Chapter 38 – Departing the Great Forest
<span style="font-weight:400">— Leon Greyrat —
<span style="font-weight:400">Sshing my face, I let the water drip down my chin as I looked down at the clear river water, showing the reflection of someone I was quite familiar with.
<span style="font-weight:400">Me.
<span style="font-weight:400">It hadn’t really urred to me, as survival was my top priority for my journey through the Demon Continent, but as time passed, my physical appearance changed quite a bit.
<span style="font-weight:400">Most notably, there were now a few whiskers of facial hair beginning to grow on my usually clear face. This introduction of body hair had also made its way across much of my body, including around my ‘little man’, as Paul would call it.
<span style="font-weight:400">This along with a deepening voice and the weird feelings I kept getting around Eris, there was no mistaking it.
<span style="font-weight:400">I was in the golden age of puberty.
<span style="font-weight:400">Well, considering I was nearing fourteen years old at this point, it was only natural. In fact, I would be quite concerned if I hadn’t had any changes.
<span style="font-weight:400">Anyway, aside from the more obvious signs of growth, my facial features had also begun to change and, to my utter dismay, I was still growing up to look like Paul.
<span style="font-weight:400">And how the Water God said I looked like him as a kid…
<span style="font-weight:400">Was he actually my father?
<span style="font-weight:400">I… wouldn’t know how to feel about that.
<span style="font-weight:400">On one hand, that meant he left Alice, which would put a disgusting taste in my mouth, but on the other, it would feel nice to have a blood rtion to my family…
<span style="font-weight:400">It could also just be that I have the genes of the Notos Greyrat line, or perhaps many Asuran men in general had Paul’s traits.
<span style="font-weight:400">Anyway, while I was beginning to look more and more like that man, I was pleased with the fact that I wasn’t an exact copy.
<span style="font-weight:400">Rather, I was… softer.
<span style="font-weight:400">Rounder cheeks, a smaller nose, smaller ears… that kind of thing.
<span style="font-weight:400">They were all features my dear biological mother, Alice, had, so I was content to keep them throughout adulthood.
<span style="font-weight:400">So, overall, I was gaining some of Paul’s handsome features while keeping some of my youthful ones.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Not bad… but I don’t think it’s time to grow out a beard just yet,” I murmured to myself before coating my face in wind magic, cutting off all the whiskers.
<span style="font-weight:400">Ah, and now that I look at myself, my hair needs a trim too.
<span style="font-weight:400">Luckily, my hair was naturally choppy and rugged, so cutting it myself wouldn’t look out of ce.
<span style="font-weight:400">And, gathering my hair in a fist and raising a knife, I did just that, cutting it so that the length would stop just above my shoulders.
<span style="font-weight:400">“There… that’s better.”
<span style="font-weight:400">But I didn’te here to the river to look at myself and cut my hair, rather, it was to wash myself off after a long day of training.
<span style="font-weight:400">Unfortunately, there was no soap here in the Great Forest, but instead, there was a collection of herbs that made you smell good, so I was able to make do.
<span style="font-weight:400">Washing down my arms, I let my fingers trace a few scars that I had found myself keeping after our group’s adventure for the past year.
<span style="font-weight:400">Most of them were from the first week after we were teleported, a time when I was not only quite the reckless idiot with my fights, but my healing was also sloppy due to tiredness and stress.
<span style="font-weight:400">Of course, I also had a bunch of smaller ones, but those were mostly from cuts I didn’t notice, like scratches from bushes and equipment.
<span style="font-weight:400">Ah, well… I just hope my future wife. Or rather, wives, hopefully, won’t mind.
<span style="font-weight:400">Paul did say many women found scars attractive, and while he was usually quite the unreliable role model, he did know his way around the topic of romance. So I think I could trust him with that, at least.
<span style="font-weight:400">Eventually, with my extremely rustic bath finished, I then started back towards the Doldia vige, where our party had been staying for the past three months as we waited out the Great Forest’s rainy season.
<span style="font-weight:400">Getting a few nods of respect from the guardsmen, I was quickly met with the scene of Eris and Ruijerd in the middle of a spar.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Hiya!” Eris shouted.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Still too hasty, Eris. The Sword God Style’s speed is meant for defeating your opponent on the opening strike,” Ruijerd chided. “After the opening attack doesn’t work, you must adapt to a more roundedbat style. Now, again!”
