Of course, they are still enthusiastic about me.


    "Xiaoyi is a regular in our family This is the third time I''ve come to our house. " Cloud mother said with a smile.


    "The third time?" Haizhu is slightly stunned and looks at me.


    I didn''t say a word. I lowered my head and ate mutton.


    "Yes, the third time. The first time was the national day the year before last. Xiaoyi and Yunduo came to our house as guests. Yunduo''s father was in an emergency at night. Thanks to Xiaoyi''s help." Mother Yunduo continued to say with a smile: "the second time, before the Spring Festival the year before last, Yunduo couldn''t come back from duty. Xiaoyi and Qiutong came together to send new year''s goods to visit us. This is not the third time."


    Haizhu looked at me.


    The first time I came to Yunduo''s home, Haizhu couldn''t say anything. At that time, she didn''t know me, but the second time I came to Yunduo''s home, Haizhu didn''t know. I never told her that it was Yunduo who was in a coma. Qiutong and I came together to deliver new year''s goods to visit Yunduo''s parents.


    I know why Haizhu is in a daze. It''s not because I came to see Yunduo''s parents, but because I came with Qiutong.


    Cloud mother inadvertently words, no doubt touched her sensitive nerves.


    Haizhu was stunned for a while, and then returned to normal. As if nothing had happened, she began to laugh with Yunduo''s family.


    After dinner, Haifeng is in high spirits and wants to continue riding. Bater takes Haifeng to ride a horse. Yunduo talks with her parents. Haizhu asks me to go out for a walk with her.


    I know this step is not easy to spread, so I will go out with Haizhu.


    We walked on the grassland.


    At this time, I have no intention to see the scenery.


    "Why don''t I know about you and Qiutong coming to Yunduo''s house?" Haizhu said.


    "I''m not here to play, I''m here to do business. Why do I have to tell you?" I said.


    "You - you -" Haizhu choked.


    "At that time, Yunduo was in a coma in the hospital. It was almost new year''s day. If Yunduo didn''t go home for the new year, his family would be worried. Therefore, Qiutong came to see Yunduo''s parents in the name that Yunduo was on duty and couldn''t go home. She and I were passing by on business." I said.


    "If she wants to come by herself, why do she have to hold you?" Haizhu said.


    "For one thing, she doesn''t know the way. For another, in such a remote place, is it safe for a girl to come alone?" Asked Haizhu.


    "So you''re here, aren''t you?" Haizhu said.


    "Yes," I said.


    "You How did you get here? " Haizhu said.


    "Train!"


    "Sleeper?"


    "Yes


    "Soft berth?"


    "Yes


    "The two of you in the soft room?"


    I looked at Haizhu: "what do you mean by that?"


    "Answer me!" The beads of the sea held their lips tight.


    I sighed in my heart: "at the end of the Spring Festival, do you think that maybe two of the four shops will be vacant?"


    Haizhu nodded, seemed to think what I said was reasonable, and then asked, "come to Yunduo''s house, how do you live?"


    I felt miserable and said, "naturally, I won''t live together If you don''t believe it, ask mother cloud! "


    Haizhu let out a breath, and then said: "I ask you these, are you very upset?"


    I said: "no, not at all!"


    "No mood?" Haizhu asked me again.


    I shook my head hastily: "no, no emotion at all!"


    Haizhu breathed again: "that''s good I ask you these words, is responsible for our future, I do not want to leave any shadow in my heart, although you and Qiutong together here is after I confirm the relationship with you, but I still want to understand I hope you can understand my hard work. "


    I said, "I understand!"


    Haizhu said: "we have been engaged, and our family has recognized our affairs. We should manage our love and live our life well in the future. I don''t want to be suspicious all day long, and I don''t want you to worry me


    "In fact, I don''t want to be like this myself. I feel tired myself, but I can''t help myself. In a word, you can understand my heart We really need to manage love well. "


    I looked at Haizhu in amazement: "how do you plan to operate?"


    Haizhu said: "love is to hope each other to understand each other, seize him, let him fall in love with you, have you in his heart, care for you, love you, do not hurt you, hope to see you every day, hope to coax you happy, love you, let you spoil you


    "As long as we have more responsibility, more love for each other, more tolerance for each other, more suffering, less blame and less escape. If we have more passion for our life, more passion for our feelings, more tolerance for our feelings, and work hard to manage our emotional world, we will surely be able to hold our hands and grow old with our children! "


    The second half of Haizhu''s words are very reasonable, but I don''t know whether she can really do it, but I can''t agree that she is doing it now. On the contrary, what she said before was to catch him, which made my heart sink. I know that what she said is to catch him is to catch me.I''m not Li Shun. Li Shun can run as soon as he says. He can even be the commander of the revolutionary army. In the world of emotion, in the world of Haizhu and I, I have nowhere to escape.


