So late, what did she leave a message about? I look at it carefully -


    "guest Just woke up from a dream Unable to sleep again, I went online I''m thrilled, tangled, remorseful and scared Just had a dream, a ridiculous dream, in the dream I''m with you, together Intimacy You hold me tight, kiss me, touch me I lie in your arms, close my eyes, enjoy your warmth, feel your taste


    "The first time I have such a dream, the first time I dream of being intimate with you, my heart and my body are crisp. I don''t know whether I am in heaven or hell, whether I am in the world or in fairyland, whether I am enjoying or in purgatory. I only know that my body and heart have an unprecedented feeling, which seems to break my heart and make me happy Falling into a bottomless abyss, I''m afraid of the feeling of panic, but I can''t get rid of it and refuse


    "When I opened my eyes in this terrible dream, something even more terrible happened. What I saw in my dream was that It turned out to be Yike, who has been hugging me all the time. It turned out to be Yike I suddenly woke up from my dream, sweating all over My heart is terrified to the extreme, I would have such a ridiculous dream, I would have dreamt of you at the same time, I would take Yike as you


    "I feel extremely guilty and guilty. I shouldn''t have such a dream, let alone regard Yike as you My heart is very painful, I can''t sleep, I can''t come out of this dream, I don''t want to hide my ugliness and sin in front of you, I have to choose to tell you, I don''t want to cheat you, but I''m still cheating you Guest guest, what should I do? I feel like I''m hopeless. What should I do? What should I do? "


    After reading the message of floating life like a dream, my heart was suddenly surprised. Last night I did that with Haizhu, and Qiutong was constantly interspersed in it. I imagined that I was doing that with Qiutong, and Qiutong, floating life like a dream, even dreamed of making love with me, making love with Yike. Is it true that my heart has a soul?


    My heart aches and pains, and my colic is incomparable. I bite my lips hard and write a paragraph: "if you dream, don''t blame yourself, don''t have sin, it''s just a dream. Dream doesn''t equal reality. Open your eyes, reality is reality, you are still you, I am still me, we are still us


    "Life and life are going on, the sun is still rising tomorrow, live bravely, have a quiet heart, and try to be happy in reality No matter what you think in your heart, I will not blame you. I will understand what you think in your heart, and I will understand all your thoughts and consciousness. "


    After that, I pulled out the button, turned off the computer, bowed my head, tore my hair, closed my eyes, and fell into unspeakable pain and tangle. At this time, I also felt guilty and guilty. I didn''t know how to let my heart face Haizhu and Qiutong in reality.


    I don''t know what kind of person I am, how despicable and shameless I am.


    In a trance, a voice from the far end of the world sounded in my ear: "Yike is now the leader of bickering, the bull of bullshit, and bewitching the elite. In the 59th year of the founding of the people''s Republic of China, when Yi Gong was defeated in Kening Prefecture, he lived in Xinghai after Qiu Tong, who was on the Yalu River. Its brain is intelligent, its body is strong, its heart is soft and its objects are hard. With solid martial arts, we have a unique marketing concept. There are all kinds of beauties competing to possess the body function, there is no courage to turn around to avoid, clearly refused, in fact, the dark also accept. Guest public winter, clouds, Haizhu have been huanlun. It''s still a long time to be in love. There must be autumn trees. Long lasting force, its shape is still outstanding.


    "The Duke of Hakka turned to light rain with his spare power. It''s more than one month. The guest wanted to refuse to return it, but Xiaoyu was very affectionate, so he borrowed Lao Li and Lao Li to help him. It also shows the ability of the whole heaven to help the editor in chief out of the 18th floor and enjoy the happiness of the whole people. He has a strong sense, a strong feeling, a strong wish on the paper and a strong hope on the back of the paper


    If so, the neighborhood cloud:


    vigorous Ke Gonglang,


    can connect Yin and Yang;


    catkin points out the source,


    compete for the true and false. "


    The sound gradually faded away, but it still reverberated in my ears. It was a modern biography of eklie.


    Suddenly wake up, open your eyes, looking at everything in front of you, the heart can not help but panic.


    I think of my wandering journey for more than a year, and I think of the water stop Ranger and the old urchin who want to prove that I have come to the end of the world for N times. They are stubborn and infatuated with their parents. I sigh in my heart, where is my soul''s resting place in the end of the world and the corner of the sea?


    The people in my dream are always fearless and free, while I am in reality, but I don''t have the courage and courage to go far away with my beloved. I didn''t, I didn''t dare, I didn''t even dare to think about it. I''m a cowardly hypocrite.


    Reality, always so helpless and powerless, but also so cruel and cold.


    In my mind, I was talking about things in a sad way. Suddenly, I saw Qiu Tong push the door and come in. His face was full of joy, and his eyes were filled with excitement.


