was there.


    This was the man that made her life more difficult than it was before and she couldn''t help but despise and blame him for taking advantage of her generosity.


    If she knew that she would end up pregnant after helping and saving his life, Zhao Yan would have never helped him.


    She unconsciously clutched her dress tightly.


    The shame and helplessness of being tossed aside and used, gnawed at her every being. The morning when she woke up alone in an empty bed beside her, she couldn''t help but burst into tears.


    Physically pained and emotionally hurt, the anger inside her clouded all of her rationality that she disregarded his pathetic excuse of saying he would come back for her. She told herself that she could still save herself and escape this horrifying dream.


    That very same day, she burned the paper to ashes along with the house where she grew to be independent for the first time.


    That house was burned to the ground along with the nightmarish memories of her encounter with that man.


    Zhao Yan was angry. She had never felt so angry and distressed since now. Even when Li Dabao, her older brother, betrayed her trust and showed his true colors, Zhao Yan wasn''t angry.


    She felt disappointed and utterly hurt but she couldn''t bring herself to be angry. Her anger would do her no help and she always told herself that she was blind for not seeing the obvious.


    That she chose to delude herself into thinking that there was one more family member willing to accept and love herself. Instead of love, she was met with betrayal.


    But right now was different. Because she didn''t know this man and there was no relationship between them other than doctor and patient or as strangers, she was unable to forgive him or be considerate towards him. She didn''t even think that he would have his own reasons and immediately attributed him to the same category as Tian Luo.


    Men who were scum.


    Her anger towards him grew every day.


    She did not expect that after seeing him again, she would feel just as weak as she did when she first met him.


    ???


    Fu Yanqing observed her reaction like a hawk, making sure not to miss any details. From shock to disbelief, hurt to disappointment, anger then fear. It was as he expected. She did not know how to hide her emotions properly which made it easy for him to analyze her expression.


    His little woman has not changed. He looked at her with a deep gaze, calmly examining her from head to toe.


    The familiar inky black hair and black doe eyes framed with dark thick lashes...Those thin lips he had bitten countless of times were parted in surprise. She was wearing slightly thicker clothes but with his enhanced vision, he could see the small bump in her stomach where the product of their union was growing.


    She was still as small and thin as he had remembered. Her skin was whiter due to lessened exposure to the sun and her cheeks were slightly plumper, presumably because she has been eating a lot.


    He felt an urge to come closer and pinch it. Would it be just as soft as he imagined?


    But Fu Yanqing thinks it is not enough. There was barely any meat on her body and he was worried that his little woman would have a hard time giving birth if she continues to remain this thin.


    He has to step up to rectify this matter. The past few months had taken a toll on him. All his thoughts were centered around her. He would often find himself distracted from work because he was wondering which place she had run off to.


    Would he ever find her? He couldn''t stomach the idea of never seeing her again especially when he had done something unforgivable towards her.


    She was the first woman that gained his sympathies and interest. She was also the first person he had begged in all his life.


    Fu Yanqing was a prideful and arrogant man. Begging was meant for the weak yet he somehow ended up doing it. His mind that was clouded with lust and desire towards the woman that had occupied his thoughts day and night made him unable to differentiate between right and wrong anymore.


    ''Woman, help me...''


    These were the words he said to her back then. Now that he was more clearheaded and rational, Fu Yanqing admonished himself for showing an unsightly side of him.


    Fu Yanqing took a step forward.


    "I.."


    Before he could start, she aimed a book towards his face.


    ???

 Chapter 18：Time

    "You b... bad man... you still have the face to show up? You are shameless... Shameless..." Zhao Yan cried out accusingly.


    If it were some other woman who had done it, Fu Yanqing would have broken their hands already but he calmly grabbed the book and placed it down on the table, maintaining a respectable distance.


    Zhao Yan immediately put up her guard, glaring at him. He resisted the urge to pinch her puffed up cheeks. She used to do that a lot while he was bedridden and making impossible demands.


    "You don''t want my gratitude. You don''t want my money. I know I have wronged you so I will take responsibility by marrying you." He said the purpose of his trip directly while still maintaining a dignified air around him. He did not want to scare her by looking too fearsome and cold.


    Both Court Lady Choi and Jae Ha who had no idea of what was happening was startled to hear this. His Highness wants to marry this woman?


    Zhao Yan made a face, frowning with displeasure.


    "Shameless... Go away. You are no longer welcome in my home anymore. Chun Lan, escort them outside. If they resist, just call the guards. I am going to sleep." Zhao Yan stood and had no desire to stay any longer. She unconsciously placed a hand on her stomach while looking away.


    If he thought that everything could be solved easily by a simple proposal of marrying to take responsibility, then he must have hit his hard too hard because he was acting like an insensible criminal trying to appease the judge halfheartedly.


    Zhao Yan''s lips trembled. She wanted to cry so badly.


    "My lady." Chun Lan said worriedly while Fu Yanqing''s eyes followed the movements of Zhao Yan''s hand. It looked like she really did not plan on telling him.


    Fu Yanqing closed his eyes. This was also expected. After what happened, she was too embarrassed, afraid and angry to be involved with him again.


    All his life, he had been selfish for one reason.


    It was to survive.


    But now, he would again be selfish for another reason.


    There was a tension in the air from his pause before it was broken by his cold voice once again.


    "How far are you in your pregnancy?" He asked straightforwardly, making her stiffen.


    Not only did he reveal that he knows her identity but he also revealed that he knows her condition.


    His little woman was bound to be flustered.


    Zhao Yan turned around and stared at him with apprehension. Three and half months since she thought she would escape him yet here he was, in front of her and very much alive.


    Her face turned bitter. "What do you want...? Are you threatening me? I saved you and I only had one request. I specifically told you to never appear before me again but you are here, ah. Why are you bothering my peaceful life? I am telling you, I will not marry you. You are a bad man, an evil man. Please leave. My house is too small to house a big Buddha like you."


    While she was scolding him, Fu Yanqing couldn''t help but compare her to an angry little kitten trying to scare him away using her miniature claws. Not only was her face too cute but her voice was too pleasant in the ears that even if he was being scolded, he couldn''t help but obediently listen.


    He inwardly admonished himself for having such weird thoughts yet again. What was really happening was that she growing defensive and might start throwing random objects at him.


    "Yanyan, I am not threatening you. I am here because I want to marry you." Fu Yanqing stated in a serious manner.


    Both Si Yao and Si Chong who were listening outside shared a baffled look. What were they hearing? His


    Highness has rarely called a woman''s name but he was here affectionately calling this young lady, Yanyan? In a soft and calm tone?


    And their Highness just said that he wanted to marry! Was the world going to end? They glanced at the sky to see that it was perfectly fine.


    Si Yao and Si Chong looked at the door and tried to listen again. Maybe they just heard it wrong.


    The woman hater of the century would never act this way and certainly, not their Royal Highness!


    Zhao Yan was embarrassed.


    "What Y... Yanyan? Don''t call my name. We are not close." How could this evil person act so familiarly towards her after what he did? She started to feel embarrassed and afraid.


    "Yanyan." Fu Yanqing repeated. Si Yao and Si Chong put their fists in their mouth to stop themselves from making a noise.


    What was this? Their Highness was acting so different! Just a while ago, their Highness was brooding and looking like people owed him money, ah.


    Zhao Yan was so annoyed that she glared at him.


    "I beg of you, please... Leave my home," She sounded frustrated as she said this.


    "Chun Lan tell the guards to help them out. Don''t let them step inside my house again." She angrily huffed and left, leaving them in fear that she would cry.


    Fu Yanqing tried to follow her but Chun Lan spoke up.


    "This...young master... Please leave. My lady is pregnant and it''s not good for her to get angry or have outbursts like that. It isn''t healthy for the baby. Chun Lan asks that this young master leave and doesn''t make things harder for Chun Lan. " Chun Lan was stiff scared when she looked at the man who had asked her lady to get married.


    He was an imposing figure capable of storms and floods. He looked like someone who was used to ordering people around. It was obvious from his noble bearing and the attire he was wearing that his background isn''t ordinary.


    Chun Lan couldn''t help but be scared but she still kept her duty in mind. She must drive this man away so he won''t interfere with the lady''s life anymore.


    Fu Yanqing looked at the older woman behind him. "Is that true?"


    Court Lady Choi bowed respectfully.


    "Answering to His Highness, Prince Jing, yes it is true. Just as this servant has said, it is harmful for pregnant women to feel anxiety or stressful emotions. I recommend that His Highness allow the young lady some time to quell her anger before approaching her again."


    Having been with the Empress Dowager for so long and being familiar with the habits of the cold Prince Jing, Court Lady Choi wasn''t as nervous as other people when facing Fu Yanqing but she still remained respectful. Respectful and obedient enough to keep the woman hater of the century from killing her.


    His almost nonexistent tolerance for women was known throughout the palace and the capital.


    Fu Yanqing felt a slight panic in his heart. He looked at the women he had brought with him. Court Lady Choi, his mother''s most trusted servant, then Jae Ha, one of his female shadow guards. Then he gave out a rare order.


    "You both will stay here to assist and help the lady. Serve her well." He said in a strict tone.


    "Yes, Your Highness." The two of them bowed, accepting his order. They both knew from His Highness'' grave tone that they if they were to ever neglect their duties, he would severely punish them or kill them on the spot.


    Both of them did not understand who the lady was or why their Highness wanted to marry her but they were mere servants. They could only speculate and trust in the words he told them.


    Although he was reluctant to leave, Fu Yanqing still left on his own and adhered to the advice given to him. There were many things he wanted to say to his little woman but it was also true that this was not a good time.


    He would allow her to calm her emotions and prepare herself first before he approached her again.


    He would just buy the building or courtyard next door and won''t leave until Zhao Yan agrees to come back with him to Zhao Country.


    For important matters like this, patience is a necessity.


    ???

 Chapter 19：Doubts

    Meanwhile, Chun Lan was stunned with what she heard. She immediately went to inform Zhao Yan about this new piece of information.


    "My lady, is he the father of your child?" Chun Lan asked curiously. She thought that someone with such expensive clothes and extravagant carriage was from a wealthy noble family. Chun Lan didn''t expect the man to be a prince!


    "That..."


    On the other hand, Zhao Yan felt surprised. She knew he was from a prominent family or was a wealthy young master but being a prince was too much, even for her.


    And he was Prince Jing? She had heard that the Prince Regent of Zhao Country was also known as Prince Jing. Was this same person the shameless man who has appeared before her?


    It sounds impossible. What would a prince of a powerful country want with someone like her? He must be bored or he has too much time in his hands.


    Zhao Yan herself was already shivering from all the kinds of things he was planning. She has never been this scared towards a man before.


    Even when she faced against Tian Luo, she did not feel this much fear, only disgust and hate for trying to defile her. She always thought that it was unnecessary to dwell in anger. It produces more heat in the body than necessary.


    This Prince Jing was different. His noble bearing and strong aura was already fierce even when he was trying to act as harmless as possible.


    He was too scary... She wanted him to disappear and never appear before her. Maybe it was merely a dream that they met today. Maybe if she sleeps everything, she would realize that it wasn''t real.


    Zhao Yan shook her messy thoughts and just resorted to sleeping, thinking that maybe she could fool herself. Chun Lan reluctantly left and allowed her to rest despite not receiving any answer.


    Her lady looked extremely tired and weary so she chose not to bother her.


    ???


    Zhao Yan woke up during dinner and was surprised to see the two women from earlier, preparing the table and bowls.


    "Miss, this servant''s name is Jae Ha. His Highness has ordered me along with Court Lady Choi to serve you." The little girl who was the same age as Chun Lan respectfully bowed her head.


    "His Highness has ordered us to look after the young lady. I hope the young lady would not drive us away. It will be hard to explain to His Highness and we will be punished for not completing our duties." Court Lady Choi explained in the same respectful tone but she also hinted that it would be ideal for Zhao Yan to accept their help lest they face some heavy consequences because she rejected them.


    "You..." Zhao Yan doesn''t know what to say. Was that guy serious on bothering her? She didn''t want to move houses again. Her belly was noticeably bigger and it was hard to find a suitable place to settle during the approaching winter.


    Zhao Yan sighed and just decided to ignore them for a while. She started to eat her food in silence, eating more vegetables than meat. There were two meat dishes, three vegetable dishes, a bowl of soup and a plate of pastries.


    She was living her life without restraint.


    "So good..." She mumbled happily. Ever since her pregnancy, Zhao Yan has been rather sensitive. She gets happy at the smallest thing, cries over the smallest thing and laughs at almost anything.


    Anyway, she was in a great mood at the moment. She happily went to bed and temporarily forgot all about her troubles for the day.


    When she woke up, she expected her day to be like any other day she had spent by reading and practicing her calligraphy. Zhao Yan thought that yesterday had really just been a dream that was messing with her.


    However, ...


    The shameless man in her nightmares came yet again.


    "You aren''t allowed to be here." Zhao Yan said directly while trying to hide her trembling fingers under the long sleeves of her outer coat. Were the guards so incompetent that they couldn''t even serve as temporary door gods?


    When he didn''t move, she opened her mouth, "You bad man, go away!" She cried out, looking like an aggrieved kitten ready to lash out.


    Fu Yanqing felt his lips curling upward. He examined her again from head to toe, looking for anything that was wrong. Aside from her obvious scared and apprehensive attitude towards him, he found nothing wrong.


    She seemed fine other than her clear annoyance towards him and so, he was able to relax though nothing in his expression or outwardly appearance gave any of his thoughts away.


    "I have a name. It is Fu Yanqing. You are permitted to call me Yanqing or Xiao Lang." He said. Xiao Lang was the nickname his mother had given him before. It means ''little wolf''. This became his nickname because he has always been aloof and cold even when he was young, just like a wolf.


    But to Fu Yanqing, it was a reminder of his strength as he endured hardships one after another. Just like a wolf, he viciously fought and survived.


    "Fu Yanqing..." Zhao Yan mumbled with furrowed brows. The name felt somewhat familiar but she couldn''t remember where or when she heard this. Still, she finally found a name to the man that was the bane of her existence.


    She immediately returned to her annoyed expression.


    "You and I are not close. Do not call me so familiarly. I do not know how you know my name but no matter what, I will not accept a shameless person. I ask that you leave my humble home for I get tired and weak easily in my current condition. Thus, I am unable to entertain any guest."


    She was blatantly shooing him away while trying to still be polite yet her words were harsh and rough.


    He pretended like he hadn''t heard this.


    "I bought the courtyard next door. This place is too small for you. Move to my place, it is much bigger. You will have more space to yourself." He informed her softly. His eyes strayed towards her stomach.


    Zhao Yan naturally saw where his eyes had landed and immediately felt a dozen thoughts flooding her head.


    Was he planning on taking her baby away? Zhao Yan inwardly sneered. Sure enough, men just see women as breeding mares needed to continue the next generation.


    He might appear as tamed as a lamb right now but she has not forgotten how he treated her before. He was always so cold to her and ordered her around. She did not believe that that scary and cold man from before would act like this willingly and ask for her hand in marriage.


    ???

 Chapter 20：Attempts

    Zhao Yan narrowed her eyes at him. She''ll never hand her baby away. This was her baby! He has no right to steal her baby from her. He wasn''t the one who had suffered from morning sickness for three months. He wasn''t the one who was having trouble eating certain foods. He did not experience her frequent need to urinate because of the baby in her belly. He did not know how hard it was to feel nauseous or dizzy every once in a while. Not to mention her tendency to eat more and sleep more.


    Zhao Yan detested him even more after this. She did not hide her hostility towards him and even forgot about his identity as a prince, whether it was the truth or not, she could not care anymore.


    Fu Yanqing was confused why she was suddenly looking at him like he had committed the highest crime of treason. No matter how he looked at it, he was being amicable and offering to help her. He also did not try to threaten her or anything yet she was acting like he was some kind of criminal.


    Zhao Yan, who was already feeling emotional and jumping to conclusions due to the hormones brought about by her pregnancy immediately pointed her slim finger at him. "I will not give my baby to you. This is my baby! Go find someone else to bother. I won''t hand my baby away. You are no one to me and you have no right to be here."


    Fu Yanqing was even more surprised when she started crying immediately after she had finished shouting at him. This peculiar situation when he has yet to do anything threatening or scary caught him off guard.


    He found himself at loss of what to do.


    "Uwaa... you can''t take my baby away. I will call the officials...! I will make sure you remain infertile for the rest of your life... and, that you... go to jail...Wuu... You bad man...Leave me alone... I will never let you have your way again..." Zhao Yan sobbed and started bawling. Large beads made of crystal clear tears formed around her eyes and rolled down her fair cheeks one after another, intensifying the aggrieved expression on her face.


    Fu Yanqing froze. The crocodile tears he had seen before among the women of his father''s harem and from all the shameless women who had thrown their selves at his feet seemed like nothing compared to the crying woman in front of him.


    He felt panic rising inside his chest for the first time.


    What to do? This was not something he could learn from a manual or book. How do you comfort women? How do you make them stop crying? Especially pregnant women?


    Fu Yanqing found himself in an absolute dilemma. This was the hardest challenge he has ever faced in all his life.


    He quickly approached her, careful to gently embrace her in his arms, in fear that she might get hurt with his strength.


    "I am not here to take the baby away. Yanyan, you got it wrong. Don''t cry anymore. Yanyan, be good. Forgive me. Don''t cry." He awkwardly tried to mimic what he had seen Zhang Yuan doing to comfort his wife before.


    Fu Yanqing gently stroked her hair and placed her head on his chest. This action of stroking the hair and head was said to be calming... or atleast that is what Zhang Yuan told Fu Yanqing.


    To his surprise, Zhang Yuan''s usually rubbish advice could actually be this useful.


    Fu Yanqing was worried that she might hurt herself so he carried her and sat on the chair with her sitting on his lap. He pressed her head on his shoulder and rubbed her back gently, whispering softly for her to calm down.


    He was very tense in his actions and his movements were somewhat clumsy since this was his first ever attempt to console the female person.


    Thankfully, his efforts weren''t in vain.


    When she finally seemed to have regained her senses, Fu Yanqing was reluctant to let her go. His little woman was so soft and warm. He felt comfortable with her in his arms.


    He suddenly remembered what Zhang Yuan told her about a woman''s body. Yes, it was indeed very soft and comparable to heaven.


    ???


    She tried desperately to get away from his grasp once she was calm.


    "Let me go..." Her weak and soft voice evoked pity from a person''s heart. Her cheeks were stained with tears and there was a wet patch on his shoulder that Fu Yanqing was very much aware of.


    Zhao Yan felt stiff in his embrace.


    "Yanyan..." Fu Yanqing whispered in her ears. "I won''t take the baby away. Instead, I''m here to take you away." Her cheeks blushed after hearing his words. How could he be so shameless to say this to her?


    Fu Yanqing''s lips tilted slightly upon seeing her embarrassed reaction. "I told you to stay put and wait for me but you left and even burned the house down."


    Zhao Yan looked away.


    She pretended that she did not hear him. Did he really think that she would stay put after what he did to her?


    Forcefully using her body to relieve himself from the effects of aphrodisiac and leaving so soon without so much as an explanation.


    So what if he left her a letter? Were two perfectly written lines in paper able to pacify her rage and shame after waking up from being defiled by the same man she saved?


    If an apology could erase everything and make things go back to the way it used to be, what was the point of having laws or what was even the meaning of justice?


    Zhao Yan''s face turned cold. She couldn''t believe that she cried in this man''s embrace.


    ???

 Chapter 21：Fantasy

    Zhao Yan awkwardly tried to get away again.


    "I hate you. You are a bad person who bullied me. Even now, you are..." Her eyes watered again.


    Fu Yanqing placed a hand on her chin, tilting her head upwards so she would look at him.


    "Yanyan, I know I was wrong. I''m not asking you to forgive me immediately. What happened before... It won''t happen again. I was drugged with a potent aphrodisiac. I exhausted my internal force when I went to find you. My mind was clouded. I know it isn''t an excuse but I am here now. I will take responsibility for what I did." He explained.


    Zhao Yan met his gaze. His phoenix eyes stared at her intently. Their faces were so close that Zhao Yan could see his amazing facial features. Fine brows and a chiseled jaw. His prominent nose line and smoldering gaze could make the ladies faint upon gazing at it.


    It was like he was handcrafted by god himself. His facial features were too perfect. It was the first time she noticed it and the first time she had looked him over. She had always been more focused about his health and busy tending to his wound that she didn''t have the time to appreciate his beauty.


    Zhao Yan was a little dumbfounded. This kind of man was the same person she saved before...? Was this a joke? A beautiful and handsome man like him was capable of such immoral actions...


    "You want to take responsibility...?" She asked.


    Fu Yanqing nodded, his gaze never leaving her fair face.


    Zhao Yan looked him over. She tried to guess his thoughts and motives, just wondering what he could possibly get from all this.


    "Fu Yanqing, I heard you are called Prince Jing. Are you the same Prince Jing of Zhao Country? The current Prince Regent?" She asked boldly, deliberately making herself sound arrogant to deter him. Would he find this attitude repulsive? She hopes it would...


    To her surprise, he started stroking her hair, one of his arms pulling her closer to him that she could practically feel the warmth of his body seeping from his clothes. She helplessly placed her hands on his chest to keep a space between them.


    "I am indeed Prince Jing and this prince wants to marry you." He admitted way too quickly. His usual cold demeanor was back but his eyes became even more intense.


    The contrast in his actions and words made it difficult to guess what he was thinking.


    Zhao Yan stared for a few seconds before smiling and shaking her head, her eyes cold and indifferent.


    "Your Highness, I am very flattered that you want to marry me but I have no desire to marry you." Zhao Yan stared at him with an indifferent expression. She stood up and kept a distance from him. Luckily, he did not stop her and was mindful of the space between them again.


    "Prince Jing, my only request is that you never show yourself in front of me ever again. I am not asking for anything more. I''ll even forget what happened. You don''t have to marry me, Your Highness. I only ask that you let me live my life in peace." Zhao Yan said in a firm voice while clenching her tiny fists.


    Fu Yanqing grabbed her hands and opened them, rubbing the marks left by her nails instead of answering her. His actions made her stiffen. What was he doing?


    His eyes stayed on her hands and he blew on them softly before placing a kiss on her right inner palm. Zhao Yan shivered and grabbed her hand back as if she was electrocuted.


    He faintly smirked at her action.


    "Yanyan, let us get married. You will be my only woman. Do you not want our child to have a complete family when he grows up?"


    Zhao Yan made a face. Fu Yanqing poked her small nose out of amusement. She looked at him angrily.


    "Your Highness, how are you sure that my baby is a boy?"


    Zhao Yan noticed him say ''our child'' so she reminded him by firmly saying ''my baby'' to emphasize that he was only a sperm donor and that there was no way she was going to hand her child over to him, prince or not.


    Fu Yanqing stroked her hair for some time, relishing in its softness before bringing a few strands to his lips. He could smell the slight hibiscus scent.


    Zhao Yan''s eyes widened.


    "Hmm... This prince has never made a mistake. This prince is sure that you are carrying a boy."


    So he was only saying it out of arrogance? She pulled her hair away from his hand, huffing. He was being too creepy.


    "I am only three months and a half into my pregnancy. It is still too early to determine the child''s gender." She reminded him.


    He raised a brow. Zhao Yan shrunk under his gaze. She didn''t mean to blurt out how far along she was.


    Fu Yanqing looked at her belly and reached out to place a hand on it. Zhao Yan froze like a statue when his hand landed on her baby bump.


    His large hand was warm as he rubbed her stomach in a slow but gentle manner. The curiosity in his actions was apparent by the focused gaze he was giving her.


    "Hm.." He hummed while looking at her stomach.


    Zhao Yan wanted to stop him and take his hand away but when she saw his soft expression while looking at her stomach, she could only endure and wait.


    Either way, he was still the biological father of her child. She could allow him this kind of touches as long as he kept his hands to himself and only touched her stomach, not any other places on her body.


    But... just being this close to him was enough to make her knees tremble from fright. What was really going on in his mind?


    Fu Yanqing was very satisfied. This was his child growing inside his little woman''s belly. He had never thought of having a wife or children before but he found himself entertaining this idea when he met his little woman.


    He had already accepted his feelings for her and has made up his mind to marry her. As for children, that could wait. It was up to her if she wanted children, he would never force her.


    Finding out she was pregnant with his child two weeks ago brought an inexplicable warmth in his chest. He had imagined it, what it would be like to have a child with her but he would often scold and remind himself that he hadn''t even courted her yet and that she might not accept him.


    Yet somehow he was already fantasizing about their future. It was embarrassing just by thinking about it. He could be so childish, only because it was his little woman that he was thinking about.


    And now, his fantasy was realized. Not only did he found her but she was pregnant with their child.

 Chapter 22：Arrangements

    "Move to this prince''s courtyard." Fu Yanqing said in a flat tone. He didn''t want to leave so soon. He would have to wait until tomorrow again before he could see her. In the first place, he did not come through the front door. With his martial arts and Qing gong, it was an easy feat to sneak inside the almost nonexistent security.


    Zhao Yan firmly shook her head.


    "Your Highness, I don''t dare...."


    He opened his mouth to speak but she cut him off, "I''m afraid that it is late, Your Highness. I am tired and I want to rest."


    Fu Yanqing didn''t press further. He saw the dismissive way she looked at him with stiff movements. Though he wanted to stay longer, he knew that he had already pushed her far more than she could withstand. In the end, he still left because she shouted at him to leave.


    Court Lady Choi gently reminded him not to keep agitating the lady. Pregnant women were sensitive and it was best to adhere to their desires.


    "Prince Jing, this one would like to remind His Highness that the lady is frail and emotional. It will be more appropriate to give the lady some space."


    Court Lady Choi''s eyes were sharp. She understood that the cold Prince Jing was putting great importance on a woman for the first time. She did not believe it at first because it seemed like an illusion but His Highness not only embraced that woman but His Highness also acted intimately towards her.


    It was unheard of. The woman hater of the century who would take a bath and scrub their skin raw every time a woman tried to touch him was acting like an infatuated youth in spring time.


    Court Lady Choi thought of sending a letter to the Empress Dowager immediately but shot the idea down. She needed more information before informing the Empress Dowager.


    ???


    "Miss, is it okay to treat His Highness like that?" Chun Lan asked worriedly. No matter how annoyed Zhao Yan was, she knew that the title of prince was as bright and heavy as gold. Royalty isn''t just a word. It means power, status and wealth beyond people''s imagination.


    It would be hard for her to cut ties with him since he was not only persistent but was just as stubborn as her.


    Zhao Yan sighed.


    If she runs away, he''ll definitely chase after her. He might even force her to marry him. He seemed the type. Since he had done it before, there would be no problem doing it again and it really scared her.


    Zhao Yan pursed her lips. She was being delusional. He was royalty. He wasn''t short of women.


    He could take a pick from so many willing females to be his bride and give him a baby. Why would he insist on her to marry him? She couldn''t give him anything other than children. She knows a bit of medicine but she was sure that she could not compare herself to the imperial physicians of the court.


    Sure, she saved him but it was unnecessary for him to repay his debts by marrying her. Or is it because of his guilt? Because he forced himself on her? Which was why he was going this far to compensate her?


    Was he really guilty? She wished. She hoped that he would suffer from guilt from what he did to her but she also knows that it was wishful thinking.


    Zhao Yan doubted him. She was only one woman. They didn''t even get along...


    Maybe it was really because of the baby in her stomach....


    Zhao Yan subconsciously rubbed her stomach again.


    He told her that he came for her not for the child. Was it really true? It was too hard to believe especially while remembering the times he had been as cold as ice to her.


    He didn''t put her in his eyes and always acted as if he was the one putting up with her instead of her putting up with him.


    Zhao Yan closed her eyes. She would believe what she knows. It was the only thing she could trust in. She didn''t want to hope too much. Depending on someone else was not her style and she was tired of letting other people take advantage of her.


    Even without him, she could raise her baby alone. She grew up before without a mother and father. Her mother died from birthing Zhao Yan and though her father, Li Zhong was alive, he was practically nonexistent in her life.


    If it weren''t for Li Hua, her grandfather, she wouldn''t have survived.


    Her grandfather acted as a mother and father figure to Zhao Yan. She could do the same to her child.


    But...


    It would be nice if this prince really was sincere. Letting her baby grow up with a complete family was ideal and she preferred it than raising her child alone.


    Still, she did not trust her baby''s father, not one bit.


    He was too suspicious. And he was a prince. No matter how she looks at it, she was just a plain young miss from a wealthy family while he was the warlord who led his country to many victories.


    Zhao Yan bit her lip. Fu Yanqing, as the Prince Regent would naturally have a lot of concubines and women wanting to marry him. She wasn''t anyone special.


    Why would he waste his time on her?


    And Zhao Yan was selfish. After seeing her father''s concubines fighting over her father''s attention, she swore that she would never share her man. It was fine if he wasn''t rich or didn''t have a wealthy background, as long as he was faithful to her and would only accept her as his only wife, Zhao Yan was happy.


    Would such a man exist?


    She hopes so.


    Even if not, she still wants to wish that such a man would exist.


    Her grandfather always told her that women were not less than men. He believed in her abilities which was why she was able to learn all the things he taught her with great confidence in herself.


    But now, just because of one man, Zhao Yan was doubting her own self-worth.


    This wasn''t good.


    So what if he was a prince? So what if he was Prince Jing or Zheng or Cheng? Zhao Yan doesn''t need a man to sustain her! She was firmly capable of providing for herself.


    With renewed confidence, she slept soundly until late in the morning.


    "Miss, wake up. You need to eat breakfast on time." Chun Lan told her, gently shaking her awake.


    "Mm..." Zhao Yan mumbled sleepily.


    "Jae Ha prepared your bathwater already. Court Lady Choi is preparing the dishes on the table. Quickly, Miss." Zhao Yan sleepily woke up and got out of the bed.


    She was still sleepy even when they were helping her wash her body. Good thing the water was very warm so she didn''t feel cold at all.


    After tidying up her appearance, Jae Ha started to combing Zhao Yan''s hair.


    Zhao Yan curiously looked at the quiet girl.


    "Jae Ha, how long have you been serving Prince Jing?"


    "Responding to the lady, Jae Ha has been serving Prince Jing for five years as a shadow guard." Jae Ha''s voice reflected her quiet persona. It was low and smooth, barely distinctive.


    Zhao Yan was surprised. This little baby doll who didn''t look that much older than Chun Lan was a shadow guard? She didn''t look like it at all!


    Zhao Yan was very amazed.


    "Amazing."


    Jae Ha coughed a little and lowered her head.


    "The lady praises Jae Ha too much."


    Zhao Yan laughed at her shy look.


    "I am a bit envious. I wanted to learn martial arts before but I was more suited to learning medicine and my grandfather was old... It''s inconvenient for him to teach me. It was hard because I''m a woman. Even though we aren''t inferior to men, people still underestimate women." Zhao Yan sighed as she said. She had really endured people because she was a woman.


    Jae Ha smiled slightly.


    "The lady doesn''t need to worry. His Highness respects you very much. His Highness has even made arrangements to prepare a wide courtyard for the lady in Prince Jing''s mansion. It is obvious that Prince Jing values the lady very much."


    Zhao Yan was dumbfounded. Did she heard it right?


    ???

 Chapter 23：Appeasing Her

    Her eyes were dull but they were honest. She was telling the truth when she said that which greatly startled Zhao Yan.


    "Explain this... I do not understand." Zhao Yan became even more confused. What courtyard? What arrangements?


    "Tell me from the start."


    Jae Ha took a moment to ponder before she resumed brushing Zhao Yan''s hair.


    "About four months ago after disappearing for one and a half month, Prince Jing came back to cleanse the throne. Then he ordered to look for a certain woman. It was widely known only among His Highness'' shadow guards because Senior Si Chong was the one assigned to this mission." Jae Ha took a pause to explain.


    "Si Chong is His Highness'' right shadow guard while Si Yao is the left shadow guard. They are Prince Jing''s most loyal subordinates and the two are brothers." She said briefly. Zhao Yan slowly nodded to indicate that she understood.


    "For three long months, His Highness'' temperament had worsened... We did not know what his relationship was to the woman he was looking for but His Highness has never looked so obsessed at finding someone that he even mobilized the Jade Army that he led to battle years ago. Senior Si Chong was still the one who ended up finding you, my lady. It took three months because His Highness did not expect that you would return to Tang Country."


    Zhao Yan''s skin prickled. She felt uneasy as she heard this. Her child''s sperm donor turned out to be a crazy tyrant!


    "We were all very surprised that you were the one that His Highness has been obsessively looking for. My lady might not know this but His Highness hates women and barely tolerates them. In the capital, he is even called the woman hater of the century by the common folk because His Highness'' mood turns sour every time a woman approaches him. They either get crippled or disappears ''mysteriously''. "


    Zhao Yan knows what her flowery words meant, stunning her. More than a local tyrant but also a bully? She started to doubt Fu Yanqing''s character yet again. Jae Ha did not seem to realize the effects of her words and continued on.


    "My lady is very special. His Highness doesn''t like women nor has he ever touched them on his own initiative but my lady was able to receive His Highness'' affection. " Jae Ha was actually in disbelief when she said this. Who did not know about Prince Jing''s dislike towards women that he treated them like air?


    "Even though my lady does not seem fond of His Highness and it is obvious that you feel enmity for him, as one of his subordinates, Jae Ha is very surprised that His Highness has kept himself from harming you but is showing a very favorable attitude. It''s almost like my Lady is..." Jae Ha gulped. The quiet girl looked nervous and hesitant. What she really wanted to say that it seemed like His Highness was planning to make Zhao Yan his princess consort.


