138 Who am I supposed to be ? L Ramsey stared at me for a few seconds and then shook his head .


    Is that how much youre thirsty for a man ? What will your beloved boyfriend do when he hears you say this ? I rolled my eyes , exhaling deeply .


    My heart has stopped racing at least but the memory everything still lingered in my mind .


    Whatever ! I hissed .


    of I know this is the wrong time to ask this but … are you happy with Nathan ? Does he make youugh at least ? Ramsey asked suddenly .


    I paused , looking for the best way to reply him .


    He doesnt make me cry at least , I sighed again , loving the way he flinched at my usation .


    Ive known Nathan for a long time and hes always treated me well but the way he treats me now ! I smiled Its much better .


    Its clear , he doesnt see me as a friend anymore and that he loves me .


    He nodded with a quiet smile .


    Im d .


    How about Cassidy ? Do you love her ? He smiled and raised his face to look at me .


    Love is a deep word but I care enough for her , so much that I think I can marry her and stay married .


    Theres not much to marriage and we will both be busy with doing our duties , so Im sure itll be easy .


    So transactional , I sucked my teeth Both of you deserve each other .


    Im sure I and Nathan will do just fine too .


    Hes … But I still love you … He interrupted , making the words I wanted to say freeze on my lips .


    I dont think I can stop doing that .


    If Nathan doesnt treat you well … He will , dont worry ! I said quickly .


    The room was growing grim .


    Can we stop all this emotional talk ? Its getting on my nerves already .


    We stayed like that for a few seconds before he broke the silence again .


    The Dark One , what does he look like ? he asked .


    As I opened my mouth to respond , the door opened and Nathan , Nanny and the High Priestess re entered the room .


    Nathan , now cleaned up but pale , let out a small , wryugh as he came straight and sat on my bed .


    If the Dark One looks anything like what I saw in her mind … he paused , reaching for my hand Id say hes ridiculously handsome .


    It annoys me so much .


    Yes , Nannyughed , she seemed collected too .


    I thought so the first day I saw him .


    He looks .


    nothing like the evil written about him .


    Is that even his real appearance ? Everyone turned to the Priestess .


    He should even be better than what you saw , Im sure .


    Hes been around for a long time .


    So , 138 Who am I supposed to ba ? there might be changes but theres no talk about him taking the appearance of anything else .


    So … yeah … How handsome can he be ? Ramsey scoffed .


    Tall , well built , sharp jawline , piercing eyes hes got the whole dark and dangerous look , the kind thatdies love .


    Its so infuriating , Ramsey rolled his eyes but didnt say anything further .


    So , the High Priestess stepped forward , Can you tell us what happened ? Do you remember anything at all ? Even the tiniest of detail should not be left out .


    Ramsey raised a hand , cutting her off .


    Mother Liora , not now .


    She needs to rest .


    Im sure therell be time to talkter .


    The priestess hesitated , her gaze flickering between me and Ramsey before she nodded .


    I guess 50 .


    Also , Ramsey added straightening .


    Its better we move her from White Lake Pack .


    Ill feel at ease if I know shes not here .


    We could send her to White Moon or Blue Ridge ? his gaze strayed to Nathan .


    I think home would be better Nathan nodded .


    Why were they suddenly acting like friends ? The priestess frowned .


    Shes not fit to travel yet but youre right , we should move her elsewhere .


    We could keep her in your pack , Lycan Leader , then when shes strong enough shell return home .


    Everyone nodded at her suggestion .


    Ramsey started towards the door , before he turned to leave , he announced .


    Ill go now and arrange transport .


    As the door closed behind him , my mind whirred with thoughts as Xanders words came to me .


    You will not end up with the Alpha .


    Its either me or Ramsey .


    Could it be true ? Could Ramsey after everything be tied to my fate in ways I didnt fully understand ? But he was marrying Cassidy soon ? Should I take Xanders words to heart ? My gaze drifted to Nathan , he looked tired but he was massaging my legs , muttering something about cirction .


    It would break his heart if we didnt end up together but how ? As far as I could see , there was nothing in the way of 1 and Nathan bing mates .


    But , I couldnt resist Xanders assessment .


    And then there was the wolf .


    Id heard the voice , felt its presence in that dark room and we had.


    spoken .


    Was it real , or just a fragment of my imagination ? The High Priestess had insisted that Moonsingers didnt have wolves and though the wolf had given me a vague exnation , it was all too confusing for me .


    My gaze drifted to the door , Ramsey had just exited .


    The memory of his gentle touch , warm and reassuring still lingered .


    Despite the rift between us , I always feelfortable around him .


    Naanite his saldnann Ihad mann mauathlua umanal?na b a mt nain that 138 Who am I supposed to be ? iny confusion .


    And then Nathan again ! My gaze returned to him .


    I saw the worry etched on his face as he was watching me as if I might disappear at any moment .


    He had stopped massaging my feet and was doing my hands .


    2 My heart ached at the unanswered questions .


    For the first time in my life , I saw what could be of this world if I refused to take up my duty as a Moonsinger .


    Thanks to Xander , I had seen another aspect of his power and heard a little of what he nned to do .


    As someone who has always run away from confronting her emotions , I wanted rity answers to all the questions swirling in my mind .


    But how would I find them if I left ? If I go back to the human world … would I be fulfilled ? Even back then , it was never enough … I was never truly happy but these days , I was catching glimpses of happiness here and there .


    Maybe staying would not be a bad idea .


    My eyelids drooped ; I was struggling to stay awake but it wasnt just working .


    I had a wolf and I was the Moonsinger .


    Thest thought I had before sleep imed me was simple but overwhelming : Who am I supposed to be ? And somewhere in between sleep and wakefulness , I prayed silently that I would never betray Nathan … because it felt like that storm was brewing overhead .


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