"In fact, don''t you find that there are many similarities between us, our personalities are very similar, every communication between us is very happy, we are all in officialdom, we will have more common language in the future, many of our officialdom ideas are interlinked, in the future, we will have more common things to pursue, there will be more common ideas The same hobby, whether mixed officialdom or outside officialdom. "


    Qin Lu continued: "I actually know that I know very well in my heart that although you don''t agree with my actions, you don''t hate me in your heart. You like me. Apart from my actions, you don''t agree with me. In fact, I don''t have anything else that makes you feel uncomfortable. As time goes on, you will gradually figure it out, you will understand me, and you will understand me I''ll take it


    "In the future, you will find many advantages of me, you will find my good, I am in front of you, I am with you, can be like-minded comrades and allies, unbreakable alliance, at the same time, I will be your most considerate and gentle woman, I will be a woman who can meet all your needs, as long as you are willing to let me do things, as long as you want from me Things, I can give you, for you, I am willing to pay everything Of course, that doesn''t include what I''m doing right now. "


    I sighed: "Qin Lu, I don''t want to think you are a bad woman. I know you are not a bad woman, but I really don''t agree with what you are doing now. You are playing with fire. Of course, everyone has his own way of life. Since you have chosen your own way, I have no right to say anything and have no right to stop you. But I want to say, now let me go I feel that in officialdom, you are a woman with rapid expansion of ambition. Outside officialdom, you are a strong woman. You like to control, and you have a strong desire for control. "


    Qin Lu said with a smile: "you''re only half right. It''s true that I''m an ambitious man in officialdom. In other words, as long as I''m a man with ideals and pursuits, who doesn''t have ambition? What''s wrong with that? Don''t you have ambition in officialdom? You have. Don''t deny that. A person who has no ambition in officialdom can only be said to be a loser. Such a person will be looked down upon


    "It''s wrong to say that I''m a strong and controlling woman outside officialdom. Maybe I will be strong and controlling to others, but to you, I won''t. I love you so much. You''re the best man I''ve ever met who deserves to be loved. In front of you, I''m willing to be a docile sheep. I''ll be obedient to you, and I''ll make you happy I am a woman full of femininity, I will let you feel all my tenderness


    "Besides, I know that many women around you are very kind to you, and even many women are interested in you. As for who these women are, I don''t want to tell you. You and I both know that I just want to tell you, first of all, I will not destroy your marriage with Haizhu. I will even wish you a stable and smooth marriage and a harmonious family. Second, even if you have other women, I will not interfere and be jealous. As long as I can have you and get a fraction of your kindness to me, I will be very satisfied


    "Look, how tolerant I am to you and how spoiled i am to you. I don''t want to force you to fall in love with me. As long as I know that I love you and that I can enjoy real love with the people I love, I will be very satisfied."


    I looked at Qin Lu with unreasonable eyes: "Qin Lu, now I feel you are pathetic, hateful and pathetic."


    "Whatever you think of me, I won''t be angry or sad. I know you will look at me like this, but you look at me like this, which shows that you care about me and I have a place in your heart." Qin Lu said: "in fact, sometimes I think about it myself. I know I''m pathetic and hateful. I even despise myself and hate myself. But it''s only in the dead of night when I''m alone. When it''s daybreak, I open my eyes and go back to this real society. I still have no other choice


    "Now that I have come to this stage with Lao Guan, what do you think I should do? Should I give up? Should I step back? Should I have an abortion? Should I be the life of a little woman? Should I endure the humiliation? It''s obviously not in line with my character. It''s obviously unfair to me. Why should I do this? Why? "


    Qin Lu was slightly excited and her eyes were red.


    I was speechless again, looking at Qin Lu.


    "Do you think it''s appropriate for me to give birth to the child by myself and let it be called a wild seed? Do you think it''s Fair for me to have an illegitimate child and accept the scorn and ridicule of those around me? Do you want me to be happy because I''ve ruined my life''s happiness? " Qin Lu asked me again, her voice trembling slightly.


    I looked at Qin Lu stupidly. I didn''t know what to say for a moment.


    Perhaps, from a certain point of view, from Qin Lu''s point of view, she is reasonable and upright.


    But I still can''t accept Qin Lu''s cooking psychologically.


    Who is to blame when it comes to today? Blame Qin Lu for being a high official? Why are you so obsessed? Why didn''t Xie Fei give birth to Lao Guan?


    I can''t think clearly. My mind is in a mess.


