Chapter 212 Aojis''s Adventure
How long has it been since then?
Ojis opened his eyes and looked at the night sky in front of him - it was so magical. You could clearly see the stalactites above the underground cave, but the entire dome was shining with a shining starry sky. Suddenly, it looked like the entire city was shrouded in a night sky.
The owner has not come yet.
Thinking of this, Aojisi shook her head slightly. It was not that she had thought of asking Duanmuhuai where she is currently, but Aojisi did not take the initiative to contact Duanmuhuai. After all, she knew that this was too anxious. No matter where the owner was, Aojis believed that he would come to pick her up.
And what she can do now is to explore this place and provide information to the owner as much as possible.
However, when Aojis came to this city completely wrapped in dark night, she was still a little surprised.
What is this place?
Ojis strolled on the street and looked towards both sides. I saw street lights emitting faint lights and towering buildings erected on both sides of the street. However, there was no one in the whole city, and it looked as if it had completely died here without the slightest breath of life.
“Gurd!”
However, just as Aojis walked to the first intersection, suddenly, a black shadow fell from the sky and landed in front of Aojis - it was a strange metal liquid container, which looked like a silver glutinous rice ball, constantly squirming. Ojis stared at the glutinous rice dumpling in front of her and slowly retreated. At the same time, she raised her right hand and stared at the other party vigilantly.
Immediately afterwards, under Ojisi''s gaze, the metal ball in front of him began to expand, twist, and deform, elongating like a melted liquid, gradually changing into another form.
That was a girl with silver and white ponytails and wearing a black dress - it was Ojis herself.
“?"
Seeing this scene, Ojis was obviously a little surprised, and the other party stared at her and then spoke slowly.
"Why are you here?"
“…………”
Ojis didn''t say anything. Although the "Ojis" opposite him had the same voice as her, it did not mean that she was herself. Not to mention that Ojis had witnessed her transformation with her own eyes, she naturally guessed that this monster might have the ability to simulate other people''s appearance.
However, the other party didn''t seem to care what Aojis was thinking, she just kept talking on her own.
"You got separated from your master, so I came here, so, what do you want to get? Why did you come here?"
“………………”
"It''s very simple, because you''re abandoned by your master."
“————Swish!”
As soon as the other party finished speaking, Aoji Si''s eyes froze, and at the same time, the shining silk thread quickly passed by, cutting the "self" in front of him into pieces. However, this move seemed to have no effect on her at all. Soon, the cut body merged into one again and returned to her previous appearance.
"Why are you attacking me?"
“Because I’m very angry.”
"angry?"
Hearing Ojis'' answer, the other party tilted his head in confusion.
"Why do you, as a puppet, have such unnecessary feelings?"
“…………”
This time, Ojis was stunned for a moment and did not answer.
"You are just a doll, just like me."
The other party pointed at Ojis and pointed at himself.
"The doll has no emotions and does not need a soul. We are just props that exist for the master. As long as the master needs us, we fight for the master. If the master does not need us, then we are just items abandoned aside. Items do not require self-awareness, nor do we need to act independently. It is enough to just wait quietly, why do we still have to do such meaningless actions?"
"I...is not like this!"
Ojis gritted her teeth, and the other party''s words made her feel a little anxious. Of course she understood what the doll''s responsibilities were, but...
"My father created me so that I can have my soul and my heart!"
"In other words, do you still act like a doll, following the creator''s orders?"
"Why?"
Hearing this, Ojis was stunned. Immediately afterwards, a strange feeling that made her tremble deep in her heart for no reason.
"No, I''m not... This is not my father''s order, this is my father''s expectation..."
"Expectations, hopes, desires, and ultimately, they just want the other party to do what they say. Isn''t this the value of being ordered?"
"It''s not like this! I also want to long to understand human feelings! I also have a soul!"
Ojis finally couldn''t help but shout. The strange feeling seemed to have bound her heart at this moment, and it turned into a torrent and broke out. Even Ojis herself was shocked after shouting, as if she had not realized that she would still speak so loudly.
"Understanding human feelings? What''s the point of this?"
However, the "Aojis" opposite her still just tilted her head and stared at her in confusion.
"You can''t become a human anyway, right?"
The other party''s words were like a spear, piercing through Ojis''s heart. Her legs became weak and she fell to the ground. The ruthless words were like stripping away the deepest secret in Aojis''s heart, making her feel like she had lost all her strength, as if everything was not in control, and even the world in front of her began to become dark - yes, this was exactly fear.