    She cleared her throat. "Anyway, my Lady does not have to worry since His Highness likes you a lot and even made arrangements to prepare the Bamboo Courtyard on Prince Jing''s mansion as your new dwelling. Forgive me for sounding impudent but as a loyal follower if His Highness, my lady is very lucky to be recognized by Prince Jing. Marrying His Highness would be favorable to the lady as well. Prince Jing is Zhao Country''s war hero and Prince Regent. My lady will never suffer if you have Prince Jing''s backing."


    And as if to add fuel to the fire, Jae Ha said, "I also heard that His Highness has already made arrangements for a wedding ceremony. My lady, Jae Ha has served His Highness for years but you are the first woman he has ever approached. You are not only lucky in our eyes but you are like a deity for being able to turn the cold Prince Jing into a normal infatuated young man."


    Zhao Yan was speechless after hearing all of this. What kind of nightmare is this?


    ???


    When Zhao Yan saw Fu Yanqing that very day, she immediately demanded and hounded him with questions.


    "What is this about His Highness preparing a courtyard for me?"


    "Jae Ha said you were already making preparations for a wedding."


    "Listen here, Your Highness. I said I will not marry you. I will not share my man with other women. I only believe in a monogamous relationship."


    "Your Highness, if you''re only here to bother me, please leave."


    "Your Highness, you are not short on women. If you have a lot of free time, I suggest investing your attention towards someone else."


    "I will be a mother in five and a half months. I cannot afford to entertain you any longer."


    "Your Highness, please get out!"


    After saying her thoughts out loud, Zhao Yan was embarrassed and immediately ran back to her room and hid under the quilt.


    Her face was red from shame.


    Why did she sound like she was cheated? Ugh, she was such a child.


    Zhao Yan covered her face with her hands. She was so surprised about the things she learned but did not fully comprehend most of them. All she could remember about was how it seemed like he was so sure that she would go with him and agree to their marriage.


    It was so frustrating.


    Meanwhile, Fu Yanqing called Jae Ha and demanded an explanation. Under his stern gaze, the usually quiet girl confessed immediately.


    "Your Highness, because my lady is curious and was suspecting your intentions... This subordinate told her about His Highness'' arrangements for the lady."


    After hearing what happened, it turns out that his little woman was doubting him. Fu Yanqing rubbed his chin, thinking of ways to explain himself to her. He had never really bothered coaxing someone else and was used to using threats. If threats didn''t work, killing them made things convenient.


    But he certainly could not do that to his little woman. She would hate him and not just hate him, she would run far away again. He had noticed it when looking at her.


    Her thoughts were too obvious and easy for him to guess.


    She still thinks of running away knowing her condition? If she even dares to run away, Fu Yanqing would tie her up and lock her inside his mansion... She must sleep on the same bed as him and hug him back whenever he hugs her... She must kiss him 100 times a day and eat together with him....


    Otherwise...


    Fu Yanqing immediately corrected his messy ideas. He was only 20% serious but it wasn''t good to entertain these jokes.


    As long as she does not run away, all is well.


    With this in mind, he grabbed the mung bean soup from Court Lady Choi.


    "I''ll take it to her."


    The older woman tactfully retreated while Fu Yanqing knocked on the door.


    "Yanyan, I brought you soup to eat."


    ???

 Chapter 24：Why not marry?

    Zhao Yan was surprised to hear this. Was he really there, in front of her room?


    Zhao Yan started to panic but before she could get out of bed, the door already opened.


    She was in the middle of climbing down from her bed when he came in. Seeing her somewhat messy hair and flustered appearance, his lips curled slightly. She looked far different than her usually pristine and well-kept appearance yet her disorderly attire did not hinder her overall beauty.


    There was something about her innocence and simplicity that attracted him to her. Maybe it was because he knew that she was pure and was incapable of any ill unless necessary that he could relax and lower his guard.


    "Ah! Why are you here...?" Zhao Yan turned around and fixed her clothes and hair, trying to smooth them so she atleast looks presentable. This was the third day in which he was able to trespass in her house by avoiding her guards.


    Her hands paused at her wrinkled dress.


    Ah, who was she kidding? ...She doesn''t want to impress him. Maybe if he found her ugly and ill-mannered, he would lose interest and back away?


    Zhao Yan, with a calm mind approached him and gestured for the bowl.


    Fu Yanqing moved it far away from her hands. She immediately looked at him with a wronged expression.


    His lips twitched in amusement.


    "Sit on the bed, I will help feed it to you."


    "No.." He raised a brow at her refusal.


    Zhao Yan obediently sat back down on the bed upon seeing the cold smile on his lips.


    He sat beside her and scooped a generous amount using the spoon.


    "Open your mouth..."


    Zhao Yan did not want to. She could feed herself. She was not a child. She has hands that could move.


    "Be good." He said when she remained uncooperative.


    He narrowed his eyes at her lips. Seeing his sudden intense gaze, Zhao Yan felt fearful and immediately grabbed his hand, placing the spoonful inside her mouth.


    Immediate gratification at the tasty and warm soup washed over her. Her easy to please personality worked in full mode after only tasting one spoonful.


    "So warm..." She said with a satisfied expression before looking at the rest of the soup. Seeing that the spoon was being held by him, Zhao Yan conceded this one time and waited expectantly for him to scoop another spoonful.


    Fu Yanqing stared at his little woman. She can also be childish and naughty...


    Was this because of her pregnancy...? He almost laughed aloud but restrained himself. If only she was this obedient and waited for him. She would not be suffering alone in this small courtyard.


    He would have given her the best of everything and assigned her many servants to serve and wait on her.


    But this would do. He would serve her himself. This kind of slave job is actually gratifying which he found odd because he disliked lowering himself to please someone else.


    But of course, his little woman was indeed different since she could change his attitude without even knowing it. He felt somewhat worried at this but reasoned that it was normal to adapt and change overtime.


    He turned to her expectant face that was waiting at him innocently. Her black doe eyes stared in the same harmless manner, hiding nothing from his sharp gaze.


    He had one thought at this moment.


    She was adorable.


    "Yanyan, open up." He said, intending to feed her with his own initiative.


    She was obedient this time because he was holding the spoon. He patiently fed the soup to her and watched her expression like a hawk. Seeing her satisfied face as she rubbed her belly, he noticed just how simple she was.


    It was like she did not care about anything but food. How interesting.


    He placed the bowl away and pulled her into his arms, wanting to claim his hard earned reward.


    "Yanyan, this prince also wants to touch your stomach." He whispered in her ears. Her cheeks blushed. His mouth was too close to her ear and his warm breath was fanning her skin. They were so close that she could feel the heat coming from his body through all the layers if his clothes.


    Zhao Yan hesitated but she was reminded of his patient actions and the fact that he is still the father of the child on her stomach.


    "Be gentle..." He thought she would refuse but she unexpectedly agreed to his request.


    With his right hand trembling, he gently placed it on her stomach, feeling the fetus inside using his internal force. His lips twitched slightly.


    Their child was still so small but he could feel that they were strong.


    He happily rubbed her stomach and sat her on his lap.


    Zhao Yan cried out in protest.


    "This is not part of the agreement!"


    He reluctantly let her go when he saw how agitated she was.


    "Yanyan, why don''t you want to marry this prince? "


    Zhao Yan looked at him.


    "Because you are a bad man..."


    "In what way am I bad?" He asked. "I am Prince Jing. "


    Zhao Yan narrowed her eyes before looking away.


    "You bad man... you bullied me... Back then, you were always staring coldly at me like I was going to poison you or stab you in the back. You would demand ridiculous things and would even refuse the medicine I spent hours on making. And you..." She looked down at her stomach and immediately felt like crying.


    Sensing that this was not a good topic, Fu Yanqing changed the subject.


    "I am bad because I have to be. I am Prince Jing. If this prince is too subservient or kind, my enemies would take advantage of it and plot against this prince. " The world is a cruel place. It was already a miracle that he found her.


    Fu Yanqing placed a hand on her hair, untangling the strands that had gotten twisted because she was hiding under the quilt earlier. Like silk of the finest quality, they were smooth and glossy like ink.


    "As for why this prince acted that way..."


    Fu Yanqing smiled bitterly as he recounted his childhood and his many bitter experiences to her. If he would ever be given the chance to avoid saying anything about his bad character and reputation in front of her, he would most likely refuse it.


    Even though he did not have experience in handling women, he still knows that honesty is the best solid foundation of a growing connection to someone.


    No one wanted to befriend a wolf in a sheep''s clothing. People would rather believe black is black and white is white.


    In due time, the truth always prevails so he even if he was uncomfortable of sharing his past with someone, he did it because he wanted her to trust him and make her own judgments outside the influence of other people.


    She was still so kind and naive. He wanted to protect her innocence for a while but he also knows that with his status, it would be impossible.


    Maybe he would indeed selfish for dragging her into his world but this would only be the first and last time he would ever want someone to be his.


    Reservations aside, he could not stop thinking of having her by his side.


    ???

 Chapter 25：Genuine Concern

    When Fu Yanqing left, Zhao Yan was filled with a lot of questions. She normally did not overthink and always kept calm but after hearing all the things that Fu Yanqing told her, there were many doubts in her heart.


    Most of them were directed at her.


    "Chun Lan, what do you think of him? Prince Jing... Coming to a small town like this just to find me and ask for my hand in marriage, do you think he is telling the truth?"


    Chun Lan who has only been recently bought by Zhao Yan a few months ago was very observant. Chun Lan was also very loyal to Zhao Yan because of what Zhao Yan did to save her mother.


    As a master, Zhao Yan was also very kind and generous. Unlike other rich young ladies or masters, she didn''t treat Chun Lan like an object or property. Zhao Yan allowed Chun Lan a lot of leeway as long as she remained loyal to Zhao Yan.


    Zhao Yan who was at her lowest during her early pregnancy couldn''t help but be fond of Chun Lan because the girl was bubbly and simple. Chun Lan also served her faithfully and was very considerate.


    She never leaked any of Zhao Yan''s secrets and could be considered a trusted person who was both honest and upright.


    So there were many times when Zhao Yan would ask for Chun Lan''s opinion because she never really had friends her age and she was discovering how nice it was to have someone to talk to.


    Especially when Chun Lan was very honest and forthright with her. She did not sugarcoat her words and was very blunt. Of course, she was still sensible and kept them to a minimum.


    "My lady, I don''t doubt His Highness'' identity. He wears fine robes and brocades every day, not to mention that Chun Lan saw just how extravagant his carriage was! He even bought the courtyard next door! I heard from the landlord that the money paid wasn''t a small amount at all!" She said with disbelief.


    "He must really be someone from a wealthy background. His bearing and gait alone... Chun Lan has never seen someone saw imposing and frightening!" Zhao Yan chuckled a little after seeing the girl''s somewhat terrified face.


    "But how come he is here in Tang Country? If he really is a prince, he needs a lot of guards to protect him." A regent has always been an envied position by many.


    Chun Lan deliberated for a while before answering, "Thinking simply, someone with his kind of status must be careful and discreet because he must have a lot of enemies, right, my lady? And Chun Lan saw just a few moments ago that he has two guards trailing behind him. They were wearing black attires. My lady, after seeing them leap across the yard, they must be proficient with martial arts!" Chun Lan concluded. Although she grew up as a mere peasant girl, she was still very observant. Because folks in the countryside didn''t have much entertainment, they took notice of every small thing. Chun Lan wasn''t any different.


    "Really?" Zhao Yan was surprised to hear this. If that was indeed true, then that meant that Fu Yanqing being Prince Regent and the war hero of Zhao Country is also true...? She did saw his body before...


    She remembered clutching on his strong shoulders and--


    Zhao Yan blushed and dismissed that part.


    Fu Yanqing was very well rounded with toned muscles and an impressive foundation. She realized that the scars she found on his body and the calluses on his hands, were the product of his hard work as a general in the army when he led the front lines.


    And according to Fu Yanqing, he was trained since young and learned many war tactics and military strategies. He practiced swordsmanship and archery because it was the only way he could survive and protect himself in the palace.


    Now, Chun Lan witnessed his Qing gong and saw his people who were probably Fu Yanqing''s shadow guards. She knows this because Prince Li''s mansion has many shadow guards especially her father, Li Zhong.


    A notoriously paranoid man like him was always surrounded by his men so even someone as sheltered and as hidden away like Zhao Yan knew just what kind of people are shadow guards.


    Zhao Yan didn''t have to hesitate anymore. Fu Yanqing was indeed royalty, there was no mistaking it. He showed his identity token to her but Zhao Yan was still very doubtful. This time, she really has nothing to say anymore.


    Zhao Yan was extremely rude to him. Would he be angry at her attitude? Wait, no. How dare he be angry? She was supposed to be the one angry...


    She was the one who was wronged by him...


    "Chun Lan, he wants to marry me. With his character, what do you think I should do? I am still afraid since he has a history in war." Zhao Yan admitted. She was afraid that she would end up accepting him so easily.


    No matter, even if he was merely a victim of being drugged by aphrodisiac, he didn''t have to force himself on her because Zhao Yan could have fed him a medicine to help his body! She was angry over this fact.


    "My lady... Even Chun Lan is afraid but please don''t worry because I will do my best to protect you. I will not let him harm you, my lady." Even if she needs to sacrifice her life, Chun Lan would have no hesitations. Since her lady has treated her so well and helped her, Chun Lan was eternally grateful to her and vowed to be loyal to her until the day she dies.


    "As for marriage... Chun Lan does not dare make any suggestions. The decision is solely up to you, my lady. This is your marriage and your future. As Jae Ha said before, His Highness seems to like you and he is not short of money but maybe he is also not short of women?" Chun Lan immediately felt apprehensive.


    "My lady, Chun Lan does not want you to be unhappy but if His Highness can treat you well and make you content, I won''t be against it. Still, I will respect your decision."


    Zhao Yan smiled and patted the little girl''s head. Her genuine care and concern towards Zhao Yan made her feel happy and warm inside.


    ???

 Chapter 26：Understanding

    It was the fourth day since he appeared before her.


    Zhao Yan was looking outside the window in a dazed manner. She realized that she was way too judgmental now that she knows his circumstances and upbringing.


    Although she was less distrustful of him, she was unable to let go of the grievances she experienced when forced in bed by him. Still, she could not hold him accountable but that didn''t mean she couldn''t hate him.


    She hugged herself when a cold breeze entered the room.


    "My lady, why did you open the window? You''re going to catch a cold!" Chun Lan nagged as soon as she saw her standing beside the window.


    The fifteen-year-old girl huffed and closed the window.


    "My lady, you know that you aren''t supposed to let yourself get cold. It''s not good for your health and for your baby."


    "I''ll ask the kitchen to make ginger soup." Jae Ha said upon hearing them.


    "Oh, please do." Chun Lan said to the other girl before seriously looking at Zhao Yan. " Ah, my lady, really. You are already a grown woman and about to become a mother soon. Chun Lan is very worried!"


    Zhao Yan laughed when she saw the girl''s worried look directed at her. She was even younger than Zhao Yan but she was acting like an older sister figure while nagging.


    "I''m fine. I know my body well."


    Chun Lan''s skeptical look made Zhao Yan laugh again.


    "My lady, be honest. How old are you, really?"


    "Chun Lan..." Zhao Yan tried to keep a straight face but the girl''s serious look looked really funny so she couldn''t help but smile.


    "My real name is Li Zhao Yan but you already know that, right?" Zhao Yan asked and sat down.


    Chun Lan didn''t have to answer to verify.


    "My lady, why did you come to this small town. I know that my lady is someone from a rich family but why did my lady chose to stay here? "


    "That..." Zhao Yan hesitated.


    "I am also interested. " A smooth voice sounded. Both Zhao Yan and Chun Lan raised their heads and looked at the tall figure wearing dark blue brocade with auspicious designs standing by the door.


    Fu Yanqing was staring at Zhao Yan. She avoided his gaze nervously and looked at the closed window as if it was the most interesting thing there is.


    Fu Yanqing''s gaze then landed on Chun Lan. Upon seeing the cold stare, Chun Lan didn''t delay and nervously made an excuse that she was going to check on the kitchen because it was time for lunch.


    Zhao Yan tensed up when he approached her. Something heavy fell on her shoulders. She lowered her head down to look at the cloak lined with white fur around her shoulders.


    A steady hand was clasping the buckle just below her chin.


    "Hmm...Don''t open the window again. The wind is cold today." He whispered towards her ear, only then did she realized that he was behind her.


    "Okay..." Zhao Yan obediently mumbled. He patted her head affectionately before sitting down beside her.


    "I told you my story. This prince is not expecting for you to reciprocate but this prince is still curious. "


    Even though he said that he wouldn''t ask her, either way, he was still saying it like she should tell him.


    "I don''t want to talk about it..." Zhao Yan chose to say. Half a year has passed since she left. Half a year of being free. The almost nineteen years she had spent trapped inside that place made her regret enduring everything.


    She should have never been so foolish. Zhao Yan should have thought of running away much earlier.


    In the first few weeks that she was alone and relying on herself, she would often ponder it at night... Just what was she?


    Was she even a real family member to Prince Li''s mansion?


    The older brother she had loved and supported was only using her. Zhao Yan could still remember the inner shock and despair she felt when he and Wei Gao Xi left her alone with Tian Luo.


    What if she was really a weak young miss who couldn''t protect herself?


    She couldn''t believe her own brother didn''t care about her reputation or innocence at all.


    For a woman, it was very important to remain virtuous or pure. Otherwise, they''d be no different than a used rag. They wouldn''t even be called human anymore.


    She could understand Wei Gao Xi being completely uncaring. That woman has always been antagonizing Zhao Yan but Li Dabao...he was Zhao Yan''s brother from the same mother.


    And he didn''t even glance back when he left her to fend for herself against Tian Luo.


    He left her despite knowing what kind of character Tian Luo has.


    Zhao Yan felt her eyes watering just by thinking about it. If she hadn''t brought her needles with her... would she have been so lucky to avoid being ruined...?


    Zhao Yan trembled uncontrollably.


    A warm hand landed on her head, pressing her down to an equally warm and broad shoulder.


    "Yanyan....I won''t ask anymore. Don''t cry. You do not have to tell me. This prince will not force you."


    She buried her face on his shoulder and kept silent. She did this maybe because she was sympathizing towards his past experiences and could not help but trust him a little.


    Although she didn''t want to talk about her family, she couldn''t really remain quiet about it forever.


    It was also for her own good. Letting her frustrations out would help her relieve the burden. And it was only fair that he shares her side of the story. He was honest when told her about him so the least she could do was reciprocate.


    She had nothing to lose by telling him since it''s already been more than half a year when she freed herself.


    "I have a brother." She began, making him tense up. Zhao Yan lifted her head to look at him.


    He patted her head softly. "Continue."


    Of course he knows that she has a brother... He collected every information about her but she was so discreet and low-key even as the fourth miss of a prince''s mansion that there was only a few papers worth of information that were collected.


    Well, they were still valuable information about his little woman so he memorized all of them including the names of all her relatives.


    He had been surprised the most when he found out about her age. She was smaller than him and looked really young, he thought she was only fifteen or fourteen. If it weren''t for her well-endowed chest, wide hips and narrow waist, he would have thought that with her adorable appearance she was...


    He inwardly admonished himself yet again for thinking such perverse thoughts.


    "As I said, I have a brother who is much older than me. I really love him a lot because he is my only brother and since young, we were taught to cherish him. Father said that my brother would be the one to carry the family''s name..." Zhao Yan said softly.


    ???

 Chapter 27：Retribution

    Fu Yanqing tried not to react when she said ''I really love him a lot''. His eyes darkened and he lowered his head to hide his expression on her hair.


    Coincidentally, he could smell the light hibiscus scent on her fine tresses, effectively dispelling any negative emotions inside him.


    "His name is Li Dabao but His Highness probably knows that already. "


    He hummed against her, affirming her words.


    Zhao Yan had already expected that he investigated her family background but it still made her uncomfortable after knowing it.


    She shook her worries away before beginning her tale from the very start. She hadn''t been so talkative before because Prince Li''s mansion were full of judgmental eyes. Even a small action could be criticized.


    Zhao Yan has always thought it was all b ? l l s h ? t from the very start but when she found herself scolded and punished for being uncultured and insensible, just because she was better at chess than her brother, knows more poetry than her brother and could play the zither better than her brother, she thought that maybe the world was wrong itself.


    How could it be that she was faulty just because she was good at something that her brother failed to excel in?


    When she was free and had started to live on her own, she found that all is not what they appear to be. No matter how much she talked and chattered outside, no one would tell her she was uncultured because there would also be women gossiping in groups. There was nothing wrong in expressing one''s thoughts and there was nothing wrong in expressing her talents and abilities.


    It was her family who had misunderstood her.


    She always did wonder why it was hard for them to give her atleast one single praise or compliment. She did everything.


    She had done so much for her family and for her brother.


    Zhao Yan has even taken her meager allowance to give to her brother because he wants to use the money to buy Wei Gao Xi a customize folding screen before.


    They weren''t even married and Zhao Yan has repeatedly told her brother that it wasn''t good for his reputation to offer these kinds of things because they look like betrothal gifts and people would misunderstand.


    "Xi''er is the only woman I love. What is there to misunderstand? We''ll marry sooner or later."


    Zhao Yan was disappointed at her brother for being naive.


    That wasn''t the last time he had borrowed her money.


    Although he said he would borrow it but not a single coin came back to Zhao Yan.


    After thinking about, she realized that she was very stupid and naive herself. She has only grown smarter and more aware when she had started to live on her own because her family has always restricted her on everything. The freedom she managed to obtain right now made her happy beyond words.


    It couldn''t even be compared to how she lived her life under the roof of Prince Li''s mansion and her so called family members who were more like strangers than relatives.


    "Yan''er, this child, don''t wear these gaudy accessories. People would think you are showing off."


    "Yanyan, women are best suited to stay indoors. People might gossip if they find out that the fourth young lady likes to go out and waste money on commoner foods. Ugh..."


    "A lady must be gentle, kind and virtuous. One should know how to keep their mouth shut when necessary."


    "Why can''t you go out? You are a woman, that is enough reason."


    "We have raised you for years so you could grow up as a virtuous woman, not a harlot!"


    Zhao Yan felt her mind spinning as she remembered all the ridiculous excuses they told her.


    She felt stupid for letting herself get bullied. Now that she has experienced the outside world, she realized that she wasn''t wrong.


    She could gossip and chatter with Chun Lan and no one would think she was being inappropriate.


    Even right now, as Zhao Yan recounted everything in front of Fu Yanqing, his expression didn''t change and she heard nothing from him that indicated she was wrong for having some skills.


    This made her more motivated to tell him everything. Thinking simply, she had gotten impulsive and let slip the fact that her brother left her with a lecherous fiend and that she had rendered said fiend impotent for attempting to take advantage of her.


    "Ah... well... he didn''t succeed and I took his all his money before leaving." She boasted proudly.


    "As long as I have my needles, I will never be a defenseless chi-kyaah!" She made a loud noise of protest when he lifted her up to sit his on his lap.


    "Very good. You did good taking all his valuables." Fu Yanqing said in a calm manner. Inwardly, he kept the name on the back of his mind and reminded himself to teach the b ? s t ? r d of Duke Ying''s residence a lesson later.


    The same can be said for the two idiots who planned the whole thing.


    What his little woman didn''t know, wouldn''t hurt.


    Fu Yanqing wasn''t a saint. He had already experienced being stabbed by his own brother. It was already a mercy that Fu Yanqing didn''t kill his brother and allowed him to be a simple figurehead without power. This was only because his sister pleaded with him.


    But for those who had nothing to do with him, he would remain merciless just like what he used to do.


    "...I wanted to paralyze him that instant for the rest of his life but people would suspect me if I did that so I did something else instead." Zhao Yan mumbled under her breath.


    "Am I too cruel...?" She asked him.


    Fu Yanqing wanted to say that she was too soft. That she should have killed the b ? s t ? r d and fed his body to the wolves but he merely gave her a mysterious smile and said, "You don''t have to lower yourself to his level. This prince will deal with him for you."


    She blinked worriedly at him.


    "What if Your Highness gets hurt again? You were poisoned two times in a row... Don''t trouble yourself with something insignificant." Because I would be in trouble again, Zhao Yan thought.


    He weakly flicked her nose.


    "Are you saying that this prince is weak?"


    Zhao Yan shook her head immediately.


    "That''s not it..."


    "Then let this prince handle it. Don''t refuse anymore."


    Zhao Yan thought for only a few seconds before obediently conceding. That Tian Luo nearly ruined her life. He deserves retribution for all his wrongdoings.


    Zhao Yan''s eyes flickered over Fu Yanqing. Her view of him was slowly changing. He did not seem as bad as she expected...


    ???

 Chapter 28：Luo Qi 1

    It was the fifth day since Fu Yanqing found her. Although Zhao Yan wasn''t as guarded as before, she was still somewhat doubtful whenever he would bring up the topic of marriage and going back to Zhao country.


    For Zhao Yan, things were progressing a bit too fast. She wanted to have more time to judge his character. She was not like others who could make clear judgments upon meeting a person.


    For someone like Zhao Yan who barely went out and interacted with only a few people, she was still quite naive when it comes to making judgments on a person''s character.


    And she knows that she was a bit too kind at times but she really could not bring herself to act like a diva. She wasn''t as bold and domineering like her cousin, Wei Gao Xi. Zhao Yan did not like the way Wei Gao Xi would flaunt her status and beauty.


    Although she acted humble and coquettish, Zhao Yan always felt like there was something wrong about Wei Gao Xi''s behavior. It was like seeing a yellow stain trying to blend in a myriad of orange colors.


    Zhao Yan could not bring herself to act like that because it seemed very scheming and dishonest. Though despite this crude tactics and deceitful acts, a lot of people would still fall for it and surround Wei Gao Xi like she was the apple of their eye.


    They would treat her like some kind of princess and coax her, treating her more gently and amicably than most people.


    It really bothered Zhao Yan a lot but she later learned to ignore it as long as she was not involved.


    Unlucky for her, Wei Gao Xi always likes to pick a fight with her and would badmouth her in front of other people. Since Zhao Yan rarely went out and interacted with people, she was unable to clear her name, allowing Wei Gao Xi to spread more malicious rumors about her.


    Zhao Yan would bet all her silvers that Wei Gao Xi made up a story of how she ran away or eloped with another man to justify her disappearance. Wei Gao Xi was that type of woman. And of course, being adored by many, they would naturally believe her because Wei Gao Xi was as kind and gentle like a white lotus in public. No one would doubt the authenticity of her character.


    Zhao Yan sighed. She would no longer care. She was not the fourth young lady of Prince Li''s mansion anymore. She was just Li Zhao Yan now.


    ???


    Just before lunch, Zhao Yan was trying to act like nothing was wrong but she was actually very agitated and worried inside.


    Her new unexpected visitor was a young man who was only a year older than her. Wearing fine garments and robes made of fine silk with a jade pendant hanging on his waist and a golden sash as his belt, it was easy to tell that this man''s identity is that of a wealthy background.


    Chun Lan was fidgeting nervously just behind Zhao Yan while Jae Ha looked on coldly at the visitor which was rather unexpected from the shy girl.


    Her unexpected guest who was currently twenty years old this year was still an unmarried young master of the Luo family in the capital.


    If Zhao Yan was not wrong, then he is the only grandson of the Grand Tutor, Luo Huang. The post of Grand Tutor or Taifu, although given the highest civil status below the emperor, was not regularly occupied. The role was considered an honorary rather than substantive office, this everyone knows well.


    The Grand Tutor was nominally in charge of providing a young emperor with moral guidance, but it is doubtful that this role was ever taken seriously or formally conducted. The post often served to deliberately block someone from obtaining a more important post, such as one of the Excellencies, while Grand Tutors were usually elder statesmen chosen for their age rather than merits.


    Zhao Yan knows that it was so they would die off quickly after being appointed. Unfortunately for the Excellencies in Tang Country, Grand Tutor Luo Huang was still young and was merely in his early sixties but he was already a respected figure. He and the current Emperor were known to be close and has a long standing friendship despite being mentor and disciple.


    Although he did not like to be involved in politics or any power struggles, he was very supportive of the Emperor and treated him better than his own son, Luo Peiyuan, who was only a 3rd ranking official in court.


    As a respected figure who had the backing of the Emperor, Grand Tutor Luo Huang was admired and feared by many. This old aged ancestor was not an easy prey to be trifled with. Everyone knew this especially because of his eccentric personality.


    The reason why Zhao Yan knows a lot about him was because Grand Tutor Luo Huang was very close to her grandfather, Li Hua and he also helped in the search, dispatching his own people.


    Zhao Yan heard from her grandfather, Li Hua that he respected the Grand Tutor both as a friend and comrade. Sadly, they had a falling off in their twenties because during their youth they both fell in love with Zhao Yan''s grandmother who was named Qin Mingming.


    In the end, it was her grandfather who managed to marry her grandmother, Qin Mingming. Grand Tutor Luo Huang was dejected and became depressed for a while. After that, he was forced to marry the fianc¨¦e that his parents arranged for him.


    In his loveless marriage, the Grand Tutor Luo Huang still longed for his old friend and comrade as well as the woman he loved. Unfortunately, fate was cruel and he could not have both.


    He mourned for his loss for many years before he later became appointed as the Grand Tutor to the young emperor. Eventually, time flew by and all the grievances of the past were washed away. Only the lingering memories of their happy childhood as youths were left.


    It can be said that Grand Tutor Luo Huang has always wanted to rekindle his friendship with his old friend and comrade after Qin Mingming died and passed away but the two people were inherently prideful and stubborn, refusing to back down so they were estranged for a few more years until the day Zhao Yan''s grandfather disappeared.


    Zhao Yan was thankful to the Grand Tutor for his help even though they''ve never met but anyone who her grandfather respected was someone she also respected.


    Her grandfather was always a good judge of character so she trusted his words and judgment more than her own.


    The respected Grand Tutor Luo Huang has only one daughter and one son because he never remarried after his wife passed away. His only daughter also passed away at a young age due to health problems while his son, Luo Peiyuan, a 3rd ranking official has one wife and three concubines.


    Currently, Luo Peiyuan has four daughters from each woman and one son from his main wife.


    That son was no other than Luo Qi, the very man that was her guest and also the Grand Tutor''s only grandson.


    ???

 Chapter 29：Luo Qi 2

    Zhao Yan wasn''t aware of his identity when they met for the very first time. It was about two months ago in a restaurant. She was quietly eating together with Chun Lan and enjoying the dishes when a panicked scream came from the other room, startling them.


    Zhao Yan was just as equally shocked so she along with Chun Lan, went to look at the commotion.


    Zhao Yan was startled to see a young man whose face was swelling and looking like he couldn''t breathe. He was salivating quite badly. There was a broken bowl of fish prawns and fish soup lying on the floor.


    Upon closer inspection, she realized that it was puffer fish soup. Noticing the young man''s blue face that was swelling and his difficulty in breathing as well as his other obvious symptoms, Zhao Yan could make a rough guess of the situation.


    "You fool! If something happens to the young master, this restaurant is doomed!" Cried out a servant that was kneeling before the young man. There was also another tall man crouching behind while carrying a sword. He looked like a bodyguard.


    The restaurant manager was not looking good as he ordered, "Get a doctor!" One of the restaurant staffs stumbled and ran to do the errand.


    "Excuse me." A soft, supple voice sounded and interrupted the uneasy atmosphere, making the crowd part.


    They saw a thin lit figure wearing light colored clothes of green with auspicious peonies embroidered on the skirt. Her fair face and innocent black eyes looked forward without a care in the world as she headed straight to the young man. Her dazzling aura nearly blinded them.


    Who was this beautiful fairy?


    The onlookers were a bit dumbfounded, pausing their conversations to look at the new arrival.


    "Chun Lan, my needles please." Zhao Yan said in a smooth and crisp voice as she extended her hand.


    Without straying her gaze from the young man, she said," Please help him sit up. I am a doctor. I will administer acupuncture to alleviate the symptoms." Then she looked at the servant. "Please prepare a basin. This young master will start vomiting soon."


    The servant was shocked by the sudden command. He did not know what compelled him to do it but he obeyed the girl''s orders and went to grab a basin.


    Chun Lan handed Zhao Yan her needle set. Seeing the seemingly innocent girl pull out such long needles made the crowd back away with terrified expressions.


    A firm hand grabbed her wrist. It was the young man''s bodyguard.


    "What are you doing?" The low voice was laced with threat as a pair of dark eyes narrowed dangerously at her. Zhao Yan felt the pain from his tight hold but did not complain.


    "As I said, I am a doctor. I can treat your young master. From my observation, he is suffering from pufferfish poison. The symptoms begin with numbness and tingling around the mouth, salivation, nausea, and vomiting. It has only been a few minutes since he has eaten, right? He has already displayed difficulty in breathing which only happens after two or three hours during the time the poison was ingested. This means he ingested a large amount of toxin." Zhao Yan remained calm as she said this.


    The guard looked at her doubtfully, unsure whether or not she could be trusted. It must have been because she looked younger than her actual age.


    "If you do not care for your young master, I will leave as you wish but be warned. Pufferfish poison may progress to paralysis, loss of consciousness, and respiratory failure which can lead to death. I know how to treat him and prolong his life until the medicine is made. If you still doubt me, I will leave now." Seeing his still doubtful expression, Zhao Yan said this and was about to pack up.


