So many questions and not a single answer. How would you figure out who you were with no memories, no one to talk to not even anyone that used know who you were? How much do I know? How smart am I? How educated am I? Am I good? Am I bad? Am I loved?


    Well I can think in a language a single language, English that means I was born in an English country or raised in a family who only spoke English. I do sometimes know strange synonyms for words like “sayonara” and “goodbye” I know goodbye is English but sayonara feels so random like a made up word or maybe slang?


    The light…did it become bigger? Have I gotten closer?? All this time I’ve been walking towards that light but not once have I felt like I got closer. I feel closer now or maybe- no let’s just pretend I’ve gotten closer even if I haven’t. I feel like I’ll go crazy with the thought that I might be walking endlessly.This story is posted elsewhere by the author. Help them out by reading the authentic version.


    So an English country? What else can I use to figure this out?


    I thought about it for so long I tried to think of all the English countries I could name but it felt as if my brain just wouldn’t let me think about it. It’s a hard feeling to explain you could say it feels like you’re being handicapped. You can see what you want but you can’t reach it. I tried other things like thinking of family but that only led to more questions.


    I felt like I could start recalling things when I asked myself these questions but extremely vaguely.


    I remember saying older sister and younger brother a lot, to other people. But I don’t feel like I had any siblings at all for some reason. Just what was I like?


    My feet begin to feel heavier as I walk. My shoulders warm. The new sensations were not welcomed they made me feel disappointed in..                               ..myself?