<span style="font-weight:400">So that exins why I didn’t sense Eris nearby during my bath. The only things she liked more than trying to peep at me were sparring and training, after all.
<span style="font-weight:400">Well, she was also in the midst of puberty after all, and I would be lying if I said I have never felt the same urge.
<span style="font-weight:400">But I would hold myself back until we were all reunited.
<span style="font-weight:400">I wasn’t like my dear father, after all. I intended to ensure my lovers were my family and retained my full attention once we got to that point, especially when they meant as much to me as Eris did.
<span style="font-weight:400">Nevertheless, during our resting period, Eris had also grown quite a bit. Both in skills and looks.
<span style="font-weight:400">As one might have already guessed, I was immensely attracted to her.
<span style="font-weight:400">What was before the childish body of a bratty kid had grown into a youngdy with toned muscles while also keeping some softness in the right ces.
<span style="font-weight:400">Her long flowing red hair was tied back in a ponytail, while the strands that weren’t captured by her hairband had stuck to her face due to a mixture of sweat and humidity.
<span style="font-weight:400">And her face… well, I had always found it cute. Especially when she showed her gentle side rather than her usual fierceness.
<span style="font-weight:400">So an alluring body, an attractive face, and the captivating scene of her in the middle of training.
<span style="font-weight:400">Overall, a very tantalizing picture. It was no wonder I often found myself entranced.
<span style="font-weight:400">“That’s enough, Eris,” Ruijerd said, putting an end to the spar. “You have improved yet again. Well done, and be proud.”
<span style="font-weight:400">As Ruijerd reached down to pat Eris’ head, she quickly shook him off with a scowl.
<span style="font-weight:400">“That doesn’t matter! I’m not strong enough now!” she pouted.
<span style="font-weight:400">“That wille with time. Don’t be hasty,” Ruijerd said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Then what about Leon?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“He’s… an anomaly.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“How rude,” I said, interrupting them. “To call an innocent young man who hasn’t even reached adulthood that… Even I can feel hurt, you know?”
<span style="font-weight:400">Ruijerd looked over before forming a difficult expression. “I see… I’m sorry, Leon.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“I was joking,” I deadpanned.
<span style="font-weight:400">Honestly, this guy was way too serious.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Leon!” Eris said, casting her practice sword to the side as she ran up to me. “Were you watching?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“For a while,” I answered, smiling at the demure tone her voice had taken.
<span style="font-weight:400">“And? How’d I do?” she asked, looking away to avoid my gaze, acting as if she was unconcerned with my response.
<span style="font-weight:400">But you know, Eris, that doesn’t work when you keep ncing back at me.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Ruijerd was right,” I said, bringing my hand up to her head. “You’ve grown stronger, especially in the Sword God Style. I would say you’re nearing the Saint rank in strength, if you haven’t hit it already.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Her lips curled into a smile at mypliment as I gently ran my hand through her hair, this time not getting the hostile treatment that Ruijerd did.
<span style="font-weight:400">Ever since I professed my love for her on the ship, where she pretended to be asleep, I had noticed how much closer she started acting towards me. Even closer than before, which was somehow possible.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was cute. And I enjoyed the closeness to her as well, so I wasn’t one to refuse the subtle advances.
<span style="font-weight:400">With our time taken away from travelling, we had used these three months to train, either by ourselves, with each other, or against the monsters that came with the flooding forest.
<span style="font-weight:400">And Eris was no different, as she had decided to devote herself to the Sword God Style.
<span style="font-weight:400">I wasn’t sure if she was actually a Sword Saint, as I couldn’t tell the difference between a very fast <em><span style="font-weight:400">Longsword of Silence</em><span style="font-weight:400"> and an actual <em><span style="font-weight:400">Longsword of Light</em><span style="font-weight:400">, but those arbitrary titles like ‘Saint’ and ‘King’ didn’t really matter in the end. Plus, then there was that stuff about being a plete’ Sword Saint…
<span style="font-weight:400">Simply, it was a load of annoying to categorize bullshit.
<span style="font-weight:400">All that matters is that Eris was looking for strength. And slowly, she was surely finding it.
