Chapter 1147: Solitary Lele and Ren Lele


    Fei Qian was sitting in the pavilion, looking up at the peach forest beside him, with petals fluttering in the air, silent.


    In spring, it can be said that the colors above Moriyama Academy are the most beautiful. The blue is the sky, the white is the chalk walls, the red is the vermilion paint on the eaves and pillars, the cyan is the clothes of the students, and the pink The most beautiful ones are the charming peach blossoms swaying on the tree. They are colorful and full of spring.


    But in Fei Qian''s heart, there was only a patch of blood, churning and roaring.


    Xun Chen’s suggestion may be correct in some respects.


    ?It''s just that Fei Qian still feels a little uncomfortable in his heart. After all, it goes against his original values. Although it was no longer the time when Fei Qian had just entered the Han Dynasty, Fei Qian still felt a little uncomfortable and awkward in his heart if he had to accept the slaughter of those who had nothing to do with him and were guilty of just carrying a jade.


    ?Fei Qian couldn''t help but laugh to himself. In later generations, he would probably be just an otaku, and such an otaku would immediately become aggressive in the Han Dynasty, ready to go into battle with a knife, killing decisively, killing without blinking an eye, and even killing women and children without changing his expression. Afraid of the powerful, not afraid of swords and guns, he immediately took the great cause of rebellion and regaining his motherland as his own responsibility, worked hard and endured hardships, and still did not change his original intention...


    If such a person really has such determination and perseverance, is it possible for him to be a fat man in future generations?


    Fei Qian had no psychological burden at all when dealing with the Xianbei people, because these nomadic peoples have always been the mortal enemies of farming. Before the invention of gunpowder, guns, and especially machine guns, the cavalry of the nomadic peoples was the enemy that hung over the heads of the farming peoples. A sword…


    However, now, it is not external, but internal. And this time, it’s not about resistance or counterattack, but about taking the initiative to invade, plunder, burn, kill and plunder…


    Fei Qian is indeed a little confused on this matter.


    ??It''s like a farmer who was playing in the mud in the countryside and suddenly one day became a financial prince, an oil tycoon, and the president of a multinational group. Can the difference in thinking be quickly changed?


    In the concept of the gentry, those who can communicate and communicate on an equal footing, and can even be polite and upright at all times, will always be the gentry themselves.


    As for the rest, haha...


    Is it necessary for people to have any etiquette with ants?


    ?Although Fei Qian concealed himself well and learned quickly, in this aspect, Fei Qian was not as thorough as the gentry natives of the Han Dynasty.


    Fei Qian worked hard to make changes. Although he also promoted many veterans of the army to serve as grassroots officials in Pingyang and even the surrounding areas, he asked Pingyang Bookstore to provide some texts and broken pages of books for free for those who are interested in studying. , and even promoted and targeted the enlightenment of barbarians. But now, Fei Qian still found that in the concepts of these noble children, ants are still ants. Even if they understand a few words, they have just changed from wild ants to It''s nothing more than livestock, they can still be taken alive and killed.


    ?In terms of strategy, Xun Chen''s strategy was naturally sound and highly maneuverable, but emotionally, Fei Qian still felt a little uncomfortable. Of course, if such awkward emotions are expressed in the mouths of those trolls in later generations, they will definitely not be able to escape the sentence, "Bitch is just hypocritical..."


    ?Hmm, this sentence sounds so familiar. The last time I heard this sentence, it seemed that it was said by a colleague, right?


    Remembered.


    ?That year, I started dating my girlfriend for three or four years since college. After graduating, starting a job, traveling between places, it was finally time to talk about marriage.


    But, there is no room.


    Strictly speaking, there is no new house belonging to an individual.


    If you want to buy it, it’s not impossible.


    ?Although I don’t have much savings, if I mortgage my parents’ old house, borrow part of it, and then apply for a public or private loan, it should be enough to make a down payment. Then I and my parents will use the next twenty or thirty years to use pensions or wages to repay the usury bit by bit...


    What needs special attention is that before the usury money has been repaid, you must not get sick, die, have all kinds of ups and downs, or even cut off your wages and the flow of funds to repay the usury money. Otherwise, not only will you lose your previous investment Everything was in vain, and even the houses used to live in were owned by the public or private individuals who lent loan sharks.


    ??And if you want to keep your house after you die, you must pay additional money to another company in addition to the usury money...


    ?Of course, this is enough for the down payment in a second-tier or third-tier city in Feiqian, but it is not enough in a first-tier city where my girlfriend lives.