    The guard, Luo Hanting immediately panicked. If what the girl said was true then the young master was really in a dangerous situation!


    "I b..brought the basin.." The servant from earlier came back and placeed the basin down.


    Zhao Yan looked at the guard expectantly, waiting for him to decide.


    Luo Hanting gritted his teeth. "Please help the young master. If you are able to save him, we will be in your debt. Likewise, if you cause him to die, I will not hesitate to kill you!"


    Luo Hanting said the first sentence in an almost polite tone before he became threatening and spoke loudly towards her. As a trained bodyguard in swordsmanship and martial arts, the terrifying aura he released was no joke.


    Even the onlookers felt scared just by looking at him.


    Zhao Yan smiled before taking her needles out once again. With precise movements, she inserted the needles in various acupuncture points.


    She grabbed the basin and placed it beside the young man.


    The next moment, the vomiting started, making people disgusted.


    "Turn him onto his side, quickly. He must vomit the unabsorbed toxins." Zhao Yan instructed.


    The sight of the young man vomiting from pufferfish poisoning made many people terrified this instant. Additionally, the large needles sticking out of the young man''s limbs were so frightening that many onlookers felt faint and nauseous themselves.


    Zhao Yan removed the needles and made more instructions to move the young man to a room. She wrote a prescription and handed it to the bodyguard.


    "These herbs can be bought at the nearby medicine shop." Of course, she did not tell him that she owns the medicine shop. He quickly left and ran off to buy the necessary herbs. Meanwhile, Zhao Yan was alleviating the young man''s symptoms through acupuncture.


    He was actually conscious for a few minutes long enough for his bodyguard to arrive.


    "Young master.." Luo Hanting called out. Zhao Yan immediately went to the kitchen to make the concoction before coming back to feed it to her patient.


    She supported him as he drunk the medicine.


    The young man''s complexion was still pale but he looked better than before and he seemed like he wasn''t suffering in too much pain anymore.


    "W..who are you..?" He mumbled out while looking at Zhao Yan through blurry eyes. He could only make out her fair face and dark hair but they were blurry. Nevertheless, his shaking pupils followed after her image like a moth to a fire.


    "It is not important." She said, pressing him back to lie on the bed.


    "What you must do is get some rest and recover. You ingested a lot of tetrodotoxin that could be found in marine animals like pufferfish. I have written a prescription and given it to your bodyguard. Drink the medicine twice a day for one week and you will feel much better."


    In a hoarse voice, he tried to speak again. "N...Name.. tell me."


    Zhao Yan was a little surprised when he grabbed her sleeves but she merely adjusted his grip and placed his hand back on the bed. His breathing was starting to stabilize as well.


    When he seemed better, Zhao Yan was about to leave but another doctor arrived, the one the restaurant manager called.


    "I heard a patient was poisoned from eating pufferfish?!" Old man Xu of the medicinal hall happened to be in the area so he was immediately called to the restaurant.


    ???

 Chapter 30：Luo Qi 3

    Seeing the bedridden young man who was looking pale but did not seem like his life was in danger, Old man Xu was puzzled.


    He went to check the patient''s pulse and was surprised at what he found.


    "This... I thought he was poisoned horribly? There''s hardly any trace of the toxins left in his body. Are you people playing with me? I am a busy man. I am not here for games." Old man Xu glared at the restaurant manager who trembled anxiously.


    After hearing this, Luo Hanting sighed and relaxed.


    "Thank you for coming. The young master was indeed suffering from pufferfish poisoning but this young lady was the one who administered treatment and acupuncture, saving the young master. If this esteemed elder can take a look at the young master''s condition once again, we will be most at ease." Luo Hanting saluted with his hands to show respect.


    Old man Xu was surprised to see that the one who administered the treatment was a young woman who looked very young. She looked like a pampered young miss from a wealthy family. He stared at her with a face filled with doubt. She was only old enough to be his granddaughter. How can such a young girl from a wealthy background know medicine?


    Zhao Yan smiled and bowed. "This elder, I will take my leave now. Please watch over the young master. You may check the prescription I left if it is suitable. I will leave you gentlemen to do your business. "


    With that, the willowy figure left without even leaving a name.


    Old man Xu was dumbstruck after seeing such a young woman with medical knowledge then he demanded for the prescription.


    The doubts in his heart were soon erased upon seeing the prescription and was replaced by something else. Blood rushed through his body as his heart began to beat.


    "This prescription, " He gulped nervously and touched the paper, holding it in a precious manner towards his chest.


    Luo Hanting raised a brow after seeing this. To his surprise, the man laughed loudly and began to lecture about the prescription.


    "This is it! Why have I never thought about it!" Old man Xu felt like he had learned newfound knowledge after seeing this prescription. Hearing a cough beside him, Old man Xu was awakened and he quickly remembered his patient.


    He checked the pulse once again.


    "This young master does not need my help anymore. The young lady has excellent medical skills. This prescription is proof of her capabilities. Sufficient bed rest and medicine will help this young master recover."


    Luo Hanting nodded before taking note of the young lady''s appearance. His young master would no doubt search for his savior.


    Zhao Yan wasn''t too concerned because she was trusted her abilities. She went back to her courtyard with Chun Lan.


    When she entered the restaurant, she was puzzled when a staff directed her to the second floor. She was surprised upon seeing the familiar face.


    The young man who had recovered and had a brush with death a week ago stood up and saluted to her.


    "Greetings. My name is Luo Qi. I was the man you saved from a week ago. I would like to express my deepest gratitude to my savior. May I know this maiden''s name?" He said in an earnest voice as he looked at her.


    Zhao Yan was never good at lying but because her temperament was good, she was able to keep calm and say out a fake name.


    "Lin Chunmei. That is my name. I congratulate the young master on his recovery." She expressed while smiling.


    "Please, no need for formalities. Calling me by my name is fine." Luo Qi offered.


    Zhao Yan blinked at his sudden words.


    Luo Qi was quiet for a few seconds while staring at her that it soon turned awkward. Luo Hanting cleared his throat to dispel the embarrassing situation.


    "Miss Lin, my name is Luo Hanting. I am the young master''s bodyguard. I would like to express my sincerest apologies for doubting your abilities. I would also like to thank Miss Lin for saving the young master''s life." Luo Hanting respectfully bowed his head. His sudden 180 degree change in attitude was startling but Zhao Yan just smiled.


    "It''s fine. As long as you''ve realized your mistake, it''s never too late to apologize." She politely replied. Not once did the smile on her face diminish. Her fair appearance was really a sight for sore eyes. Her charming aura laced with innocence made people lower their guards down just to stop and take a look at her.


    "Miss Lin, I hope you aren''t busy. If you are free, I would like to treat you to a meal. I did not find you immediately because I was still recovering but now, I hope Miss Lin will humor my request."


    Luo Qi offered to treat Zhao Yan to a meal to express his gratitude.


    "Young master, I will have to decline. My current diet is very strict at the moment. You see...I am with child." Zhao Yan politely refused and hinted that she was not interested by saying this. She placed a hand on her stomach to emphasize this.


    Both master and bodyguard were surprised at her words and their eyes automatically zeroed in on her stomach which made her feel embarrassed.


    "How rude." Chun Lan angrily huffed and stood infront of Zhao Yan, blocking their eyesight.


    The two shared a look while Zhao Yan felt extremely uncomfortable under Luo Qi''s gaze.


    The stare he gave her made her feel uneasy so she quickly left the restaurant with Chun Lan and went to her medicine shop. She was cautious to place a veil on her face and board a carriage to go back home.


    After that ordeal, they never saw each other again or atleast that''s what she thought. She had made sure that her identity was hidden and she rarely went out to show her face. She even heard an Old man Xu looking for her but Zhao Yan remained unmoving and lived comfortably in her courtyard.


    Weeks passed and it turned into months.


    To her great surprise, she was facing Luo Qi again. He looked like he was very prepared this time because he brought her a lot of gifts and Luo Hanting was also behind him, standing guard protectively.


    Behind Zhao Yan''s right, she could feel Jae Ha''s icy glare directed at her visitor while on her left, Chun Lan''s discomfort was very apparent.


    The one who broke the silence was no other than Luo Qi himself.


    In a calm and soft voice, he spoke,"Miss Lin, it has been a while."


    ???

 Chapter 31：Like a Criminal

    Zhao Yan smiled faintly and replied back in greeting, "Yes, it has been a while, young master Luo."


    Luo Qi frowned. His handsome features did not diminish despite this but he looked more like a refined scholar with an aloof temperament.


    "That is too formal. I remember telling Miss Lin to call me by name. I don''t want to sound distant with my savior because of too much formalities."


    Zhao Yan felt uneasy at his request but she ended up agreeing to appease him.


    "Yes... Luo Qi." The name sounded foreign from her mouth which increased her discomfort. Maybe because she rarely interacted with men that she was feeling this nervous?


    Of course, Fu Yanqing was an exemption because his face was thick-skinned.


    Luo Qi''s lips curved into a smile and his eyes brightened. Though he was feeling very happy inside, he did not flaunt his feelings.


    "Then can I call Miss Lin by her name?" He requested.


    "My lady! This young master is stepping out of a line!" Jae Ha whispered to Zhao Yan, not liking how overly friendly the man was.


    Jae Ha was not stupid. She could see the infatuated eyes of this young master while looking at her lady. How could she allow this gigolo to have his way when it was obvious that the lady was already pregnant! The lady is someone their Highness likes. It was Jae Ha''s duty as a subordinate to prevent cheap people like this Luo Qi from snatching His Highness'' woman away.


    Luo Qi''s eyes narrowed slightly while Luo Hanting wanted to tell his young master to get a grip of himself. How could he not have noticed it?


    These past few weeks, the young master was always in a dazed and kept staying at the restaurant where he got poisoned after eating pufferfish soup. Luo Hanting could not understand his master''s reason for buying the restaurant and for staying at the same place where he almost lost his life.


    It was only now that he realized that his young master was lovestruck! For the first time in twenty years, this ice block of a scholar was interested in women. But, ah, how could the young master''s tastes be so eccentric? This young lady was obviously pregnant which meant that she was married already and has a husband.


    So why and what was the young master doing by coming here and bringing so many gifts? There were many bolts of silk and brocade in the chests. There were also a chest filled with accessories and jewelries worth more than five taels of silver each! The young master even brought some precious herbs over there.


    This level of devotion and generosity was really remarkable but Luo Hanting could not help but be doubtful about his young master''s plans. Was he really going to pursue this young lady when it was obvious that she was married?


    Luo Hanting was prepared to haul his young master to a carriage and drive him back in the capital if this were to happen.


    "I don''t think there is any problem with that request so feel free to call me by my name." Zhao Yan did not plan on telling her real name. It wasn''t like he knew who ''Li Zhao Yan'' was since she never really saw Luo Qi before, not even a hair or a shadow.


    She only knows so much about him and his family because of her grandfather, Li Hua. Other than that, she did not know him personally.


    She relaxed after this.


    "Then can I call you Yan''er?" Luo Qi asked in a hopeful tone.


    .....


    "Yan''er...?" Luo Hanting couldn''t help but repeat after hearing this


    Zhao Yan''s eyes widened slightly but she quickly adjusted her expression to make it seem like she was not affected.


    "I''m sorry but I think Qi-gege must''ve said my name wrong." She politely reminded that that was not her name but the man''s dark eyes stared at her with intensity as if he wanted to say something further.


    A flash of emotion glinted in his eyes but it quickly disappeared before Zhao Yan could tell what it was.


    Luo Qi leaned on the chair in a comfortable manner. He did it in a way as if this was his abode and showed just how relaxed he was. "Qi-gege... sounds good," he said aloud. A tiny hint of a smile was on his face while looking at Zhao Yan.


    That small smile instantly freshened the look on his face. He did not look as aloof or distant as he used to be after smiling like that, even though it was only a little.


    "Young master." Luo Hanting felt like he should do something. He was starting to feel uncomfortable by how the young master was acting. This was not how someone of his status and station was supposed to act.


    Being the only young master of the Grand Tutor''s manor made him live a privileged and enviable life by many.


    With so much expectations placed on his shoulders, Luo Qi was always pressured to act as someone befitting of his status.


    And visiting a married woman who was pregnant, carrying gifts for said woman and asking that woman to be on a first name basis is not how a young master of the Grand Tutor''s manor should act!


    Luo Hanting felt inclined to send a letter to the Grand Tutor to report this matter but he also felt like it seemed hasty. He felt that he must observe and investigate further, whether the young master was really infatuated with his savior or was merely repaying his debt by showing up here.


    Either way, Luo Hanting was concerned so his mind focused and his eyes watched all the people in the room like a hawk, especially his young master.


    Jae Ha''s eyes narrowed. Sensing her fellow maid''s hostility, Chun Lan also felt like it was her duty to protect her lady''s honor from being tarnished by unknown men. She looked at Luo Hanting with equal intensity, surprising the other party.


    Luo Hanting thought, ''Why are these two maids looking at me like I am a criminal?''

 Chapter 32：Fourth Young Miss

    Luo Qi continued to smile which made Zhao Yan feel vigilant.


    "I wonder why Qi-gege came here to my home? Are you hurt anywhere? Sick or feeling faint? Would you like me to check your pulse?" This was only as a form of courtesy but she did not expect the other party to nod and move to sit beside her.


    Zhao Yan''s eyes widened.


    "A..ah.. Of course. Chun Lan, please get me some clean cloth for the young master."


    Chun Lan bowed and left. She returned after a short while and brought forth a clean yet thin piece of cloth. Zhao Yan placed it over Luo Qi''s wrist. The latter''s eyes were still pinned on her and his quiet persona really made things awkward between them.


    They have only met two times before and they barely talked. They were not even close enough to be called acquaintances which was why Zhao Yan was curious why he seemed to act so familiarly towards her.


    Was he planning something? But she did not do him any ill...


    And what could possibly be the reason why a scholar of the esteemed Grand Tutor''s mansion be staying here at a small town? She also did not think that he would know her real identity because their paths never crossed until a few months ago.


    Zhao Yan patiently felt his pulse before taking her hand away as well as the cloth.


    "En. Qi-gege is very healthy. You were able to recover well. However, Qi-gege ''s body is a little cold so I recommend eating warm foods to dispel the coldness. Also, since its not good to eat oily foods during this season, please be more mindful of your meals. Other than that, everything else is fine." She said briefly.


    Luo Qi smiled. "But I wonder why I still feel something wrong with my body. "


    Zhao Yan was confused. "I will check one more time."


    She placed the cloth back and felt for his pulse again. After a few seconds, Zhao Yan could not find anything else other than the things she mentioned.


    Luo Qi chuckled at her confused state which he found charming and cute. He was already surprised of her level of medical skills and he did not doubt her capabilities after saving him.


    But for some reason, he really could not and cannot forget about her. Even when he found out she was with child, her face kept appearing in his mind. He could not understand this curiosity he was feeling.


    He told himself that it would surely pass after a few weeks and after that, he would forget about her and go back to the capital. He even invited her to a meal to express his thanks because he felt that it was only right and that it was the proper way to spend more time with her and judge her character for himself. It was also to thank her.


    He was puzzled when she refused and told them she was pregnant, saying that her diet was being monitored closely but it did not seem sincere. Being a scholar, Luo Qi was aware that her words were half true and half false.


    She said that as an excuse to get away and even disappeared. He ordered Luo Hanting to trail after her but he failed to follow her silhouette after she vanished inside a medicine shop.


    Luo Qi wondered if he would see her again. He later told himself to wait and allow the feeling to pass.


    Against his expectations, she remained imprinted in his mind. He did not know what this meant but he knew that he would not find the answer unless he saw her again.


    It was only when he saw her in the market a few days ago did he realized why she seemed familiar to him.


    She was from Prince Li''s mansion and was the missing fourth miss. He had only seen her once before and it was when she stormed out of a restaurant with a gloomy expression after the pair of lovebirds, Li Dabao and Wei Gao Xi left together.


    A few days later, he heard news that the second young master of Duke Ying''s residence was attacked and rendered impotent. There was also news of the fourth young miss of Prince Li''s mansion disappearing and eloping with a man. These two news became the hot topics in the capital so he was naturally aware about it despite not being a social butterfly, only mingling around with fellow scholars.


    "It was that bitch! I''m sure of it!"


    "Xi''er, calm down. Yan''er might know medicine but she''s weak and does not have the guts to do something like attacking Tian Luo. Furthermore, he became a retard since that incident so we can''t force him to confess that it was Yan''er who did it."


    "Brother Li, we both know that Li Zhao Yan is skilled in medicine. Even if she''s weak, a cornered animal like her would resort to many methods during desperate situations."


    "That is true... But Yan''er is gone now. What do we do? "


    "Brother Li, you don''t have to worry. With all the nasty rumors surrounding her, would she even have the face to come back? Furthemore, Uncle Li and the rest of Prince Li''s mansion was embarrassed by her shameless actions of eloping with a man. They won''t cover for her and even if she tells the truth that Tian Luo tried to take advantage of her, who would believe her words? She''s just an unfavored missy. Brother Li... Don''t worry yourself over this matter anymore."


    "Hehe, Xi''er. You''re so smart. I really like you."


    After overhearing this conversation, Luo Qi was able to conclude that the storming lady he saw from the restaurant was in fact the fourth miss of Prince Li''s mansion and that she was the reason why the second young master of Duke Ying''s residence turned into a retarded trash who could not conceive the next generation.


    Maybe Luo Qi was bored or he felt like he needed something new in his life but his interest towards the fourth miss was growing increasingly burdensome. He came here today just so he could satisfy his curiosity.


    How odd that he found himself feeling a little happier than normal.


    Maybe because the fourth miss has a pure and innocent air around her that he felt very relaxed and at ease?


    Though he did not truly understood what this foreign feeling felt, he followed his instincts and did what made him happy.


    ???

 Chapter 33：Innocent Belle

    "Qi-gege, I really can''t find anything else wrong with you. I recommend looking for another doctor. Maybe they might have more knowledge about the matter." Zhao Yan explained.


    Luo Qi''s eyes smiled like a fox''s as he spoke.


    "I''m not comfortable with other people touching me."


    All the people in the room felt different waves of emotions after hearing this: ???


    Was this man joking?


    Luo Hanting sighed to himself. His young master was contradicting himself by sitting so closely to Miss Lin and letting Miss Lin touch his wrist to feel his pulse.


    Luo Qi was unaware of what his bodyguard was thinking so he continued.


    "But I will tell you about my symptoms. You see.. I feel odd recently.. It''s like this. I often find myself thinking endlessly about someone." Luo Qi started, smiling playfully.


    Luo Hanting made a face while Jae Ha''s eyes turned sharper.


    Zhao Yan who was unaware: ???


    Luo Qu didn''t seem to care about them because he continued on, unbothered. "No matter how much I try to forget that person, they would appear in my mind and I can''t seem to stop myself from thinking about them. This has been going on for weeks which I find troubling. I can''t seem to concentrate on my books or poems. It''s gotten worse to the point that I have trouble sleeping because I was thinking of this person." Luo Qi sighed as he said this.


    He really looked like he was weighed down with this problem but his bodyguard, Luo Hanting could tell it was all b ? l l s h ? t. The young master did not find it troubling at all.


    Luo Hanting even saw him grinning and smiling alone which was really creepy so he did not believe that this bothered the young master at all.


    "I don''t really know why it was happening but it is unsettling. I wonder what makes that person special that I find myself thinking about them more often than not. I also find myself having chest pains everytime I think that I might not see that person again. It was more painful than a stabbed wound." He placed a hand on his hand in a dramatic manner and sighed again to further compliment his words, thoroughly making it seem like his words were  believable.


    Zhao Yan nodded slowly, vey engrossed in his explanation.


    Luo Hanting was in disbelief. What stabbed wound? His young master has never been stabbed before! This aloof and distant scholar was sheltered and protected by many. It was impossible for him to get stabbed. If anyone was stabbed, it was always Luo Hanting, not the young master.


    Luo Hanting wanted to sneer at his young master''s dramatic words while looking at Miss Lin''s face to see what she felt about the matter.


    He was stunned when he saw the undisguised curiosity in her eyes as if she was hearing about a very awe-inspiring story.


    Even Jae Ha was exasperated. Was the young lady that innocent..?


    Chun Lan was just like Zhao Yan. Having zero experience when it comes to romance, she was also convinced that this was some mysterious disease so she looked on with an attentive gaze, astounding Jae Ha and Luo Hanting who were the only two people aware of what was really happening.


    Luo Qi continued to explain and because he was scholar who has a natural way of making words more flowery than not, it exaggerated a lot of things


    "It is really a strange disease!" Zhao Yan declared with a troubled look. She has never heard such a weird disease before and this greatly intrigued her.


    Luo Qi smiled wider. "It is. But I discovered something. Once I was able to see the person I was thinking about, all my worries and pain would vanish. It was akin to a dream. I find myself feeling much happier than normal and my chest pains have disappeared like they were never there in the first place."


    Zhao Yan nodded eagerly. "So Qi-gege''s disease was cured after seeing the person you were thinking about? It is that simple?"


    "Yes. It is such an odd disease, being cured using such a simple solution."


    Zhao Yan agreed without hesitation. "This disease will not repeat itself, right? Qi-gege, you must continue to see that person you were thinking about just to make sure that the disease does not come back again and goes away for good. Chest pains will make it difficult for you so please continue seeing that person." She said seriously.


    Luo Qi''s lips twitched as he looked at her. "I will listen to your advice."


    Luo Hanting could not believe what he was seeing or hearing. He looked at his young master then to Miss Lin before looking at the other maid who was just as clueless about the situation.


    These people were like innocent baby chicks!


    On the other hand, Jae Ha was looking at Luo Qi with a sinister smile. She could not wait to throw this man out and separate him from the young lady.


    Unfortunately for her, the young lady was very interested about any medicine related things and could not differentiate between right and wrong at the moment, so engrossed in the topic that she failed to realize how simple the matter was.


    Jae Ha was even a bit surprised. No wonder His Highness was very obsessed when it comes to the young lady. She was an innocent little belle who did not even know what romance between men and women were! This made Jae Ha quite curious about the circumstances that led to the young lady getting pregnant.


    If she was this innocent about love, how was the young lady able to bed His Highness? Or maybe.. maybe it was the other way around? Jae Ha was very shocked because it seemed more like the case.


    She often heard the lady mumbling about how shameless His Highness were but she merely thought the lady was shy and embarrassed.


    Thinking about it, the matter does not seem very simple at all.


    She was suddenly so curious and wanted to go ask Senior Si Chong or Senior Si Yao for some answers.


    "Other than that, I am curious what Qi-gege brought in my home? What are all the chests and boxes for?" Zhao Yan finally noticed the numerous boxes and chests in the room.


    Luo Qi smiled faintly before answering, "These are gifts from me. Yan''er is pregnant, right? I brought you a lot of precious herbs and tonics to nourish your body. There''s also a few pieces of silk and clothes inside and some accessories. I have never fully expressed my gratitude to Yan''er for saving my life so I brought all of this for you. I hope Yan''er will accept them, otherwise, I would feel bad."


    Zhao Yan did not register the rest of his words. The only thing that registered in her mind was the way he called her ''Yan''er''.


    ???

 Chapter 34：How did you know my name?

    Luo Hanting stared at his young master with disbelief. This young master of his must be joking. What did he mean by a few pieces of silk and some accessories?


    Those boxes and chests were filled with way too many silks and accessories for it to be considered a few pieces. Was his young master trying to show off?


    Unexpectedly, this young master has this kind of side to him?


    But these seemed way too overboard as mere gifts for a pregnant woman. In truth, they were like dowries but Luo Hanting dare not say that.


    The Grand Tutor''s mansion did not lack money so these boxes barely made a dent on the Luo family''s wealth. But it still seemed excessive which made Luo Hanting more worried for his young master.


    Jae Ha''s only thought was to sneer. Did they think that they would get away with this?


    "Young master Luo, this is very inappropriate. My lady is barely acquainted with you and people would misunderstand if you give so many things at once. It will affect the lady''s reputation." Jae Ha did her best to sound toneless, hiding her disdain for the man.


    Luo Hanting also agreed. "Young master, it''s true. Miss Lin is already married and pregnant. Her husband might think badly of you and Miss Lin if you show so much courtesy." He kindly reminded to his young master.


    "Yan''er is married.." Luo Qi''s smile disappeared and his face became expressionless as if all the joy and happiness was sucked away from him in one go.


    Jae Ha was not about to correct their assumptions. Her lady was soon going to marry His Highness Prince Jing so there was no reason to correct any misunderstanding when there was none.


    This would also deter these outsiders from trying to snatch the lady away. Were they blind? How can this young master be infatuated with a pregnant woman? Did he want to wear a green hat? Was he sick?


    Jae Ha shook her head silently at how immature this young master was and his naivety. He was not worthy of the lady so it was best to stop his budding feelings from growing before they could blossom.


    To her surprise, someone spoke.


    "My lady is not married! Don''t make any wrong assumptions. You are slandering her!" Chun Lan firmly defended. She felt offended that this people were jumping into conclusions so soon. Can they not see that the lady''s hair was not tied up and it was down?


    Chun Lan had no idea of the huge impact of her words to the people in the room. Jae Ha was inwardly facepalming at how embarrassing she was. How could she carelessly reveal such an important matter?


    A pregnant and unmarried woman would be deemed a harlot by many people and considered a wild girl for losing her purity outside marriage. To add fuel to the fire, not only did she lose her virginity, she also got pregnant.


    People would think badly of women like this so Jae Ha couldn''t help but throw a glare at Chun Lan for her loud mouth.


    She made the young lady look bad by saying this!


    Luo Hanting was surprised himself. This beautiful young maiden was not married? How could that be? Her stomach looks to be around three or four months already.


    His opinion of Miss Lin suddenly became conflicted.


    It was fine if the girl was married. It made her moral background more credible but an unmarried woman who was pregnant was bound to be bad news.


    Luo Hanting couldn''t help but feel sorry for his young master for taking interest on this kind of woman who seemed like an innocent belle but was actually a wild weed. His young master was bound to be disappointed.


    Contrary to Luo Hanting''s thoughts, Luo Qi felt a sudden surge of emotion in his heart. He unconsciously clutched his chest as he trembled, his lips threatening to smile.


    Luo Qi was very puzzled at the excitement he was suddenly feeling when this piece of news came out. He was suddenly doubtful of his own character. She was pregnant. This fact was bound to upset many men and deter them from approaching the fourth miss. Moreover, she was an unmarried girl.


    This alone would earn her a bad reputation for being a wild lass. Yet for some reason, Luo Qi did not seem bothered by the idea. He felt for his forehead and wondered if he was having a fever because his thoughts were messy lately.


    Logically, he was supposed to feel disdain and disgust towards women like her but he felt that was not the case because she did not seem like the type to throw herself at men.


    She was also the same fourth miss who rendered the second young master of Duke Ying''s residence a useless retard who could not get his thing up no matter what.


    Luo Qi trusted his intuition a lot and it was telling him that there was more to the story than what meets the eye.


    On the other hand, Zhao Yan did not register lot of what was happening anymore. She was wondering how Luo Qi knew that she was the fourth miss.


    The first could be considered a slip of the tongue or mistake but repeatedly calling her name out was not.


    She was very worried that he came here to make trouble for her. Once again, she was about to suffer losses for saving another''s life. Was she cursed or something?


    Don''t tell me he wants to extract benefits from her? She was only one girl. What did he want with her? She suddenly regretted agreeing to meet him.


    She should have thought of an excuse and said she was sick or something. However, even if she did not meet him today, he might come for her tomorrow or the day after.


    Zhao Yan frowned as she registered that there were multiple pair of eyes looking at her.


    What was happening?


    Did she missed something?


    Their looks looked odd for a second.


    Zhao Yan turned to Luo Qi.


    "How did Qi-gege know my real name?"


    ??-?

 Chapter 35：Fiancé

    Her hands gripped her silk scarf tightly. Zhao Yan''s nervousness could be perceived by the people around her which increased the pressure she was feeling.


    Luo Qi replied, "My memory is quite good. It was a coincidence that I saw the fourth miss of Prince Li''s mansion stomping out of a restaurant with a gloomy expression. Days later, news of the fourth miss eloping with a man spread throughout the capital while the notorious second young master of Duke Ying''s residence suffered an unfortunate accident, turning him impotent and a retard." Luo Qi stared at Zhao Yan as he said this.


    "I was wondering if all the rumors were true because the fourth miss of Prince Li''s mansion almost never showed herself in public. There are more rumors floating around like the fourth miss was unfilial and was a disobedient child who did not show respect towards her elders. She did not go to temples nor participate in the banquets and gatherings of the family. Some people even said she was a shrew with the face of a fairy and the body of a seductress." His eyes glinted mischievously as if he knows an interesting secret.


    Zhao Yan''s palms began to sweat in response to his words. She unconsciously lowered her gaze, an uncontrollable reflex whenever she was caught doing something she wasn''t supposed to or when someone was trying to corner or intimidate her.


    She could not help but hide away and avoid her gaze out of fright.


    "Of course, rumors are rumors. Without evidence and proof, it''s hard to believe the words coming from others. Gossip can''t be controlled and people have mouths. They say the truth will always prevail but it''s impossible when no one wants to own it."


    Zhao Yan slowly looked up at him. "I didn''t..."


    "Hm?" Luo Qi leaned closer. "Did you say something, Yan''er?" He purposely called her petname.


    Zhao Yan lowered her gaze again. "I didn''t elope with a man..."


    Luo Qi crossed his arms and his unfiltered mouth worked nonstop. "That''s hard to believe. Yan''er is pregnant at the moment. You are seeing someone, aren''t you? Otherwise, how were you able to.."


    Jae Ha couldn''t take it anymore and so did Chun Lan.


    "Young master Luo! You are being extremely rude to the lady!" Jae Ha pointed out.


    Chun Lan also shouted. "Please stop saying such mean things to my lady! She did not elope with a man! She is not that kind of person!"


    "Exactly! The young lady is going to get married soon. What you''re saying right now will affect her reputation. Please have some deceny, young master Luo!"


    "My lady is very kind. Something must have happened that forced her to leave and run away! Those people doesn''t know my lady''s character at all!"


    "Forgive our rudeness but the lady''s fianc¨¦ will not be happy if young master Luo overstays. Please leave. I will see you out myself because the lady is feeling too faint and tired to do so. I hope you won''t misunderstand." Jae Ha might seem shy and quiet but when it comes to her duties, she was meticulous and responsible.


    Growing up as a shadow guard and undergoing through various trainings, made her into someone who was not easy to bully.


    "You are only a maid! How dare you step out of a line!" Luo Hanting shouted back, placing a hand on his sword.


    Jae Ha raised a brow. "Oh? I am indeed a maid but it is my duty as my mistress'' maid to serve her and ensure her healthy wellbeing. If this includes getting rid of annoyances that my mistress is unable to handle, I will do it in her place."


    Luo Hanting''s body trembled. "You...! A mere maid like you dares to make decisions for your master? I will teach you some manners!"


    Luo Qi''s expression darkened, nearly turning black. He raised his hand and said, "Stop it, Hanting. Put your sword away."


    Luo Hanting wanted to protest but the look his young master gave him made him shut his mouth.


    "Yan''er has a fianc¨¦. And she''s getting married? To whom?" His serious voice made him sound demanding which did not sit well with Jae Ha.


    Jae Ha wanted to say that it was to His Highness Prince Jing but there was still an unclear relationship between her lady and Prince Jing. The lady also seemed very resistant at the idea of marriage.


    She was unsure how to answer this question.


    Li Zhao Yan bit her bottom lip. She really hated her weak and timid personality. Where was her confidence when treating patients and talking about medicine? It was really frustrating how she was so weak in all aspects but becomes a confident person whenever medicine was involved.


    If only she could be strong, always. Unfortunately, insecurities and fear often gets the best of her so she couldn''t say a word or talk back at all.


    Luo Qi started to feel impatient. "Why aren''t you answering? Could it be that Yan''er really eloped with a man but that man left her and you''re trying to cover the facts by saying she has a fianc¨¦? Is she really going to get married?" Because Luo Qi was going to take her back to the capital to marry her if that was not the case.


    She could be his concubine or main wife, either way, it doesn''t matter. It''s better than living alone in this small town. His grandfather would be more than happy to have her in their home so Luo Qi wasn''t too concerned.


    He could provide for her. They were never short on money. As for the child, it didn''t really matter. He could adopt it if she was unwilling to abort it.


    "I..." Zhao Yan struggled to say a response. She was aware that she sounded like a whore for being an unmarried girl who was also pregnant but she was not able to control the circumstances that led her to her pregnancy.


    She did not care about Luo Qi''s opinion of her but his incessant need to know made her feel pressured and because he was the grandson of Grand Tutor Luo Huang, she did not want to disappoint him or make herself look bad.


    It would mean making her own grandfather lose face.


    She was so anxious at what to say or do that her own heart couldn''t keep up and she started to cry. The faces around her immediately dimmed for varying reasons.


    Luo Qi froze. Was he wrong? Of maybe it was the truth and she was so embarrassed that she cried?


    Luo Qi felt this was reasonable so he reached out to pat her shoulder. "Yan''er, don''t be sad. If that b ? s t ? r d doesn''t want to take responsibility for you then I will. Come with me to the capital. I will ask grandfather and my father for permission to marry you as my wife. I will take care of you."


    Pah!


    A hand slapped his outstretched hand away before it could even land on Zhao Yan''s shoulder. The force wasn''t weak at all and it was obvious that the one who did it did not hold back because the skin on Luo Qi''s palm turned into a demanding color of red.


