I said: "life is always a lot of loss and regret can not be discharged."
"Yes." Qiu Tong said: "there are always too many helplessness and regrets in life. Maybe this is life. The setting sun is fleeting, the years are fading, the face is not there, the flowers are blooming and falling. Always sigh life, life helpless. The pace of time in a hurry, and what Nai? When the vicissitudes of life will draw a full stop on the road of life, looking back, we find that we have lost too much, what we left behind is a pity, how helpless, the years have waved to you, everything can not be retained.
"I feel happy and warm in my sleep. Wake up is invisible pressure and responsibility, pressure oneself breathless, reality is so, only way sound helpless. How much pain and helplessness are there. There''s no choice but to let the flowers go. The flowers are geometric, but they can''t go with each other. "
Qiutong finished, we were silent.
For a long time, Qiu Tong took a long breath, stretched out his hand to stroke his hair, looked at me and pursed his lips, and said, "go, work hard and live well. I hope you and I, and all of us, will be safe and sound."
I came out of Qiutong office.
In the afternoon, I went to the group headquarters to do business. After finishing my work, I went to sun dongkai''s office and met him.
Sun dongkai''s performance at this time surprised me. His eyes were deep concave and his facial expression was very haggard. It seemed that he had not slept all night and was smoking hard. The ashtray in front of him was full of cigarette ends.
Seeing me come in, he pressed the cigarette end to death in a panic, then tried to calm himself down and looked at me: "what''s the matter?"
Sun dongkai''s voice is a little hoarse.
"It''s OK, come and see you!" I said.
Sun dongkai looked a little restless and said, "old white three is dead! He''s really dead
Sun dongkai''s tone seems to be neurotic. It seems that he doesn''t want to believe the news of Bai Laosan''s death.
I nodded: "yes, yes, he is dead!"
"He''s really dead Really I''m dead. " Sun dongkai looked at the table and murmured.
At this time, sun dongkai seems to have some uncontrollable emotions, seems to be crazy, seems to be unwilling to believe the news of Bai Laosan''s death.
Seeing sun dongkai''s performance at this time, my heart suddenly moved. There must be something secret between sun dongkai and Bai Laosan. Bai Laosan''s sudden death must have a huge blow to him, and it will certainly pose a huge threat to him. Otherwise, simply talking about his friendship with Bai Laosan, he would not be like this. He was extremely afraid that Bai Laosan''s death would bring what he had done to the surface and destroy himself.
However, I don''t know what happened between him and Bai laisan.
At the same time, I was confused. If Lei Zheng really killed Bai Laosan, would he ignore sun dongkai? Did he not care whether sun dongkai was alive or dead in order to save himself? Or, he didn''t know anything about sun dongkai and Bai Lai Laosan? What''s more, the police are no longer investigating Bailai''s three crimes. Why is sun dongkai nervous?
A series of question marks in my mind.
The death of Bai Laosan seems to bring more and more mysteries.
"Secretary Lei is such a big official, and he is also in charge of politics and law. How can he not save Bai Laosan''s life? You said, "why?" Sun dongkai looked up at me as if he wanted me to give him an answer.
I feel that sun dongkai''s heart seems to be about to collapse.
I said, "I don''t know."
"Yes, you don''t know How do you know? " Sun dongkai sighed: "maybe Secretary Lei has his own difficulties, and he also has his own unspeakable difficulties Bai Laosan is dead now. I''m afraid he''s also very sad, and he can''t explain to his wife. "
I said: "Secretary sun, don''t be sad. People are always dying. Seeing you like this, on the one hand, I''m moved by your deep friendship with Bai Laosan, on the other hand, I''m worried about your body. If people die, they can''t come back to life. You have to be sad..."
Sun dongkai opened his eyes and looked at me. His facial muscles twitched. He seemed to suddenly realize something and nodded: "yes, I''ve been immersed in great sorrow these two days. I''m very emotional. I feel extremely sad and painful when I hear my friend die. Alas You''re right. People can''t come back to life after death. I want to mourn. I want to live well. I can''t die because of him. I will live well, I will not have an accident
To my ears, sun dongkai''s last sentence seems to have another meaning.
I said, "as long as your body and mind are well maintained, you won''t have an accident What can happen to you? "
Sun dongkai''s body trembled and then said, "yes, of course nothing will happen to me I''m just too sad. I didn''t sleep last night. I''m too nervous and tired... "
I said, "Why are you nervous?"
Sun dongkai''s body trembled again, and then he tried to keep calm, saying: "I love life. When I hear the news of someone''s death, I feel nervous, especially when my familiar friend dies. I can''t help thinking about my life."
I said: "your tension is totally unnecessary. You are in good health. You don''t have to worry about it. You will be fine and nothing will happen!"Sun dongkai seemed to get some comfort from my words. He nodded, looked at me and said, "very good, Yike, you come very well and timely. I love your words You should always say such things to me in the future. "
Sun dongkai seems to be deceiving himself and trying to get some comfort from me. I feel more and more vulnerable at this time.
