I thought in my heart that my mind was a little confused and tangled
Side eye looked at the next Haizhu, Haizhu is looking out of the window, night, Haizhu''s face appears worried, full of worry.
I don''t know what she is thinking at the moment. I don''t know whether Haizhu''s heart is under great torture and pressure. I don''t know how everything she heard and saw tonight will affect her mentality.
Back in the dormitory, Haizhu and I both washed and slept. We didn''t talk much to each other.
In the middle of the night, I suddenly woke up, reached out to touch my side, no one, Haizhu is not around.
When I open my eyes, I can see a window with dim moonlight. A figure in clothes is standing, holding both arms in silence and looking up at the cold and deep night and moon outside the window
I know it''s Haizhu.
I did not speak, lying there motionless, silent looking at the same silent standing beads.
I don''t know when Haizhu got up, or how long she has been standing here
for a long time, for a long time, I heard Haizhu give out a deep sigh.
My heart quivered and I felt a little cramped.
Then Haizhu went back to bed and lay gently beside me.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
For a while, I felt Haizhu''s hand touching my cheek, which was hit by Dong''Er.
I slightly open a seam, see Haizhu is staring at me, night, I can''t see Haizhu look, but Haizhu can see my face with the help of the hazy moonlight.
I did not move, secretly through the cracks in the eyes to observe the beads.
Haizhu''s face is very close to mine. She stares at me for a long time and touches my face gently
Suddenly, there was a hot liquid dripping on my face, flowing along my cheek to the corner of my mouth, salty.
Haizhu in tears, tears in silence.
My heart swelled with ripples, and all kinds of sadness and love came out together.
After a while, Haizhu''s head lowered and her cold lips pressed against my forehead.
I close my eyes, tears suddenly and silently slide, and the confluence of Haizhu, slide to my lips
For a long time, Haizhu''s lips left my forehead, lay down, put my head into her warm chest, gently hugged me, gently stroked my shoulder
Suddenly felt a gentle motherhood.
This kind of motherhood suddenly gave me great comfort.
I fell asleep in Haizhu''s arms unconsciously.
The night is long
In my sleep, I dream of Qiutong, I dream that I am lying in her arms, and I dream that I am enjoying her motherhood and tenderness.
Suddenly wake up, the night is still going on, the moonlight outside the window reflected on the bed, reflected in the sea beads full of tears has been sleeping face.
Thinking about the dream just now, I felt a great sense of guilt and uneasiness in my heart, as well as unspeakable entanglement and tearing, restlessness and worry.
In the quiet night, there is a voice in my heart: life is like tea, the first is bitter as life, the second is fragrant as love, and the third is light as breeze. The tea of life, strong or light, should be tasted carefully. Life in the world, always want to fight a high and low, always want to talk about success or failure, gain or loss, but do not know high and low, up and down, success or failure, gain or loss, are the taste of life. Fame and wealth come and go, while glory and disgrace float and sink. Life is a cup of tea, in fact, it''s just an indifference, a tranquility
I understand, my pain, only their own understanding. Always like to turn over the past in such a lonely night, those who are deeply buried in the heart of the past, get, have, lost, have a kind of feeling like a dream. Always understand, should not indulge in the past, forget everything, in order to get a short relaxation.
In fact, I am afraid of the late night, afraid of endless loneliness attacking me; but I like the late night, because only when it is dark around me, my tears and I are safe. So contradictory I am so tangled.
In a trance, the voice echoed in my heart: there is always a place that will never be mentioned again, but will never be forgotten. There is always a person, a word, will let you heartache, unforgettable. There is always a love, has been living in the heart, but entangled in life. What we can''t forget is memories, what we continue to live, what we miss is hard to be seen as passing by. There are many people around us, and there is always a place that hasn''t changed
The moon is cold, the night is deep, my heart rises and falls.
The next day, I went to work late and arrived at 9 o''clock.
After going to work, I went to Qiutong''s office. Qiutong looked very low and was sitting there depressed.
"What''s the matter?" I went up to her and thought she was still thinking about what happened last night.
Qiu Tong raised his eyes and looked at me, slowly said: "the group has an accident again."
"What happened again? What''s the matter? Who''s in trouble? " I sent out a series of questions to Qiutong, and I was a little surprised.
"This time it''s the editorial system. There''s a big problem with the newspaper. The daily The person directly responsible for the accident is the director of the chief editor''s office. It''s hard to say who else is involved. " Qiu Tong said.My heart sank, editing system! Daily! Chief editor''s office director!
The scene of Cao Li and the deputy director of the chief editor''s office together suddenly flashed through my mind. I suddenly realized that the wolf I wanted to guard against, but I didn''t know how to guard against, had finally come. It took only a few days!
"What exactly is going on?" I stare at Qiutong.
