My body shook for a while, then I stood firm and looked at Li Shun.


    "Do you want to do it or not?" Li Shun looks at me.


    "No way!" I said.


    "Asshole!" Li Shun frantically continued to punch at me. I didn''t evade or fight back, leaving his fists on my face and head one after another.


    Li Shun has been taking drugs for a long time, and his body has become fragile. The strength and speed of his fist is not the internal force when he pressed my shoulder for the first time.


    "Will you do it? Say, do you do it or not? " Li Shun screamed hysterically while playing, his voice was a little crazy and neurotic.


    "No -" I stood firm and wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth.


    "Asshole, son of a bitch, I''m so kind to you. At the critical moment, you don''t care about me, you don''t listen to me." Li Shun roared, his body twisted, his face ferocious, his hands waving at me


    I know that drug addiction is rampant and suffering in his body, gnawing at his body and soul.


    Seeing his painful and crazy look, I suddenly picked him up, raised him high, and then turned around in the air, and then threw him into the sea --


    "Putong --" Li Shun fell into the water. Before he got up from the sea, I jumped up to him, grabbed his hair, raised his face, and then punched his left cheek ——


    "Pooh!" Li Shun was knocked down by me in the sea again.


    The sea is a little cold, but very shallow.


    I pulled Li Shun up again and pressed his head into the water. After a few seconds, he left the water and then pressed in again


    So repeatedly, Li Shun was filled with seawater by me, and finally gave up the struggle and resistance, and he was paralyzed in the seawater.


    At this time, Li Shun was all wet. My lower garment was wet, and my coat was still dry. I felt a little cool.


    I drag Li Shun out of the sea like a dead dog and throw him on the beach. Then I lift his legs and lift them up. Li Shun''s head is down and suddenly vomits up. The water in his stomach empties in a moment.


    Then, I threw Li Shun to the beach and lay there motionless. I sat beside Li Shun, took out a cigarette and a fire from my coat pocket, lit a cigarette and smoked silently


    At this time, the sea was calm and a crescent moon was rising from the sea


    Looking at the moon reflected in the sea, I can''t help but think of the scene where I heard Xu Qing tell the story of herself and Jiang Feng Liu Yue together with Xu Qing Qiutong a few days ago


    It''s also this beach.


    I smoked in silence and thought about it.


    "Give me a cigarette." At this time, Li Shun got up and sat down beside me. He looked at me pitifully and stretched out a hand to me.


    I handed Li Shun a cigarette and lit it for him. Li Shun took a few mouthfuls.


    "Feel better?" I said.


    "Well..." Li Shun took another puff, then raised his face to highlight a cloud of smoke.


    "If you suck it again, you''ll kill yourself without other people''s hands!" I said.


    "I will!" Li Shun said weakly.


    "Are you willing to destroy yourself like this?" I look at Li Shun.


    Li Shun sat beside me wet and shivered: "in this world, no one can kill me except myself."


    "Don''t you have any nostalgia for the world? Do you just watch yourself run out of life? " I said.


    "In this world, what is worthy of my nostalgia? I came to this world in a muddle headed way and lived in a muddle headed way for more than 30 years. My body and soul have been emptied. Apart from making money and finding a little comfort in a lot of money, what else can interest me? " Li Shun''s voice was in a trance.


    "Even if no one in the world can let you live for him, at least there is one person who can make you nostalgic for the world!" I said.


    "Who?"


    "Snow!" I said.


    Li Shun''s whole body was full of excitement again. A ray of light suddenly burst out in his gray eyes. His facial expression twitched and he murmured: "Xiaoxue Snow


    Suddenly, two lines of tears rolled down Li Shun''s face


    Li Shun wept silently


    I looked at Li Shun in silence. At such a time, I knew that a man''s silent crying was more sad than wailing.


    This is the first time that I have seen Li Shun shed such tears


    This is the first time that I saw this arrogant and domineering man weeping in front of another man.


    After a long time, Li Shun wiped away his tears and asked me for a cigarette. Then he smoked silently and looked at the boundless dark sea


    After a long silence, Li Shun still looked at the original place and said in a low voice, "do you think I''m ridiculous?"


    "No!""Do you think I''m hateful?"


    "No!"


    "That''s why you think I''m pathetic!" Li Shun turned to look at me.


    "Yes


    "Why? What''s wrong with me? I''m so rich. I have plenty of money. I''m still the boss. I''ve got a lot of younger brothers. Everyone is afraid of me when they see me! " Li Shun looks at me.


