I said: "however, if the man surnamed Li doesn''t leave here, it may be unfair to him. If everyone has left, will he stay here for the rest of his life?"


    Old production team leader lengxia said: "is it not good here?"


    "Yes, it''s very good. However, for a young man who wants to develop, if he is locked up in this closed place all his life, his dream will be over!" I said.


    The old captain was silent for a moment and nodded: "maybe what you said is reasonable. I actually know that the village can''t keep them. Sooner or later, they will leave. They don''t belong here. They belong to a wider world! The vast world has great achievements. What Chairman Mao said at that time was that the vast world is not a rural area, but a city. "


    If he wants to leave here, he may have to pay for something


    The old team leader looked at me and said, "yes, his original departure was a deal. The father of the female classmate was the director of the Land Reform Commission in Dandong at that time, and he had great power. The female classmate promised him that as long as he married her, he would be able to get him back to the city, and that he would be able to arrange jobs with development prospects that satisfied him. He gets and loses. What he gets is glory and wealth. What he loses is such a good girl. What he gets will come back to nothing sooner or later. What he loses will never come back! "


    The old captain''s words made me think deeply. I suddenly didn''t know how to evaluate whether Lao Li''s actions were correct or not, and I didn''t know whether I could understand Lao Li at that time.


    But I still firmly believe that if I were Lao Li and Qiu Tong were Jin Jingxiu, I would never do things like Lao Li.


    However, this is only if.


    I can''t help feeling confused and melancholy.


    After smoking, the old team leader knocked the pot on the upper of his shoes, stood up, shook his body, and said, "in this life, those who should come will come and those who should go will go. No matter what they did when they were young, they just need to wait for peace of mind when they were old."


    With that, the old team leader turned his back and walked to the village. The old yellow dog of some age also got up and followed the owner.


    Looking at the figure of this master and his servant leaving and Pondering over his last sentence, I am a little stunned. It sounds simple, but it seems to carry a profound philosophy of life that many people can''t understand in their whole life.


    I stood up, patted my ass, walked to the place where Jin Jingxiu and Qiu Tong went, turned a corner and saw them.


    They are sitting on a stone beside a beach by the river. They are all watching the river and the other side of the river


    I don''t know what they''re thinking.


    The beach area is not small, and the grass on it has turned yellow.


    Suddenly I thought, is this the place where Lao Li used to herd cattle? Could it be the place where Lao Li and Jin Jingxiu dated?


    The more you think about it, the more likely it is. Sitting here, Jin Jingxiu is recalling the past and looking for those unforgettable green years in her memory


    And Qiutong accompanied Jin Jingxiu to sit there silently. What was she thinking?


    I don''t know.


    I watched them for a while, but I didn''t disturb them. I quietly came back to the parking place.


    At this time, a taxi came slowly and stopped beside my car.


    This is Du Jianguo''s car.


    There is a man sitting in the back of the car. I know it''s Lao Li.


    I''ll walk straight over.


    The taxi stopped, but Lao Li didn''t get off.


    I went to the car, opened the front door and sat in.


    Du Jianguo took a look at me. Without speaking, he opened the door and went out to smoke.


    I look back at Lao Li.


    Lao Li dressed up a little funny. He wore a hat, a big scarf and a pair of sunglasses. The scarf and sunglasses covered most of his face. If he didn''t know in advance, he couldn''t recognize Lao Li at first sight.


    "Uncle Li -" I called.


    "She Where is she? " Lao Li took off his sunglasses and his voice trembled.


    I pointed to the front right: "she is sitting on the beach not far ahead, quietly sitting there."


    Lao Li''s face twitched, and then he reached for the door.


    "Uncle Li -" I called.


    Lao Li stopped and looked at me.


    I didn''t speak. I looked at him quietly.


    I suddenly didn''t know what to say.


    Lao Li looked at me, his body trembling slightly: "this village is the village where I cut in line, the beach is the place where I herded cattle, and the place where we dated. She, she, she, she came here today, she really came here."


    Lao Li''s voice sounds excited and hoarse.


    "Are you going to see her?" I said.


    Lao Li looked at me with unexpected eyes. He seemed to feel a little incredible about my question. It seemed that I shouldn''t ask such a question.I suddenly feel as if I shouldn''t say this at this time, but since I said it, I can''t take it back.


    I pause, said: "that, total autumn, is over there, is sitting there with her!"


    Lao Li''s eyes moved slightly. He didn''t speak and looked at me.


    I have decided that today I will neither mobilize him to meet Jin Jingxiu nor stop him. I have decided to let him do it by himself, but I want to say what I should say.


    So I continued: "aunt Jin came to Xinghai yesterday morning and came with my nephew!"


    Lao Li looked at me and didn''t speak.


    "After arriving at Xinghai, aunt Jin''s nephew went to talk about business, accompanied by Qiu Zong. I drove aunt Jin around Xinghai Square!"