<span style="font-weight:400">I myself had been focusing more on training mybat style as a whole, especially with the introduction of the new and unsteady lightning element.
<span style="font-weight:400">That didn’t mean I was forgetting my sword skills, of course, but rather than focusing on the Sword God Style, I had been putting my all towards its opposite, the Water God Style.
<span style="font-weight:400">More specifically, the gift that the Water God Reida, my Master, had left me.
<span style="font-weight:400">The gift that was still burned into my memory as if it had been performed yesterday.
<span style="font-weight:400">Removing my hand from her head, I walked over to the practice sword Eris had dropped as she looked at me in confusion.
<span style="font-weight:400">Ignoring her, ignoring Ruijerd, and ignoring the world, I focused on the de held in my hands as I red at the tree in front of me.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Dance of Deluge</em><span style="font-weight:400">, one of the Five Secret Arts of the Water God Style.
<span style="font-weight:400">I was still unsure of what exactly it was meant to do, but from what Master showed me, I did have an idea.
<span style="font-weight:400">An absolute defence.
<span style="font-weight:400">A barrier where as soon as something enters, it is cut. Reduced to nothing.
<span style="font-weight:400">And how to perform that… it wasn’t simply speed.
<span style="font-weight:400">No, that would be in the realm of the Sword God Style.
<span style="font-weight:400">What this move needed was absolute calm and absolute control.
<span style="font-weight:400">Control over yourself, control over the sword, control over the opponent, and most importantly, control over the world itself.
<span style="font-weight:400">Taking the energy, the flow, the fate of the world and your opponent, and then transforming it to your advantage. Countering any attack one throws at you.
<span style="font-weight:400">That was the essence of the Water God Style.
<span style="font-weight:400">Control.
<span style="font-weight:400">So area control… but how to put that into a sword… that was the question.
<span style="font-weight:400">And to strike so fast at one who enters this ‘zone’ to the point where one might mistake it as a <em><span style="font-weight:400">Longsword of Light</em><span style="font-weight:400">…
<span style="font-weight:400">Perhaps… I needed to connect with this ‘zone’ so that instead of moving my sword so fast to cross a distance in an instant, it would only be a simple flick of the wrist.
<span style="font-weight:400">But how to do that?
<span style="font-weight:400">That’s been the question for essentially my entire time here, or at least since I discovered the conceptual side of this move.
<span style="font-weight:400">Crouching down, I let the touki flow through my de before pushing it outward, letting the pure mana infuse into the air around me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Realistically, with everything that I knew about mana, touki, and swordsmanship, the touki should be essentially useless as soon as it left its physical connection to me.
<span style="font-weight:400">And for the most part, that was true in this case as well.
<span style="font-weight:400">But I could feel it.
<span style="font-weight:400">While I couldn’t control the touki in the air, I could feel a connection to it, if only slightly.
<span style="font-weight:400">As if a ‘path’ had been created.
<span style="font-weight:400">So, activating my demon eye, I observed this path, noting how it led from the tip of my sword to the tree in front of me, just as I had wished.
<span style="font-weight:400">And, releasing thepressed force in my body, I unleashed a sword strike, following the pathid out before me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Soundlessly, I watched as the tree was instantly bisected, cut so perfectly horizontal that it didn’t even fall.
<span style="font-weight:400">“T-That was awesome, Leon!” Eris shouted from the side.
<span style="font-weight:400">“…Thanks, Eri,” I said, looking at the tree with a frown.
<span style="font-weight:400">While it was impressive, and definitely a step forward from where I was when I entered the Doldia vige, it wasn’t near Master’s level.
<span style="font-weight:400">And even then, I would never be able to use this technique in actualbat. It required way too much concentration and stillness to be properly used.
<span style="font-weight:400">So, I made some progress, but I wasn’t there yet.
<span style="font-weight:400">Such was the path of continuous improvement.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Let’s go grab Aisha and Norn. We’re leaving early tomorrow, so we should try to get as much sleep as possible,” I continued, walking over to Eris.
<span style="font-weight:400">As I walked forward, I noticed that she had averted her eyes once again, pouting as she yed with a lock of her hair.
<span style="font-weight:400">“What is it, Eri?”
<span style="font-weight:400">She looked up at me before quickly looking away once more.
<span style="font-weight:400">What’s with this?
