Feeling out, her heart is very uncomfortable.


    I seem to be able to understand her mood. When she is old and in good health, it''s better to say that when she is sick and in disaster, she misses her relatives most and feels lonely most easily.


    "I''m not dead, what are you talking about?" Lao Li suddenly some irritable and angry: "a Shun is not around, who do you blame? If you hadn''t pampered him from childhood to adulthood, he would have been so far as he is today. It''s all your incompetence as a mother. It''s all your fault! "


    Mrs. Li is also angry: "son does not teach, father''s fault, you have the face to blame me, my son was good, you are the father did not discipline well, you did not fulfill the father''s responsibility, you do not reflect on yourself, but blame me."


    The old couple quarreled.


    Xiaoxue is a little afraid, so she runs to Qiutong and pours on Qiutong.


    I said at this time: "Uncle Li, auntie, don''t quarrel When is this time? Is it interesting to quarrel? Besides, auntie, Uncle Li is still lying in the hospital bed. "


    After listening to me, they stopped arguing.


    Li Shun''s mother''s eyes were a little red, and Lao Li was lying in the hospital bed sighing.


    Seeing them, I think they are very pitiful and miserable.


    "You haven''t eaten yet. Eat first." I say, the side flushes autumn Tung to make a color.


    Xiaoxue is very sensible. She takes Lishun''s mother''s hand and says, "grandma, I''m hungry."


    "You go, I''ll take care of Uncle Li here!" I said.


    So Qiu Tong went out to dinner with his mother and his daughter. Lao Li and I were alone in the ward.


    I sat in front of Lao Li''s bed, looked at Lao Li and sighed: "Uncle Li, I know why you are sick! I know you went to the airport this morning. I saw you! "


    Lao Li''s eyelids jumped, then he closed his eyes and didn''t speak.


    "In the afternoon, I received a call from Aunt Jin Jingxiu''s nephew in Korea. Aunt Jin suddenly fainted in the office this afternoon." I said.


    "Ah --" Lao Li cried out and looked at me.


    "But she''s OK. The doctor said it''s because of too much work pressure and overwork. She''s ok now. She just needs to rest in the hospital for a few days to get better!" I said.


    Lao Li relaxed, then closed his eyes and kept silent.


    After a while, I saw two muddy tears overflow from his wrinkled eyes


    My heart rises and falls, perhaps, the feelings between two people, outsiders can never really understand. If so, this time I didn''t take the initiative to set up the two of them, or even create obstacles intentionally or unintentionally. Is that wrong?


    "Uncle Li, maybe I should give you an apology for this time!" I said.


    Lao Li opened his eyes and looked at me.


    "I didn''t create opportunities for you two to meet. I didn''t take the initiative to meet you two. Even, I deliberately didn''t want you two to meet!" I said, "so, I''m sorry!"


    Lao Li looked at me and shook his head slowly: "Xiaoyi, don''t say that. I should thank you, she In fact, I should also thank you... "


    I looked at Lao Li by surprise.


    "The initiative this time is not in your hands. It''s up to her and me to decide. You don''t have to apologize for that." Lao Li continued to say slowly: "I think it''s right that I didn''t see her this time. Although I arrived at Dandong and the airport, I still held back and controlled that I didn''t meet her. Thanks to your reminding and tips, otherwise, I might not be able to control myself


    "At this point, I''m not as good as her. She''s wise. Her reason can overcome her emotions I think over and over again, if I really meet her this time, what will happen in the future and what will be the consequences? It''s unimaginable. At that time, it will be her who will be hurt. I have deeply hurt her once 30 years ago. After 30 years, I can''t repeat the previous mistakes. 30 years ago, I have hurt a woman, and after 30 years, I can''t hurt two women It''s over. "


    I understand what Lao Li said.


    Lao Li''s words comforted me a little. It seems that Lao Li realized the possible consequences and began to realize his responsibility to the two women.


    "Maybe this is the most correct thing I''ve done in more than 30 years. I''ve done the right thing at last, and I can still do the right thing at last." Lao Li gave a wry smile: "seeing or not is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that I only need to know that she is living well now, which is enough, and I feel comforted in my heart!"


    I can''t help nodding, and said: "although I didn''t see you this time, it doesn''t mean I''ll never see you again in my life!"


    Lao Li had a sad look in his eyes and said, "all my life I''ve had a pretty good time in my life. One 30 years later, I won''t have another 30 years. "


    Lao Li''s words were a little desolate.


    Listening to Lao Li''s words, my heart suddenly felt a bit sad, and a wisp of confusionThink of a sentence: do not need the oath of the sea, just a lifetime of silence. There is no need for luxurious candlelight dinner, just a table for two. There is no need to have a villa, facing the sea, with spring flowers blooming; just a set of living room, a floor to ceiling window and a meter of sunshine; there is no need for bright and beautiful roses, just a generous and reliable shoulder. This is love, plain but happy; this is love, simple and happy.