    Luo Qi''s eyes widened and so did Luo Hanting. They both turned to the culprit and saw Jae Ha''s cold expression.


    ".."


    Jae Ha''s eyes narrowed. "My apologies, young master Luo. My lady does not like to be touched by dirty things."


    !!!


    "This girl.." Luo Hanting''s brows twitched with annoyance.


    One maid, one bodyguard and a young master glared at each other. The tension was huge in the room until the screen door opened and a tall imposing figure in dark blue brocade swept inside the room, two shadow guards wearing black standing behind him while an elderly woman also stood behind in an upright yet humble manner.


    A pair of phoenix eyes narrowed dangerously and the temperature inside the room dropped so suddenly that their hearts began to beat with nervousness.


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 Chapter 36：Unfortunate Soul

    Fu Yanqing was reading a report inside his room. A pile of documents were on top the mahogany table.


    Si Yao was standing stiffly while grinding ink like a loyal slave even though he was a shadow guard. His heart was inwardly aching at how he was suddenly reduced to doing minuscule tasks and errands but he comforted himself by saying that if it was for His Highness, anything would be considered an honor.


    Fu Yanqing was waiting for lunch so he could join his little woman and tell a decent excuse. He was oblivious and uncaring of what his shadow guard felt at the moment.


    His hand used the brush to write elegant letters in the paper and even the way he dipped his brush was done with grace and dignity. Not a trace of sploshed ink was seen on the paper and all the characters written were legible and neat that it reflected how equally elegant the writer was.


    This nice atmosphere of reading and writing would have continued until it was time for the anticipated lunch but it was soon disturbed by a knock on the door.


    It was no other than Si Chong who kneeled and bowed as soon as he was given permission to enter.


    "Your Highness, this subordinate has something to report. The young lady just now received a wealthy young master as a visitor. He has a bodyguard skilled in martial arts. There were also boxes and chests filled with gifts for the young lady. They appear to know each other very well. When I left, the lady was checking the young master''s pulse and touching his wrist.." Si Chong said as clearly and quickly as possible but his words were halted by a small yet definite sound.


    Snap.


    Si Yao froze, his hands temporarily stopped grinding ink. Yet another priceless antique brush worth more than 20,000 taels of silver was destroyed in a split second.


    The perfectly written letters from earlier was now tarnished by a few dark stains, its beauty disappearing in an instant, fleeting and short lived.


    The calm atmosphere from earlier dropped and was replaced by a chill that made both brothers feel as if they were being suffocated. The internal force their Highness suddenly released made them drop on their knees. Their limbs trembled but they kept their heads down, in fear of angering this great Buddha even further.


    Fu Yanqing slowly stood up. His face was almost black like thunder as he calmly walked out of the door, the documents and letters long forgotten as if they never mattered. The two brothers forced themselves to recover from the aftershock and stood up in shaky legs to follow him.


    Fu Yanqing did not stop as he said, "Get Court Lady Choi."


    Fu Yanqing strode towards the direction of his destination, a spiral of negative emotions brewing inside him that even his two shadow guards kept a safe distance from him, not wanting to be on the receiving end of his anger.


    Not long after, Court Lady Choi who was in the kitchen, joined them. The older woman was surprised to see the blackened face of Fu Yanqing.


    It was very rare for His Highness to show anger in his face but this seemed worse than usual. Court Lady Choi did not dare ask any question and silently prayed for the unfortunate soul who offended Prince Jing. Instead, she followed after without a word.


    Not long after, they could hear people shouting inside the waiting room. There were two female voices and one male voice.


    It went on for a few seconds before the sound of crying dispersed every other sound. It was so quiet that you could even hear the sound of a pin dropping.


    What they didn''t expect was to hear a male voice speaking in a comforting manner and the words that followed, signaling the descent of a beast.


    "Yan''er, don''t be sad. If that b ? s t ? r d doesn''t want to take responsibility for you then I will. Come with me to the capital. I will ask grandfather and my father for permission to marry you as my wife. I will take care of you."


    Si Yao and Si Chong sneakily glanced at their Highness'' face before instantly regretting their decision. The cold Prince Jing of the capital was back.


    Based on the blackened face of their Highness, someone was going to die today. The two brothers inwardly prayed for the unfortunate soul. Likewise, Court Lady Choi said another prayer to herself.


    No matter what, it could be anyone else but they must absolutely not offend or antagonize Prince Jing at this moment or they must lose their heads!


    After only a few seconds of holding back, Fu Yanqing couldn''t take it anymore and he opened the screen door himself and walked in.


    His expression did not look good as his eyes narrowed at everyone in the room before landing on the person who was crying and a youth sitting way too close to said person.


    His fists clenched tightly and his body shook as if he was about to explode.


    Luo Qi stood up and his expression became serious after seeing another man in the room. This new arrival was emitting a deadly aura that could make any person hesitate and feel fear.


    Luo Qi was just as surprised as everyone when this man showed up with obvious hostility but judging from this man''s attire, his identity was not simple either.


    Fu Yanqing raised his chin. "You dare covet this prince''s woman?"


    The question was said through gritted teeth and spoken with great malice. His aura as a war hero who fought in the battlefields surrounded Fu Yanqing, further intimidating everyone and inciting fears in their heart.


    Luo Qi was stunned. This man addressed himself as ''this prince''. Luo Qi''s brows wrinkled in confusion but he was cautious enough to consider the other party''s identity so he spoke back in a courteous manner despite the nervousness permeating his bones. There was no confirmation just yet. He might be a person impersonating a royal member just to scare him away.


    "This gentleman, I am Luo Qi and I was saved by Yan''er before. I am wondering what this gentleman means by asking that question?"


    Jae Ha sighed with relief.


    His Highness was finally here to teach the cheap man a lesson. It would be a cruel punishment considering he made the lady cry and indirectly said that the lady was frivolous and a shrew.


    But this cheap young master was really dense! How could he doubt the prince''s identity by referring to the prince as ''this gentleman''?!


    Zhao Yan lifted her head up, her watery eyes and tear stained face evoked pity from all that looked at her. Her cheeks were red from crying that one couldn''t help but feel sadness for seeing such an aggrieved and wronged expression in her innocent face.


    "Yanyan.." Fu Yanqing moved towards her and ignored Luo Qi as if he was air. He raised his hand and wiped a stray tear on Zhao Yan''s face using his thumb.


    "Do you want me to kill him?" He offered, softening his voice and expression.


    It seemed like the obvious way to appease her since he usually got rid of his frustrations by simply eliminating the source of it. Fu Yanqing was sure that it would work for his woman as well.


    Luo Hanting immediately raised his sword but two blades were positioned on his neck within the blink of an eye. Luo Qi''s eyes widened as he took a step backwards out of surprise before feeling something cold and sharp against his neck.


    Jae Ha coldly looked at him while a dagger hovered over his neck.


    Zhao Yan gasped. "Don''t... Don''t kill them. Your Highness, just please send them away... This is no big deal."


    Fu Yanqing smiled a smile that didn''t reach his eyes. "No big deal? They made you cry. That is enough reason for me to kill them."


    "D...Don''t!" Zhao Yan grasped his sleeve. "Your Highness, he is the only grandson of Grand Tutor Luo Huang. My grandfather and the Grand Tutor used to be friends. I don''t want to disappoint my grandfather by being the reason that his friend''s only grandson was killed. Please spare him!" She pleaded.


    ???

 Chapter 37：Name

    "Are you sure?" Fu Yanqing asked, hiding his displeasure. His phoenix eyes that held coldness shifted, covering up his dark thoughts of murder. "You have no need to be afraid. This prince will protect you!"


    Zhao Yan nodded as she wiped the rest of her tears away. "I am fine, Your Highness. I am only sensitive due to my pregnancy and it has nothing to do with them. I asked that you let them go."


    Fu Yanqing closed his eyes and raised his hand. No matter how much he wanted to spill a certain someone''s guts, his little woman has spoken and it was in his best interest to follow lest she becomes displeased with him.


    "Throw them out."


    "Yan''er!" Luo Qi shouted but Jae Ha pressed the dagger closer to his neck, making him shut up.


    Fu Yanqing''s cold gaze swept over him. There was not a single trace of kindness in his eyes. Luo Qi felt his whole body stiffening into a statue. It was the same suffocating feeling that rounded his body as if there was a snake coiling around him. His mind registered only one thing: Fear.


    Luo Hanting was no match for the two brothers, Si Yao and Si Chong who were masters in martial arts. Don''t even mention Luo Qi who was only a scholar. Even a little girl like Jae Ha who has trained in martial arts can take on a grown man like him.


    Both master and bodyguard were roughly thrown out of the premises and the gates closed before the two could get up.


    "Get rid of of those things."


    ''Those things'' Fu Yanqing was referring to were the boxes and chests that Luo Qi brought as a gift to Zhao Yan.


    Fu Yanqing could not stomach the idea of another man giving gifts to his woman. It was driving him crazy that another man has dared to lay their sights on his little woman and even dared to make her cry! He could not afford her tears, let alone another man.


    Court Lady Choi sighed. It was rare for His Highness to change his mind but the young lady was able to dissuade him. Court Lady Choi was really amazed. She couldn''t wait to tell the Empress Dowager about all these things. The Empress Dowager would no doubt be happy that her son was finally showing care towards a woman.


    Fu Yanqing guided her towards another room where they could have some privacy.


    "Your Highness, are you mad? I''m sorry that you have to see that. I am ashamed that you always seem to see me at my weakest. I am crybaby, aren''t I?" Zhao Yan lowered her head out of embarrassment.


    Fu Yanqing''s anger was still there and he spoke in an annoyed tone. "I am mad that another man has asked for your hand in marriage."


    He was the first to propose marriage to her and he was determined to make her his bride no matter the cost. He was unable to control his anger because he felt as if she would disappear before him. Never had he felt such an intense feeling towards another that it was almost driving him crazy.


    Zhao Yan''s heart fluttered. Was he being jealous? Or was he only being territorial like all men does?


    "Your Highness, I won''t marry Qi-gege. He is someone I saved a few months ago from pufferfish poisoning. I am not close to him and this was only the third time I''ve talked to him. I don''t know why he suddenly said that he wants to marry me.. I have no idea at all.." Zhao Yan explained to clarify things up.


    "I was shaken up by the things he did. I already expected that my cousin and brother would spread rumors about me when I left. I just didn''t think they would really do it and tell people that I eloped with a man." Zhao Yan bit her lip to restrain the emotions she was feeling.


    She was beyond disappointed and hurt that her so called family would allow people to spread such rumors about her. She finally understood that she really did not matter to them.


    This was fine. It really opened her eyes how ''good'' they were to her.


    "I was really surprised...But this is good, too. I have accepted it now. I am my father''s daughter but the truth is that I am no different from a stranger." Zhao Yan forced a smile on her face as she raised her head, trying to stay strong.


    "Your Highness, thank you for earlier and I am sorry for troubling you. Someone strong like His Highness is really admirable, it makes me feel envious. I hope I could be as brave as you are. You were betrayed so much by your family but you remained strong and fought for yourself. On the other hand, I am unable to fight back at all... Someone like me, doesn''t deserve to stand by your side."


    Back then, Fu Yanqing would have wholeheartedly agreed with her words because he was someone who did not tolerate the weak. But this time was different. She was an exemption to everything.


    He held her two small hands like they were precious. "If you are weak, then I will be strong for you. As long as I am here, no one will ever bully you again. Accept me as your husband for I will protect you. "


    Zhao Yan almost doubted the words she heard. They seem far too good to be true. No one has ever said such strong words filled with conviction for her but they melted away the pain in her heart.


    She couldn''t help but forget all the sorrow she was feeling. His attempt to comfort her made her happy.


    "Your Highness'' words made me feel better. I will have to thank you. How about eating lunch together? Although I am unsure if His Highness would agree since I remember that you are picky about your food."


    Fu Yanqing shook his head. Originally, he wanted to eat together with her during lunch so there was no need to refuse when she was inviting him herself.


    "This prince will eat with you."


    Zhao Yan laughed. "Then I hope Your Highness won''t get angry when the food isn''t to your tastes. I can''t cook at the moment because the smell of smoke and fire makes me dizzy but Mama Yang and Court Lady Choi were working on the dishes before Qi-gege arrived. The food must be ready by now."


    Fu Yanqing''s mood soured. How could she repeatedly call another man so familiarly when she said it himself that they weren''t close and had only met three times?


    "Why do you call him that? Are you really not familiar with him?" He was not interested in knowing another man''s name but he felt his temper being tested yet again.


    Zhao Yan tilted her head. "I am not lying, Your Highness. Qi-gege asked me to use his name because he did not want any formalities. I thought it was an odd request but he seemed adamant about it since he asked me twice to call him using his name. It was during the second time we met and also earlier when he came... I thought that he didn''t seem to have any bad intentions so I acquiesced to his request..."


    "Don''t call his name anymore. If you want to call another man''s name then call mine." Fu Yanqing said.


    Zhao Yan gently pushed him on the shoulders so he would give her some space. She stood up straight.


    "It is already lunch. Let''s go to the dining hall, Your Highness. My meals cannot be delayed since I am eating for two."


    Fu Yanqing''s eyes sharpened. "I see."


    Zhao Yan sighed inwardly. She unconsciously placed a hand on her chest, trying to calm the rapid beating of her heart.


    ???

 Chapter 38：Give me your hands

    Luo Qi was staying at an inn nearby. His face was blank and revealed nothing. He looked no different than a lifeless puppet with no emotions as he stood upright while looking at the busy streets.


    Luo Hanting expertly entered the room through the window and bowed.


    "Young master Luo, it is as you said. That man''s identity is not simple. He is surrounded by highly skilled shadow guards. Although his carriage did not carry any emblem or family seal, the materials it was made were all first-class. Even the horses are trained. At first glance they look like ordinary horses but they are actually sturdy and with a hidden temper. Their hooves are ironed and they listen to commands well." Luo Hanting said with a grave tone, "Young master Luo, they are military horses! This subordinate firmly believes that this man is indeed a prince and not from our Tang Country. However, this subordinate failed to find his identity because he is carefully guarded."


    Luo Hanting could still remember the terrifying aura that cloaked the surrounding shadow guards. They were expert killers judging from the smell of death permeating them.


    He couldn''t help but shiver when he felt the difference in their internal force.


    Luo Qi closed his eyes. "Prepare a carriage. I wish to go back to the capital. Inform my grandfather of my intentions to meet him and tell him that Divine Doctor Hua''s granddaughter is involved with a prince of another country."


    Luo Hanting saluted, "This subordinate shall obey."


    After Luo Hanting left, Luo Qi was glaring at the place he left. His mind went back to a few months ago were he was clinging to life. Through blurry eyes, he could feel the warmth of a person''s hand and the sweet yet calming voice of someone. It gave him the strength to fight to for himself. He felt refreshed just by reminiscing about it.


    Li Zhao Yan. She was the granddaughter of Divine Doctor Hua and she seemed to have inherited his skills at medicine. Never would he expect that the granddaughter of his grandfather''s friend would be such a soft and delicate flower.


    Unlike the temperamental Divine Doctor, Li Zhao Yan as a woman was naturally weak and timid yet Luo Qi wasn''t the least bit disgusted.


    There must really be something wrong with him for desiring a woman who was not only pregnant but was also engaged to a prince from another country.


    Luo Qi was still rational. There was no gains in fighting against a strong predator when you weren''t even qualified to be his prey.


    He couldn''t help but clench his fists tightly.


    ???


    "This is good. Your Highness, you should also try this one. I taught Mama Yang to cook this chicken and ginger soup. It has chopped potatoes, half of a Chinese turnip, ginger, and diced vegetables like onions, mushrooms, and carrots." While she was chattering, Zhao Yan was already filling Fu Yanqing''s empty bowl with rice, stuffing them with meat and vegetables. She expertly described all the dishes present and told them what benefits you could get from them.


    "And this is lotus seed sweet soup. It helps improve your sleeping patterns."


    Before she could continue further, Fu Yanqing held out his hand to take the bowl from her.


    "Eat. There is no need to delay the meal."


    Zhao Yan blinked in surprise when he handed her a bowl that he had filled himself. If one were to compare their two bowls, it was obvious that Zhao Yan''s bowl were filled to the brim.


    She blushed and looked at him with embarrassment. "Your Highness, I cannot possibly finish so much rice by myself."


    "You are eating for two," Fu Yanqing answered back before grabbing his chopsticks to start eating.


    Zhao Yan sighed, unable to rebuke him. She also grabbed her own chopsticks and started to eat. Everytime she closed her eyes to savor the food, Fu Yanqing would add more on her bowl.


    She glanced at Fu Yanqing with curious eyes but he remained seated and ate elegantly with equally closed eyes as if he was unbothered by the world around him.


    Zhao Yan looked at his almost empty bowl and figured that maybe he liked the dishes so much that he ate a lot?


    She went back to eating her own food. Fu Yanqing opened one eye and smirked before resuming his attention to his own bowl.


    Court Lady Choi inwardly sighed at how playful His Highness was but she was also amazed at his caring actions that used to be nonexistent in the first place.


    Zhao Yan was full by the time he was finished. Almost all of the dishes on the table were eaten which surprised her. She usually ate only one bowl of rice with one meat dish, three vegetable dishes and a soup. Dessert would always be served later after an hour of eating.


    But this time, almost four meat dishes were eaten while there was hardly anything left on the other four vegetable dishes.


    She looked at her own stomach and wondered just how hungry her child was that she could eat so many at once.


    She felt happy and rubbed her stomach in satisfaction.


    Chun Lan and Jae Ha cleared the table while Court Lady Choi brought a basin of cleansing water.


    "Give it to me," Fu Yanqing ordered. Court Lady Choi bowed her head and gave the basin before placing the clean towels down and leaving.


    "Give me your hands." Fu Yanqing said as he gestured for them.


    "Your Highness, I can do this myself. No need to trouble you." She was not thick skinned enough to let a prince wash her hands.


    He ignored her words and grabbed her hands, slowly dipping them in the basin. Their hands intertwined closely under the water while there were hardly any space between them.


    Zhao Yan met his gaze as he meticulously washed her hands, rubbing her palms and fingers using his own calloused hands. She resisted the urge to pull her hands away and resorted to lowering her gaze instead.


    Inwardly, her heart was beating erratically while her cheeks were slowly turning red from embarrassment.


    Fu Yanqing grabbed the towel and dried her hands himself before washing his own hands. He even shared the towel that Zhao Yan used even though there was an extra.


    He outstretched his hand towards her. "Come."


    It was only one word but Zhao Yan felt compelled to obey it. She accepted his hand in a dazed manner. The moment their skin touched once again, electricity coursed through their skin, shocking the both of them.


    "..."


    They shared a glance without saying anything, almost as if they could understand what the other was thinking.


    ???

 Chapter 39：Deadly Beauty

    Fu Yanqing was the first to break the silence between them.


    "Yanyan, what must I do so that you will agree to marry this prince? This prince will listen to your request." Fu Yanqing said in a serious manner.


    Zhao Yan immediately had a worried expression on her face. She even lowered her head to avoid meeting his intense gaze.


    "Your Highness, you are Prince Jing... You are the Prince Regent of Zhao Country. "


    Fu Yanqing immediately showed his displeasure. "Those are mere titles. Or are you worried that I would have concubines?" When he saw her embarrassed expression, he immediately understood what her worries were.


    "Yanyan, you will be my only woman. This prince will only marry you as my wife. This prince doesn''t care about those women."


    Zhao Yan did not easily believe him. "Your Highness says that now but."


    Fu Yanqing crouched down and grabbed her hands again.


    "This prince will never lie to you."


    Zhao Yan glanced at him. Obviously, she doesn''t believe him but he looked so persistent that it really looked like he wouldn''t leave unless she married him and went back to Zhao Country with him.


    He had already told her about him so she was less doubtful than before but she didn''t want to lower all her guard down. He might hate women right now but once he finds out that some women were not as hateful, he would change his mind.


    "Your Highness, I will agree to marry you but you must agree to my conditions. "


    Fu Yanqing nodded. "As long as they are reasonable, this prince will agree."


    Zhao Yan was relieved after hearing that.


    "Then... Your Highness, you must promise me that if I want a divorce, you''ll agree to it no matter what and after divorce, you won''t ever bother me again. You will let me go. This is my only condition. If Your Highness can agree to this condition, then I would agree to a marriage with you. "


    Fu Yanqing''s brows furrowed as he tried to guess what his little woman was thinking by making this condition.


    Does she understand how hard it was for a woman to be divorced by royalty?


    Zhao Yan continued in a serious manner, not the least but bothered by his complicated gaze on her. "Of course, I would only ask for a divorce if His Highness finds another woman he likes or if His Highness'' treatment towards me starts to become unreasonable. This also includes poor treatment towards my child. If His Highness does any of the above mentioned, then I will immediately ask for a divorce. "


    Fu Yanqing thought it over for a second. He only likes her alone and would never lay his eyes on any another woman but her. Her image has occupied most of his thoughts so how can he have the time to worry about other women. Moreover, they would have a child soon.


    He has also promised to take care of her for the rest of her life and atone for his wrongdoings against her. He is a man of his words. As for mistreating her, he would only mistreat her in bed...


    But other than that, he would give her anything she wants, be it a golden apple or a dead person''s head. He was capable of it.


    His child alongside her with would also receive the best treatment and accommodation. He could already imagine how surprised his mother and sister would be once they find out that he has a child with a woman.


    He wouldn''t be the only one spoiling their child once this happened.


    He''d never let her divorce him when they get married because he wouldn''t ever make her feel wronged to want a divorce. He''d give her the best and ensure that she lives a life without worries.


    He also knows how disastrous life would be for a divorced woman and the possibility of seeing her struggling after divorce pained him. He could not allow that to happen.


    After thinking about it, "This prince agrees to your condition."


    Zhao Yan exhaled with relief.


    Fu Yanqing flicked her nose. He didn''t like that she looked so relieved as if she was sure he would do something wrong later and they would get divorce.


    With a solemn expression, he began to warn her, "You have agreed to marry this prince. Now you belong to this prince so you aren''t allowed to ever run away again or this prince will deal with you."


    Zhao Yan laughed softly. "Your Highness, I am pregnant. Rest assured, I am unable to run at the moment due to my body''s condition." In short, she could not be reckless now that she has a child.


    He ignored her words and still warned her that he would not let her run away now that she has agreed and they must marry immediately once they get back.


    "Your Highness... aren''t you being too impatient?" Zhao Yan said while looking at him with an astonished expression. Although they have reached a mutual understanding, that didn''t mean they should rush into marriage.


    And they have only known each other in such a short time.


    "Yanyan, this prince is warning you. Do not try to back out. You need not worry. I have already made arrangements to prepare the wedding ceremony. If we leave tomorrow, we will be able to reach the capital, three days before the wedding day. You will have plenty of time to recover and familiarize yourself with your new home before we get married."


    Zhao Yan blinked dumbly at him. "T... Tomorrow...?"


    "Yes, this prince did not misspeak."


    Zhao Yan stared at him in disbelief. He was so sure they would marry and has even made arrangements for a wedding ceremony before she could say yes! Even for a prince, he really is too full of himself.


    Zhao Yan was sulky. She felt like she had been played by him. Fu Yanqing chuckled and rubbed her head as an apology, trying to comfort her.


    By now, his mother has received the letter that he ordered Si Yao to send.


    He could already imagine her jumping from joy and anger.


    ???


    Empress Dowager Fu Rong was jumping in joy and anger. Her eldest son has finally decided to marry and it was to a woman she didn''t even know of!


    Should she be happy or angry that he made such an abrupt decision without properly informing her? It has already been half a month since he left with Court Lady Choi.


    And half a month later, he would be back with his bride-to-be.


    "Imperial Mother, what did big brother say? Is he going to come back?" Fu Tian Su asked curiously as she tried to peek at the contents of the letter.


    To her surprise, she caught glimpse of the word marriage.


    "Big brother is going to marry!"


    The Empress nodded at her, a confused smile on her lips.


    Her son had always been a decisive person and when he decides upon something, he would never take it back.


    She sighed and wondered which kind of deadly beauty was able to brace the icy winter that was her son.


    The poor soul...


    ???

 Chapter 40：Arrived

    Zhao Yan, the deadly beauty was currently unable to sleep.


    "Grandfather, Zhao Yan, your granddaughter is going to get married." Zhao Yan said aloud while lying on her back and hugging the quilt to her chest.


    Tomorrow, she would leave this place and move to yet another place. Then she would get married to Zhao Country''s Prince Regent, Prince Jing, aka Fu Yanqing.


    It has only dawned upon her that she would marry a prince and not just any normal prince but Prince Jing himself.


    Zhao Yan was suddenly having second thoughts. Could she still back out? But Fu Yanqing had repeatedly warned her that she has already agreed, there was no turning back anymore.


    Zhao Yan thought about it. She was only getting married not out of love but out of obligation for the child inside her stomach.


    Yes, that was it. An obligation. Her obligation as a soon to be mother.


    The next day, Zhao Yan purposely stalled and took longer in dressing herself up even with the help of Chun Lan and Jae-Ha.


    She made some arrangements and left Shopkeeper Liang some instructions before reluctantly boarding the carriage. All of her luggage were also packed and was on a different carriage than the one she was in.


    She was also forced to wear a much thicker cloak due to the cold weather.


    Fu Yanqing did not allow her to go out when he saw that she was not as bundled up as he was expecting. He placed two thick outer coats around her body before he was satisfied. He especially replaced her gloves with his gloves that were larger but thicker and much warmer than her own.


    "Yanyan, are you trying to catch a cold? This prince is not happy with your choice of clothing. " He pointed out. This was woman was really good. She was able to make him worry just by standing and doing nothing.


    "I will be fine, Your Highness. It is already so hot." Zhao Yan was thinking that he was even more cautious than her.


    His level of preparation and paranoia reached to the point where he would order the driver to drive the horses slower because she might feel dizzy.


    "With how slow the carriage is, it will take us a month before we arrive..." She complained under her breath.


    "It is so you won''t get dizzy. Your health is more important. " When she heard this, Zhao Yan was very touched but she still urged the carriage to move faster.


    Most of the time, Zhao Yan was like a bear in hibernation. She would spend a long time sleeping or napping and would almost always wake up leaning on Fu Yanqing.


    She was so embarrassed that she would turn her back to him in a sulky manner. He didn''t wake her up at all and even pointed out that she was drooling.


    Zhao Yan had even checked if she really did drool. After finding out that he was only making fun of her, she was so annoyed that she ignored him for three days and three nights.


    Fu Yanqing learned his lesson after that but he insisted on not waking her up during her sleep or nap. It was almost winter season so it was fine sleeping more especially with her condition.


    During the day, Zhao Yan would ask Fu Yanqing about the capital. Which family was influential... who she should watch out for... which place was a good spot to visit... She asked a lot because she didn''t want to go to such a place as an ignorant person.


    Fu Yanqing calmly placated her worries and explained, "This prince will take care of you. If you want to bully someone, this prince will tie up that person for you."


    Zhao Yan ignored those words. He was still Prince Regent, the man who killed his own father to gain control of the throne. She was aware that he wasn''t a good person but as long as he treated her right then she could bear with it.


    Only because of their child.


    Just like that, they arrived at Zhao Country capital while heading towards Prince Jing''s mansion.


    Zhao Yan was fast asleep by the time they had arrived and had missed out on sightseeing.


    Fu Yanqing personally carried her to the Bamboo Courtyard which became a memorable sight that his servants and guards witnessed. They had to rub their eyes to confirm whether they weren''t dreaming.


    Chun Lan and Jae Ha were both prepared when Zhao Yan woke up. The hot water was ready and they were only waiting for her to wake up.


    "Are we at an inn...?" Zhao Yan asked sleepily while rubbing her eyes awake. She stretched her arms and looked around before feeling surprised.


    The furniture and decoration were too stylish to be an inn...And if she wasn''t wrong, then this table that appeared purple was made from jichi wood...? This was a very expensive piece of wood!


    Her hands felt the sheets underneath her and stiffened. After being exposed to the outside world, Zhao Yan became aware of what was expensive or not and she was very sure that the brocade silk sheets under her was expensive to the point that selling it alone would be enough to buy a house in the capital of Tang Country.


    Chun Lan proceeded to speak. "My lady, you''re awake. Chun Lan will help you wash and change. It is already noontime. You slept soundly so we didn''t wake you up, figuring that you must be tired from the long travel."


    Zhao Yan just nodded and stood up. She took her time immersing herself in the warm bath and feeling herself get rejuvenated.


    Jae Ha, who was more experienced in styling her hair was combing Zhao Yan''s hair while Chun Lan was clipping her nails.


    They helped her change into a lilac colored dress with thick material. Zhao Yan only wore two accessories and it was the blood red jade bracelet that Fu Yanqing gave her during the journey and the jade hairpin she got from her grandfather on her sixteenth birthday.


    She was like a little fairy with immaculate features once the preparations were done.


    By the time she was ready, Fu Yanqing had already ordered one of his servants to check if she was awake.


    "I will go to His Highness." Zhao Yan had been revitalized after getting to sleep long and bathe long so she was in a very good mood when she met with Fu Yanqing.


    "Sit down. The dishes are on their way." Zhao Yan obediently sat down on the nearest chair but he shook his head and motioned to the chair beside him.


    She got up and moved to that chair. She must obey and respect the house and its crow.


    He looked at her simple yet elegant attire and was very satisfied. No matter what, he prefers her without any rogue. It allowed him to clearly see just how white and tender her cheeks had been recently.


    He couldn''t help but reach out and pinch her left cheek. Sure enough, it was just as soft as he had imagined.


    "Ah! Your Highness, why did you pinched me?" She rubbed her cheek and looked at him in a sour manner. The tender skin bloomed red easily.


    He immediately felt guilty for indulging his urge.


    "Yanyan, I did not mean to..."


    He run his thumb in circles around the reddish area, trying to soothe the pain and chiding his undisciplined behavior that hurt her.


    "Your Highness, Prince Jing... Her Majesty, the Empress Dowager has arrived." One of the servants named Hui Yin announced.


    She was a woman in her forties and the head housekeeper of the mansion as well as the wife of Steward Liu. Most of the mansion''s management were assigned to the couple because the mansion was lacking a host.


    Fu Yanqing was annoyed. They had only arrived a few hours ago and his mother was already here to annoy him.


    "The Empress Dowager is here...?" He looked at his little woman whose eyes were wide while looking at him for an answer.


    His lips twitched slightly before nodding.


    "No need to worry. I will deal with mother. Stay here, don''t wait for me and just eat." Fu Yanqing looked at Chun Lan and Jae ha. The two bowed, understanding his implication. They would take care of the lady.


    Satisfied, Fu Yanqing left to meet with his mother.


    ???

 Chapter 41：Zhang Yuan

    Though Fu Yanqing told her not to worry, Zhao Yan still wanted to know why the Empress Dowager came. She was also wondering what kind of woman Fu Yanqing''s mother was.


    Fu Yanqing had told her that it was his mother, the Empress Dowager who had drugged him with aphrodisiac and even brought a group of ladies to serve him.


    Of course, there was nothing wrong with Fu Yanqing''s body. Zhao Yan''s current condition was testament to his virility and capabilities.


    Zhao Yan felt annoyed thinking about. The woman behind the scenes who was responsible for her current condition is only a few distance away!


    Zhao Yan pursed her lips and stood up, going outside.


    In the main hall, Fu Yanqing was also feeling quite annoyed. Their arrival wasn''t publicized just yet but his mother was already here.


    When Empress Dowager Fu Rong found out that her son was back and at Prince Jing''s mansion, she couldn''t care about anything else. She stopped what she was currently working on and immediately left the palace to come visit him. It was also because she was very curious and wanted to see just what kind of deadly beauty managed to enchant her son that he was willing to marry this woman immediately after he got back.


    Coincidentally, Zhang Yuan was with the Empress Dowager, discussing about court matters and also got the news that Fu Yanqing was back.


    Zhang Yuan also stopped working and jumped on his carriage to drive as fast as possible to Prince Jing''s mansion to have a word with the b ? s t ? r d who left such a big amount of paperwork on him while also letting him deal with the snakes in the palace...ugh...


    Zhang Yuan was fuming and came faster than the Empress Dowager herself but he used the back door, wanting to catch Fu Yanqing off guard. Who would have expected that he would meet an immortal fairy!


    Ah, who this little woman? Zhang Yuan was quite amazed.


    She was wearing a light lilac colored dress with embroidered flowers on the bottom. Half of her long hair was tied in a simple bun, decorated with a single jade hairpin that brought out a kind of simplistic yet eye catching beauty.


    There was a very distinct blood red jade bracelet on her wrist which Zhang Yuan knew belonged only to one man. Said man happened to be Prince Jing, Fu Yanqing and the current target of his annoyance and frustrations.


    A female servant approached the fairy and spoke with a worried tone, "My lady, please go back inside. You haven''t eaten anything since you arrived. His Highness ordered us to take care of you. His Highness might scold Chun Lan and Jae Ha..."


    Zhao Yan hesitated. She indeed hasn''t eaten anything since she arrived so she was very hungry but Zhao Yan was also very, very curious to see the Empress Dowager.


    "But..."


    "Miss..." Chun Lan pleaded.


    Seeing the girl almost on the verge of tears, Zhao Yan sighed and nodded. She reluctantly glanced back at the direction where Fu Yanqing went before finally going back inside.


    Zhang Yuan watched her retreating back as she was assisted by her female servant. His heart pounded heavily.


