It took Lothar some time from discovering the tree to approaching it. Physical fatigue made the count unable to accurately measure the speed of his March, and there was no way to know how long he had gone. What he knew was that when he began to approach the tree, an inexplicable force began to emerge in his body, which made the count, who had suffered from hunger for a long time, feel a little more comfortable, but also semi compulsively driven him to approach the only standing thing in the wilderness. Lothar also tried to go in the opposite direction, not in accordance with this will, but as soon as he did so, most of the remaining strength in his body was instantly removed, and his sudden sense of detachment almost made him fall to the ground. He had no other choice.


    Well, he''s not "Hoo! Suck Another breath on the water, the sight of the opposite bank is not far away. At this rate, you can go ashore with just one more breath, just one more breath.


    Why do you want to go across the river? A voice whispered in my ear. Is there anything you want on the other side? What''s the difference between where you want to go and where you come from?


    I have no choice. I''m going to the tree. I''m leaving. I''m going back to Helen. He answered with bloodshot eyes.


    Yeah. You don''t have a choice. What a pity. But have you ever thought about how long you can stay with your daughter even if you come back to her? She''s five years old. When she''s older, when she''s ten or fifteen, will she call you daddy? When you get back heishanling, will she still be that naive child? The aristocratic world, the adult world, the real world, what they look like, don''t you know very well? She will become a woman hiding from the private meeting between you and the boy. She will indulge in singing and dancing parties and no longer listen to your stories. She will find another man and spend more time with him than with you. She will leave you and those memories in the void. When you can''t take your axe, she can''t wait for you to die so that she can become the black lady. Is that your choice?


    This is a matter of course, who in this world doesn''t go through his life like this? You''re asking stupid questions.


    Really? But if everyone does, why spend your life watching it come true? You can see your ending at this moment. Do you want to go there step by step? You''re going to die anyway. Why don''t you leave now? While your daughter still loves you, while your friends haven''t seen you as old as incontinence. Why not find her in this way?


    Lothar laughed, and he swung his stiff arm back, out of the darkness that surrounded him, and rose to the surface again. When he climbed to the shore panting and looked back at the river, he said slowly, "because you live, you can see the expectation come true. Because alive, can meet the unexpected surprise. I''m not a wizard, I''m not a God. How can I know that I''m seeing the right future? I don''t know anything, so I have to live so I can know what I don''t know and can''t imagine. "


    When Lothar tried to lower the Tomahawk, he found that his back was scalded. But he didn''t mean to blame the Tomahawk. Without it, he would have sunk to the bottom of the river. The count weighed his weapon. "Who says metal is always cold."


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