I found one of my big underpants and a T-shirt and put it in front of the bathroom. Then I sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette in a daze


    There is no doubt that Haizhu was worried about my accident in the bathroom just now, so she summoned up the courage to go into the bathroom to help me take a bath. No doubt, chiguoguo''s body and every part of my body were seen by Haizhu just now. How much courage and courage does Haizhu need to do this? How can she have such courage!


    Haizhu soon finished washing and came out wearing my big underpants and T-shirt. Her face was still crimson. She was careful to wriggle on the sofa beside me.


    I looked at Haizhu: "ah Zhu - yes - I''m sorry, just now I - I -"


    "brother - don''t say it, don''t say it -" Haizhu''s head drooped, her face turned red again, her hands were tightly twisted between her legs, and she seemed very nervous: "I I''m afraid of you I don''t trust you I heard a pop in the bathroom I went in


    With that, Haizhu bit her lips tightly, and her body trembled slightly.


    "Ah Zhu You I... " My voice is shaking now.


    "I I don''t treat you as an outsider, I treat you as my own man My heart has always regarded you as my own man. " Haizhu''s voice trembled: "I I saw a man''s body for the first time The first time I That''s what I did to you. "


    "That That place You You washed it for me, too? " I asked foolishly.


    "Brother You You... " Haizhu suddenly burst into my arms, tightly hugged my body, head against my chin: "you You No more


    I feel Haizhu''s body is very hot and shaking.


    So I did not say, numbly feel the elasticity of Haizhu, and the youth of the body shaking in my arms, like a frightened kitten.


    After a long time, Haizhu calmed down. I straightened her body and let her sit down.


    "Brother I''ll see you as soon as you get to the downstairs of haifengge company tonight I went out for a walk and just came back I see you standing downstairs looking at the window of Donger''s dormitory. " Haizhu said: "then, I''ve been standing not far away looking at you. I''ve been looking at you like that until I see Donger go downstairs to the car, until I see you leave, and I''ve been following you, and I''ve been following you to the seaside."


    I see. I sigh and think of Dong''Er. It''s midnight now. I don''t know what Dong''Er and Zhang Xiaotian are doing?


    "Brother, is this the first time you''ve seen sister Donger like this today?" Haizhu said: "in fact, I have known for a long time that sister Donger often goes out with that man, who often drives to pick her up."


    My heart is trembling, heartache, colic!


    "Brother, why does sister Donger want to do this? Is she not in love with you? Does she have a new boyfriend Said Haizhu.


    I bowed my head and didn''t speak.


    "I don''t think she loves you any more. I think she has a new boyfriend. Otherwise, why doesn''t she come back to you all the time? Why does she want to associate with other men?" Haizhu said: "I know that you have always loved sister Donger very much, and you have always been very kind to her. But, brother, love can''t be forced. If there is no fate between people, it''s useless to think about it any more Just, I don''t understand, you are such an excellent man, why does Dong''Er leave you? "


    I felt an unspeakable pain in my heart. Suddenly, I felt the urge to drink again. I staggered to my feet, opened the wine cabinet, and found a bottle of Erguotou.


    "Brother - you don''t - don''t drink - you''ve drunk a lot tonight!" Haizhu dissuades me.


    I stare at Haizhu with blood red eyes and don''t speak.


    Haizhu and I looked at each other for a while, gritted their teeth: "OK, you drink, I won''t stop you - you drink, I accompany you -"


    said, Haizhu found two cups, took the wine bottles from my hand, filled them respectively, and then raised the Cup: "brother, drink, drink."


    Haizhu''s voice is a little desolate and pathetic.


    I took a big gulp of the cup, Haizhu also took a big gulp of the cup, and then the cup choked and coughed, and it took a long time to calm down.


    I lit a cigarette and smoked hard. I drank alone and Haizhu drank with me.


    "I''m sorry to see you now Really, I feel very sad. " Haizhu''s voice choked with tears: "I love you so much Really, I love you so much... "


    Haizhu''s words moved me very much. I looked at Haizhu''s delicate expression, reached for Haizhu''s hair, and sighed deeply: "thank you, Haizhu, you are my good sister!"


    "I don''t just want to be your good sister, I want to be your good woman!" Haizhu suddenly said.


    I was startled, looking at Haizhu red face: "Haizhu, you are drunk, you drink too much."


