Xia Yu continued: "well, I won''t say any more. The last sentence is finished Come on, second master and elder sister Qiu, let''s continue to drink. "


    So we went on drinking.


    Come and go, summer rain drunk, drunk is still very strong, lying on my shoulder motionless.


    Qiutong and I drank a lot, but we were not drunk.


    I carry Xiayu to her bedroom on the second floor, then Qiutong goes in and I come out.


    Qiutong settled down Xiayu and went downstairs with me. We ate something together, and then cleaned the table and cleaned up together.


    When I was busy with Qiutong, I suddenly had an inexplicable feeling in my heart, which seemed to be strange happiness and warmth.


    In fact, happiness is in the ordinary peace, but many people do not have the heart to feel.


    Busy with these, Qiutong went up to see Xiayu again, and then went downstairs and said to me, "Xiayu is asleep."


    "Well..." I nodded, looking at the living room under the warm light ChuChu Qiutong.


    Qiutong is just opposite me.


    At this time, in this villa, in addition to the summer rain sleeping drunk, only me and Qiutong.


    Although I was drunk, I didn''t feel drunk or sleepy.


    And autumn Tung, it seems not.


    I looked straight at Qiutong, looking at the charming Qiutong under the light.


    Facing my eyes, Qiutong seemed to feel something, some situation and tension, said: "we Go to the door and get some air


    "Well..." I nodded.


    We went out of the living room and stood at the door. I looked up at the night sky and saw a star in the sky.


    It''s not easy to see stars in the night sky of Beijing.


    Looking at the night sky for a while, I look at Qiutong. Qiutong is standing in front of me, with his back to me, staring at the front silently


    I don''t know what she''s looking at, I don''t know what she''s thinking.


    The night is very quiet, and unknown insects are singing in the nearby grass


    In the night, looking at Qiutong''s graceful back, I can''t help feeling strange. I unconsciously approached her and walked behind her


    "You are beautiful." I said softly.


    Her body trembled a little and made no sound.


    My body suddenly vibrated, my brain was impulsive, my heart was excited


    Not from, I gently close to her, stretched out arms, from behind her waist, my face is also close to her neck and ear.


    Qiutong''s body suddenly trembled, even convulsed. It seemed that she was startled by my sudden action, and then her body kept shaking.


    The shaking of Qiutong''s body seemed to encourage me. I put my hand around her body, breathing the smell of her hair, and the fragrance of her body


    Her body trembled even more and tried to break free, but she couldn''t escape in my strong arms.


    "Er..." There was an involuntary groan in her throat, which seemed to have been suppressed for a long time, and her head could not help leaning back


    I bowed my head and kissed her.


    She''s starting to get hot all over. I can feel it.


    She couldn''t help catering to me, although very passive, but it seems to be subconscious.


    My body is getting hotter and hotter, my brain is trembling, my soul is surging, I feel my soul is blending with her


    Her body suddenly completely soft, paralytic, the whole body is leaning on me.


    At this time, I feel my brain and body are going to explode, my soul and body are going to crack.


    I don''t know how Qiutong felt at this time, but I heard her saying: "don''t Please No way... "


    At this time, Qiutong did not have any struggle and resistance, it seems that she has been completely conquered by me, has completely lost the strength and consciousness of resistance.


    Suddenly, my lips suddenly licked the hot, wet and salty liquid from Qiutong''s face.


    My heart a shock, this is autumn Tong''s tears.


    Qiutong cried, she was in tears


    My body suddenly froze.


    I look at Qiu Tong''s face, her eyes closed, but tears are pouring out, rolling down her smooth, delicate and white face


    I stare at Qiu Tong''s face


    I suddenly lost the courage and courage to work hard and dare not continue my action.


    Qiutong''s body seems to have strength suddenly, no longer so powerless to rely on me.


    "You Let me go... " Qiutong whispered again.


    I released the autumn Tung''s body.


    Qiu Tong''s body shook for a while, stopped, still back to me, and then said: "thank you."


    I don''t know what Qiu Tong means by "thank you". Is it to thank me for the pleasure I just brought her or for letting her go.


    It seems to be the latter.If I think it''s the former, it means that I''m too dirty. It means that I think Qiutong with dirty psychology, which is almost a blasphemy to Qiutong.


    Then, Qiutong turned around slowly, looked at me, arranged her clothes and hair, breathed deeply, and murmured, "Why are you so crazy? Why are you so impulsive? "


    I bowed my head: "I don''t know I don''t know If If I make you angry, if I offend you, I''m sorry. "


    "You..." Qiu Tong couldn''t go on, and then sighed again. It seems that she is helpless, she did not blame me angry with me. However, she did not agree with me to do this to her.


    I looked up at Qiutong, who was wiping her eyes with a wet towel.


    "Instinct." I said one.


    She looked up at me and said, "what are you talking about?"


    "Instinct." I said it again.


    She understood this time and did not speak.