    This little fairy was very short but already has a small baby bump! Zhang Yuan''s mind flew back to one month, remembering the arrogant words Fu Yanqing had told him.


    "My pregnant wife is waiting for me. It''s not good to let a wife wait, right?"


    Zhang Yuan slapped a hand on his forehead. That evil creature! This baby doll looked no older than fifteen and was already pregnant?!


    He couldn''t believe it! There must be some mistake, ah.


    Zhang Yuan followed the little woman but he didn''t come inside. He peeked from the window and observed more of her facial features.


    He also stared very long at her stomach area while in a dazed, inwardly questioning what kind of drug that Fu Yanqing ingested that he corrupted this little baby doll.


    She was just as young as his little sister! Zhang Yuan crouched down and held his head, wanting to curse his sworn brother, Fu Yanqing, for being a lunatic.


    They weren''t even married yet but he had already bedded this baby doll. Fu Yanqing couldn''t even wait a few years until she got older?


    Zhang Yuan was feeling great injustice. This little baby doll looked very innocent and harmless, and was just like princess Tian Su. She looked like a pure, delicate girl who didn''t know anything about the world.


    It must be Fu Yanqing! It must be Fu Yanqing who coaxed and tricked this baby doll and got her pregnant...


    How could such a man...


    "Chancellor Zhang."


    Zhang Yuan tensed up. He had been too immersed in his thoughts that he hadn''t noticed there was someone behind him. When he turned around, Zhang Yuan noticed the familiar faces.


    "Si Yao and Si Chong."


    They both saluted and expressed their respect.


    "Chancellor Zhang, His Highness Prince Jing has ordered us to evict you from the premise because there is still work for you left in the court. Please cooperate with us, Chancellor Zhang." Si Yao told him with his head hung low.


    Zhang Yuan gawked. That b ? s t ? r d Fu Yanqing couldn''t wait to get rid of him and throw him out without even showing his face to him? What kind of injustice is this!


    Si Chong also spoke up, "His Highness also said that Chancellor Zhang isn''t allowed to step inside Prince Jing''s mansion until his work is done."


    Zhang Yuan was so angry, he nearly coughed up blood. He waved his fist angrily.


    "That damn Fu Yanqing! How could he treat me like this!? Doesn''t he know that I have been staying inside the palace since he left? I haven''t seen my Si''er for a month because of him! He still dares to kick me out after dumping all of his responsibilities on me?!"


    ???

 Chapter 42：Chancellor Zhang

    Zhang Yuan repeatedly voiced out his grievances yet again while cursing out the sources of his trouble and saying how much he misses his wife, Si''er.


    "Wuu... Si''er, I have wronged you... That damn Fu Yanqing is worse than a snake... I''m going to resign after this!"


    Si Yao and Si Chong shared a look.


    "Chancellor Zhang, please mind your words." Si Chong reminded him.


    "Yes, Chancellor Zhang. This is still His Highness Prince Jing that you are badmouthing. Even if you are sworn brothers, Chancellor Zhang must watch his words..." Si Yao wasn''t able to continue. He saw that there was a small and thin figure wearing light lilac clothes standing by the window and watching them with confused eyes in an innocent manner.


    Zhang Yuan was oblivious of their sudden change in demeanor. He was filled with injustice inside that he didn''t hold back at all and ignored the two shadow guards that were Fu Yanqing''s most loyal subordinates.


    "What sworn brother? He treats me like a slave, I tell you! I''m older than him by two years and he acts so high and mighty! He should be ashamed of himself! He even brought home a baby doll who is younger than my sister and got her pregnant, ah! I am so disappointed! As his older brother figure, he should be more sensible and learn to be more considerate towards me! Especially after I did such a thankless job while keeping those snakes in the court in line!" Zhang Yuan yelled out. His voice was very loud and could be heard across the yard.


    "He got back a few hours ago but didn''t even think of informing me! I am so mad; I am going to resign and... What are you both looking at? What''s with those faces?" Zhang Yuan finally noticed that two looked very stiff as if they had been struck by thunder.


    The two brothers weren''t looking at him but rather on the figure by the window. Zhang Yuan scratched his chin and followed their line of sight.


    His gaze landed on the window where a thin lit figure was standing with black doe eyes staring at them... or more precisely at Zhang Yuan.


    He immediately straightened himself. His heart was beating madly and was about to jump from its ribcage. He looked like a child that had been caught doing something wrong as he stood rigid in an upright manner.


    Jae Ha approached the window, took one look at the two brothers, Si Yao and Si Chong then to Zhang Yuan, the Chancellor, before concluding one thing.


    She must not let the young miss converse with Chancellor Zhang. That man was rude and would pollute the lady''s mind.


    Calmly, Jae Ha talked, "Greetings, Chancellor Zhang. I remember that His Highness said that Chancellor Zhang is banned from entering His Highness'' mansion. Wondering why Chancellor Zhang is here?"


    Zhao Yan''s eyes lit up. So this was Zhang Yuan? The Chancellor of Zhao Country and also a person that Fu Yanqing trusts?


    She was curious and excited to meet the chancellor so she could ask about Fu Yanqing.


    She was about to open her mouth when Jae Ha spoke again, "My lady, it''s cold by the window. Please go back inside. His Highness will worry."


    "But..."


    Jae Ha cut her off, "My lady must watch her body closely. Today, my lady was delayed from eating so please go back inside before the food gets cold."


    Zhao Yan could see that Jae Ha didn''t want her to stay and talk to the Chancellor. She was even deliberately blocking her view of Zhang Yuan.


    Zhao Yan just sighed. She wouldn''t be naughty right now because her stomach was still hungry so she ended up going back with a reluctant look on her face.


    When Zhao Yan was at a safe distance, the three shadow guards looked at Zhang Yuan as if they want to strangle him to death.


    "Chancellor Zhang..." They chorused together. Their voices coming in all directions felt like a warning as the thin veil of death almost descended on him. Zhang Yuan trembled. He suddenly felt like he had aged a few years.


    The baby doll didn''t hear him badmouthing Fu Yanqing, right?


    Based on the three shadow guards'' faces, it looked like she did.


    Zhang Yuan immediately paled. He was about to forego his plans and just leave, feeling a sudden sense of self-preservation when a deep masculine voice laced with coldness sounded not far away.


    "Chancellor Zhang Yuan."


    Zhang Yuan choked as he turned around and saw Fu Yanqing as well as the Empress Dowager standing beside him.


    Years of risking his life in the battlefield and standing in court to temper his poise and patience didn''t betray him. Zhang Yuan immediately straightened like a rod, calmed his face then saluted to express his respect.


    "Greetings to Her Majesty the Empress Dowager and to His Highness Prince Jing."


    The other three shadow guards echoed his sentiment and saluted.


    "Greetings to Her Majesty the Empress Dowager and to His Highness Prince Jing!"


    His dark eyes narrowed when he realized that Zhang Yuan was in a place near his little woman.


    What if Yanyan heard him? Fu Yanqing suddenly felt a sense of worry but he inwardly admonished himself. His little woman was not unreasonable and he had already told her a bit of Zhang Yuan''s personality when they were in the carriage.


    She should know what to expect.


    "Chancellor Zhang, you are here already. I remember you saying that there were some important matters of the court that must be tackled with the ministers." The Empress Dowager said, standing tall in her red and black brocade dress with embroidered phoenix, a golden belt sash and tassels hanging on her waist. Her hair was in a bun and decorated with a golden phoenix hairpin.


    She closely resembled Fu Yanqing but in a more feminine manner.


    "That..." Zhang Yuan tried very hard to think of an excuse.


    "Chancellor Zhang, it isn''t good to neglect one''s duties. This prince is very disappointed in you. "


    Zhang Yuan''s face changed.


    If Fu Yanqing hadn''t been so impulsive to leave for one month, Zhang Yuan wouldn''t be in this situation.


    ???

 Chapter 43：Young

    Zhang Yuan laughed. "It''s because I heard that His Highness came back from his travels. Of course, I immediately came to find His Highness Prince Jing himself because the important matters of the court that needs to be dealt with is related to His Highness." Inwardly, Zhang Yuan was cursing Fu Yanqing for putting him in a difficult position.


    Fu Yanqing''s face remained expressionless. One could tell what this Zhang Yuan was thinking. His face was very obvious.


    But Fu Yanqing did not plan on letting him off easy.


    "Chancellor Zhang, as you can see, this prince is busy at the moment. This prince will come to the palace after everything is settled. No need to bother Chancellor Zhang." Fu Yanqing nodded at Si Yao and Si Chong.


    "Escort the Chancellor out and make sure he arrives back at the palace safely. "


    Zhang Yuan swallowed the retort wanting to come out from his mouth. This damn Fu Yanqing really...


    ''Slave driver! May heaven curse this b ? s t ? r d after what he did to that baby doll and for enslaving him to death!!''


    In reality, Zhang Yuan bowed, said a few nice words and said his goodbye. But he did not forget to throw a meaningful glance at Fu Yanqing.


    ''I will resign!''


    Fu Yanqing ignored him. Together with the Empress Dowager, his mother, they went inside.


    He found that his little woman was still not eating. The food remained untouched and she was looking down with a thoughtful look on her face.


    Court Lady Choi who was with them announced their arrival.


    Zhao Yan looked up and saw Fu Yanqing then her eyes landed on the older woman next to him, wearing a gold brocade dress with an embroidered phoenix... One could immediately tell at one glance what this symbol meant.


    Zhao Yan was about to bow to them but Fu Yanqing stopped her.


    "Yanyan, this prince does not want you to bow them. It isn''t good for your body to bend." While saying this, he was looking at her stomach that had an obvious baby bump already.


    "Your Highness..." Before she could finish, Fu Yanqing cut her off.


    "This prince told you not to wait and to eat on your own. Why are you being naughty?"


    Zhao Yan looked at his face. He looked expressionless at first but if someone were to look closely, they could see a hint of worry in his eyes.


    Zhao Yan smiled.


    "Your Highness, Zhao Yan does not dare. Zhao Yan wants to wait because His Highness also hasn''t eaten anything since our arrival." Zhao Yan was still sensible. How could she eat before the owner of the house? Of course, that made Fu Yanqing feel warm and dizzy. His little woman was worried for him? Oh. That feels very refreshing to hear. She also used to nag at him back then for not eating on time.


    "Xiao Lang, let me see this child." A womanly tone sounded. They both looked at the Empress Dowager who was observing Zhao Yan.


    "So young..." The Empress Dowager couldn''t help but say when she saw Zhao Yan''s appearance. She immediately thought that this girl was only fifteen or fourteen, just about the same age as Fu Tian Su.


    She almost raised a brow. This was the deadly beauty who managed to capture her son''s attention? This was simply comparing a rabbit and a peacock! This little girl didn''t shy in looks but she was so young that the Empress Dowager felt her heart aching.


    This was the type of woman her son likes...?


    The little girl was soft and delicate looking. She did not wear any makeup and was wearing simple clothes and two accessories. When the Empress Dowager saw the blood red jade bracelet on her wrist, she immediately realized that this little girl was really someone his son cares about.


    Because how could he give away that bracelet so easily? That was the bracelet his son received from a traveling Taoist master who told them that a day will come that this bracelet''s owner will come to them. And they will experience prosperous days and good luck after that. Until them, this bracelet will protect his son''s life.


    Why did his son give the bracelet to this little girl?


    "Xiao Lang.." The Empress Dowager stepped closer but her mouth was closed shut immediately when she saw the small but obvious baby bump on this little girl''s stomach.


    She couldn''t hide her shock as soon as she saw this. Oh, this little girl was pregnant and his son was the father. After twenty-five years, she could finally hold a fat and plump grandson...


    How long did the Empress Dowager waited for this day to come?


    Her pained feelings earlier immediately evaporated into thin air and a wide smile instantly occupied her face.


    "Good girl, come here. Let this old one see you!" She couldn''t hide the excitement in her voice as she gestured for the girl to come to her.


    Zhao Yan glanced at Fu Yanqing. He calmly nodded which made her relaxed. She walked closer to the Empress while smiling.


    "Li Zhao Yan greets Her Majesty the Empress Dowager! May you live long with prosperous days!" She said in a soft but sweet voice. It was a pleasant sound that made people want to stop and listen. The Empress Dowager sighed in her heart. This girl''s voice was very captivating.


    "Girl, no need for formalities. Zhao Yan, was it? How old are you this year?" The matter of age was very important. This little girl would soon marry her son in three days. She couldn''t be too young or they might end up waiting long until she was much older.


    "Zhao Yan is nineteen this year, Your Majesty."


    "Really?" The Empress Dowager was once again surprised.


    She thought that this little girl was young because of her young appearance but unexpectedly, she was only six years younger than her son? This was a joyous occasion! Her son was finally getting married and the little girl, Zhao Yan, was pregnant with their first child.


    She would soon hold a fat little grandson in her arms!


    The Empress Dowager dare not protest to this marriage anymore. Only the gods know just how much her son had rejected and rebelled against the idea of marriage. The Empress Dowager was so desperate and worried for his future that she devised a plan to have him sleep with a few girls.


    Unexpectedly, he escaped and found this little girl instead?


    ???

 Chapter 44：Childhood

    Fu Yanqing was satisfied with the turn of events. He knew his mother would be like this. How long has she waited for this day to happen? Fu Yanqing had already planned on marrying his little woman and was determined to bind her to him.


    Anyone who dares to stop him, even if that person was his mother, he would show no mercy.


    "Yan''er, girl, how far along is your pregnancy? You must be hungry after traveling a long time. Come, come. Sit and let us eat before the food gets cold. Xiao Lang, this child, take care of your little bride. Look at how small and thin she is!"


    Zhao Yan glanced at Fu Yanqing but he merely gave her a mysterious smile without revealing anything.


    He walked to her and placed an arm around her waist. His sudden action to initiate intimacy made her slightly uncomfortable but she calmed her heart down.


    "Yanyan is four months into her pregnancy. Are you happy, mother? Your son is going to get married after two and a half decades of waiting." Fu Yanqing said with a sharp gaze. Zhao Yan ignored his intense gaze and was busy minding the hand on her side that was rubbing her stomach.


    How could he be so direct and unashamed while doing this? Zhao Yan discreetly grabbed his hand, urging him to stop.


    "Yes, yes. You win. This mother of yours will not stop you. Now...Yan''er, girl, this Dowager will take care of your wedding and dowry before you get married. No need to worry anymore. Xiao Lang explained everything to me."


    Zhao Yan smiled cheerfully. "Thank you, Your Majesty. Zhao Yan is very happy. "


    The Empress Dowager became excited after seeing such a kind and beautiful face. The tone was soft and the words filled with gratitude. The Empress Dowager was very satisfied with this daughter-in-law.


    The three sat down to eat at the table. The food was reheated while the servants busied themselves to attend to them. Jae Ha and Chun Lan were watching Zhao Yan like a pair of hawks. Their young lady was so naughty. What if she did something and had an accident?


    She was a doctor but she could be so careless, ah!


    The Empress Dowager kept talking to Zhao Yan and was very interested in how Zhao Yan met her son. She also asked about Zhao Yan''s family and if they knew she was getting married.


    Both the two were sensitive topics that made Zhao Yan uncomfortable.


    Fu Yanqing saw this and answered for her.


    "Imperial Mother, do you remember that your son disappeared and was gone for one and a half month?"


    The Empress Dowager nodded. How could she not remember? The b ? t c h her dead husband favored and the ungrateful white eyed wolf his son had raised stabbed his son on the back and poisoned him!


    The Empress Dowager thought she had lost her only son because of that! Her son disappeared for one and a half month. Almost everyone thought he was dead.


    She didn''t care much anymore about what happened when he disappeared because when the Empress Dowager saw her son was back and was alive, she was too happy to ask. The important thing was that he was alive.


    "When I was gone, it was Yanyan who saved me. She knows medicine and acupuncture." Fu Yanqing explained while gazing at his little woman with a proud look.


    So her son was saved because of this little girl? The Empress Dowager smiled even wider. "Yan''er, good child. This old one is very grateful to you for saving Xiao Lang." This was good. Her daughter-in-law knows medicine so she wouldn''t be totally defenseless.


    But the Empress Dowager was a bit worried. Zhao Yan was pregnant and was very vulnerable. What if those ministry officials got wind of this and used this against his son?


    Her fist clenched angrily. This was her fat grandson just waiting to be held by her. She would not let those snakes get away with it if something were to happen.


    With this in mind, she began to talk yet again with Zhao Yan, reminding her what needs to be done and what things should be avoided now that she was pregnant.


    Zhao Yan blinked and stared at her mother-in-law. She forgot that Zhao Yan was a doctor and already has an idea on this kind of stuff...


    Well, anyway, Zhao Yan herself only knows the things she had learned from her grandfather. It was still different having another woman''s opinion and one who has gone through the same thing.


    This was the first time Fu Yanqing had felt jealous and it was over his own mother. How could his little woman just ignore him when Fu Yanqing was so close to her?


    Naturally, the servants who had seen his expression were sweating bullets out of nervousness. They dare not say anything and was determined not to make any mistakes, in fear that Prince Jing would take his anger out on them.


    "Yan''er, if my son dares to bully you, just tell mother and I will scold him for you. Don''t let yourself suffer any grievances. Now that you are pregnant, you must pay special attention to your health. "


    Zhao Yan laughed. The Empress Dowager was moving a little too fast. Zhao Yan wasn''t married just yet to Fu Yanqing. That was still three days from now but she indulged the older woman who was obviously very happy at the moment.


    Because Zhao Yan has never had a proper conversation with a woman much older than her, she was very patient and listened attentively to the Empress Dowager. Zhao Yan especially listened when she talked about Fu Yanqing and shared memories of Fu Yanqing''s childhood.


    How he was a very quiet child who preferred to read books than play outside. That he was already training his martial arts and rarely went out to attend banquets or feast. That even though he might seem cold and indifferent, he was a very deep person at heart and was kind to people who were kind to him and ruthless to those who had wronged him.


    At the age of fifteen, he went to the battlefield and fought in the frontlines for the sake of the country. He sacrificed his youthful years to lead the country to victory. Even when he came back, it was to fight with the court officials and ministers in order to rid the throne from corruption.


    It wasn''t an easy task and he had suffered greatly, always maintaining his guard and never trusting anyone. He especially has a grudge against women in general because of what happened when he was young.


    The Empress Dowager feared that he would never get married which is why she made a careless move.


    Though Zhao Yan acted like it wasn''t a big deal but deep inside her, she still hasn''t forgiven Fu Yanqing from what he did. Still, she was more than ready to forget about the past as long as he was willing to treat her and her child with care.


    ???

 Chapter 45：Not for Love

    Zhao Yan rubbed her arms tiredly. The Empress Dowager talked a lot for someone of her status. But Zhao Yan wasn''t miffed about it. It was the first time she had talked properly to a much older woman that seemed like a mother figure. How could she refuse and let her leave immediately?


    At Prince Li''s mansion, no one had properly talked to Zhao Yan. They would either scold her or reprimand her for always stepping out of line and that she should remain out of the conversation because women were better off amusing themselves with ornaments.


    In short, in their eyes, women were flower decorations that were only there to beautify men.


    Zhao Yan was unable to do anything about it because the more she tried to defend herself, the more they scolded her and told her she was in the wrong for not being sensible in admitting her mistake.


    Now that Zhao Yan was free from that caged place, she was able to realize just how sheltered she had been and how much they had downgraded her worth just for their own gain.


    They told her off and manipulated her into thinking that she wasn''t worth anything aside from being pretty so that they could suppress her and control her.


    Zhao Yan thought, if her grandfather hadn''t been there to guide her, would she even have the courage to escape that place, let alone speak for herself?


    Zhao Yan was very conflicted.


    She couldn''t help but dwell on the what ifs and nots. She had almost watched as her life was nearly ruined. One thing came after another and now... Zhao Yan was going to get married in three days.


    She felt like she had made a rash decision by agreeing immediately. A girl can only marry once in her life. Those who were lucky enough to get a second marriage were either concubines or women from an influential family.


    Zhao Yan doesn''t have luck or influence. She believed that everything is achieved through one''s ability.


    But Zhao Yan couldn''t act the same as before. She now has a child inside her. Could she really back down from this marriage when the other party was a prince and influential person?


    Fu Yanqing was a person who had a much higher status than her. He was Prince Regent, a war hero and a man who had killed his own father to take control of the throne.


    Zhao Yan was still scared of him, just that she didn''t show it. What would that gain her? Pity? Her family never once showed her pity.


    Even while she was shivering under a thin quilt during winter, eating plain food and barely having any maids to serve her, they never felt any pity for her.


    Even as Zhao Yan escaped and started a new life, there were still people who had tried to swindle and take advantage of her.


    Living alone had been scary. She had to live as a man on the road and when things had settled, she was able to live in the identity she had forged. Everything should have been perfect.


    Zhao Yan could already imagine how her life was going to be. She would continue to work hard and earn money, just enough for her to live a normal and simple life, away from Prince Li''s mansion.


    Zhao Yan wasn''t expecting anyone to look for her. They would probably try to in the first few weeks to look for her but that was it. They wouldn''t put much effort on it. They would just do it to put up the pretense that they tried to find her in order to save their reputation.


    Inside closed quarters, they were probably cursing her to death and badmouthing Zhao Yan for smearing the family''s reputation.


    Zhao Yan clutched her chest. Her eyes were burning. She didn''t hate them. She hated herself for letting them treat her like that.


    If only she had realized sooner, maybe, just maybe, she wouldn''t have to live such a hard life before.


    But it was too late for regrets now. She was pregnant because of her own rash decision and would get married to the man she had saved from death.


    Zhao Yan sighed heavily.


    She must love the house and its crow to guarantee her child''s future.


    Of course, Zhao Yan wasn''t delusional to think that Fu Yanqing actually cared for her. He cared because she was pregnant with his child. It was only because of the child in her belly that he was acting this way.


    She had seen it before.


    She had seen it in her second older sister who was very affectionate with her husband. Her second older sister''s husband doted on her second older sister during the first few months of their marriage. Her second older sister eventually got pregnant and everyone thought they would experience conjugal bliss.


    Zhao Yan had saw just how much her second older sister had suffered at a young age while caring for their child. If it weren''t for the child, her second older sister''s husband would have long discarded her second older sister.


    This was why Zhao Yan couldn''t fully accept marrying a person she had barely known. She had stalled her marriage with the help of her grandfather. And even when he disappeared, Zhao Yan held on long enough until she passed the age of 18 where most suitors would hesitate because they prefer younger women.


    It was ironic how easily most of them backed down after learning her age when they haven''t even seen her face yet. Zhao Yan was aware that she looks very young for her age but it was also very advantageous for her. It had helped her evade an unhappy marriage with someone she barely knows.


    Now, at the age of 19, she was no longer able to stop the inevitable especially after having a good idea of what kind of man Fu Yanqing was.


    Zhao Yan comforted herself. This was not a marriage for love or political gains but it was an obligation so she could raise her child in a complete family.


    That was it. Nothing more.


    ???

 Chapter 46：Declare War

    "Fu Yanqing!"


    His full name was the first thing Fu Yanqing had heard after arriving at the palace.


    The one who shouted it was no other than Zhang Yuan, the Chancellor.


    Fu Yanqing calmly ignored his calls and headed towards Jade Hall. The loud voice of Zhang Yuan followed him until he arrived and sat on his office table that was piled with a mountain of paperwork.


    Fu Yanqing stared at the countless number of scrolls. He would have to finish all of this overnight so he could go back and spend time with his little woman before their wedding day.


    "Fu Yanqing!"


    He looked up to see Zhang Yuan closing the doors with an aggrieved expression that was full of injustice.


    "You..." Zhang Yuan pointed his finger at him.


    "How can you be so calm right now? After what you did, those ministers had been pressuring me nonstop. And just now, tell me honestly, are you really going to get married three days from now? I saw your bride-to-be and she looks no older than my sister!"


    Zhang Yuan paced around as he said his lines one after another.


    "You got that baby doll pregnant! You must have forced her, didn''t you?!"


    Fu Yanqing halted upon hearing this. His brows twitched to indicate his annoyance. Zhang Yuan who had known him all his life saw this and immediately gasped.


    "Are you serious? Fu Yanqing, did you really forced that baby doll? I am so disappointed in you! Even if you are so thirsty, how could you take advantage of an innocent little fairy?" Zhang Yuan said in an exasperated tone.


    This sworn brother of his can be such a beast? Zhang Yuan slapped his forehead as he tried to remember all the times Fu Yanqing had scrubbed his own skin raw whenever a woman was bold enough to throw themselves at Fu Yanqing.


    This was a certified woman hater but unexpectedly, he could actually embrace a woman? This was the real truth?


    Zhang Yuan trembled. Was Fu Yanqing''s real preference that unique? He likes little girls so much that he was only gone for a month and his bride-to-be was pregnant already?


    All kinds of thoughts were running inside of Zhang Yuan''s mind at the moment.


    Fu Yanqing looked at him with a disgusted expression as if he was an ant.


    "It was an accident. This prince is not promiscuous! Halt your evil thoughts!"


    Zhang Yuan made a face. He was certainly not having evil thoughts. The evil one was Fu Yanqing.


    "An accident? Still, that baby doll is too young. You were only gone for a month; how did this happen?" Zhang Yuan was frowning. He hadn''t received the whole story just yet because Fu Yanqing was keeping it a secret.


    Now, Zhang Yuan was determined to get an answer from his longtime friend and brother.


    Fu Yanqing placed down the scroll he had opened and grabbed a brush. Calmly, while reviewing the documents presented in front of him, he recounted the events that led to him marrying Zhao Yan. That also included the drugging incident his mother, the Empress Dowager had done.


    Of course, Fu Yanqing kept it brief. Not wanting to exaggerate anything nor did he want to share what happened between him and his little woman. He was selfish enough to want to keep those precious memories with him.


    At the end of this all, Fu Yanqing said, "Yanyan is not fourteen or fifteen. She turned nineteen this year."


    "Seriously...?" Zhang Yuan sat down on the nearest chair as he tried to digest all the information he had received today.


    This Fu Yanqing could be so lucky to escape death but also got saved by a little medicine fairy? He could not believe just how lucky this guy was!


    But this was quite good.


    Fu Yanqing was finally getting married after twenty-five years of being a bachelor and woman hater.


    It was also very good that Fu Yanqing''s soon to be wife knows medicine. They won''t have to worry about any minor drugging or poisoning incidents.


    But Zhang Yuan was very worried. Of course, not for Fu Yanqing but for the poor soul who ended up getting entangled with this cold blooded beast of a man.


    Did that little medicine fairy know just what kind of man she was going to marry? Because even if Zhang Yuan was a woman herself, he''d commit suicide if he was ever forced to marry Fu Yanqing.


    That damn slave trader was always abusing his position and forcing Zhang Yuan to finish his own pile of work.


    God knows just how many times this Fu Yanqing had taken advantage of him and made him work overnight while Fu Yanqing himself was leisurely reading in his study room.


    It was truly unfair!


    He was going to resig--


    "Chancellor Zhang, give me a brief report of what happened this past month." Fu Yanqing said before Zhang Yuan could declare his resignation.


    Zhang Yuan''s face changed into business mode and due to reflex, he recounted all the things that had happened in the palace including the small bribery incidents that had occurred among the palace guards and which minister was secretly meeting with people from outside.


    There was also the small incident of the Empress Dowager''s maternal family causing a disturbance when he was gone.


    The third miss, Feng Xiaofei, who was the Empress Dowager''s niece and Fu Yanqing''s maternal cousin tried to commit suicide after word got out that Fu Yanqing was going to get married. The girl had always been infatuated with Fu Yanqing but had maintained her distance in order to preserve her reputation. Even a man like Zhang Yuan was aware that the Empress Dowager''s niece wasn''t truly a demure and gentle woman.


    She was another vixen that wanted to climb in Fu Yanqing''s bed to gain power and status. Such incidents and people were normal and by now, Fu Yanqing had been desensitized about it. The same goes for Zhang Yuan who was already a married man.


    This incident spread over the capital half a month ago. It hadn''t been such a big issue before but after Fu Yanqing came back, rumors started to go around again.


    They said that Prince Jing was going to marry an outsider that was easy to control because he didn''t want his wife''s family trying to suppress him. There were also rumors that Prince Jing was going to marry a cripple because no woman was willing to stay and marry such a man who has killed more women than men.


    Parents dare not try to marry their daughters to Prince Jing anymore after the rebellion a few months ago and after a strange rumor circulated.


    Prince Jing didn''t like women because he was impotent!


    Fu Yanqing''s lips twitched after hearing this. Who dares say that he was impotent? There''s a living proof of his virility residing inside his mansion right now!


    Fu Yanqing was annoyed but this was a trivial matter so he ignored it. He was already used to his bad reputation. They could continue smearing mud and he would still wear white and remain clean.


    Zhang Yuan rolled his eyes upon seeing his arrogance but he continued his report.


    "There is also the issue of Tang Country planning to declare war on Xing Country." He said in a serious voice.


    ???

 Chapter 47：Rumors

    Zhao Country was located in the north, Tang Country in the west and Xing Country on the east.


    Lastly, Yang Country was to the south.


    The southwest was occupied by people of the secular world and it was a territory that three countries dare not approach or invade.


    This was also where the Medicine Valley was located.


    Fu Yanqing placed his hands together and rested his elbows on the table while thinking.


    His little woman was now in his country and he would make sure it continues that way.


    However, he also knows that she would want to go back someday to look for her grandfather.


    There was a high chance that her grandfather wasn''t in Tang Country anymore and was currently at the Medicine Valley. It was only a possibility so he wasn''t very sure.


    "Your Highness, Tang Country wants to send envoys next month for peace delegations. They would definitely try to curry favor so we would help them in the war." Zhang Yuan didn''t hide his irritation. They were finally enjoying peaceful days but Tang Country was trying to stir trouble.


    They had recently just invaded a small territory in the southeast and they still want more? They were too greedy.


    Zhang Yuan inwardly sneered. As if they would help them.


    Fu Yanqing didn''t say anything for a while but then a small corner of his lips curled upward.


    "Hmm."


    If war can be avoided, then it was for the best.


    Though that didn''t mean he wouldn''t start preparations for it. It was better to be prepared lest the other party attempts to strike them behind their backs.


    ???


    At the capital, there was a group of people gathering around Red Flower Pavilion. These people consisted of many noble ladies and young masters that were accompanied by chaperones or servants. It was a gathering of sorts to share their arts and talents as well as build connections and relations with powerful families. This gathering also became a place where nobility can flaunt their wealth and status, a place where they could show off while maintaining a deceiving smile and pretending to be dignified infront of others.


    "I heard that Prince Jing is going to get married in three days.." One of the noble ladies whispered which brought the attention of the surrounding people.


    "I also heard about this."


    "Even so, Prince Jing is a war hero and the country''s prince regent. His power and authority has now become stable and cemented ever since ''that incident''."


    They became quiet at the mention of ''that incident.'' The noble ladies know they were referring to the rebellion and how the late emperor''s concubines had been killed. Only the Empress Dowager and Concubine Ning were spared since they were on Prince Jing''s side. There was also the matter about the princess getting poisoned. The palace kept a tight lip about this but somehow, rumors still leaked and eventually spread around the capital, causing tongues to wag.


    Now, a new rumor appeared. The woman hater of the century was about to get married in three days which had shocked the whole capital, even more so than the death of the late emperor! Everyone speculated who the unfortunate soul was and was wondering if the woman came from a renowned background or if it was really an outsider who was picked by His Highness in order to keep his authority and power stable.


    Outside the Red Flower Pavilion, even the common folk were also whispering to themselves and gossiping about the mystery bride of the famed woman hater of the century.


    "They said that the bride was a cripple who was only picked up by His Highness to rear children."


    "I also heard that it was an outsider who came from outside the capital. It''s probably a country bumpkin!"


    "Tch. Tch. With Prince Jing''s bad reputation among women, no sane young lady would want to get married with him!"


    "No, no.. I heard that the third miss from the Empress Dowager''s family committed suicide when she found out that Prince Jing was about to get married. Aiyoo, youngsters nowadays are really delusional. Just because they are cousins and have blood relations, they think they could rise in power through marriage.."


    "But with His Highness'' temperament, those kinds of tricks wouldn''t be possible."


    Huang Yi who was sitting inside a carriage had his eyes closed quietly but his ears were alert as he listened to the gossips of the people. His fingers tapped at his arm rhythmically while his lips were pressed into a thin line.


    One of his guards knocked on the door to his carriage. "Young master, are we heading to the Huang residence now?"


    Huang Yi did not immediately answer. He was still listening to the people talking outside.


    "I heard that the Empress Dowager and the Chancellor went to personally visit Prince Jing when he got back. Rumor has it that the mystery bride is staying at Prince Jing''s mansion!"


    "Well, we don''t know if it''s true yet.. We can only wait until three days. With the Empress Dowager''s love for her son, the wedding day of Prince Jing would surely be extravagant."


    "Young master?" The guard asked again.


    Huang Yi shifted in his position. "Go."


    The guard bowed and went to order the drive to start driving. No one paid attention to the modest looking carriage who did not carry any family insignia. The common folk continued to talk even as the carriage had left their sight.


    ???

 Chapter 48：The Law

    The next morning, Zhao Yan was listening to Court Lady Choi who was teaching her about palace etiquette.


    She stumbled upon a very surprising information while listening.


    "Yes, my lady." Court Lady Choi didn''t hide her amusement. Anyone who isn''t in Zhao Country would be shocked to hear this as well.


