"It''s going to be hard for you, and it''s going to be hard for you at the weekend..." Guan Yunfei said.


    "Minister Guan is very kind. It''s my honor to have the opportunity to serve you. It''s minister Guan''s trust in me I''m actually very happy to be seen as one of my own by Minister Guan. " I said.


    "Ha ha, you little guy, your mouth is very good at talking." Guan Yunfei laughed: "well, it''s settled. I''ll call your elder martial sister later and say that you can contact your elder martial sister directly at that time."


    "Well, all right." I said: "by the way, Minister Guan, there are still more than 10 days to go before next Friday. How can you arrange for me so early?"


    "Good morning, let you have a thought to prepare, early arrange their own work, so that you don''t say you have to work overtime at the weekend, ha ha, what''s wrong with this?" Guan Yunfei asked me.


    "There''s nothing wrong with it. Minister Guan is really prepared and well planned." I said.


    "How do I feel that you have something to say?" Guan Yunfei said.


    Guan Yunfei seems to be very sensitive at this time, very sensitive to my intentional or unintentional words.


    I said, "no, where does minister Guan want to go? I really don''t mean anything else? "


    I''m telling the truth at this time, I really don''t have any other meaning, but Guan Yunfei''s excessive sensitivity makes me feel helpless.


    "Ha ha, I''m just kidding you." Guan Yunfei said with a smile.


    I ha ha laughed, in the heart also did not take seriously. It seems that Guan Yunfei is really joking with me.


    Guan Yunfei stopped for a moment and then said, "by the way, have you heard any news in Xinghai these days?"


    "News? In what way? " I said.


    "It''s about us, of course." What Guan Yunfei said was very implicit and vague.


    "It''s about us No, I didn''t hear about business or private affairs. " I said. Naturally, I can''t tell him what I know about Qin Lu. That''s my death.


    I remember a sentence: if you don''t die, you won''t die.


    I don''t want to die, so I don''t want to die.


    "Well..." Guan Yunfei said: "by the way, your group How''s Dong Kai doing? "


    "It''s good. It''s still like that. It''s alive and kicking." I said.


    "Ha ha..." Guan Yunfei couldn''t help laughing and said, "he''s in a good mental state, isn''t he?"


    "It looks like that." I said.


    "Well So What about Secretary Ji? And autumn trees? " Guan Yunfei said.


    Guan Yunfei intentionally or unintentionally asked about sun dongkai, and then asked about Secretary Ji and Qiu Tong, which made me feel uneasy and said: "they are also very good. They all look normal."


    "Is the group''s Party committee still harmonious?" Guan Yunfei said.


    "I''m a lower level cadre. I don''t know about the internal affairs of the Party committee leaders. However, from what I know, I can see that the internal relations of the Party committee are still harmonious, and I haven''t heard any public or gossip about internal contradictions." I said.


    "Well, good If I mean if. " Guan Yunfei added: "if you hear any discord among the members of the leading group within the group Party committee, you should inform me in time."


    "Well Sure I promised, and then said: "minister Guan, have you been studying well recently?"


    "It''s going well." Guan Yunfei said.


    "You''re in a good mood, aren''t you?" I said.


    "You mean What do you mean Guan Yunfei''s voice seemed to be alert.


    I said, "what else can I mean? Care about leaders If the leader studies smoothly and is in a happy mood, then it is perfect. We are also happy as subordinates.... "


    "Oh, ha ha Happy, happy, thank you, director Yi, for your concern for me... " Guan Yunfei said with a half joking tone.


    "Good Then I''m relieved. " I said.


    "What can you rest assured of?" Guan Yunfei asked me again, as if he thought I had something to say.


    I said: "if everything goes smoothly and safely for the leaders, I will not worry about them. Naturally, I am relieved Yes? Is minister Guan not adapted to my concern? "


    "Oh, ha ha Adapt, adapt Well, I have something to do. Let''s do it first. " Guan Yunfei said and hung up.


    I carefully half true and half false tried Guan Yunfei, it seems that he should not be aware of anything unusual. I''m sure he doesn''t know what happened to Qin Lu Gang. He doesn''t know and I can''t tell him that I have to keep my promise to Qin Lu.


    Thinking of the conversation with Qin Lu last night, what happened to Qin Lu last night, and the conversation with Xie Fei and Guan Yunfei just now, I can''t help but feel that things are getting more and more complicated and difficult to deal with. It seems that I am involuntarily involved.


    I don''t want to get involved in such a thing, which makes me very upset.


    Guan Yunfei asked me to drive Xie Fei to the provincial capital in person at the weekend. Although his reason is very good, I still think it''s not normal after thinking about it. As for what''s abnormal, I can''t think of it.I really can''t guess what Guan Yunfei is thinking. His city is so deep that I can''t explore it. Even if I try to think about it, I can''t think of it.


    I don''t know what Xie Fei will think after knowing the news that I will drive her to the provincial capital. I think Guan Yunfei will inform her of the news soon.


