He looked at me and his beard began to shake.


    "Say it!" I replied faintly.


    "Anyway After all, you are right to stick to your principles! Moreover, at least you are working hard. You are more noble than me! "


    With a sigh, Zhang Jian turned and walked away.


    His back looks very old, but his steps are faltering


    Watching Zhang Jianyuan go, I slowly loosen my clenched fist and give up the idea that I want to cripple him with a fist.


    Perhaps, everyone has their own difficulties!


    I remember reading a sentence in a novel, everyone will have their own original intention, but the most difficult thing is to stick to it and not let the original intention degenerate into hardship


    Zhang Jian''s performance makes me believe that while he is calculating to hurt me, he has also experienced the same spiritual devastation as me. He has even been abandoned!


    As if he had made an appointment, Zhang Jian left, and Xiaoqian came to me.


    "Jiang Feng..."


    She called me, but did not speak immediately.


    Frowning, I asked, "Shangguan, you are not going, waiting for the grass, are you?"


    "Alas..."


    My attitude made her feel helpless, "I tested with you just now So you shouldn''t be prejudiced against me! "


    Her words left me speechless.


    Indeed, at the end of the test, Shangguan Xiaoqian''s face was no better than mine!


    And that "do you regret it?" obviously hit some of the softest parts of her heart


    But I don''t know what she regretted? Does she have the same difficulties as Zhang Jian?


    "I''m sorry."


    I said softly, and added with a cigarette in my mouth, "as long as you don''t do anything to Yao Jing, I don''t want to care about anything..."


    "Well Looks like she''s important to you? "


    Big long leg asked me, but didn''t seem to want to hear my answer. Then he jumped over the question and continued, "Jiang Feng, can I contact you later?"


    "Contact me?"


    I don''t know why, my ruffian burst out again, and I couldn''t restrain the feeling of suffocation in my heart.


    When you walk on the right path, I cross my single wooden bridge. Even as Zhang Jian said just now, each side of the world will never meet. This is also a human saying.


    Ya, why did you contact me?


    Do you think it''s not enough for me to toss?


    "Contact me? You want to see the other side of me naked, right? OK, I''m Jiang Feng. I''m in the editorial department... "


    "Jiang, Jiang Feng, can''t you talk well? What editorial department? What do you mean? "


    "Hey, hey, welcome to contribute, that''s what I mean!"


    I black face, a grasp of the long legs of incense shoulder, hand began to slide down


    There, the mountains stand up, unlimited scenery!


    …


    Suddenly, my hand stopped, fell on her slender white neck, did not continue to move.


    It wasn''t her that stopped her - even in the process, Shangguan Xiaoqian didn''t move.


    It''s not that I''m kind. In fact, my eyes are full of humiliation and anger.


    I stopped just because I suddenly felt bored!


    Is this the way to humiliate a woman?


    In their own territory, in order to vent their anger and make a real rogue like behavior?


    Most importantly, by doing so, can I get rid of the irritability accumulated in my chest, which can''t be separated from my blood at all?


    I took back my hand and sighed.


    "Come on, don''t let me see you again!"


    After a pause, I said heavily, "next time, if I meet you next time, I swear to heaven that I will definitely kill you before all your actions begin, no, crush you!"


    My feet are turning fiercely to the ground, as if Shangguan Xiaoqian is lying at my feet, moaning bitterly, "yes, crush you, just like crush a Xiaoqiang!"


    "Alas ~ ~"


    big long legs sighed, and did not look at me angrily because I described her as a cockroach.


    "Jiang Feng, sometimes a lot of things really can''t be explained, and it''s impossible for others to understand the complicated relationship, let alone judge whether it''s right or wrong!"


    Shangguan Xiaoqian certainly looked at me, "if there is a chance in the future, in case I mean, in case, in case you know the truth, you may not look at us as you are now, especially to Shangguan Xiaoqian! "


    "Oh..."


    I''m noncommittal, "come on, let''s go, I have to catch a plane today..."


    "Well, Jiang Feng, take care!"


    Shangguan Xiaoqian turns around, takes those two long legs that can attract men''s attention 150 percent, curls smoke and walks away quickly.


    It was quiet at the corner of the stairs.


    I lit a cigarette again. I couldn''t understand why I had the idea of "regretting" and why Zhang Jian and Shangguan deliberately stayed behind to say these words to me.…


    She and Cheng Yaoxin walk out of the gate of the women''s prison building in the first prison District side by side. The night outside has begun to fade its dark camouflage, and the sky is pale.


    "Brother Feng, you I''m worried about you! "


    Yao Xin whispered, "I''ve never seen you so decadent..."


    I am a Leng, "be? I look decadent? Hehe, maybe I''m too tired... "


    "No, tiredness is not a fact, or a reason at all!"


    Yao Xin looked up at me stubbornly, "brother Feng, even if you were seriously injured and hospitalized for several times, the first moment you wake up, your eyes are still clear and your aura is very strong All in all, you radiate a positive energy


    "Oh..."


    I recall the little things that Cheng Yaoxin described, as if That''s true.


    Every time I was beaten by life, I would get up tenaciously and try to beat back!


    It''s the first time I''ve ever been disappointed like tonight.


    Maybe this is too absolute, I''m not Superman, I must have lost my soul.


    For example, Lin Fen left me, for example, Lan Lan left me


    It''s just that these should belong to two people''s emotional entanglements, not the fight between opponents. Of course, Cheng Yaoxin has no chance to witness it, so it''s not too much for her to say so.


    However, even if I have never been discouraged in the face of difficulties, even if I can stand upright again in the black and white But what''s the use?


    At this moment, my mood is so low that I have no desire to continue to fight. This What''s wrong? How am I calculated by the other party?


    …


    I felt that my broad hand was tightly held by a small, delicate hand, and then two.


    That''s Yao Xin.


    She is too simple, will not say too many words to comfort me, only through such a silent act, give me a little encouragement


    I laughed, and a kind of emotion called warmth flowed in my heart.


    "Brother Feng, cheer up


    She looked at me, simple language, without any modification and explanation, just beautiful eyes full of expectations.


    "OK, cheer up!"


    Word by word, I spit out these syllables from my mouth, and finally began to try to put down the burden of my heart and condense my spirit.


    Slowly, I began to force myself to cheer up, because at least I know one thing very well, that is, compared with Sima Xiaoqiao, Liu yaoqin and even Shangguan Xiaoqian, I, Jiang Feng, must not be completely defeated psychologically and spiritually by Zhang Jian''s vicious tricks!