That''s not what you call pain anymore. Once upon a time, cheese thought about what was the most painful thing in the world, and what could cause such pain. He also asked many people in the grey tower at that time about this question. However, most of them only regarded it as a kind of casual conversation when chatting. What he said was not so much pain as worry. Among the numerous respondents, only two people''s answers impressed cheese the most. One is the sleeper, who told cheese at that time that unconsciousness was the most terrifying; the other was anlina, who said that the burning fire inside was the greatest pain.


    The mage did not doubt the words of the two men, because what they said was their own experience. As a spellcaster who is good at dreams, the sleeper is in a dream for a long time. Sleep is a means of recovery for most people, but not for her. As a result, she has more ideas about sleep, and she always says that although her biological age is no less than that of cheese, she actually lives much less than cheese. That is to say, when she is in sleep for a long time for the dream magic, she can''t always dream, and the time without dream seems to her as if it doesn''t exist.


    Nothingness. It''s really a terrible thing. Cheese himself also has this feeling, and with the growth of age, this feeling is more and more intense, sometimes he wakes up from the bed, looking at the things in front of him suddenly has a sense of loss. That''s because he''s confused about what he''s done since he was born, and he doesn''t know if his actions will have any real meaning. Although witches always say that mortals waste their lives in meaningless affairs, how can they deny that their lives have not been wasted? Which is more true, the truth that cannot be sought or the house that a farmer has spent decades buying? Whether one day, when the wizard found the truth, he found that he had just spent more efforts to buy a bigger house. What about your time?


    It''s a problem that sleepers can''t escape, and cheese is trying to escape. As for how to escape, the mage chose to fill his time with thinking intentionally, so that he did not have to face this problem. Apart from the pain caused by this nothingness, anlina''s answer may be closer to the answer to the question the mage really wants to ask. Cheese also believes that anlina, who treats him like a mother, must have taught him the worst experience of her long life as a blood clan. Because in some small talk, anlina told cheese that she wanted to know herself many times.


    As a blood clan of anlina''s level, it is difficult to deal with ordinary vampires. Even in the scorching sun at noon, she can only be burnt into a charred corpse. When the sun slants, her interior will be rejuvenated. However, although anlina tried to kill herself many times, she didn''t have a passion for suffering. After she tried many suicide methods, she didn''t try again. The reason was that she was too painful. Among them, the one that made her close to death and the one she didn''t want to try again was to drink clean water. The so-called pure water does not mean holy water in the sense of conventional religion. Anlina only told cheese that it was the most powerful poison for all blood races and magic creatures. She did not elaborate on its specific nature and why she drank the most powerful poison.


    What she told cheese was the torture she never wanted to experience again after drinking purified water. That''s the burning heat from the inside, burning the body and spirit. It will not only make the body make all kinds of distorted reactions under the severe pain, but also arouse a series of negative emotions such as anxiety, anxiety, anger, hysteria and so on. And those negative emotions will grow the burning feeling, and there is no way to escape.


    Now, the mage is suffering from these two kinds of pain at the same time. His body and spirit are dragged into the burning hell under the impression of magic emptiness. His consciousness has to face the problem that he has been avoiding for a long time. What is he doing? What is the meaning and value of his life? And if he died here, what was left of him? Was this grey robe called cheese lost its future with the death of his body? He didn''t want to think about it, but he couldn''t think about anything else except these damned questions. This is something the Lord of the grey tower has never mentioned.


    Thought, like a void, devours the will and reason of cheese. All his knowledge, ambition and consciousness are attracted by the void and become victims in the whirlpool. Gradually, he couldn''t even solidify his thoughts. His mind degenerated back to his childhood. No, the cheese in his childhood was smart enough. He was degenerating towards his childhood, leaving only instinct, the most primitive part of instinct.


    "Teacher, I still stick to my plan. I know you''re right to worry about things that are too dangerous for the individual and the world. So I will separate the lab from the ash tower and the world, so that no matter what happens, the situation in the lab will not leak. In this way, I just need to bear my own life


    "This should be adjusted here. Well, if we record this part in spirit script, we just want to note that the meaning of this word is biased. teacher? You shouldn''t have come here. No, I don''t need to rest. You asked me what I wrote? It''s just notes, but they can''t be used by other people. What I''m facing can''t be recorded in our language, so these notes are just information codes formed by my personal association. No one can understand the real meaning of these codes unless they have lived a life that is exactly like mine"Teacher, don''t come here again. My research has reached a very dangerous place, and I have a hunch that the results will come soon. To do this, I have to increase the frequency of my experiments. What are you doing here? You want to force me to stop? No, it''s impossible! I''m going to make it! I''m going to understand them! Moreover, your spell has no effect on me. I have changed. "


    It seems that he has opened something that has been sealed for a long time in the spirit of Ma. When cheese''s self-consciousness is almost completely lost, many vague but extremely real memory fragments emerge from the bottom of his consciousness. What''s more, there are other things that come out with these memories. Those things like black mud from the body and consciousness out of the overflow, relying on the magic of the empty and shriveled body arrogantly occupy every part of it. From the inside to the outside, these magical things begin to transform the body of cheese. As for the heat generated by the accumulation of magic, it mercilessly devours it. If you look at it from an outsider''s point of view, you can see that a large number of chain patterns appear on the cheese skin, but these patterns seem to be eaten by iron eating monsters.


    "There''s something wrong." "I have a bad feeling." "I hate that feeling." The long headed monsters, which were licking ata in the air by the worms coming out of their stomachs, stopped their blasphemous behavior, and their turbid eyes looked at a man who had fallen not far away. That man should have died long ago. He has been lying there for a while.


    Coincidentally, the Earl of Heishan has been bitten off his throat. All the little ghosts who are dividing his food have stopped moving. They carefully curl up their bodies and move closer to their master. The evil Centaur cannibal also put down his newly cut ears, and his sharp teeth were rubbing uneasily up and down, and he suddenly felt a little chilly on himself.


    Crawling people, stand up. However, it is difficult to say that the thing standing up is still not human.


    "You, kill them." The sorcerer who has lost his grey robe, or once was a wizard, murmurs. His eyes are like two deep pools, which are hard to describe.


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