Seeing me coming out, Xie Fei stood up and came to me.


    "Are you awake?" Xie Fei''s voice is very soft.


    "I''m sorry, that wine has too much aftereffect. I don''t know what happened, so I went to sleep." I said.


    "It''s OK. Don''t feel embarrassed. It''s not a stranger to eat at the elder martial sister''s house In fact, I drank too much last night Xie Fei said.


    I looked at Xie Fei and said tentatively, "elder martial sister, last night After drinking I didn''t do anything out of line, did I? "


    Then he said, "you''ll eat it with a smile? I should ask you that... "


    My face was a little hot and I laughed awkwardly: "I can''t remember I think, should I don''t think so. "


    Xie Fei said with an ambiguous tone: "younger martial brother, what''s the matter you said is out of line?"


    I became more and more embarrassed and said, "this No It''s nothing


    Xie Fei smiles again, his eyes full of women''s warmth.


    Suddenly, Xie Fei came up and gave me a kiss on the cheek.


    I was caught off guard and was stunned.


    "Elder martial sister This This... " I stammered.


    Xie Fei smiles and looks at me with fiery eyes.


    My heart suddenly jumped, and I was a little uncertain about what happened last night. I turned around and went to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water


    After coming out, Xie Fei was standing in the window of the living room, looking out, with his back to me.


    I said: "elder martial sister, I''m leaving I have to catch a plane back home today. "


    Xie Fei turned and looked at me: "Feining state?"


    "Well..." I nodded.


    "I''ll take you to the airport." Xie Fei said.


    "Don''t - don''t I can go by myself! " I said hastily.


    Xie Fei no longer insisted and looked at me silently. After a while, he said with a smile, "thank you, younger martial brother. I was very happy last night."


    My heart is pounding wildly again. I don''t know what Xie Fei means by being very happy. I comforted myself. I seem to think Xie Fei should mean talking with me.


    I really dare not think that I really did my elder martial sister and Minister Guan''s wife after drinking last night.


    I don''t want to admit that in my heart.


    Of course, I have reason not to admit that, although there are still some bottomless.


    I said: "I was also very happy with the conversation with my elder martial sister last night Thank you for your wonderful dinner It''s just that this vodka made long island iced tea has great stamina It''s amazing... "


    I murmured.


    Xie Fei is smiling, no longer talking, just looking at me tenderly.


    Xie Fei''s eyes made my heart beat faster. I couldn''t stay any longer. I said goodbye.


    I faintly left Xie Fei''s home and went back to the dormitory to pack up my luggage and go to the airport with the confusion and confusion of whether I lost myself or not.


    Before going out, I purposely "forgot" my mobile phone in the dormitory and brought another CDMA mobile phone that Li Shun had given me before.


    I don''t want Haizhu to know where I am through positioning.


    After arriving at the airport for security check, I made a call to Haizhu on the official line: "I''m at the airport Take off soon... "


    "Where is this number?" Haizhu said.


    "Airport phone!" I said.


    "Where''s your cell phone?" Haizhu said.


    "Hi - I forgot it when I went out, and I left it in the dormitory Just found out! " I said.


    "Oh, you Ma Da ha How can I contact you without a mobile phone? " Haizhu said discontentedly.


    "I''ll call you when it''s convenient!" I said.


    "Oh Otherwise, you can buy another mobile phone and a mobile phone card... " Haizhu said.


    "Is it necessary?" Asked Haizhu.


    Haizhu was silent for a moment and did not speak.


    I felt something wrong with what I said just now, and then I said, "a Zhu, don''t worry. I''m a living man, and I can''t go missing. I can''t come back."


    "Well It''s up to you. " Haizhu''s tone seemed helpless, and then hung up.


    I was relieved and went straight to the gate.


    20 minutes later, the plane took off on time, left Xinghai and headed for the far south


    Sitting in the cabin, I watched the rolling clouds outside through the window, feeling lonely and indifferent


    I don''t know what will happen this time.


    At more than 11 noon, I arrived at ningzhou airport.


    Just in July, the climate in Xinghai in the north is still cool. But in ningzhou in the south of the Yangtze River, the hot and humid rainy season has already begun. It keeps raining, but it is still so hot that it seems that it will never get through.


    Out of the airport, a heavy rain has just stopped, the ground is still very wet, thick clouds in the sky, it seems to be under. The air is moist and stuffy, and the skin feels sticky.Growing up in the south, I actually adapted to this kind of climate, but after a long time in Xinghai in the north, I felt a little uncomfortable when I came into contact with this climate.


    My father-in-law and mother-in-law went to visit me first.


    Haizhu''s parents are very happy with my coming.


    I met Haifeng here by accident. He has just arrived. He just came home to see his parents after a meeting in Shenzhen.


    Haifeng and I meet here.


    Of course, I can''t tell Haizhu''s parents that I have time to come back only after suspension of duty for reflection. I just say that I go home on vacation to save my parents.


    Haizhu''s parents are busy cooking in the kitchen. Haifeng and I talk together.


