After taking a bath, I sat on the sofa in my pajamas and lit a cigarette. Suddenly, the scene of Zhang Xiaotian and Dong''Er that I saw last night came out of my mind. I couldn''t help but feel irritable again. I took a few mouthfuls of cigarettes, bit my teeth, and swung my head. I tried to wave the scene of last night, trying not to think about them, trying to think only about Haizhu
Today is the beginning of a new era in my life.
Thinking of the scene of last night''s birthday party and the autumn trees and clouds, I sighed softly in my heart. Life will continue, but some things have ended.
I have to let myself face the reality and accept it. Haizhu has dedicated her whole body and mind to me. I can''t have other thoughts in my mind. Clouds are my relatives in my heart. What is Qiutong? In the future, will she be my relative or lover, or both?
No matter what it is, I won''t and can''t have anything with Qiutong any more. It can be predicted that Qiutong and Lishun will enter the palace of marriage, and I can only express my blessing to her.
Between us, after all, can only be invisible air. After all, it can only be a game and a dream for me to guide and play self lust.
I feel the birthday gift "ordinary world" from Qiutong, gently rub the cover, gently open the cover, on the front page is Qiutong''s beautiful font: "in the ordinary world, there are ordinary me and you, ordinary is the day, flowing with ordinary time, wish ordinary you have extraordinary achievements in this ordinary world."
I repeatedly look at these words of Qiutong and think about those words of Qiutong last night. Yes, in this ordinary and complicated world, Qiutong, clouds and Haizhu and I are ordinary and weak individuals. We are just a part of the world. Our destiny, after all, can''t escape the reincarnation of destiny. We can''t resist it after all Realistic arrangement
Qiutong and I have known each other for a whole year since we met each other on the Yalu River. In my miserable days, in my wandering steps, and in my frustrated predicament, I have stagnated in the sea of stars. I have met the clouds, met the floating life like a dream, and had a series of accidental and inevitable contacts with Qiutong. Is all this the arrangement of fate?
Fate is so fair, but so unfair!
Maybe Haizhu is arranged for me by God, Qiutong is destined to let me not get, although I had an encounter with her, but it was just a meteor like moment, after all, my love and marriage destination also in Haizhu here, this is the fate of the arrangement, the fate is irresistible.
My mind wanders back and forth between Haizhu and Qiutong. I try not to think about Donger, nor dare I think about clouds. Now I''m even afraid to see clouds. I see her timid and lonely eyes. Every time I see her eyes, I feel very uneasy. I feel very sorry for her.
Just as I was thinking, Haizhu came back. With lunch in hand, I took back my thoughts and looked at my beautiful woman Haizhu.
I look at Haizhu, looking at the beautiful Haizhu. Last night''s bath seemed to make her more beautiful and charming today.
"Brother Be hungry. Come on, eat first Haizhu gave me a charming smile.
Haizhu''s smile is sweet and soft.
I think of last night''s Jiqing and fire, the body immediately had a reaction.
"Eat first, eat you first..." I stood up and couldn''t help myself any more. I pulled her over and hugged her. At the same time, I kissed her cherry.
Haizhu didn''t have time to respond, so she was hugged tightly by me, went to the bed, and then pressed her whole body on her
At that moment, I used the last bit of my strength, rowed the last oar, and finally got on the waves
Soon I recovered my strength, because today she came too soon, so I didn''t spend much effort.
Haizhu leaned against my chest and gently put her hand on my head and rubbed it slowly.
"Are you full? It''s time to eat. " Haizhu said softly.
"Are you full?" I teased her.
"Bad guy I won''t tell you. " With a smile, Haizhu got up and went to the bathroom, then the sound of water rang out in the bathroom.
After Haizhu''s bath, I''ve got my clothes on and we''ll have dinner together.
"Haizhu, after a while, I''ll take you back to my home to meet my parents." I eat and talk.
"Well..." Haizhu''s face brimmed with happiness, nodded: "brother, I also want to take you to my home to see my parents."
"I''ve known your parents for a long time, ha ha..."
"But now, it''s different The nature is different. " Haizhu laughs: "this time I go to your house, the nature is different from last time."
"My parents like you very much!"
"My parents like you very much, too. They have loved you for a long time..." Haizhu said.
"Ha ha...""By the way, brother, guess who I met in front of the hotel when I went out to buy food?" Haizhu said suddenly.
"Who?" My heart suddenly nervous, looking at Haizhu.
"Why are you so nervous?" Haizhu looks at me.