    Are you going to borrow money again?


    Borrow everything you can and cannot borrow from relatives, friends, neighbors, classmates from elementary school, middle school and university?


    ?Most people may do this, and there''s nothing wrong with it, but Fei Qian always feels awkward.


    ?The awkwardness came and went, and in the end the two of them were so awkward that their spirits became weak.


    ?Two people, in the most familiar place, with their heads lowered, like strangers, had their last meal together.


    Speechless.


    ?At the station, before my girlfriend got on the bus, she turned around and said, "...give me a hug..."


    Fei Qian hesitated for a moment and said with a wry smile: "...No need...the car is here, have a safe journey..."


    The vehicle drove away, Fei Qian remained silent for a long time, and then returned sadly.


    ?That day, the peach blossoms on the roadside were also everywhere.


    My girlfriend is a good girl. Although she occasionally quarrels, she is still sweet most of the time.


    My girlfriend used to be a little princess at home, but when she got to the kennel he rented, she would tidy up for him, do his laundry, and make Coke chicken wings. Well, even though they were really not very tasty, she would also scream and hide in the sink. The live fish was jumping around, and I didn’t know how to start, and then I looked at Fei Qian with big eyes at a loss...


    ?Fei Qian also wanted to keep her.


    However, my girlfriend also has parents, a family, and a place where she has grown up for more than 20 years. Why should she sacrifice, give up, and compromise?


    Conversely, the same is true, who is not an only child?


    If you love each other, forget about each other in the world.


    Who is right and who is wrong?


    There is no right or wrong.


    Then he was judged by his colleagues as a **** and hypocritical. Fei Qian remembered that while chewing the chicken drumstick set meal ordered online, the colleague said: "Do you love her? If you don''t, why would you keep her? Does she love you?" If I don’t love you, why would I want to be with you? Since we don’t love each other, what else is there? It’s normal to break up... This chicken drumstick rice is not bad, it only costs eight yuan a portion, I said, Do you want to order together next time... Let''s eat here together in the future..."


    Fei Qian took a glance and shook his head.


    ??The colleague felt unhappy, as if he felt that his kindness had not received the response he deserved, so he muttered in a low voice: "...bitch...just...hypocritical..."


    I ordered a large chicken drumstick set meal for eight yuan with my colleagues not because of my colleague''s comments, but because Fei Qian felt that such a set meal, which is as big as a palm, is not considered a small braised chicken drumstick, and it is served with side dishes and rice. , yes, my colleagues think they are making a profit, but if the merchant can do it, he will probably make a profit, and the errand boy and the online platform also make a profit, so what is the remaining cost of the chicken drumstick package?


    Losing love is like quitting smoking. It is painful at first, but as time goes by, you gradually get used to it and you can live without smoking.


    After that, Fei Qian naturally lost much of the so-called motivation for promotion and salary increase in life, and he inadvertently became a workplace gangster. After several years of hanging around, he accidentally ended up in the Three Kingdoms...


    Oh, that colleague?


    ?That colleague later got married, bought a house in the city, and married a girl three years younger than him. Everything seemed fine.


    Until that colleague suddenly caught a cold for a long time. Because he didn’t want to give up the hundreds of yuan in perfect attendance bonus, he insisted on not going to the hospital. He didn’t go to the hospital until he couldn’t hold on any longer. After a checkup, it was found that he had renal failure, and both kidneys were...


    Later, it was gone. Fei Qian never saw that colleague again.


    The company compensated the colleague’s salary for half a year, which can be regarded as a peaceful breakup...


    Fei Qian lowered his head and looked at the bowl of clear tea soup in front of him.


    I don’t know why, but when I have troubles, it seems that sitting in this peach forest can relieve a lot of troubles. Therefore, Fei Qian felt uncomfortable, so he naturally came to Peach Mountain again and sat in front of Cai Yan. .


    ?Perhaps he finally realized that Fei Qian didn''t like turbid tea soup. Cai Yan didn''t make any dark dishes this time, just some peach blossoms and three or five dried plums, which became the bowl of peach blossom and plum tea in front of him.


    ?In March of spring, the peach blossoms are blooming. It is a good time, and the petals of the peach blossoms are very gorgeous.


    The plums are from last year. Although they are stretching in the water, they do not have the fresh and beautiful colors.


