"Brother, get up, wash and have breakfast!" Haizhu said.


    I sat up and nodded.


    After breakfast, I asked Haizhu: "Zhu, you How long are you going to stay this time? "


    "I''ve made a reservation to go back this afternoon." Haizhu said simply.


    "Back in the afternoon?" I said.


    "Yes." Haizhu nodded.


    "That''s the morning."


    "Don''t go to work in the morning Would you like to take a leave with me? " Haizhu said.


    I nodded, "Oh, good."


    Then I asked for leave for my unit and said to Haizhu, "I''ll take you out in the morning. Where do you want to go?"


    Haizhu looked at me and laughed: "I don''t come to Xinghai to play."


    "Then you are..." I''m a little dizzy.


    "I''m going to a place this morning to do an important thing. This place, this important thing, you must go with me." Haizhu said in an unquestionable tone.


    "Where? What''s the matter? " I am a Leng, say.


    "Let''s go to the marriage registry of Shizhong District Civil Affairs Bureau to register for marriage." Haizhu said.


    "Ah --" I cried out: "Zhu, you..."


    "We''re going to register today I think we can register first, and then wait until December 12 before the formal wedding Haizhu said.


    I looked at Haizhu in a daze, and I felt very suddenly.


    "What? Brother, don''t you want to Haizhu stares into my eyes.


    "I..."


    "What do you mean?" Haizhu''s eyes are a little uneasy and dissatisfied.


    "I It''s not that I don''t want to. I feel a little sudden. " I took a breath.


    "Suddenly." Haizhu repeated: "maybe it''s a little sudden, but it''s also a matter of time. Haven''t we already decided to get married? Haven''t we already cohabited? Haven''t we already had a de facto husband and wife life for a long time. In this case, we have to register sooner or later. What''s the difference between now and in the future?"


    "No I said.


    "Let''s go to register today. I''m here to register with you to get married. I know it''s troublesome to ask you to go to ningzhou. I''ll come anyway. Your registered permanent residence is in Xinghai. It''s the same for us to register in ningzhou and Xinghai." Haizhu said.


    "Ah Zhu, are you here specifically for this?" I came back to myself now.


    Haizhu a smile: "you can think so!"


    "Oh..." I nodded.


    "Brother, do you have any other ideas?" Haizhu said.


    "I..." I hesitated, I know, at this time, I have no way back, even if I have more ideas, it is useless, I will go to register with Haizhu today, I have to go, I can only go, from today on, I am Haizhu''s legal husband, Haizhu is my legal wife.


    It turns out that what Haizhu didn''t say last night was this. She didn''t say it last night. Maybe it didn''t let me have any room to maneuver or any chance to escape.


    "I don''t have any other ideas." I said.


    "Good No idea is the best Haizhu said, "let''s go and bring the relevant documents."


    "But..." I said.


    "But what?" Haizhu looked at me nervously.


    "But I still feel very sudden But I still have some questions, you Why so suddenly... " I stammered.


    Haizhu looked at me, didn''t speak for a moment, just looked at me straightforwardly.


    Haizhu makes me feel uncomfortable.


    "You want to know why, don''t you?" Half a day, Haizhu said.


    I stared at Haizhu and nodded.


    "Well, I''ll tell you." Haizhu looked at me and said word by word, "the reason why I want to do this is because you - you - forced me!"


    My heart jumped.


    "Do you need me to explain it to you? Would you like me to elaborate on that? " Haizhu''s voice is a bit subdued.


    I waved my hand: "well, Zhu, don''t say it, don''t say it I I''ll go with you. "


    I know what Haizhu is going to say. I know what Haizhu will say. I don''t need to listen to her. I don''t want to make a scene again. Anyway, I have no reason to refuse to register with Haizhu. This is the inevitable outcome of the development of my relationship with Haizhu. It''s useless to waste words.


    Haizhu did not leave me room to think and maneuver, I can only go with her, I have no reason not to go.


    Today, I''m going to become a legal husband and wife with Haizhu. Today, I''m going to say goodbye to those unrealistic things that didn''t completely disappear in my mind and become a husband.


    There was no feeling in my mind for a moment, and I was numb.


    Haizhu looked at me: "brother, I''ll give you one last chance If If you don''t want to, if you don''t want to register with me today, then I I I don''t force you to But I tell you, this is your last chance. You don''t have to register today, and you never have to go in the future. "When he said this, Haizhu''s voice trembled.


    Looking at Haizhu''s delicate expression, I feel very complicated for a moment. I think of the words Qiutong said to me, the days Haizhu and I spent together, my parents and Haizhu, Haifeng


    At this moment, I know that I have no way back. I have to face the reality. I have to be responsible for Haizhu.