    "I didn''t drink much, I wasn''t drunk." Haizhu said hastily: "from the moment I went to the bathroom to take a bath for you, I decided that I would be your good woman, I would take good care of you and serve you...""Zhu, you - what are you talking about?" I stare at Haizhu.


    Haizhu took a big sip of the wine and said, "before, because you always had Donger in your heart, because Donger was also thinking about you. Although I love you very much, I don''t want to be a third party. Although this may not be an authentic third party, I still want to be all of you. Therefore, in ningzhou, I took the initiative to send you to Donger, and I took you with me Deep pain brings you together, because, I know, that will make you happy, will make you happy, as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy, I am happy, I am happy


    "But now Donger has left you again, and She''s with other men And She won''t come back to you I think, now, I can''t give up my chance, I can''t lose my love, even if I separate from you, I have always loved you deeply, you have always been the only man I love deeply, no man can come near my heart


    "This time, I''m determined not to give up. I''m determined not to give up. Since sister Dong''Er has left, I''m going to come back to you. I''m going to find my love and hold it I want to be your woman all my life, and I want to guard you all my life In the future, even if sister Dong''Er comes back, I will not leave again. I have given her a chance, but she doesn''t cherish it. I let her go once and never let her go again. "


    "Zhu - you -" I looked at Haizhu.


    "Brother, forget Dong''Er. Maybe she doesn''t belong to you. I admit that Dong''Er is not a bad woman, but I know you are a good man. Everyone has his own pursuit of love. Everyone has his own ambition. She can''t make it. Since she has her own pursuit, why do you have to work hard on yourself? Why do you have to struggle with yourself?" Haizhu said: "I know that at this moment, in your heart, maybe I don''t have the weight of Donger sister, but I will give you time, I believe that time will take everything away, I will wait, I will wait until you fall in love with me, I know, I believe that you will fall in love with me Love me as I love you... " Haizhu''s hot eyes looked at me.


    I didn''t speak. I drank with my head down. Haizhu didn''t speak any more and drank with me.


    After a while, I looked up at Haizhu: "Haizhu, I don''t allow you to do this I''ve been sorry for you before. I don''t want to hurt you in the future... "


    "Before you didn''t feel sorry for me, you gave me a lot of joy, in the future, you will also not feel sorry for me, love is a matter of two people, between two people, no one is sorry for who." Haizhu said: "brother, I know that there is no other woman beside you now, except Donger elder sister. I have the right to pursue my own happiness. I don''t want to be a cloud. I know she loves you very much, but she lacks enough courage and courage. She doesn''t dare to pursue her own happiness. She always has a deep sense of inferiority and timidity. This is the tragedy of cloud .


    "I don''t want to repeat the scene of clouds. The abandonment of clouds is different from that of Donger, but the result is the same Now, the woman around you, only me, I hope so, I believe so Brother, believe me, believe us, I will give you a lifetime of happiness, I will give you a lifetime of happiness


    I shake my head, but I think of Qiutong. Haizhu knows how I feel about Qiutong, and how I meet Qiutong in another world?


    My heart is very upset, I said: "Zhu, you should be able to find a better man than me, in fact, I am not suitable for you..."


    Haizhu suddenly covered my mouth, full of tears: "brother - don''t you say such words again, this man in the world, I think you are good, I like you, I don''t look for anyone, I''ll look for you - follow you, no matter what, I don''t regret it!"


    I was deeply moved and held Haizhu''s hand: "Zhu, thank you for your kindness to me Thank you for your love It''s just, i... "


    "Well, brother, don''t say that Let it be, will you? " Haizhu said: "long time no see. Let''s talk about something happy. Let''s drink. I''ll drink with my brother."


    Haizhu had a good time drinking tonight. I saw Haizhu drinking so much for the first time, and her face turned red.


    Haizhu and I drank up a bottle of Erguotou, and the intoxication in my brain became stronger. The whole brain was almost boiling paste, almost completely intoxicated in the extreme excitement.


    In the end, I don''t remember how I got into the bedroom and how I put myself down on the bed. I just remember the sound of "pa --", as if Haizhu had turned off the light in the bedroom, and then I went into a completely dark world in front of my eyes.


    Night is easy to hallucinate. When I lie in bed, my highly excited brain has a vague and warm hallucination under the anesthesia of alcohol. I feel as if I have entered another nihility. My brain is excited, my body is excited, but I have no reason


    In a trance, I feel a warm, soft and elastic body nestling up to me. This body is so warm and fragrant, arousing a piece of comfort in my sad heart