    I stare at Qiu Tong and the very female boss who was raped by me last night. When I think of the message just now, I feel impulsive, as if the feeling of last night is back to my body and mind, as if the feeling of last night is surging again.Suddenly, a huge sense of shame poured into my mind, I dare not look at Qiutong bright and clear eyes.


    "What''s the matter? What''s the matter? " I looked at Qiutong, looked down at the table, some hoarse voice.


    At the same time, I saw Qiutong holding an envelope.


    "Piggy has news!" Qiu Tong said happily and raised the envelope in her hand: "this girl has sent me a package, which is maple leaf candy from Canada. At the same time, there is also a letter for you."


    Then Qiu Tong handed me the envelope.


    "Oh..." I picked up the envelope and didn''t rush to open it. I still looked at Qiutong: "little pig has news She just mailed you the package and didn''t call you? "


    "This girl is just playing new tricks. She hasn''t called me all the time. In the package she gave me, there was a letter for me with her phone number in it. I just called her and just talked for a long time." Qiu Tong said with a smile: "she misses us all very much I also asked about you and Haizhu''s travel company for a long time. I told her about your recent business. She was very happy to hear that. "


    "Oh..." I nodded, opened the envelope and began to read the letter from piggy.


    "Great Xia Yi, MEDA."


    Pig''s initial address is still kind, which makes me feel warm.


    "I have been in Canada for some time. Some time ago, I was busy with settling down in my new life, so I didn''t have time to contact you. Recently, I just started to enter into an orderly life, and I started to contact you to report my situation I sent a package to a tong, a special product of Canada, maple leaf candy. I''ll give you a taste. When you eat maple leaf candy, you will think of me


    "I wanted to call you, but I still felt that the traditional way of writing was more intimate and cordial, so I attached a letter to you in my package to a Tong Of course, there is also a letter attached to a tong. There is my phone number in the letter. When a tong sees the number, he will call me first. I did it on purpose. I want to hear a Tong''s voice first


    "The reason why I wrote to you alone and didn''t write to others is that you are Yike, you are a unique great Xia, and you can represent too many people So, it''s not flattering you, great Xia Yi, it''s the actual situation


    "Not to mention my situation in Canada, let me guess the travel company you and Haizhu run. I think the company must be very prosperous in your hands now. It must be much better than when I ran it. My old horse in the company must also be taken good care of by you


    "Of course, when a tong receives a call from me, I will also ask her. I think the fact must be the same as what I guess Thank you and congratulate you first Living in a distant foreign country, I miss you very much. Every day and night I miss you, a tong, Haifeng, Haizhu and clouds


    "How happy you are to be together Just think about it, envy and hate Is Haifeng OK? What''s the progress of his relationship with cloud? Since I have left, I will sincerely wish them


    "Let''s talk about my situation. I have settled down in all the places where I study and live. Of course, according to my nature, I will not study wholeheartedly. Of course, I will engage in a small business and make money while learning In fact, the reason why we are busy during this period is mainly business


    "The reason why I write a letter to you is that you introduced Xu Qing to me before I left Not long after I came to Canada, I got in touch with Xu Qing. Sister Qing''er is a very good woman. She is intellectually rational and has deep feelings. Maybe life has given her too many things. She is mature and introverted, and has extraordinary temperament of cultivation and cultivation that ordinary women don''t have She is now the boss of an education group. She is mainly engaged in Chinese language education and cultural exchanges between China and Canada. She is very busy and full every day


    "During the communication with Xu Qing, I gradually learned something about her past, mainly in the emotional aspect. I was very surprised, surprised and moved by her emotional experience. I also know that you and a tong know something about her past


    "For the sake of the lost love, for the sake of the happiness of her lover and relatives who did that, Xu Qing went abroad and never looked back. However, I can feel that Xu Qing''s heart has been deeply in love with the man she once was - Jiang Feng


    "I don''t know Jiang Feng, I don''t know Liu Yue, and I don''t know what a charming woman she is, who makes Jiang Feng so desperate and obsessed. But from Xu Qing''s vague narration, I can feel how touching the love between Jiang Feng and Liu Yue is. The truth can shake the sky, and of course, it also shakes Xu Qing who loves Jiang Feng deeply I was moved by the true feelings of Jiang Feng and Liu Yue, as well as Xu Qing''s pure and selfless heart. Love, true love, can be obtained or given up


    "From this, I think of myself, Haifeng and me. I know that my feelings towards Haifeng can''t be compared with that of Xuqing Jiangfeng. I haven''t reached that level, and I can''t reach the level of Xuqing. At most, I have wiped out the seeds of my newly sprouted love"At the same time, I think of you, great Xia Yi, and the women around you In my ignorance, I don''t know who is your Qing''er and who is your Liu Yue in the end. Although you may not like to hear me say this, and maybe you don''t have this feeling now, women''s intuition is sensitive. Although I don''t know how the women around you feel about you, I''ve always been happy since I knew the story of Qing''er and Jiang Feng Liu Yue I have such a feeling persistently... "


    Looking at the letter from piggy, my heart trembles gently