<span style="font-weight:400">“I… Well, those two are probably going to miss me, right?” she said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Who, Tona and Tersena?” I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Eris nodded.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Yeah, they probably will. Why? Do you want to spend thest night with them?”
<span style="font-weight:400">She flinched before nodding.
<span style="font-weight:400">Okay, that made sense. Those two were the only girls her age she had ever got along with, aside from Sylphy. It made sense that Eris wanted to part on good terms.
<span style="font-weight:400">But why was she acting this way-?
<span style="font-weight:400">Wait… Was it that?
<span style="font-weight:400">Oh… That would be adorable.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Eri… Are you perhaps worried that I would be angry about not sleeping with you?” I asked, a slight teasing tone in my voice.
<span style="font-weight:400">She clicked her tongue before crossing her arms.
<span style="font-weight:400">That confirmed it.
<span style="font-weight:400">So Eris really was that adorable.
<span style="font-weight:400">Somewhere along our journey, probably when we all camped together on the Demon Continent, we had gotten into the habit of sharing a bed. ‘We’ being Eris, Aisha, Norn, and me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Nothing sexual happened, of course, as not only was I not quite ready for that, but my sisters were also sleeping in the same bed.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was more of a…fort thing.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Of course not, Eri,” I said. “You should spend as much time with those two as you can.”
<span style="font-weight:400">She nodded, though contrary to my expectations, her lips curled down into a frown.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Do you…” she said hesitantly. “Do you not care?”
<span style="font-weight:400">Oh… so that was it.
<span style="font-weight:400">How was she making herself even cuter?
<span style="font-weight:400">“That’s not it,” I sighed. “Being together during the night is very important to me. It gives me a physical reminder that we’re all together and safe, and it’s also the time when I can hold you and my sisters close for as long as I want. I love it, but I can handle you spending time with your friends for one night.”
<span style="font-weight:400">My true feelings seemed to do the trick as her frown quite literally turned upside down.
<span style="font-weight:400">“G-Good! You better appreciate it!” she said, walking away for a few steps before suddenly stopping. “…And just so you know… I like it too…”
<span style="font-weight:400">And with that, she ran off, leaving me with heated cheeks and a thumping heart as I stood still.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Leon. You seem to be troubled,” Ruijerd said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Y-Yeah…” I whispered out. “I know…”
<span style="font-weight:400">…Would Ist until we were all reunited once more?
<span style="font-weight:400">That was feeling less and less likely each day.
<span style="font-weight:400">— Leon Greyrat —
<span style="font-weight:400">“And so? Did you make sure to y with Evelina and Serenia a bunch?” I asked as Ibed through Aisha’s hair.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Yep! We yed a bunch of tag and then skipped some stones in the river!” Aisha replied happily, sewing the red scarf I had given her, patching up some of the holes it had umted.
<span style="font-weight:400">“That’s good. While it sucks we’ll be leaving, you should always part on good terms with friends,” I said. “And how about you, Norn? Did you have fun?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Yeah…” she said as she rested her head on my thigh with a sigh. “I just… wish they coulde with us.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“You know that’s impossible, Norn. But once you get older, I’m sure you four can all meet up again,” I said, letting my free hand tussle Norn’s head.
<span style="font-weight:400">The beastfolk of the Doldia vige were good people, though our pleasant amodations may have had something to do with us helping them against the smugglers.
<span style="font-weight:400">But that didn’t really matter, as more importantly, during our stay Aisha and Norn had finally made their first friends, Evelina and Serenia—a pair of sweet beastfolk girls.
<span style="font-weight:400">Honestly, with how well we’ve been treated, and with Norn and Aisha getting their first taste of friendship, if I didn’t know where Paul and Rudy were and if they were alive, I would likely have left them here before searching alone.
<span style="font-weight:400">But s, thanks to Kishirika I knew that Paul was on this continent at least as early as a few months ago, so we would have to leave together.
<span style="font-weight:400">Thinking about the beastfolk brought my thoughts over to the two Eris was currently spending her time with, Minitona and Tersena.
<span style="font-weight:400">They were nice girls, and even if they weren’t Eris’ friends, I would be fond of them.
<span style="font-weight:400">And Eris… well, she was <em><span style="font-weight:400">very</em><span style="font-weight:400"> fond of them.
