After a moment''s silence, I reached out and stroked Dong''Er''s cheek, looking at Dong''Er deeply: "Dong''Er, you are very important to me, do you understand?"


    Dong''Er looked at me with bright eyes and nodded: "I understand Xiao Ke, you are also very important to me. "


    I smile, and then take the initiative to bring Donger vegetables: "come, eat vegetables --"


    unconsciously, a bottle of red wine was drunk by Donger and I, we eat, after dinner, Donger goes to take a bath, I clean the table, wash the dishes.


    After cleaning the dishes, I went to bed and leaned on the head of the bed, listening to the sound of the water in the bathroom, thinking about the thrilling experience of these days, thinking about the 500000 bank cards collected by Dong''Er


    I still can''t understand why Li Shun let Duan Xianglong go easily, and I don''t know what Li Shun talked about with Duan Xianglong alone.


    However, one thing I know is that Li Shun is not a fool. He must have his own consideration in doing so. It must be a huge stratagem. He must be using Duan Xianglong, or he and Duan Xianglong are using each other.


    In addition, Li Shun gave me a reward of 500000 yuan, which is not a small sum. It shows that the value of my help for Li Shun is far more than 500000 yuan, even more than ten times.


    Li Shun doesn''t give me the 500000 directly, but through Xiao Wu. What does that mean? Does that mean he doesn''t want to talk directly about money with me? You don''t want to meet me face to face? Don''t you want to embarrass me face to face?


    He asked me to accept the 500000 yuan with the help of Xiao Wu, which undoubtedly tied me more firmly to his chariot and made me more unable to get away. Although I didn''t work for him, I was a capable general he could use and send at any time.


    I understand that with this 500000 yuan, I am far from finished dealing with Li Shun in the future. In the future, maybe more things will fall on me.


    Thinking of this, I can''t help feeling a bit heavy and depressed. I can''t help thinking of Qiutong and Donger, and the lies I made up for them.


    Donger and Qiutong unknowingly become women in my life who are hard to choose and can''t give up. Now I lie to them, which is a very painful and embarrassing thing for me, but I have to do it.


    Melancholy thinking about their own experience, thinking about their own life experience of women, thinking about what they have done and are doing, I suddenly found that there is a huge weakness in their character.


    I try to think about my weakness. Everyone in the world has weakness. What is my weakness?


    Once upon a time, I always wanted to be a forthright, straightforward and broad-minded person. However, I found that I was involuntarily involved in delicate, sentimental and tactful entanglement. No matter in life or emotion, I let myself linger in entanglement


    Just thinking about it, Dong''Er went into the bedroom in his pajamas after taking a bath and got into bed. He nestled next to me, reached out and stroked my chest, and said in a soft voice, "Xiao Ke, my Xiao Ke, what''s the matter with you?"


    Dong''Er''s hands are delicate and smooth, soft and boneless, swimming gently on my skin.


    I looked at Dong''Er, stretched out my right arm and put it around Dong''Er''s shoulder. Dong''Er held my hand with the other hand, put my hand on her chest at will, and stroked her little rabbit through the thin, cicada like pajamas


    I said to Dong''Er, "do you have any weakness?"


    Dong''Er leaned on my shoulder and said, "yes, everyone has Physically, and psychologically. "


    I said, "well Have you found my weakness? "


    Dong Er looked up at me for a moment, thinking.


    "Say -" I said.


    "I think your weakness is..." Dong''Er hesitated for a moment and then said, "your weakness is that you can''t see through, can''t bear to part with, can''t afford to lose and can''t let go."


    Dong''Er''s words shocked my heart. I looked at Dong''Er: "how can I say that?"


    Dong''Er no longer looked at me, looked ahead, and slowly said, "well, you can''t see through the tangles in your interpersonal relationship, the hidden wounds after fighting, so that you can''t see through the bland noise and the tranquility after prosperity; you can''t bear to give up the wonderful years you''ve had, the vanity when you were high, the applause when you were proud; you can''t afford to lose, the emotional strength you once had Lose, so that you can not afford to lose a part of life; put down, for the people and things that have gone far, you can not put down the already dusty right and wrong. "


    Dong''Er''s words make ripples in my heart. There are so many wisdom in life. How much have I learned?


    I feel confused. Yes, can''t I really see through, give up, lose or let go?


    I murmured: "how can the world deal with me by slandering me, deceiving me, insulting me, laughing at me, belittling me, degrading me, hating me and deceiving me?"


    Dong''Er said: "just endure him, let him, let him, avoid him, tolerate him, respect him, ignore him, stay for a few years and see him..."


    When I look at Dong Er, it seems that Dong er''s words have another meaning.


