When their emotions gradually calmed down, Cheng Yaoxin came out of my arms and sat face to face with me. Her face didn''t show the way she had just cried.


    I found a fault and said, "Yao Xin, I won''t mention yesterday. No one is allowed to mention it. You are not allowed to think about it. Do you hear me?"


    Seeing her nodding, I immediately turned away and asked, "Yao Xin, why did you suddenly come back this time? Isn''t school already open? "


    Although the weather is still hanging the tail of summer, many young people are still wearing short sleeves or even shorts in T city or Xijing, but the time has quietly come to September, which is the beginning of the school season.


    Yao Xin replied, "I''m a senior, and I don''t have any classes now. And my credits have been completed, work or continue to study at home have been Anyway, I didn''t have much to do, so I wanted to go back to Shashan and have a look. I didn''t expect that brother Feng, you also came back... "


    Yao Xin lowers her head, unconsciously playing with her clothes, with a bitter look on her face.


    I don''t think I can ask any more. Alas, this is so special. How can it be related to yesterday and feelings anyway?


    Lighting a cigarette I just bought today, I smothered. After a long time, I asked her, "how long are you going to stay? Home means going to work or continuing to study? "


    "How long It didn''t matter. Now Well, maybe I''ll go back in a few days. "


    I know why she changed her mind.


    Indeed, it would be a similar choice for me, or for anyone else.


    Strong impulse only in a moment, no one will always, nothing again and again to challenge the limits of life. And if you can''t get the happiness you want here, what''s the point of staying?


    "Well," I thought, "I may have a chance to go to the capital in a few days. Then you should do your best to invite brother Feng to have a big meal and visit the mountains and waters!"


    "Really?"


    Finally, Yao Xin was excited, so she looked up at me and said, "brother Feng, is that true? Didn''t you lie to me? "


    "No way!"


    I stare at her, pretend disdain way, "you Maple elder brother is that kind of words but have no letter of person!"


    It''s true that I didn''t speak freely, because I have learned that the second stage of prisoners'' ideological remolding work will be promoted, and the internal conference of the judicial system will be held in Beijing. As one of the initiators, I will be invited to attend and speak at the conference.


    "Well, you must tell me in advance. At that time, whatever you want to eat and where you want to play, just open your mouth. Even if Wanshou mountain has been closed, as long as brother Feng wants to go up and have a look, I can find a way to arrange it!"


    I wonder, "Why are you so good at it? You mean longevity hill in the summer palace? Isn''t it closed long ago? It''s not open to tourists at all. "


    "Hee hee, don''t worry about it. I have my own way!"


    Yao Xin seems to return to the state of chattering around me before and began to talk and laugh.


    Until this moment, I have been hanging the heart just a little down.


    Well, from my heart, I really feel ashamed of her.


    In the University, my tutor once spent half a class telling us about the seven emotions and six desires of human beings. During that time, he specially mentioned a sentence that I still remember for many years.


    "It doesn''t matter to ignore silent secret love. It''s nothing to refuse a confession. The only thing that worries people is to live up to their long-term infatuation Students, the other side of love is not beautiful! "


    At that time, I remember that some people started to cry in class, which made half a class miserable. The old man was too scared to teach any experience on this topic.


    When I think of this sentence at the moment, my heart seems to have been soaked in sulfuric acid, and it''s corroded to a thousand holes. Alas, Cheng Yaoxin, Hong Lei and Chen Hui are just responding to the old man''s long-term infatuation, and am I doomed to fail them


    I can''t imagine, but I''m sure that if someone digs out my heart at this moment, there will be absolutely no bright red and bright, only the desolation like coral and honeycomb.


    They had nothing to say. I asked Yaoxin about all kinds of interesting things in school, and she asked me if I had any difficulties after I returned to Xijing


    Time, in such a light dialogue, flows every minute, taking away every moment of time, and also taking away the indescribable feeling between Cheng Yaoxin and me.


    At this time, my new phone suddenly rang and tuned the channel. I heard someone shouting, "team Jiang, where is team Jiang?"


    "I''m in the counseling room. Are you Sister Qin? "


    I can tell from my voice that it''s sister Qin who has the best relationship with me among the leaders of several discipline squadrons in the first prison area.


    "Yes, it''s me. Are you in the counseling room? Great, I''ll be right there! "


    "What''s the matter, sister Qin? What''s the matter?"


    "Ah, he''s paralyzed. Some prisoners bury thunder. As a result, some fools rush to get together and have bad luck!"


    I was surprised, even busy way, "serious?""Fortunately, it''s special. I don''t seem to know whether it''s true or not. You wait and I''ll show you!"


    "OK," I quickly replied, "bring more people here. By the way, bring the prisoner''s health record..."


    Cut off the walkie talkie, Yao Xin''s look has become a little dignified, "brother Feng, it seems that sister Qin said it''s very serious..."


    "Well!"


    I was a little upset and lit a cigarette again.


    In prison, the meaning of burying mines does not mean burying mines or bombs. Instead, they are collectively referred to as "design greasy" to make trouble for the prison.


    It seems that some people are not at ease to accept the labor reform. They are looking for trouble!


    I don''t know who the other female prisoner is. Could it be Yao Jing? Or Sima Xiaoqiao, Yi Mei, a female prisoner who has a good relationship with me?


    What''s the matter with her?


    Distracted, I began to pace up and down the room, trying to calm myself down.


    I know very well that as a psychologist, I can''t be impetuous first!


    It is self-evident who will be affected by the treatment.


    …


    Seven or eight minutes later, sister Qin came running with a group of people out of breath. I saw that behind her, a young female prisoner was being held up by two prisoners, struggling all the way, screaming or giggling.


    Even the corners of her mouth were dripping with saliva from time to time.


    I must have seen the face of this female prisoner and confirmed that she was a female prisoner in the first prison District, but I didn''t remember her name for a moment.


    "Team Jiang, you are back! Oh, I''m so tired! "


    Team Qin sat down on my seat and gasped, "paralyzed, you don''t know. During the period when you left, all the female prisoners with psychological and mental problems can only be sent to the prison hospital, or even to the social hospital for treatment. In particular, they are often fooled by the female prisoners, and I scolded her next door ！”