I can''t help feeling that no matter how strong a person is, there are moments of vulnerability and collapse.
"I''m tired. I''ll take a good bath and have a good sleep I want to get out of my sadness as soon as possible. I want to work hard and live well. " Sun dongkai''s words seemed to be for me, and he seemed to be encouraging himself.
I said, "if you''re OK, I''m relieved."
Sun dongkai shook his head, and then laughed at me: "Xiaoyi, you are good, very good, you are my person in the end, when I need you most, you come to me I''m glad you care about me Well, don''t worry. I''ll be OK. I''ll have a sleep and nothing will happen. I''m a man of great fortune. God will take care of me. "
Sun dongkai''s words seem to be comforting himself again, and he can even hear the taste of fluke and muddle along.
So I left.
At this time, I think of the construction site of Sanshui group. Li Shun has an accident. Will the construction site be affected and shut down?
I was planning to visit the construction site when Lao Li called me and asked me to go to the teahouse.
I went directly to the teahouse. Lao Li was sitting there, looking calm.
"Something happened to Li Shun. What can I do for you?" Lao Li said.
"Not at the moment!" I said.
"White old three died, you didn''t participate in the gunfight that night?" Lao Li asked again.
"No!" I said.
"Well..." Lao Li nodded: "is Bai Laosan Li shunsha?"
I said, "no!"
"Who killed that?"
"There is no evidence, I can''t confirm, but I suspect Lei Zheng did it!" I said.
"Well What''s your reason? "
So I said my analysis.
After listening, Lao Li nodded: "well There seems to be some truth in your analysis Yes, when I grow up, I can analyze difficult problems! "
I grinned and didn''t speak.
Lao Li then asked me, "do you know what I asked you to do?"
"I don''t know!" I said.
Lao Li took a sip of tea, and then slowly said, "our site project is done by Li Shun. Now that he has an accident, I don''t know if this site project will be affected?"
"That''s what I''m worried about right now." I said.
"It looks like we''ve come together." "I arranged for summer and summer rain to get in touch with the person in charge of the construction unit to inquire about the situation," Lao Li said
"What''s going on?" I said.
"Let''s see if they can continue the construction. If Li Shun''s assets are sealed up, the construction will be affected. Maybe our group will be involved. I have to prepare for a rainy day."
Lao Li said slowly: "no matter whether Li Shun was killed or not, he is wanted now. It''s a fact. We are businessmen and can''t be the masters of official affairs. I hope Li Shun can get rid of his injustice quickly. However, we can''t help but prepare a few more backers. You don''t know that the public security is dealing with cases now. It''s just a matter of intervention Black and white are hard to tell
I nodded: "well, it''s necessary to be mentally prepared!"
Lao Li also said: "Li Shun is reckless and thoughtless. He planned to blame others, but he fell into the trap of others. He was not killed by him, but he was chased I''m not very good at it This gangster is not quick, bad luck
Lao Li seems to feel a little sorry for Li Shun''s accident.
Lao Li continued with an understatement: "it doesn''t matter if he''s being hunted. It''s common for gangsters to be hunted by Bai Dao. It''s no big deal even to go into and out of the Bureau. It''s just that this time I think he''s causing a lot of trouble. I''m afraid it''s not only his own problem, but also other seemingly unrelated people."
I didn''t speak. I looked at Lao Li.
"I''m glad you''re OK for the time being." Lao Li suddenly laughed.
I didn''t smile, said: "if I was also hunted, would you be very worried and sad?"
Lao Li said, "the key is that you are not being pursued."
"What if?" I said.
"If so I won''t let you be hunted Lao Li said.
"You have so much ability?" I said.
"No!"
"Do you blow the bull dry?" I said.
Lao Li laughs: "I won''t wait for you to be hunted down. I''ll take you to turn yourself in. It''s lighter to turn yourself in. Ha ha..."
I couldn''t help laughing: "you think so!"Lao Li said, "yes, if you turn yourself in, you can be lenient. Then I''ll find someone to buy you. Isn''t that good?"
I said: "what you said is very light. If you break the law, you think it''s OK to have money!"
Lao Li said: "in today''s society, there are many things that money may not be able to do. However, there are many things that money can do. My old man can''t spend so much money all his life. He can''t keep it or bring it into the coffin. It''s not a good thing to save my children. It''s just to repay you for saving my life and your kindness Ha ha, of course, if you really make a big deal and have an earth shaking event, I''m afraid money may not really work However, the extent of your involvement at present, if something really happens, money can still help you settle it. "
I said, "you have no choice but money? Why are you so vulgar? You know the money! You have a lot of money, don''t you? "
Lao Li laughed: "yes, my old man doesn''t have any official background. I''m a businessman full of copper smell. What else can I do without money? Alas No way It''s all money. "
Lao Li seems to be making fun of me.