Dear Readers!!


    Stories come into existence at their appropriate time through writers, and they are read at their appropriate time by readers. This is my thought on the art of writing. Through this author''s note, I want to share the process of writing this novel. I know you may not be interested in reading this..., but I''m writing it for myself so that in the future, when I reread it, I can relive the feelings I experienced while creating it.


    Before I begin, I would like to acknowledge and warmly thank my personal head of this project, my Mr. Cutie—Kishhmisss ji.


    For me, writing stories is not a timepass type....; it''s like an obsession—or perhaps a curse. That''s why I often avoid starting to write something big. But at the same time I love it, so I chose it willingly. It''s not that I didn''t enjoy the process. I really loved writing this novel. It felt like a journey. Through it, I got to know Krishna and his love in a new and profound way. That makes it very special to me....


    However, I want to share something more. While writing this, I was going through some personal challenges and other things in my personal life. This novel helped me suppress that pain; it was more like a bandage, allowing me to overlook my existing pain. It helped me grow, but at the same time, I couldn''t focus on my life. During the whole writing process, I was constantly thinking about the plot—what would happen next, how things would proceed..... Almost 24 hours a day, my thoughts almost revolved around the story. Even before sleeping, and in my dreams, the story consumed my mind. I couldn''t think about anything else.


    Sometimes, I felt frustrated because my stressed mind made my nightmares problems worse. It often felt like the story would explode in my mind if I didn''t bring it into the physical world through words. Yet, every time I wrote the next chapter, I felt a sense of relief and deep satisfaction. I really cherished that feeling....and to be honest writing it was my life''s one of best decisions.


    I''m not ranting here—I just want to express these emotions. It wasn''t painful; it was as if the story itself wanted to come out. (Hehe, I''m just joking!) So let''s start from the beginning: how I started writing this novel on September 20, 2024.


    Usually, before writing anything, I plot the beginning and the ending in my mind. For this story, too, I had an initial plan. At first, I thought of writing a short story about a girl who connects to Krishna''s dimension through a secret key. But somehow, this story turned into something completely different. I still remember that night—the feeling I had when the connection to Ramana struck me. I was so happy and excited to write it! From that moment, I just wanted to write the ending, because I was thrilled about the reunion scene after realizing that Ramana would be the female lead.


    While writing, there were moments when unexpected ideas came to me. It often felt like I was more of a reader than a writer! There were also times when I got stuck. Do you know what helped me in those moments?.... Music. It felt like the frequencies of music helped me connect to the story''s frequency. (I recently watched a sci-fi film, so maybe I''m feeling its side effects!)


    I want to share an incident when I felt incredibly nervous about writing the final part. Initially, I was excited to pen it down, but when the time came, I froze. I felt anxious about writing the flashback scenes—what if they confused the readers? What if the kiss scene disgusted them? What if it became more about physical sensations than emotional depth? I was battling all these fears internally.


    Later that night, I plugged in my earphones and played the magical song that always serves as the key to opening the dimension of story ideas. It was the Your Name anime song, Nandemonaiya. As the song played, the entire ending unfolded in my mind like a movie. That moment gave me the clarity and inspiration I needed, and the song became the backdrop for the perfect conclusion.


    I just remembered a funny incident. One night, I was thinking about the epilogue of the story before sleeping. Later, in my dream, I got kidnapped by a gang of monkeys, lol. Maybe Krishna is really serious about his privacy. Heheeee!


    Another incident that comes to mind is about the birth of Ramana Sakhi story. The best part was her name. I don''t remember the exact date, but one night, as I was sleeping, I woke up suddenly, and the name Ramana came to me like a whisper...and my heartbeat suddenly got fasten..... The next day, I started thinking about it, and somehow, I came up with the plot for the story.


