"I have already given Xiao Ke a written review on this matter. Today, in front of you and Xiao Ke, I will make another oral review and formally apologize!" With that, Dong''Er stood up and bowed to Qiu Tong solemnly: "please forgive me for Dong''Er''s disrespectful behavior!"


    Qiu Tong sat there, as if struck by Dong''Er''s words. He didn''t seem to realize Dong''Er''s action. He looked at the table, his eyes full of frustration and pain, as well as indignation and desolation.


    Dong''Er sat down and looked at me. I was looking at her angrily. She did not evade my eyes and glared at me tit for tat.


    After watching it for a long time, I withdrew my eyes, shook my head and sighed heavily.


    My sigh seems to wake up Qiutong, she suddenly raised her head, shook her head, and then looked at us.


    "I''m sorry I''m sorry Qiu Tong''s voice was low: "I really didn''t think that the things between you are because of me Sorry I''m sorry, I''m sorry, I''m ashamed. "


    Qiu Tong said incoherently, looking very sad.


    "Since it''s because of me, I''m willing to bear all the blame and responsibility. All the faults are attributed to me. As long as you can make up as good as ever, I''m willing to bear all this." Qiu Tong looks at Dong''Er with guilty and sincere expression: "sister, sister apologized to you."


    Dong''Er seems to be moved by Qiu Tong: "sister Qiu, don''t say that. I''m still apologizing to you just now. What''s your fault? I''m the one who''s wrong You apologize to me. It''s not a slap on your sister''s face. Where can I put my face


    Dong''Er''s words choked Qiu Tong. Qiu Tong looked at Dong''Er in a daze. He didn''t know what to say.


    "Sister Qiu, in fact, you don''t have to bear much mental burden because of our affairs. Although it''s said that this slap is due to you, it''s not all because of this slap that I don''t go back. The main reason is because of something else." Donger said to Qiutong gently, and even patted Qiutong''s hand.


    Qiu Tong raised his head and looked at Dong''Er in bewilderment.


    "Of course, this is my privacy with Xiao Ke If sister Qiu is interested in exploring our privacy, I can tell you. " Donger said.


    "Oh, no, No:" Qiu Tong said hastily, "I have no intention of exploring your privacy, and I have no such intention."


    For a moment, in front of Dong''Er, Qiu Tong was a bit embarrassed and embarrassed.


    "Since sister Qiu said so, I won''t say more." Dong''Er laughs: "in this way, I don''t have to worry about the things between Xiao Ke and me. Now there is a popular saying: watch your own door and take care of your own people Hehe, however, I still want to thank sister Qiu for this wonderful dinner tonight. I want to thank sister Qiu for her sincerity to me and Xiao Ke. "


    From Dong''Er''s words, I could tell that she was disgusted with Qiu Tong''s kindness, or rather sensitive and ungrateful.


    Then, Dong''Er stood up and gave Qiutong and me a smile: "you two, slow down. I''m full. I have to go back to work overtime to make an account. I''ll leave first."


    Say, don''t wait for me and autumn Tong to react to come over, winter son opens the door to just leave.


    Qiutong and I are the only ones left in the room. Qiutong and I are silent


    "I''m sorry." Almost at the same time, Qiu Tong and I both said this and looked at each other.


    After that, we all sighed.


    Then we were silent again


    For a long time, Qiu Tong said, "I really don''t know. I didn''t expect I Sorry I''m really sorry


    "Qiu Tong, don''t blame yourself. You don''t have to blame yourself, because you are not wrong." I said: "wrong, it''s me, it''s Donger, mainly me, I didn''t manage Donger well, I didn''t manage myself well."


    Qiutong looked at me with a sad look. At that moment, the look in Qiutong''s eyes made my heart ache.


    "There is no need to complain or lament in a person''s life, whether it is satisfactory or unsatisfactory, whether it is satisfied or dissatisfied, because all this is predestined and arranged by fate. This is fate and destiny, which can''t be changed." I murmured to myself, this is a dream once said to me.


    Qiu Tong looked at me intently for a while and nodded: "Yi Ke, I know that at the moment, your heart is very tired."


    I sighed: "Qiutong, you often say that I like to laugh and pretend to be stupid. In fact, I was forced because of my heart tired I can''t help it


    Qiutong looked at me silently.