    "It has been a year since this law was passed on throughout the country. Although there are still many people, mostly men, who are not in favor of this law and are throwing a fit about it but His Highness Prince Jing has dealt with them. "


    Zhao Yan asked, "Is this really the first law that His Highness..."


    The older woman smiled. "Yes, my lady. Since my lady is from Tang Country, you are probably familiar with the fact that it is normal for men to have many women as wives. Some even young enough to be their daughters or children. It was to assert power over them. Zhao Country used to be like this a year ago."


    Zhao Yan nodded. Of course, she knows. She was raised in an environment where men were held in high pedestal like they were gods themselves and their words were law...


    It was very frustrating.


    "It isn''t a secret but the birth rate of women in Zhao Country has been decreasing lately. And it also doesn''t help that some of them are mistreated and abused at home, shortening their lives. There are men who likes to hog women to themselves. I''m sure my lady knows about the previous emperor, right? He has 151 concubines in his harem."


    Zhao Yan choked from shock. How was he able to keep up with 151 women?


    Zhao Yan suddenly felt weak. Would this explain the reason why she got pregnant so easily after only spending one night with Fu Yanqing? Like father, like son?


    Oh...


    She shivered at the thought.


    But, the previous emperor has low fertility and he was only able to have three children. This meant Fu Yanqing was different since he was able to--


    Zhao Yan blushed and shook the dirty thoughts from her head.


    "And His Highness Prince Jing, who was prone to cripple or kill any women that approached him, has added to the increasing death rate of women..."


    Zhao Yan thought this was kind of funny. Fu Yanqing''s actions were really ironic.


    "Unable to bear it any longer, he passed on the Monogamous Law the moment he took grasp of the throne after killing the previous emperor..."


    Fu Yanqing has the most number of kills when it comes to women but he made this law?


    "This was applied to all the nation''s citizens with the exception of the royal family who can have one main wife and one concubine since they need to produce an heir for the throne.


    Due to this law, men were no longer allowed to have many wives or concubines. Of course, it was rumored that Prince Jing did this so he wouldn''t have to be bothered by women any longer.


    And he also said that the existence of a harem promotes promiscuous behavior that isn''t suitable for a man that will rule the throne. If a man can''t be loyal to one woman, then how can he be loyal to the country with its many citizens? After this, many began to respect His Highness Prince Jing but a lot of people also rebelled when the law was published because there were many men in the capital who has a lot of concubines in their home."


    Zhao Yan nodded attentively. That must have been quite a show, having so many men voice out their frustrations just because they couldn''t keep their wives anymore.


    But Zhao Yan also believed that a man should only be loyal to one woman. It was very unfair that women alone had to fight and share their man with other women, being forced to scheme and to use various tricks just to get the man''s attention.


    Because if they couldn''t get their husband''s love and attention, it was the same as wasting away as an unfavored wife. If the women can''t get pregnant within one year of marriage, they would question the women''s worth instead of the man''s capabilities.


    Now with this monogamous law, women would at least have more standing and respect within the house. Zhao Yan''s mood was very good upon hearing about this law.


    But she was also sad about the women that had died and were abused in their women because of the deep rooted views surrounding polygamy. It was all to continue the family line and have descendants but this just made people think of women as nothing but child bearing tools.


    It was as if, women had no other value other than giving birth and raising children.


    Zhao Yan inwardly sighed. She wondered if Fu Yanqing made this law for himself or for the women who had suffered under the tyrannical power of men.


    It felt like the reason was leaning on the first but she also wouldn''t be surprised if it was both. With Fu Yanqing''s hate for debauchery, he really would not be able to stand seeing so many women in a harem.


    She smiled a little as she remembered his expression when talking about the late emperor who would randomly visit the harem with a blindfold and whoever yard he ended up with, the late emperor would sleep with the women on that yard.


    ''It''s a disgusting and vile practice.'' Fu Yanqing had told her with a dark expression as if remembering that very scene filled him with hate.


    Zhao Yan thought that not all men were like the late emperor and not all women would throw themselves at men for power. But this kind of thing takes time to understand.


    Yes, it would take time. And hopefully, Zhao Yan would at least have a harmonious and friendly relationship with the father of her child.


    As for the Empress Dowager, she would be filial to the woman but that didn''t mean that Zhao Yan would forget what the Empress Dowager did.


    ''The reason I am pregnant right now is because of the Empress Dowager. For a mother to drug her own son just so that son would finally have children or get married is really despicable...'' She thought.


    ''I won''t do anything about it but as long as our relationship is good and my child is safe, I''ll be able to endure.''


    ???

 Chapter 49：Does This Answer Satisfy You?

    That night, Zhao Yan waited for Fu Yanqing to come back from the palace. She stayed in his study room while reading. Both Jae Ha and Chun Lan were fussing over her, saying that it was late and that Zhao Yan should go back to her courtyard to sleep.


    Zhao Yan insisted on waiting a few more minutes until Fu Yanqing arrived. When he did come back, his brows were furrowed upon seeing her waiting for him. He looked at the two maids who bowed at him.


    "You are both excused." Both maids left together while glancing at Zhao Yan with a meaningful look.


    "It is late." He said while frowning.


    "Your Highness, you finally came." Zhao Yan said with a smile.


    His frown deepened. "Yanyan, are you not sleepy? Why did you have to wait for this prince?"


    "Your Highness, I came to talk to you. I would like to clarify something. "


    "What is it that you want to tell this prince? Is it important enough that you can''t wait for tomorrow?" Fu Yanqing said in a low voice as he eyed her appearance.


    He reached out to hold her small cheek that was a little pale from staying up.


    "You are tired."


    Zhao Yan stilled when he touched her. She couldn''t help but tremble. She held his hand and gently removed it without avoiding his gaze.


    Fu Yanqing immediately understood and he took the initiative to take his hand back, stepping back slightly to give her some space.


    His little woman was very quiet for a few seconds so he spoke up," Yanyan... Do you hate this prince?"


    Zhao Yan hid her hands behind her back, clenching them tightly.


    "Your Highness..." How was she supposed to answer?


    Fu Yanqing was sharp. He didn''t need to hear the words to come from her own mouth. Her hesitation was enough.


    "I already know that you hate this prince. But..."


    He took a step forward and stood in front of her, his deep eyes looking at her. "This prince does not regret what happened. But rather, this prince will take full responsibility. You are not obligated to forgive me. In the first place, what I did to you was unforgivable. I have placed you in a difficult position and you are forced to marry the same man who had assaulted you. Yanyan, you must hate me a lot, right? This prince knows this very well."


    He had the urge to touch her but he restrained himself and gave her back the space she deserves.


    Zhao Yan was quiet for a few seconds. His words were hard to answer and his bluntness made her remember the night of so many moons ago.


    Fu Yanqing was not bothered. He was aware of his sin and was not planning on justifying his actions. If she hated him then so be it, it was only right since he had forced her and taken something precious from her out of his own selfishness.


    Zhao Yan looked up at him. "Your Highness, you are wrong."


    Fu Yanqing smiled. "Where am I wrong?"


    "I agreed to this marriage. You did not force me. " Then it was Zhao Yan''s turn to smile.


    Fu Yanqing''s lips twitched at her response.


    "But you are right. I hate you. I only agreed to this marriage because of the child in my belly. Didn''t His Highness said that it was better for the child to grow up in a complete family? I considered it and thought very hard about it." Zhao Yan confessed in a serious tone.


    Since she grew up under her grandfather''s care, she wanted her future children to grow up with two loving parents, a mother and a father. She realized that although she could raise her child alone, he would still need a father figure.


    Zhao Yan wouldn''t be enough. Later on, her child would ask about the father. What would she say? Lie? She couldn''t do that. She had lived in an environment where people lie and scheme against each other.


    She couldn''t do that to her child and she wouldn''t do it to Fu Yanqing. She came here to clarify everything with him.


    Since she was going to marry him, they needed to talk very seriously about this matter.


    But, she didn''t expect him to touch her which led to this tense atmosphere. Zhao Yan tried very hard to keep composed.


    "Growing up in a complete family with people surrounding my child. I thought that it would be nice.... How good would it be for my child to grow up with a father and mother? I feel happy just by thinking about it because I know that my child would not be alone." Zhao Yan continued to smile as she fiddled with the bracelet he gave her.


    "Your Highness, you treat me very well and I hope you would also treat my child in the same manner. There are only two days left before we get married. I wanted to talk with you and ask you, do you really wish to marry me because of what happened? Or do you wish to marry me because of this child? I wanted to know the answer so I would know where I should stand. "


    Zhao Yan''s voice remained soft as she said this and she waited for him.


    Fu Yanqing walked towards his table, grabbing the book that was left on it.


    ''The Analects of Confucius'' He thought, reading the front cover, noting how wrinkled the sides were and the worn out pages. His own copy of the book wasn''t as worn up as this.


    He saw how often she would read this to their child. He didn''t understand why she would do it because the book of Confucius strongly emphasizes a patriarchal society where men are dominant and women are subservient.


    Yet she would still do it while smiling as if their child could already hear and understand the words.


    "Li Zhao Yan, this prince will marry you, because you are the mother of my child and because I want to take care of you. Does this answer satisfy you?"


    ???

 Chapter 50：Nightmare

    Zhao Yan placed a hand on her belly.


    So it was like that?


    Zhao Yan maintained a calm smile on her face. Her mind was quick to catch onto his words. The previous days had shown his intentions but because she was skeptical, she remained distant and alert.


    "Your Highness, I don''t understand what you seem to like about me? I did save your life but it was because you desperately wanted to live. In the first place, I never had any plans on saving you. I was about to leave when you stopped me. When I saw you looking at me and holding the bottom of my dress, I was so scared that I thought you would haunt me in death if I ignore you and let you die." Zhao Yan approached him. The light from the oil lamp illuminated her fair and gentle face.


    She still did not wear makeup and there was only a single jade hairpin on her hair and the blood red jade bracelet on her wrist.


    She dressed in a simple manner yet she could still catch people''s attention with her simplistic beauty.


    "So you see, Your Highness. I am not a good person. I am selfish. Knowing this, do you still want to marry me?" She challenged. Her lashes lowered and glistened against the light. Her lips quivered after asking her question.


    Fu Yanqing placed the book down.


    In the same tone and in the same voice, he repeated, "Li Zhao Yan, this prince will marry you, because you are the mother of my child and because I want to take care of you. Does this answer satisfy you?"


    "Your Highness..." Zhao Yan stared at him as she tilted her head to look into his eyes, searching for any signs of deceit.


    "Your Highness should know my character by now. I am not talented and I don''t know much. Other than children, I cannot give you anything. You can find another woman for that, or someday, you might find a woman to your liking. Right now, His Highness might simply be mistaking your feelings of gratitude towards me into something else."


    "Li Zhao Yan, do you think I am that simple?" Fu Yanqing said back with dark eyes. Zhao Yan became nervous and took a step back.


    "Your Highness, I simply don''t want us to make a decision that we will both regret." She murmured lowly.


    "Do I have to spell it out to you?" Fu Yanqing''s eyes narrowed sharply. The air around him turned cold and he was enveloped in an imposing aura that made people want to hesitate whether to offend this great Buddha or not.


    Zhao Yan also felt apprehensive to talk to him when he was in this mood.


    "Li Zhao Yan, when you could have let me suffer and endure the pain, you made me drink painkillers, knowing that they were expensive. Li Zhao Yan, when you could have just hired a doctor, you still tended to me and took care of me.


    When you only need to deal with my injury and poison, you still took the time to wipe and wash my body. Li Zhao Yan, when I didn''t have the strength to hold a spoon, you patiently fed me and never once avoided my gaze even while scared. Li Zhao Yan, when you knew that some people were after me, you still kept me in your house and insisted that I recover to full health.


    You knew that I could give you something valuable in exchange for taking care of me but instead, you told me to leave and never come back." Fu Yanqing began to circle around her, causing Zhao Yan to place a hand on her chest, her heart beating nervously at his predatory gaze that was akin to stalking a prey.


    "When you raised your voice and told me that I must drink my medicine on time, this prince was thinking that you were planning on ending me because I was being a burden. But you did it because you wanted me to get better, right?" Yes, it was true but Zhao Yan did not dare say this aloud.


    "My bride, you never asked for my name or identity. Or what happened that led me one step away from death''s door. At night, this prince thought that this prince wouldn''t be able to sleep because you might do something to this prince or people would come to finally end this prince''s life." His vivid eyes stared at her as he stopped, his hands on his back as he leaned down so they would be face to face.


    "Yet one and half month later, this prince was able to recover back to full health as if nothing happened. Did you know? This prince has always been pale because this prince suffers from insomnia. I would stay late at night while waiting for the assassins to come to my mansion. Every day is always a struggle. How could I still sleep when my life is always in danger?" Fu Yanqing stood in front of her and slowly lowered his face.


    "But while I was under your care, I was able to sleep with ease for the very first time. How? Why What makes you special that I find myself acting out of character and doing things that I would never do before?" He slowly placed a small kiss on the corner of her lips while looking at her eyes.


    "I also want to know why this prince ended up liking you." He murmured softly.


    Zhao Yan went numb. Her heart was beating against her ribcage, threatening to jump out at any moment.


    His memory was a little too perfect? He noticed every little detail that she did.


    But despite doing those things, her main reason was still selfish. She did all of that for her sake. Although she really did take care of him sincerely because she somehow pitied him. What kind of life did he live that even before his savior, he could still act so cold and guarded?


    Zhao Yan thought he was quite miserable. Now that she knows what he had went through, she understood just how much her actions had moved in.


    This man who was used to fighting for his life every single day has never once felt the comfort of living a life of peace.


    Zhao Yan carefully placed her hands on his chest and slowly pushed him away while breathing heavily.


    "Your Highness, you are overthinking. Zhao Yan is not that great. Zhao Yan''s reasons for doing that is selfish."


    "But I was also selfish for choosing not to grant your request."


    Zhao Yan looked away when he said that. His words struck a bitter part of her. She could still remember his forceful hands that kept her down and how much she tried to plead him to stop.


    She unconsciously hugged herself.


    "Well, yes... Since we are both selfish then I suppose we don''t have to get married after all."


    "Yanyan..." He tried to say.


    "I hate you. After saving you, I only asked for one thing but you..." Zhao Yan bit back her lip.


    "You made me suffer that nightmare."


    ???

 Chapter 51：Kneeling

    When he saw the unshed tears on her eyes, he unconsciously tightened his fists. His chest ached painfully with guilt. He was the cause of her tears and not for a good reason.


    Fu Yanqing wasn''t used to treating other women kindly so he was groping blindly for answers every time he would try to talk to his little woman.


    Even when he was with his mother or younger sister, he treated them indifferently or in a lukewarm manner so Fu Yanqing was in a dilemma.


    As one of the number one sources of his problems, he naturally couldn''t help but be ruthless every time he was faced with a woman.


    Half of the women that had approached him out of greed, he ordered them to be crippled. The other half that had mysteriously disappeared for scheming against him were in fact killed by his subordinates.


    He didn''t torture them unless they''ve reached his bottom line. He always made sure to give them a quick and swift death despite the crimes they''ve committed.


    On the other hand, he has no problem making men suffer more brutal tortures, making sure to let them live a living death before ending them.


    Although he treated men and women differently, it was for a good reason. He disliked women so much that he didn''t want them to live long enough to be seen or heard by him.


    He was used to these kinds of methods and it has always worked for him.


    But Fu Yanqing was still aware, those ruthless methods would not work on his little woman. She was too soft and kind at heart despite trying to act tough and selfish.


    She had been a caged bird just a few months ago and was only getting used to the freedom she has.


    But very suddenly, an unexpected variable came to her life and she was left with a sense of caution, trying to make out what to do with him. If he could be trusted or not.


    He needed to treat her gently and be more understanding towards her. She was different from other women. He couldn''t treat her like them.


    Her kind heart did not deserve any kind of cruel treatment. He had hoped that she would gradually began to accept him but it would seem that he still has a long way to go.


    He slowed his movements and raised his right hand to gently wipe the tears from the corner of her eyes. The fair face had turned a little red from the influx of emotions.


    She suddenly burst into tears and her soft sobbing immediately pained him. Every cry felt like his chest was being stabbed by a knife and his limbs shook as though poisoned had entered through his bloodstream.


    He breathed deeply and lowered himself on one knee, tilting his face to look at her crying expression.


    He held one of her hands and brought it to his lips, kissing each finger as if they were priceless treasures that he cherished.


    "I am sorry," he whispered in the air. It was so quiet that his voice no matter how low could be heard across the room. It was like a lonely ghost''s sad pleading voice, hoping for salvation.


    Zhao Yan placed her other hand to cover her mouth, to stop the pitiful cries but not matter how much she wanted to stop, the tears didn''t stop.


    ''I am embarrassing,'' she thought.


    Zhao Yan understood his gesture. He didn''t know what to do to calm her so he kneeled in front of her and apologized repeatedly. He knew he was wrong and he willingly admitted it.


    Zhao Yan calmed a little. He was still Prince Regent and was a man born to rule. He was used to being on top and being the center of admiration and respect by many.


    He was also a war hero who had saved the country countless of times.


    He was proud of his achievements and had been relentless fighting for the sake of the citizens.


    And this very man who grew up hating women and was a legend among men was kneeling in front of her and treating her hands like they were precious porcelain.


    She unconsciously shivered as his lips caressed them. The soft texture of his lips made her insides warm. It was an unprecedented feeling that made her feel awkward and scared.


    Just a while ago, those very same lips had teased the corner of her own lips with a soft fleeting kiss.


    Her cheeks burned red from immediate shame and embarrassment. No matter how she looked at it, she felt like she had gone way too far into making him kneel like this.


    He was still a prince and the most powerful man in the country. If people knew what he did for her, wouldn''t it make her appear like she was enslaving him and using crocodile tears to make him do this?


    Though she was aware that he isn''t that kind of man who will easily get tricked, rumors can''t be controlled and people were quick to assume the worst.


    "Your Highness...Please get up... Don''t do this."


    He smiled mysteriously against her hand.


    "Yanyan, this prince will continue to kneel until you take back your words."


    Zhao Yan tried to pull her hand away but he kept a firm hold on it, not allowing her to leave him.


    "Yanyan, I am also selfish. Even knowing that you hate me, I still want you. I will not be at ease until you become my wife."


    "Let go, please..."


    He didn''t let go. Zhao Yan looked up for a few seconds, not wanting to look at his ridiculous behavior.


    "Your Highness, if people found out that I made you kneel like this, they would think badly of me, saying that I mistreated you when I''m not even your wife yet."


    "You can mistreat me in whatever way you want as my wife."


    "Your Highness!" She cried out helplessly.


    "Please stop being unreasonable... You are making me uncomfortable. " She fanned herself using her free hand.


    "Are you going to marry me?"


    Zhao Yan sighed heavily before nodding. She was given the choice to stop him but with his persistent attitude, would it be possible? It seemed hard...


    "Yes. I will marry you. So please let Zhao Yan''s hand go. Zhao Yan is feeling tired and can no longer continue this conversation." With this, he would let her hand go. Zhao Yan was actually feeling tired now that she said it.


    Fu Yanqing finally stood up. Contrary to her expectations, he did not let go of her hand and his expression seemed indifferent but his eyes looked like they were smiling.


    "It is late. I will accompany you back to your courtyard."


    ???

 Chapter 52：To the Palace

    Zhao Yan woke up, feeling quite refreshed. She stretched her arms lazily and rubbed her eyes awake.


    Chun Lan who was in the room with Jae Ha was preparing food on the table.


    "My lady, you finally woke up! Chun Lan was really worried. You stayed up late at night and were very exhausted. You fell asleep in the study room so His Highness carried you himself to your bed." Chun Lan said in a relieved tone as she saw that her lady was okay.


    Zhao Yan was stunned. She did not remember much after talking with Fu Yanqing aside from embarrassing herself by crying yet again.


    "It is late. I will accompany you back to your courtyard."


    Her eyes widened slightly. She remembered him saying that but she did not remember what happened afterward.


    Even still, she recalled all the things that had transpired last night. His attempt at kissing her and the words he said to her as he recalled the time they spent together like strangers.


    She blushed further when she remembered how he kneeled and kissed her fingers delicately.


    "Ahh..." She was so embarrassed that she hid under her quilt again and forgot about the world.


    She was probably the first person to have seen him kneel subserviently and she did not feel very good about it.


    "My lady, why are you hiding in bed? The food will get cold. Prince Jing told this servant to let you sleep in because my lady was very tired last night. His Highness especially ordered the kitchen to prepare you the best dishes."


    Zhao Yan would have continued to stay hidden if not for her stomach and her baby demanding her to eat. She was awakened by her responsibility as a pregnant mother and swiftly got out of bed.


    She was so fast that Chun Lan barely got a word when Zhao Yan was already seated.


    "Quick, I need to wash my face and hands." Jae Ha was closer so the quiet girl handed her the basin and prepared a dry towel.


    Zhao Yan washed meticulously before drying herself. Seeing all the delicious food on the table, she naturally did not stall and went to grab a bowl and chopsticks.


    "Oh? Is this Herbal Taxilli and Egg Sweet Soup..." Zhao Yan''s attention was piqued. This sweet soup can nourish the blood and protect the fetus. It was very suitable for her since she was in the early stage of pregnancy.


    Zhao Yan ate to her heart''s content. She even snacked on goji berries and red dates afterward. Then when she was done, she took a warm bath with the help of Chun Lan and Jae Ha.


    She was in the middle of resting on a chair while in deep thought when a guest arrived at her courtyard.


    "My lady, His Highness Prince Jing is here." Jae Ha spoke up.


    Zhao Yan immediately straightened. The door opened before she could compose herself. She was stunned in place like a deer caught in headlights.


    She immediately stood up.


    "Y... Your Highness...!" Zhao Yan''s voice unintentionally turned high pitch due to nervousness. She quickly covered her mouth with both hands and lowered her gaze like a child that had done something wrong.


    Fu Yanqing didn''t let her be embarrassed for long.


    "Yanyan, are you rested?"


    Zhao Yan nodded, not trusting herself to say something stupid.


    Fu Yanqing looked at her wide-sleeved green colored dress embroidered with pink cherry blossoms. His gaze rested on her stomach for a while and his lips couldn''t help but curve upwards.


    "Come." He extended his hand for her to take.


    Zhao Yan accepted it and looked at him curiously.


    "Your Highness, are we going somewhere?"


    He glanced down at her. "We are going to the palace to meet the Empress Dowager. Empress Mother and my younger sister are already waiting for us."


    Zhao Yan was immediately on alert. The Empress Dowager again? And she was also going to meet Fu Yanqing''s sister...


    From what he told her, Fu Tian Su was spoiled since birth because she was the only princess among the previous Emperor''s children.


    Zhao Yan was very curious to meet this person. Would she also be like the noble young ladies that Zhao Yan met before? Arrogant and prideful, immediately flaunting their wealth and status?


    Fu Yanqing noticed her deep thought. "Do not worry. This prince is here. No harm will come to you."


    Zhao Yan smiled. "I was thinking what kind of person the princess is."


    "Su''er is spoiled. " He calmly repeated. This was also the same word he used to describe the princess when they were traveling.


    "But she is not unreasonable. Am I right, Your Highness?" She peeked upwards at him. With her small height, she was only able to reach his chest. She was not even tall enough to reach his shoulders which made their height difference more emphasized.


    In her defense, Fu Yanqing has a good foundation and his body structure was due to the fact that he knows martial arts and he had fought in a war since he was only fifteen.


    When Zhao Yan was fifteen, she was busy memorizing prescriptions and medications, courtesy of her grandfather who was very strict in teaching.


    Besides, she was too weak and too small to practice martial arts or Qing gong. There was also the fact that it was frowned upon for women to practice things that were meant for men.


    "You will know when you meet her." Fu Yanqing said as guided her towards the carriage. Chun Lan and Jae Ha were behind them, following quietly.


    They dare not interrupt the mellow atmosphere between their masters but they did strain their ears to listen while keeping their heads low.


    Fu Yanqing helped Zhao Yan step inside the carriage.


    The interior was very spacious and luxurious. The decorations were elegant and stylish but not gaudy. With so much space inside, twelve people can ride inside and there would still be space for a table with fruits and pastry.


    ???

 Chapter 53：Bloody Smell

    Fu Yanqing leaned on the chair. He felt very relaxed inside the spacious carriage while his eyes were on her.


    "Yanyan, are you still shy?" He held one of her hands nonchalantly and intertwined their fingers. His warmth touched her skin, almost seeping through her skins and bones.


    " I do feel shy, Your Highness. I have never had someone hold my hand before... except my grandfather. But that was years ago when I was still a child."


    He chuckled lowly at her honest answer. Her bashful words didn''t affect much of her facial expression. She indeed looked shy but she was also able to stay calm.


    It was unlike the way she had flinched and tensed up when he took the initiative to touch her cheek last night.


    He was satisfied that she could adapt immediately and change her attitude.


    "Do you want me to find your grandfather?" He asked although he had already ordered his subordinates to look for her grandfather''s whereabouts.


    He noticed just how much his little woman would reference or mention the man that had raised her since she was a child. She must really respect her grandfather.


    "Oh... truly? Your Highness would do that for me?"


    He nodded at her question.


    Her sudden bright smile lit up her fair face, enhancing her beauty even more. There was really a truth to the saying that: Happiness is the best cosmetic.


    "Your Highness... I don''t know what to say... but I''m very thankful!" Zhao Yan was unable to hide the excitement in her voice. With Fu Yanqing''s connections, he would definitely be able to do a better job of finding her grandfather than letting herself grope blindly for answers.


    "Hn." He rubbed circles at the back of her hand using his thumb. He unconsciously closed his eyes, relaxing even more with their hands clasped together and sharing the warmth of each other''s palms.


    Zhao Yan just stared at her hand that was being toyed by him. It was strange how he could be so gentle when those very same hands had killed countless lives in battle.


    She immediately dispersed this thought. He fought for himself and for his country. That was it.


    Prince Jing''s mansion was only twenty minutes away from the Imperial Palace so they arrived sooner than expected.


    Fu Yanqing got up first. He held his hand out for Zhao Yan, assisting her as she got down from the carriage.


    Zhao Yan mumbled a soft ''thank you'' while smiling before she looked at the structure in front of her.


    Zhao Country''s fame and current power did not disappoint. The outer design of the palace was very detailed and made of the finest quality materials. Tall pillars and massive gates that could intimidate a normal person were in front of her.


    The guards looked well trained and they stood tall with a very proud and intimidating posture. They bowed and saluted when they saw Fu Yanqing.


    "Greetings to His Highness Prince Jing." They sounded very respectful towards him as though they admire him very much. Then their gaze suddenly fell on her, seemingly asking who she was.


    Then their eyes noticed two very odd things. They sucked a deep breath and discreetly shared a look but they dare not voice anything out.


    Chun Lan and Jae Ha were of course very attentive and saw that the guards had stared at the intertwined hands between her lady and Prince Jing and to her lady''s small but rounded stomach.


    Jae Ha secretly smiled. Even she was shocked at first but she slowly got used to it.


    "Come." Fu Yanqing ignored the guards and led her inside.


    Zhao Yan watched her surroundings and tried to memorize the paths they took. She could rely on her good memory at the moment because she had just fed.


    She secretly praised the architecture of the Imperial Palace. Everything looks so organized and clean. She liked these kinds of places at the moment.


    However, ...


    Zhao Yan couldn''t identify what was making her comfortable. Her eyes darted around. The luxurious and extravagant palace somehow felt odd like something was amiss.


    Then she unconsciously covered her nose with her sleeves, her brows wrinkling slightly.


    The palace just now smells...


    "Bloody..." She murmured quietly. She unconsciously shivered when she realized this. Fu Yanqing halted. He had purposely slowed down to match her pace so they were taking longer than necessary.


    He didn''t expect his little woman to blurt out her thoughts. It sounded random to a passerby but for someone who was accustomed and had grown up in this place, he naturally knew what she meant.


    The rebellion he led one year ago and the mass executions that occurred when his younger brother finally showed his true colors turned the palace upside down.


    Almost every place was soiled with blood and dirt. With the number of deaths and assassinations that had occurred in this place, it was almost impossible to completely wash off the smell.


    However, it shouldn''t be strong enough for a normal person to detect.


    Was his little woman that sensitive to smell alone?


    Zhao Yan covered her nose unhappily. The smell of blood was making her nauseous. She was starting to turn pale from the smell she was detecting.


    With her pregnancy, she was really sensitive to different kinds of smells at the moment.


    She covered her mouth and tried hard not to vomit.


    "Yanyan!" Her suddenly pale face alerted him. Fu Yanqing quickly carried her in his arms and shouted to the nearest person, "Get the Imperial Physician in front of this prince in five minutes if you want to live!"


    That unlucky person happened to be an Imperial Guard. The guard paled upon seeing the furious expression of Fu Yanqing.


    He immediately obeyed the order and moved as fast as he could, fearing for his life.


    "Ohh..." Zhao Yan groaned out.


    Fu Yanqing had immediately carried her to a room and laid her down gently. The Imperial Physician arrived in just less than three minutes after they''ve arrived.


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 Chapter 54：Hand Massage

    Imperial Physician Zhou was sweating. He took out a handkerchief and wiped his forehead that was drenched with sweat. Even his back was soaked while his hands and arms shook.


    If it were any other person watching him, Imperial Physician Zhou would not be like this. He would be calm and composed while diagnosing and treating his patient.


    But alas, he got the short end of the stick. It was unlucky of him to be on duty the day His Highness Prince Jing brought his rumored fianc¨¦e to the palace to meet the Empress Dowager.


    He was very calm just one second ago but before he knew it, there was an Imperial Guard bursting through the doors of the infirmary, and Imperial Physician Zhou found himself dragged in front of His Highness Prince Jing.


    He was scared to the bones when he saw Prince Jing''s dark expression, looking calm but ready to murder him any minute.


    "You took too long." Prince Jing said coldly to the Imperial Guard. "Go to the training grounds to receive 50 strokes for your tardiness. Now leave."


    The Imperial Guard didn''t need to be told twice. Still, he felt wronged. He had done his best to bring the Imperial Physician under five minutes but Prince Jing still punished him!


    He could only comfort himself by saying that he had lived another day after surviving Prince Jing''s anger. Fifty strokes were nothing as long as he was alive. His Highness would usually order 100 strokes as punishment so the Imperial Guard got off lightly which was very good.


    Imperial Physician Zhou was not looking very good under the cold gaze of Prince Jing.


    "Well?" Prince Jing coldly demanded with his arms behind his back. He stood tall with an imposing aura that could make any man kneel in front of him. The aura of a war hero and a general that had led armies was very strong around him.


    Even just by standing alone, he could make people too pressured to move or say anything.


    This is what was happening to Imperial Physician Zhou at the moment. He was shaking like a rabbit under the gaze of a deadly predator who was one second away from biting his head off.


    "Y... Your Highness Prince Jing, the young lady fainted from shock and stress brought by a smell that she was sensitive to. This is very normal among pregnant women. They are very sensitive to certain kinds of smell." Imperial Physician trembled as he gulped and continued, "This Imperial Physician strongly advises that the young lady distance herself from food or objects with strong smell or taste. Both mother and child will be fine as long as they rest properly and drink the medicine that I have prescribed. It is best to take her home for now since the smell that she might be sensitive to come from the palace..."


    "Do not speak a word about this to anyone. You may leave." Fu Yanqing dismissed, his eyes staring at him with frost. Imperial Physician Zhou obeyed without question and hurried to leave like his pants were caught on fire.


    He felt like he had aged a decade from this encounter alone and when he was far, he had weakly fallen to his knees while cowering. Their Prince Regent, Prince Jing was really different from the stories.


    While others say that he is a ruthless man who doesn''t even blink when he kills people. He has the most kills when it comes to women and he was the very first prince who had usurped the throne by killing his own father and mass executing all the corrupt officials publicly at the same time then hanging their bodies at the palace gates for one month for everyone to see.


    Not only that, but Prince Jing has also executed all of the previous emperor''s concubines excluding Concubine Ning and the Empress Dowager.


    This very prince also passed on the Monogamous Law which shook the entire country of Zhao!


    In short, Prince Jing was a crazy tyrant.


    After what he had experienced, Imperial Physician Zhou could only think of one thing.


    Demon.


    A man that had survived that kind of ordeal with his hands thick from the blood of the fallen was definitely not human.


    That very same man had coldly looked down at him like his life wasn''t comparable to an ant.


    It was too scary.


    Imperial Physician Zhou staggered back to the infirmary and was immediately making plans to write a resignation letter.


    Fu Yanqing looked at Zhao Yan''s pale face and touched her cheek with his hand.


    He closed his eyes and remembered what she told him a few months ago when he was bedridden.


    ("Hold out your hand. I will massage it and press on your fingers to help you relax and improve your blood circulation.")


    He moved both of his hands to her.


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 Chapter 55：Are you a Fairy?

    Fu Yanqing sat on a chair beside Zhao Yan''s bed. He had returned immediately after making the necessary orders.


    He was currently massaging Zhao Yan''s hand in a careful manner when a palace eunuch announced, "Her Majesty, the Empress, and Princess Tian Su has arrived!"


    Fu Yanqing did not even spare the newcomers a glance. His whole attention was on Zhao Yan who was still fast asleep.


    "Big brother!" Fu Tian Su called out. "Empress Mother and I came after hearing what happened."


    The Empress Dowager approached the bed and looked over at Zhao Yan''s face. "How is the condition of both mother and child?"


