Chapter 0036 OLIVIA


    Today is the day of the Blood Moon. It also means that tonight at midnight, Skye and I will finally be able to talk and shift. And I will be able to find out if my mate lives in this pack. I have been so conflicted thest few days. On one side, I am taught that finding your mate is the most important thing that happens in a wolf''s life. On the other side, I am falling in love with Logan. He lias been so amazing in every way. He took care of me when I wasn''t well, and he always took his time training with me. And on top of he makes me feel so good when we get intimate, So good I almost asked him to take my virginity.


    Also, I had remembered the message Skye gave me when I was unconscious. She had said we needed him. Whatever that means, I do not know. I had not told anyone about this. I didn''t want anyone tough at me. But it also made me wonder if Logan could possibly be my mate. Obviously, I would be his second chance mate, but those do happen. We all know that.


    But would he even want to have a second chance with a mate? We sometimes talked about me finding my mate. And he always tells me that when I find him, he will back down. And he always assures me he won''t ever get in the way when I find my way. That all he wants is for me to be happy. If only he knew that I sometimes think about choosing him over any mate. God, why does love have to be soplicated?


    "What are you thinking about, beautiful." I am ripped out of my thoughts and move my head from his chest, where it has been all night while we slept.


    "Nothing," I say. But he knows it''s a lie. He shifts us around so I am lying under him.


    "Don''t like to me, baby. I could literally hear the wheels running" He smiles. I sigh, knowing he won''t let it go.


    "It is the blood moon tonight," I say, and he looks at me and smiles again.


    "It is. And you will be 18 the minute it gets midnight. It is a big night tonight." He says and smiles.


    "Yeah. I am nervous." I admit. And he looks at me.


    "Don''t be, baby. Everything will go the way it is supposed to." He says, and I nod my head.


    "That reminds me. I have something for you, Anna helped me pick it." He tells me and gets off the bed, and walks into his closet.


    My eyes go wide when hees back out. He has the most beautiful red dress in his hands. I have never seen anything like it before. It''s a long evening gown withce sleeves andce covering the back as well. Bodycon style in 2yers,yer one being silk that stops at my thighs, and the secondyer is the samece as on sleeves and back flowing all the way to the floor. The silk is blood red, and thece is a slightly darker-red.


    . "Logan," I whisper, Lost for words. I get out of bed.


    "Do you


    like it?" he asks me, smiling. I nod my head.


    "I do. But it must have been so expensive." I say, and he chuckles.


    "Don''t worry about the price, baby. You can say it is an early birthday present. I wanted you to have something special to wear tonight." He tells me and bends down and kisses me. "Thank you," I whisper. 1


    "Your wee, baby. And I had Anna n for a stylist toe to one of the rooms downstairs toe to help you two get ready." He says before kissing me again. 1


    "Oh wow. Why do you do all this." 1 ask.


    "Because you deserve it, and I want you to feel special when you and I enter that party together. Because I sincerely hope you want to be my plus one tonight." He looks at me softly.


    "I would love to," I tell him. And he smiles wide.


    He puts the dress back into his closet andes out with a naughty look in his eyes. And before I know it, I am in his arms, being carried out to the bathroom, and we have a steamy shower together.


    Logan had sessfully gotten me to think about something else while he made me cry out his name, more than once, in the shower. And I had returned the favor because loved to hear when I made him feel the same pleasure she gave me.


    After the shower, Logan received a mindlink from the Elders, and he had to go see them. I know they probably wanted to talk about the block that was but on his lycan side. He had told me they were hoping he would break it tonight and open up for the possibility of bing the strongest wolf. Logan had told me for that to happen. He would have to mark and mate someone.