Qiu Tong said: "yesterday, the provincial Party committee held an on-the-spot exchange meeting on the implementation of the scientific outlook on development in Xinghai. Most members of the Standing Committee of the provincial Party committee, including the Secretary of the provincial Party committee and the governor, as well as the leaders of the party and government departments of all cities in the province, attended the meeting. The meeting was presided over by the governor. The Secretary of the provincial Party committee made an important speech. The meeting also listened to the experience of the Secretary of Xinghai municipal Party Committee on the implementation of the scientific outlook on development I visited part of the scene of Xinghai
"This is an excellent opportunity for Xinghai to show its style in front of the leaders of the provincial Party committee and other cities. It is also an important opportunity for the municipal Party committee, especially the Secretary of the municipal Party committee, to show the work performance of Xinghai municipal Party committee under his leadership to the people of the whole city. Therefore, the three major propaganda units in the city, newspaper broadcasting and television, have specially sent reporters to cover the meeting, and the reporters from the press department are sent by the newspaper office
"It was close to 6 o''clock at the end of yesterday''s meeting. After writing the manuscript, the reporter went to the Secretary General of the municipal Party committee to review the manuscript. After reviewing the manuscript, it was close to 8 o''clock. The reporter Department of the daily newspaper had already finished work. According to the previous habit, the reporter directly sent the manuscript to the chief editor''s office. The chief editor''s office didn''t have anyone until 9 o''clock on the night shift. This month, the chief editor''s office director was on duty The director of the chief editor''s office jammed in the door
"According to the habit of the editorial department, as soon as the director of the chief editor''s office came to work on the night shift, he immediately arranged for the most important front page headlines to be edited and distributed. However, last night, the director of the chief editor''s office happened to have a party with several classmates and drank more wine. When he arrived at the office half an hour late, he went to the office and opened the door, but he didn''t see the manuscript, since there was no manuscript The editor in chief''s office arranged that today''s daily newspaper would not have this news.
"When I got to work today, the daily newspapers had already been delivered. The people in the municipal Party committee office first saw that there was no major news in the daily newspaper and immediately reported it to the Secretary General of the municipal Party committee. Then the Secretary General called the Propaganda Department of the municipal Party committee and the Propaganda Department of the municipal Party Committee immediately asked the newspaper.
"Now the newspaper learned that it had missed an extremely important piece of news. How many times a year can most of the Standing Committee members led by the Secretary of the provincial Party committee gather in Xinghai? This is almost as important as the visit of members of the Political Bureau to Xinghai. The omission of such important news is an extremely important and unforgivable political mistake for Xinghai daily
"What the daily wants is to be timely and fast. As the mouthpiece of the party, such important news didn''t come out the next day, which made the Secretary of the municipal Party committee very angry. In order to win honor and face, the Secretary of the municipal Party committee arranged the office of the municipal Party Committee to print 300 more newspapers, which were specially sent to the hotels of the provincial Party committee and municipal leaders attending the meeting.
"At the moment, these leaders have also seen today''s Xinghai daily. There is no news about the meeting in the organ newspaper of Xinghai municipal Party committee specially distributed. This is tantamount to the fact that the Secretary of the municipal Party committee slapped himself in the face, made the provincial Party committee leaders dissatisfied, and caused the ridicule of other municipal leaders. How can he not get angry?
"Although this news reporter has transferred another copy from the computer, it is obvious that it can''t be published today and can only wait for tomorrow''s newspaper. Today''s meeting is over, and all the leaders, big and small, have left, delaying one day. For the Secretary of the municipal Party committee, the effect is zero
"As a result, the Publicity Department of the municipal Party Committee immediately arranged for tomorrow''s issue, and quickly launched the accountability mechanism, and began to investigate the responsibility at all levels. A vice minister immediately took the relevant personnel into the group and began to investigate and talk with the relevant parties one by one
"The news I heard was that the reporter killed himself and sent the manuscript to the chief editor''s office in person. He put it through the crack in the door. It''s not against the rules. It used to be like this
"The director of the chief editor''s office killed himself. He didn''t see the manuscript after he came in. Absolutely not The chief editor is on duty this month. For a moment, he can''t say anything clearly. He''s scared So far, the investigation has continued. "
Listen to autumn Tong finish, I understand, this matter is too easy to operate.
No matter how the reporter and the director of the chief editor''s office work according to the previous process, as long as they are cared for and liked by others, they will always have the opportunity to start.
As long as the deputy director of the chief editor''s office stealthily provided a key to the chief editor''s office, as long as he focused on the conference, as long as he focused on the reporter, the reporter''s manuscript did not run away. The reporter jammed into the director''s office of the chief editor''s office from the crack in the door. If the director is not in, the deputy director can have a leisurely time to go in and open the door to take away the manuscript. If the director can''t see the manuscript when he comes back, he will not edit and distribute the news.
This kind of thing, those nerds who are engaged in writing work may not think of this, but for me, it''s just Pediatrics, too easy to operate.
At this time, I thought of a problem and said to Qiu Tong, "the monitor probe in the corridor of the chief editor''s office must have broken down, and it was broken not long ago."
Qiu Tong looked at me with wide eyes: "how do you know? Yes, I heard it was broken, but shortly after it was discovered, the Logistics Department of the group had not had time to replace it. I wanted to look for the surveillance video to see if the reporter didn''t send it, or if the reporter sent it to the chief editor''s office and the director didn''t see it, or someone else went into the chief editor''s office and took the manuscript away, but now I can''t see anything"It seems that both the director of the chief editor''s office and the reporter have to bear the responsibility. The Party committee of the group has given them severe punishment Of course, the most unfortunate thing may be that the chief editor and the Secretary of the municipal Party committee are angry. The municipal Party committee takes this matter seriously. No one dares to speak out and no one can protect him, especially after he has been in charge of the group''s work for a long time. "
"I guess so." I said. I didn''t underestimate Cao Li and the deputy director. He destroyed the monitor probe first. It seems that the plan is very careful.
"Guess? How can you guess that? " Qiu Tong said.
"Don''t worry about it. I can guess it anyway." I said.
"I just want to know, you tell me!" Qiu Tong looked at me: "did you know something in advance?"