Then, Su Dingguo said to everyone, "OK, let''s break up. Don''t look. We are all busy with our own affairs."


    Everyone talked angrily and went back to his office one after another, and I left after work.


    Zhao Dajian suffered a dumb loss this time, which made me feel comfortable and happy on the way.


    This time I played a trick on Zhao Dajian. I know that Zhao Dajian must have been very angry and offended him even more.


    However, even if I don''t make fun of him this time, he will still seize the opportunity to rectify me. He has always regarded me as an eyesore.


    If I teach him a lesson this time, maybe he will feel that I am not so easy to bully, maybe he will be restrained and afraid of me.


    In the evening, after dinner in the dormitory, I turned on my laptop and browsed the news for a while. I thought about Qiu Tong''s coming to sun dongkai''s office in the afternoon. I didn''t know what the result was.


    Sun dongkai blocked my appointment. The reason is obvious. It is because Cao Teng promoted me. What should Cao Teng do? Where is Cao Teng''s face?


    The reason why Sun dongkai favored Cao Teng was undoubtedly due to Zhao Dajian, especially Cao Li. Perhaps, sun dongkai''s appreciation of Cao Teng''s so-called ability, coupled with Cao Li''s relationship, made him love his family.


    Thinking of sun dongkai''s eyes when he saw Qiutong, I could not help feeling a little uneasy and depressed.


    How can this officialdom, this state-owned enterprise, be so fuckin ''hard to mix up, want to do something, how can it be so troublesome?


    In private enterprises, where are so many things?


    I am depressed to land button, looking at the floating white head in a daze, so long, she has not appeared, she has not landed button?


    If I look at her so stealthily, will she also look at me stealthily?


    Think of here, my heart move, think of a can see each other stealth state software.


    I immediately started searching and downloading


    After landing button again, I was surprised to see, floating life like a dream online!


    My heart beat violently, she was, she was, she was looking at me!


    For so many days, I have been hiding in the dark looking at her countless times, looking at the chat content between me and her, then, is she also like me, browsing countless times, aftertaste the communication between me and her?


    Although she said she wanted to break up, she didn''t forget me after all. She always thought about me, just as I couldn''t forget her!


    I look at the head like a dream, and my heart rises and falls


    The first meeting on the Yalu River cruise ship and the chance meeting in the buckle are great accidents for the long journey of life.


    I think, in the vast sea of people, we meet, not a step earlier, not a step later, only just in that second each other stop, this is a kind of accident, is also a kind of life inevitable?


    There are many ways to go in life, but not all of them can go; there are also many opportunities to choose in life, but not all of them can choose.


    I know, I can''t predict, I can''t force, I can''t wait. Is chance the most real life of her and me? Why did it happen not early or late, just at that time


    Lighting a cigarette, I am in the curling smoke, thinking about the unforgettable scene on the Yalu River, thinking about the communication of the deep-rooted heart in countless nights


    At the moment, she is also sitting in front of the computer like me, thinking about our virtual and ethereal past?


    Is the loss, suddenly see floating life like a dream offline, I look at the time, less than 10 o''clock, so early she will have a rest?


    I turn off the computer and stand at the window of the living room, staring at the still cold night sky at the end of winter


    Just at this time, my mobile phone rang. It was Qiutong.


    "Ike, are you asleep?" The quiet voice of Qiutong.


    "No, Mr. Qiu. What''s the matter?" I said.


    "Er..." Qiu Tong said, "I want to ask you out to talk. Is it convenient for you?"


    Qiutong asked me to come out so late to have a talk. I had a strange feeling in my heart and said: "convenient, convenient! Where to? "


    "Well Go to the green bar next to Zhongshan Square, listen to music, have some coffee and relax. " Qiu Tong said.


    Green bar is a slow-paced bar with high-grade style. I have been there once. Usually there are not many guests and the environment is very elegant.


    I promised Qiutong to go downstairs quickly and take a taxi. After 20 minutes, Qiutong and I met at the door of the bar.


    After entering the bar, I found a seat in a corner and ordered coffee and snacks.


    There are not many guests in the bar. The light is soft and the music is soothing. The atmosphere is warm and elegant. In the seat not far from us, there were several men and women talking and laughing in a low voice.


    After a while, a young man called the waiter to come over and said something. Then, the music in the hall stopped. The young man stood up and walked to a small stage in the middle of the hall. He sat on a high stool and the waiter sent him a guitar. After a few simple adjustments, the young man began to sing softly while playing"Just because I saw you in the crowd, I couldn''t forget your face any more. I dreamed of meeting again one day. From then on, I began to miss you lonely."


    Singing low slow, slightly vicissitudes, I can not help but Bang heart, listening attentively. Qiutong also seems to be attracted by the song, watching the singing boy.


