The double silence made me feel suffocated. I almost suffocated.


    But I dare not hang up, Haizhu does not speak, I have to listen to her silence.


    At this time, my mood is very bad. It''s extremely bad. The woman thousands of miles away from the phone is silent with me. The woman close to the room is bowing her head and saying nothing. They are all my women. One is my fiancee who will live with me openly and will soon enter the marriage. Both parents and the public recognize her. The other is the one who is deeply imprinted in my soul in my life But I can only hallucinate in the air. I can always have it in reality. Even if I try to have it, I have to be a guilty dream goddess.


    This is what kind of contradiction, a kind of pain, a kind of helplessness, a kind of weakness and cruelty.


    I don''t know. After a long time, Haizhu sighed heavily and then hung up.


    I was relieved, put away the mobile phone, staring at Qiutong.


    Qiutong had wiped the tears on her face with a wet towel, and she was staring at me, her eyes full of uneasiness and guilt.


    We looked at each other and didn''t speak for a moment.


    Qiu Tong took a deep breath, pressed her lips tightly, and then said, "you drink too much, I drink too much You''re crazy, I''m crazy too Sorry I''m sorry


    She lowered her head.


    I opened my mouth and wanted to say something, but I didn''t say anything. My heart was in a sharp pain, like a needle.


    I don''t know why Qiutong said sorry. I don''t know who she was saying sorry to.


    Then Qiutong stood up and looked at me quietly.


    I dare not look at Qiutong''s bright and clear eyes. I can''t help but lower my head.


    "Today, we shouldn''t drink here, we shouldn''t drink in such an environment, we shouldn''t drink so much, we shouldn''t indulge what we shouldn''t indulge, we shouldn''t do what we shouldn''t do." Qiu Tong said slowly and gently, his voice trembling: "we are all adults, we should have our own reason, we should learn to control ourselves with reason, we should learn to face reality with reason I don''t blame you. I blame myself


    Qiu Tong''s voice was full of remorse, and her body shook.


    I feel very sad in my heart, a sad feeling.


    Then there was silence.


    After a moment''s silence, Qiutong sighed, then opened the door and walked out slowly.


    I got up and followed him out.


    Out of the hotel, Qiutong didn''t stop and went to the side of the road to wait for a taxi.


    I stood beside Qiutong and stopped a taxi.


    "I''ll go back myself..." Qiu Tong said.


    "I''ll take you back!" I said.


    "No!" Qiu Tong said.


    "No way!" I said.


    Qiutong has drunk too much tonight. I don''t trust her to go back by herself.


    Qiutong seemed to feel stubborn, but I didn''t speak any more, so I got into the taxi directly, and I also got in.


    On the way back, Qiutong and I didn''t speak. I sat in the back row with her and didn''t dare to touch her.


    At the gate of Qiutong residential area, after getting off, Qiutong and I stood there.


    A few children were playing in the square.


    At this time, Qiutong''s expression had returned to normal. He looked at me and said, "you didn''t have dinner tonight Find a place to eat! "


    "You didn''t eat either!" I said.


    "I''m not hungry!" Qiu Tong said.


    "Tonight I I... " I stammered suddenly.


    "No more I don''t blame you. I blame myself Qiu Tong said.


    "No You''re not wrong, it''s me It''s me My fault! I shouldn''t have It shouldn''t be. " I stammered.


    Qiu Tong pursed his lips, took a deep look at me, and said: "some things must be faced, some things must be avoided, some things are predestined, some things can''t be indulged I''m reminding myself, and I''m reminding you... "


    I bowed my head and didn''t say a word.


    "I know that although I remind myself from time to time, I still get lost from time to time. I know that I am a man, not a God. Sometimes I can''t control myself So do you, so I understand you. I don''t blame you, but I can''t forgive myself


    "I know that even if there will be loss and loss of control, even if it is difficult, it can not be a reason to indulge ourselves. We still have to try our best to do it, try our best to let ourselves learn to control our emotions with reason Try to overcome those things in your heart. " Qiu Tong said softly.


    I sighed.


    "Mom - Mom - Uncle Yi -" suddenly came the voice of Xiaoxue.


    We look inside, Xiaoxue is running towards us happily.


    It turns out that Xiaoxue is also playing here. Now I see us.Behind Xiaoxue is Qiutong''s nanny, who is standing there smiling at us.


    Qiutong bent down to pick up Xiaoxue, kissed her face and said with a smile, "baby, how long have you been playing here? Are you tired? "


    "Hee hee My aunt has brought me here for a long time. I''m tired... " Xiaoxue said with a smile.


    "Let''s go home, mom, and give you a bath." Qiu Tong said.


    Xiaoxue then said to me, "Uncle Yi, come to our house, and take a bath with me and my mother, OK?"


    I grin.


    Qiutong face a red, and then said to Xiaoxue: "uncle to go home to take a bath, not to our home, and uncle goodbye."