    "You went to Xinghai Square?" Lao Li''s eyelids jumped.


    "Yes." I said quietly, "we stopped near the gate of Xinghai hotel near the square. Aunt Jin and I sat in the car for a while. Then, I saw you, you just passed there, and you stood near our car for a long time! "


    "You - she -" Lao Li cried out, eyes wide open, looking at me: "she - she saw me?"


    "Yes! She saw you. She recognized you immediately. She sat in the car and looked at you all the time! " I stare into Lao Li''s eyes.


    "She -" Lao Li''s body trembled again: "she - she has been looking at me?"


    "Yes, she''s been looking at you! But she didn''t get out of the car I accentuated.


    Lao Li''s face suddenly changed: "she, she, she saw me, but she, she, didn''t get off the car! She looked at me all the time, but she didn''t get out of the car and didn''t call me


    "Yes I said it coldly, feeling more and more cruel.


    "Why?" Lao Li''s voice changed.


    "I don''t know! I didn''t tell her anything about you, but I didn''t tell her anything about you! " I said.


    "That is to say, she, she didn''t tell you she knew me!" Lao Li said.


    "Well!" I nodded.


    Lao Li''s eyes darkened quickly. He lowered his head and murmured, "she saw me, she finally saw me, but she didn''t recognize me, she didn''t see me She, she must not want to meet me. It must be like this. "


    I kept silent and looked at Lao Li.


    "She won''t forgive me. She didn''t forgive me. After so many years, she must still hate me in her heart..." Lao Li continued to murmur: "but, since she won''t forgive me, why did she come here again, why did she go to that place to sit, why?"


    "Yes, why?" My heart suddenly some poor old Li.


    "I You said, "what should I do today, at this time, what should I do?" Lao Li looked up at me.


    "It''s your business. You can''t ask me about it. I won''t give you any advice!" I said politely.


    Lao Li''s eyes were a little lost and a little sad. He looked at me in a daze.


    "Why do you want this dress?" I said.


    Lao Li''s eyes moved slightly and didn''t speak.


    "You want to see Aunt Jin very much, but you are afraid to see her. That''s why you dress up, isn''t it?" I said.


    Lao Li lowered his head and said nothing.


    "Your heart is very contradictory now. Even if I don''t tell you what aunt Jin saw you in Xinghai Square yesterday, I''m afraid you may not have the courage to see Aunt Jin today, do you?" I continued to ask Lao Li.


    Lao Li still didn''t speak, but he looked embarrassed.


    "The reason why I told you about Xinghai Square yesterday is to let you know more about Aunt Jin. As for what to do today, you can make your own decision." I said.


    Lao Li looked up at me, his lips trembling: "I, in fact, I came here today, mainly to see Take a look at her Unexpectedly, yesterday, she had met me I I... "


    I can only believe half of Lao Li''s words.


    "I''ve said all that should be said. You can make your own decision for the rest." I finished, opened the door and got out of the car. I winked at Du Jianguo nearby. Du Jianguo rushed to the car.


    At this time, Jin Jingxiu and Qiu Tong came back together. Jin Jingxiu seemed to be a little weak and pale. Qiu Tong took her arm with a worried expression on her face.


    I went up and said, "you''re back!"


    Jin Jingxiu nodded and gave me a smile. He tried hard to smile, and then took a look at the taxi behind me.


    My heart beat faster. I know that at this time, Lao Li of taxi Li must be wearing sunglasses, covering his face with a scarf, and looking at Jin Jingxiu, who hasn''t met for 30 years without blinking. At this time, Lao Li must be very excited.


    Jin Jingxiu didn''t see anything. He glanced at the taxi and then looked around."The scenery here is good. It''s rare to have such a beautiful scenery in winter!" I said.


    "Yes." Jin Jingxiu nodded absently, breathed deeply, and then looked up at the sky with dull eyes.


    "Auntie Jin, you seem to be in a low mood. Are you feeling sick?" I said.


    Qiu Tong also looked at the taxi at this time, and then looked at Jin Jingxiu with concern.


    Qiu Tong didn''t recognize Lao Li in the taxi.


    "Ha ha..." Jin Jingxiu said with a smile: "maybe I didn''t sleep well last night, and I''m a little tired by car today! It''s OK. Just have a rest! "


    Jin Jingxiu is obviously hiding something.


    Of course, I know what she''s covering up, but Qiutong won''t know.


    Qiutong then took a look at the farmhouse restaurant next to him and said, "it''s time to have lunch. Let''s have a meal at the farmhouse restaurant here and try the characteristics of the mountain!"


    "Good!" I said.


    Jin Jingxiu nodded: "OK, OK, the guest will follow the Lord and listen to you!"


    Qiu Tong and Jin Jingxiu went to Nongjiale hotel together. I followed and looked back at the taxi