    I continued: "in fact, sometimes I''m tired, but I''m used to pretending to be strong, and I''m used to facing everything by myself. I don''t know what I want to do. Sometimes I can be very happy to talk with everyone, can be very presumptuous, but no one knows, it is just camouflage, very deliberate camouflage; I can make myself very happy, but can not find the source of happiness, so I can only giggle


    After listening to me, Qiu Tong looked at me for a long time, and then said, "Yike, thank you Thank you for telling me how you really feel. "I looked at Qiutong: "what Dong''Er said tonight is too much. It hurt you I''m sorry. "


    "Don''t say that to her. I''m really sorry!" Qiutong bowed her head deeply.


    Looking at the injured woman in front of me and thinking about the woman who just left, my heart is in a mess. I feel more and more that Dong''Er is gradually showing a different side from before. What has changed Dong''Er in just nine months? Is Dong er''s change good or bad for her, me and us?


    I thought hard, but there was no answer.


    Qiutong and I had no appetite to continue eating, so we checked out and left.


    Autumn Tong good intentions to arrange a dinner on such a dead end, announced abortion.


    On the way back with Qiutong, a sentence suddenly appeared in my mind: walking together is fate, walking together is happiness.


    Back to the dormitory, I went online and saw floating life like a dream. For a long time, we didn''t chat face to face online at the same time.


    I said, "are you happy now?"


    She said, "and you?"


    I said, "happy!"


    She said, "if you are happy, naturally I will be happy!"


    My eyes were a little damp, looking at her signature: "would you like to go to heaven with me?"


    After a pause, she said, "if possible."


    I said, "where is our heaven?"


    She said, "in your heart and mine!"


    I said, "do you want to travel to paradise?"


    "It''s not travel, it''s travel," she said


    I said, "why do you say that? Is there a difference? "


    "Traveling is with eyes and ears, while traveling is with soul and thought," she said


    I said, "will there be love, marriage and happiness in heaven?"


    She was silent for a long time: "what do you say?"


    I said, "yes! Because the mind and the soul are there, there will be


    She said, "if you say yes, there will be. I believe it. I believe you!"


    I said, "if you dream, what is love and marriage like in heaven? What''s happiness like in heaven? "


    She said, "I''ll tell you a story One day, Wukong asked Buddha: what is love? Buddha said: I invite you to go across this paddy field and pick the biggest and golden wheat ear. But there is a rule: you can''t go back, and you can only pick it once.


    "So Wukong did it. After a long time, he came back empty handed. Buddha asked him how he came back empty handed? Before, I thought that it would be better to go to the field to pick a few wheat ears, but when I didn''t go to the field, I always thought that it would be better to go to Wukong Buddha said meaningfully: This is love.


    "Another day, Wukong asked the Buddha: what is marriage? Buddha said: I ask you to go through this forest, cut down the thickest and strongest tree, and put it back in the house to make a Christmas tree, but there is a rule: you can''t go back, and you can only cut it once. So Wukong went to do it. After a long time, he came back with a tree that was not the tallest, big and strong, but also not Lai.


    "The Buddha asked him why he only cut down such a tree? Wukong said: when I went through the woods, I saw some very good trees. This time, I learned from the lesson of picking wheat ears last time. When I saw that this tree was good, I chose it. I was afraid that if I didn''t choose it, I would miss the chance to cut down trees and return empty handed, even though it was not the best one I met. At this time, the Buddha said: This is marriage.


    "Another time, Wukong asked Buddha: what is happiness? Buddha said: I invite you to cross this field to pick the most beautiful flower, but there is a rule: you can''t go back, and you can only pick it once. So Goku did it. After a long time, he came back with a beautiful flower.


    "The Buddha asked him: is this the most beautiful flower? Wukong said: when I went across the field, I saw so many beautiful flowers, so I picked them and determined that they were the most beautiful. Moreover, when I saw so many beautiful flowers later, I still insisted on my belief of the most beautiful one. So I picked the most beautiful flowers back. At this time, the Buddha said meaningfully, "this is happiness."


    After listening to her story, I pondered for a long time


    After the failure of Qiutong''s attempt to let Donger come back, she still wants to work hard again, which is stopped by me. I don''t want her to be humiliated in front of Donger again.


    After that, Dong''Er continued the cold war with me and didn''t mean to come back at all. She adopted the "three no" policy of missing people, not answering phone calls and not returning text messages. I tried to communicate with her about the 9-month knot, but she didn''t give me a chance at all.


    Dong''Er adopts the "three no" policy to me, but I can''t ignore her.


    I firmly believe that Dong''Er''s feelings for me have not changed, just like my feelings for her. Although the feelings are now being suppressed by more and more obvious sense of responsibility, the feelings brought by the first love are still heavy.I often pay attention to Dong''Er''s every move through Haifeng. Dong''Er comes here with me from afar. I must be responsible for her safety and everything. This is the trend of conscience and the responsibility of emotion.