    Haizhu continued: "I never believe in the Japanese and Korean soap operas that they leave because they can''t make each other happy. Have you ever thought that the two sides in love are the happiness of each other. Love is not escape, it is effort. Not to escape the responsibility of giving each other happiness, but to strive to achieve the obligation of making each other happy. When one party says that he is leaving in order not to hurt the other party, he has done the most harm to the other party. So, love is to try to be together, no matter what the situation, to be together


    I looked at Haizhu and didn''t speak.


    Haizhu added: "I will not be considerate for fear of leaving each other. Understanding is because of love, not because of fear. Love is a kind of responsibility, can''t leave easily. Let a party to leave and fear of people, not love, even if pay more, to leave people, will eventually leave.


    "I don''t think there will be love without understanding. When we don''t know, we just like it, but can''t reach love. When each other''s shortcomings are exposed, many times this love will end. Love is a complete and unreserved understanding, loving each other''s everything. Fall in love with someone you don''t know, maybe what you love is just his novelty. So, I want to know everything about you now and in the past. Everything I want to know, you have to tell me... "


    My heart was a little heavy and I didn''t speak.


    "You can''t cheat in love. Don''t cheat me, because I''m your lover, so you can''t cheat me..." Haizhu continued: "brother, remember, if you don''t cheat me for a lifetime, then you have to tell me the truth. When the lies are exposed again and again, it may be all over. "


    I looked up at the blue sky, in which a goshawk was flying.


    I can''t help feeling that I''ve been bound too much and depressed too much.


    However, I am helpless.


    "Do you remember what I said?" The sound of Haizhu reverberates in my ears.


    I nodded and said, "remember."


    "As long as we manage love well, as long as we manage our love according to my ideas, our tomorrow will be very beautiful and our future will be very happy." Said Haizhu.


    I looked at Haizhu and nodded: "well..."


    Haizhu looked at me, silent for a moment, suddenly said: "brother, with me, do you feel tired?"


    I shook my head: "not tired!"


    "Really not tired?" Haizhu is watching me.


    I decided to appease Haizhu, so I tried to make myself laugh, patted Haizhu on the shoulder and said in a sarcastic tone, "I''m a little tired when I do that in bed, but I''m not tired at all at other times!"


    "Bah - no serious!" Haizhu laughed happily, turned red and hit me with her hand.


    I keep trying to make myself smile, but I want to cry in my heart.


    "Oh, look, what a beautiful butterfly." Haizhu pointed to a butterfly in the flowers on the grass and suddenly called out, then went to chase the butterfly: "I want to catch it."


    Looking at the figure of Haizhu chasing, I look up at the sky


    The sky is so blue, so clear.


    A voice reverberated in my ear: People''s fate has long been doomed, unable to change. Just like some people, they were destined to be guests in their previous lives. When we meet, we know that we will experience an extraordinary story. I''m just not sure if I can complete this story, who will be added in the middle of the story, and what will happen


    I am an ordinary person, but I have an extraordinary story.


    I am an ordinary person, but the interpretation of hard to remember.


    The sunshine in may finally hurt my eyes


    At the end of the holiday, we went back to the sea of stars.


    My engagement with Haizhu has come to a successful conclusion.


    I thought that engagement would bring some significant changes to my mind. In fact, I always thought so. But after I came back, I didn''t seem to have any special feeling, even the feeling was the same as before.


    This makes me feel strange and abnormal.


    After thinking about it for a long time, the difference is that Haizhu and I are going to get married in seven months.


    I''m finally going to get married. I''m going to marry Haizhu. The countdown starts.


    Seven months seems long but short.


    I wait for that day with indescribable mood.


    The holiday was basically smooth, and there was no obstacle and interference in the engagement. The only thing that stirred up waves in my heart was that I met Zhang Xiaotian by accident.


    Zhang Xiaotian''s appearance seems to be accidental and accidental, but it seems to have inevitable factors.


    Haizhu put in her busy work again. During May Day, Kong Kun was on duty very hard. Haizhu specially arranged for her to take a few days off to make up for her holiday.


    My work is on the right track.


    Xia Yu and Lao Li have come back from Fenghuang. I don''t know what they got from their visit to Shen Congwen''s former residence.The day after Xiayu came back, he came to my company to play. At that time, it was noon. All the people in the company went out for lunch. I was in the office and had just finished my lunch box. See summer rain come in, don''t wait for her to talk, a pull her out, walk to the end of the corridor.


    There''s a bug in the office now. I don''t want the conversation between Xia Yu and me to get out.


    Summer rain some inexplicably looked at me: "why? What are you pulling me here for? "


    I said, "I''m afraid you''ll insult me in the office..."