I stood there staring at Haifeng in a daze. I didn''t know how to react.


    "Brother - what''s the matter with you?" The beads shook my arm.


    "Hey, Ike, what''s the matter with you?" Haifeng also asked me.


    My brain quickly recovered, took a deep breath, looked at Haizhu and Haifeng, and calmed down: "it''s ok I want snow


    "Ha, you want Xiaoxue, don''t you? Hi - I can''t see that you like children so much. It''s good to have one with Haizhu in the future... " Haifeng laughs.


    Haizhu''s look was quite confused. At the moment, hearing Haifeng''s words, she turned red and began to laugh in a low voice.


    I reluctantly laughed, then turned around and entered the company in a state of uncertainty


    At the moment, Yunduo''s parents are sitting in the company''s reception room. Haifeng and Haizhu go to talk with each other. Just as I''m about to go, Yunduo winks at me. I come out and Yunduo comes out.


    "Brother, this time we travel with light snow, it seems that we are blind in doing good things." The cloud whispered to me.


    I didn''t speak. I looked at the clouds.


    "No one expected to meet sister Qiu on the boat of Yalu River. As soon as Xiaoxue saw her, she rushed to her. She hadn''t seen her mother for several days, so she would not let go if she caught her." The cloud continued: "when sister Qiu saw us and Xiaoxue, she looked surprised and a little worried With her, it''s like Li Shun''s parents. I''ve seen a group photo of them and sister Qiu once before When Xiaoxue calls qiujie''s mother, the two seem to be very surprised. The woman''s face immediately comes down, which is very ugly. "


    I bit my lip and didn''t speak.


    "It''s like sister Qiu adopted Xiaoxue. They don''t know If Li Shun''s parents knew that sister Qiu and Li Shun had become mothers before they got married, they would not know. " Cloud looked at me anxiously, worried: "if we had known elder sister Qiu and they had gone to Yalu River, we would not have gone there But... "


    I take a deep breath, look at the clouds, and smile: "it''s already like this. Don''t think much about it It''s all right


    "Is it really all right?" The cloud looked at me with wide eyes.


    I nodded: "it''s really OK Well, don''t think about it. Go in. "


    The cloud hesitated and turned in.


    My brain is still very confused, I can comfort the clouds, but I can''t escape myself, can''t avoid the reality that has come, I don''t know how Qiu Tong is facing Li Shun''s parents, I don''t know whether Li Shun''s parents will treat Qiu Tong in front of Xiao Xue, I don''t know how they will decide Xiao Xue''s fate.


    At this time, I didn''t get away with it, and I couldn''t let myself not think about it. I was eager for Qiutong and Xiaoxue to come back safely as soon as possible.


    After a while, Yunduo''s parents and Haifeng Yunduo went back first. Haizhu and I finished our work and went back from work.


    At night, lying on the bed, I leaned uneasily on the head of the bed, holding a book in my hand and staring at the book. In fact, I didn''t read a word. My heart had already flown to the Yalu River in Dandong


    Haizhu took a bath, climbed into bed in her pajamas, lay beside me, put her arms around my body, put her face on my chest, and gently rubbed her cheek against my skin


    I put down my book and touched Haizhu''s hair


    After a while, Haizhu sighed gently.


    "What''s the matter?" I said.


    "I heard from the tour guide that they didn''t live in one room this time when they went out for a tour." Haizhu said softly.


    "Who are they? What do you mean I said.


    "Haifeng and clouds..." Haizhu said, "they don''t live in the same room Yunduo has a room with her mother and Xiaoxue, and my brother has a room with your adoptive father. "


    "What''s the matter?" I said.


    "Well I thought I thought my brother and cloud were already like us Unexpectedly, the development of their relationship is still the same, and the progress is really slow. " Haizhu''s voice is a bit unexpected and lost.


    "Do you think What''s your hurry? They''re not in a hurry. What are you worrying about? " I said.


    "They''ve been together for a long time. I''m sure that''s good..." Haizhu said.


    "Why?" I said.


    "Together, that means that the relationship between the two has become, the cloud will not be someone else''s I said.


    "Do you think that kind of thing is so important between men and women now, as long as they live together, they won''t break up?" I said.


    "Others may not care, but I care, I know, clouds also care, as long as As long as the body is given to a man, then, no matter life or death, this life is his person. " Haizhu said: "cloud and I are both like this The giving of the body is the result of the belonging of the soul In this respect, Yunduo and I are still very traditional people. "


    I don''t know how, Haizhu''s words make me feel a great pressure. If it is true as Haizhu said, the body of cloud was given to me for the first time, then where is the destination of her soul now? Will one of my drunken impulses ruin cloud''s life?I feel very depressed in my heart. It seems that there is a heavy stone in my heart.


