My chin gently against Qiu Tong''s scalp, looking at the deep night sky, eyes suddenly a little damp.


    A voice reverberates in my mind: a person''s self-cultivation is not in peace of mind, but in buoyancy and dryness of heart; a person''s rationality is not in calm, but in noise; a person''s compassion is not in condescension, but in silence; respect among friends is not in leisure, but in disagreement; friendship among friends is not in business The love between men and women is not at the beginning of the day, but at the end of the day.


    Thinking like this, my eyes are getting more and more wet


    Holding Qiutong in this way, I feel Qiutong''s body temperature and the pat of Qiutong on my back. It seems that I am feeling her sincere love and caressing heart. I suddenly feel great relief in my heart.


    At night on the road, pedestrians rush by, it seems that no one to deliberately pay attention to us.


    Suddenly realize, among all living beings, we are how humble dust.


    Suddenly realized that in such a world, in such a crowd, we actually do not have so much fatigue and concern.


    Yes, sometimes, people live very tired. It''s not that life is too mean, but that they are too easily infected by the atmosphere of the outside world and influenced by the emotions of others. Walking in the crowd, I always feel that there are countless heart piercing and lung sweeping eyes, and a lot of short and long cold words. Finally, I am confused, and gradually bound to a mess of my own weaving. In fact, people live for themselves, not many people can keep you in mind.


    In fact, I know that there is always a place that may never be mentioned again, but will never be forgotten. There is always a person, a look, let you heartache, unforgettable. There is always a love, has been living in the heart, but farewell in life.


    Can''t forget is the memory, continue to live, miss, whether should be passing by? Come and go around a lot of people, but there is always a position, has not changed. In this confused night, should I think about it occasionally?


    For a long time, I released Qiutong and looked at her.


    Qiu Tong gently pursed her lips, stretched out her hand and stroked her hair. She looked at me quietly and said in a soft voice, "I know you are very strong. Nothing can defeat you However, I still don''t want to see you suffer. If possible, I''m willing to replace you... "


    My heart was full of warmth. Looking at Qiutong, I said, "I''m satisfied with your words Even if I bear more suffering, as long as you are not wronged, I am worth No matter what setbacks I encounter, I don''t want you to suffer Although we We can''t be together, but But in my heart In my heart. "


    My voice stopped and stopped.


    Qiutong lowers her head.


    I then relaxed my voice: "in fact, it''s nothing serious, drizzle It''s just punishment one by one. It''s just not being an official. It''s not being prized. It''s ok The big deal is to start from the beginning. What a big thing... "


    Qiu Tong looked up at me and tried to show a smile at the corner of his mouth: "it''s good that you can think so. Life has countless times to come back again. Every time you come back again, it''s a new starting point of life. Every time you start again, it will make life more colorful No matter what the consequences of this punishment, I believe you will be able to rise from the trough, I believe you


    I said: "there is no suspense about the result of the punishment. Don''t have any illusions. The executive vice minister of dog day will not let me go However, you can rest assured that I will not be discouraged. This setback will not bring me down. "


    Qiu Tong smiles: "well Sometimes, some people feel that they have come to the end. In fact, they just feel that they have come to the end. Some people think that as long as you pay seriously, you can move a lot of people, but you only move yourself. Without persistence, there will be no color in the sky. Until one day, encounter the biggest setback, finally understand that all the struggle, no matter how deep the end, is just a process. Jimi said, I always see the most beautiful scenery in the deepest despair In the face of setbacks, some people will fall back and abandon themselves, but others will be more frustrated and more brave. "


    I laughed: "leader, you are teaching me."


    Qiu Tong said, "I''m not teaching you, you''re teaching me..."


    I reached out and patted Qiutong on the shoulder: "well, don''t flatter each other, girl, let''s go, let''s go home!"


    Autumn Tong eyelid a jump: "what do you call me?"


    I said: "girl!"


    Qiu Tong said, "you are not as big as me!"


    I said: "no you big I also call you girl, don''t refuse, obedient is a good child!"


    Qiu Tong glared at me: "you always take advantage of me!"


    I said, "it''s necessary, it should be!"


    "Villain -"


    I laugh with ease.


    Qiu Tong also laughs, as if she enjoys the feeling that I call her a girl.


    After laughing, Qiu Tong said: "you take a taxi first, don''t let Haizhu wait."


    I said, "let''s go together. It''s on our way."Qiu Tong said, "I won''t go home first. I have something else to do."


    I said, "Oh, what do you do?"


    Qiu Tong said: "you don''t care Don''t ask, OK


    I said, "no!"


    Qiu Tong said, "I won''t tell you!"


    I said, "don''t tell me even if you spank?"


    Qiu Tong nodded seriously: "yes!"