    I didn''t hide from Haifeng and told him that I was suspended.


    After listening to me, Haifeng didn''t make a fuss and said with a smile, "for you, this kind of punishment is Maoyu. You are born to make trouble. If you don''t have something to do every other time, then you are not Yike If you suspend your job, it will not hurt your muscles and bones. "


    I said, "I want to be safe, but."


    "But you can''t help it, can you?" Haifeng said: "I estimate that eight out of ten things you met this time were fucked."


    I nodded: "you can say that."


    "It''s normal to work in a unit, whether it''s public or private. Where there are people, there are struggles, where there are interests, there are contradictions, and where there are contradictions, there are conspiracies." Haifeng said: "in our foreign enterprises, the struggle also exists and is also very fierce. However, I think it is not a bad thing for us to wrestle and fall. People always have to grow up. How can we grow up? Of course, they grow up in setbacks and tribulations. It''s hard to grow up in a good situation. Only in constant failures and setbacks can they really get mature and grow up. "


    I said: "you are now in a peaceful state of mind, and your heart seems to be getting stronger and stronger."


    Haifeng said, "you too Environment makes people and environment changes people. Most of the time, we can''t change the environment, we can only adapt. This society is the survival of the fittest, the law of the jungle, and the survival law is cruel and reasonable. "


    I agreed with Haifeng and nodded: "yes, it''s good Cruel and reasonable... "


    Haifeng said with a smile: "shit, you say, what is the source of people''s troubles?"


    I said, "lose! The loss of hope. "


    Haifeng said: "maybe what you said is reasonable, but I think that people''s biggest trouble comes from persistence."


    I said, "why?"


    Haifeng said, "it''s very simple What we cling to, we will be cheated by. We will be hurt by whoever we cling to. "


    I looked at Haifeng: "Oh..."


    Haifeng said with a faint smile: "therefore, we should learn to put it down, look down on everything, don''t care, don''t care, right and wrong doesn''t matter. No matter what you lose, don''t lose your good mood. Heart is a painter. Hold your heart and let it be pure, white and quiet. "


    I said, "do you think there is any difference between persistence and obstinacy?"


    Haifeng said: "of course, there is a difference. Persistence is faith and obstinacy is a stubborn disease."


    I said, "but Many times, persistence tends to evolve into stubbornness. "


    Haifeng said: "yes, it''s good. I have a deep understanding Sometimes, I feel that I am too stubborn. It''s even abnormal. I know it''s all over, but I still want to think and say it stubbornly. Also clearly know that some things are meaningless, still stubborn love, stubborn hate. Clearly know is wrong, but still stubbornly adhere to In fact, it''s very tired. That''s why many people are tired. "


    I can''t help feeling, yes, I feel very tired, or stubborn disguise strong. My persistent, has always been just my persistent. In fact, maybe, really, I''m tired


    I know in my heart that the track of life doesn''t have to run the way you like. Some things you can not like, but have to do; some people you can not like, but have to associate. When you encounter things you don''t like but can''t change, maybe the only thing you can do is to be patient.


    Endure the lonely night, the day is bright; endure the cold winter, the spring is coming. Maybe one day, after practicing the calm patience, no matter how hard the years are, they will only be floating clouds.


    I also think that life should be like this: people who can see through are full of vitality; people who can''t see through are full of difficulties. Those who can afford it are responsible everywhere; those who can''t afford it are negligent everywhere. Those who can let go are everywhere on the road; those who can''t let go are everywhere lost. If you want to be open, it''s spring everywhere; if you don''t want to be open, it''s withering everywhere. In fact, it seems that it is up to you to decide what kind of person you are and what kind of life you have.


    I had a big lunch at Haifeng''s home. In the afternoon, I went to Dongqian Lake with Haifeng and his parents. It was rare for us to get together and talk happily.


    That night, I lived in Haifeng''s house.I sleep in Haizhu''s room.


    Haizhu called home, I also talked with Haizhu for a while, Haizhu knew I was in her home, very happy.


    Nothing happened that night. The next day, Haifeng went back to Xinghai directly. I said goodbye to Haifeng''s parents and went back to my hometown to see them.


    Parents already know that I want to come back to the news, but not I told, but Haizhu called to inform.


    My parents are very happy about my coming back. I stayed at home for 2 days, but I didn''t go anywhere. I chatted with my parents at home when I had nothing to do.


    I still didn''t tell my parents that I was suspended, only that I was on vacation, which is the same as what Haizhu said with them.


    That night, my parents and I sat in the yard under the grape trellis to enjoy the cool, while drinking tea and chatting, tomorrow I will leave, to go to Yunnan.


    I didn''t buy a ticket in advance. There are many flights from ningzhou to Kunming, so it''s easy to buy tickets.


    I didn''t tell my parents that I was going to Kunming. I just said that I was going to travel for a few days.


    Just at this time, the home phone rang, I got up and went to the main room to answer the phone.


    I thought it was Haizhu. Haizhu had nothing to do these two days, so she called my home to chat with me.