    "You are really rich, but I still think you are pitiful. You are even more pitiful than the old people begging on the street, and you are even more pitiful than the children in the orphanage." I said.


    "Why? Why? "


    "Because you are very poor, you are only left with money, because you are very lonely. Although you have a large group of younger brothers who are only forward-looking and let you be awe inspiring, you don''t have a friend or a sincere friend." I said.


    "You say I have nothing but money?"


    "Yes, that money is dirty rubbish for you. There is no way to take it. You have to be unconscionable when you spend it in your life. You can''t take any money away when you die."


    "You say, I don''t have a friend?"


    "Yes, those who are seemingly close to you are just taking advantage of you. No one will really treat you as a friend in their heart."


    "Well Even if you''re right, aren''t they


    "They They are following you with enthusiasm and loyalty. They are your tools and loyal subordinates. They are afraid and loyal to you. This is not a friend Lao Qin, in particular, follows you and repays you more Friends are equal. Can they be equal to you? "


    "And you? You''re not my friend? "


    "I..." I''m lost. Yes, are Li Shun and I friends?


    "In fact, in my heart, I have always regarded you as a friend, a friend who can be equal." Li Shun said.


    "Do you have friends who take their parents and threaten to do things for themselves?" I suddenly turned to look at Li Shun.


    "This I... " Li Shun stopped talking for a long time and said, "anyway, yi Ke, I have always regarded you as my friend and my best brother and friend I know, I used you, I threatened you, but I know in my heart, you are different from anyone else, you have saved my life, you have saved Qiu Tong''s life, this feeling, I have always been unforgettable Maybe in your heart, I am not your friend, but in my heart, you are really my most trustworthy friend. " Li Shun''s voice sounds sincere.


    I looked at Li Shun and didn''t speak for a long time.


    Li Shun looked at me and smoked silently.


    "Since If you say so, then we are friends. " Half a day later, I said, "as a friend, I want to give you a piece of advice."


    "What advice? You said Li Shun looked at me with big muddy eyes.


    "Give up the ice!" I said, "get rid of drugs!"


    "Quit? This It''s hard. I don''t know if I can do it? "


    "Ice is different from white powder. White powder is a kind of physiological control drug, while ice is a kind of mental control drug. It''s very difficult for white powder to quit. But ice is different. As long as you want to quit and have enough will, you can quit!" I looked at Li Shun: "think about the relatives who care about you in the world, think about the friends who care about you in the world. They all hope you live and live healthily. Make up your mind and give up."


    "My family, my friends." Li Shun muttered to himself, "who are my relatives and friends in this world?"


    "Your parents, Qiutong, Xiaoxue, and I don''t know


    "Parents Qiu Tong Xiaoxue You... " Li Shun repeated.


    "Yes! Aren''t they your relatives? Aren''t I your friend? "


    "Family My parents Qiu Tong and Xiao Xue didn''t know about my drug taking Only you know Li Shun said: "Qiutong Is she a relative of mine? " Li Shun''s voice was a little confused.


    "She''s your fiancee. She''s your relative, of course!" I said bitterly.


    "Fiancee." Li Shun suddenly gave a bitter smile: "although she is my fiancee, I know that she doesn''t love me at all You know, Qiutong is an orphan supported by my parents. She She agreed to marry me in return for her kindness Her heart, in fact, does not love me I know, though I never said it


    "Do you love her, then?" I asked bitterly.


    "I I don''t know whether I love her or not. " Li Shun said wistfully: "I only know that the first time I saw her, I had an inexplicable sense of closeness. I wanted to protect her and care about her. Although I yelled at her all the time on the surface, I was arrogant and insolent, but it was just to cover up my inner weakness. I knew that she didn''t love me, and I also had a rebellious attitude towards marrying her. However, I knew that she was my woman She is a woman in name. I don''t allow anyone to get her Even if I can''t get what belongs to me, I can''t tolerate anyone getting it. ""Are you not harming her? Don''t you think it''s unfair to her? "


    "Harm her? I''m doing it for her good. There are too many bad people and too many bad men in the world who make up her mind. I have to protect her. Of course, this is also an important task given to you Fair? There has never been fairness in this world. She has received the kindness from my family, and it is right to repay her kindness. Our family is very kind to her and can satisfy her with anything. What''s unfair to her? " Li Shun retorted: "I tell you, as long as my things are mine, they will always be mine. No one wants to touch them. Even if I can''t get them, outsiders don''t want to Although I''m treating women now... "


    Speaking of this, Li Shun suddenly stopped, looked at me strangely and stopped talking.


    "What do you do to women now?" I keep my eyes on Li Shun.