    Fu Tian Su had been shocked when she heard this. What child? She only knew that her big brother was getting married but no one said anything about a child. She curiously looked at her big brother''s bride-to-be.


    She gasped upon seeing the fair face. This couldn''t be true, right? This girl looks as young as she is and there was also a baby bump on her stomach!


    Her big brother was going to marry this girl? Does he like young girls? But her big brother has always avoided women like the plague and even to her and Empress Mother, he was very lukewarm.


    Unexpectedly, her big brother also knows how to be worried and was even willing to hold a woman''s hand. How can this be?


    She was surprised when she found out from reading the letter that her big brother was going to get married and she hadn''t thought much about it aside from feeling happy.


    Of course, it was because she wanted her big brother to be happy and have a family of his own and to have a wife that would care for him.


    Her big brother had always been distant and cold. He trusted very few people and was always the target of everyone''s assassination attempt.


    He was always so strong that it was almost lonely. So naturally, Fu Tian Su was very happy when the news of her brother''s marriage reached her. With this, he won''t be alone anymore, right?


    Fu Tian Su observed her future sister-in-law. She had to really blink a few times and look very hard to realize that she wasn''t hallucinating.


    Even while sleeping, her sister-in-law was still beautiful with her fair and smooth face. The dress she wore was a simple green color with a few embroidered cherry blossoms. Although she dressed up so simply, it didn''t deter others from seeing her beauty.


    It was really surprising how one woman can be so fairy-like even when they were asleep and dead to the world.


    The sight of this beautiful sister-in-law and her handsome big brother together really made people have faces that were full of envy. Both were good-looking with amazing facial features. Their beauty unique to themselves and made both of them stand out. Their future children would no doubt look good as well.


    She could already imagine having a very smart and very good-looking nephew that took after her big brother and a cute little niece who was like fair jade and was cute as a rabbit. No doubt taking after her sister-in-law who was a fairy that descended from heaven.


    Fu Tian Su stopped and was rather startled by her own thoughts. She didn''t expect to be preoccupied with her big brother''s and her sister-in-law''s appearance.


    They were just so perfect that she was unable to stop herself from fantasizing.


    "They are fine, Imperial Mother. Yanyan needs to rest so we are both unable to greet and pay respects to Imperial Mother and Su''er." Fu Yanqing explained briefly but never once did his eyes averted from the woman on the bed.


    "It''s fine, big brother. Please take good care of my sister-in-law and my nephew! If you need anything, Tian Su is here to help!" Fu Tian Su suggested with a determined expression. She really couldn''t wait to hold her handsome nephew in her hands. Why does it have to take nine months before a woman can give birth? It was far too long!


    "This child..." The Empress Dowager sighed as she looked at the energetic little girl who was even more excited than her to see her son''s child.


    "Mother understands and will not trouble you for it. Yan''er''s health is important but don''t ever neglect yourself as well." The Empress reminded. This was the first time she had seen her son quite bothered and worried over another person.


    He had not stopped holding the other person''s hand ever since they stepped inside.


    "This son understands Imperial Mother''s concerns." Fu Yanqing replied shortly without much emotion. He really couldn''t give his attention to anyone else at the moment other than his little woman. He wouldn''t be assured until she wakes up herself and tells him that she was fine.


    As if the gods have answered his prayers, Zhao Yan moved and was stirring awake.


    Her watery eyes fluttered gently along with her lashes.


    Fu Tian Su who also saw this, inched closer to get a clear view of the awakened face of her big brother''s bride-to-be.


    Zhao Yan blinked slowly. "Mm.." She recalled that she had fainted so she took the time to blink her sleepiness away, her eyes roaming around to make out where she was.


    The face of a beautiful girl no older than fifteen came to sight. The girl''s curious black eyes stared at her. Her long black hair that flowed like a waterfall was decorated with expensive ornaments.


    She also wore an equally expensive dress with bright colors that it almost hurt the eyes. She wore a lot of pieces of jewelry that cost thousands of taels of silver.


    She was very pretty and quite adorable with an innocent charm around her, almost like a child that had not seen the world just yet.


    Yet despite this, she looked very loveable, making one feel a certain fondness for her at first sight.


    Zhao Yan slowly smiled.


    "Are you a fairy?"


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 Chapter 56：Purge

    Oh my. Why did her sister-in-law call her a fairy? Fu Tian Su blushed immediately.


    The fairy was calling her a fairy!


    She felt really flattered and happy. Anyone would feel great when being praised. Fu Tian Su was the same and did not shy away from the compliment.


    "I am Fu Tian Su. This princess greets you!" She bowed in accordance with etiquette and had a loveable smile on her face when she raised her head.


    "....princess.?" Zhao Yan repeated, looking terribly confused at the situation. Who was this cute girl? She looks very adorable. Zhao Yan almost had the impulse to pinch the girl''s cheek but then her mind cleared and she noticed one important detail.


    If she wasn''t wrong, Fu Tian Su is Fu Yanqing''s younger sister and she was also the princess!


    Oh, dear. Zhao Yan immediately tried to sit up to offer her greetings. First impressions were important. She couldn''t look bad in front of this little ancestor. She was Fu Yanqing''s younger sister.


    Naturally, Zhao Yan needed to establish a good relationship with her to avoid conflicts and whatnot.


    Unbeknownst to Zhao Yan, Fu Tian Su already has a favorable impression of her. Any woman who was able to earn her big brother''s affection would naturally be someone that she admires.


    And mostly because Fu Tian Su couldn''t wait to hold her little nephew.


    Fu Yanqing placed his hands on Zhao Yan''s shoulder to stop her from getting up.


    "You are still weak. No need for formalities." He told her. "This is my younger sister and the princess, Fu Tian Su."


    Zhao Yan blinked and glanced at the cute girl with a heart-shaped face and silky black hair.


    She smiled and tried to look fine. "It is nice to meet you, princess. I am Li Zhao Yan." Zhao Yan did not elaborate on her background. She was not proud of her origins.


    Even though she was a di daughter of the main wife, she was still the unfavored fourth miss whose existence was similar to grass. It was there but people don''t really care about it.


    Being a legitimate daughter of Prince Li''s mansion was a great honor, they said. But behind the prestige and wealth, was a sad and cruel place where people lie and trick each other for power.


    She was probably not the only one who has experienced growing up in that kind of environment but Zhao Yan still averted talking about it.


    Zhao Yan also noticed the Empress Dowager and felt surprised as well but she quickly greeted her, "Greetings Your Majesty. My apologies for looking unsightly in front of you. Zhao Yan remembered smelling a strong bloody smell that caused Zhao Yan to faint which led to this current situation. Zhao Yan is ashamed to face her majesty this way. "


    Which part of her was unsightly? All three people examined her up and down. Aside from her pale complexion, they really couldn''t find any fault in her appearance.


    What happened was unforeseen and wasn''t Zhao Yan''s fault. In the first place, when they heard she fainted from smelling something ''bloody,'' they instinctively knew why.


    All the people in the palace were aware of what happened one year ago along with the recent months. The palace was purged and combed thoroughly by Fu Yanqing''s men.


    In fact, all the snakes that had remained were merely a bunch of fishes trying to swim in the same water as sharks. They were easy to dispose of and control which was why they did not pose any problem to the throne. They were only there to be controlled and used.


    The reason the rebellion occurred was because of the previous emperor''s poor governance and public acts of debauchery that were tarnishing the royal family.


    Concubine Xiang was one of the many culprits along with a few others.


    Concubine Xiang''s maternal and paternal family had also been executed for being accomplices. The woman who had the most powerful backing among the late emperor''s concubines fell pitifully from grace.


    She was forced to suffer when Fu Yanqing usually didn''t torture women. However, Concubine Xiang''s crimes were so numerous that there was simply no way for the woman to escape execution as punishment.


    She had schemed at so many people and conspired with a lot of officials as well as assassinated other concubines which led to a mass execution when it was uncovered.


    In the harem, the new concubines usually got abused or were brutally tortured by her to prevent them from trying to flirt with the late emperor.


    Concubine Xiang was also brazen enough to ridicule the Empress Dowager because the Empress Dowager was not favored by the late emperor.


    The Empress Dowager Fu Rong who came from a Duke family has a weak personality and rarely does she fight or win against Concubine Xiang.


    This made Concubine Xiang''s ego grow bigger to the point that she was bold enough to bribe officials during daylight.


    Of course, Fu Yanqing made sure to expose every single crime that Concubine Xiang was involved in and had successfully grasp the throne.


    Still, it was an unspoken thing that the Imperial Palace was a desolate and bloody place that was similar to a battlefield when the rebellion and purging occurred. Hundreds of dead bodies everywhere laid on the palace grounds.


    It was a gruesome sight that came out of a nightmare and was etched deeply in the hearts of the surviving few who had remained neutral and low-key.


    Still, it was because they remained neutral that they also became lower-ranked subordinates with only a superficial title to hold on to.


    They had no real power and the memory of that bloody revolution was proof that they had chosen wrong for not choosing a side.


    This bloody event was recorded in history in great detail because of Prince Jing''s orders.


    It was a warning to everyone and to all future generations.


    That the palace where the son of the empire stays is no heaven but a living hell filled with greedy demons.


    This was why when Zhao Yan blurted out the word ''bloody'', they immediately understood and did not need any further convincing.


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 Chapter 57：Noble Familys Daughter

    "Yan''er, this child, you must prioritize your health and condition. Xiao Lang here was really worried. I and Tian Su are also worried but for now, go back to Prince Jing''s mansion to recuperate so you can rest longer there." Xiao Lang which meant little wolf was the childhood nickname that Empress Fu Rong called Fu Yanqing.


    No one brought up the reason why Zhao Yan fainted. They all have a tacit understanding.


    "Your Majesty, Zhao Yan is grateful for your concern. I ask forgiveness for making trouble and worrying you all." Zhao Yan was quite embarrassed. She really did not want to give such a bad impression on people for appearing so weak but it couldn''t help since she was pregnant.


    "But Zhao Yan assures everyone that Zhao Yan knows her own body. I only need to rest for a bit and I''ll be fine." She also needs to avoid going back the same way she came from lest she faints again.


    "This prince and this prince''s fiancee will now be leaving. Many thanks to Her Majesty the Empress for visiting." He then leveled a gaze towards Fu Tian Su.


    "Su''er.."


    Anyway, Fu Tian Su acted like she understood and nodded even though she really didn''t understand what her big brother was telling her.


    Fu Yanqing silently observed his spoiled younger sister. This little girl was very naughty. He couldn''t let her near Zhao Yan in case something happens.


    Zhao Yan who had slept long was very eager to go back. It was already lunchtime and she has not eaten yet.


    "Come," Fu Yanqing extended his hand once again towards her.


    Zhao Yan had gradually adapted to his sudden intimate actions though it still made her feel somewhat shy and embarrassed.


    For someone who lived a secluded life in Prince Li''s mansion, Fu Yanqing was the very first man that had held her hand other than her grandfather. His rough calloused hands were very distinct against her own.


    This was the hand of a war hero and general who had wielded the sword and spear a countless number of times.


    Her ears turned a little red at the thought.


    "What are you thinking?" Fu Yanqing whispered to her as he lowered his head down.


    The red on her ears were very noticeable because he was near her. She certainly did not have this kind of reaction before but it still amused him and he wondered what her thoughts were to make her little ears change color.


    Fu Yanqing chose a narrow path that would lead outside so they wouldn''t be disturbed by other people.


    Since the path was narrow, it allowed him to be much closer to his little woman, occasionally letting his sleeves brush against her arms.


    He firmly held her hand as if he was holding precious porcelain that would break if he wasn''t careful enough.


    Like Zhao Yan, she was also the first woman that Fu Yanqing had hold hands with. He would have never imagined himself doing something like this before.


    He had once thought that Zhang Yuan was too simpleminded for being happy and shy everytime his wife held his hand.


    Now Fu Yanqing felt that it was ironic because he was also feeling a few bursts of emotions while holding his little woman''s hand. It was only holding hands but he already felt like he was at the top of the world.


    It was a strange feeling that was new to him but he did not feel bad or repulsed by it. It felt right since it was because of the little woman beside him.


    Zhao Yan was unaware of Fu Yanqing''s thoughts because she was looking forward as they walked at a slow pace.


    All her embarrassing thoughts from earlier had vanished and were replaced by the desire to eat a good meal. Ever since she got pregnant, all she could think about was food.


    It was really different from how she used to live her life but she accepted this change since it was for the growing child in her abdomen.


    Five more months and she would be able to hold her baby. Zhao Yan was anticipating this and was already imagining how her child would look like, if they were really a boy like Fu Yanqing told her or if they were a girl who might look like Zhao Yan.


    They exited the Imperial Palace and rode in the carriage together, going back to Prince Jing''s mansion.


    Fu Yanqing has already noticed that his little woman kept her rubbing her stomach. He immediately ordered the kitchen to prepare food and guided her to the dining hall, not once letting her hand go and kept walking forward.


    Under his attentive gaze, Zhao Yan was nervous when she ate but with his frequent urging to eat more and comments that she was too thin and needed more nutrients for a safe birth, she was able to swallow her insecurities and started to eat normally.


    "Your Highness, you should also start eating... Do not look at me and please focus on your own food." She said before eating the sauteed eggplant in her bowl. The right amount of seasoning made the dish much tastier and her already sensitive taste buds were dancing with joy.


    She really was so simple that eating good food was enough to make her happy.


    "You have rice on your mouth." Fu Yanqing pointed out. His sharp gaze landed on her soft pink lips and coughed awkwardly to restrain his thoughts from getting too out of hand.


    Zhao Yan blinked innocently but Jae Ha handed her a clean cloth and Zhao Yan used that to wipe her mouth. She did not forget her graceful manner while eating.


    Anyway, it was second nature being able to move and act with grace and elegance. Having a strict grandfather and living in a strict family led her to get used to this to not lose face as a noble family''s daughter.


    It was even more important because her family was high in the hierarchy.


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 Chapter 58：Cherish Her

    "I will accompany you to your courtyard. " Fu Yanqing offered as he held his hand out to her for the third time that day.


    There didn''t seem to be anything wrong with his offer so Zhao Yan gladly agreed and accepted his hand. They walked quietly to her courtyard through the winding pathways and garden.


    The warm rays of sunlight illuminated the path and surrounding area, giving the atmosphere a warm feeling.


    Fu Yanqing''s mansion was really big and spacious. The only reason why Zhao Yan hadn''t gotten lost before was that she has a lot of servants to wait on her and there was Jae Ha who knows the structure and paths of Prince Jing''s mansion.


    With her always leading the way, Zhao Yan has not gotten lost. Chun Lan was still getting used to this place and adjusting to her new duties. Like Zhao Yan, Chun Lan was also just starting to get used to the mazelike place that was Prince Jing''s mansion.


    Zhao Yan walked in silence with Fu Yanqing. She looked down at their intertwined hands and fingers as if it was natural then her gaze wandered over to the man who was going to be her husband and was the father of her child.


    "Your Highness, you really treat me well." She said aloud. She wasn''t joking or trying to curry favor when she said that but because her words were really true.


    Fu Yanqing has given her the best treatment in the mansion and the second-largest courtyard. The main courtyard which belonged to him was obviously the largest because he was the owner but he still gave Zhao Yan the best accommodation.


    Fu Yanqing''s aloof expression softened slightly at her words. He hummed in acknowledgment.


    "You will soon be my princess consort and wife. Only the best can be given to you. Remember that this prince has made a promise to take care of you. This prince will not go back on his words." He explained simply.


    He said that because he still remembered the fact that she would divorce him if he ever mistreated her or if she ever felt mistreated.


    He would not let that happen so Fu Yanqing made sure that his little woman got the best accommodation and treatment. He would go crazy if she even utters the word divorce again when they have yet to get married.


    This was simply telling him that she would not accept him which was the worst-case scenario that he did not want to happen.


    There was only this day left before they get married. Everything was already prepared. From the food to the venue, to the betrothal gifts and wedding dress to the invitation cards and the number of shadow guards guarding, to make sure that nothing wrong happens.


    Although there was only one day left, he would not feel at ease in mind until they finally get married and declare her as his one and only wife.


    Fu Yanqing never expected to marry nor did he really expect that there would be a woman he would want to marry. He was already twenty-five this year and despite being at the age where he should have been married and had a few children already, it did not bother him one bit.


    He was a very busy man who had a lot of things in mind. Where would he find the time to find a woman for him? He did not like any of the women in the capital nor was he very excited to bind himself to someone when there were more important things that needed his full attention such as preventing the country from collapsing.


    Even if he was forty and wrinkly, he could find a woman who would willingly marry him due to his status and wealth which was why he had stalled as long as possible.


    But it was different now that he found the perfect woman for him. A kind and tender-hearted little woman who did not see him as a stepping stone but as a person that was human just like her.


    Everything about her soothed him from the inside out. Her voice alone was akin to soft music floating in the air. No matter how low or loud she spoke, this sweet and unique sounding voice of her was similar to a fairy''s. It also helped that her simplistic beauty was akin to an immortal fairy that descended from the heavens.


    She had an innocent and carefree aura around her that was begging people to pamper her, no matter how old or young, no matter if they were male or female.


    Until now, he could not understand why she was an unfavored daughter in her family. Fu Yanqing thought highly of his little woman because she did not flaunt her skills and was very honest.


    She was obviously knowledgeable and talented despite her innocent nature yet she was an unfavored daughter.


    She knows medicine, could read and write, and her calligraphy skills were equally great.


    He wondered what kind of medicine or bad air Prince Li''s mansion had ingested for them to overlook this little treasure.


    Well, since they were not keen on cherishing her, Fu Yanqing would be the one to do it.


    He was not short on anything especially money. He could provide for his little woman and he would ensure that she lives a happy and comfortable life along with their child.


    And if she wanted to, they could have more children to pamper and raise. He was not opposed to having a huge family since he had always been alone most of his life. With a spoiled younger sister and a traitorous younger brother, the life he lived as the eldest child was burdensome and lonely.


    If it was possible, he wanted to have more than one child with his little woman so that their child would never feel alone and would grow up with many siblings to spend time with.


    He did not want their future children to experience what he went through so he would make sure to raise them well. Of course, Fu Yanqing wasn''t worried since, with his little woman''s character, no child of them would grow up into an unfilial child with low morals.


    They would no doubt be raised with a good upbringing and grow up into fine people.


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 Chapter 59：Endure

    Zhao Yan was unaware of how advanced Fu Yanqing''s thoughts were going. He had even gone as far as to imagine their future where they have conceived many children and how they would walk hand in hand together in the future as an old couple like what they were doing today.


    Zhao Yan was thinking that since he promised he would take care of her and her child, she would also do the same.


    Fu Yanqing''s eyes lowered and gazed intently at her inky black eyes that were clear and bright. They were honest like usual with gave him a refreshing feeling especially when she said those words to him.


    It meant he has a chance to make her fall for him. It meant that she atleast respected him and their relationship.


    This made him inexplicably happy that he brought her hand to his lips and lightly kissed her knuckles.


    "This prince will comply." He murmured against her soft skin, his lips still brushing against them in a feather-light manner.


    Zhao Yan was surprised by his action and she was about to pull her hand away but remembered the words she declared just now. It wouldn''t look good to reject him after saying all those things and it was only a kiss on her hand...


    Being intimate was going to be part of her obligations as his soon-to-be wife, right? Zhao Yan gulped in a frightened manner but she hid this emotion to the best of her abilities.


    She tried to comfort herself by saying that atleast he was a respectable man and that Fu Yanqing said he would treat her right but Zhao Yan still felt slightly uncomfortable by it.


    She did her best to be understanding since she was going to be his wife. And besides, if he ever mistreated her, Zhao Yan can just divorce and leave.


    She still has that option which made her feel better so she didn''t fuss over his actions anymore.


    They safely arrived at her courtyard.


    "Thank you for accompanying me, Your Highness. Today our last day of being unwed and as free individuals. If His Highness changes his mind at the last minute, please inform me immediately." Although she was only joking about the last part, Fu Yanqing''s face was not very good when he heard this. His hold on her hand became even more secured as a turmoil of emotions began to rampage inside him.


    Only one thing stood out.


    An inexplicable fear that she would leave him and run as far as possible in a place where he could never reach her.


    His jaw tightened. "Yanyan, you can''t run away anymore. This prince will marry you and will not change anything. This prince does not go back on his word!" He said seriously.


    Zhao Yan wanted to say it was only a joke but he looked so serious that it wouldn''t be good if she were to say that she was only jesting.


    "Yes... I believe that His Highness will keep his word." She smiled as she said this.


    When she tried to pull her hand away, his hand remained intertwined with hers. Furrowing her brows, she looked at Fu Yanqing.


    "My hand, please..." She kindly reminded.


    Fu Yanqing was quiet for a few seconds as if gauging her current state of condition before he slowly released her hand. He looked almost reluctant to part with her hand which she found strange.


    When she was inside her room, she couldn''t help but stare at her right hand and wonder why Fu Yanqing acted that way.


    She was also somewhat embarrassed that she was leisurely walking hand in hand with him as if they were some married couple or a pair of lovebirds infatuated with each other.


    Either way, she was feeling conflicted about it because she found herself paying more attention to their interactions together.


    Was it because they''ve reached a mutual understanding? That might be it but Fu Yanqing has never mistreated her ever since they met again. Sure, she had been shocked and livid when she saw him once more but she thought of her child and her situation.


    Too much anger was bad for her baby and she encouraged herself by thinking positive thoughts even though she really wanted to strangle Fu Yanqing the moment he presented himself to her when she was three months and a half into her pregnancy.


    How dare he show up again? She wanted to tell him but was overwhelmed by fear.


    Zhao Yan covered her face. She felt ashamed that she was capable of this vicious thought. But it was really hard. How can she not be angry and not feel wronged when the very man that had sinned against her and taken her innocence appeared before her while demanding marriage as if that would solve everything.


    She was so angry that she wanted to cry when he said that. He even knew about her background and had investigated her. Regardless if he was a prince, Zhao Yan was unable to treat him like one.


    Her first impression of him was not very good and it had taken her half a month before she could convince herself that he was really serious in wanting to get involved with her.


    She only asked him for one thing. To leave her alone and never come back. Treat it as if it never happened but alas, she was humiliated and tossed around by a flower thief!


    The shame, anger, and fear she felt when he was bullying her. She couldn''t get over it. It still frightened her everytime she tried to remember it.


    But Zhao Yan pretended to be tough because she was going to be a mother soon.


    For her child, she could endure it. She only hopes that they could continue to be amicable to each other or else she would really not hesitate to leave.


    ???

 Chapter 60：Finally Getting Married

    She was to marry tomorrow, Li Zhao Yan thought. Chun Lan was even more excited than her that the little girl couldn''t stop chattering nonstop. Jae Ha remained quiet, only listening and making a few comments here and then.


    "My lady, Chun Lan is very happy for you... Wuuu... You struggled so much and now you are going to marry His Highness."


    "Chun Lan," Zhao Yan couldn''t believe this girl was crying for something like this but she supposed that marriage is indeed a big thing.


    "My lady, I''ll work even harder starting today since my lady will be needing all the help she can get! As princess consort and Prince Jing''s wife, my lady is bound to make it big!"


    Zhao Yan wanted to tell her that she wasn''t going to rely on Fu Yanqing for everything because she had grown up independently. That wouldn''t just change so easily... Though she also understood that being the wife of a royal prince and the Prince Regent at that was not an easy matter.


    There would be times where she would have to ask him for help since they were about to be husband and wife soon.


    Later, Zhao Yan had her dinner together with Fu Yanqing and he personally fetched her and guided her to the dining hall. Luckily, it was very close and she had memorized the way.


    "Your Highness, so who is our matchmaker.. our go-between?" She curiously asked since Zhao Yan remembered just now the proceedings of a wedding ceremony.


    "Imperial Mother," was Fu Yanqing''s answer to her as he placed more vegetables on her bowl. He didn''t look like he had any plans on filling his own bowl. Zhao Yan felt flattered that he was serving her like this because it was supposed to be the woman who was responsible for serving the man.


    But pregnant women were delicate and it was customary that they were exempted from many responsibilities and customs. This was a plus for Zhao Yan since this lax treatment will help her adjust and feel more comfortable.


    Afterall, this place was going to be her new home.


    Fu Yanqing also has a courtyard in the palace but he preferred his mansion here because it gave him more freedom. It was also very spacious, was under his full control, and had the tightest security among all the residences in the capital.


    Aside from Imperial Guards, there were also Shadow Guards guarding this place to prevent an intruder from entering. Half of the servants were trained in martial arts and they were all loyal to Prince Jing.


    Even when Zhao Yan arrived for the first time before while being carried by Prince Jing, the whole mansion had been very quiet and well disciplined. No one said anything against her because they all perfectly knew what kind of person Prince Jing was.


    They restrained their shocked expressions and lowered their heads but when it was only them, they couldn''t help but gossip and talk.


    It was unbelievable how Prince Jing, the rumored woman-hater was willing to carry a woman in his arms and personally bring said woman to the second-largest courtyard in the mansion which was Bamboo Courtyard.


    Everyone understood the significance of Bamboo Courtyard. Bamboo Courtyard was unoccupied for a long time. It also happens to be the nearest courtyard to Prince Jing''s main courtyard which signified its importance as the residence of their future madam.


    His Highness Prince Jing has also gathered them all in the main hall to announce to everyone his intentions to marry Zhao Yan.


    "Li Zhao Yan. Remember that name. She will be this prince''s wife. Her words are my words. Whatever she wants, everyone must obey it without question. If she wants you to kowtow, do it. If she wants you to jump and dance, do it. If she wants your head, obediently hand it. Otherwise, it is the same as going against this prince!"


    Since Prince Jing himself has declared his intentions infront of them. There was simply nothing else they could do. No one would dare to protest against Prince Jing''s words and they were all secretly happy inside especially the older servants that have served His Highness for years.


    The aloof and cold Prince Jing who would scrub his skin raw everytime a woman touched him or any of his clothes was finally getting married!


    They were all rejoicing at this news.


    His Highness seems scary and indifferent at first but serving him for years has allowed them to realize that he wasn''t always like that and there were times where Prince Jing was benevolent. As a dignified man, he would reward a good deed and severely punish a bad one. That was the kind of man he is. This made it seem like he was stiff and too serious.


    They all thought that His Highness would grow up alone because he has never been interested in women and his dark history surrounding them was clear for all the world to see.


    There was no one in Zhao Country who didn''t know that Prince Jing was disgusted at women and hated polyandry. This was because these two reasons were behind the Monogamous Law that had shaken the country and trampled over hundreds of years of practices surrounding a patriarchal society. Although it was clear that there were a low population and birth rate of women in the country of Zhao, that was merely a front to hide the true reason why this law was passed on.


    It was a selfish reason afterall.


    And now, their Highness was going to get married after being a bachelor for so many years. They would even have a little Royal Highness in a few months.


    It was a happy occasion that even the Empress Dowager herself had meticulously prepared and gave her utmost best in preparing her son''s wedding. Not to mention, the Empress Dowager no longer cared about Zhao Yan''s family background as long as her son was going to get married.


    Any man able to captivate the heart of her son and was able to provide her sought-after grandchild would automatically be well-liked by Empress Dowager Fu Rong.


    The same can be said for all the servants and guards serving under His Highness Prince Jing.


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 Chapter 61：The Prince Was A Little Pitiful

    Empress Dowager Fu Rong was entrusted with the wedding preparations by Fu Yanqing. Si Yao and Si Chong also helped the Empress Dowager and made sure that she did not go overboard. Although her son still kept his distance from her after the drugging incident, handing the preparations of the wedding ceremony to her meant that he was not as angry as she thought.


    This made the Empress Dowager rejoiced and she was no longer worried. She even took out some of the money from her maiden family for the wedding.


    This was a few weeks before Zhao Yan and Fu Yanqing''s arrival to the capital.


    During the preparations, the Empress Dowager paid special attention to etiquette but also considered the fact that the bride this time would be marrying immediately to the family and that Zhao Yan was also pregnant.


    People would talk if they found that an unmarried woman who was pregnant would marry into the royal family so the Empress Dowager immediately ordered the seamstress to make alterations to the wedding dress so that the bump could be hidden in all the layers.


    They could not hide the pregnancy for long since Zhao Yan was already a few months into her pregnancy but atleast this would save them face during the wedding.


    It stands to reason that when a man has already reached past marriageable age and was still unmarried, they would have to shorten their preparation time for marriage in order not to delay the offspring and make the bride enter the door as soon as possible.


    Her son, Fu Yanqing''s marriage would be one of the most shocking weddings in history because this marks the day that the so-called woman-hater of the century was finally tying the knot after years of being a sought-after bachelor with germaphobia.


    Though it pains for the Empress Dowager to hear these kinds of names being attached to her son''s name, even she could not turn a blind eye to his dark history when it came to all his female pursuers.


    The Empress Dowager thought that because of what she did, her son would be more resentful towards the idea of marriage and that her son would take things to a new height and stay as far away as possible from all women.


    To her surprise, her son brought a woman home and she was soon given the title of a soon-to-be grandmother. The Empress Dowager was finally going to hold a fat grandson after waiting for so many years.


    Because of the approaching winter, Empress Dowager Fu Rong kept a careful eye on the wedding preparations more so than any other mother-in-law.


    Zhao Yan already woke up early and was silently praying to her jade hairpin.


    "Grandpa, your granddaughter is going to marry and become someone''s wife. Grandpa, wherever you are, your granddaughter will wait for you. Your grandchild would also wait for you. May you be safe and happy wherever you are right now."


    Chun Lan came inside Zhao Yan''s room after knocking so many times and hearing no response. This was the sight that greeted her.


    "Chun Lan, don''t cry. You are even more emotional than me." Zhao Yan smiled and patted the younger girl''s back. This was probably the fifth time that this has happened. Chun Lan was even more excited than Zhao Yan who was the bride-to-be.


    Chun Lan no longer cared about etiquette and hugged Zhao Yan while sobbing.


    "Wuuu... my lady is finally getting married. Chun Lan is so happy. Chun Lan wishes that you are also happy and that you would have a happy marriage."


    Hearing this, Zhao Yan''s heart was filled with warmth. "Chun Lan, that makes me glad. Thank you. I also hope that I can have a happy marriage for the sake of my child." Zhao Yan placed a hand on her stomach, caressing it fondly.


    Chun Lan cried harder. How can her lady be so oblivious? Wasn''t it obvious that Prince Jing likes her lady so much that he would even rush the wedding preparations just to wed her and make her his wife?


    She suddenly felt that the prince was a little pitiful.


    Zhao Yan who couldn''t skip breakfast because of her pregnancy, ate very quickly then she was directed to a room where there were female servants and handmaidens. At Zhao Yan''s arrival, they lined up in two rows, holding trays in their hands.


    Both Chun Lan and Jae-Ha put on a new set of clothes, their nerves were tense but alert as they were tasked to watch their lady very carefully during the preparation and to make sure that nothing happens to her.


    Empress Dowager Fu Rong was inwardly filled with excitement. Whenever the royal family held weddings, it would no doubt be sensational news that would travel far out the capital and it would be more eye-catching since the groom this time was her son, Fu Yangqing, the prince regent of Zhao Country who has been a bachelor for so many years.


    From the royal family''s relatives to the pillar of the imperial court, people who had names in the capital were in a dilemma at this sudden news as they all hurried to prepare many generous gifts. To think that this kind of bomb would drop on them so suddenly.


    Many families were running around like headless chickens as they tried to find a suitable gift. Some of the officials with families cursed Prince Jing secretly for hiding such an important matter. They weren''t even given the time to prepare bridal gifts! This would simply make them lose face!


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 Chapter 62：Senior Brothers

    On the day of the wedding of Fu Yanqing and Zhao Yan''s wedding, Chancellor Zhang Yuan and Huang Yi were having a conversation with Fu Yanqing.


    "Huang Yi, you actually came back in time to see His Highness''s wedding." Zhang Yuan said with a little amusement as he looked at Huang Yi, the young master of the Huang family.


    Huang Yi''s lips curved upward. "Chancellor Zhang, If I hadn''t received your letter, I would be groping blind and would not know that our senior brother here is getting married." Huang Yi lazily looked at Fu Yangqing as he emphasized the words, ''senior brother.'' Since the three of them grew up together and trained under the same master, this made them brothers and fellow disciples.


    Fu Yanqing smirked. "Young master Huang made it."


    Huang Yi shook his head. "To think that you would address me so formally. Your Highness, you need not talk that way to me. We are all fellow disciples here."


    Zhang Yuan laughed. He felt that this Huang Yi was being a bit sarcastic.


    "After becoming a doctor, even your manner of speaking has changed."


    "Senior brother, am I not the only one who has changed? You became the Chancellor and His Highness earned merits on the battlefield, finally becoming prince regent. It just makes me curious how he went from seizing the throne to marrying a woman of unknown origin."


    "Unknown origin?" Zhang Yuan glanced at Fu Yanqing''s face, watching the latter''s expression but Fu Yanqing was very calm and did not seem offended.


    "Your Highness, I am really curious. Would you mind enlightening me?"


    Zhang Yuan inhaled deeply. Between Zhang Yuan and Huang Yi, it was Huang Yi who was even gutsier than Zhang Yuan and would not hesitate to talk to Fu Yanqing aggressively while maintaining his scholarly aura.


    People often called this technique the ''Smiling Devil'' since Huang Yi would be seen smiling leisurely while squeezing answers from people using his soft-spoken words that were laced with venom.