<span style="font-weight:400">She was so fond of them, in fact, that she was able to hit it off with them as early as after the first night.
<span style="font-weight:400">She even endeavoured in trying to teach them the Human tongue!
<span style="font-weight:400">I was so proud to see the usually unsociable and snippy Eris actively making friends.
<span style="font-weight:400">Though… I had a feeling a lot of that was due to the Boreas blood running through her veins… but I was still happy for her.
<span style="font-weight:400">While I wasn’t as close to them as Eris was, I was familiar with the two as a result of Eris, mostly by acting as a trantor when Eris’ Beast God tongue was shaky on our arrival, and also through them teaching me the mysterious secret howl magic of the Beast race.
<span style="font-weight:400">Or rather, it would be better to say that they tried to teach me.
<span style="font-weight:400">No matter how much I practised, I simply couldn’t use the howl magic that they used. If I had to guess, there was likely me not having a Beast race physique that was holding me back, like Ruijerd and his third eye.
<span style="font-weight:400">But, while I wasn’t able to use howl magic, I was able to replicate it… somewhat.
<span style="font-weight:400">Sound magic.
<span style="font-weight:400">Honestly, it wasn’t anything novel, but rather an advanced application of wind magic that created vibrations in the air causing sound.
<span style="font-weight:400">I still needed more practice, though.
<span style="font-weight:400">During my training, I tried to use howl magic by infusing my voice with mana, and to some extent, it worked, though it was rather a separate method of activating sound magic rather than actual howl magic.
<span style="font-weight:400">But it did get me thinking… infusing the voice with mana… was that how incantations came to be?
<span style="font-weight:400">Somehow, having that activate a spell… somehow.
<span style="font-weight:400">Well, I wasn’t a schr, nor did I n to be, so those questions were better left unanswered for the sake of my psyche.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Anyway, I got all your knots out, Aisha, so I think it’s time for bed,” I said, putting down theb. “We should get some sleep.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Aww, but Brother~!”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Don’t even start, Aisha. Look at Norn,” I said, looking down at the blonde-haired girl who was basically asleep at this point, snuggling against my leg as she breathed softly out her nose.
<span style="font-weight:400">Honestly… she was such a cutie.
<span style="font-weight:400">And it seemed that having some friends got her out of her shell, so to say I was happy about Norn’s development would be an understatement.
<span style="font-weight:400">Aisha too, while she was already quite mature, was able to tap into some of her natural childishness a bit more around kids her age.
<span style="font-weight:400">Just the thought put a smile on my face.
<span style="font-weight:400">“What are you smiling about, brother?” Aisha said as she blew out the candle.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I’m just proud of you, is all,” I said, scooping her up in my arms as Iid down on the bed.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Oh? T-Thanks… I’m proud of you too,” she said, snuggling against my chest.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Yeah… thanks, Aisha.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Closing my eyes, Ibed my hands through Aisha’s hair until she eventually fell asleep, her breathing slowing to match Norn’s in a constant rhythm.
<span style="font-weight:400">Smiling at the warmth I felt, my lips then straightened into a line as I thought about the future.
<span style="font-weight:400">Tomorrow, we would be on the road again.
<span style="font-weight:400">Travelling to Millishion, where my father was hopefully still staying, would take a month or two. And then, it was only the decision of what to do about Eris.
<span style="font-weight:400">Would I go right to my mothers in the Begaritt Continent?
<span style="font-weight:400">Would I escort Eris back to the Fittoa Region?
<span style="font-weight:400">Could I take Eris with me to the Begaritt Continent?
<span style="font-weight:400">And what about Sylphy?
<span style="font-weight:400">I knew from Lilia’s stories how disgusting the royal pce was, especially for a sweet, innocent, and cute girl like her.
<span style="font-weight:400">Would I go to Sylphy after my mothers? Could I afford to? Should I go to Sylphy first?
<span style="font-weight:400">With those thoughts and questions swirling in my mind, I eventually sighed before clearing them out and preparing for sleep.
<span style="font-weight:400">Thinking about it would do nothing when I couldn’t act on it, and the situation might have even changed since Kishirika told me where they were.
<span style="font-weight:400">So, for now, I would get some rest, and leave the difficult decisions for a future me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Sorry, future Leon.
