The next morning prince Sebastian woke up very early. He looked at the princess who was still peacefully sleeping. He could not help sigh.


    Last night had not gone as expected. The moment his hardness entered into her secret garden and they became one,  he has seen a flash of memory that scared him. It was not the first time he experienced something like that.


    He always saw this kind of memory when the beast took control and he swallowed up his pry''s soul. So suddenly seeing the memory of his sunshine scared him so much that he had pulled out immediately out of fear.


    He was scared that he accidentally killed her. His gaze immediately landed on her. Princess Ellen had her eyes closed at that moment and she seems to be in pain. Her face looked paled and the prince felt frightened.


    Prince Sebastian was not one to easily get scared but if he killed this woman, he will never be able to forgive himself. The scene will torment him forever. Moreover, he will never be able to live normally again.


    He hurriedly placed his head on her chest to listen to her heartbeat. He felt relieved when he noticed that it seem to be regular.


    Princess Ellen opened her eyes, she seems to have seen fragments of the prince''s memory. She could not explain what happens or what she saw. At that point, the pain of his entrance had played with her rationality. So even if she saw some of the prince''s memory she could not recollect most of them.


    She did not know if she had imagined what she saw, or if this was meant to happen, so she looked to the prince for an explanation.


    Prince Sebastian saw her gaze filled with many questions but he did not know how to answer. After all, what happened was also beyond his imagination and he still felt scared.


    He wondered if his sunshine would have died if he had continued his action. The crown prince had not been intimate with another, so he was not sure if the beast in him will kill anyone he mates with. If this happens to be the case how will his sunshine birth a child? He found everything confusing.


    "Are you alright?" He found his voice. His gaze has been fixed on her. He could not bear to look away. Princess Ellen also looked back at him. She could see the worry in his eyes.


    "I am fine, it is said that the first time could be a bit painful," princess Ellen said. She was not sure why he stopped or if that was all there is. She was totally ignorant about the activity of a husband and wife. All that she knew was what was told to her by Grater. ''The first time was usually painful and it is different for every woman.


    When prince Sebastian, heard her reply, he took a deep breath of relief. He had also heard about it being painful for a woman the first time. So he felt relieved.


    But what the hell did it have to do with the memory he saw. Such a thing has only ever happened when he was taken a person''s soul.


    He sighed and got off the bed. Without saying anything he picked up the princess and took her into the washroom. Luckily, he has made all the arrangements beforehand.


    Princess Ellen felt shy being carried naked, but she did not make a sound. She felt that her doing so will only be more embarrassing. They both got cleaned up. Princess Ellen did not dare look at the prince. She was feeling very shy cleaning up together with him.


    When they got out of the washroom, the prince had handed over a simple robe that will be comfortable to sleep in. He also wore a robe and changed the bed cover, since the previous one was stained. After which they both lay down to sleep.


    Prince Sebastian laid next to Ellen. He pulled her close to himself and hugged her. All the while he was thinking of possible explanations to what he experienced with the princess a few moments, ago.


    Princess Ellen''s head was calm, she was also thinking of the images that has suddenly assaulted her accompanied with the pain. She could not make sense of many of them since the flash has been very quick but she did remember a young boy unable to sleep because of his nightmare. Princess Ellen had a feeling that all the images she saw had something to do with the prince but she could not understand how she managed to see them.


    She wanted to confirm her guess, princess Ellen knew she would not be able to sleep if she did not get answers or a little cue. So she decided to ask the prince.


    "Do you still have nightmares often?" Princess Ellen asked. She had shared his bed many times but he has never had a nightmare, so she assumed it stop. Or perhaps she had slept too deep to notice.


    Prince Sebastian''s body froze when he heard her question. In the night he had shared the same bed with her, he did not have nightmares. So how did she know he had nightmares? This is a secret that only he knew about.


    His heart began to beat very fast thinking about the possibility of how she found out. "How do you know I have nightmares?" Prince Sebastian asked.


    Princess Ellen adjusted herself in his arms and explained what had happened to her doing their intimate moment. This revelation shocked the prince.


    ''How could this be?'' He asked himself. He wondered if the situation will be the same if he got intimate with another.


    "So do you still have nightmares?" Princess Ellen repeated her question since the prince did not say anything after her explanation.


    "Yes," He answered honestly. Princess Ellen frowns her brows. She had always thought she was a light sleeper. How did she never notice him having a nightmare? In the memory playing in her mind, the young boy had been shaking seriously when he had the nightmare.


    "I have become unaffected by it," prince Sebastian said as though he read her mind. Princess Ellen nodded her head.


    "Let sleep," prince Sebastian said not wanting to continue the conversation. He did not want to tell her that he also saw something.


    Princess Ellen cooperated and did not ask any more questions. If he did not want to talk about what happened that night, she could wait patiently until he was ready.


    Princess Ellen was tried from her Journey down to Avalo, so she slept shortly after but the prince remained awake for a long time. After thinking about the incident many times, he could only come up with one conclusion.


    "Good morning," princess Ellene opened her eyes which meet with the prince Warm gaze. The prince has been staring at her for a long time.. It was impossible for her to continue sleeping.