I said, "where does your confusion come from?"


    "From the reality that''s happening," summer said


    I said, "what kind of relationships are you confused about?"


    Summer said: "relatives, friends!"


    I said: "relatives, then it should be your father and your sister My friend, do you include me? "


    Summer said, "brother Yi is very smart."


    I said, "my brother''s confusion seems to have something to do with me We are all straightforward people. Let''s just say it. "


    Summer was silent for a moment, hesitated for a moment, then took out a check from his pocket, put it on the table and pushed it flat in front of me. I looked down and got a big surprise: 50 million.


    "What''s this for?" I look at summer.


    Summer said, "this is for you!"


    "For me? Why? " I said.


    Summer said: "because I don''t want to carry the psychological burden all the time!"


    I said, "what''s the psychological burden?"


    Summer said: "you save my father''s life of psychological burden, our family owes you the psychological burden."


    I said, "do you think you owe me something all the time, so do you want to? Will you give me the 50 million? "


    Summer said: "I know that money can''t represent everything, but I really don''t want to put myself under heavy ideological pressure from time to time. Because of this pressure, I can hardly communicate with you normally. I can''t get rid of the shadow of you as our benefactor in my mind. The longer you stay, the greater the pressure. Therefore, I want to give you this money as a reward for our family You save my father''s life in return, so, maybe, my heart will be relaxed Although I don''t think you are a money seeker, I still want to express my gratitude in this way. "


    I said, "you were at your house on the day of the fire. What your father said to you Did those words stimulate you again? "


    Summer did not speak, seems to be the default.


    I said: "if I take the 50 million, you will be free from the heart will be relaxed?"


    Summer said: "at least, I will feel that I paid, I repay, I think, at least, I will not have such a heavy psychological!"


    I said, "do I make you feel stressed?"


    Summer said, "yes!"


    I said, "is it just because of the pressure I brought to save your father?"


    Summer looks at me and doesn''t talk.


    I said, "do you think I''ll take the money?"


    Summer said, "I hope you take it --"


    I said, "what if I don''t?"


    Summer looked a little surprised and then said, "well I''ll be disappointed. "


    I said, "do you think your father''s life is worth 50 million?"


    Summer''s facial expression suddenly twitched and seemed to be stimulated. He looked at me and said, "brother, don''t say such words to me. I don''t like it very much. My father said similar words that day, which made me ashamed. But you said these words today, which made me angry I never think that my father''s life is worth tens of millions of dollars. Life is priceless and cannot be weighed with money. "


    I think the summer is a little hot. I laughed and said: "brother, since you say so, you shouldn''t give me the 50 million I won''t take the money. If you think I''m saving your father for the money, you''re wrong. "


    Summer was silent for a moment, looked at me and said: "brother, I ask you a question, don''t be angry."


    I said, "ask, I''m not angry!"


    I''ve been having an affair with my sister all the time, so I want to know what it''s about? What are your plans? "


    Summer''s words hurt my heart. I looked at summer and said, "I''m afraid that''s the real reason why you want to give me 50 million today?"


    Summer looks at me in silence.


    I said: "I have a close relationship with your father, and I can''t tell you the truth with your sister. Do you suspect that I have other ambitions and plans? Do you suspect that I want to use them for my ulterior ends? "


    Summer breathed softly: "I didn''t say that!"


    I sneer: "but you think so in your heart, am I right?"


    My expression is a little angry, the summer practice deeply hurt my pure and kind heart.


    Summer said: "brother, don''t get excited."


    I said, "I''m not excited I have a close relationship with your father. Why, you can ask him, but I tell you, our relationship is not because of the psychology of giving and repaying kindness, nor is it about using each other to do anything The reason why Xia Yu and I have always been innocent to you is that you can ask Xia Yu. I don''t want to explain more about this. "


    Now I feel that summer seems to feel a little uneasy about me keeping in touch with Lao Li Xiayu. This uneasiness is not in his mind for a day or two. After the fire that day, Lao Li taught him a lesson, which seems to have stimulated him. Maybe he thought of something I didn''t think of.Summer said: "brother, I would like to believe you, but I prefer to believe my eyes."


    I said, "what do you want to see?"