I laughed: "I''m not nervous Who did you meet? "
"I met Xiao Zhu Little pig, MEDA Haizhu said with a smile, "she came here for lunch with a client. Piggy is really not simple. He runs a company while going to school. He is a very capable person. We talked for a while, otherwise I would have come up early. "
"Oh..." I was relieved and nodded: "piggy is really a capable girl."
"Yes, I was very interested in tourism. I took the opportunity to ask her a lot about tourism, ha ha..." Haizhu said: "however, piggy seems to have no intention to discuss this with me. He keeps asking me about brother Haifeng She seems to be very interested in Haifeng. "
"Yes, she likes Haifeng, or she is interested in Haifeng, but Haifeng seems to have no intention of her, but she likes clouds very much."
"Well Brother Haifeng likes sister Yunduo very much He loves clouds Haizhu said, stunned, and then said: "my brother has not known about you and Yunduo. Yunduo seems to lack enough enthusiasm or courage for my brother. She won''t tell my brother about you, and I haven''t said Ah, you said, if my brother knew about you and cloud, would he still like cloud and pursue cloud? "
"What do you say?" My heart is a little heavy, looking at Haizhu.
"According to my understanding of my brother''s character, he will like clouds as well!" Haizhu said.
"Why?"
"Because..." Haizhu paused: "we are brothers and sisters, born of a mother, just like I know about you and cloud, I will love you as well The past doesn''t mean the present. Experience has nothing to do with love. "
Listening to Haizhu''s words, I was silent for a long time
Haizhu and I had lunch and then went downstairs to check out.
In the lobby of the hotel, Haizhu went through the formalities and took my arm. We were just going out when we met Dong''Er coming down the lobby stairs.
When Haizhu and I see Donger, Donger also sees us.
Haizhu and I stopped. Dong''Er was stunned and hesitated. Then we slowly came to us and stopped.
We look at each other.
Haizhu took my arm and suddenly slipped out of the bend of my arm. She was a little nervous and even stood there in a cramped position, out of touch with my body.
It seems that she hasn''t come out of the habit that Dong''Er is my first girlfriend, and even forgets that she has a deep blend and relationship with me.
However, Dong''Er has obviously seen the intimate form of Haizhu and me just now. I can feel it from Dong''Er''s red eyes.
I saw a lot of Donger. Like last time I saw her, she seemed to have just put on her make-up, but she didn''t cover her dark eyes and tired face. It seemed that she didn''t sleep well from last night to now.
My heart a pull a pull, although my heart has decided to put Dong Er wave away, but I still feel sour and colic, a night, a morning, Dong Er do what, and Zhang Xiaotian that dog day do what?
She went downstairs and came out. What about Zhang Xiaotian? What is he doing? He must be in the extreme vent and exercise began to snore, right?
I felt that I hated my teeth and began to regret that I didn''t kill Zhang Xiaotian with one shot last time. I thought bitterly that if God gave me another chance like that, I would kill Zhang Xiaotian.
I have no sense of law, no sense of human rights to think, wantonly interfere in the brain of other people''s freedom of love.
When I look at Donger, Donger is also looking at Haizhu and me. Does she want to see the trace of staying up all night from Haizhu''s face? Want to know what we''re doing here?
Looking at Dong''Er''s look, I suddenly have the idea of revenge in my heart. I want to tell Dong''Er that Haizhu and I stayed here last night. In that way, Dong''Er will be very stimulated.
However, this idea in my mind is just a flash, I denied, so interesting? What good is it to stimulate her to vent her resentment? It''s a bit dirty.
I immediately stopped this low-level and stupid idea, I am a man, I must be generous, I can''t because Donger stabbed stimulate me to retaliate to stimulate her.
Of course, I know that Dong''Er may have guessed the relationship between Haizhu and me now. Even if she doesn''t know it now, she will know sooner or later that Haizhu and I don''t need to keep it secret.
There was a moment''s silence among the three. Haizhu spoke first and laughed: "sister Donger Hello, you are here, ha ha... "
Haizhu laughed a little dry.
Dong''Er also smiles. Her tired face can''t be covered by her smile: "Oh Haizhu, you You are here, too... ""Yes, we are Here it is. " Haizhu said.
Both of them seem to have nothing to say.
Dong''Er said: "I came here last night and made an appointment with some friends here to play cards. Ha ha I''ve been up all night, and I''m still sleepy. " With that, Dong''Er seemed to yawn.
For a moment, I felt angry again. I would believe Zhang Xiaotian if I saw him playing cards at the front desk of the hotel last night. However, I saw Zhang Xiaotian go through the formalities in front of the counter with my own eyes. The formalities must be for opening a room. I only saw the two of them come together and say that they are playing cards and farting. It''s obvious that they are here to open a room.
I sneered and said nothing.