    Dong''Er looked at me and gave me a smile. She gently kissed my lips. Then her lips swam to my ear, licked my ear, panted and whispered: "baby, OK, don''t think so much Tonight is a wonderful night for us to meet again after a long time. We should have a good time, enjoy it and live up to the beautiful scenery. "At this time, I did not have any physical impulse, my heart has long been to another world, my mind emerged a lot of things and thoughts.


    I hold Dong''Er in my arms and feel her warm and fragrant nephrite, but I am thinking about something in my heart.


    What a wonderful world. I suddenly felt this desolate and pathetic feeling in my mind!


    Life is so full of fun, in the mutual caress, in the ambiguous eyes, in the collision sound of the body closing and parting again and again, it deduces the most beautiful melody of human nature to the highest level.


    Dong''Er tried his best to satisfy me. Love him, give him, this is how many women do not change the motto, I feel at the moment, Dong''Er should be the same, she is willing to pay all, all for me.


    I can feel that Dong''Er has been catering. Although her movements are not very skillful and the range is not large, they are clear. She seems to show me everything, including her body and deep love.


    This kind of earth shaking contest made the big wooden bed, which was not very strong, flutter and rattle. With their rhythm, it seemed that they were playing an accompaniment music.


    Jiqing, always in the end of the most violent collision, the body has been tossed to death, Donger and I, psychologically like entering a paradise, in this world, only refreshing, only happiness, only the two of us.


    In this fight, I feel that I love Dong''Er deeply, and Dong''Er also loves me deeply.


    Dong''Er sleeps sweetly in my arms and soon enters the dream.


    But I am not tired at this time. I turn off the light, open my eyes to the boundless darkness, and listen to the whistle of the train coming into the station in the distance. I suddenly feel a huge emptiness and nothingness in my heart


    I don''t know how I feel like this. I feel like I''m in the sky, stepping on the soft clouds, and there is a bottomless abyss under my feet. I may fall into the bottomless black hole at any time.


    A burst of sadness, a burst of sadness, a burst of melancholy, and deep melancholy rose in my heart.


    I don''t know why I feel like this, why I feel like this.


    Looking at the darkness in front of me, the shadow of Qiutong emerges, her beautiful smile and gentle eyes, her miserable life experience and rough experience, her helpless reality and cold tomorrow


    I sighed in my heart. Suddenly, the corners of my eyes were moist.


    The next day, I went to work in the company, and I met my beautiful boss Qiu Tong again.


    Seeing me, Qiutong laughed and was very happy. My intuition is that Qiutong''s happiness is real and from the heart.


    "Ike, the holiday is over, you''re back at last, and our new journey has begun." Autumn Tong bright eyes looking at me, said with a smile.


    I look at the autumn Tung that I haven''t seen for many days. Her style and expression are still the same. In the spring of May, she seems to be more and more beautiful, fresh and moving.


    "Sorry, Mr. Qiu, I''m late." I''m sorry to Qiutong.


    "Hey, Yike, don''t say that. Originally you didn''t go home for the Spring Festival. This time you should spend more time with your parents and do your best to be filial." Qiu Tong said.


    Listen to Qiu Tong''s words, I feel ashamed in my heart. If Qiu Tong knows what I''ve done in ningzhou these days, I don''t know how to think of me.


    "I''m very busy at home these days. You don''t look very well." Qiu Tong said again.


    After hearing this, I felt even more cramped. I didn''t have a good rest in ningzhou for a few days. After I came back, I had a fight with Donger last night. It seemed that the improvement was not good, but I couldn''t talk to Qiutong. I hesitated for a moment, and then changed the topic: "Mr. Qiu, are things busy in the company these days?"


    "OK, ha ha..." Qiu Tong said with a smile: "the investigation report you made was approved by the leaders of the Party committee of the group. Sun and the chairman of the board all read it and gave instructions."


    "Oh How did the leader give instructions? " I look at Qiutong.


    "Well The leader''s instructions. " Qiu Tong looked at me with a smile and a trace of official voice: "leaders all appreciate it, ha ha The leader said that the idea is very clear, with strong strategic guidance, which can be said to be a strategic direction of the future distribution work. The chairman asked the organization personnel of the operation committee to seriously discuss this apocalypse, and discuss it in combination with the actual situation of the current group and distribution work, and gradually implement it when appropriate. "


    "Oh..." I was relieved and laughed.


    "However, the leader also said that we should pay attention to both economic benefits and implement it in accordance with the principle of acting according to our ability. It should be carried out within the ability of the group and the issuing company." Qiu Tong said again.


    "What does that mean?" I said.


    "It''s about investment." Qiu Tong said: "although the group allocates a lot of money to the issuing company every year, it has a budget and plan. For the part beyond the budget, the group will not allocate any more money. That is to say, if these plans are implemented, the group may not allocate any more money. It needs the issuing company to raise money or squeeze it out of its annual budget.""Oh..." I nodded, "what''s your plan?"