At the moment when the knife stabbed into Chechen''s body, Natalie felt dizzy and completely lost her consciousness. She didn''t know where she was or what had happened. This scene really shocked her too strongly.


    Natalie didn''t come back until Cherchen and Christina disappeared into the dark. But she didn''t fall down because she grabbed the nearby wall with a trembling hand. The powder screen on the wall fell. After a while, Natalie finally regained her mind. She quickly stepped into the darkness and came to Chechen''s official residence in bergzisarai.


    All the rooms in the official residence were lit, and the people inside were busy going in and out. Natalie saw Fatima running out and taking a man in. The man was carrying a medicine box. It should be sarben, a military doctor of the mercenary regiment.


    Natalie gazed for a long time. She took steps several times, but she stopped again a few steps.


    Natalie''s heart struggled.


    "Natalie, this man betrayed your country. Do you want to never forget such a person?" Natalie said in a voice in her heart.


    "Natalie, this is the one you love. When you hate his mistakes, think about his achievements, and how much he has done for the Republic from chenstohova to Warsaw to begzisarai. Can one mistake erase all this?" another voice said to Natalie.


    Natalie shook her head in pain. She didn''t know how she got back to the mission. As soon as Natalie came back, she went back to the room and couldn''t get up on her knees. She kept repeating the Scriptures for forgiveness, praying that God could forgive Chechen and don''t take his young life away. Then Natalie made three more pious knocks on the floor and said, "please forgive me, please forgive me."


    Time passed, and the room slowly became bright. The night had passed and the day had come.


    Mitzkevich''s voice came from the door:


    "Miss, it''s breakfast."


    Natalie stood up dejected and opened the door.


    Looking at Natalie, mitzkevich was stunned. Only one night, how did his favorite Miss become like this. Natalie''s eyes were black, there were traces of tears on her cheeks, and her eyes were as dead as a walking corpse.


    "What''s the matter with you, miss?"


    Mitzkevich fell to his knees in grief and kissed Natalie on the back of her hand.


    Natalie felt nothing. She just said to mitskevich, "mitskevich, help me do something."


    "Tell me, miss. I''m willing to do it even if I go up the knife mountain and down the sea of fire."


    "Go to Chechen and see how he is. Don''t go in, just outside."


    Although she wondered why Natalie asked her to go instead of her in person, and did not let herself in, mitzkevich followed Natalie''s instructions.


    Before leaving, mitzkevich specially brought Natalie a breakfast.


    At noon, mitzkevich came back. When he entered Natalie''s room, he found that the breakfast brought for Natalie in the morning had not moved at all.


    "Miss, Chechen was assassinated last night. I heard that he is now in a coma. It is said that it is possible at any time... Should you go and see him?"


    When he said this, mitzkevich''s heart was full of shock. He was shocked that Chechen was assassinated. Not knowing that Natalie did it, mitzkevich foolishly suggested Natalie to see Chechen.


    Mitzkevich didn''t say it was OK. When he said this, Natalie bent down in pain.


    "Miss!?"


    Mizkevich shouted suspiciously.


    Natalie didn''t speak. Tears kept falling from her eyes and dripping on the floor.


    Mitzkevich couldn''t bear it. He wanted to comfort Natalie, but he didn''t know how to comfort her. He just kept saying, "Chechen will be fine. God will bless him."


    Mitzkevich is a good hand in war, but he is really stupid.


    After a while, Natalie opened her mouth.


    "Mitzkevich."


    "Yes, miss."


    "You go and ask the doctor in our mission to see Cherchen," Natalie said.


    "Yes, miss. Aren''t you going?" asked mitzkevich. But as soon as the words were spoken, mitzkevich regretted it. For when he saw Natalie listening to herself, he covered her face with both hands and cried, "I don''t deserve it, I don''t deserve it."


    Mitzkevich went out. Natalie fell to her knees again.


    "God, please..."


    After that, Natalie never went out of the room again.


    During Chechen''s coma, in the girl''s heart, two contradictory thoughts constantly clashed. First, as the prayer mood gradually calmed down, Natalie''s regret for Chechen began to rise gradually, and his unforgivable fault appeared in her mind from time to time. It was so heavy, unforgivable and unforgettable.


    Natalie even felt that Chechen had to die to get rid of all the painful memories.


    But every day when she thinks about this, Natalie repeats to herself to find this excuse for Cherchen. She tries to blame Christina for all the crimes - Cherchen is ignorant, and he is only bewitched by Christina.


    So, in those days, there were so many pains and so many troubles torturing her, gnawing at her soul and making her forget to eat and sleep. This kind of planting began to damage her health and make Natalie''s spirit worse and worse.


    Mitzkevich looked at Natalie''s changes and was greatly upset. He vaguely guessed that Natalie stabbed Chechen, so the young lady''s reaction was so great. But because he didn''t know why, he didn''t know how to persuade.


    A few days ago, Duke goshenovsky also came to see Natalie several times, but Natalie blocked him and didn''t even enter the door. Although the Duke of goshenovsky was proud and arrogant, he was still concerned about Natalie, a famous daughter. He reluctantly asked mitzkevich to look at Natalie and don''t worry about the affairs of the mission.


    After that, gorshenovsky himself fell ill with anger, and the mission became a pot of porridge, and mitzkevich could only maintain it.


    On the seventh day, Chechen, who was in a coma, finally woke up.


    When mitzkevich told Natalie the news, Natalie seemed to have a big stone falling in her heart. Finally, she was out of strength and fell to the ground.