    I took a deep breath and laughed at Haizhu: "ah Zhu, how can you say such words We have been engaged. Our parents have approved our engagement. We have set a date for our marriage. We have been together for so long. Haifeng and I are iron brothers again. I Why don''t I want to be your husband and wife with you You are so affectionate to me, how can I fail you again In fact, although I feel some sudden, but my heart is very excited


    With these words, my heart suddenly rose a sense of despair, accompanied by this despair, there are inexplicable impulse, there are inexplicable at a loss.


    I know what my despair is, but I don''t know why I am impulsive, or why I am at a loss.


    In fact, I may know, but I don''t want to let myself know. Because I''m afraid of something, I''m running away from something.


    Up to now, I''m still running away. I really should not escape, I want to be a responsible person.


    I can''t help blaming myself


    Haizhu smile, smile very relaxed, but also very happy, eyes bright.


    "Brother, I know you won''t lose me, I know you will be willing to, you know, I was in fact before this, my heart has been a little nervous, last night I didn''t sleep well, both excited and nervous, but now, you know, I''m so happy, I think, today, I will be the happiest woman in the world Of course, this happiness will always accompany me. On the day when we officially hold the wedding ceremony, I will feel and enjoy this happiness, and I will be even happier. " Haizhu said, suddenly shed tears.


    My heart felt a burst of love, raised his hand to erase Haizhu''s tears: "Zhu, since happy, why cry?"


    Haizhu hugged me and buried her face in my arms: "brother My husband These are my tears of happiness I''m happy. "


    I stroked Haizhu''s hair and patted her shoulder: "a Zhu, just be happy."


    "Brother, are you happy now?" Haizhu said.


    "Well Happy. " I put my chin against Haizhu''s head.


    "Well From today on, we are legally protected husband and wife. From today on, you are my husband and I am your wife. " Haizhu came out of my arms and looked at me affectionately: "brother, husband My husband and brother... "


    I smile, although I feel uneasy, but still smile.


    My uneasiness seems to come from many aspects, even including yesterday''s Haizhu and Cao Li together


    "Brother, let''s go." Haizhu said.


    I looked at Haizhu''s expectant eyes and nodded.


    We took the relevant documents to the marriage registration office of Shizhong District Civil Affairs Bureau.


    On the way, I asked Haizhu: "Zhu, we Do your parents know about today''s registration? "


    "Yes, I told them before I came here. They are very happy." Haizhu said.


    "Oh..." I nodded: "well I haven''t told my parents It''s a big deal. I want to say hello to them. "


    "Oh, no, I told them before I came." Haizhu said with a smile.


    "Well So my parents, they What do you say? " I said.


    "They are very happy. I got the active support of my parents and my parents-in-law when I came to Xinghai this time." Haizhu said happily: "your parents wanted to call you first, but I was blocked. I said I''d better tell you in person, and I said it would give you a surprise Your parents listened and agreed with a smile. "


    I smile bitterly in my heart. My parents obviously don''t know Haizhu''s real plan.


    "In fact, my parents and your parents originally wanted you to go back to ningzhou to register, but I said, I said that you are very busy and can''t get away from your work. I don''t know when you can come back, so I''d better go to Xinghai instead." Said Haizhu.


    "Oh..." I nodded. I didn''t know what to say.


    "Your parents are very supportive of this registration. They said that since all the parents have signed up, it''s better to register as early as possible, so as not to have a long night and a lot of good things to do. My parents also mean that Since the four elders all mean this, I naturally want to be a filial daughter and daughter-in-law... " Haizhu said.


    I had a dry laugh. I don''t know if Haizhu''s words are true or false. Haizhu will lie now. I don''t know if I should believe her words.


    "Did Haifeng know about our registration?" I asked Haizhu again."Your brother-in-law, of course he knows. How can he not know?" Haizhu said.


    Haizhu''s words seem to have a different flavor. I don''t have time to savor them.


    That is to say, before I knew this morning, my parents Haizhu, Haifeng and Haizhu had known for a long time, but they didn''t tell me.


    "Who knows but them?" I said.


    "What you should know will know, what you shouldn''t know, there''s no need to know!" Haizhu said simply.


    "Does Cao Li know?" I said.


    "Is she the one to know?" Haizhu asked me.


    "I didn''t tell her, that''s good!" I said.


    Haizhu looked at me: "of course, sooner or later she will know, we are not thieves, there is no need to hide, just I don''t want her to know at present."


    I nodded: "well..."


    "It seems that You care if she knows. " Haizhu said.


    "It seems that You think too much. " I said.


    Haizhu light smile: "there are a few people, I have to let them know, I want to completely break their indecent thoughts."


    I didn''t say a word. I seem to know who Haizhu refers to. It seems that this is one of the reasons why Haizhu suddenly came to register with me.


    I can''t help sighing in my heart.