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    As soon as I left Miro''s presence, I headed for my room and didn''t stop until I was inside and the door was closed behind me. Once I leaned against it, I raised my hand to see it trembling. To be very freaking honest. Miro was a scary man.


    I could feel his aura as he held my neck and mmed me into the wall. I can now see how the twins are so different. Theon''s anger was probably like a calm, blue sea that could turn into stormy waves while Miro''s anger felt like standing next to a volcano. I touched my neck again, recalling the incident between us. The fact that he looks like Theon also doesn''t help matters because tell me why, despite his harassment, I felt something for him swimming deep in my core? I ran a hand through my hair, trying to think things through.


    Am I broken or something? Because why would Miro''s hand around my neck turn me on? Why did I feel the urge to keep daring and pushing him to the brink just to see what he''d do? What if he hurts me? What if I don''t like what I find?


    My phone buzzed, and I crossed the room to the nightstand to check the caller ID.


    Sitting on my bed, I put the phone to my ears. "Hey Ginger." I sighed.


    "Where have you been?!" Sadie squealed. "I''ve been calling since, like, forever." "I''m so sorry. I had training with Theon."


    "Theon?" Sadie asked. "Since when is my uncle on a first-name basis with you?" Oh Shit!


    "I-I mean Prince Theon. It was a slip of tongue. Sorry." I rambled.


    There was a bit of silence on the other end. "Hello?" I called.


    "Yeah. I''m here." Sadie said, "I guess living with my Uncles is making you get ideas."


    I blinked, taken aback. "Excuse me? What ideas?"


    "Nothing." Sadie chuckled nervously. "Just kidding."


    "No. Tell me what''s on your f****king mind, Sadie. Since you''ve gained some confidence now and shit!" I gritted out.


    "Oh, my! Are you upset?"


    Is she seriously asking me that right now?N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content.


    "You know what? I have to go to the Academy. So talkter." I said and ended the call before she could have anything else to


    say.


    I fell back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. Does Sadie also think I am not worthy enough to be her uncle''s love interest? I mean, I don''t really want him, but it kinda hurts to know my only friend thinks that way of me. It hurts even more to admit she''s right. ss-wise, I don''t evene close to the Windermeres.


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    I am nothing. A nobody. An outcast. An Orphan. I have nothing and no one and I''d be very very stupid to think someone like me can have a happy ending with someone like Theon.


    My eyes burned with tears as I fingered the pendant and the Moonstone. I wish I could rip off the stupid Moonstone and throw it in the deepest ocean. I now hate it. I hate it so much. It skews my judgement and makes me have ideas I should not have. Laughing with Theon, flirting with him, getting turned on by Miro''s mild violence. Do I really know the twins at all?


    Am I throwing myself off the deep end by dancing in their shadows?


    I can''t even trust myself to make a resolve not to let the Moonstone get to me. I have done that before and I always break my promise. Now I just want to leave this ce and get some air. My phone buzzed again, and I saw i