    With a sigh, I felt out my mobile phone: "Uncle Li, do you want to talk to Aunt Jin? She is also lying on the bed! It''s just that you''re in China and she''s in Korea! "


    Lao Li fixed his eyes on my mobile phone for a long time and shook his head: "no -"


    it seems that Lao Li needs a lot of courage to make this decision.


    "Well, do you want me to tell you her mobile phone number? You may want to talk to her later!" I said.


    Lao Li shook his head slowly again: "thank you for your kindness, Xiao Yi."


    I put away my cell phone, looked at Lao Li and said, "Uncle Li, who do you miss most at this time?"


    Lao Li closed his eyes with a look of pain on his face.


    "You must miss your son the most!" I said.


    Lao Li didn''t speak.


    "He already knows that you are ill and hospitalized!" I said.


    "What?" Lao Li opened his eyes and seemed surprised.


    "Yes, he already knows!" I said.


    Lao Li looked at me in a daze, and his eyes were bright.


    "Maybe he will come back to see you soon!" I said.


    This is my premonition. I have this premonition from their deployment tonight. I have a premonition that Li Shun will rush to the hospital. Li Shun is a filial son. Once his father is ill, he will come.


    Of course, Li Shun may not come from the golden triangle. At this time, he may be somewhere, he may have been somewhere in China, he may be very close to me, but I just don''t know.


    Li Shun has always been haunted, and he has great courage.


    Lao Li''s eyes were a little worried at this time.


    I understood Lao Li''s worry and said, "Uncle Li, you can rest assured about safety."


    My father and Aunt Li just nodded and said, "ah, I didn''t want to see you again."


    I didn''t speak. I looked at Lao Li quietly.


    "At home now, we often quarrel and blame each other for this time." Lao Li added.


    I still haven''t said anything. I don''t want to express my opinion on their affairs. But I feel that it seems that they have not really reflected on themselves. They just blame each other instead of subjectively reflecting on their mistakes in children''s education. Perhaps, it is their character that determines their fate.


    There is such a kind of person in this world, who always likes to find subjective reasons when things go wrong, always likes to blame others for the reasons, and never finds the reasons in himself. When he has achievements, he is his own, when he makes mistakes, he is others'' and he is always perfect.


    There are many such people in real life. It seems that such people can only be tragedies forever.


    It seems that Lao Li and Li Shun are such people. From young to old, they still have such unrepentant character. They never review themselves. They always criticize each other.


    Perhaps, this is an important reason for the tragedy of their lives.


    Even so, the tragedy seems to continue.


    At more than 8 o''clock, Li Shun''s mother Qiu Tong and Xiao Xue came back after dinner. Xiao Xue handed me a box lunch: "Uncle Yi, this is for you. My mother bought it for you!"


    My heart a heat, can''t help looking at the autumn Tung.


    Qiu Tong didn''t look at me, looking at Lao Li in the hospital bed.


    In the twinkling of an eye, seeing Li Shun looking at me with his mother''s integrity, I quickly took back my eyes, and I couldn''t help fighting a cold war in my heart.


    The old lady''s eyes are poisonous. I can''t die.


    If you don''t die, you won''t die. If you do, you will die.


    Then I began to eat, Lao Li is not hungry, do not eat.


    Then they sit in front of Lao Li''s hospital bed. Li Shun holds Xiaoxue in his mother''s arms and lets Xiaoxue sit on her lap. Xiaoxue shakes Lao Li''s lap and holds Lao Li''s hand: "Grandpa, get better soon. It''s snowing outside. You''re going to take me to a snowball fight tomorrow."


    I looked out. Sure enough, there was snow outside the window.


    Lao Li also looked out of the window and said to Xiao Xue with a smile: "good, good granddaughter. My grandfather will be fine soon and will take you to have a snowball fight."


    "Hee hee..." Xiaoxue laughs happily.


    Mrs. Li stroked Xiaoxue''s face, bowed her head to kiss her, and then looked at her: "Oh, you dead old man, you said you had nothing to do with high blood pressure. If you die, how can I live alone?"


    Lao Li said, "I can''t die. I have a big life. Don''t say anything unlucky!"Mrs. Li said, "I hope you can live for decades more. If you live for a long time, I don''t dare to think about it. At least you can live for another 30 years?"


    It''s another 30 years. My heart can''t help pounding. I took a look at Lao Li.


    Lao Li seems to have some heart, can''t help but look at me.


    I went on eating with my head down.


    Then Mrs. Li said, "it''s changing outside. It''s snowing heavily and the wind is strong. Strange, there seems to be a lot of patients in this hospital tonight. There are a lot of people in the ward corridor, and there are a lot of people in the hall of the inpatient building! "


    My heart jumped.


    Lao Li''s eyes also jumped.