    Summer said, "this You''re smart. You should know that. "


    I said, "I know But I think you should be more aware that a slap can''t make a sound I can ignore the summer rain, but can she ignore me without looking for me? Can you control her? If I can, I can''t wait


    "Also, I can never see your father, but will your father promise? Can you persuade him? If he asks me why I ignore him, how can I answer? Can you answer for me? "


    Speaking of this, I feel sad suddenly. For Xia Yu, I really want her to have her own life and completely break off the entanglement with me. I really want her to get her own happiness and love. However, she is so stubborn and stubborn. Who can control her? I really don''t want to hurt her too much, and I never give her any promise.


    For Lao Li, I unconsciously have a kind of father son relationship with him. Although there is no blood relationship, that kind of family relationship makes me have an inseparable dependence on him psychologically.


    I think what I just said is idealistic. I can''t imagine what my life would be like without Lao Li. He has almost become an inseparable part of my spiritual world.


    At the same time, I feel that what I just said is actually some pretext, some evasion and some prevarication.


    Of course, I also think it''s reasonable at the beginning of the summer. Lao Li always scolds him for being a benefactor of his family, which naturally makes him feel a kind of pressure and passivity that he can''t let go of. He feels that if he doesn''t deal with this matter, he will never be able to lift his head and waist in front of me, and he will always have a huge burden in his heart.


    But summer thought that my association with Lao Li Xiayu had some purpose and ambition, but I was deeply hurt. Although he didn''t say it directly, I could tell that I was not stupid. I don''t know what signs summer makes this judgment based on. I didn''t expect that summer would treat me like this.


    Did Lao Li''s words after the fire touch a sensitive nerve in his mind that summer?


    I couldn''t help thinking over what Lao Li said that day, but I didn''t find any words that could touch the look of summer.


    Maybe I am in a different position from summer, and I think things from different starting points, so I have different feelings. He felt something and did it without feeling it.


    Summer looked at my angry expression and said, "brother, if my words and deeds make you unhappy or misunderstood, or cause you any harm and blow, then I''m sorry But I want to say that I didn''t mean anything bad when I came to chat with you today I always think highly of you, my brother. "


    I don''t know if this is true.


    I said, "man, you don''t have to judge me like that. I''ve never been a good man! I never felt like a good person. "


    "Brother, this is obviously angry." Summer said: "I think it''s better for us to have a calm atmosphere when we talk. Is it better for us to have a peaceful exchange?"


    I took a deep breath and nodded, "OK -"


    summer said, "after all, I see you as a friend, and it''s true, we''ve always been friends."


    I said, "yes We have always been friends Friendship between friends can''t be measured by money, can it


    Summer is a bit embarrassed, said: "brother, I give you money, and did not desecrate our friendship."


    I said: "there is no blasphemy, but it also casts a shadow, isn''t it?"


    Summer laughed unnaturally: "I don''t think so, I don''t think because this money will damage our friendship."


    I said, "about the summer rain, I want to say."


    Summer then interrupted me with a wave of his hand: "don''t talk about summer rain In fact, I know in my heart that she has been chasing you I''m just worried that if you go on like this, you will hurt each other, Haizhu I just hope you can handle this Summer rain is still small, she is not sensible, I will continue to educate her later Of course, I also hope you can let her not see any signs of hope


    I said, "I never gave her any commitment But her character, I think you know better than me, what I can do now is like this. I will not promise her anything, but I don''t want to hurt her. I don''t want to do anything extreme or irreparable because I have done too much to make her suffer too much. "


    Summer said, "well Maybe I should understand what you mean. "


    I went on to say, "about your father, I didn''t know who he was when I rescued him. Later, at the beginning of my close relationship with him, I also didn''t know his true identity I make friends with him not because he is a rich man, not because you are his son, not because Xia Yu is his daughter, or because we have a lot in common. "


    Summer looked at me in some confusion: "how can you talk about this old and young? What is the common language? "I said: "otherwise, how can it be said that it''s a love affair? At this point, I want to tell you that you don''t have to give me 50 million yuan today to repay me for saving your father''s life, and you don''t have to feel that you owe me anything because I saved your father. In fact, in my association with your father, your father has already rewarded me a lot It should be said that none of us owes anyone. "


    Summer eyelid jump: "my father repay you a lot? How to repay? What''s in return? "


    Summer at this time of expression change let my heart move, but also did not think much.