But she didn''t feel afraid at all. Instead, she felt relieved. What people are afraid of is their own hearts.


    In her opinion, it''s much better than many places. There''s wind, there''s water, there''s small animals, and... Joe Dongrui. It''s really a good place for people to think about things quietly.


    Yang Peiqing said silently to herself in her heart, just this time, just this time, she came to indulge herself for the last time. Today is the 30th day of Qiao Dongrui''s death. If there are ghosts in the world, let him come back to find himself!


    Casually picked up a stone at hand, Yang Peiqing threw it at the reflection of the moon in the middle of the water. There are ripples gradually from the middle of the pan open, the moon has been broken. Only the tiny light is shining on the lake, leaving a sigh.


    "Joe, I''ve come to see you. Thank you very much. I survived. Today, I also sent Li Jialang to the prison, so that I feel ashamed to see you. In fact, I really miss you, but you don''t even give me a dream. If you give me a dream, tell me where you are now! "


    Yang Peiqing said to the lake, murmuring to himself, as if she was coquettishing her lover. She was sitting, as if the smiling teenager was still in front of her.


    In fact, I have a lot to say, but now it seems that they are all like dreams.


    After a pause, Yang Peiqing continued: "it turns out that you are the cruelest one. You left me like this, and I didn''t even think about it. By the way, Qiao Dongrui, today Lee Myung Bak wakes up. It''s good. But where are you? What I miss most is you. Don''t worry. I won''t do anything stupid. I''ll live with you and your share. "


    Suddenly a choking overflowed from the bottom of my heart, Yang Peiqing tried to stop this choking. But still can not restrain the tears from the eyes fell down, dense line of sight.


    I can''t say anything. Although Yang Peiqing has a thousand words, he can only bury them in his heart at this time. With the tears to wash out, this time is only one person''s time.


    She hid her face and cried until her little shoulder finally stopped shaking, and then she felt better. Tears during this period of time, or really much more than the previous life.


    Life and death, the pain is always the rest of the person.


    In the face of the cruel laws of nature, you will find that in the end, only tears can pay homage to the deceased. Emotional catharsis can only be faced in this way.


    Under the moonlight, this little figure is shining slightly on the edge. It''s beautiful and pathetic.


    After a while, the tears gradually stopped. Yang Peiqing casually wiped a tear, only then the tear eye hazy raise head. Looking at the still calm lake, as if nothing had happened.


    Even if it was just temporarily broken by the stone, the calm has now been restored, and the moon has quietly returned to the lake.


    Suddenly feel very cruel, no matter how people are joys and sorrows, God is still looking at you with compassion. If there is love in heaven, heaven is also old. Heaven has never changed for thousands of years. Maybe it is because there is no heart.


    Yang Peiqing''s fingers are rubbing unconsciously on the lawn beside her. She suddenly feels that it''s a little scary to be quiet here. Loneliness is harmful.


    So he took out his cell phone, simply put on headphones and began to listen to music quietly. Still point open are Zhang Guorong''s songs, Yang Peiqing casually put a song.


    With metal feeling happy voice, but it is incomparably affectionate. Let a person''s loneliness does not seem to be so difficult up, even in the face of the vast river.


    In addition to time, there are also songs that can heal people''s hearts.


    So, thank you very much for the real singers. Thanks for their voice in many times to heal themselves, in no one to accompany, can have their song.


    You will feel that there is not only one person in the world who is sad.


    What''s more, Leslie really cured herself a lot. More often, he gives himself more company. Although has already left the world, but also into the stars in the sky to shine on everyone.


    You left and scattered around. This sentence is perhaps the most vivid portrayal.


    It''s like spending time together. Well, you live in our hearts.


    Yang Peiqing is listening to the songs in the earphone carefully sentence by sentence. The quiet environment is better than any good earphone. Gradually, the heart is quiet down.


    Lin Xi''s lyrics are really good, even if he did not end up with his favorite person. At that time, there was a saying in Xiangjiang music circle that many popular singers were actually helping Lin Xi sing out his love.