<span style="font-weight:400">— Leon Greyrat —
<span style="font-weight:400">Watching the flurry of attacks being exchanged between Eris and Minitona, I couldn’t help but sigh a bit in frustration.
<span style="font-weight:400">Was this amon thing for girls here? Or was it just because they were headstrong?
<span style="font-weight:400">Either way, instead of talking it out and tying up loose ends, the two had decided to have a final spar before they parted ways.
<span style="font-weight:400">Apparently, as the morning of our departure dawned, Eris was awoken by a very serious Minitona who offered her a spar, with the wager being that Eris would stay if she won.
<span style="font-weight:400">Of course, against an opponent like Eris, Tona, who had barely reached the Intermediate rank of swordsmanship, had no chance to win.
<span style="font-weight:400">But I suppose the feelings behind the spar were important, so Eris was taking it as seriously as she could without ending it in one swing, while also being sure not to identally kill her good friend.
<span style="font-weight:400">I watched as Eris suddenly narrowed her eyes, causing Tona to freeze in ce.
<span style="font-weight:400">Knocking the wooden sword out of the frozen girl’s hand, Eris then ced her own wooden de next to her neck, ending the fight.
<span style="font-weight:400">“It’s over,” Eris said calmly. “I’m leaving.”
<span style="font-weight:400">As for what made Tona freeze in the middle of the fight, that was Eris’ new technique that Ruijerd taught her. The ‘Bloodlust Technique’.
<span style="font-weight:400">Bloodlust, or killing intent, was something that was released naturally by people in stressful situations.
<span style="font-weight:400">From what I could tell, both from experience and my mana sight, it was simply the mana that radiated out of a person, allowing people to sense someone’s seriousness about killing and danger instinctually.
<span style="font-weight:400">This bloodlust could also be controlled by manipting how much bloodlust is released. Usually, bloodlust was suppressed to make opponents unable to tell when one would attack, particrly for assassinations and the Water God Style.
<span style="font-weight:400">The Superd and Eris, however, went in the opposite direction by enhancing this bloodlust, enabling them to catch people off guard.
<span style="font-weight:400">Ruijerd also taught Eris how to use this ability in tandem with her natural talent to set the tempo for a fight and allow her to draw out her opponent’s attacks. It was quite simr to a Water God technique, but one Eris could use.
<span style="font-weight:400">After all, when it came to setting the tempo for a fight, Eris was already a master. She was even better than I was myself, despite me being a Water Saint.
<span style="font-weight:400">Shaking my head to get rid of the useless thoughts, I watched as Minitona trembled in sadness before running into Eris’ embrace, crying into her shoulder as she held her close.
<span style="font-weight:400">The beauty of friendship… how amazing.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Brother?” Norn said, looking up at me from my side. “Can we… train some more?”
<span style="font-weight:400">Smiling gently, I ran my hand through her hair as I thought about her and Aisha’s progress as well.
<span style="font-weight:400">As soon as we settled into the Doldia vige, both Aisha and Norn had asked for me to train them. With Aisha focusing on magic and Norn trying her hand at swordsmanship.
<span style="font-weight:400">At this point, Aisha was able to cast most Beginner spells for all schools of magic, and I was now training her in chantless casting and mastery of mana control before increasing the rank of spells.
<span style="font-weight:400">Norn, on the other hand, did not have her sister’s talent for magic, so I decided to have her focus on healing to keep herself safe and the basic fire and water spells for survival.
<span style="font-weight:400">With the de, though, I could say she had some skill.
<span style="font-weight:400">While she was only a Beginner in the Sword God and Water God Styles, as she trained more and grew up a bit, I was sure she would get strong enough to be able to defend herself.
<span style="font-weight:400">The thought filled me with happiness and relief.
<span style="font-weight:400">Still though… I knew they weren’t training for that far future in mind. Rather, it was because they didn’t want to be a burden to me right now, and no matter how much I reassured them, they would always think deep down they needed to make it easier for me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Just like before, I was constantly conflicted.
<span style="font-weight:400">Conflicted between the joy of watching and aiding in their growth and not wanting to confirm their unfounded suspicions of being a burden.
<span style="font-weight:400">Luckily, with the introduction of Evelina and Serenia, the two had focused more on spending time with their new friends rather than training, so overall, I was content with how things went.