    Huang Yi rarely used this on his senior brothers but he must have been really shaken by the news of Fu Yanqing''s marriage because he was talking to Fu Yanqing in this manner!


    Zhang Yuan briefly sighed inside. It can be said that while he would also complain and voice out his many concerns about Fu Yanqing''s slave-driving tendencies, at the end of the day, Zhang Yuan still chose to be Chancellor and would not really resign, otherwise, those power-hungry officials in the court would jump at the slightest mistake and hurry to seize power.


    Fu Yanqing was not bothered by Huang Yi''s manner of speaking to him. He was used to it but since he was now going to be someone''s husband, he naturally could not let Huang Yi act this way anymore.


    "The young master of the Huang family has become impudent lately." Fu Yanqing said, making the two men flinched. They were quick-witted and detected the ominous aura around Fu Yanqing.


    Huang Yi secretly smiled. It would seem that their senior brother has really changed. Zhang Yuan''s letter was brief and direct to the point and not much was said, only Huang Yi understood that Fu Yangqing was going to get married.


    Thinking simply, marrying must really be so troublesome because it can make these two men scared-witless and filled with worry that they would automatically become prickly at the slightest offense.


    Huang Yi suddenly found it amusing. He has no plans to get married just yet. Maybe he would purposely postpone a few more years but that would surely earn the ire and concern of his family.


    He knew of Zhang Yuan''s wife; whose name is Ming Shen Si or otherwise called Si''er by Zhang Yuan. She was also Madam Zhang in the eyes of the public. In the capital, Ming Shen Si was quite famous since she was close to many noble ladies and was also the wife of the Chancellor.


    Huang Yi could still remember the fiery woman who would drive Zhang Yuan to the edge. It can be said that Ming Shen Si''s personality is ''very special,'' even more special than Zhang Yuan''s. She was probably the only woman in the capital who would dare to hit the Chancellor with a broom in public.


    Now, Huang Yi was curious what kind of bride Fu Yanqing chose and if they were as eccentric as Ming Shen Si. From Fu Yanqing''s personality, it should be a very capable woman because Fu Yanqing doesn''t like weak women, he resented them even.


    Huang Yi quickly bowed his head. "Your Highness, you''re right, this subject was impudent for asking you that kind of question. I was only curious about the identity of His Highness''s bride because that woman would become the wife of Zhao country''s prince regent. It is an important position that would cause many concerns among His Highness''s subjects..."


    "Young Master Huang''s only concern should be keeping the Huang family in order. After being in the Medicine Valley for so many years, this prince suggests that you take a ''closer'' look at the Huang family and to ''see'' for yourself how they have ''grown''."


    Huang Yi grimaced slightly.


    Of course, how could he not know what Fu Yanqing was talking about? After being away from the family for so long, the Huang family has grown quite ambitious, and that the only reason they were probably still alive at this point was that Fu Yanqing was giving Huang Yi some face.


    Zhang Yuan was also aware of this and he has already warned the Huang family a few times but alas, they were so stubborn. He could only hope that Huang Yi hasn''t lost his touch and would be able to control those parasites, otherwise, don''t blame him for being impolite.


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 Chapter 63：Wedding Day (1)

    "Huang Yi gives thanks to His Highness Prince Jing. I will do my best not to disappoint you."


    Huang Yi''s eyes curved, his lips quirked upward. "I will also ensure that I ''see'' how my Huang family has ''grown'' over the past years."


    After that, Huang Yi gave his congratulations to Fu Yanqing and bid goodbye.


    "I sincerely hope that Prince Jing''s woman can live up to Zhao Country''s expectations."


    ....


    ...


    At the Empress Dowager''s Palace, Zhao Yan was being dressed up by the female servants and handmaidens. A Good Fortune Madam also showed up and was personally invited by the Empress Dowager.


    She took a thin thread, said a few auspicious words, and skillfully trimmed the thin hairs on Zhao Yan''s face. It caused some slight pain but nothing that Zhao Yan could not handle.


    The Good Fortune Madam performed the rite of passage that symbolized the transition from a young lady to a woman. Zhao Yan was already quite fair and after the few hairs on her face were treaded, her cheeks became more smooth like freshly peeled eggs, very delicate and watery.


    The Good Fortune Madam couldn''t help but say a few words to Zhao Yan whose beauty was really so blinding that her heart twisted a little. "There are a lot of young brides that I have handled and sent off to marry, but the lady is really special. The lady''s complexion is so good. Did you sleep well last night? Look at this little face. It looks good enough that it doesn''t need any makeup. It looks as moist and smooth as tofu. There is nothing unsatisfactory about your face or skin. Is the lady using some kind of special balm? This fair skin looks very natural."


    Zhao Yan was a little embarrassed when she heard this. This could be counted as earning a compliment, right? Though she has some doubts, she chose to ignore them.


    In Prince Li''s mansion, she would always be criticized for being too gaudy when she tries to wear jewelry or dress up but when she doesn''t, she would be labeled plain or boring, even ugly if they felt like saying it.


    Zhao Yan could tell that the Good Fortune Madam was being sincere with her words so she thanked her and smiled.


    To receive auspicious words on the wedding day, even the five facial features would be exaggerated by the surrounding people. Zhao Yan knew this but this time, the Good Fortune Madam who would usually say flowery words just to coax the bride''s family to be full of happiness was not lying.


    Moreover, the Good Fortune Madam was personally invited by Empress Dowager Fu Rong, if she lied, wouldn''t it mean her head falling off her body? It was a really good thing that the bride was really beautiful that all the words flowed smoothly from the Good Fortune Madam''s mouth, like water from a flowing river.


    At the capital, both nobles and commoners had gotten news of the prince regent''s wedding. For one of the members of the royal family to marry no matter which generation would undoubtedly attract people''s attention, even more so when it is the wedding of the woman-hater of the century. Thus it was totally understandable if it swept the whole capital and made an uproar.


    Zhao Yan was painted a rich bridal makeup amidst the laughter and auspicious words in the room. For a moment, Zhao Yan could not recognize the woman in the bronze mirror.


    She actually felt beautiful for once even without anyone telling her.


    The womenfolk were chattering and joking around when suddenly there was a sound of a firecracker outside. Everyone looked out, their gazes were very knowing as they looked at Zhao Yan.


    Chun Lan whispered to Zhao Yan. "My lady, the bridal sedan has arrived, and His Highness is personally welcoming the lady as his bride. This is a rare scene. Don''t let him enter the door easily!"


    During a wedding ceremony, there was no big or small and friends and family usually teased the groom, however, who dares to tease Prince Jing? Even Si Yao and Si Chong who were acting their roles as bodyguards dare not say anything. This was a very important occasion for their master.


    What''s more, today''s groomsmen were all first-rank officials. Following Fu Yanqing who has led many soldiers and armies to victory, were iron-clad elite soldiers that accompanied him to fetch the bride. This group of soldiers rushed to the door and stood there, even the red clothing they wore could not hide their murderous might.


    Although he was used to seeing Prince Jing leading so many soldiers, he suddenly became short of breath when he saw the calm yet penetrating gaze of both His Highness and the soldiers.


    As a result, Fu Yanqing''s group soon arrived at the main hall. When the womenfolk and servants heard the news that Prince Jing had arrived, they all turned pale, exclaiming "So fast?" while hurriedly looking for the veil for Zhao Yan and to make her hold an apple. This was a fruit that symbolizes auspiciousness and peace.


    Although Zhao Yan received etiquette and guidance from Court Lady Choi and the other handmaidens on the proceedings of a wedding ceremony, she was still nervous and stood stiff as a rock. Pretty soon, it was Jae-Ha and Chun Lan who led her.


    Gradually, the movement outside became quiet and the air seemed to be different. Zhao Yan''s heart jumped violently, even with her vision was all red, she knew that Fu Yanqing was right in front of her.


    She was approaching Fu Yanqing every step of the way. She tried to keep her composure amidst the many gazes around her. For a woman, their wedding is undoubtedly one of the most important events of their life.


    Zhao Yan was not expecting to marry after being past marriageable age. She always believed that it would be her grandfather who would guide her every step of the way but now... it was different. He was no longer beside her so she had to be brave on her own.


    She would also have to be strong for her child.


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 Chapter 64：Wedding Day (2)

    The eyes of the people who saw Zhao Yan on a wedding dress widened. This was the rumored bride of the woman-hater of the century. The rumors were false. She was not crippled and she even looked and walked so elegantly that they had to pause their breathing just to watch this scene with batted breaths.


    The matron of honor helped Zhao Yan to take leave from her grandfather in the main hall. Zhao Yan''s father was far away in Tang Country but she had run away and only acknowledged her grandfather as her family now.


    She knelt down and kowtowed to the tablet and jade hairpin that was addressed to her grandfather, feeling very emotional.


    At this moment Zhao Yan finally had a sense of realism, she really wanted to say goodbye to her grandfather in person and had him marry her off to another person.


    From then on, she would spend the rest of her life with another person, sharing honor and disgrace, closely related and dependent on each other. This person would also replace her grandfather and become the closest person to her.


    And this person would be Fu Yanqing.


    Zhao Yan had never thought of marrying him or anyone before, she felt it was presumptuous to even think about it when she was so careful to hide her identity while caring for the child in her belly.


    Moreover, she might come from a Prince''s mansion and was the legitimate daughter of the main wife, but in reality, she had no true power and was even unfavored. The difference in their status was like heaven and earth.


    But now, Fu Yanqing was standing by her side, he accompanied her to kowtow to her grandfather''s memorial tablet.


    Fu Yanqing didn''t need to say a word to make people feel intimidated. His presence alone was enough intimidation, even his name carried a lot of weight. No one dared to make any ruckus in his presence.


    From then on, the two of them had become husband and wife, joined in matrimony. Zhao Yan exhaled softly. Her surname was now Fu, not Li. She was now the daughter-in-law of the Fu family and the wife of Zhao country''s prince regent.


    Although Zhang Yuan seemed like an easygoing person at first, at this moment, he took his duty very seriously and knows that if he made any mistake, Fu Yanqing would take it out on him. Even though he was silent and didn''t say a word, as the Chancellor, his presence alone was enough to intimidate people''s hearts.


    He sighed softly inside. His dearest friend and brother have finally tied the knot after so many years of being a single dog. Zhang Yuan really did not have any hopes that Fu Yanqing would ever marry because he was too against women to do that. But now, Zhang Yuan was one of the witnesses of this very memorable event.


    The newlywed in their magnificent dress said goodbye to the tablet, causing people''s gazes to be complicated. Although it can be seen that Prince Jing bid goodbye to the late emperor, Fu Beidou, they all know that he was not sincere.


    Who would want to say goodbye to the person they killed? What''s more, the former emperor''s reputation was notorious for engaging in debauchery so the people also did not have a good impression of the late emperor.


    Soon after the matron of honor said to Fu Yanqing to take the people to Empress Dowager Fu Rong and saluted towards the Empress Dowager. As an elder, she was worshipped by the newlywed, it was as it should be.


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 Chapter 65：Wedding Day (3)

    Empress Dowager Fu Rong was wearing an auspicious dress befitting of her status and sat on a high chair. She looked at the two people in the hall, her eyes could not help but tear up.


    Her son was finally married! Her efforts finally paid off and after a few months, she would even be able to hold a fat grandson in her arms!


    Fu Yanqing rarely wears warm-colored clothes, so his bright red dress diluted the coldness and solemnity around him. Instead, his handsome face was highlighted and his already excellent features coupled with the weight of his presence made him the grand center of attention.


    His wedding dress was also highly regulated, the sun and moon with a coiled dragon on his shoulders immediately distinguished him from a mere young boy to a man and prince. With his majestic presence, high cheekbone, an invisible aura push down directly on people''s faces.


    The sight was nearly blinding. They were even more curious who the bride was and could not wait for Prince Jing to lift the veil.


    Today was Fu Yanqing''s wedding so he maintained a majestic aura in just the right way, neither humble nor arrogant but it gave people the impression that they could have a bit of leeway so they were able to relax. No one wanted to scare the guests on such a happy occasion.


    Zhao Yan''s sense of existence became stronger.


    People became curious who she was and what kind of woman Prince Jing was going to marry. Better yet, what kind of deadly beauty was able to tame this woman-hater of the century? Or was this simply an arranged marriage without love? It seemed plausible since they could not imagine Prince Jing feeling for another.


    Because Zhao Yan was very diligent in learning etiquette, when she was walking, the tassels of the veil did not sway. With her elegant manners as she stood side by side with Fu Yanqing, the people could not help but feel that these two looked good together even if they don''t know the bride''s identity just yet.


    After the bride was led along the red carpet in a festive atmosphere. The groom, also in a red gown, kowtowed three times to worship the heaven, parents, and spouse. The couple paid respect to the Jade Emperor, the patron family deities, paying respect to deceased ancestors, the bride and groom''s parents, and other elders, and paying respect to each other.


    On the big day, the Empress Dowager was very happy and solemnly ordered the two newlyweds. Her son who was as cold as winter mountain has now become a married man.


    After the elders lectured the newlyweds, the rite official chanted "Auspicious time", and the people in the courtyard swarmed toward the gate like ants.


    Zhao Yan sat on the sedan chair with the Matron of Honor''s support, with a loud shout, she proudly rose into the air. Zhao Yan couldn''t help but clench the apple in the palm of her hand.


    The news of Prince Jing''s wedding undoubtedly shocked all kinds of people. On this day, there were tens of thousands of people on the streets. Most of the people in the capital crowded the roadside to watch the wedding ceremony.


    The elite soldiers escorted the bride and the iron armor clears the way, this grand style of marrying a wife was definitely unique. The onlookers enthusiastically gossiped and chatter about Prince Jing''s unshakeable military power and leadership.


    They talked about it for a long time, and suddenly discovered that the Princess consort''s dowry team was taking too long to finish?


    The mahogany boxes were hung with red silk and satin, and the lacquer was neat and shiny. Every footman who carried it were strong elite men with martial art skills, so it was very laborious to walk. The dowry line bypassed the main street and still, they could not see the tail end of it. The onlookers stretched their necks to look around for a long time but still couldn''t see the end of the dowry line.


    This kind of extravagant wedding was really something you would expect from a member of the royal family and for their Prince Jing who was a bachelor for so many years, they were not polite and gave it their all.


    Zhao Yan endured the ride in the sedan chair while sitting straight. She patiently waited for the sedan chair to slow down.


    While Zhao Yan sat still, it didn''t take long before there was a sound of an object breaking through the air, and then there was the sound of three arrows nailed to the sedan door, each arrows'' intervals were the same.


    After the archery ceremony, from outside the sedan chair, the matron of honor''s voice happily rang out: "Getting off the sedan chair is very auspicious, the bride steps down from the sedan chair."


    Zhao Yan got off the sedan chair with the support of everyone. When the bride appeared, the guest that came to Prince Jing''s mansion immediately broke out a loud noise.


    Afterward, Zhao Yan followed the guidance from the Matron of Honor and stepped across the brazier, crossed over the saddle, and worshiped heaven and earth. Although this was her wedding, Zhao Yan followed the instructions of others throughout the process, like a marionette.


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 Chapter 66：Brides Appearance

    After entering the wedding room, the wedding ceremony had basically been completed, and even if something accidentally goes wrong, it would not be seen by outside guests.


    Zhao Yan was doing her best to relax but thinking about her veil being lifted and seeing Fu Yanqing''s face, her heart could not stop beating erratically. She fanned herself, ignoring the warmth on her cheeks.


    There was no seniority for three days during the wedding, and disturbing the bridal chamber was the favorite activity of many idlers, having the courage to be brazen and bold to make fun of the groom and bride. Although this was true, no one really dares to do this except for Zhang Yuan who has long been jeering to see the bride.


    To their surprise, even Huang Yi, the young master of the Huang family who has only recently gone back to the capital was also echoing the Chancellor''s sentiment.


    "I wonder what Price Jing''s bride looks like." He said with a hint of amusement. The others'' curiosity became fierce when they heard this.


    Zhao Yan, under the pressure of everyone''s gaze, became unsure of her appearance once more. All bridal makeup was thick and sometimes the powder and rouge covered her facial features. It made her look delicate but a bit like a beautiful doll with no life.


    When worrying about her makeup, she saw a pair of black boots entering her line of sight. The soundless steps of Fu Yanqing startled her because they did not produce any sounds and were even uniform. Were all people who entered the battlefield like this?


    A red steel stick raised up the tassel, and then the veil rose at a constant speed, Zhao Yan''s sight was blinded with a bit of light so she reflectively looked at the light source and blinked a couple of times.


    Zhao Yan raised her head, meeting Fu Yanqing''s sharp phoenix eyes. He was warm like jade and his intimidating aura was less compared to before. He looked at her very fondly and his lips were hooked to the side in a slight smile. Zhao Yan inhaled sharply. He looked handsome...


    Zhao Yan and Fu Yanqing glanced at each other, then quietly retracted their gazes, they both bowed their heads. Fu Yanqing was secretly satisfied while Zhao Yan felt shy.


    No one noticed the exchanges between the two of them, and those who were anticipating the bride''s appearance were stunned into silence. The bride looked very young and no matter which angle they look, her heart-shaped face and warm smile made their hearts pound against their chest.


    She was the type who exuded charm and innocence, the ideal type of men who wanted to protect the harmless little lamb. Her dark and beautiful eyes glistened under the light, her white teeth and rosy cheeks blinding all their eyes.


    Although she did not look that remarkable at first but the longer they look at her, the more they felt that she was really beautiful like a little fairy. The difference in height also made her existence magnified.


    Zhang Yuan who already caught sight of Zhao Yan before was surprised but he got over it soon. Huang Yi on the other hand, was anticipating to see another fierce version of Ming Shen Si but upon seeing the adorable little fairy, he spat out the tea he was drinking.


    Zhang Yuan laughed at him teasingly and patted his back. "Huang Yi, are you surprised? The princess consort''s beauty is unrivaled."


    The surrounding people chattered. "To think that this is the princess consort that Prince Jing has chosen. They said that she was crippled or even disfigured but those rumors truly aren''t reliable. I must be dreaming because I have seen a fairy descend from the heavens!"


    Huang Yi stared at Zhao Yan with wide eyes. He had originally thought that Zhang Yuan''s taste in women was questionable because Ming Shen Si was an amazona that even Huang Yi dare not offend.


    He actually thought that Fu Yanqing would also share this preference but Fu Yanqing proved his suspicions wrong.


    "I thought that Madam Zhang was a unique beauty and that no one can rival Chancellor Zhang''s taste in women. But when I saw the princess consort, I realized that I have greatly underestimated my senior brother. To think that there is such a beautiful figure that could bewitch the woman-hater of the century..." Huang Yi was really astonished that he almost thought he was dreaming.


    Zhang Yuan glanced at him unhappily. "Huang Yi, what do you mean? My Si''er is the best! Are you questioning my taste in women?"


    "No. Your taste is unique and Madam Zhang is also unique."


    Zhang Yuan became even more unhappy when he heard this. "Tsk, tsk. You won''t understand since you''re still unmarried. You''ll understand once you find a woman for yourself."


    Huang Yi did not say anything to that since he has no plans to marry yet. He still wants to enjoy the life of a single dog without having to worry about pleasing in-laws or bearing an heir. He also needs to sort the Huang family first.


    Standing in the bridal chamber where all the royal family''s womenfolk, and a small number of noble clan boys who relied on their young age to stay here to see the bride. As for the other people, even if they have the heart, they probably didn''t have the courage.

 Chapter 67：Wedding Wine

    For a while, the womenfolk were full of admiration, and the young boys came back to their senses, with envy and sigh in their hearts.


    Sure enough, the woman that Prince Jing married would not be bad in appearance. They really felt angry when they thought about it, there was such a beauty that they were unaware of and had been intercepted long ago before they saw her.


    The new Princess Consort surprised the people around, even the Matron of Honor was overjoyed, and was immediately full of auspicious words and came over with a wedding wine. However, before they could witness this, the doors to the bridal room were closed and blocked by the guards, stunning the crowd.


    It would seem that Prince Jing wanted to keep the lovely bride all to himself. But no one dared to protest since they were very intimidated by the guards that looked like elite soldiers and were carrying swords on their waist.


    In the bridal chamber, Zhao Yan exhaled nervously. Fu Yanqing sat next to her. He didn''t touch the wedding wine. Si Yao entered and bowed before them before taking those away.


    Zhao Yan''s eyes widened.


    Fu Yanqing smiled at her. "Drinking wine is not good for the child. We can hold another wedding later and exchange our wedding wine once you have recovered from giving birth."


    Zhao Yan was actually going to ask him if she could avoid drinking the wedding wine but since he already chose to forego the idea, she was filled with relief. "Thank you, Your Highness. I am grateful... I.."


    Fu Yanqing placed a finger on her mouth, silencing her.


    "We are already a married couple. From now on, you are my wife and I am your husband. You need to change the way you address me."


    Zhao Yan also realized this and she nodded in understanding. "Then, I should call you husband from now on." She said while smiling.


    Fu Yanqing saw her smiling face that was filled with tenderness, making him relaxed slightly. He couldn''t help but caress her cheek and stroke them lightly with his thumb.


    His little woman was finally wed to him. This time, she was really his, there was no going back now.


    "My wife, you have honored me by agreeing to this marriage. I will do my best to treat you well." He said in a saccharine tone, looking at her with a soft gaze in his clear black eyes.


    Zhao Yan was a little dazed. She gulped nervously and lowered her gaze. Fu Yanqing felt a little helpless when he saw this. His little woman was like a little white rabbit shying away from him. When did her courage go when she dared to say that she would agree to marry him, share his joy, glory, and sorrows?


    He couldn''t help but remember the time where she hounded with questions and fled in embarrassment, ducking under the covers of her quilt. His little woman was embarrassed. His thumb that was stroking the soft skin with a pink hue felt warm.


    Fortunately, the commotion outside snapped him from his thoughts.


    ....


    Fu Yanqing glanced at the door, frowning.


    Zhao Yan also followed his line of vision. Although the six ceremonies had been completed and she was now the Princess Consort, the current situation did not give her any time to rest or be bashful.


    Since she was going to appear as Princess Consort for the first time, she needs to muster her courage and show them that she could not be looked down upon.


    Zhao Yan was a little worried.


    In all her life, this would be the third time she would show herself in a social gathering. The first and second social gathering she attended was hosted in Prince Li''s mansion and she barely made an appearance because her father and sisters told her to hide or else she might disgrace them.


    But, if she were to hide again now, then what would await her would be a bleak future. Although Fu Yanqing as the prince regent, this powerful political figure was now her husband, she could not rely on him all the time and become burdensome.


    If she, the Princess Consort did not even go out to greet and entertain the guests, wouldn''t that be losing face for the Empress Dowager and her husband?


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 Chapter 68：Husband and Wife

    Thinking about the consequence, Zhao Yan decided that this was not the time to feel shy or bashful. She might not be as graceful as the other ladies or madams but at the very least, she was quick to pick up etiquette and was still taught the bearing of a noble lady.


    Moreover, she had watched these gatherings in the shadow back then so she knows what to do or what not to do.


    "Your Highness... I mean, Husband, I..."


    "You don''t need to go out." Fu Yanqing said, interrupting her. He glanced at her with tired eyes and only then did Zhao Yan noticed that he looked worn out and a bit pale. She felt worried when she saw this.


    "Husband... did you perhaps not sleep well last night?" She asked, looking at the slightly dark circles under his eyes.


    Fu Yanqing placed a hand on his temple. He indeed did not sleep well last night. He suffered from insomnia a lot. And the past three days, he was working overtime to finish his official duties and the paperwork that was due when he left the country.


    Nevertheless, he did not act weak. Instead, he leaned towards her, his eyes sparkling.


    "It brings me great pleasure to know that my wife is worried about me."


    Zhao Yan blinked at his statement. Yes... she was his wife now. But more importantly, he did not answer her question.


    "Husband, do you still have trouble sleeping? Or..." Zhao Yan thought of all kinds of possibilities why he would stay up late at night. Considering his position, he must have a lot of responsibilities and since he left the country for a while, this would mean that he has a lot of things to catch up with.


    "Ah, I understand. Husband, you worked very hard last night, right? You have been away for a long time so there must be a lot of work to do." She asked, wanting to confirm her suspicions. Fu Yanqing didn''t say anything but his silence confirmed it.


    "Husband, I know that you have a lot of responsibilities but you should also rest your body or you might get sick. It isn''t good for you to overwork yourself. Now, how are you going to entertain the guests? Ah, forget it. I will go in your place." Zhao Yan sighed heavily and stood up.


    "You can lie on the bed and take a rest. I will come back later."


    Fu Yanqing didn''t think that being called ''Husband'' by his little woman would feel this heavenly. Now, he understood why Zhang Yuan acted like an idiot most of the time. The binding charm of a woman was really deadly and pleasurably sinful.


    Aside from his mother and sister, no other person tried to openly show concern for his health. Not many would openly admonish him for it because they were either too scared or too fearful to say it to him.


    His little woman has acknowledged his status as an imperial prince but she still acted as if he was the same overbearing patient she used to take care of.


    Now that he remembers, not much changed from their interaction except for the fact that she became a little cautious against him whenever he would touch her cheek or hold her hand. Even when he wanted to hug her or place her on his lap, she would sometimes tense up.


    This reaction he could understand since it was one of the many prices he had to pay for his sin.


    Sometimes, he felt a bit greedy like now but he was also a man of his words. Since he has already promised her, he would stay true to his promise. It also motivated him everytime he heard her address him as her husband.


    But.. just for today. Since it was their wedding, he wanted to be a bit selfish.


    Fu Yanqing grabbed her wrist before she could leave. He pulled her to his lap and embraced her from behind.


    "H-Husband...?"


    Her low and reserved voice drifted into his ears. He rested his chin on her head and hummed in response.


    "We need to greet the guests..." Zhao Yan reminded him.


    "You don''t need to. Just rest here with me."


    Zhao Yan immediately protested. "But how can that be? That would be very rude and the Empress Dowager would be disappointed..."


    Fu Yanqing leaned down his lips just an inch next to her delicate ear. "My wife, you must now address her as Imperial Mother."


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 Chapter 69：Follow Etiquette

    Zhao Yan placed a hand on her cheek. She would have to get used to this.


    Husband... Imperial Mother...


    These two things were not something that every lady can get ahold of. Marrying into the royal family is not easy. More or less, the prospective bride must at least have some connections or power, otherwise, how would she support her husband in the power struggle?


    Zhao Yan thought hard about this. Fu Yanqing has already come clean and told her that he married her because he liked her and that he wanted to be responsible. But in reality, he could have ignored her and just wait until the child was born before taking them away.


    There was no need to marry Zhao Yan or take responsibility since it wouldn''t benefit him. This would be the logical decision for someone of his status since he could just find another bride with a powerful family to help him.


    And yet, Fu Yanqing still married Zhao Yan which made her feel a bit complicated. She only wanted a good life for her child but now, she would have to worry about the power struggle in the palace because one way or another, she would end up caught in it especially since Fu Yanqing is in a special position with a lot of power.


    He must have a lot of enemies.


    He did tell her that he was not kind because being kind would cost him his life.


    Zhao Yan would probably stop being ''kind'' as well in order to avoid danger.


    "Yanyan.."


    Zhao Yan snapped out from her thoughts, a faint blush rising from her cheeks.


    "O-Of course, I will call her Imperial Mother from now on. Thank you for your reminder, Husband." Zhao Yan almost forgot about it. Was it possible that she was still finding it hard to accept the fact that she was now married? This was a huge change for her life but she would slowly but surely get used to it.


    "We still need to follow etiquette."


    He stood up and offered his hand to her. "My wife, will you let me hold your hand?"


    "Oh, yes. Thank you, Husband." Zhao Yan flashed him a soft smile.


    Seeing the delicate little face, Fu Yanqing had the urge to tell all the guests to get lost so he could spend time with his newly wedded wife.


    When the doors opened, both Zhao Yan and Fu Yanqing were quick to be noticed by the guests. When they saw Prince Jing holding the Princess Consort''s hand infront of other people, they all were stunned into silence. They did not know what to say at first.


    They weren''t sure if what they were seeing was real or a figment of imagination because in their memory, Prince Jing hated being approached by women to the point that being touched or being grazed by a finger or two would make him want to take a bath and scrub his skin raw. He would also burn his clothes and change into new ones whenever these incidents would happen.


    This made them turn to the Princess Consort with curiosity in their eyes. The madams had seen many brides in their life, even ones that were as beautiful as Zhao Yan but those brides didn''t have what Zhao Yan has, it was Prince Jing''s attention.


    As the apple of the prince''s eyes, a glance would show that she was a girl from a noble family. She possessed an indescribable implicit charm that made people want to firmly hold onto her, and also made them feel worried if they were even worthy.


    Some of the noble clan boys had been directed away by the guards for obvious reasons. Only the pampered ladies and madam were left. They all thought that the couple would separate and go to entertain their respective guests but to their surprise, the two kept holding hands while talking to people.


    The single dogs in the audience had a look of envy on their faces.


    Zhao Yan maintained a calm demeanor as she generously greeted and entertained the guests. She only knew a bit about the people around her because of the knowledge she got from Fu Yanqing and Court Lady Choi. In reality, they were all strangers to her and they were fawning over her, obviously trying to curry favor.


    Zhao Yan was a little overwhelmed seeing so many people but for the sake of the royal family''s reputation, she held on and avoided showing any narrow-minded attitude. It also helped that she was a very patient person.


    She knew very well that these madams who were smiling on the surface were secretly evaluating her in their hearts, their smile becoming more eager.


    Because of Fu Yanqing''s presence, no one dared to make trouble. Most people kept an amicable attitude as they gossiped and chatted. They also kept their voices low as they glanced at the newlyweds from time to time, their shrewd gazes never leaving the two.


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 Chapter 70：Princess Consort

    Zhao Yan was not used to talking to the madams with high standing but everytime she felt nervous, Fu Yanqing would lightly squeeze their intertwined hands to remind her that he was there for her.


    From time to time, he would also say something and the madams who had never been given the chance to see Prince Jing up close were all fawning and full of admiration. They said a few auspicious words, congratulating the couple.


    Inside the banquet, Zhang Yuan and Huang Yi were drinking and chatting together. Huang Yi''s face did not look good. He seemed to be bothered by something. Zhang Yuan immediately knew what it was. He could not help but laugh when he saw the newlywed and Fu Yanqing who was not the least bit afraid to show his wife to other people.


    Zhang Yuan was really amazed. Usually, the bride would go back to the bridal room after talking to the madams and the groom would go to the banquet to chat and have a few drinks with the men then it would be followed by the best part of the wedding which is consummating the marriage.


    Most grooms were paranoid, they would quickly hide away their wife and not let her talk to other people. However, Zhang Yuan was seeing just how fearless Fu Yanqing was who was accompanying his bride to their table.


    Huang Yi''s became even more complicated.


    "Her name.." He whispered.


    Zhang Yuan answered him. "Li Zhao Yan. She is from Tang Country. It is fate that allowed Prince Jing and her to meet each other." He said these words in a low tone so others would not hear it. Afterall, most people just assumed that the Princess Consort was from the same country as them.


    Huang Yi nearly choked while drinking. Zhang Yuan covered his mouth as he tried not to laugh.


    "Young master Huang, it isn''t everyday that I get to see you making so many different faces aside from your usually calm expression."


    Huang Yi threw him a glare. "Chancellor, do you find it funny?"


    "I do! I do!" Zhang Yuan answered cheerfully as he gulped down his drink.


    Huang Yi shook his head. He also gulped down his drink and waited for the couple to approach.


    Fu Yanqing looked at the two very meaningfully as if telling them to not make him lose face in front of his newlywedded wife. Zhang Yuan just found it funny. Before, Fu Yanqing used to ridicule him for being a lovestruck fool but look how the tables have turned.


    Zhang Yuan righted himself and deeply bowed. "Princess Consort Jing, it is an honor to formally meet you. I am the Chancellor, Zhang Yuan. This subject congratulates you and his highness on your marriage. This subject wishes that Prince Jing and Princess Consort Jing grow old together and give birth to a noble son. I hope you won''t dislike it. This subject has a clumsy mouth and can only offer these words to you."


    Huang Yi also stood up and bowed. "This subject shares the same sentiment. I am Huang Yi, a medical doctor from the Medicine Valley. I heard that Princess Consort Jing is also a doctor. It isn''t everyday that I see a noble lady who practices medicine. It makes me admire the Princess Consort." Huang Yi smiled dutifully but he lowered his gaze as soon as he saw Fu Yanqing''s sharp gaze. He laughed inwardly at the thought that the cold Prince Jing was getting jealous over such a simple matter.


    Zhang Yuan smiled even wider as he heard this. Fu Yanqing, this lucky bastard found himself a very considerate wife.


    "Not at all. His Highness has been a good confidant since we were young. I would have to trouble Princess Consort Jing to take care of His Highness in our stead." Then he playfully sighed and whispered in a low voice.


    "Prince Jing left the country to find his little wife. I thought it was His Highness'' way of escaping his duties but who knew that he would get married three days after his return. This subject feels very happy to know that after so many years of waiting. His Highness finally found someone to settle with.."


    Fu Yanqung cut him off. "Chancellor Zhang likes to talk about a lot of unnecessary things. Chancellor Zhang seems to have a lot of free time. It seems that I was too lenient on you lately."


    Zhang Yuan froze. He was only joking around but Fu Yanqing actually still dared to pick on him!


    He looked at Huang Yi, trying to signal the other party to help him. But Huang Yi pretended he did not see him. In fact, his eyes were a little fixated on the Princess Consort.


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