This world is so fucking.
Often, when you think this moment is beautiful, what happens in the next second may completely unbalance your state of mind.
The door of the ward was opened, and Su infinite came in.
At this time, Su ChiYan was still completely immersed in a beautiful atmosphere between her and Su Rui. Her heart was like a lake blown by the breeze, and was rippling slightly. Unexpectedly, this state didn''t last long at all, and someone threw a big stone directly in the middle of the lake!
Hearing the sound of someone pushing the door in, Su ChiYan instinctively felt a little flustered!
She knows that the relationship between herself and Su Rui looks very close, but in fact, she is separated by mountains, rivers, lakes and seas that cannot be crossed. In this case, her only little sweetness and charm will become very careful.
Therefore, when the door was opened and the sound of footsteps came, Su ChiYan immediately instinctively stepped back.
Then she heard two coughs.
One is from Su Rui, and the other is from behind Su ChiYan.
She is simply familiar with this cough!
At this moment, the chaos in Su ChiYan''s heart was directly amplified to the greatest extent!
Because it''s her father, Su infinite!
Su Rui was also a little embarrassed, but this guy always liked to be unreasonable. He raised his eyebrows and said impolitely, "Hey, Su infinite, didn''t you know to knock on the door before you came in? What if I was taking off my pants and changing my dressing?"
Hearing this sentence, Su infinite''s face turned black directly.
What are you talking about? I''d rather see you taking off your pants and changing your dressing!
Su ChiYan blushed, gently retreated to one side, folded his hands, put them in front of him, and grabbed the corners of his clothes... Like a little girl who made a mistake, it''s really hard to see such a state from Su ChiYan''s body, because she was too frightened in her heart.
Although her father had known some of her intentions before and was willing to resist the traditional pressure to support her, Su ChiYan was bumped by his father this time, and his heart was almost like a deer bumping.
After all, it''s one thing to promise and another to be seen.
Su ChiYan''s pretty face became more feverish.
Although Su infinite has expressed his support for his daughter, it''s easier said than done. After all, Su infinite is also forcibly persuading himself.
"Dad, what you just saw... Is not what you think..." Su ChiYan began to explain first.
Su Rui couldn''t help laughing to himself when he saw Su ChiYan''s helpless appearance. He originally wanted to fight with Su infinitely, but Su ChiYan''s state at this time made Su Rui feel a little impatient again.
So Su Rui helped explain, "yes, it''s not what you think. I was just expressing my gratitude to blazing smoke."
In fact, as Su Rui said.
At this moment, Su infinite''s heart almost wanted to roar - what''s not what I thought? What did I think? What did I think?
Looking at Su infinite''s uncertain expression, Su Rui said earnestly, "Su infinite, with all due respect, your mind had better be healthy."
Unhealthy thoughts!
Su infinite''s nose was almost crooked after hearing this sentence!
Well, the meaning of Su Rui''s sentence is undoubtedly equivalent to -- naked ass is not a hooligan, who looks at who is a hooligan!
Is it too much to bring such a thing!
Su infinite knew that he could not continue on this topic, otherwise he would always be in a weak position.
Moreover, as our daughters have grown up, many things can''t be achieved by blindly limiting them. On the contrary, the more they limit, the more they get out of the situation.
In fact, after reaching this age, Su infinite found that many things were beyond his control, and he could not control everything.
This is his misunderstanding of the world.
Fortunately, Su infinite has always been relatively calm. As he gets older, he gradually accepts the reality, and becomes indifferent to many things. He no longer pursues absolute control.
Of course, if Su infinite''s idea is spread, it will make many people spit blood directly. After all, in the eyes of most people, Su infinite is the kind of person who can control everything! How intelligent it is!
However, in fact, let alone Su infinite can''t control his daughter''s emotional direction, and even he can''t control his own emotions.
"Change your clothes quickly and come with me." Su said in a deep voice.
"Where to?" Su Rui said, "ChiYan and I are going out."
"Today, the remains of the martyrs of the flaming brigade were cremated." Su infinite said, "I''ve decided for you. I think it''s better for you to go."
Su Rui nodded and remained silent for a while. Then there was a little heavy meaning in his voice: "yes, ChiYan and I are preparing to pass."
No matter how easy it is on the surface, it is still unable to give up the heaviness in the heart.
Or brothers know each other better.
It''s also very rare for Su infinite to pick up Su Rui in person today.
"I didn''t want to see you off. It was the old man who asked me to come." Su infinite said again.
