Chapter 312 Fantasy Dream


    “Haha……”


    Sitting on the chair and looking at the flashing neon lights outside the window, Duanmu Huai couldn''t help but sigh.


    “Fall in love…”


    While muttering to himself, Duanmuhuai picked up a can of beer and poured it into her mouth.


    I don’t know if it was because I was chatting with that strange girl today, Duanmu Huai rarely rethinked this issue. Duanmu Huai never thought about whether he wanted to fall in love or not. Since his first love failed when he was in school, Duanmu Huai never thought about any intimate relationship with other women. And with his appearance, it is difficult to attract women.


    Duanmu Huai has also seen such harem animations before, but unfortunately, he has no sense of substitution no matter what. The reason is very simple. Even the useless male protagonists in the harem animation, even men who are useless except gentleness, or even fat guys, will have women who take the initiative to fall in love with him.


    And this kind of thing... Duanmu Huai felt that it would not happen to him.


    This is also one of the reasons why he chose to play the female role. After all, he didn''t want to pretend to be a **** and cheated on men, and he was too lazy to have online dating, so he just played it like this.


    Duanmu Huai didn''t think there was anything wrong with this. He lacked interest in love, and getting married was not on his agenda. To be honest, even though he had made a marriage contract with An and Gureya for various reasons, Duanmu Huai didn''t know how to treat them, such as how to show his side as a fiancé? Duanmu Huai never thought about this kind of thing.


    Just like in real life, Duanmu Huai was just focusing on the life in front of him, how to take orders, how to buy gold, and how to make money. But as for what he will do after this, Duanmu Huai never thinks about these issues. He will not think about whether he will live alone, nor will he consider whether he will marry and have children with others in the future, or whether he will continue to live in this industry after he is in his forties or fifties.


    He just simply stared at the present, just like signing in in a mobile game, repeating his life day after day. I signed in and received the reward, which was enough. As for what these things are useful and what impact they have on the future, Duanmu Huai will not think about these issues.


    The same is true now. Duanmu Huai’s current goal is to make himself stronger and be able to fight against the evil **** of Chaos. Everything he did was for this goal.


    But he basically won’t care about anything other than that.


    This is like playing an FPS game. Players only need to care about how to find weaknesses and defeat the boss. There is no need for a sweet and fresh love episode in the middle to liven up the atmosphere.


    There is no need, right?


    “It’s really troublesome.”


    After drinking beer, Duanmu Huai shook her head. Today, she didn''t know what kind of crazy she was. She was attracted by the words of the kimono girl, so she suddenly became as sentimental as a literary youth. To be honest, Duanmuhuai doesn''t think this is suitable for him at all.


    Forget it, go to bed.


    Thinking of this, Duanmu Huai yawned, then went to bed to rest - he closed his eyes and fell asleep.


    When Duanmuhuai opened his eyes again, he found that he was in a classroom, and in front of him was a girl.


    Although she did not turn around, Duanmu Huai remembered her.


    That is your first love—or, it’s not right to say that first love is not right.


    Duanmu Huai was not sure whether he had a relationship with her. The reason why he confessed to her was very simple. At that time, she was the tallest girl in the class. Although she was still shorter than Duanmuhuai, she was taller than everyone else. It is precisely because of this that she is always called "the female giant". Her personality is also a bit boyish. Every time someone calls her that, she will get angry and fight with the other party. Over time, she is like Duanmu Huai, who is far away from her.


    At that time, Duanmu Huai felt that he and she were in the same sympathy, so he confessed to her.


    Now that I think about it, the girl''s expression was very complicated at that time. She lowered her head and said nothing, and finally just nodded slightly. Duanmu Huai was quite happy at that time and felt that the other party should have the same feelings as him.


    But later, after she transferred to school, Duanmu Huai realized that the girl was not happy or excited at that time. She just simply felt pain and despair - she was obviously isolated by her classmates because of her height, but in the end she was targeted by herself, the "fighting god". Perhaps it was because of this that she finally chose to leave this school and this city.


    There is nothing outside the window, only a gorgeous Wanhua mirror that keeps rotating.


    At the same time, a voice sounded in Duanmu Huai''s ears.


    "Do you desire love?"


    “…………”


    Duanmu Huai did not answer this question. He just stared at the familiar and unfamiliar figure in the memory in front of him, frowned slightly. "Don''t be afraid of love, don''t be afraid of desire."


    The sound continued to echo in Duanmu Huai''s ears.


    "Love each other and long for each other is the instinct of all life, which is the imprint of the soul. If you resist it and ignore it, you will only be destroyed by it - fear and avoidance are not the solution. If you want to achieve your goal, you must accept it and… conquer it."


    “………”


    Duanmu Huai said nothing, but just clenched his fists.


    "Remember, this is just the beginning, if you can''t take this step, you will never be able to face your enemies."


    The Wanhua mirror outside the window kept flashing and turning, bringing a dreamy brilliance.


    "you mean……"


    Duanmu Huai opened his mouth, and at this moment, a ridiculous idea suddenly emerged deep in his heart.


    Could it be that this task is for...


    "Escape cannot solve the problem. Feelings are not burdens, but strength."


    The voice was still whispering.


    “See your self, find your inner desire, explore its existence, and make it your strength…not your weakness.”


    As the words fell, the glory of the Wanhua Mirrors shining around became more and more dazzling and charming. Soon, they formed blurred patterns in front of Duanmuhuai.


    It was a trembling moan. The snow-white body, everything seemed to turn into some irresistible waves, and rushed towards Duanmuhuai.


    The next moment, he suddenly opened his eyes.


    “Mr. Duanmu.”


    At this time, Duanmu Huai saw Sui Naiguo sitting beside him and looking at him uneasy.


    "Are you okay, Mr. Duanmu."


    ‘I’m fine, what happened? ”


    Looking at Sui Naiguo, Duanmu Huai frowned and asked. The latter hesitated for a moment before speaking uneasy.


    "Because you have been sleeping for two days, and I didn''t respond no matter how I called you. I thought you..."


    “Two days?”


    Hearing Suinaguo''s answer, Duanmu Huai was also shocked and hurriedly sat up.


    “Where is the competition?”


    "It hasn''t started yet...Mr. Duanmu, are you still planning to participate in the competition?"


    "certainly."


    Duanmuhuai stood up and moved his body. Although he didn''t know what was going on, Duanmu Huai had already had some guesses about that dream. However, now is not the time to verify his guess. He should go to the competition first, get the last opponent, and then - and then!


    (This chapter ends)