    "But it''s not just instinct, instinct It''s just a small part of it. " I added emphatically.


    My voice is a little hoarse.


    My heart suddenly gushed a burst of sadness, a sudden impulse to cry.


    She gently pursed her lips: "don''t say I understand what you''re trying to say. I also understand your heart But But... "


    "Don''t say it. I know what you''re going to say." I interrupted her with a feeling of bitterness


    She lowered her head for a moment and said, "I''m sorry I can''t do it, I can''t overcome my inner obstacles I''m sorry. I''m really sorry. "


    I sighed deeply, looked at her sad appearance, a burst of pity in my heart, reached out and gently raised her chin, let her look at me, said softly: "don''t say sorry to me, never say, you don''t have any place to sorry me, on the contrary, I should say sorry, I should say sorry to you most."


    "No She gently shook her head: "there is no place for you to be sorry for me, I am sorry for you I bring you all your unhappiness and unhappiness Without me, you would be much happier. "


    "Without you, I can''t breathe for a moment, I can''t survive, I would have died long ago!" I said angrily.


    She stopped talking and looked at me silently. For a moment, she shook her head gently


    I don''t know what she means by shaking her head. It seems to contain multiple meanings.


    I couldn''t help sighing and stroking her hair: "well, don''t blame yourself. It''s me who should blame myself, not you I started what happened just now. I can''t control myself. "


    She blushed and said, "I I didn''t let you You will not feel bad physically, very sad in the heart


    I laughed: "silly girl, this is not all you and I have. Can''t we live without that? Now, I''m all right. "


    She also laughed: "that''s good."


    "You I just made you like that Do you feel How are you feeling now? Are you still suffering? " I stuttered at her and asked foolishly.


    She was full of shame. She reached out and punched me in the chest: "bad guy, don''t say that again Don''t say it. "


    So I stopped.


    "I''ll wash my face." She said a word, then went straight into the room and went to the bathroom.


    I also went back to the living room, sat in the sofa, turned on the TV, distracted, distracted


    After a while, Qiutong came out, his face returned to normal, and the hair that I had just messed up was combed neatly.


    She sat opposite me and watched TV.


    "I haven''t talked to you in the button for a long time. I haven''t talked to you like a dream for a long time." I said one.


    "Well..." She looked at me.


    "As if You''re still in the air I murmured.


    "Yes, I can only be in your air, and you can only be in my air." She said.


    "In the air, you''ll find your true self, won''t you?" I said, look at her.


    She pursed her lips and did not speak.


    "In the air, you are free and unrestrained, but in reality, you can''t get rid of reason, can you?" I asked again.


    "And you? Are you the same, and should you be the same? " She asked me.


    My heart throbbed and said, "I don''t know."


    "You know, you just don''t want to admit it." She said.


    I''m speechless, and she''s speechless.


    We were all silent.


    After a while, she said, "peace of mind Meditation is like water. "


    "What do you mean?" I said.


    "I mean, we all need to be calm." She said.


    "But It''s easy to say, but it''s easy to do. " I murmured.


    "Peace of mind is the manifestation of one''s peace of mind in life, the comfort of one''s laughter and the detachment of one''s reform. Tranquility is like water. It''s not like riding the wind and breaking the waves and driving the sails bravely, but like a motionless pool of water, it''s a quiet but slow ripple. In this way, people who are as calm as water tend to be calm and deep, showing a broad and profound highest realm! " She said."You Can you really do it? " I said.


    "I''m trying to do it. I''m trying to do it myself." She said.


    "But it''s hard for my heart to calm down." I said.


    "Then try to do it, life will not be too complete, put the right attitude to deal with the bitter and sweet." She said.


    I looked at her in silence.


    She added: "when the moon is full, it will be lost; when the water is full, it will be over.". It''s common sense that there will always be something to lose in gaining. Therefore, in life, in the face of loss, we should be calm as water, in the face of gain, we should also maintain a normal heart. Life is like a play. Everyone is the only director who dominates his own life. Only by looking at life quietly can we have a broad realm of life. Therefore, life will not be too complete, we should put our mind in the right place to deal with bitterness and sweetness. "


    "If we all have peace of mind, we can get happiness and change our destiny. Optimistic and open-minded people can make ordinary days full of interest, heavy life easy and lively, hard time sweet and precious, and trivial things simple and capable. "


    "You''re comforting yourself, and you''re comforting me, aren''t you?" I said.


    "It''s not comfort, it''s encouragement. I''ll share this with you. We''ll encourage ourselves. The significance of life does not lie in how many bumpy roads we have taken, but in how much truth we have learned from them. Those ancient and new human wisdom will help us to recognize the real life and enjoy the happiness of life One''s happiness can''t be based on the pain of others This is the bottom line of morality and life. "


    I understand the intention of Qiu Tong''s words, and I can''t help sighing, a burst of unspeakable bitterness in my heart.