When he was young, mad dogs had fantasized about their own death.
Like thousands of ordinary hot-blooded teenagers in Xingyao Federation, he is not afraid of death, but he is afraid of death in obscurity.
It was the most dangerous time in the old union. The folk customs were extremely fierce. All kinds of war games and hero movies were popular. All the boys who were 16 or 17 years old, no matter their spiritual roots or any other roots were not fully developed, and therefore had no place to vent their blood, all wanted to die like the heroes in the games and movies. It was better to fight for three days and three nights, After leaving a sea of corpses of monsters behind, under the first ray of bloody dawn, he carries a hot crystal magnetic gun to rush to the overwhelming tide of beasts, leaving one or two heroic words that can be included in history textbooks - this is the most perfect way to die.
At that time, the mad dog, in any case, never thought that he would die like this. He died like a fart.
It was the golden years of his life, when he was the son of heaven, the man of the day, and the super genius that attracted people''s attention.
He once thought that fate had been predestined for a long time. The front was brilliant, thrilling, stirring and magnificent. Even if he was not the whole world, he was at least the absolute protagonist of the small world around him.
However, the arrival of "that man" completely shattered his dream and killed his unopened road of destiny!
Suddenly, his father was in prison, his property was confiscated, and he owed a lot of debt. He also suffered from physical and mental attacks, which made him a bad reputation in the circle. In the end, no key university was willing to admit him, so he had to go to a second rate college.
The world and destiny he had thought of collapsed.
By this blow, he was depressed, muddled through 20 years of bleak years.
It''s not that he didn''t want to cheer up, but that every time he was ready to rally and work hard, the news of "that man" came like a lingering ghost.
If you are just an ordinary "opponent" or "enemy", maybe you can practice hard to catch up and revenge.
But "that man" is a real monster, every time the news is so earth shaking and shocking that he is completely hopeless and has no heart of confrontation.
Just because he is disheartened and has no courage to compete with "that person" does not mean that the storm rolled up by "that person" will not sweep him.
As the strength and fame of "that man" soared, the old entanglement between him and "that man" was also re exposed and hyped as a side story. Of course, most of the news was to exaggerate "that man" how wise and powerful he was. Naturally, he was an insignificant stepping stone in the corner of the picture, and occasionally "conspicuous" paragraphs, It is also his ferocity, ugliness and overconfidence that set off the glorious image of "that man".
This kind of life has passed for 20 years. In the world around him, he seems to be tied up with "that person". Every time he mentions the name of "that person", others will mention him by the way. There is no shame in language. As long as the kind of smiling eyes look at him casually, it is enough to completely distort the nerves of Tieda!
Twenty years later, those students who were far less qualified than him in the past had their own achievements and began to show their talents; Even if ordinary students, have formed a happy family, live a prosperous life, only he is still immersed in self pity and self abandonment, can not extricate himself, become an incurable drunkard and gangster.
It was his father who came out on parole for medical treatment. Before he died, he slapped him in the face and turned his fate around for the second time.
"Laozi... I don''t have the kind like you!"
This is my father''s last word.
His hands trembled and he tried to close the old man''s eyes, but he couldn''t close them. From then on, wherever he went, he seemed to see the old man''s eyes staring down at him, smashing the angry flame!
He understood what his father meant, he thought.
To be fair, from the perspective of an adult in his 30s and 40s, it''s really his fault to see many things when he was young and frivolous in his twenties and twenties.
Therefore, his emotion towards "that person" is very complicated, not so much "hatred" as "jealousy" and "reluctance"?
He wants revenge, to "that man", to the absurd fate, to the damned thief God! He didn''t want revenge because he really hated that person. He just wanted to tell the world that he would take back what belonged to him. He was the real protagonist in the world!
After three days of vigil for the old man, he was reborn.
Just after his first seven years, the old man said goodbye to his past life and went into the most cruel underground arena in the dark corner of the Federation.
Relying on the capital left by his crazy cultivation when he was young, he started from the lowest level of competition and fought all the way to the annual final circle of 120 City United arena. For the first time, he was famous as "mad dog".
Every time before playing, the moment when he puts on the mask is the most relaxed and comfortable moment, because in the cruel world of underground arena, no one knows that he is him, he is mad dog!
It took him just five years to make a breakthrough in refining gas and build a foundation. In terms of his experience and past, it can be called a miracle.
During the interval of the game, he also looked up at the starry sky with a bruised head, wondering whether he could match "that man" one day.
After all, "that man" has disappeared for a long time. It is said that he has entered hibernation and his strength should stagnate. It is a good opportunity for him to "overtake on the curve".
But the cruel reality smashed his hope again and again. The closest time to jiedan, he was seriously injured in a gold medal competition. After six months of cultivation, his strength plummeted.