    Xiaoxue waved to me: "goodbye uncle Yi!"


    "Goodbye, Xiaoxue!" I said it.


    Then Qiutong took another look at me and went back with Xiaoxue and nanny.


    I stood where I was for a while, then walked out slowly.


    Just walked along the road less than 20 meters, looked up and saw a woman standing in front of me, looking at me coldly.


    Donger.


    Haunted, Dong''Er is here.


    I don''t know why she''s here? I don''t know if she passed by by by chance or has been here long ago? I wonder if she came here with us from the hotel?


    I stood there staring at Dong''Er, watching her slowly come to me, watching her cold eyes staring at me


    When he came to me, Dong''Er stopped, his eyes still fixed on me like ice thorns.


    I couldn''t help feeling a little weak.


    After a short silence, Dong''Er suddenly raised his hand and slapped me in the face.


    In the dark, the sound is loud and crisp. Although it is not heavy, it makes me feel hot.


    I stood there and didn''t move. I don''t know why Dong''Er gave me such a slap.


    However, after being slapped by Dong''Er, my heart suddenly felt more comfortable.


    It seems that I have a tendency to be abused again. I''m cheap all over and I don''t feel comfortable being beaten.


    I hope Dong''Er can continue to hit me and hit me harder.


    But Dong''Er didn''t continue. Instead, he turned around and walked to a BMW on the side of the road, opened the driver''s door, picked it up and drove away.


    Dong''Er came here by car. It seems that she was waiting for me here, just to slap me.


    It suddenly occurred to me whether Dong''Er would come from the hotel, whether Qiutong and I had been drinking in the hotel all the time, even next door to me, or even at the door when we heard what happened in our room


    I couldn''t help feeling very depressed. I looked up at the dark night sky and sighed.


    I and Haizhu together, Donger will not agree, I and Qiutong together, Haizhu and Donger will not agree. It''s so complicated and tangled. Are Dong''Er and Haizhu friends or enemies? What is the relationship between Donger and Qiutong, Haizhu and Qiutong?


    I look up and shake my neck. I don''t understand.


    Just at this time, I heard a furtive laugh nearby. I turned around and saw a black car on the side of the road. I didn''t know when it was coming. The window of the co driver''s seat rolled down, revealing Alai''s sleazy and dirty smile. This laugh was from him.


    The driver was a bodyguard, sitting there without expression, looking ahead.


    The window of the seat in the back of the car didn''t roll down. I don''t know if there are people in the back.


    Seeing me looking at him, Alai gave out a ghostly laugh again, and then the car suddenly sped away.


    As the car drove away, I was lost in thought.


    It seems that a Lai and the bodyguard saw the scene of Dong''Er beating me just now. A Lai''s smile is proof.


    As soon as Dong''Er left, why did a Lai suddenly appear? Is Alai appointed by wood to watch Donger? Or by chance?


    If a Lai is following and monitoring Dong''Er, has Dong''Er found out?


    If Dong''Er finds out that she is being watched, what does she mean by the slap she gave me just now? Is it because of what happened to me in the hotel and Qiutong, or do I want to show it to the watchers on purpose?


    If Donger is being watched by wood, what does it mean? Is wood suspicious of Donger? Suspect that Dong''Er and I collude with each other to his disadvantage? Or did Dong''Er do something to show his feet and arouse wood''s suspicion? Is wood always on the lookout or suspicious?


    I was wandering around in my mind, analyzing all kinds of possibilities, and there was no clear result for a moment.


    Just at this time, a taxi slowly stopped in front of me. At first glance, it was driven by Fang Aiguo, and there was a fourth brother sitting in the car.


    I got on the bus immediately, and Fang Aiguo started the car to leave.


    "Why are you here?" I said.


    "When I''m free in the evening, I''ll walk around here and take care of Xiaoxue," Fang Aiguo said. "My fourth brother is free tonight. We''ll watch together and chat together to relieve our boredom.""Oh..." I nodded.


    "Dong''Er came with you and Mr. Qiu''s taxi Ah Lai''s car comes with Dong er''s car. " Four elder brothers turn head to say.


    "That''s right." I said one. So, as soon as Qiutong and I got out of the hotel, Donger and Alai kept up. So, does Dong''Er know that Alai is following him? Besides, is Alai monitoring Donger or me?


    Fourth brother and Fang Aiguo seem to be afraid of my embarrassment. They don''t say anything more. They don''t mention that I was slapped by Dong''Er just now, but I seem to see Fang Aiguo laughing.


    I didn''t speak to Fang Aiguo''s fourth brother. I frowned and pondered about a Lai and Dong''Er


    After pondering for a long time, it seems that I can vaguely feel the shadow of wood''s soul. It seems that wood has started a new round of counter attack plan after he suffered a heavy setback in the golden triangle.