    "Well My brother is really an infatuated person. There are so many girls pursuing him around. Many of them have good personal conditions. However, he doesn''t like them, but he just falls in love with cloud This love is really elusive. " Said Haizhu.


    "Well, it''s elusive." I dealt with it absently.


    "Brother, do you think the clouds still have And you? " Haizhu suddenly said, then looked up at me.


    My heart trembled and said: "don''t talk nonsense. Yunduo and I have become brothers and sisters. If she thinks so, how can she take the initiative to make friends with me?"


    "Even if they are brothers and sisters, they are not related by blood." Haizhu said: "if there is nothing in her heart that she can''t give up, how can she not be enthusiastic all the time in the face of Haifeng''s hard pursuit? How can you not love Shanghai peak? "


    "Who said cloud didn''t love Haifeng? Didn''t she ask me to be my master and betroth her to Haifeng?" I said.


    "That doesn''t mean that the cloud loves Haifeng. At least she doesn''t really love Haifeng. I know that she did it that day because of me She wanted to give me diazepam so that I wouldn''t be suspicious. In fact, in her heart, she didn''t really fall in love with my brother... " Haizhu said.


    "Emotional affairs should not be carried out in a hurry. They need to be incubated and cultivated slowly." I said, "don''t you realize that the clouds are slowly breeding feelings from the heart for your brother? Are you gradually accepting your brother from your heart? If not, how could she let your brother meet his parents, and how could she let your brother accompany his parents to travel together


    "What''s more, even if they are willing to live together when they travel, it is not appropriate for them to live together when their parents are in front of them and they are not engaged? Like when you come to my house, don''t we live together? "


    Haizhu thought, "well Maybe you''re right Maybe I''m too anxious. "


    I didn''t say anything. I knew that Haizhu was not too anxious, but had been indistinctly unprepared. The source of unpreparedness was not the speed of clouds and Haifeng, but me


    In my opinion, Haizhu''s consideration seems superfluous.


    I admit that I once had that kind of hazy and fuzzy emotion to the clouds occasionally, but later, my family affection to her in my heart was far beyond love, and I was always willing to treat her as my own sister.


    I feel very confused in my heart. I can''t help thinking of Qiutong again in my mind. Now, what is Qiutong doing? Can she sleep tonight?


    I can''t help but want to get up and turn on the computer to access the Internet, to see if the dream is there, but at the moment, Haizhu is lying in my arms


    Then, Haizhu, who has been busy all day, falls asleep in my arms.


    But my heart is still heavy, and I feel a boundless ethereal emptiness. I feel that my soul is dancing wildly in the traps with lots of knives and falling into the abyss that I can''t see to the end


    I suddenly felt that I was losing my soul.


    The next day, Yunduo''s parents were going back to Tongliao. Early in the morning, Haizhu and I went to see them off.


    Haizhu and I went to the store first and bought many gifts for Yunduo''s parents. By the time we got to the railway station, Haifeng, Yunduo and Yunduo''s parents had already arrived.


    Haizhu gave the gift to Yunduo''s parents, and they were polite.


    "Cloud and you together, the unit has Qiu Tong so good leadership, life has you such good friends, we can rest assured." Cloud parents said.


    "Uncle, aunt, cloud is with us. You can rest assured Yunduo is Yike''s sister, that is, my own sister. Besides, my brother Haifeng is here. She will be very happy. " Haizhu said with a smile.


    Cloud parents looked at us and nodded in relief.


    We came in and took them on the train.


    Before the train started, cloud father patted Haifeng on the shoulder and said, "young man, you are very good My wife and I like you very much... "


    Only this sentence, Haifeng was flattered and excited. He just rubbed his hands and nodded his head and said incoherently, "thank you, uncle, thank you, aunt I will live up to the expectations of my uncle and aunt. I will make persistent efforts and go further Take good care of the clouds. "


    Clouds and beads can''t help laughing, I also skin smile meat don''t smile a few times.


    With a long whistle, the train slowly drove out of the platform, and the clouds kept waving at the train


    The train is far away. Under the blue sky in the golden autumn, it is heading for the vast northern prairie, where the clouds are home and where they grow.


    Standing on the platform, the shadow of clouds is a little thin.


    Haifeng walked behind the cloud, gently put his arm on the cloud''s shoulder, and gently grasped the cloud''s body


    Cloud will rely on the body in the arms of Haifeng, head down, gently wipe the corner of the eyeSee this scene, Haizhu''s body also gently leaning towards me, gently holding my hand.