?Chapter 2473: because you’re in pain, i’m in pain (2)
he finally understood what it was like to love someone and what it felt like.
if she was in a little pain, he would be in a hundred times more pain.
zhou chongguang knew that the price he had to pay for loving qin mu was to be cruel to that child.
he had never hesitated, at least not until now.
he didn’t have any feelings for that child either. he even felt that it wasn’t his child, yingluo.
because there was no love and no participation, he felt that the child had nothing to do with him.
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but qin mu would mind.
zhou chongguang had been watching over her the entire time, waiting for her to wake up.
at this moment, he could no longer care about his mother and gu mei. in his heart and eyes, there was only qin mu.
He was thinking about Qin MU’s reaction when he first saw him after he woke up.
He was afraid but also looked forward to Yingluo. @@novelbin@@
When Qin Mu woke up, it was already three in the afternoon.
the winter sun shone into the ward through the ss, making qin mu’s face even paler.
Qin Mu slowly opened his eyes. His long eyshes blinked gently, and they were a little sore.
zhou chongguang’s face was reflected in her eyes.
it seemed that he had be much more haggard after not seeing him for a long time.
qin mu was a little absent-minded. he just looked at him like that and did note back to his senses. however, tears flowed down from the corners of his eyes.
“Zhou chongguang, let’s leave Xuanji.”
But before she could finish her words, he covered her lips.
Zhou chongguang blocked her lips, his dark eyes locked onto her small face, his voice low and hoarse. Mumu, don’t ever say these two words out loud, okay? I’ll give you time.
he lowered his eyes and said these three words very, very softly.
i’m sorry.
Qin MU’s tears fell even more. They rolled down drop by drop and soaked the pillow.
zhou chongguang felt that his heart was about to break into pieces, and he keptforting her, ” “mumu.”
She didn’t make a sound and turned her face to the side, her back facing him.
“Zhou chongguang, I’m tired,” he said softly after a long time.
“Then you sleep, I’ll watch over you.” he said carefully.
At this moment, he could somewhat understand how she felt back then. This was probably how she felt when she loved someone so lowly.
qin mu turned around, but his tears didn’t stop. he knew that she was crying, but he didn’t dare to disturb her.
he was afraid that she would say those two words again.
He could not bear to lose her.
However, the matter had to be resolved.
no matter how difficult or painful it was, he had to experience it once.
Half an hourter, he said in a hoarse voice, ” “qin mu, this child won’t be born.”
qin mu didn’t say anything.
he didn’t say anything more. he justy down beside her and hugged her from behind.
Qin Mu struggled for a moment, but he hugged her tightly and refused to let go.
In the end, she was weak and couldn’t outrun him, but her body was stiff and she resisted.
His deep voice rang in her ears,”Mumu, believe me this once, this child was born before!” After we got together, I didn’t do anything with her or any other woman.”
she believed his words.
because after that, he really did not touch any women, and she could feel it.
However, she could not ept a child.
this was especially so when she tried so hard to have a child with him. in the end, another woman had a child. to qin mu, this was a very humiliating matter. furthermore, he and his mother were apanying gu mei at the hospital for a prenatal examination.
Qin Mu suddenly felt that everything wasughable!
[i’m going out tomorrow. the website will be active for five days. i’ll try my best to watch it at eight o ‘clock in the morning ~ everyone is cold ~ i’ll ask for a rmendation ticket ~ good night, i’ll update again tomorrow night.]