    At first, after writing the first letter, I wanted it to be a one-sided lover''s letter. I think I wrote it around April 3 of this year....i didn''t have any plan of 2nd and 3rd part untill then..... l  remember when, sometime later, I went to watch the sunrise near the Ganga River for the first time. That''s when the idea for the second letter came to me. That sunrise scene—and the moment when I touched the water—felt like they gave me my next letter. I was so excited to write it down. It felt like the story was dancing in my mind....All credit goes to my dear Ganga Maa !!


    After that, I didn''t want to write a third letter. But when I started, I initially planned to give it a happy ending. That''s why I left the letter with an open ending. Still, I felt incomplete dont know why..


    This tale has been unlawfully lifted without the author''s consent. Report any appearances on Amazon.. So, I imagined an ending where Ramana would die in her lover''s lap. But I didn''t write it down and eventually forgot about it....However, the story finally came together in another way. That''s why I believe stories come into existence at their appropriate time through writers....(I am good in giving baseless justification hehe...ik i am delusional...)


    After all this rambling, I want to share my favorite moment from this novel: the Shrivrindavandham chapter. I felt so overwhelmed while writing it—and quite nervous too. My aim was to make readers feel the limitless love of Krishna through his eyes. I felt so blessed and lucky to write this.


    And lastly, thank you so much, Maa Kali. You are my savior—you know what I mean.... Thank you for everything, and thank you for being with me through this story.


    And i would like to add one more last thing...a small thank you note for everyone who were my external mode of motivation from starting....


    A special thanks to chikuuuuu aka chitra who is future jethani TOO ....because of her .....Dwapar Yug trip went possible ....and she was the one who mainly motivated me to start this novel...and used to fight with me regarding story events...she used to give me tips and tricks how to impress him....Hehe...she even created a  epilogue....thank you yrr


    Prapti aka pihuuuuu ..... she always used to message me after reading and also encourage me even gave some ideas for writing....she helped me a lot....thank you....


    Krishnasaheli ....aka.....Sinchana....she used to message me after reading the chapter and always gave her pervious comment personally even told her creative imagination ...I loved her that one...in which she gave me idea to propose Krishna infront of bankebihari temple...thank you....


    Popbrainster aka .....my all rounder sakhi .... I met her while writing this...and start to know more about about philosophical and loveable side of krishnaaaa....I also loved to discuss about cinema related talks with her....thank you...


    Harivandita sakhiii aka nimisha .... her loveable comments means a lot for me. i really loved interacting with her and blessed to meet her and her love towards hari....thank you...


    A special soul I got while working on this novel was...krishnapriya....she was the one to mail me....at that time when I needed it the most....I remembered I read her mail ar 11:11.... and I really felt light after talking with her...thank you for that.


    Gunjan also thank you for showing your love it means  a lot for me....


    And all silent readers and other readers whose names I forgot to mentioned....thank you all for being a part of my 2024


    This year was so special for me I met many new people, feelings and experiences...


    And got to know this novel is no.1 trending on #krishna  ... thank you Krishna for this too!!


    I pray and wish you a very happy new year....I really wish may this new year may awaken your connection with Your lovely Krishna....and you may find your key to Krishna''s dimension soon.


    Take care of yourself and him too!!


    Colors are flowing around me,


    Like a storm.


    I know it''s the sound of colors,


    Coming from you,


    My dear artist.


    I want to touch your hands,


    Those not only created a art like me,


    But also carve the path


    To color my black-and-white world.


    Your soft hands must be tired


    Because of me.


    Let them rest for a while...


    This time, I want to paint


    Your world with my fake,


    Apocalyptic kind of love...


    Yet can you give me a single chance,


    Oh, my dear artist?!


    I know I''m not perfect like you...


    But let yourself rest for a while,


    And be my muse this time.


    ●Radhikakrishnasakhi


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    Finallyyyy A very bigggg Arigatoooooooo!!!


    And


    Wishing you a very happy new year 2025 !!


    <u>?? Radhe Radhe ??</u>


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