    At noon, Lao Li and I had tea and chatted.


    "Why are you so absent-minded?" Lao Li asked me.


    "There''s a problem I can''t think of." I said.


    "Can you tell your father?" Lao Li said with a smile.


    "No!" I said.


    "I can''t say that''s all." Lao Li said.


    I hesitated for a long time and asked Lao Li, "Lao Li, let me ask you a question!"


    "Ask!" Lao Li said.


    "You said What is a lover? " I said.


    "How did you remember to ask that?" Lao Li said.


    "Don''t worry. If you know the answer, just tell me I don''t know. " I said.


    Lao Li took a sip of tea and said slowly, "as for this question, I can only tell you the answer from my point of view."


    "You say -" I look at Lao Li.


    "Lovers are lovers, enemies and strangers." Lao Li said slowly.


    I am one Zheng: "Why say so?"


    Lao Li said, "because When two people fall in love, they are lovers; when they turn against each other, they are enemies; when they see each other as strangers, they are strangers. "


    I said with some difficulty, "why did it become like this?"


    Lao Li said: "love comes from greed. There is greed, so there is persistence. Because of persistence, we want to possess. Because of possession, we unconsciously want to control each other. Because we can''t do what we want, we are suspicious, jealous, angry and ignorant. So we start to argue, quarrel, distrust each other, hurt each other, start rough, even destroy each other. What''s more, we want to die together. ”


    I shivered in my heart and said, "why can''t we cherish each other? If you can''t be together, you should get together and get together? "


    Lao Li said, "there are many unreasonable people, but few sensible people. There are more selfish people than selfless people. There are many insolent people, but few considerate people. There are more subjective people and less objective people. You say, who can really think for others, unless understand the reason, can be tolerant to others, willing to benefit others


    I frowned: "I see."


    Lao Li said: "when a person is trapped by love, it starts like spring, and everything is beautiful; then it comes summer, which often leads to disputes; then it comes autumn, which gradually turns cold; finally it comes winter, which ends the relationship. But this situation will continue to continue, and find the next to repeat the same mistakes; because after winter, spring still comes again, and so on. This is the main reason why people are born in the river of love and reincarnation


    I said, "do you mean that you don''t encourage people to fall in love?"


    Lao Li said, "don''t say good or bad. It''s up to you to decide what to do."


    I said, "if you don''t fall in love, you won''t get married; if you don''t get married, you won''t have children; if you don''t have children, you won''t have human beings; if you don''t have human beings, the world will be deserted."


    Lao Li laughed and said, "don''t worry about this. When a person meets his beloved, he will naturally get married. Just as someone asked an eminent monk, if all the people become monks, what about the economy of the country? What about the continuation of human beings? The eminent monk replied, "your hypothesis can''t be established, because you don''t want to become a monk, so you don''t have to worry about it. It''s important to take good care of yourself."


    I breathed and said, "who is the lover, then?"


    Lao Li said, "it''s Bodhisattvas and Buddhas."


    I said, "and why?"


    Lao Li said: "because you can''t get the fragrance of plum blossom without a cold and bitter experience. For example, if you encounter such a situation, that person is testing you, training you, letting you walk out of adversity and wake up in prosperity. When you face all the realms, you can not give up and reach a comfortable state."


    Lao Li''s words made me feel puzzled. I said, "tell me directly and simply, who is your lover?"


    Lao Li simply said: "or take you as an analogy, lover is to take care of you, but also torture you."


    I can''t help but ponder. I seem to have realized something.


    Think of floating life as a dream, once told Yike in the air: there are too many temptations in life, do not know how to give up, can only hurt in the vortex of inducement; there are too many desires in life, do not know how to give up, you will lose yourself on the road of life; there are too many helplessness in life, do not give up can only accompany with sorrow. Some people we know is love also want to give up, some things clearly know is wrong also want to insist, sometimes clearly know no way to go but also forward, this has become an unchangeable habit, love in life is like brushing teeth, one side is comedy, one side is a cup


    I can''t help but sigh when I think of it.


    Lao Li looked at me in silence with a slight frown


    "Xiao Ke." Lao Li called me.I looked back at Lao Li: "in -"


    "it seems that you have been bothered by a lot of things recently..." Lao Li said.


    I grin.


    "It seems that you don''t pay much attention to your recent work." Lao Li said.


    "Er..." I looked at Lao Li: "maybe so."


    "It''s not good I still hope you can distinguish the priority of things in your life. You should remember that no matter how many things you encounter in your life, struggle is the mainstream and career is fundamental. You can have other things, but I don''t want to occupy the mainstream of your life. " Lao Li said: "as a man, you must strive for your ideal. Emotion can keep pace with struggle. Things beyond emotion can''t occupy too much of your energy."


    Lao Li''s words seem to beat me. I think Lao Li is right. Recently, I really don''t care about my work. Although I didn''t delay my work, I didn''t focus on my work.