    Lin Xi''s name, he said, is to open the dream.


    When Yang Peiqing first heard this explanation, he was astonished. Is really shocked, in the name of dreams, to love for life, to love for the Shou. It''s just like this in my life.I still remember when I first heard it, Yang Peiqing was really excited. Directly pull Qiao Dongrui has been saying that at that time Qiao Dongrui is just looking at himself.


    He said that sentence, now even clearly appeared in his mind.


    He said that in the name of dreams, I''m afraid that I can''t distinguish between dreams and life in the end. This is a real tragedy.


    At that time, I was crazy about Lin Xi''s lyrics. Even on the class draft paper, I was writing a few lines of lyrics that Lin Xi helped Zhang Guorong write.


    It''s the most fantastic miracle that two of my favorite artists merge together. Often after a class, copying two or three lyrics is almost over.


    It''s like the most ordinary girl. I''m not happy to hear Qiao Dongrui''s explanation. Just like a willful child, Qiao Dongrui coaxed him for a long time and then reluctantly agreed not to be angry.


    Now think about it, it''s all in the past. What''s more, Qiao Dongrui is right. All of a sudden, even such a statement.


    Every lyric of Lin Xi carries his deep love for Huang YaoMing. Beautiful people are moving, other people''s love is not necessarily perfect.


    Yang Peiqing thought so, listening to the lyrics more seriously. Although I like Cantonese, I really have no talent, so Yang Peiqing can only barely understand it.


    I''m familiar with the lyrics, but I''m also familiar with them. That sounds like a different flavor.


    With songs to recall the past bit by bit. Just more heartache spread in his heart, Yang Peiqing even some do not want to think.


    Si people have passed away, why the most loved people have left the world? In the most determined posture, this is the punishment of God.


    As a reborn person, Yang Peiqing always worried that he might be upset at any time. Now it is calm up, but more hope that punishment can really fall on their own body.


    After all, this world is just an exception that suddenly appears. If it is because of the people next to it, it will be punished. It''s really better to let yourself suffer alone, and you don''t have to feel guilty. You''re really going to die.


    The songs in the earphone are also put on the list of enthusiastic concerts. It''s one of her favorite concerts, not one of them.


    Up to now, passionate concerts are known as the most peak concerts. None of the above artistic attainments, including stage lighting singers, can be surpassed.


    Yang Peiqing also likes the songs in it best. She really felt that her singing in this concert was much better than that in the studio. It''s real, with a burst of emotion.


    There is a period of time, repeated brush many times, many times the enthusiasm of the concert. Qiao Dongrui also spent a lot of money to buy the collection version of the live disc at that time, which was the best birthday gift he had ever received.


    On that day, Qiao Dongrui kisses himself for the first time, with infinite green and joy. Yang Peiqing can still clearly remember Qiao Dongrui''s trembling eyelashes at that time, as if he was so pure.


    And also pulled Qiao Dongrui to watch countless enthusiastic concerts, the happiness at that time was really super simple. There are people who love, there are songs of love, together is simply happy to die.


    Finally, put the song. All the memories are magnificent to his mind, unable to parry.


    Where are you? Where are you?


    At this moment, it sounds like tears are streaming down our face. Also vaguely can understand the feelings of singing inside, turbulent as the world is inside.


    On such a night, Yang Peiqing while listening to the song, while casually crying and laughing, or muttering to the lake to say a few words. Also very simply put the phone to a silent mode, only in the quiet music, do not think about anything else.


    To the end, gradually lying on the ground to sleep in the past. Yang Peiqing really felt that there might not be such a comfortable time in the world, with heaven as the cover and earth as the seat.


    Without any sadness, she just fell asleep. Deep with singing and Qiao Dongrui, when the world is still full of love.


    Sitting here like a madman, no one can understand his sorrow, but he is really sad. Only, this kind of sadness oneself can understand well.


    So stay a night, to the end, the cold night wind let Yang Peiqing deep sleep in the past. And I sleep in peace.