Su Rui originally wanted to express his gratitude, but he was choked back by Su infinite''s words.
"Does the old man know I''m hurt?" After listening to this sentence, Su Rui suddenly felt a little nervous and even forgot to meet Su infinite.
Yes, he is really nervous. The old man is old and in poor health. Don''t worry too much and affect his health.
Su infinite nodded: "I originally wanted to hide it from him, but how can such news hide it from him?"
"I guessed." Su Rui slapped his forehead.
"However, I persuaded him to wait for you at home and didn''t let him come to the hospital." Su infinite said, glancing at Su Rui''s injury, helpless shook his head, "wait until you''re well, if not..."
Before Su infinite finished speaking, Su Rui immediately interrupted: "stop, stop, Su infinite, don''t crow!"
"Change your clothes." Su infinite said, then motioned to Su ChiYan, turned and walked out.
Su ChiYan blushed and looked at Su Rui, then bowed his head and followed.
Her heart almost jumped out of her throat.
"Dad, just... Really not..." out of the ward, Su ChiYan still wanted to explain.
"No need to explain, I understand." Su infinite said faintly.
However, the more he said so, the more Su ChiYan wanted to explain.
Su infinite suddenly stopped, turned around, looked at his daughter with a red face, and then showed a smile.
Then he shook his head and said, "Chi Yan, you don''t have to explain anything. The more you want to explain, the more you care about this relationship."
This sentence is classic enough.
No matter whether you explain it or not, your intention is obvious. I can see it clearly.
Su ChiYan heard the words, nodded, was silent, and said, "Dad, thank you."
Understanding is the most important.
"Su Rui''s mental state is not particularly good. You''ve been paying more attention recently." Su infinite said, "this time it''s the cremation of the body. I''ll see you at the martyr''s cemetery two days later. I hope that boy can pass this level."
There was a faint worry in Su infinite''s voice.
It is seldom seen that he is so worried about Su Rui''s psychological state. It is really a big blow to Su Rui this time.
Su infinite knows his brother. The boy looks cynical, but in fact he has a super sense of responsibility that others can''t reach. When the fire brigade casualties reach this level, the pressure in Su Rui''s heart may have accumulated to an unimaginable degree.
Psychological pain is often more difficult to cure than physical pain.
Whether it''s the cremation of today''s body or the final farewell of the martyrs'' cemetery the day after tomorrow, Su Rui must stand the strongest posture while bearing great pressure.
This gesture may exist forever in time and people''s memory.
However, in any case, Su Rui can''t collapse, which is something no one wants to see.
"Alas, Su Rui can only rely on himself." Su ChiYan nodded, "at this time, no one can carry it for him."
As she spoke, her eyes were already red.
She is in love with Su Rui and the soldiers of the flaming brigade.
Su infinite went downstairs first. Ten minutes later, Su ChiYan saw Su Rui walking out of the door of the ward.
Due to the good detumescence process, Su Rui can''t see much difference from his walking posture now, but he didn''t read the historical records that Su infinite gave him.
Su Rui has changed into his military uniform at this time.
This is a farewell. He should dress formally.
Because there are not many departures in life. We should take every goodbye seriously.
"I hold you." Su ChiYan said.
Su Rui didn''t refuse, and entered the elevator with Su ChiYan.
The star on his shoulder reflects the light of the spotlight, just like the sun in the sky.
…………
Along the way, Su Rui was silent.
He didn''t look out of the window, and his eyes kept looking at the pillows of the seats in front of him.
Su infinite sat beside him, looking at his brother''s appearance, and didn''t do much to explain, just shook his head.
No one knows what kind of undercurrent is surging in Su Rui, who looks calm at this time?
Su ChiYan drove the car and looked at Su Rui from the rearview mirror from time to time. His hand holding the steering wheel had begun to sweat.
The next thing is a test for Su Rui and the same for Su ChiYan.
When their car drove out of the military region general hospital, several cars with military license plates drove out of the parking lot one after another, heading in a certain direction together.
Su Rui was silent for a long time, and suddenly said, "are the families of the soldiers here?"
Su infinity nodded, "yes, it''s all notified, and it''s all here."
Su Rui didn''t say anything more and fell into silence again.
Those soldiers who died are also his relatives.
Last time, he sent the ashes of the soldiers to the plane from pulenia. This time, he brought back so many dead soldiers.
And so much is the unbearable weight of life.
"Brother, I have a question for you." Su Rui suddenly said.