However, even so, the words of "Aojisi" in front of her still clearly entered her ears.
"You should understand very well. No matter how you imitate others, but in the final analysis, you are just a puppet. You can''t feel the warmth, let alone the pain. What can you feel when other girls snuggle up to their masters and feel the warmth? For you, this is a meaningless expression, isn''t it?"
"Shut up…"
“We are dolls, not humans.”
"Aojis" took off his coat and exposed his inner body - it was made of wood and connected together through joints, the doll''s body.
"It is just a prop formed by the combination of mechanisms, not life."
"Shut up……"
"Props should be like props. The pursuit of soul and life is completely an act of putting the cart before the horse..."
"Shut up!!"
Ojisi roared and jumped up, while the doll silk threads at her hand began to twist and form weapons, including sharp blades and spears. Under Ojisi''s control, these weapons made of doll silk threads flashed past and rushed towards another self on the opposite side. However, just as these weapons were about to pierce into the enemy''s body, they stopped involuntarily - until this time, Aojisi discovered that invisible silk threads extended out from all directions, binding their weapons.
"You must have forgotten, I am you too."
"Aojis" opposite raised her head, and there was no expression in her eyes, but it made Aojis feel tight inside. She hurriedly jumped up and jumped away from behind. The next moment, the invisible blade swept through the ground where Aojis was originally standing, completely cutting the originally solid ground into pieces.
"Do you still remember Jae Wei? What''s the difference between you and her now? Don''t you know the end of the doll that was swallowed by emotions, gone wild, and eventually destroyed?"
"I won''t become like Jiawei!"
Ojisi manipulated the silk thread again and formed a barrier in all directions. When he attacked the opposite side, he gritted his teeth and roared in a low voice.
"Really? Look at you now. What''s the difference between you, who is out of control due to anger and fear? Once the master abandons you, you will only become another Jiawei."
"That''s not the case..."
Although Aojis wanted to refute, the words that emerged from her mouth were so weak.
If I had the same experience as Jae Wei, would I become the same as her?
After this question emerged from the depths of Aojis''s heart, it immediately lingered, like an invisible nightmare, entangling her. This also slowed down Ojisi''s movements. When she came to her senses, a strong impact rushed towards her. Only Ajisi''s groan and then flew backwards. Her petite body slid all the way from the street, then fell directly into the abyss - and at this critical moment, Aojis instinctively stretched out his hand and grabbed the gravel in front of him.
Then, he watched another "Ojis" slowly walk to her and lowered his head to stare at her.
"Look, this is the weakness of emotions. If you are just a combat machine, then you just need to think about how to defeat me. But you don''t, because of those extra emotions, your judgment and reaction, will end up in this way."
“………”
Faced with the words of another self, Ojis remained silent.
"How? What else do you have to say?"
"So that''s it, that''s what...my thought."
With this sentence, several cold lights suddenly flashed through the body of "another Aojisi", and then it was cut into pieces again. Then Aojisi jumped up and stood firmly on the ground again. He stared at himself, who was squirming and twisted and condensed again.
"I have read it in books. People know the most and the least understand themselves are often themselves. I didn''t understand what this sentence meant. Thank you for teaching me a lesson."
As he spoke, Ojis reached out and placed his hand on his chest.
"So that''s it. If you are told that the secret hidden in your heart is so sad and angry. This feeling of tearing your heart and lungs is pain and sadness... Maybe, I can finally understand what Jia Wei feels like."
Speaking here, Aojis looked at the other party.
"Thank you, I always wanted to talk to Jae Wei, but I feel that I don''t understand Jae Wei''s feelings and her real thoughts... As you said, props do not require feelings. Even though I learned to have feelings, I still can''t understand why Jae Wei made such a choice... Until I felt all this."
“…I can’t understand.”
At this moment, the other one opposite Aojis returned to her original state again and stared at her.
"I can''t understand why at this time, you can still be so calm?"
“It’s very simple.”
As soon as he finished speaking, suddenly, Ojisi on the opposite side was pulled up suddenly, her body was suspended in the air, while Ojisi stretched out the five fingers of her right hand, and the silk threads that emerged from her fingertips wrapped around the enemy''s body.
"As you said, although I have learned to have feelings,... I am still a doll."
Aojis'' eyes became cold and dull at this moment.
"For dolls, eliminating the enemy is always the first priority."
(This chapter ends)