<span style="font-weight:400">Now that they wouldn’t have those two to distract them, though… I really hoped they would calm down with the training.
<span style="font-weight:400">Is this what Mama felt like?
<span style="font-weight:400">I know she was proud of me whenever I showed off my talents, but there was always that underlying worry I could see in her eyes.
<span style="font-weight:400">I’ll have to apologize and reassure her when I find her.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Sorry, Norn, but no. We’re leaving today, after all,” I said. “Did you say goodbye to your friends?”
<span style="font-weight:400">She nodded sadly. “Evie and Serie were really upset…”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Well, you told them you can meet again, right?” I consoled her. “As long as you’re alive, you can reunite with them. Plus, just think of how fun it will be to see them when you’re all older.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“R-Right! I can’t wait!” Norn said, a little more life in her voice now.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Good…”
<span style="font-weight:400">I then looked up to see Eris and her two friends walking towards us, seemingly having aired out their feelings and epted their separation.
<span style="font-weight:400">It didn’t make them any less sad, though, as evidenced by the frowns all three were wearing.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Leon… Eris… I’ll get stronger, okay?” Minitona said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Of course,” I nodded with a smile. “And don’t feel too sad. We will meet again, after all.”
<span style="font-weight:400">We all will.
<span style="font-weight:400">As we began packing everything into the carriage the vige had graciously given us, I watched as Eris, Minitona, and Tersena said their final goodbyes, as well as Aisha, Norn, and the two beastfolk girls they had gotten close with.
<span style="font-weight:400">And then, of course, there was Ruijerd and Gustav.
<span style="font-weight:400">The two older men had grown closer by talking about stories of their youth long into the night, and I knew that Ruijerd was quite pleased with having made a friend despite his race.
<span style="font-weight:400">…Wait.
<span style="font-weight:400">Eris and my dear sisters made friends… even that Ruijerd did… and yet here I was, watching them all say their goodbyes by myself.
<span style="font-weight:400">…Was I a loner?
<span style="font-weight:400">N-No, that couldn’t be it. I was just busy. Yes… I was just busy.
<span style="font-weight:400">But to think we would end up spending three entire months in a beastfolk vige during our journey back… and speaking of…
<span style="font-weight:400">Taking out the ring ne that was tied around my neck, I brushed my thumb over the scratched wood as I thought about Big Sis Ghiine.
<span style="font-weight:400">While spending time in her homnd, I learned that despite her calling herself a ‘troublesome youth’, that was quite an understatement.
<span style="font-weight:400">I would love to mend her issues with her family, but from the sour looks Gustav and especially Gyes made at her name’s mention… that might be a little too hard.
<span style="font-weight:400">At least I was able to tell Tona some cool stories about her aunt from adventuring when I was a baby, which Eris and my sisters joined in to listen to attentively.
<span style="font-weight:400">But s…
<span style="font-weight:400">“Leon.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Hearing a voice call out to me, I turned to see Gyes looking at the ring with aplicated expression.
<span style="font-weight:400">“…If you are able to reunite with Ghiine, I would like you to tell her that I’m sorry.”
<span style="font-weight:400">…I was not expecting this.
<span style="font-weight:400">“For abandoning her as a child and leaving her to that wandering swordsman… I am quite ashamed now as a brother that I gave up on her. Especially after watching how you three act together,” he said, looking between Aisha, Norn, and me.
<span style="font-weight:400">Shaking my head, I responded, “It isn’t your fault, Gyes. Big Sis was a troublesome kid, and the path she walked made her who she is today. But… if you want to apologize, you should do it yourself.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Clenching my fist, I thought about Mama, Lilia, Sylphy, Roxy, Rudy, and even Paul.
<span style="font-weight:400">All the people I still needed to find.
<span style="font-weight:400">“As long as you both are alive, bonds can be reformed with effort. And family… they are absolutely worth that effort.”
<span style="font-weight:400">His eyes meeting mine, Gyes eventually smiled as he nodded.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I see… Then I suppose I should ask you to send her back here if you can. That way we can talk in person.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Of course,” I answered.
<span style="font-weight:400">And with that, our group’s three-month chapter in the Doldia vige came to an end as the ‘Red Wolves’ looked forward to our next destination… Millishion.