    "No, eat!" I finished my last drink and began to eat.Qin Lu also ate in silence.


    After dinner, I said, "you have a rest."


    "And you?" Qin Lu said.


    "I''m leaving!" I said.


    "You -" Qin Lu looked at me: "you You can''t go


    "Why?" I said.


    "I Ankle still ache, the back of my head still ache, you left, if I have any other symptoms in the middle of the night how to do? " Qin Lu looked at me pitifully.


    Qin Lu said that, I have nothing to say, my heart is even a little soft, yes, I hit her, I caused her body discomfort now, I haven''t given her a good massage ankle, her back of the head is still painful, this is all caused by me, I left, is it too hard to say, from the most basic moral point of view also can''t say.


    I sighed and said, "you stay here. I''ll give you another massage."


    "Good." Qin Lu laughs.


    I sighed again, got up, went to Qin Lu, squatted down, and massaged her ankles.


    I bowed my head to massage attentively, hoping to get it done for her as soon as possible.


    As she was massaging, Qin Lu gently stroked my head and neck, and sighed: "Yike I wish you could just massage me like this all the time I wish my ankles hurt every day. "


    "Just dream." I said.


    "Don''t be so cold to me, will you?" Qin Lu was begging.


    I looked up and saw Qin Lu''s look a little sad.


    I can''t help softening my heart and keeping silent. I continue to lower my head and give her massage.


    Qin Lu continued to touch my neck with her hand. The movement was very gentle, and then she pinched my shoulder for me.


    "Don''t move me..." I said.


    "Don''t talk. Just massage your hands." Qin Lu said softly.


    "I won''t concentrate if you do that." I said.


    "Ha ha..." Qin Lu chuckled and said, "it''s ok I like this Ah Should I thank you for today''s ghost weather? How can we bump into each other without it? "


    My heart moved and said, "you Except for the back of the head and ankles, there is no abnormal feeling in other areas, right


    "Well It seems that No... " Qin Lu said.


    "That''s good." I said.


    "What''s the matter? Where do you want to go? " Qin Lu said.


    "I didn''t expect to Feel free to ask. " I said.


    I continue to concentrate on massage, Qin Lu''s hand for a while and gently stroking my ears, stroking my earlobe.


    For a while, Qin Lu seemed to murmur to herself: "every night when she sleeps in bed tired, she feels like she has really passed the day. In fact, I know that the most important thing in life is not only hard work, but also direction. The pressure is not that someone works harder than you, but that someone who is not as capable as you does better than you Even if you can''t see the future, even if you can''t see the hope, you still believe that you can''t be wrong, and the life you choose can''t be wrong. It''s not the alarm clock that wakes me up the next day. In fact, it''s still a dream! "


    I didn''t speak.


    Qin Lu continued to say to herself: "in fact, I understand that the more you think about the world, the life, the life and the reality, the more trouble you will encounter; instead of thinking about anything, there will be no trouble at all. The more you are afraid, the more people will bully you; if you are not afraid of anything, no one will bully you.


    "This is the world. The more cowardly you are, others will take advantage of you. If you''re tough, you''re all here to please you. Don''t give in blindly. When you are wronged, say no bravely! It''s the stupidest thing in the world to hold back


    After listening to Qin Lu''s words, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart. I looked up at her and said, "do you feel better when you stand up and walk?"


    "Good." Qin Lu gave me a smile, stood up and took two steps: "well, now I feel much better, walking is not so painful."


    I was relieved: "well What about the back of your head? Does it hurt? "


    "It still hurts." Qin Lu said.


    I''m a little hairy. " Otherwise, I''ll take you to the hospital and take a film. "


    Qin Lu said: "I don''t think so. I''m not so coquettish."


    "But..."


    "After tonight." Qin Lu said.


    "Oh..."


    "Look, you still care about me. I feel very happy." Qin Lu laughs again.


    I didn''t speak and sighed. I don''t want to stimulate Qin Lu, but I don''t want to cater to her.


    "Don''t leave tonight, just stay here." Qin Lu said.


    "I..."


    "I''m like this. Do you think you can leave me alone?" Qin Lu said.


    "This..."


    "Please, don''t leave me..." Qin Lu begged again.


    "Well All right I said helplessly."Ha ha..." Qin Lu laughed happily. She suddenly put her body close to me and threw herself into my arms. Then she gave me a kiss on the lips.


    I am a Leng, then want to push away Qin Lu, but she tightly hugged my waist.