Since then, he has been up and down in the underground arena circle for many years, and has never achieved any higher achievements. Later, whether he is exploring the resource planet as a "bounty hunter", or joining the federal army, fighting with all kinds of enemies, no matter how crazy, cruel and abnormal he is, his strength is still improving slowly.
Jindan, hehe, for a hundred years, it''s just a Jindan. In the eyes of ordinary people, it may be great, but compared with "that man", it''s not as good as horse dung crushed by wheels.
I don''t know when, he suddenly realized that his whole life, forever, forever, can''t compare with that person.
It doesn''t matter. Strength doesn''t matter. War success comes first.
He will make a great contribution far beyond that man, even if he dies, he will die with great vigour!
With this belief, he will always be at the forefront of the most dangerous tasks in the army''s big and small wars.
But fate made a big joke on him.
He didn''t catch up with the good times. In addition to the space ring war, the Federation has only encountered a few sporadic bandit suppression and public security wars in the past 100 years. Even if it has swept away the monsters and bandits on the whole planet by itself, what is the credit worth boasting about?
At the moment, "empire counterattack" was his best chance.
But he didn''t expect that the main force of the black wind fleet would attack Tianyuan kingdom. Although he had experienced the war, he was the first group of troops to meet the enemy. They were all cannon fodder. They were destined to die in the tin in obscurity, just like so many ordinary soldiers around him.
Yes, ordinary
Until the last moment of his life, looking back on the monotonous life of the past 100 years, mad dog finally got rid of its nervousness and madness, and had to admit with great frustration that:
"Originally, I''m just an ordinary person. Like them, I''m nothing alive and nothing dead. I''ve always been.
"Oh, my God, you mother, it turns out that Li Yao is the one you chose. I''m really just a stepping stone.
"I''ll never catch up with him. It''s no use tormenting myself any more. The gap between us will only grow bigger and bigger - now I''m not qualified to be a minion in his movies!
"Is that... Life?
"I am an ordinary person. How can ordinary people fight with superheroes?, Then, in this damned war, just like all the ordinary soldiers around, just like the soil and dog dung, what else can we struggle with? The more struggling, the more like a joke!
"Die, don''t think about anything, old man, I''m sorry, afterlife, afterlife..."
The mad dog''s consciousness gradually dissipated, and the spirit fell into a weak darkness.
But after a long time, still did not wait for complete relief, but also gradually enhance the perception, abdominal wound more came a cool, strange itch incomparable feeling!
The mad dog widened his eyes and found a small blue dot on the retina beating happily.
Jingkai''s medical system miraculously repaired itself. He is injecting artificial active cells into his liver area. Maybe the impact of some small meteorites just hit the key point of a medical unit, right?
Chaos on the battlefield, what incredible things can happen, even if the probability is only one in a billion!
"What does that mean, and not let me die?"
In a trance, the mad dog saw his father''s angry and unwilling eyes staring at him from the window of his helmet.
That''s right. I''m not willing to. I''m not willing to!
"God, what on earth do you want to do? If you really don''t want me to die, if there is still a chance, let me compete with Li Yao again, give me some enlightenment!
"I don''t want to defeat him, I just want to stand in front of him, show him what I am and tell him who I am!
"Thief God, help me, even if Li Yao is really the protagonist of the whole world, at least let me be the present, the protagonist of this small battlefield, for a second, for a second!"
The mad dog cried and roared silently.
As soon as the voice fell, a series of flashes appeared not far away.
"Is this, is this what you''ve taught me, my God?"
Mad dog was slightly stunned. He raised his hope again. Regardless of the abdominal pain, he urged the remaining runes on the crystal armor to fly towards the flash.
A moment later, he made an emergency brake and his eyes were covered with blood.
That''s the imperial crystal armor that sweeps the battlefield in Taiwan four or five.
They didn''t find him, but he activated the dynamic Rune array, exposed the target, and made all the imperial crystal armor fly towards him.
"Damn it."
The mad dog said to the thief.
90% of the battlefield was occupied by the three-star lightning flag of the imperial army. He had no choice but to close his eyes and wait to die.
But
not reconciled to! not reconciled to! not reconciled to! not reconciled to! not reconciled to! not reconciled to! not reconciled to!
In a trance, he somehow recalled the golden age of a hundred years ago in the city of tango, and thought of the once domineering and proud youth.
"Hehe, hehe, hehe!"
The mad dog vomited blood and slung it behind him. Relying on the magnetic adsorption, he waved his two handed dragon killing sword again, which made him laugh wildly. The whole helmet was covered with blood, and even the windows were dyed red.
Look out through the blood, brilliant sea of stars, in full swing!
"God, and you rubbish..."
Waving a dragon killing sword, mad dog activated the last five power runes and dived like a falling meteor. "I''m the first master of Chixiao No.2 Middle School in Xingyao Federal City, he lianlie! Who do you think I am? If you want to kill me, come and have a try! "