Zhang Xiaoxi dare not admit that she has a mother. In fact, she tells others that she is an orphan because she thinks that having a mother is the same as having no mother. She begins to have dignity and face. She is afraid that others will laugh at her.
The people in the town don''t like her. In short, the friends in the town like to laugh at her. She is a wild species, a wild species that no one will want.
What''s more, she also has hereditary neuropathy. Sooner or later, she will go crazy.
When Zhang Xiaoxi was ten years old, she met her new neighbor, Chen Sidi.
Chen Sidi moved to this town because his parents just divorced, and his mother moved here to heal his wounds. In addition, Chen Sidi is a gifted child in piano playing. He has won many awards at a young age. Moving here can give him more inspiration.
Chen Sidi is very silent. It seems that the silence begins with the divorce of his parents. Who can accept the fact that his parents divorce? Mother built a house in the town, just next to Zhang Xiaoxi.
Compared with Zhang Xiaoxi''s dilapidated cottage, Chen Sidi''s home has suddenly become a lot bigger. For Zhang Xiaoxi, it''s just a long-distance home.
On this day, Zhang Xiaoxi was lying on the railing at the door of Chen Sidi''s yard, looking forward to a big, luxurious home when she grew up.
At the moment, a young man came out. Looking at Zhang Xiaoxi at the door, the young man immediately thought, "is this girl a beggar?"?
He went back to the house, packed all the food made by today''s nanny, then put it in front of Zhang Xiaoxi and said, "no, this is the dish just made today. Take it and eat it."
Looking at the delicious food, Zhang Xiaoxi immediately couldn''t stop her saliva. She happily took the meal and said thank you.
"My name is Zhang Xiaoxi, and you?"
"My name is Chen Sidi."
"Chen Sidi? How does it read weird? But it doesn''t matter. You''re new here. I''ll cover you later. My sister has great strength! " Zhang Xiaoxi puts a dirty hand on Chen Sidi''s shoulder, but Chen Sidi doesn''t mind. He suddenly feels a little funny.
He looked at Zhang Xiaoxi. He looked very healthy, but he was very thin. Sister? In Chen Sidi''s opinion, Zhang Xiaoxi is smaller than himself.
After chatting with each other, Zhang Xiaoxi learned that Chen Sidi''s parents were divorced, so he came to live in this town. However, Chen Sidi is very strange to this town, because he just came here. The first time he saw Zhang Xiaoxi, he always had a kind of special cordial feeling, so he always told Zhang Xiaoxi who was younger than himself when he had something on his mind.
He doesn''t understand why he wants to tell Zhang Xiaoxi about his own affairs, but he just wants to. He has no friends around him and his mother is busy working. All he can do is to find someone to talk to him and tell Zhang Xiaoxi what he thinks and what he knows about his pain.
However, when he knew the story behind Zhang Xiaoxi, he found out what he had experienced?
"My mother is a madman and a fool. My grandparents picked her up by the roadside when they were young, and then raised her. It was only when my mother was 17 or 18 years old that she suddenly became pregnant, as if she had been taken care of Then there was me. I didn''t even know who my father was or what my mother looked like. I grew up picking up garbage and begging. Now I''m 12 years old, but I don''t know any words. I haven''t read a book, gone to school or any friends. If they want to bully me, I''ll call them back. Anyway, I''m a wild child nobody wants. It doesn''t matter People are in charge. " Zhang Xiaoxi said these experiences quietly.
At this time, my grandfather had already passed away. In a short year, my grandmother also passed away. Zhang Xiaoxi didn''t cry.
Because grandma and grandfather left some money for them, so that she could live on and take care of her mother, Zhang Nie Nie.
At the age of 13, Zhang Xiaoxi still lived peacefully year after year, greedy that other people''s children could go to school and act in the arms of her parents, but she couldn''t. She can only beg day after day, pick up garbage, and then support herself, support her mother.
"It''s OK. Don''t be afraid with me. I can still help you."
This is what Chen Sidi said.
It''s also the warmest words Zhang Xiaoxi has ever heard in her lifetime. She feels like she has a harbor and can stop herself for a rest.
One day, Chen Sidi secretly invited Zhang Xiaoxi to his home and let her visit, which made Zhang Xiaoxi jealous.
"I''ve decided! Come here every day! I''ll take it! How about I decide to teach you to read every day! " Chen Sidi made this request because he wanted to spend more time with Zhang Xiaoxi.
"Well, in return, I''ll teach you how to climb trees, steal birds'' eggs, fish, grow vegetables, attract birds and roast pheasants?"
"Well, that''s settled."
They hit it off.
"Do you know? I have never thought that anyone would like to talk to me, Chen Sidi. Thank you for being my friend. " Zhang Xiaoxi hugs Chen Sidi with gratitude.They hope that the friendship between them will last forever.
In this way, they passed year after year safely, until at the age of 16, Chen Sidi was ready to be promoted to senior three.
At this time, Zhang Xiaoxi was also half literate. Although she had never been to school, she could read and knew arithmetic. As long as Chen Sidi learned anything in school, she would teach it to Zhang Xiaoxi. And like a lively little boy, Chen Sidi would follow Zhang Xiaoxi to climb trees and steal bird eggs.
"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, come and have a look, your mother Your mother, she She can''t do it! " An aunt broke the tranquility of the town. He rushed to Zhang Xiaoxi and looked at him pitifully.
"What happened?" Asked Chen Sidi.
Zhang Xiaoxi shook her head blankly. She followed her aunt to the street in the town. At this time, the street was already full of people. In the bustling crowd, some people were calling for an ambulance, others were calling for the police. In short, it was chaos.
And Zhang Xiaoxi, who was crowded into the crowd, saw a pool of blood on the ground and a woman lying in a pool of blood, motionless and motionless.
At that time, Zhang Xiaoxi didn''t cry like a child. Instead, she was very calm and calm. She looked at Zhang nienie in a pool of blood.
Don''t understand what happened, a blank