    I''m not afraid of big ass, then I can''t help it.


    I said helplessly: "well, you take a taxi first, then I''ll go!"


    Qiutong then stopped a car and left. I left later.


    I don''t know what Qiutong did tonight.


    I know Qiu Tong''s temper. She doesn''t want to tell me. No matter how hard I try, it''s useless.


    If she is really stubborn, I can''t help her.


    She is actually a stubborn girl.


    Back to the dormitory, Haizhu is sitting on the sofa watching TV, watching me come back, standing up and walking to me, sniffing.


    I can''t help being a little nervous and worried that the smell of Qiutong would be smelled by Haizhu.


    Fortunately Haizhu didn''t smell it and said, "why didn''t you drink tonight?"


    I was relieved and said, "why drink?"


    Haizhu said, "I''m going to be dismissed. Didn''t I drink muggy wine?"


    I said, "eh, Zhu, how do you know?"


    Haizhu said, "I know what happened to you. Cao Li told me today."


    "Did you contact Cao Li again?" I said.


    Haizhu said, "it''s not contact, it''s going out to dinner tonight Cao Li made a fuss and told me that you are going to be dismissed tomorrow. "


    I looked at Haizhu, speechless.


    Haizhu looked at me and said with disapproval, "I''m not rare to be dismissed I''m tired of working for the public all day, and I''m not flattered at last. I think it''s better for you to take the initiative to resign from public office as soon as you go to work tomorrow. Instead, you should join the army and let them hold a meeting again to discuss and punish you. "


    I said, "is this your own idea or Cao Li''s advice?"


    Haizhu laughed: "brother, you are so smart. I guess Cao Li really gave me this suggestion tonight, but that''s exactly what I think. We have our own business now, and we don''t lack money. Why do we suffer from that foreign crime in public institutions? I think we might as well fire them first and come back to do our own business and earn our own money As a boss, you don''t have to look at anyone''s face Do you think so? "


    I looked at Haizhu and didn''t speak.


    "Brother, what are you talking about?" Haizhu is shaking my arm.


    "No," I said.


    Haizhu''s face pulled down and looked at me straight.


    I looked up at the ceiling, silent.


    Haizhu looked at me for a long time and went to the bedroom.


    I stayed where I was and looked at the ceiling for a long time.


    Cao Li told Haizhu this evening. What is the meaning of giving Haizhu this bad idea?


    I haven''t thought about it for a long time.


    Lying on the bed, Haizhu sighs and sighs, I am silent


    The next afternoon, I had tea with Lao Li. I told Lao Li about my troubles.


    Lao Li listened to me and pondered for a long time. Then he took a cup of tea and took a sip of it. He said, "monk Tang has to go to the west to learn Buddhist scriptures. You''ve just suffered several setbacks. I don''t think it''s a big deal. If you don''t have an official, you''ll have to mix again


    "You should be punished for such a big accident and such a bad influence. I think you deserve it! I see that the punishment is still light. If I were your leader, I would not only be your official, but also give you a double opening - "


    after that, Lao Li grinned at me.


    I sighed: "Oh, I wanted to find you for comfort, but I didn''t expect to be hit by you."


    Lao Li laughs: "the key is that you have caused too much trouble. You are the person who is directly responsible. If you don''t go to hell, who will go to hell? Several leaders have been punished because of you. I think you are the one who makes trouble all day. Sooner or later, you have to make your leaders miserable The boss of your group is so important to you. Sooner or later, you will have to drag him into the abyss of doom. "


    I grinned: "hey hey, you''re starting to make trouble again."


    Lao Li said excitedly: "in the afternoon, the Party committee of your group will hold a meeting to discuss the punishment to you. Do you want me to give you another mental calculation?"


    I said: "come on, no, this will not open, I can know the result of punishment, what are you? Save it


    Lao Li said, "well, since you say so, I won''t forget it But I seem to feel that. "


    I said, "don''t you say no, what else do you think?"


    Lao Li laughed.


    I said, "what do you think? Say - "


    Lao Li said:" I won''t say it! "I said: "you don''t dare to say, how can you calculate accurately this time, the result is obvious, three-year-old children all know!"


    Lao Li continued to drink tea with a silent smile.


    Look at the time. It''s two o''clock. The group of Party members began to hold a meeting.


    Lao Li and I stopped talking and went on drinking tea.


    About half an hour later, I received a call from the office of the Party committee, informing me to go to the small meeting room of the Party committee of the group.


    I said to Lao Li, "shit, the imperial edict is coming. I''m going to thank the Lord for his kindness."


    Lao Li said with a smile, "go ahead."


    I went straight to the group building.


    Into the hall, just met the dog day executive vice minister is going out.


    I just met him.