    "The tea soup is getting cold, junior brother, you still need to drink it while it''s hot..." Cai Yan gently tapped the tea bowl he was holding with his fingernails, making a crisp sound, and said with beautiful eyes, "...added Although some plums add some flavor, if left for a long time, they will become a bit bitter..."


    "Senior sister..." Fei Qian lowered his head, looked at the plums in the tea bowl, and said, "I am happy alone, others are happy, who is happy?"


    Cai Yan gently tucked the hanging green hair behind his ears, revealing a small piece of white jade-like ear. He thought quietly for a moment and said: "If it is judged by Tao, it will be a happy person. If it is judged by a person, it will be happy." Solo happy.”


    ?Fei Qian nodded, then picked up the tea bowl and said, "That''s the same..."


    ?Fei Qian is now the decision-maker, the leader, and the core of the entire group. So choosing to be alone or with others has become the problem Fei Qian is facing now.


    It''s like two railway tracks. There are five, ten, or a hundred people tied to one track, while there are only a few children playing on the other track. The train is coming, and now whether it is to rescue those **** It was impossible to get up, or to tell the children to leave. The only option was to do nothing and let the train continue to move forward. Most of the people tied to the tracks would die, or the tracks would be moved, Changing the train route put those innocent children in danger of death...


    Of course, regardless of whether the track is plated or not, the train may stop at the last moment, or the entire train may derail because the track is not plated.


    People on the railway tracks and in the train are all looking at Fei Qian. Watching and waiting for Fei Qian to make a choice, the huge time sign flipped in Fei Qian''s heart, counting down...


    Cai Yan''s crystal clear eyes came over and stayed on Fei Qian. Watching Fei Qian drinking tea, he suddenly smiled and asked with a sly tone: "I wonder, has Junior Brother asked the Huang family girl about this question? "


    "Ahem..." Fei Qian almost choked, then put down the tea bowl, was silent for a while, lowered his gaze, as if he did not dare to look into Cai Yan''s clear eyes, and said, "This... if it is based on Taoism, it is Dulele. Talking about people means people are happy..."


    "It makes sense..." Cai Yan glanced at Fei Qian and immediately lowered his eyes. A sigh seemed to fly from his lips, as soft as the breeze in the forest and inaudible.


    ?Feng''er quietly slipped into the pavilion and slowly walked around the two people. It seemed that he found that there was nothing interesting, so he quietly slipped out and went to the peach forest to pull the peach blossoms.


    "...A gentleman says: Great virtue is not an official, great principles are not a tool, great faith is not a promise, great times are not the same..." After a long time, Cai Yan said, his voice was still light, as clear as a mountain stream, ding-ding-dong. Dong lingers around, "...Looking at these four things, you can be determined to be at the root. The three kings'' sacrifices to the river all start from the river and then the sea, either from the source or from the source. This is called serving the root..."


    Fei Qian pondered for a long time, nodded, and said, "Be taught."


    Yes, great virtues are not official, great principles are not effective, great trust is not consistent, and great times are inconsistent.


    That’s all it can do.


    "Senior sister, this time I entered Yinshan again, and I was infected with the blood of killing again..." Fei Qian said, "Now I will fight in Guanzhong again. Please give me voiceless voice again to purify my heart. I wonder if it is okay..."


    ?? Cai Yan first glared at Fei Qian, then sighed with a little pity, turned around and ordered softly: "Burn the incense. Get the green Qi."


    The incense burner was quickly lit and placed in the pavilion.


    ?The light blue sandalwood incense smoke swirls among the lotus petals that are in bud, and then spreads out gently and softly, lingering and circling in the pavilion, and finally drifts outward with the spring breeze.


    Cai Yan slowly rolled up his sleeves, revealing a section of delicate white arms. He washed his hands in the golden basin, took a towel to absorb the water droplets, and then slightly opened his jade-onion-like fingers in the spring breeze, waiting. After all the moisture on his hands dried, he lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, and sat upright in front of Lu Qi. He gently raised his hand and touched the strings.


    ?The spring breeze outside the pavilion seems to be getting excited, jumping happily in the peach forest, pulling the peach blossoms, and the petals fall...


    Amidst the flying peach blossoms, I saw Cai Yan''s hand suddenly move, from Gong Sanzhi to Huiqi, starting with portamento, assisted by vibrato and other techniques, and suddenly wisps of musical notes began to appear like petals, Blooming among the fluttering green jade fingers, floating in the pavilion, and then jumping to the peach forest, entangled with the spring breeze in the swirling peach blossom petals, curling up towards the blue sky...


    (End of this chapter)