    "When I think of you, you are in the sky, when I think of you, you are in front of me, when I think of you, you are in my mind, when I think of you, you are in my heart I''d rather believe that we have an appointment in our previous life, and that our love story will never change. I''d rather spend my whole life waiting for you to find that I''ve always been by your side and never gone far. " The boy continued to sing softly.


    Melancholy and lyrical singing filled the hall. When I listened to the singing, my heart filled with infinite emotion. I could not help but think of my first acquaintance with Qiutong and her dreamlike life, and the unforgettable virtual and real communication


    Qiu Tong looked at the small stage of the performance in a dazed way, his eyes showing a bit of emotion and disappointment


    After singing, the young man went down and gave a few sparse applause.


    Qiutong and I had a few claps, and the guy and several people who had been there had a friendly look at us.


    "Good singing, good singing, good lyrics." I said it from the bottom of my heart.


    "The singer''s name is Li Jian." Qiu Tong said suddenly.


    "Who is Li Jian?" I asked Qiutong, "do you know him?"


    "I know him, he doesn''t know me..." Qiu Tong said: "Li Jian was the lead singer of Shuimu Nianhua band. He quit Shuimu Nianhua eight years ago and developed himself. He was very popular in Shuimu Nianhua, but he didn''t hear much about him later."


    "Oh..."


    "He released an album in 2002, in which there was this song, named legend:" Qiu Tong continued: "I remember the ninth song in the album, but this song has not been sung, but I heard it a long time ago, still fresh in my memory."


    "Oh..." I nodded: "Li Jian is very handsome, some are very similar to Maoning, but his temperament is much deeper and melancholy than Maoning."


    "Li Jian graduated from the Department of electronic engineering of Tsinghua University. His home is Harbin. He was a recommended student of Tsinghua University in those years." Qiu Tong said.


    I said, "it seems that you are a fan of him. You know so well."


    "Ha ha..." Qiutong chuckled: "it goes back to the pursuit of Shuimu''s time I didn''t expect to meet him here after so many years... "


    At this time, coffee and snacks came up. Qiutong and I talked over coffee.


    After a while, Qiu Tong said to me in a soft voice, "the couple with Li Jian are Faye Wong and Li Yapeng They''ve also come to Xinghai. They''re friends with Li Jian. They''re getting together. "


    I turned my head and looked at it. It''s really beautiful.


    At the 2010 Spring Festival Gala, Faye Wong came back after six years. A song "legend" made her shine again, and the creator Li Jian began to attract attention and gradually became popular.


    Many people reflect that Li Jian''s original singing is better than Faye Wong''s. Li Jian also became the first person to become popular with the help of the Spring Festival Gala, which Guo Degang said in the column of "tonight''s drama".


    Of course, it''s just a few days after the Spring Festival in 2009.


    "The big star is in front of you. Don''t you ask for an autograph to leave a picture?" Qiu Tong said to me with a smile.


    I said: "without that fanatical energy, it''s too far from my life to reach the edge I feel bad when I see Li Yapeng. He''s just a soft eater. Without Faye Wong, where can he be so famous? "


    "Ha ha, are you eating sour grapes?" Qiu Tong said jokingly.


    "Ha ha Whatever you think Anyway, I know I''m not! " I then asked Qiutong: "why don''t you go there? Don''t you admire those stars? "


    "I never worship stars!" Qiu Tong said with a smile.


    "If you don''t worship stars, who do you worship?" I said.


    "I, who do not worship, I worship myself!" Qiu Tong said.


    "Well Self respect, self appreciation, ha ha... " I said: "to worship yourself is to feel too good about yourself. As time goes by, you will protect yourself..."


    "No!" Qiu Tong said: "to worship others is undoubtedly to want to be as successful as that person. However, we neglect that we must believe in ourselves if we want to be successful. For what you do every day, you have to have great hope for yourself. I think hope may be a person''s biggest driving force for continuous progress.


    "Some people will say that everyone does something wrong every day. Is it worth worshiping? My answer is: of course not! The person you worship must be the most perfect person in your heart. If you want to be an idol in your heart, you will constantly improve yourself and improve yourself. Even if you make mistakes, you will immediately correct them and let yourself worship the corrected self.


    "Take a negative example: if you don''t believe in yourself, you will be discouraged and abandon yourself. In this way, you will be immersed in a depressed environment all day, and of course you will not live a wonderful life. ""Well..." I looked at Qiutong with admiration: "go on Have you never worshipped anyone? "


    "Yes, of course, but that was before." Qiu Tong said: "in the past, I was also very envious of others. I always took into account other people''s views on myself. I always want to be someone else, but it''s never possible. Some people say that others are always in front of you, you can only stand at the foot of the mountain to see him, and never climb to the top. I think it''s not difficult to surpass others. The most important thing is to cross the ravine of your own soul. The only thing you can get through is your self-confidence and the feeling of self worship. "


    I agree with Qiutong''s idea. Looking at the beautiful Qiutong under the dim yellow light, I seem to see the floating life like a dream in a trance.