"I thought I thought you meant that. " I said.


    "What does that mean?" Xie Fei said.


    "That means That is That is... " I''m stuttering again.


    "What is it?" Xie Fei said.


    "I just thought Me and you After drinking Did that! " With that, my face suddenly turned red.


    Xie Fei was staring at me. His breath seemed to be a little short. He saw that I was cramped, and then he suddenly began to laugh.


    "Of course I know I won''t. I''m just a prostitute. I think too much about it. Elder martial sister, forgive me!" I said hastily.


    Xie Fei looked at me with a smile, but still didn''t speak.


    I stood there looking rather embarrassed and a little uneasy.


    "You''re such a fool." Xie Fei said, tone seems to be a little intimate, pursed a smile, and then went forward.


    I stood there stupidly, looking at Xie Fei''s beautiful back. I felt a moment of chaos, a moment of hesitation, a moment of panic, a moment of confusion.


    This conversation with Xie Fei not only didn''t eliminate the confusion in my heart, but also made me more confused and the mystery in my heart bigger.


    Did I ever thank you that night? Is there any? I''m thinking about


    Thinking like this, I couldn''t help reaching out and touching my crotch.


    Just then Xie Fei looked back and saw my action.


    Xie Fei burst into a burst of laughter.


    Xie Fei''s smile made me more embarrassed. I couldn''t help but giggle for a while and then catch up.


    We continue to walk at will


    After a while, Xie Fei said, "younger martial brother, in the love between men and women, there is such a sentence. Have you ever heard of it?"


    I said: "elder martial sister, please speak!"


    Xie Fei said: "people who have a heart will remember each other no matter how far away they are; people who have no heart are near but far away."


    I said, "I seem to have heard it."


    Xie Fei said, "what do you think of this sentence?"


    I said, "maybe it makes sense."


    Xie Fei said: "it''s not only reasonable, it''s just truth!"


    I ha ha laughed, at this time my mobile phone came to the text message, I opened a look, is Fang Aiguo sent: brother Yi, everything goes well!


    I''ve been thinking about Fang Aiguo and them all the time today. Now when I see the SMS, I feel more secure. I can''t help but smile and put away my mobile phone.


    "What? What''s good? " Xie Fei said.


    "Ha ha, no, it was sent by a friend. I asked him to do things. He told me everything was going well!" I said.


    "Oh..." Xie Fei nodded, remained silent for a moment, and then said, "younger martial brother, what kind of woman do you think is the most charming?"


    "A woman of temperament, of course!" I said.


    "Oh..." What do you think of Xie Fei''s temperament


    I thought about it and said, "pure, steady, peaceful, sincere and virtuous."


    Xie Fei looked at me, nodded, and then said, "to be specific."


    I said: "pure, have certain life experience of intellectual woman, she knows how to eliminate the false and retain the true, discerning gold; stable, tasteful woman, she will leave dignity to you; peace: not greedy woman, she can deal with all kinds of challenges and temptations; sincere: open-minded woman, her eyes can fill your mediocrity, frustration and depression; virtuous: understanding woman, the most important It''s the tenderness of the bow. "


    "Well said Ha ha It seems that younger martial brother is still an expert in understanding women.... " Sheffield laughed.


    I laughed sheepishly.


    "Younger martial brother, what qualities do you think I have?" Xie Fei said.


    I said: "this elder martial sister should not ask me..."


    "Who do you want to ask?" Xie Fei said.


    "Of course, I asked minister Guan. He is your husband. Of course, he knows you best. He has the most say!" I said.


    Xie Fei''s expression suddenly a little dim, and then reluctantly smile, said: "you mean, you don''t understand me?"


    I said: "if I say that I understand, it''s deceiving you. We are only younger martial brothers and sisters. We haven''t been in touch for a long time. Of course, I won''t know you so well."


    Xie Fei''s expression is somewhat lost.


    I then said: "however, I generally feel that it seems that elder martial sister has all these qualities..."


    Xie Fei gave a faint smile: "I know you are just comforting me In fact, no one can really understand me, only I know myself most thoroughly. I know that I don''t have all the charming qualities of women you just mentioned I understand my flaws and shortcomings. "


    I was speechless for a moment and laughed awkwardly.


    Xie Fei continued with a smile: "however, according to my vision and judgment, I seem to know that there is a woman who has these qualities. She is simply the most perfect woman. She has all the qualities of a charming woman Although I don''t have much contact with her, I still say so based on my own experience. "In my heart, I seemed to know who it was, but I still asked, "who is it?"


    "It''s Qiu Tong, your female boss." Xie Fei said: "I pondered over the five points you just said, ah - it''s just for her I don''t know what men think of her. Anyway, from a woman''s point of view, she is a perfect woman Her beauty is not only her appearance, but also her inner quality and temperament. "


    After listening to Xie Fei''s words, I was very happy.


    Perhaps, when I answered Xie Fei''s question just now, I didn''t know that I was using Qiutong as a template to answer it.


    Heart can not help but feel sweet Zizi, mouth can not help but show a sincere smile.


    Xie Fei looked at me and said, "are you happy?"


    I said casually, "yes, I''m very happy."


    Xie Fei then said, "Xiaoyi, you like Qiutong very much, don''t you?"


    I was shocked. Looking at Xie Fei''s smiling face, I said, "as a subordinate, I really like my female boss. Like many colleagues in the group, I like her very much."


    "Oh..." Xie Fei continued to look at me.


    I continued: "similarly, from the perspective of younger martial brother, I like you very much. Like many younger martial brothers, such as Haifeng, I like you very much..."


    Xie Fei smiles, seems to be a little happy, but it seems to be some unwilling.


    I then said: "male subordinates like beautiful bosses, younger martial brothers like beautiful elder martial sisters. It''s natural and normal, isn''t it?"


    "Ha ha, yes, normal, normal!" Xie Fei smiles, a trace of regret and loss flashed in his eyes.


    We continued to walk at will. For a while, Xie Fei said to himself, "some things can only be understood after trying, and some people can only understand after going through."


    I didn''t speak.


    Xie Fei sighed and then murmured: "in fact, I finally understand that love is not a kind of vanity, it should be taken out to show off in front of people; love is not a beautiful dress, it should be worn outside for everyone to appreciate; love is not a task, it should be explained to relatives and friends. Love is a matter for you. Only you know whether you are happy or not. "


    Xie Fei''s eyes suddenly filled with melancholy


    It seems that there is happiness in her heart, and her words are not difficult to express


    But why did she say that in front of me? Why did she say that to me?


    I don''t understand for a moment.


    Maybe, I don''t want to understand.


    My heart suddenly a little restless and uneasy, can''t help but think of the Haizhu at this time, I don''t know what is busy Qiutong, I think of a long time didn''t meet in the air floating like a dream


    Floating life is like a dream, once told me that many things in life can be met but not sought, deliberately forced can not be obtained, and not expected will often come unexpectedly. Therefore, we should have a carefree heart, let it be, no resentment, no restlessness, no excess, no compulsion, no pessimism, no stereotype, no panic, no forgetfulness, no joy for things, no sorrow for ourselves. Suiyuan is not to let fate decide, but to face life with an open mind.


    Thinking in this way, my heart gradually calmed down and breathed a breath


    Just then, Xie Fei''s cell phone rang. Xie Fei answered the phone and said a few words. Then she put down the phone and said to me, "Lao Guan is back, just got home I''ll go back first. "


    I nodded and helped her stop a taxi. Xie Fei gave me a smile, then got on the bus and left.


    Looking at the shadow of the taxi, I couldn''t help sighing.


    After dinner in the evening, I strolled alone in the people''s Square, and happened to see Lao Guan and Xie Fei. They were walking. Xie Fei was holding Lao Guan''s arm, and they were talking and laughing. It seems that this is such a harmonious, warm and happy couple.


    I didn''t let them see me and turned to the other side.


    I can''t help feeling very much in my heart. There was a huge confusion in my mind. I suddenly had an indescribable confusion about marriage


    I''m going to get married with Haizhu.


    Thinking like this, I suddenly flashed a sense of fear


    Back in the dormitory in the evening, Fang Aiguo and I contacted again and listened to the progress of their turtle catching plan.


    At present, although the play has just begun, everything is going smoothly.


    I also put forward some guiding suggestions and opinions to remind him to pay attention to details and work hard on them.


    Fang Aiguo agreed.


    Then I hung up and watched TV.


    After a while, Haizhu called and asked me what I was doing. I said that I was watching TV in my dormitory. Haizhu said that she arrived in Urumqi smoothly and that although it is more than 10 o''clock now, it is still bright here.


    We talked for a while, Haizhu hung up.


    I was a little tired at this time. I went to bed and turned off the light.


    After lying down, I subconsciously reached for the crack at the head of the bed and touched it.It''s a purely unconscious habit.


    Who knows I touched the recorder.


    I''m dizzy. The recorder is still here.


    I turned on the bedside lamp and took out the recorder.


    I took the recorder and looked over and over for a while. It''s voice controlled. If I don''t speak, I don''t record. I start to work as soon as there''s any movement.


    I suddenly want to hear what''s in it.


    I turn on the play switch, then lean on the head of the bed, turn off the light and listen quietly


    For a moment, a voice came out of the recorder: "a Tong If dream I love you... "


    This is my confused voice, although confused, but I can hear clearly, this is my voice!


    Ah, my voice! My dream talk!


    It''s the end of the day!


    With a bang of my head, I suddenly jumped out of bed in the dark -


    fainted. I said such dreamtalk, and I really said such dreamtalk!


    My brain and body seem to be dizzy together in the air


    The most terrible thing happened at last!


    Finally - it happened!